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Cold Hands, Warm Heart

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Title: Cold Hands, Warm Heart

Authors: I Want To Believe (a round robin)

(Beduini, Char Chaffin, Lisa W, Leslie Sholly,

Kimberly, Regina, Lara Means, SueBee, Marty,

Laurie D. Haynes, Paige Caldwell)

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so after that, just ask us. Gossamer, Ephemeral,

IWTB, Clinique, Xemplary and these authors’

personal pages are fine.

Email: iwtbxf@yahoo.com

Rating: PG-13

Category: X, A, MSR

Note: Special thanks to Andrea for the idea and scientific

info, to Dlynn for editing several chapters, and to the rest

of the I Want To Believe List for putting up with our insanity.

Summary: Someone is murdering people in Philadelphia and

mutilating the bodies, which are left frozen solid at a popular

tourist attraction — only no one seems to have seen the killer.

Mulder and Scully are called in to investigate the grisly case

before time runs out.

(Beduini)

Prologue

Hoover Building

Washington, D.C.

April 16, 2001

7:05 a.m.

The basement was cold.

She understood why — heat rises, and the basement

being…well, the basement…the term central heating

didn’t apply. Not that it seemed to matter to Mulder. He

was always warm. More than that, he generated heat.

Sometimes she could feel the warmth coming off of his skin

just by standing next to him.

Shivering, she stepped out of the elevator and walked the

short corridor toward Mulder’s office. She could see the

lights were off, even though the door was partially open.

It was early, but Mulder usually arrived early and always

locked his door, so she had every reason to believe that he

was already in. Rapping lightly with her knuckles, she

pushed the door open and stepped inside, her shoulders

slumping and her face falling with disappointment as her

hands dropped to her sides.

“Slides?” she said, nearly whining.

At the sound of her knock he’d looked up expectantly, a

soft smile playing at the corners of his mouth. Mulder

stood near his desk, his jacket off and his sleeves rolled

up to the elbow, despite the chilly temperature of his

office. The slide projector was pointed at the small

screen on the near wall, and he held the remote in one

hand, flashing quickly through the images to find the one

he wanted.

“Hey, Scully, pull up a chair,” he greeted her, ignoring

the whine in her voice as he reached over and pulled out

the armchair opposite his desk, positioning it to face the

screen.

She shivered and sat down in the offered chair while he

flashed through the remaining slides, shifting his weight

impatiently on his feet. He was excited about this case,

that much was obvious. When he found the image he wanted,

he stopped. Then, stepping forward, he placed his palms on

the back of her chair and leaned toward her.

She could feel the heat and electricity emanating from

him, and it felt great in contrast to the chill of his tomb

of an office. She leaned back against the chair, hoping to

receive a little more of his natural warmth through the

thin wool of her gray suit jacket. Her hands were like ice,

so she slid them between her thighs and the seat, feeling

the cold seep through the wool and rayon lining of her suit

pants.

“Rick Ramee, age 35,” Mulder started, his voice low and

surprisingly close to her right ear, making her squirm

slightly. His breath was hot on her neck, but she ignored

it as she looked at the image on the screen. Smiling back

at her was a young Afro-American male wearing a business

suit.

Mulder continued, “Husband, father of two. Resident of a

small, up and coming middle class suburb of Philadelphia,

reported missing by his wife after he didn’t come home from

work one night.” Still clutching the remote, Mulder

forwarded to the next slide, revealing the body of Rick

Ramee, bloodied, his face frozen in a death mask of horror.

Ramee’s arms lay crossed over his chest, and there were two

bloody stumps where his hands should have been. “Rick’s

body was found on display three days later, nearly frozen

at the foot of the clock tower in the town square.”

“Sans hands,” Scully commented.

“Sans hands,” Mulder confirmed. “The clock, reputed to be

one of the most reliable timepieces on this side of the

Atlantic, had stopped at precisely 2:04 a.m. Post mortem

exams of Mr. Ramee estimate his time of death at around…”

“2:04 a.m.” Scully supplied.

Mulder grinned briefly at her quick response and flipped

to the next slide. A Caucasian woman’s blurry image filled

the screen. “Rhonda Lewis, housewife, age 42.” He flipped

to the next slide to reveal Rhonda Lewis in a similar death

pose as Rick Ramee, her hands also severed. “Same place,

same scenario, two days later. This time, the clock stopped

at 5:16 a.m.”

Scully drew in a long breath and let it out slowly. Mulder

imagined he could almost hear the gears turning inside her

head as she processed the information. She already knew

where this was going, he was sure.

“Any witnesses?” she asked.

“Not a one.”

“Cause of death?”

He paused briefly. “You tell me.”

She turned her head to look at him. “There hasn’t been a

full autopsy conducted yet?”

He raised his eyebrows in a gesture he’d picked up from

her, and she closed her eyes with a soft grunt, her

shoulders slumping once again. Two autopsies to look

forward to and she hadn’t even had her second cup of coffee

yet.

“There’s more.” Mulder flipped to the next slide.

“Yippee.”

Mulder pressed his lips together at her lack of enthusiasm

and continued. “Tina Rodriguez, age 23, found early

yesterday morning.” The slide showed a young Hispanic

woman, her body posed in the same position as the other

two. “4:32 a.m.”

Mulder straightened and put the remote down on top of his

desk, robbing Scully of his comforting warmth. Walking over

to the door, he flipped on the over head lights, then

returned to the slide projector, switching it off.

“The Philadelphia P.D. has agreed to let us work with

them, given the…unusual…nature of the deaths.”

Scully stood and faced him, crossing her arms in front of

her chest and tucking her hands between her body and her

upper arms with a shiver. “I’m sure you’ve already got a

theory.”

He grinned. “Oh, I have lots of theories.” He looked at

her, noticing her discomfort. “You cold?”

She nodded and stepped forward, wrapping her icy hands

around his bare forearm, causing him to yelp with surprise.

“Jesus! At least give me a little warning if you’re gonna

do that.” He took her hands between his larger, warmer

palms and rubbed them vigorously, looking down at her with

amused affection. “Don’t tell me you forgot your gloves

again.”

“They’re in the pockets of my overcoat,” she replied with

a soft hum. She enjoyed the increase in tactility that had

slowly infused their partnership, knowing that he was

enjoying it just as much, if not more. Who knew that

kissing one’s partner at the stroke of midnight before the

new millennium would lead to so many more small, indulgent

pleasures?

“Am I to believe that the Philadelphia County Coroner has

an autopsy bay waiting with my name on it?” Scully looked

up at him as he stopped rubbing her hands and held them,

one of hers in each one of his, their fingers curling and

linking together.

“I told them you’d be there by ten. I’ve already

requisitioned the car, and the Philly P.D. has faxed over

their reports from the crime scenes. You can read them on

the way.”

He gave her hands a gentle squeeze and released them,

leaning over to grab his suit jacket off of the back of his

desk chair. Off his desk, he picked up a manila file with

an “X” on the cover, handing it to her before walking over

to the coat tree by the door. Then, shrugging on his heavy

wool overcoat, he said, “Get your coat and meet me

downstairs in ten.”

He offered her a grin and stepped out the door, calling

from the hallway, “Shut the door on your way out. And

don’t forget your gloves!”

************************

(by Char Chaffin)

Hands… damn. Why did it have to be hands? Of all the

pieces and parts of the human body, Scully had always

admired the human hand. Hands were the most tactile of the

outer extremities, with more nerve endings and amazing

musculature, given their relative size in comparison to

other body parts. Ladling out doses of tenderness and

violence in equal measure, capable of both those extremes

of physical retaliation within a split second of each

other… the human hand was a beautiful thing. She found

herself examining her own hands as she slowly buttoned her

overcoat, stepping to the mirror to adjust her scarf and

digging through pockets to find her gloves.

Scully had small, compact hands; the overall slender look

of them was aided by the professional manicure she always

kept up to date. Clear polish on the nails, no rings.

Simple and elegant, strong when needed and gentle by

choice. If she had ever wished for more, she supposed it

would have been a wish for longer fingers, so that her

childhood piano lessons would not have been so agonizing.

Standard octaves were hard to reach on a keyboard, with

small fingers. Scully shook her head; it was better not to

waste time dwelling on her past when there was a present to

worry about. She tugged on gloves as she locked the office

behind her, hoping Mulder had remembered to grab his keys.

As she walked to the elevators, Scully thought about the

slides she’d seen. In her mind she pictured the first one,

the Professional Suit with a wife and children. The look of

abject horror on his face was as if the final visual

filling his stricken gaze went beyond anything his

imagination could have conjured. Mentally, she ticked off

the overall scene: The crossed arms over the chest; a

classic death-pose… or was it? Whomever or whatever took

Rick Ramee’s hands – had they taken them while he was still

alive? Was his final rictus a direct result of seeing his

own hands severed, or were those appendages a trophy of

some sort, garnered from his body mere moment after his

death?

She leaned against the elevator wall as she pondered,

still rubbing her own hands together to stave off the chill

she felt beneath her wool gloves. The possibility that she

and Mulder were facing another fetishist was not lost on

her; it was the first thing that had come to mind as Mulder

had flipped through the slides. Scully shuddered and found

her mind wandering in directions best left un-wandered.

Pfaster… they could be facing another nut-bird such as

Donnie Pfaster; another fetishist could be walking the

streets of DC on the lookout for what he or she would

consider a nice pair of hands.

She shuddered again as she stepped off the elevator and

onto the floor, which housed the motor pool. She glanced

around until she spotted Mulder leaning against a

nondescript blue sedan. Her gaze settled on him, noting

the casual posture and thinking for at least the twentieth

time that week how beautiful the man was – and how utterly

unaware of his own appeal. Today he wore her personal

favorite, a charcoal gray suit which blended nicely with

his moss-green dress shirt. The color played up the green

flecks in his eyes, and even his ridiculous, wildly zig-

zagged tie couldn’t detract from the overall elegance of

her partner.

She walked toward the car, dreading the upcoming autopsy

even as she felt the familiar, albeit unwelcome, tingle

which usually signaled her inner excitement at beginning

another case. And she decided she’d rather scrub public

lavatories with her bare hands, rather than let him know

that excitement.

Mulder caught Scully’s approach and grinned at her as she

rounded the side of the car; his smile widened even more

when she tossed him a withered, “What, no Ford, Mulder?” He

chuckled and got in, buckling himself up and checking to

see if she’d done the same, before throwing a retort right

back at her.

“Baseball, hot dogs, and apple pie, Scully… have some

respect for this classy Chevy, okay? It still has working

headlights.” He flashed the brights three times before

backing out of the slot and inching his way through the

narrow rows of parked cars.

Scully made herself comfortable and tried not to think of

the ‘thrill’ of performing several autopsies in a row. Her

neck would be killing her when it was all over, and she’d

reek of any number of funky excretions. She could hardly

wait. Mulder maneuvered the car through mid-morning

traffic, avoiding spots of black ice on the street, the

soft jazz station he’d chosen providing a soothing

background for the easy silence between them. It was

nice… this silence was actually nice. Too many times

they’d driven along Constitution Avenue in tight, miserable

silences, with a gulf of heated, unsaid words boiling in

the air around their heads.

Thankfully, those days seemed to be over; they had found a

new understanding these past few months and had grown so

much closer. Out of the corner of her eye, Scully glanced

at her partner; Mulder’s entire concentration was centered

on driving safely over the slick roads. Both his hands

gripped the steering wheel, at the proper ten to two

o’clock positioning –

Hands….

She stared at his hands. They were strong and tanned, with

elegantly-shaped fingers and neatly-trimmed nails. She’d

felt those hands cup themselves around her face, so

gently… had seen them pound a perpetrator to the floor

when he tried to escape arrest. Extremes, again…

Mulder’s hands were the perfect example.

And Scully loved his hands.

“What is it, Scully? What are you thinking; what’s going

on behind those baby blues, hmmm?” Mulder’s voice, low and

commanding over the soft jazz, broke her out of her almost-

hypnotized state, and she jumped a little, before returning

his quizzical look with blushing pink cheeks.

She opened her mouth to prevaricate and instead found her

fingers reaching out to trace the light dusting of hair

along the back of his right hand as it rested on the wheel.

Mulder raised a curious eyebrow, but lifted the hand and

twined their fingers together. Scully felt the warmth of it

engulfing her cold fingers, felt that same heat move all

the way up her arm. She shook her head as she replied.

“Hands, Mulder … I was thinking about hands. I was

thinking, ‘Why hands?’ What would make somebody take

somebody else’s hands — although, maybe the answer is as

plain as the hand in front of my face.” Mulder stopped at

a red light and took the opportunity to study the pensive,

slightly worried look on her face. He thought a moment,

then spoke softly.

“Are we talking fetish here, Scully? I thought of that,

too. In what context I’m still not sure … but if that’s

what you can’t help but wonder, then I’m right there with

you, Partner. I’m not saying there isn’t something

distinctly x-Filish here, you understand. But maybe the

place we find ourselves beginning the search –once the

autopsy is over — has less to do with ritual and more to

do with a fetishist.” He stroked a thumb over her

knuckles, noting the worry crinkle still in place between

her eyes. He tugged on her fingers a little, making her

meet his eyes again.

“What else, Scully? That little frown tells me there’s

more.” Scully nodded and her sigh was heavy in the small

confines of the car.

“I just … well, I love your hands, Mulder. Your hands

are a comfort to me, sometimes. I just …” She trailed

off, feeling suddenly very silly and irrational.

Mulder smiled at her sweetly and let go of her hand, just

long enough to send all five of his fingers in a gentle

sweep over her cheek and down her jaw line to her

collarbone, where he caressed her soft skin reassuringly,

before he attempted to set her worries to rest.

“Scully… nobody’s going to get my hands. I promise you –

– no one’s going to hurt me.”

**************

(by Lisa W)

ACT I

Philadelphia City Hall

5:12 p.m., April 16

If Mulder didn’t hurry, she was going to hurt him –badly.

It was amazing how fast an affectionate mood could vanish

when left standing in the cold. Scully shivered as a

frigid wind swept through the courtyard below the clock

tower. When she glanced at her watch, she wasn’t surprised

to see the minute hand start yet another revolution around

the dial. Where was he? It was dark, and the last of city

hall’s bureaucrats had huddled in their coats and dashed to

the parking lot. One by one she had watched them go as they

impatiently pushed aside anyone who stood in their path.

They were ready to go home after a long day at work. She

couldn’t blame them. Her day had been long as well, but it

wasn’t over. It wouldn’t be over until Mulder showed

up…so where was he?

Almost immediately after they had arrived at the morgue,

Mulder had begun looking uncomfortable. His discomfort

wasn’t because autopsies made him nervous. It was due to

the fact that when surrounded by the tools of science, he

had nothing particularly useful to do and so began acting

like a chain smoker who had lost his cigarettes. He didn’t

know what to do with his hands.

Mulder not knowing what to do with his hands often lead to

his sticking them in places they did not belong. If

something perplexed or intrigued him, he appeared compelled

to reach out and touch it. Scully liked to think that was

one reason he so frequently touched her.

Before she could snap on a pair of latex gloves, Mulder

had managed to poke his fingers into at least three medical

instruments he shouldn’t have touched. He must have felt

her glaring at him because he gave a shrug and a smile

that, while not quite apologetic, had managed to mollify

her until he turned to leave. Scully had asked where he was

going, but Mulder had only waved his hand in her general

direction and said, “Research.”

Eight hours later Mulder had called asking her to meet him

at the City Hall clock tower. Scully glanced at her

watch…again. If Mulder didn’t arrive in the next ten

minutes she would…Well, Scully wasn’t sure exactly what

she would do, but she would be extremely grouchy while

doing it. She was good at being grouchy.

An icy wind whipped her trench coat around her, forcing

Scully to shove her hands into her pockets and stamp her

feet to ward off the cold. Maybe she’d cut Mulder’s

deadline to five minutes.

“What’s the verdict?” Mulder asked.

She turned to face him. “Half an hour ago the clock tower

was an attractive historic site. Now it’s a very tall

stack of stone.”

“I meant the autopsy.”

“Autopsies. There were three of them, Mulder. Three.”

He looked up at the clock tower, an elaborately ornamented

limestone structure which dominated the somewhat plain

Neoclassical building below it. “Looks like you finished up

in record time.”

“The cause of death wasn’t much of a mystery.”

He glanced in her direction. “Exsanguination,” Scully

explained. “They bled to death.”

When his gaze lingered on her, Scully felt her irritation

fall away only to be replaced by a vague sense of horror at

the details her autopsies had revealed. “Given the amount

of adrenaline in their systems I would say they were alive

when their hands were severed. In fact, they were probably

conscious.”

Mulder grimaced. “So we’re not talking about a death

fetishist.”

“Not as far as the death aspect is concerned. The hands

were taken first. Death was just the natural result.”

“So the obsession is with the hands.”

“And the horror.” Scully walked around Mulder, her heels

clicking against the cobblestone paving of the courtyard

which stood in the center of the municipal complex. “There

must be some sort of punishment or revenge motivation to

this. The killer made the victims suffer.”

Mulder grimaced. “A sadist.” A shadow seemed to fall

across his already dark gaze as an element of sadness

entered his expression. It never failed to amaze Scully

that as much as Mulder had seen, as many horrors he had

witnessed, Mulder never became inured to them. He had never

allowed himself to become cold or cynical. He still cared.

“Scully, you’re shivering,” he observed. “Maybe we should

go inside.”

As they crossed the courtyard, Scully was all too aware of

his hand resting on the small of her back. His palm

pressing against her as his fingertips curled into the

slight indentation on her spine was a familiar and welcome

gesture. She liked it. She enjoyed the way his warmth

seeped into her, taking the edge off the cold.

Pushing aside the yellow tape blocking the clock tower’s

entrance, Mulder opened the door. Scully eyed the tape

with an arched brow.

“Construction tape,” Mulder explained. “There’s

renovation work being done on the tower, and the Philly

P.D. decided to leave it rather than replace it with police

tape.”

“Did they also leave the door open?”

“No.” Mulder smiled. “This afternoon I discovered the

night guard — a very interesting man by the name Bill

Hodges — is quite the b-ball fan.”

“So the two of you struck up an immediate friendship?”

Scully asked with a touch of disbelief.

“He agreed to leave the door unlocked for a few extra

hours.”

“Was he as generous with the killer?”

“It’s a construction site, Scully. Security has a way of

becoming lax with workmen coming and going at all hours.”

Accepting this explanation, Scully entered the cavernous

stairwell. There was something almost Baroque about the

staircase despite the fact the brochure described the clock

tower’s architecture being in the French Empire

style…which only served to remind Scully that while

waiting for Mulder, she had time to read the brochure five

times.

“Mulder, where were you all afternoon?” she asked.

“I spoke with Rick Ramee’s wife. Standard questions. Did

he have any enemies? Had anything strange happened lately?”

“What did she say?”

“Nothing that would lead anyone to believe someone wanted

him dead. The same goes for Rhonda Lewis.”

“What about Tina Rodriguez?”

He shook his head. “Up until three weeks ago she lived

with her boyfriend in Houston. When I spoke to him, he was

in the process of making plans to fly back to Texas. As far

as I can tell there’s no connection between the three

victims.”

“Except their deaths.”

He paused in the open center of the stairwell and looked

at the richly detailed, deeply coffered ceiling seven

stories above before his gaze traveled down to inspect the

black and white tiled floor. “This is where the bodies

were found.”

Scully frowned. “I thought you said the victims were

frozen.”

“They were.”

“In a room with central heating?”

Mulder knelt to examine the floor. His hand splayed out

against the tile as his fingers slowly traced the grooves

between the checkerboard pattern. “How porous is marble?”

“Too porous not to have evidence of three bloody murders.”

“So they were killed elsewhere and brought here.”

“After they were quick frozen.” At Mulder’s questioning

look, she elaborated. “Rick Ramee’s time of death was

estimated at roughly 2 a.m., and according to the police

report, his body was found just after three. Given the way

he died, Ramee had to have been frozen after his death.

“That makes sense. He couldn’t exactly bleed to death if

his blood was ice.”

Scully nodded. “And with his body mass being as large as

it was the freezing process should have taken several

hours.”

Mulder stood. “So he was quick frozen and transported

here. Why?”

“Why cut off his hands? There are more efficient ways to

cause someone to bleed to death.”

“This wasn’t about blood.” Mulder’s quietly thoughtful

voice signaled he was trying to understand the mind of a

killer. He crossed the room and began climbing the stairs.

“Why hands, Scully? Why a clock tower?”

She had the feeling that he was only thinking out loud.

“Hands of time?” she conjectured.

He looked doubtful. “A serial killer into puns?”

“You have another theory?”

“Not yet, though I think you were onto something when you

said the killings were about punishment. Not only did the

victims die in horror, but the killer also preserved their

expressions in ice so that anyone seeing their bodies would

know the horror as well.”

Scully frowned as she gazed upward. “Mulder, does this

look familiar to you?”

He followed her line of sight. “Columns, arches, stairs —

what’s not familiar?”

She shook her head as she tried to wrestle her thoughts

into some sort of order. “I…A few weeks ago I went to

the Kreeger Museum for the Escher exhibit. There was an

etching there that sort of reminds me of this stairwell

with the way steps and arches turn back on themselves until

you’re dizzy.”

“Relativity,” he announced.

She raised an eyebrow.

He explained, “I aced art history in college. There was

this brunette art student who … never mind. It’s not

important. You’re right, though.” He tilted his head to

the side. “If you look at this at the right angle it might

remind you of that etching.” He paused. “Relativity is

also Einstein’s theory about time.”

She eyed him cautiously. “To be exact, General Relativity

explains the way time, space, and gravity are connected.”

“The clock stopped at the time of each death.”

“Mulder…”

He glanced at her and smiled.

She crossed her arms. “You’ve made some quantum leap of

logic, haven’t you?”

“Why do people say that like it’s a bad thing? Quantum

deals with infinitely small changes.”

“Quantum mechanics has to do with sub-atomic particles.

Quantum leap means a sudden, significant change.” She

stopped abruptly. “Why are we talking about this? This has

nothing — I repeat, nothing — to do with the theory of

relativity. I simply pointed out that this stairwell has a

few elements similar to a drawing I saw a few weeks ago.”

“Mmm-hmm.”

She continued following him up the stairs. “Mulder,

clocks stop for many reasons.”

“I know that.”

“They measure time. They aren’t time itself.”

“I know that, too.”

A cold draft swept over her, and Scully pulled her coat

more tightly around herself. As Mulder waited for her to

catch up to him, she could see him mentally rubbing his

hands together.

“Tell me, Scully, how did our murderer have time to freeze

a corpse solid, transport it to a public place, and arrange

it in a ritualistic pose without being seen and without

leaving any tangible evidence?”

“He was very efficient.”

“Or he had all the time in the world.”

She shook her head. “Look, I may not know how he did it,

but I do know he did not stop time. Time cannot be

stopped.”

Mulder pushed open the doors to the observation deck. A

frigid blast of wind hit her as she followed him outside.

“What you’re proposing is impossible,” Scully insisted.

“I haven’t proposed anything.”

“Good. Then let me explain there is no possible way,

either normal or paranormal, to stop time. If time stops,

the universe ceases to exist. It’s that simple.”

“If you say so.”

“And it’s not that ‘faster than the eye can see’ thing

either. I still haven’t wrapped my mind around the concept

of rebellious teens existing like subliminal messages.”

Scully thought she heard Mulder chuckle as he placed his

hands on the observation deck’s handrail. Looking down

from their perch she noted that frosty fog obscured the

courtyard from view and that her breath made wispy ghosts

in the night air.

“Not to stop you when you’re on a roll. But, Scully, I

actually agree with you. I don’t think there is anything

paranormal about these killings.”

She blinked. “No mutant capable of controlling time? No

monsters?”

“Oh, there’s a monster involved.” His troubled gaze met

hers. “But the worst monsters always seem to be human.”

Mulder opened the door leading to the inner workings of

the clock, and Scully silently followed him into the

darkness.

************

(by Leslie Sholly)

Mulder poked around in the machinery inside the clock for

several minutes, while Scully’s hands grew icy and her nose

began to run. Finally, she could stand the wait no longer.

“Mulder! If there was anything here to find, don’t you

think the Philly P.D. would have found it by now? *I’m*

going to be quick frozen shortly if I don’t get inside

where it’s warm.”

“Sorry, Scully,” her partner said contritely. “How about I

take you out for a sandwich and some coffee? That’ll warm

you up.”

Scully realized she was not just exhausted and cold, but

hungry as well. And though she secretly wished Mulder

would choose something other than food to warm her up, she

wasn’t going to refuse his offer. “‘Kay,” she agreed.

Shivering, Scully followed Mulder back into the stairwell

and began to descend the staircase. Mulder, who had not

spent the past nine hours on his feet, practically skipped

down the stairs. In her hurry to keep up, Scully slipped.

For a sudden, sickening moment, she teetered on the edge of

the step, knowing with certainty that she was about to

plunge down the steep flight to the bottom. But at her gasp

of alarm, Mulder turned around, leaped up the steps that

separated them, and caught her before she could fall.

“Those shoes are going to be the death of you one day,” he

said disapprovingly. “What price vanity?” But he

tightened his grip on her, pulling her close into an

embrace. Scully, who had been shaking both from cold and

adrenalin, relaxed into his arms, suddenly warmer than she

had been all day. She relished the feeling of his left

hand holding her firmly while his right softly stroked her

hair.

Hands again.

She sighed.

“You okay, Scully?”

“I’m fine, Mulder. Really. Thanks for catching me.”

“Any time.”

Holding hands, they descended the rest of the way.

*************

6:25 p.m.

Sam’s Diner

Philadelphia

The coffee at the diner Mulder had chosen wasn’t

Starbucks, but it was hot and fresh and warmed Scully

delightfully. As the caffeine began to kick in, she began

to feel more like herself. “You can talk about the case

now, Mulder,” she said.

“What?” Mulder looked innocent.

“I know you’ve been waiting for me to warm up and wake up,

and I appreciate it. I feel much better now, so let me

hear some more wild theories.” She softened her words with

a smile.

“Well, what’s your explanation for the stopped clock, then?”

“I would guess it’s part of the killer’s ritual. He stops

the clock himself after he arranges the body.”

“And exactly how does he avoid detection while

transporting a frozen body and arranging it in a public

place?”

“All the murders have taken place in the middle of the

night, Mulder. He’s careful, and he’s lucky.”

“You’re forgetting that the clock reflects the time of

death, not the time he plants the bodies. The last victim

died at or around 5:16 a.m. He had to quick freeze her,

transport and arrange the body, do his trick with the

clock, and escape pretty quickly to avoid sunrise, when

he’d no longer be able to count on darkness for cover.”

“Look, Mulder, I don’t know *how* he does it. And the fact

is, we don’t really need to know *how*. Wouldn’t it make

more sense to think about *why*? Won’t thinking about his

motivation tell you more about who the murderer might be,

and how we can find him and stop him before he does this

again?”

“You’re right, Scully,” Mulder admitted, taking a sip of

his coffee. “I reserve the right to consider extreme

possibilities, of course, but if we go back to the boring

but useful questions of motive and opportunity, we may be

able to get more of a picture of the guy who’s doing this.

So what do we know about this guy?”

“He’s able to carry frozen bodies, and he was able to

subdue his victims through physical force, so we can guess

he’s a fairly strong man.”

Mulder nodded approvingly.

“He’s someone who has access to quick freezing equipment —

that should be something we can check out.”

“Good point. We should also consider the last known

whereabouts of the victims. That might help us pinpoint

his location further. Presumably since we haven’t found

any connection among the victims, we can conjecture that he

picked them because they were readily available to him.”

“Do you think we should assume so quickly that this is

random, Mulder? Maybe we just haven’t thought of the right

connection yet. Could there have been something…

special… about their hands?” Scully’s thoughts were

turning again, much against her will, to Donnie Pfaster and

his fascination with fingers in need of a nice manicure.

“I don’t know, Scully. That’s a question we can ask the

families — maybe see if they have any pictures that might

shed some light on that issue.” Mulder rose from the

table. “It’s getting late, Scully, and we don’t even have

a motel yet. I want to get us checked in somewhere and

then see what I can do about coming up with a profile of

the UNSUB. We’ll get an early start tomorrow.”

*************

ACT II

Motel 8

Philadelphia

6:30 a.m., April 17

Mulder let Scully choose the motel, so it was clean and

the bed wasn’t lumpy. After a relaxing warm bath, Scully

fell asleep easily, worn out from long hours of slicing and

dicing. But even in sleep she was unable to stop thinking

about the case. Her dreams were full of clock faces and

hands.

Toward daybreak her dreams turned to Mulder — not an

infrequent occurrence by any means. She dreamed of Mulder’s

hands, always his hands, strong yet gentle as they stroked

her hair. Lightly, they caressed her jaw line, touched her

lips intimately, before beginning to move lower . . .

Scully moaned happily in her sleep, her dream-body on fire

from Mulder’s touch.

But suddenly, she felt the hands no longer. She was

Aching, untouched, bereft. Now Mulder was speaking, saying

in a plaintive, childlike way, “I don’t know where they

went, Scully. I don’t know what happened to them.” Then he

held up his arms to show her bleeding stumps. “Can you get

them back for me, Scully?” he asked.

“They’re in my freezer, girly-girl,” Donnie Pfaster

announced. “Come on over and let me do your nails and I’ll

let you have them.”

The dream was so terrible that it woke Scully up. She sat

bolt upright in bed, breathing deeply and trying to still

the insistent pounding of her heart. “Only a dream, only a

dream,” she repeated over and over.

She was still saying this when she heard a gentle tapping

at the door that connected her room to Mulder’s. “Scully?”

he called.

“What’s wrong, Mulder?”

He opened the door and stuck his head in. “We’ve got to

go, Scully. I’ve just received a call from the P.D.

There’s been another killing.”

Scully took a deep breath to calm herself, as she tried to

shake off the horror of her dream. “Same M.O.?” she asked

in disbelief. “Aren’t they watching that clock tower?”

“There’s been a guard on duty since 8 p.m.,” Mulder told

her. “He didn’t see a thing until he discovered the body

this morning.”

“Who is the victim?” Scully asked.

“She didn’t have I.D. like the others. They haven’t been

able to identify her yet — the body was only discovered

half an hour ago.”

Something in Mulder’s voice made Scully turn icy cold

inside. “What aren’t you telling me, Mulder?” she asked

him.

“She… the victim was a little girl.”

**************** (by Kimberly)

2:35 p.m., April 17

A little girl.

Scully had grown accustomed to the many different masks

that death wore. She had to be, death was her livelihood.

What she couldn’t get used to — what she couldn’t shake —

was the chill that ran down her spine each time she saw a

small figure under the white autopsy sheet.

It was worse than death. It was innocence lost. Just as

the others, the victim had bled to death. Although the labs

weren’t back yet, Scully hoped that the child, at least,

wasn’t conscious for the ordeal that resulted in her death.

Scully tried to work out the kinks in her neck as she

scrubbed her hands at the steel basin, cleaning away

phantom blood from under her fingernails.

Lost in thought, she didn’t hear Mulder approach from

behind.

“Scully?”

“I’m almost done, Mulder,” she said softly.

He was tempted to ask if she was all right, but he already

knew the answer to that question. It was most assuredly not

“fine.” Even from his vantage point he could see her hands

moving fast and furious over each other, with the hard

bristled brush in between.

“Scully, if you keep that up, you’ll rub your hands raw.”

His solicitous tone only garnished a frustrated shake of

her head, but she dropped the brush and rinsed her hands.

Scully dried off her hands. “Do you have a name yet?”

“No. From what they can piece together, she was

homeless.” Again, his tone was soft, knowing the victim’s

profile simply added insult to injury.

Her eyes fell closed for a moment. She let out a heavy

sigh. “Homeless?”

Mulder nodded and chewed the inside of his lip for a

moment. “From what I understand the homeless population is

fairly moderate. The boys in blue didn’t appear too

shocked at the idea, just a little unsettled that no one

reported her missing.”

“But, Mulder, she can’t be more than eight years old;

there has to be someone out there looking for her.”

Scully’s voice took on the quiet rage that was bubbling up

inside of her. “Any belongings?”

“Yeah, but I haven’t had a chance to go through them yet.”

“Give me five minutes to change, and I’ll meet you

upstairs.” She turned away, and her tender hands quickly

grabbed her bag.

The clock ticked loudly in the quiet room as Scully

quickly stripped away the blood-sodden scrubs. Mulder

glanced at his watch as soon as he heard the soft snick of

heels on linoleum. Like clockwork, Scully rounded the

corner with 45 seconds to spare.

As soon as she reached his side, he placed his hand in

between her shoulder blades, guiding her into the small

room that the local police department offered.

Scully surveyed the pitiful pile on the center of the

table. It consisted of one battered Barbie backpack, a pair

of mismatched mittens, and a small wool blanket.

“This is it?” she asked incredulously.

“We should be damn lucky we even got this. They found it

in a trash can two blocks from the tower.”

She nodded in agreement and gingerly approached the

backpack. “I take it these came up clean?”

“As a whistle. Dusted and the only thing they found was a

partial from what looked like the child, but they couldn’t

come up with a match.”

Scully yanked the zipper open, pulling it down to obscure

Barbie’s plastic smile. The first thing she noted was the

omission of the one thing she expected –clothing. Instead

it held a box of colored pencils, worn to the nub, and a

battered sketch pad. She flipped the cover back, hoping

that the child would have written her name there, something

she had always done.

Unfortunately, the book was blank. However, the image on

the opposite page stilled her finger tips altogether.

“Scully, what is it?”

Scully said nothing as she turned the book around to show

him the page.

Although the vibrancy of the colors were lost on him, he

was nonetheless amazed. It was a perfect rendition of the

clock tower, except the trees were in bloom, and not barren

with the current winter frost.

He flipped through the pages to find portraits as well as

impressive landscapes staring back at him. They were

exquisite renderings — for anyone of any age.

“This is…” Mulder’s voice trailed off.

“Unbelievable.”

Scully was awestruck at the thought of such talent coming

out of such tiny hands — the victim’s hands. Mentally she

flipped through the profiles of the previous victims in her

head, coming up blank.

“Mulder, the other victims. Did they have any

‘abilities’?”

“Could you be more specific, Scully?”

She cocked her head to the side in thought. “I mean, when

you interviewed the families, did they mention any hobbies?

Any special talents?”

Mulder paused. “I remember reading that before she called

the police, Rick Ramee’s wife had called a local jazz club

where he played the saxophone on occasion.”

“The others?”

“Nothing I can remember — but I think it’s time we find

out.”

**************

3:15 p.m. April 17

(by Regina)

The car eased over to the side of the street and stopped

in front of a small brick building. Pulling the key out of

the ignition, Mulder slowly gave into the inevitable pull

of gravity. His head clunked against the steering wheel —

hard. He accepted the pain as a welcome diversion.

A few more thumps later and feeling completely self-

satisfied, he stepped onto the wind-blown street. A beat-up

hatchback passed dangerously close to the open car door,

whipping Mulder’s coat into a frenzy. The angry motorist

beeped, gestured and shouted mutely inside his closed car.

“Have a nice day!” Mulder called out with false gaiety as

he made his way to the entrance of the darkened

establishment. Pulling his coat straight, he checked his

watch — 4 p.m. The bar would scarcely be populated, if he

was lucky. If he was unlucky, it would be closed.

It looked like his luck wasn’t going to change — he

pushed at the door, fruitlessly. Heaving his weight against

the heavy, wooden barrier, he nearly tumbled into the dark

hallway when a strong hand opened it from the inside.

Narrowly missing the man who opened the door, Mulder

careened into the dimly lit bar.

“Can I ‘elp ya?” A thick Irish brogue filtered through the

darkness.

Maybe his luck was changing. Mulder caught his balance and

reached for his ID. The barman tensed when the agent

reached into his inner pocket.

“I’m just getting my ID.” Mulder produced it with a

practiced flourish. “We’re here investigating a series of

homicides.”

The stout gentleman relaxed and moved over to the bar,

satisfied that the tall stranger wasn’t a threat. Picking

up a worn towel, he started to wipe at the long bar’s

sparkling surface.

“You’re here about Ricky, aren’t ya?” Chucking the towel

over his shoulder, he gave an exasperated sigh.

“Mr. Ramee, yes.” Mulder eased his tall frame onto a

wobbly stool. “What can you tell me about him?”

The man ambled behind the bar, picking up items and wiping

them down. Hefting a large bottle of Jack Daniel’s, he

looked over at the agent. “I’ve already talked to the

police. Am I under suspicion, or something?”

Mulder shook his head vigorously. “Not that I know of,

sir. I just want to exhaust all possible avenues of

investigation.”

“S’alright.” He clunked the bottle down on the bar in

front of Mulder and leaned in. “I’ll let you in on a lil’

secret.”

His body pulled in by the promise of covert information,

Mulder hunkered down next to the man. “Go ahead.”

“Let me tell ya,” he said, softly. “Rick was the best sax

player this side of the Atlantic. The man should have been

a pro. But he wanted a family life. You know when you’re a

musician and you’re on the road, things happen.” The man

shook his salt-and-pepper head. “Things happen in your own

backyard, as this proves.”

“So he had a talent?” Mulder asked, his voice even.

“That boy had more than talent,” the barman replied. He

took a deep breath. “That man had a gift. His hands could

move mountains with melody.” Leaning his chin in his

crooked hand, he met Mulder’s gaze. “My people, the Irish,

we believe that people with the special gift of music are

touched. Touched by the merciful hand of God.”

************

4:35 p.m., April 17

Scully stood on the corner as the wind moved around her,

teasing her coat open and chilling her skirted legs. She

spotted Mulder’s car in the far lane of traffic and waved

him over. Cutting off a small car, he darted over to the

curb and stopped short as the slighted driver honked and

gestured futilely. She grabbed the handle and wrenched the

door open.

Plopping down inside, she looked at Mulder with a bemused

grin. “Mulder, you’re not supposed to inspire road rage on

the job.”

Easing the car back into traffic, Mulder craned his head

out of the partially opened window. “Did you see that car,

Scully?”

She clicked her seatbelt into place. “No, why?”

“It’s probably nothing,” he replied. “I just seem to be

attracting a lot of enraged drivers.”

Scully cocked her head to the side. “What are you talking

about?”

“Nothing.” His voice was distracted. “How was the Lewis

interview?”

“Oh, you’ll love this.” She flipped open her notepad.

“Rhonda Lewis was an accomplished architect. She won an

award for her redesign of one of the city’s major

attractions. Unfortunately, she was killed before the

renovations could begin.”

“Which attraction?” Mulder’s voice took on a piqued

curiosity. A yellow light flashed and he smoothly braked

the car.

Scully snapped her book shut. “The clock tower.”

(by Lara Means)

Mulder pulled a questionable and probably illegal u-turn,

earning them more honked horns, shaken fists and rude

gestures. Scully’s fingers held the dashboard in a death-

grip until they were headed in the opposite direction, then

she tossed a look at her partner.

His answering glance was all innocence. “What?”

Scully just shook her head with a sigh. “I assume we’re

going back to the clock tower.”

“Is there a manager or curator or somebody in charge there

we haven’t talked to?”

She dug through the pockets of her overcoat to find the

copy of the brochure she’d grabbed during their last visit

yesterday. “Um… the only contact listed is Claire

Bellingham, Public Relations.”

Mulder grimaced. “I hate PR people. They only tell you

what they want you to know.”

“Come on, Mulder,” Scully teased, “you know you can charm

information out of anybody.” She reached out her hand to

him, turning her palm up. “Just be sure to save some of

that charm for me.”

He smiled and took her hand, jumping slightly at the

contact. “Your hands are like ice, Scully.”

“Sorry. The gloves aren’t helping much.”

“Maybe I’ll get you a new pair for your birthday.”

She quirked an eyebrow at him. “You’re remembering my

birthday next year?”

“I remember your birthday every year.”

“We’ve been working together for more than seven years,

Mulder, and I can only recall two birthday presents — one

of which was quite late.”

“It’s the thought that counts, Scully.” Mulder gave her a

sly grin. “Didn’t you enjoy my last present? I know I did.”

Scully smiled, remembering the feel of her partner’s arms

wrapped around her that clear, late spring night. His warm

breath on her neck, his soft lips at her ear. The gentle

pressure of his hand at her hip as he pulled her body to

his. She knew he’d enjoyed her present — she could feel it

in his burgeoning arousal pressed against her backside.

She glanced at their hands, still joined on the seat

between them, and gave his a squeeze. “Yes, Mulder. I

enjoyed your gift very much.”

************

4:57 p.m.

Clock Tower Administrative Offices

They arrived at the clock tower shortly before five to

find the door to the administrative offices locked. A sign

there proclaimed office hours from 8:30 a.m. to 4:30 p.m.

They resigned themselves to coming back tomorrow, but

Mulder wanted to have another look around the clock’s inner

workings.

“How do you propose we get in there, Mulder?” Her partner

did an elaborate show of hands, like a magician doing a

trick, and produced a key. Scully smiled in spite of

herself. “Is this how you got that from your b-ball buddy,

Mr. Hodges? Sleight of hand?”

“While the hand *is* quicker than the eye, Scully, no.” He

shot her a big grin and a little wink. “I charmed it out of

him.”

Scully hid her own grin behind a shake of her head as

Mulder explained, “There are two guards on duty, they can

see us on the security monitors, and they know who we are.

Bill said it’d just be easier to give us a key.” Although

it was getting dark and the temperature was dropping,

Scully acquiesced, and they made their way up the stairs.

As Mulder examined the gears and pulleys, Scully kept her

hands shoved into her pockets and shifted from foot to foot

in an effort to keep warm. The wind whipped around her

legs, and she found herself desperately wishing she’d worn

slacks.

“Mulder, I’ve been thinking about the victims.”

“What about them?” echoed his voice from somewhere within

the metal.

“The bodies were all frozen after death, then placed

inside the clock tower building and discovered within an

hour or two after that.”

“Right…”

Scully exhaled, saw her breath vaporize in front of her

face, then licked her chapped lips. “I may have made a

mistake in estimating time of death.

Mulder’s head emerged from slightly below her, and he

climbed the short ladder up to the landing where she stood.

“Scully, you don’t make mistakes. Not about this stuff.”

“Nevertheless…” she mumbled, feeling as if she’d let him

down. He joined her and she stared at his shoes as she

spoke. “I think I may have been unduly influenced by the

preliminary reports. By what they *said* was the time of

death, based on when the clock was stopped.”

She felt Mulder’s fingers under her chin as he tilted her

face up to meet his. “Why are you doubting yourself now?”

“Forensic Pathology 101 — a body cools at approximately

one and a half degrees per hour, *if* the external

conditions are stable. A body decomposes more rapidly in

warm temperatures, less rapidly when it’s cold. That’s why

they’re kept refrigerated in the morgue, to forestall

decomposition.”

“So it’s been cold. That would throw off time of death by,

what, a few hours?”

Scully shook her head. “The indoor air temperatures

recorded when the bodies were discovered tend to support

the original estimates, but…” She took a deep breath and

steeled herself, then looked up into his eyes. “Mulder,

these bodies were frozen post-mortem, then placed inside a

heated building, where they would partially thaw before

being discovered. Since we don’t know the bodies’

temperatures when they were placed here, an accurate

estimate of time of death is almost impossible under these

conditions. You said the first victim, Ramee, was found

three days after his wife reported him missing — he

could’ve been killed that first night and kept frozen until

the murderer placed the body here.”

Mulder nodded slightly and moved away from her, chewing

absently on his lower lip as he frequently did when the

wheels were turning. He reminded her of the inner workings

of this clock in that way – the gears of his mind working

to puzzle out a solution. He turned back to his partner,

thoughtful, then spoke.

“And just because the clock was stopped at 2:04, that

doesn’t mean the body was dumped then, does it?” Mulder

looked into the clock works and glanced at what appeared to

be a control panel on the far side of the tower. “It’s the

middle of the night, right? The body could’ve been dumped

any time after the building was locked up, the clock

stopped, and the hands reset to 2:04.”

Scully gave her partner a tiny smile. She loved watching

his mind at work. “That sounds plausible.” He returned the

smile as hers faded. “Does this mean we’re back to square

one?”

Mulder shook his head, returning to stand in front of her,

close to her. “I think it means we’re on the right track.”

A gust of wind blasted through the tower, and Scully

shivered — although her reaction wasn’t entirely caused by

the wind. “Still cold?” he asked, and she nodded. He gave

her a seductive little grin and opened his overcoat. “Let’s

see what we can do about that.”

She slipped her arms around him, giggling silently at his

gasp when her hands touched his back. “Definitely gloves

for your birthday,” he murmured as she snuggled against his

chest. Mulder wrapped both his arms and his coat around

her, shielding her small body from the cold.

They stood there together, dimly registering the setting

sun and the passage of time. Scully listened to his heart

beating, strong and steady. She ran her hands up and down

his back, enjoying the feel of his smooth, toned muscles.

Mulder’s arms tightened around her, and one hand snaked up

to bury itself in her windblown hair. She tilted her head

back to look at him, and he smiled.

“Better?”

“Much,” she whispered, returning his smile. He stared into

her eyes for a long moment, then watched as they drifted

shut when he leaned in close. Another shiver ran through

her as his lips touched just the corner of her mouth…

But they both froze at the sound of a shotgun being pumped

behind them.

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ACT III

(by SueBee)

Scully barely had time to register the sensation of

Mulder’s lips brushing against her mouth, when she heard

the pumping click of the shotgun.

They both froze, their faces barely an inch apart. In a

matter of seconds, clear gazes locked, decisions were made,

and promises were put on hold.

The comforting warmth that had infused them and enveloped

them, vanished in the icy wind when they drew apart.

Slowly, they turned toward the intrusive sound.

A large, hulking man stood before them. Scully had

guessed he was at least three inches taller than Mulder,

and layers of winter clothing did nothing to hide his

muscularity. A dark, cotton knit mask covered his face. The

hood allowed for some anonymity, but something in his eyes

appeared strangely familiar.

He pointed the shotgun at them and volleyed his aim back

and forth between Mulder and Scully. The beginning of a

smile quirked his lips as he drawled, “It looks like I get

to kill two love birds with one stone.”

Scully chanced a sideways look at Mulder. If her partner

was anxious, he was hiding it very well.

Mulder raised his hands, palm up.

“Hey, we knew the clock tower was closed, but if we’d

known security was this tight in Philly, we would have been

happy to come back tomorrow.”

Scully stared at the genuine beauty of Mulder’s elegant

fingers when they extended in a placating gesture. Her

viewpoint then shifted to the gunman’s hands. They were

encased in black leather, but she could make out the

partial flattening of one of his gloves. It was what she

had feared. Someone imperfect was seeking and slicing away

perfection in others. He was missing three fingers from his

right hand.

At that moment Scully felt oddly territorial and fiercely

protective. She wanted Mulder to put his hands away.

Almost as an offering, Scully raised her own hands to get

the assailant’s attention.

“Look, sir, this is just a misunderstanding. We’re Agents

Mulder and Scully from the FBI. If you’ll just let me pull

out my ID…”

She went for her identification before the gunman stopped

her.

“I know who you are, Dr. Scully. I hear you solve the

unsolvable, all with a few instruments and those delicate

little hands of yours.”

Scully felt the chill begin in her fingertips and race

down her hands. The sensation locked itself in a frozen

knot in her stomach.

Mulder looked carefully at Scully and back to the gunman,

whose eyes had shifted no higher than her raised hands. In

an effort to get the man to stop staring at her, Mulder

stated, “Well, we’re at a disadvantage here. You know us,

but I don’t believe we’ve had the pleasure of an

introduction.”

The knot in Scully’s stomach took another twist when she

heard, “Excuse my manners. You can just call me ‘Father

Time.'”

(by Marty)

Apparently satisfied with the impression he’d made with

his introduction, time stood still as Mulder and Scully

stood before the intruder contemplating their next move.

Mulder watched the man’s eyes for any hint that he’d make a

move toward him or Scully. When he did, Mulder was going to

lunge for the man’s mid-section and knock the shotgun from

his grasp. It was risky, but he knew Scully would take the

opportunity to pull her gun to subdue their suspect and

take him into custody.

They didn’t get the chance. The man looked from Scully’s

hands to Mulder’s eyes, gesturing with the barrel of the

shotgun for the handsome agent to step back against the

inside wall and away from his female counterpart. A

commotion of voices and footsteps grew loud as two unarmed

security guards burst up out of the stairwell and onto the

landing.

Father Time whirled to face the intrusion and fired,

sending a close range blast of buckshot into the chest and

stomach of one of the guards, and sending the shooter

reeling from the backfire against the public barrier just

next to the clock’s rim.

Mulder lunged at him, but missed grabbing his legs as the

burly man jumped the railing and hefted himself up through

the open colonnade and onto the face of the building.

Mulder scrambled to his feet in pursuit and climbed through

the opening onto the narrow stone ledge, heedless of the

fact that one misstep would drop him over 100 feet to the

ground below.

Scully rushed to the colonnade, wedging herself between

the railing and the base of the columns enabling her to

grab her partner by the shoulders while he steadied himself

and turned to face her.

Their rapid breathing vaporized between them and mingled

as they stood so close, face to face. Scully didn’t want to

let go, but she did, because they both knew the job came

first. “He’s headed for the roof. Take care of the guard.

I’ll be back,” Mulder assured his partner and he let go.

“I’ll call for backup.” Scully’s voice was all business,

but her eyes couldn’t hide her worry. As she pulled her

cell phone from her pocket and dialed 911, she watched

Mulder begin to inch his way across the ledge and across

the face of the clock. The hooded man was nowhere in sight.

Mulder followed, quickly fading into the darkness.

The second security guard came up behind the agent just as

she finished the call. “Bill’s dead! He’s got a hole clear

through him. We rushed up right when we saw you two on the

security cameras, and now Bill’s dead!”

“There’s an ambulance on the way. I’m sorry about your

friend. Did you see the gunman come up the stairs, also?”

“Naw, we only saw you two and came running, but the

cameras probably caught the killer. He’ll be on the tape.

He must have gone up the stairs when we were leaving the

office.” The guard was still obviously shaken, but Scully

had more to do than settle his jitters. Confirming that

there was nothing she could do for the man on the floor,

Scully told the guard to wait with the body for the

paramedics and rushed back to the ledge to check on Mulder.

“MULDER!”

She grabbed the columns on either side of her and used

them as leverage to hop almost high enough to go out the

opening. Another try would do it.

“Scully!” She whirled around to find an exhausted Mulder,

dropping back into the tower from another opening on the

far side of the clock.

“Where’d he go?” Her voice was high and thin when she ran

over to her partner and steadied him by the arm as he

caught his breath.

Mulder threw his arm around her for support, weighing down

her little frame. “I don’t know,” he panted. “I only saw

one way to get up to the roof, but I never saw him. There

must have been another way.”

“Maybe one of the back-up units will see something on the

street.” She grabbed Mulder’s hands and noted the cuts and

abrasions he got while climbing along the outside of the

tower. “We’ve got to get these looked at. The paramedics

are on the way. Mulder, your hands are frozen!”

The worry in her voice was obvious only to him, and as he

turned to stand on his own, he couldn’t help smirking at

her even though he was tired and winded. “Cold hands, warm

heart, Scully.”

He knew she knew he had caught her like a deer caught in

the headlights. She gazed up at him — to his warm hazel

eyes and beautiful full lips, feeling the urge to touch

them, but instead dropped his hands, thankfully turning her

attention to the paramedics coming up the stairs. This was

not the time or the place to be having this conversation.

Following the paramedics down the stairs with the dead

security guard, both agents worried about the threat Father

Time had made against them. Mulder was sure the killer was

going to focus his next threat on Scully. Scully was sure

the man would come after Mulder. The drive back to their

motel that night was uncomfortably silent.

***********

(by Laurie Haynes)

Somewhere in suburban Philadelphia

Father Time slammed the door of his house behind him. He

was breathing heavily from his narrow escape. He pulled off

his gloves and rubbed the three stumps that were all that

were left of the fingers of his right hand.

He grabbed a glass from the cupboard and poured a shot of

bourbon which he drained in a gulp that burned all the way

down. He poured another and went to sit down in his living

room, surrounded by his beloved clocks that he had

collected over the years. It was approaching the top of the

hour and he loved to hear them chime or cuckoo the time.

The top of the hour came and every clock in the house that

was made to do so, announced the time. Father Time took a

sip of his whiskey and tears ran down his face. He picked

up his favorite, a small grandfather clock and stroked it

stiffly with his intact left hand.

“You’re not sounding so good, Little Grandfather. I’m so

sorry I can’t tune you like I should.”

The oilfield accident that had taken his right hand’s

three fingers when a liquid nitrogen valve burst open and

spewed into his gloves, had also caused nerve damage to the

left hand. No longer did he have the fine motor skills

necessary for working on his beautiful clocks.

It wasn’t fair. It wasn’t right. Those people bragged

about their gifts when they used to come to him to fix

their clocks or to buy antique clocks he had restored.

After his accident, he couldn’t bear the looks of pity and

the whispering behind his back.

And his former friends in the Philadelphia Clock Society

were the worst of all. They had banned him from helping the

engineers restore the clock in the tower. And after he had

helped raise the funds — and contributed no small amount

from his own paychecks — to fix it. Oh, sure, they claimed

it was just that they didn’t want him to get hurt around

that machinery, but he knew the truth. They didn’t want a

cripple around their precious clock. Just because he didn’t

have the motor skills anymore to work on it didn’t mean he

didn’t know that clock like his own home.

Everywhere he went, it was the same thing — people would

stare at his maimed hand.

He recalled the day his girlfriend Sherri had told him she

was leaving. It had been a rough day of physical therapy

and he had come home to find her packing her clothes.

“Where are you going?”

“Away. I’m sorry, but I can’t handle this anymore. And all

your creditors have been calling wanting money.”

He reached out and touched her arm to plead his case.

She shied back and shivered. “Don’t touch me! It creeps me

out when you do that!”

“Sherri, babe, don’t be this way. I’m still the same man.”

She shook her head. “I want a whole man, not a cripple,

and I want a man who makes good money — like you used to.”

Father Time brushed away his tears with the sleeve of his

shirt as he returned to the present. He’d show her. He’d

show them all. He’d already taken care of the three adults

who had been his customers. And the little girl — she’d

made him furious the way she would make a face every time

she saw his hand.

He got up to get another glass of whiskey from the

kitchen. Opening his freezer, he pulled out eight plastic

bags. He pulled the severed hands out and began stroking

them with his right hand. With his left, he unzipped his

pants and reached inside to take hold of himself.

Father Time moaned in delight as waves of pleasure moved

through him. When he was through, he cleaned himself up and

put the hands back in the freezer.

Eight hands. He needed four more, one for each numeral on

the clock. He was saving Sherri for last, so he had to

decide who would be next.

He remembered the redheaded FBI agent and her partner.

From reading about them in the paper, he knew she was a

doctor. She had the hands for it — small, beautiful and

nimble. Of course, he’d have to take out her partner, too,

but that would be a real pleasure. He went to his closet

and pulled out his Army surplus rifle with the infrared

scope. He’d had a gunsmith mount the scope, and told the

smith he wanted to use it for hunting deer. The rifle was

just one part of his small arsenal. He began to clean it

and adjust the sights.

**********************

(by Marty)

Motel 8

9:15 a.m., April 18

The next morning, Mulder knocked on Scully’s motel room

door, ready to go back to the clock tower and search in

daylight. The agents were meeting the clock tower’s

security chief and Detective Michaels, from the Philly

P.D., to go over the events surrounding Father Time’s

attack. When Scully answered her door, she had her cell

phone pressed to her ear.

“Okay, well, thanks, if you locate Mr. Malloy, would you

please have him call me right away at the number I gave

you?” She nodded. “Okay, um, thanks again.” Scully ended

the call. Her bright blue eyes sparkled as she repeated her

telephone conversation to Mulder.

“I’m trying to reach Steve Malloy, Tina Rodriguez’

boyfriend. He was supposed to be returning to Houston with

her body for her funeral; but according to his father, he

hasn’t left Philadelphia yet. I’m hoping he might tell us

what might have been special about Tina’s hands.”

Mulder matched her enthusiasm for the puzzle with his own.

“Father Time is stalking these victims, Scully, because

they all exhibit a particular gift that they can do with

their hands — Rick Ramee, because he played a mean

saxophone; Rhonda Lewis, because she was a talented

architect; and the little homeless girl, because she drew

beautiful pictures. I’m sure Tina’s boyfriend will confirm

she was gifted also.”

“But why them, Mulder? As far as we’ve been able to tell,

these people had no connection to one another at all.” The

furrow in Scully’s brow deepened as she struggled to make a

connection.

“Maybe the connection is with Father Time. Maybe they each

had something he lost, or something he wanted.” Mulder

paced the room, unconsciously touching Scully’s belongings,

one by one, until he returned to face her in the center of

the room.

“Did you notice his hands?” Mulder nodded he did and

waited listened for more. “It would seem fairly obvious

that a man missing three fingers might have a fixation for

the hands of other people — in this case, seemingly gifted

people.”

“Yeah, but it begs the question, Scully. What is he doing

with the hands he takes?” The agents paused while a dozen

morbid thoughts raced through their minds.

“I don’t know, but I’ve got a bad feeling we’re going to

find out soon enough.” Scully shrugged on her suit jacket

while Mulder handed her her coat.

“And it should be easy enough to find a man missing three

fingers from his right hand in this town. C’mon, are you

ready? We’ve got to get back to the clock tower.” Mulder

was already half way down the hall before Scully grabbed

her phone and her keys and locked the door behind her.

*************

The news media were already circling for their story when

Mulder and Scully drove up to the building at 9:30 am.

Mulder side-stepped a cameraman and reporter who tried to

block their way, while managing to flash his badge and lift

the police tape for Scully and him to pass under at the

same time. They met the head of security and the police

detective in the security office for a short debriefing.

The video tape from last night had turned up nothing. The

gunman wasn’t on the tape entering the door to the building

or on the stairs leading to the clock tower landing. He

didn’t appear on the tape until he was suddenly on the

observation deck holding a shotgun on Mulder and Scully. It

was as though he appeared out of thin air. When they

finished the meeting, the agents continued on alone up to

the clock tower observation deck.

There were no obvious clues. Other than the blood stains

left by the dead security guard, and some scattered

buckshot and powder residue near the body’s outline, there

appeared to be nothing else other than the usual dirt and

debris that typically collects on porches or balconies,

including some leaves and needles swept in by the wind from

the surrounding trees. Scully took out her flashlight and

walked into the darker recesses of the area, back to the

other side of the clock from where the guard was shot.

Mulder was anxious to get back out onto the ledge to see

if he could find the path the killer took when he

disappeared, but he was hesitant to leave Scully alone on

the observation deck. Not when he knew that Father Time

could appear out of nowhere.

In the darkest corner, Scully waved her flashlight over

the walls, the ceiling, and the floor. Finally, something

caught her eye, or rather the lack of something. The floor

along the back wall was surprisingly free of dust and

debris. Everywhere else Scully had searched, the floor was

stained with the residual effects of weather and the wear

and tear caused by tourists trampling over the area in high

volume. In this one area, however, it appeared to be

freshly cleaned.

Scully pensively paced along the wall, noting the size and

shape of the area that interested her. “Mulder, look at

this…” As Mulder approached, she swept the area with the

beam of her flashlight and pointed to the floor.

“What do you see?”

“It’s more like what I don’t see.” She indicated an arc

emanating from one side of the wall, extending toward the

center of the room, culminating on the other side of the

wall. “It’s like someone wiped away the dirt from this

center point here, with a large implement,” indicating the

exact center. “Yet there aren’t any marks on the floor that

would indicate that. It’s too clean.”

“Well, can you figure out what might have caused it?”

Mulder had all the faith in the world that she would. Once

she latched onto a puzzle, it was very rare that she didn’t

solve it.

Taking a small knife from her coat, Scully stooped to

scrape any material that might be on the floor into an

evidence bag. Mulder, recognizing that she was fully

concentrated on her task, returned to the colonnade and the

clock, looking for any clue that might indicate how the

gunman had gotten away.

Grasping one column, half determined to jump back out onto

the ledge, Mulder stilled when he heard the faintest sound,

a drip…hiss, very close by. He waited for the next, but

was more than surprised when a drop hit the cuff of his

shirt sleeve. He jerked his arm back in reflex and looked

at what had hit him. Then he touched it.

The pure revulsion he felt resonated in his voice with a

loud “Yeeeuch!”

“What did you find?” Scully approached her partner with a

wary eye, wanting to know if he had found anything

pertinent to the case, yet eager to keep her distance if it

was unpleasant.

“Pigeon shit.”

Scully was more than amused by the disgusted look on

Mulder’s face, but chose to not to make matters worse by

laughing while he attempted to fling the drippy white goo

from his hand. “You really have to start taking my advice

and stop putting your fingers into everything you find,

Mulder. One of these days it’s going to be something you

can’t shake off.” Years of experience with this man had

taught Scully to be prepared. She reached into her pocket

and produced a foil wrapped moist towelette left over from

the previous night’s Chinese dinner.

Quietly grateful that his partner was so good at second

guessing him, he accepted the offer and took the package

from her fingers. He looked down at her bemused face,

regarding her with affection while he cleaned his shirt

sleeve.

At that moment, the perpetrator — the offending pigeon,

and a few of his closest family members, flew out from the

clock works over Mulder’s head. The agents ducked, fearing

that the first splat wouldn’t be the last. When the

feathers cleared, they stood back up and realized where the

gunman might have gone — into the clock.

Mulder craned his neck around the clock’s rim, shining his

flashlight upwards to see from where the birds had come.

“There’s stuff up there, Scully.” Mulder stretched through

the colonnade to see more, but he couldn’t quite make

anything out. But there was definitely more up there than

just birds.

Scully grabbed him by the shoulders and pulled him back

inside. “What do you think you’re doing? You aren’t going

to go back out there without some equipment. You won’t do

yourself or this investigation any good if you get yourself

killed.”

“I’ve got to find a way up there,” Mulder indicated the

higher reaches of the clock works. “Didn’t Detective

Michaels tell us that there was an assistant engineer on

the tower renovation project who worked with Rhonda Lewis

before her murder?”

“What are you going to do?” Scully clearly understood that

Mulder had a plan.

“I’m going to ask him to get me up there. I want to find

out what’s behind this clock.”

***********

About an hour later, Jack Adams, now the senior engineer

and architect on the clock tower restoration project, met

Mulder and Scully on the observation deck with a small,

portable scaffold. The two men were able to maneuver the

contraption next to the clock works at a height even with

the actual clock stem and climbed up to peer into the works

with a flashlight. The engineer stayed on the ground,

seemingly to chat up the pretty red haired agent.

“Rhonda was really gifted when it came to renovating and

preserving these old historical monuments, Miss Scully. Did

you know this tower dates from just after the Revolutionary

War? In fact, this clock was a gift from the people of

France to commemorate their independence from the French

king in 1789. It was one of the clocks from the Bastille.

You know, the place where they locked away all those

prisoners.”

The man rambled on while Scully watched Mulder poke deeper

into the recesses of the clock. “That’s an interesting

highlight in history, Mr. Adams, but …” Intently, Scully

shone her flashlight under Mulder’s shoulder to help light

the area.

“Oh yeah, you hear all sorts of these stories when you

work in these old buildings. Well, I could tell you

stories…”

“I’m sure you could, Mr. Adams, but…what is it, Mulder?”

Scully stepped forward trying to get a better look.

Mulder didn’t respond, but it was clear that he was

amazed. It wasn’t easy to amaze Mulder, but there it was —

the glint from a sharp angular blade, hidden behind the

gears and obviously not part of the clock. It was part of a

small guillotine jammed behind the clock gears and out of

the way of the moving parts. He reached in to tug at the

device, but it was wedged in tight.

“Hey, Jack, can you give me a hand here?” Mulder reached

down to help Jack Adams scale the scaffold and steadied him

as he climbed higher up to get a different angle of

approach. When Adams stuck his upper torso down into the

clock works to grab at the guillotine, he saw something

else.

“Mr. Mulder!” Mulder turned to look up at the engineer

just in time to see him pull a thick steel-mesh hose with a

heavy nozzle from atop the highest gear. Following the hose

with the beam from his flashlight, Mulder discovered that

the hose was connected to a very large silver cannister,

marked “Liquid Nitrogen,” which was also mounted high in

the clock behind the gears.

He turned his head to see Scully, who was anxious to learn

what he saw. He smiled thinly and shook his head in

astonishment. The puzzle pieces were falling into place. As

one more piece aligned itself in Mulder’s mind, he met

Scully’s eyes and said, “There’s liquid nitrogen up here,

Scully. Father Time has been bringing his victims right

here, to this tower, amputating their hands, allowing them

to bleed to death and flash freezing them here so he could

display them down in the foyer days later.” He thought for

a moment. “But why isn’t there any blood evidence? The

victims bled to death. Even if he was Mr. Clean, there

should be trace evidence from the victims.”

“Not necessarily.” Scully shone her flashlight back into

the corners of the observation deck as she returned to the

clean spot on the floor, thinking aloud. “One of the

properties of liquid nitrogen is that it doesn’t like to

stick to other elements. Instead, it pushes them away. That

would account for why the floor over here is so much

cleaner than the rest. If the killer was spraying the area –

– the victims — with liquid nitrogen, it would freeze the

human tissue, the blood, everything and blow the small

particles away. There’s enough wind up here to remove the

evidence in a few minute’s time. We might find some traces

on the ground surrounding the building, though.” She was

puzzled as she turned to face Mulder again. “But it would

take a lot of liquid nitrogen and prolonged exposure to

freeze a human body. A lot of it.”

“It’s a pretty big canister, Scully.” He felt he might

know the answer, but he wanted to hear her say it.

“No, there has to be another source somewhere, otherwise

how would he replenish his supply for each victim? We’ve

got to find the source. When we do, we might find the

killer.” The partners resolved on their next course of

action without speaking. Thanking Jack Adams for his

assistance, they made ready to leave the premises when

Scully’s cell phone chirped out a call.

It was Tina Rodriguez’ boyfriend calling. “Thank you for

returning my call, Mr. Malloy. I was hoping you could

answer one more question we have concerning Miss Rodriguez.

Uh huh… Did Tina have any hobbies or special skills where

she might be considered talented? Uh huh… That helps us

very much, sir. Yes. Thank you for your time.” She stopped

their progress down the stairs by touching Mulder’s arm and

stopping herself as she ended the call.

“I just found out what the third victim did that might

make her interesting to our killer, Mulder,” Scully said,

using a voice that sounded ever so proud that she made

another connection. Mulder’s face softened when he heard

that coy competitive lilt to her voice, secretly loving it

when she showed him hers after he showed her his.

“What’s that, Scully?”

“Tina was a concert pianist. Her boyfriend just told me

she was hired by the Philadelphia Symphony to be their new

soloist. He says she was quite gifted.” Scully turned and

continued on down the stairs with Mulder in tow.

Mulder followed his partner, considering the evidence.

“Gifted…It seems like this is one attribute you don’t

want to have in this case, Scully, to be gifted.”

*****************

Clock Tower

4:30 p.m., April 18

(by Laurie Haynes)

Scully stood beside Mulder as the forensic techs

meticulously went over the gear room, searching for any

evidence that might help catch the killer.

Mulder rubbed his chin in thought. “Well, there’s not any

kind of container here big enough to hold a person, so he

must have killed them elsewhere, frozen them in the

nitrogen and then brought them to the tower, where he

sprayed them again right before taking them to the foot of

the tower. That explains why we found no blood at the

scene.”

“But if the guillotine is the murder weapon, there should

be blood here.”

“Good point. Any thoughts on that?”

“Maybe it isn’t the murder weapon after all. Maybe it’s a

decoy to keep us from looking for another murder site.”

“Could be,” Mulder agreed. “You know, I’ve seen big tanker

trucks carrying liquid nitrogen. Surely, something that big

would be easy to spot.”

“Well, if you have an LN generator, you don’t need a big

tanker. A generator could easily fit in a room.”

“OK, then,” said Mulder. “We check out companies who have

sold such generators — or places that have them to produce

their own LN. One thing, though.”

“What’s that?”

“How is he getting the bodies here without being detected?

The police have been watching the clock tower, but the

killer still gets by them.”

Scully drew her coat closer around her and shivered.

Mulder put his arm around her and drew her to him. “C’mon.

Let’s leave the techs to it and go to the motel and get

something hot to drink.”

“You buying? I’m freezing,”

Mulder chuckled lasciviously. “I’ll warm you up. First,

you can change into something more comfortable…”

Scully laughed and punched him on the arm. But she didn’t

draw away.

They walked like that to their car, never realizing that a

pair of eyes, out in the night, followed them.

******************

Motel 8

6 p.m. April 18

Both agents hit the showers after returning to the motel.

Scully luxuriated in the hot streaming water, shampooing

her hair and ridding herself of the memory of the odor of

the victims she had autopsied.

But nothing could wash away the memory in her head of the

little girl with the severed hands.

As Mulder showered, he turned the case over in his head.

Since the hands were severed and not left with the body, it

seemed likely that Father Time was a fetishist. From his

nickname and the site of the crime, it could easily be

inferred the man also had a thing for clocks. A clockmaker?

Or repairman? Mulder decided to have the police check the

local jewelers.

He sighed. In a city the size of Philadelphia, that would

take a while. He shut off the water and grabbed a towel,

drying himself, then wrapping it around his waist. Walking

out of the bathroom, he sat on the bed and picked up the

phone. Mulder first called the Philadelphia police

detective assigned to the case to ask him to check out area

jewelers and suppliers of liquid nitrogen and LN

generators. Though they hadn’t seen Father Time’s face, his

size and the lack of fingers were identifying marks in

themselves.

Mulder hung up, then dialed Scully’s room.”Dinner’s on me.

What do you want?”

“I’m tired of pizza. Is there a deli nearby that delivers?

I’d love a corned beef sandwich and a cup of soup.”

“Sounds good to me. Lemme call them. When you’re dressed,

come on over and we’ll talk about the case. I’ve got some

ideas I want to run by you.”

Mulder looked in the Yellow Pages and found a deli that

was open late and also delivered. He ordered a Philly steak

sandwich for himself, the corned beef for Scully and two

cups of the soup of the day.

Within 15 minutes, he heard a knock at the door and Scully

saying, “It’s me, Mulder.”

He opened the door and invited her in. She was dressed in

flannel pajamas and a heavy terrycloth robe. Mulder himself

had donned a clean sweatshirt and sweat pants.

“Food should be here pretty soon. I made coffee, want some?”

“Please.”

He poured two cups he’d made with the small coffee maker

provided by the motel. He handed one to Scully and she

wrapped both her hands around it.

“…so obviously, this guy gets off on clocks,” Mulder

concluded and told her about asking local police to check

out jewelers and liquid nitrogen suppliers.

“Not to mention, this specific clock,” Scully added.

“Right,” agreed Mulder. “What’s the deal with that?”

“We should probably check out any organizations connected

with the clock tower.”

Mulder nodded. “It seems pretty obvious, from the taking

of the hands, that Mr. Time is a fetishist. It’s likely he

gets a sexual thrill from the killings and/or the removal

of the hands.”

“Did you notice his fingers were missing on his right hand?”

“Yep. Got an APB out for a big guy with three fingers

missing. But it’s a large city.”

She sat down on the bed opposite the one he had been lying

on.

“Then there’s the angle of him going after gifted people,”

she said. “But how does he know they’re gifted unless he

somehow knows them? There’s got to be something else in

common.”

“Yeah, we’ll have to go around to each of the victims’

homes and try to identify anything in common.”

A knock came on the door.

“Must be our food,” Mulder said, grabbing up his wallet

from the bedside table where it sat beside his holstered

gun.

He first peeked through the curtains to make sure it was

the delivery boy, then opened the door.

“That’ll be $18.52,” said the boy.

“For sandwiches and soup?”

The boy rolled his eyes. “Plus the delivery fee.”

“Just pay him, Mulder, and shut that door! You’re letting

all the cold air in.”

“OK, OK,” he replied and gave the kid a $20 bill. “Keep

the change.”

The delivery boy pocketed the money and moved away from

the door to return to his car, parked over to the right of

the room.

Mulder fumbled with the bags, trying to shut the door.

As he did, he heard a loud crack of gunfire and almost

immediately felt something strike him in the shoulder —

hard — throwing him to the floor and leaving him

breathless.

“Mulder!” Scully cried and instinctively grabbed his gun

as she dove for the floor. There was a screech of tires and

somebody peeled out of the parking lot — whether it was

the delivery boy or the shooter, she didn’t know just then.

She crawled over to Mulder and slammed the door shut. With

her free hand, she felt for a pulse and found it —

thready, but there.

Scully grabbed a towel Mulder had thrown on the bed.

Wadding it up, she pressed it against the bullet wound in

his shoulder. Reaching her hand under him, she felt for an

exit wound and found it.

Mulder groaned as she applied pressure.

Someone began pounding on the door. “Hey, you guys all

right in there?”

It was the delivery boy.

She opened the door, grabbed him and pulled him down.

“The shooter could still be out there.”

The boy’s eyes widened and his face paled. “I didn’t think

about that. I figured that was him that took off out of

here.”

“Probably, but we don’t know for sure. Look, I’m an FBI

agent and this is my partner. He’s been shot. I want you to

call 911 and tell them ‘officer down’ and give them our

location. I’ve got to take care of Mulder.”

The boy did as instructed.

“Hang on, Mulder,” Scully whispered to him.

“Followed…us,” Mulder muttered.

“No shit, Sherlock. Now be quiet. An ambulance is on the

way and you’re going to be fine.”

Truth was, she was very concerned about the amount of

blood he was losing and only hoped an artery hadn’t been

hit.

“‘K, Scully. Scully?”

“Yes?”

“You … all right?”

“Fine, Mulder, I wasn’t the one that was shot.”

“Careful.”

She heard the sirens as the ambulance and the police

pulled up outside the motel room.

Within minutes, the EMTs had Mulder strapped to a

stretcher with an oxygen mask over his face and an IV

running to replace fluid volume. They started to roll him

out to the ambulance.

Mulder clumsily reached up and moved the oxygen mask.

“Scully!”

She was beside him in a moment. “I’m right here, Mulder,

I’m going with you.”

He reached out his hand to her and she took it in her own.

His skin was clammy and cold, not at all like the warmth he

normally radiated.

(by Paige Caldwell)

“Sorry, Miss,” one of the EMTs apologized as he detained

her from climbing into the back of the ambulance. “There’s

no room for passengers.”

“I’m not a passenger,” Scully replied in a determined

voice. “I’m a doctor. His doctor.”

“Do you always make house calls in your pajamas?” the EMT

asked, giving her a dubious look.

“Depends on the patient,” she responded evenly. “Look,

I’m packing more than just latex in my robe pocket. I’m a

federal agent and this man is my partner. If you won’t let

me treat him, then at least let me protect him.”

“I don’t know,” the EMT paused. “It’s against protocol.”

“Against protocol? That will suit him just fine,” she

commented, turning her attention to her partner who was now

writhing on the gurney. He was frantically tearing at the

straps, grappling with the other EMT who was trying to

restrain him.

“Mulder, what is it?” she tried to reach his outstretched

hand, not understanding why he was so agitated.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the flash of light

even before she heard the explosion of gunfire. The blast

shattered the windshield of the police car, the bullet

puncturing the larynx of the officer inside. He had been

on the radio, calling for back-up while the EMTs moved

Mulder towards the ambulance. None of them had seen the

killer return. No one, except Mulder, who was strapped on

a gurney gasping for breath.

“Scully,” he wheezed. “Get down…”

Dropping to her knees, Scully pressed up against the

bumper of the vehicle and reached inside her pocket for her

gun. Her eyes scanned the perimeter of the parking lot

for the sniper. She couldn’t see him. The only person in

her line of vision was the EMT, who suddenly held up his

hands.

“Don’t shoot me…” he cried.

Behind the door of the ambulance was the Father Time, his

gun leveled to blow a hole through the EMT’s chest. Through

the broken window, he spied Scully and waved her out with a

jerk of his rifle. When she hesitated, her hand still

clenched around the cold metal of her gun, the killer

snapped.

“Time’s up, Dr. Scully. Just lift those pretty, little

hands where I can see `em, nice and slow.”

Scully glanced at the EMT who resembled a deer caught in

headlights. He was petrified, unmoving, incapable of

dodging a bullet at close range. Forcing herself to stay

calm, she relaxed her grip on her gun and lifted her hand

from her pocket.

“You’re in complete control,” she told the killer,

carefully reciting the FBI’s script for hostage

negotiation. Now was the time for protocol, for complete

adherence to the Bureau’s modes and practices.

“Damn straight, I am,” Father Time retorted, “I choose the

moment rather than let it choose me.”

“You can also choose between life and death,” Scully

responded in a modulated tone. “One man is already dead.

Now, you can choose life. The man inside the ambulance is

in need of medical attention. Please let me help him.”

“Can you help this?” Father Time demanded, wriggling his

stumps of withered flesh before her eyes. “Dr. Scully,

have you been touched by the hand of God?

Scully cringed away from the man’s sordid breath, his

words summoning a face from her past. She no longer saw

Father Time, but Donnie Pfaster. No wonder her hands were

so cold. From the onset of this investigation, she had

felt the chill of her past. It wasn’t just a foreshadowing

of another monster or a similar pattern of atrocities. It

was the memory of her hands, frozen around her gun. It was

time standing still while her finger pulled the trigger,

again and again…

“Hand of God?” she said in a quivering voice. “No, not

this time.”

“Ten hands, Dr. Scully. I only need two more to complete

the numbers of the clock.”

“Ten?” she gasped.

“I’ve already made a little house call of my own, doctor.

You may have stolen my guillotine, but Sherri managed to

lend me a hand, anyway.”

Stunned, she listened to the killer continue.

“I only need two more to complete the numbers of the

clock. With each pair, I’ve collected talent and dexterity.

With Sherri’s hands, I’ve severed my past. With your

hands, I’ll be able to graft my future.”

“I wouldn’t count on it…” she commented, averting her

head from his whiskey-laden breath.

Father Time snickered, his gaze fixed on her trembling

hands. Scully felt a cold sweat break across her skin, far

more chilling than the frosty, night air. The expression

on his face suggested more than just the threat of a sudden

gun blast. He was visually measuring the span of her

fingers as if each severed digit promised him hours of

pleasure.

“Yeah, you’ll do just fine,” the killer murmured, licking

his lips with sadistic delight. Gun still pointed at the

EMT, he reached out and yanked Scully towards him. When

she opened her mouth to speak, he clamped his disfigured

hand over her mouth.

Scully fought for breath, trying not to gag at the putrid

smell of rifle grease mixed with semen. Bile was

regurgitating from her empty stomach, clogging her throat

and suffocating her reason. Over the stubs of gnarled

flesh, her eyes strained towards the ambulance. She could

see Mulder tearing out the IV line, his breath clouding the

oxygen mask with frantic white bursts.

Scully knew that Mulder would fight past shock and pain to

help her. His heart, in danger of arrhythmia, was trying

to jump-start his body into action. She needed to stop his

alarm before it stopped him. The warmth of his love would

not be spent in the few seconds of a desperate act.

She wouldn’t allow Father Time to choose Mulder’s moment,

any more than she would let Pfaster’s memory defeat her.

Instantly, her mind shifted gears. It was time to wind

down the fetishist with the fine motor skills of his

perversion. Parting her lips, she used the tip of her

tongue to trace a circular pattern into his palm. She knew

that the clockwise motion would stimulate more than just

his curiosity.

Just as she knew that her hands were cold for a reason.

When Father Time groaned with delight, Scully made her

move. She quickly slid her fingers into the pocket of her

robe. The chill of her skin reacted instantly with the

cold metal of her gun, freezing intent and aim in one

deadly movement. With one turn of her wrist, she shoved

her gun into the killer’s abdomen.

Without a blink of an eye, she fired.

At point-blank range, the impact of the bullet threw

Father Time backwards and propelled Scully forwards. Like

broken hands of a clock, each of them spun out of control

before toppling to the pavement. Landing on her back, she

turned to find the killer lying on what remained of his

stomach. Twisting his head around, his steely eyes met

hers’.

“Time’s up,” she whispered, stretching her arm out to

knock the rifle from his reach.

Father Time choked out a bloody laugh. Even in the last

minutes of life, he still thought he could choose the hour

of his death. Dipping his knuckle in his own blood, he

traced the outline of a clock. Placing his hands inside of

it, he murmured his last words.

“Only time will tell…”

In the distance, Scully swore she heard the chiming of the

tower clock before it halted abruptly. Glancing down at

her wrist watch, she realized that it, too, had stopped.

************

9:15 a.m., April 20

Two days later, Scully arrived at the hospital to find

Mulder’s nurse grumbling outside of his room.

“How’s the patient this morning?” she asked cautiously,

noting how the nurse’s hands were tightly clenched around

his chart.

“Same as usual,” the nurse responded. “A pain in my ass.”

“Yeah,” Scully nodded sympathetically. “Mind if I take a

peek at his chart? I know it’s against protocol, but…”

“Honey, for all I care you can take the chart, read the

chart and smack Mr. Mulder upside the head with the chart,”

the nurse exclaimed. “I’m washing my hands of him.”

“They were too cold, anyway!” Mulder yelled from inside

the room.

“See what I mean?” the nurse cried. “All I was trying to

do was give him a sponge bath.”

“Allow me…” Scully took the chart and waved it in the

air. “Maybe, I can lend you a hand and we’re not talking

about a sponge bath.”

Pushing open the door, Scully walked briskly into his room.

“What are you doing out of bed, Mulder?”

“Looking for my clothes,” he answered, paddling barefoot

over to the closet. “I’m being discharged this morning.”

“Says who?” she ridiculed.

“Says my personal physician,” Mulder responded, shooting

her a hopeful look. “C’mon, Scully. Time to put your

‘John Hancock’ on my discharge papers.”

“No,” she said firmly. “Only your surgeon will choose

that hour.”

“But, I’m freezing in this joint,” he whined, tugging his

suit jacket from the hanger. “Why is it that hospitals are

so damn cold?”

“Lots and lots of reasons,” Scully teased, readjusting the

tone of her voice to placate his petulant mood. Taking the

jacket from his hands, she folded it carefully over her arm

and continued, “Cold temperatures prevent germs.”

“Yeah, what else?” he retorted, grimacing with pain as he

reached up to yank his slacks from the shelf.

“Well, it’s rumored that some patients make their nurses a

little hot under the collar,” she said, confiscating them.

“Perhaps, Risk Management keeps the hospital cold for the

protection of the patients.”

“Anything else?” he asked stubbornly, trying not to groan

as he bent over to retrieve his shoes.

“Maybe, the cold will keep said patients in bed,” chuckled

Scully, arching her head to one side. “Rather than walking

around with their hospital gowns open in the back.”

Mulder twisted around and frowned.

“You could have mentioned this sooner, Scully.”

“And miss out on the view?” she snorted, grabbing his shoes.

“Care to help me out, Scully?” he countered. “I can’t

reach the laces.”

“My hands are full,” she replied, giving him a smug grin.

“But, I thought you came here to tie up loose ends,

Scully,” Mulder baited. “Or, was I just imagining our

earlier telephone conversation.”

“Only time will tell,” Scully said in a tantalizing voice.

Dropping both clothes and shoes on the chair, she ordered,

“Turn around, Mulder.”

“Don’t hurt me,” he cried in a fake whimper. “And, please

tell me that your hands aren’t still cold.”

“Does this feel cold?” she purred, slowly gliding her

hands up his back.

“No,” Mulder gasped. “It feels… you feel… warm …

wonderful….”

Scully laughed softly to herself. Slowly, she traced the

downward curve of his spine, pausing at each vertebrae to

apply pressure to conceal her true intent. With each sweep

of her fingers, she was hooking the ties of his hospital

gown.

“All done,” she announced, giving his ass a playful smack.

“What?” Mulder glanced around to find his hospital gown

completely tied. “How did you do that?”

Scully wiggled her fingers in front of his eyes.

“Gifted, remember?” she joked. “Now, be a good boy and

get back into bed.”

“Will you tuck me in?”

“You never give up, do you, Mulder?”

“Not when it comes to you,” he said, climbing back into

the hospital bed. As she drew the blanket up to his chest,

Mulder caught her hand and whispered, “I’d do anything for

you, Scully.”

“I know, Mulder,” she answered solemnly, sitting down on

the edge of his bed. “Which is why I had to stop Father

Time, myself.”

“You took an incredible chance, Scully. One second off

and you could have been killed.”

Scully turned her head and glanced out the window

thoughtfully.

“Maybe, time was finally on my side, Mulder,” she murmured.

After an uncomfortable silence, Mulder asked,

“So what happened at the coroner’s office? Were they able

to explained how Father Time arrived ‘sans hands’?”

“No, but they did find them,” she advised in a cryptic tone.

“Inside the clock tower?” he prompted gently.

Scully faced her partner and nodded.

“I don’t know if it was some type of malicious joke,” she

said. “Father Time gunned down a security guard and a

police officer. Maybe the ‘boys in blue’ decided to make a

memorial of their own.”

“Maybe…”

“Mulder,” Scully’s voice dropped an octave to sound out a

low warning.

“Don’t you find it odd that your watch stopped at exact

moment of Father Time’s death?” said Mulder.

“It must have been damaged when I fell,” she argued.

“What about the tower clock, Scully?” he asked. “Was that

damaged, too?”

“You’re not going to imply that Father Time had a

paranormal connection with the clock, are you?”

“Maybe time was his accomplice,” he suggested. “How else

would he be able to sneak the victim’s bodies by the guards

at the tower?”

“I don’t know,” Scully murmured. “I’m not sure I want to

know.”

For a minute, Mulder said nothing. He gazed down at her

hand, instantly noting how her fingers were trembling.

“I say we don’t give this creep another minute of our

time,” he concluded, massaging her palm with his thumb.

Scully closed her eyes and sighed.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

“I know that Pfaster did a number on your head,” Mulder

relayed, reaching up to softly stroke her hair. “Don’t let

Mr. Freeze do the same thing.”

“I won’t, Mulder,” she nodded. “This time, I know my

heart was in the right place. It was with you.”

“Cold hands, warm heart, Scully?”

“And, even warmer lips,” she murmured, leaning over to

kiss him.

The End

Volatile

Cover

Title: Volatile

Author: Debra Longley

E-mail: d_a_longley@hotmail.com

Completed: Nov. 2000

Category: MulderTorture, M/S Angst, MSR, X-File

Rating: R for bad language and disturbing imagery

Spoilers: Very slight references to “Closure”, “Irresistible”,

“Orison”, “Duane Barry”, the cancer arc, VS8’s “Eyes of Texas

and “Letters

Summary: The agents are part of a law enforcement team

accompanying a convicted serial killer to the grave of one of his

victims, setting in motion his deadly plan of revenge.

Archive: IMTP for the first two weeks, then MTA, Xemplary,

EMXC, COX; any others please ask so that I may visit. 🙂

Disclaimer: Mulder, Scully, and Skinner belong to Chris Carter,

Ten Thirteen Productions, and Twentieth Century Fox Television.

They are used here without permission. No copyright infringement

is intended. (I had to do it. Doggett ain’t no Mulder.) Victor Dugas

and other unrecognizable characters belong to me.

Author’s Notes: This was written for I Made This! Productions as

one of the episodes of Virtual Season 8. IMTP can be found at

http://www.i-made-this.com/.

Locations are real, although I’ve taken some

liberties with them. No disrespect is intended.

Thanks: to the IMTP production staff, for permitting me to be a

part of such a wonderful project. To VS8’s writers and artists, for

inspiring me. To Dawn and Suzanne, my betas, bouquets of

gratitude for not letting me stray off the path. If I’ve tripped, it was

all *my* fault.

Feedback: Much appreciated. 🙂

~~~~~

Teaser

~~~~~

Catoctin Mountain Park

Thurmont, MD

five years ago

*Do as he says!* Her mind screamed. *Don’t go with him!* The

conflicting thoughts skyrocketed her fear. Frantic, she looked

around for a source of help, but her only witness was *him* and the

trees, dark and old, merely sentries to her suffering.

He forced her down on to the ground. When she struck the dirt, she

twisted, striving to get away from him, but he only tightened his

hold on her neck. She tried to bite him, but he seized her hair,

pulling her head away from his hand.

“You have a mind of your own. I like that.” Excited by her fight, he

pressed himself against her, his heavy, sweating weight settling

against her body, squeezing the breath from her lungs and turning

her stomach.

“Stop… please, you mustn’t,” she begged. She spit dirt from her

mouth.

“Shut up!” The knife pressed against the tender skin of her neck.

“I control things here — and, today, I choose to kill you.”

She froze then, too cowed to move. But, determination replaced her

terror. Was she just going to lie here and let him kill her?

Bucking, she twisted sideways, attempting to get him off of her. She

slammed her fists against his chest. Desperate, she grabbed his

hand, wrestling him for the knife. He dropped it, and she grabbed it,

cutting herself. Staring in horror at the blood — her blood —

panic raced through her. *Run! Scream!* But she was sluggish,

exhausted, and could only stare stupidly at the blood trickling down

her wrist. Breathless, no longer able to stand up, she crumpled.

Taking in small breaths, she attempted to regain some semblance of

normal breathing. Shouting for help, she heard him laugh. It was

elevated in pitch, the laugh of the devil’s altar boy. It was enough to

propel her to her hands and knees and crawl toward the path.

Catching her foot, he wrenched her to her back. Lifting the blade, it

sliced through her chest, puncturing her left lung. He made a second

thrust that passed clean through her heart.

Lastly, Victor Dugas drew the blade across her throat.

~~~~

Act I

~~~~

Maryland House of Correction Annex

Jessup, MD

Monday, March 26, 2001

Although he had made prior arrangements with Warden Peyton Roe

at the state’s maximum security complex, Mulder had decided to

contact the inmate, Victor Dugas, and request an interview, after

he and Scully had arrived. It had meant making the trip from the

Hoover Building to Jessup without the sureness of Dugas’

cooperation, but Mulder had been willing to take that chance.

Arriving unannounced would give Mulder the element of surprise,

and would be the surest way to ensure that Dugas hadn’t prepared

some sort of self-serving fiction.

The facility was only 26 miles from Washington, D.C. and the drive

had taken just forty-five minutes even though it had been raining

steadily much of the way. Mulder slowed and turned the Taurus

through the gate that provided an entrance through the perimeter

fence. The car lurched slightly as its right front tire hit a pothole.

Braking, he reached into an inside pocket of his trench coat,

pulling out a leather case. Lowering his window, he extended his

arm through it, showing his FBI credentials. The fingers of his

other hand tapped the steering wheel lightly. The guard stationed

at the gate house studied the badge, looking at the photo then at

Mulder, and, handing it back to him, waved him through the gate

without saying a word.

Pulling the car into a parking space in front of the administration

building, Mulder climbed out into the now soft drizzle, his legs stiff

from the time behind the wheel. Smelling the damp, he turned the

collar of his trench coat up before reaching for his briefcase on the

front seat. Cradling the case under his arm, he slammed his door,

striding toward the main entrance, trailing at Scully’s clicking heels.

Treading on pebbles lying on the shower-soaked steps, Mulder felt

himself sliding. Shifting his weight, he overcompensated, losing his

balance and going down on his right knee, his teeth clicking

together.

His back bent at an ungraceful angle, pain radiated from his kneecap to

his hip. The agent got to his feet, testing his knee gingerly. It

throbbed, but it bent the way it should and he was able to walk.

He brushed his pant leg off, which really did no good because it

was more damp than dirty. Hobbling up the steps, with each

footfall his embarrassment swelled. He hoped to hell Scully

wouldn’t say anything.

As he reached the heavy glass doors where Scully was waiting for

him, she asked, “Are you all right, Mulder?”

*Shit.* Nodding, he brushed past her, concentrating on hiding his

discomfort, and managing to straighten his leg.

Relinquishing their weapons inside Roe’s office, the two agents

signed a waiver stating that the complex was not answerable if

Dugas was to take them hostage. Having an FBI agent as a

hostage could be, obviously, an enormous bargaining chip for an

inmate, and they would not be bargained for.

Mulder and Scully were ushered into a room to wait Dugas’

appearance. A small metal table and three chairs stood in the

middle of the room. Scully could smell old cigarette smoke,

cleanser, and the fresh scent of Mulder’s soap.

The inmate was shepherded inside in a matter of minutes. Wearing

an unbuttoned work shirt over a white t-shirt, he was tall, razor-thin,

with dark hair and dark eyes over a long, sleek nose. His prison

haircut was beginning to grow out unevenly, reminding Scully of

Mulder’s own ruthlessly short razor-cut hair. Dugas may have been

considered by some people as handsome, if not for the scarring. His

face was pockmarked, with what might have been pox or acne scars.

But what marred his features most of all, and made him appear

sinister, were his intense, blue eyes. Right now, they were peering

out of a face that had the look of someone laughing at a tragedy.

“Why don’t you have a seat, Dugas?” Mulder said from the head

of the table, gesturing to the only vacant chair. Turning the folding

chair around and straddling it, Dugas lowered himself, his arms

resting on its back. His unbuttoned cuffs shifted from his forearms,

revealing a professional tattoo on the left that said “Beast”.

Mulder had removed his trench coat and dark suit jacket, draping

them neatly across the back of his chair. His crimson silk tie was

knotted perfectly under the collar of his smooth blue shirt. His

Italian-made shoes were spotless beneath his creased suit pants. The

badge, tucked over his belt, shone, reflecting light from the recessed

dome lights in the ceiling. His spit-and-polish appearance made him

look like the poster boy for the FBI.

Rolling up his sleeves, he gave a casual impression, but, feeling

oddly nervous, the hairs crawled on the nape of his neck. Plucking

Dugas’ file from his briefcase he set it on the table in front of them.

Leaving it closed, its contents were hidden.

Eyeing the file folder briefly, Dugas spoke. “Do you know how

you caught me?”

Mulder looked startled, not expecting the question, feeling the

surprise even before he recognized it.

“Do you know how you caught me?” Dugas repeated.

Calming his face into an indifferent mask, Mulder said, “We got

lucky.”

“You know everything about me or you wouldn’t have found me.

We’re *alike.*”

“You’re a sociopath, Dugas.”

“I’ve read all about you. It’s the way you think.”

“There’s been a lot of crap about the way I think.” Mulder glanced

at Scully. She was still huddled inside her trench coat, her face

moist from the rain. She did not speak or smile, but regarded him

with an even gaze. Seeing her eased the tension he felt and steadied

him.

Slipping his chair closer to Dugas, Mulder locked in eye contact,

his voice flat. “It was part of the challenge, part of the game, right,

Dugas? Snatch a beautiful woman from her own home, kill her,

then dispose of her body… minus her right thumb.”

Dugas grinned, tapping his right forefinger on his temple,

reinforcing his earlier point that the agent knew him intimately.

Mulder had profiled Victor Dugas, using his gift for seeing the

crimes both from Dugas’ and the victims’ points-of-view. He had

studied the police files, crime scene photographs, autopsy

protocols, and, finally, the trial transcripts. It was all in the file

folder laying in front of him. He would have no need to refer to it

as his memory was extraordinary.

Pulling her coat open at the neck, Scully said, “Don’t repudiate the

facts. You murdered six women brutally. Cause of death was

multiple stab wounds. You used a double-edged blade, sharpened

on both sides, then slit their throats. You hacked off their thumbs.

A jury found you guilty.”

“I don’t deny them. What do you want to know?”

“Why?”

Dugas stared at her for a moment. Reaching into his shirt pocket, he

pulled out a package of cigarettes and shook one loose. Placing it to

his lips, it defied gravity, dangling from his bottom lip as he struck a

match on the sole of his boot. He extinguished the flame with a

shake of his wrist, flinging it to the floor at his feet. He took a long,

slow drag, exhaling through his nose.

“It’s what I am,” Dugas replied finally.

“There are so many things to understand,” Scully said. “Will you

help me to understand?”

Dugas gestured to Mulder. The cigarette bouncing between his lips,

he answered, “He watches and figures out the people around him.

And long before he fingered me, I had been watching him. I had

him figured out from the first time I heard about him.” He took one

more puff, dropped the cigarette, and ground it to the floor with the

toe of his boot. “You’ve walked in my shoes, Mr. FBI You tell

her.”

“Hunting and killing was the most important thing.”

Bracing his feet on the floor, and placing his arms on the table and

leaning toward Mulder, a little too intimately for Mulder’s liking,

he confirmed, “It was my life.” Dugas grabbed the agent’s right wrist

abruptly with both hands. Gripping firmly, so that he couldn’t pull

away, he bit into Mulder’s right thumb.

As Mulder yelped, Dugas’ lips turned up with glee, stained with

Mulder’s blood. Uncurling his fingers, Dugas loosened his hold,

freeing him. Springing to his feet, sending the chair tumbling to

the floor, Mulder stared at his injured hand with a sort of puzzled

revulsion. Settling it against his chest, it was half-closed,

his fingers curled over the thumb defensively.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Infirmary

MHCX, Support Services Building

The nurse washed Mulder’s thumb with mild soap and warm

running water for several minutes before carefully assessing it for

penetration into the tendons. Dugas’ teeth marks were visible and

the surface of the skin was broken, but it was not bleeding severely,

nor, luckily, had the integrity of the tendons been compromised.

After applying a dressing and wrapping the thumb, she gave him a

broad-spectrum antibiotic to prevent infection.

Once he and Scully were in the hallway, Mulder rested his forearm

on the wall, leaning his forehead against it. She could sense his

withdrawal.

“It’s a good thing that you weren’t alone with him,” Scully

commented. She grasped his arm and squeezed gently.

Shifting toward her, his mouth worked as if he was chewing

inwardly words he might have said.

To end the silence which had gone on too long, she clasped

Mulder’s right hand, caressing the bandage gingerly with her own

thumb. Mulder could feel the soft material of her coat grazing the

back of his hand. Releasing him, she asked, not entirely about his

physical injury, “Are you okay?”

“Yes,” Mulder answered brusquely. Then he sighed. “No serious

damage. It hurts though.”

“I’m sure that was the general idea.” She paused for a moment,

then continued, her eyes sparkling impishly. “Everything occurs in

threes, Mulder. That’s two freak accidents for you.”

It worked like a charm. The muscles of Mulder’s mouth contracted

and he grinned with pleasure. He held out one hand, touching her

cheek lightly. “Why, Scully, I do believe I’ve turned you to the

Dark Side.” Slipping his arm around her and resting his hand on

her lower back, he guided her to the exit.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Assistant Director Walter Skinner’s Office

FBI Headquarters

Washington, D.C.

April 2, 2001

The blinds in the windows had been opened to let in the morning

sunlight. Mulder stood in front of the large window, his back to

Pennsylvania Avenue; a flag on the building across the street

whipped back and forth in the wind. The light behind him,

shadowing his face, his hands were in his pants pockets. Sensing

Scully’s disapproval, he turned his head toward her, glancing

across the spacious office, although it was impossible to see

anything of his expression.

“He’s fixed on you as a worthy adversary. You know it, Mulder,”

Scully said from her chair in front of the polished oak desk.

Mulder’s eyes were hidden from her but she knew he was looking

at her. Her body responded by leaning toward him, as if reacting to

a magnet’s pull, her hair falling forward to frame her eyes. She

wished she could see his face. Deciding on honesty, she said, “I

don’t want you up there with him no matter how many guards

accompany him.”

Stepping out of the shadow, his hands still shoved into his pants

pockets, his hazel eyes continued to scan her face, noting the faint

flush in her cheeks and the slightly angry eyes. There was something

exposed in his own eyes as if he was looking for some sort of sign

from her.

*Is he seeking my approval?* Scully turned to Skinner, leaning

back against the chair, her back rigid. “Mulder’s just recovered

from a stab wound. He nearly died. That is Dugas’ mode of

operating. But, you’ve already decided to stick Mulder’s neck out,

haven’t you, Sir?” she accused, gripping the arms of her chair.

The assistant director folded his hands and placed them on top of

the desk. Frowning, his brows were drawn together, as if he was

weighing that decision. His eyes narrowing behind his wire-rimmed

glasses, the balding man returned, “Agent Mulder, as always, makes

up his own mind.”

Scully continued to stare with displeasure, doubting that either

one of them, at the moment, possessed good judgment.

Walking across the carpet, his shoes sinking into its plushness,

Mulder settled into the vacant chair next to Scully, smelling the

familiar scent of her hair. “Dugas claims he’ll lead us to another

body, Scully, one we didn’t know about, in exchange for reducing

his death sentence to that of life imprisonment. The D.A. has

already agreed to the deal.”

*The district attorney is a horse’s ass,* Scully thought darkly.

“I can’t refuse this even if the man is a horse’s ass,” Mulder

echoed uncannily, shoving his fingers into his hair. “I’ve lived

it. Exhuming her will destroy what little hope that her family

has held on to, but they’ll have an end to an emotional

relationship that they’ve had with her. They’ll be free to move

on. I, of all people, know what that means.”

Something in his voice silenced any argument she might have

made and decided the issue. However, she couldn’t help but add,

“What if Dugas has something planned?”

“Undoubtedly, he does,” Mulder agreed.

Rising from his leather chair, Skinner slid his hip on to the

corner of the desk. Taking off his glasses, it made him appear

younger and friendlier. “If he’s expecting something specific

from you, disappoint him,” he suggested.

Mulder didn’t answer. He was envisioning Dugas’ victims:

fair-haired, blue-eyed, about Scully’s age.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Catoctin Mountain Park

Thurmont, MD

Wednesday, April 4, 2001

Catoctin Mountain ridge was located in central Maryland, and

extended over 37 miles. It was the site of Catoctin Mountain Park, a

forested national park where Dugas had claimed to have buried a

seventh victim.

Steering the Taurus past the closed Visitor Center, Mulder noted

that there were already several vehicles in the parking lot,

including a Maryland Department of Corrections van. Braking at

the end of the row and glancing behind him, over his shoulder, he

backed the Taurus deftly beside the van.

“Really, Mulder,” Scully said. “What purpose does this serve,

except to cater to Dugas and to put you, especially, in danger?”

“We’ve been over this, Scully,” Mulder answered, cutting the

engine, his hand resting on the keys. Pausing, his voice was soft.

“We both know we’re here for *her*. She doesn’t belong in this

place.”

Unbuckling her seatbelt, she sighed. “I know. I just — ”

” — wonder if he’s simply another con trying to save his ass?”

Mulder turned to look at her. Positioning his arm along the back

of the seat, behind her, his lined windbreaker was open, leaving his

neck exposed. It made him seem vulnerable. Scully felt a wave of

tenderness toward him.

“Why bury her?” she asked. “He didn’t inter any of the others.”

“I don’t know.” And, as so often occurred, he admitted to himself

that he’d had the same questions, but hadn’t been inclined to think

about them until she put them into words, right in front of him.

Reaching up with his index finger, Mulder touched her shoulder

briefly then withdrew his arm. “Coming?” he asked, with a hint of

impatience.

Scully knew that he was not really looking for an answer. Turning

away and staring out of the passenger window, she shook off a

vague sense of uneasiness before shifting her legs to get out of the

car.

Mulder opened his car door, slinging one arm over it. Propping his

foot on the frame, he looked over the area before shutting his door

and helping Scully retrieve their heavily-loaded backpacks from the

trunk. The agents followed the road into the park. The air smelled

different: of grass and earth, fresh and clean. Their boots crunching

in the gravel, every so often they disturbed a pebble, sending it

skimming across their path.

Although they were less than two feet apart, so close that she could

hear him breathing, Mulder was submerged noticeably inside his

own head. “What is it?” Scully asked.

“When did she realize that she was going to die? Did she make

one last desperate effort, knowing that there was no one — except

him — to hear her scream? Did she feel fear? Hopelessness?…

Alone?”

The words threatened to close her throat, hitting a little too close

to home. Victor Dugas. Donnie Pfaster. Ed Furlow — only several of

a long list of sadistic killers she and Mulder had come up against,

playing their little head games, making them their prey.

Was that Dugas’ intention?

Mulder had fallen silent, his thoughts interrupted by a twinge of

pain in his right knee. Since he had slipped several weeks ago, it

had flared up intermittently. *Damn, I feel old.*

They crossed an open field, backed by a forest of oak and pine.

A base camp had been set up and several tents had already been

pitched. The rest of the group were scattered nearby, including a

handcuffed Dugas, hemmed in on both sides by his guards — Jerry

Gray, a police detective, and his partner, Dean Connelly — Leah

Pearl, a newspaper reporter who had covered the story from the

beginning, and Marc Wooff, a crime scene videographer.

Staring knowingly at the agent, Dugas lifted his hands to his mouth,

his right thumb raised upright. Lowering his lips over the tip, he bit

down on it.

For a split second, Mulder experienced phantom pain in his own

thumb. Flexing his fingers, he chided himself, considering giving the

bastard a cheery wave to deflate his purpose. He decided that it

would make him no better than Dugas and might appear to the

others as if he was making light of their quest.

Wriggling free of his loaded backpack and dropping it to the

ground, Mulder bent his right knee casually, propping his hiking

boot against a large rock. His pant leg drawn upward a little, his

ankle holster protruded from under the material. The sight assured

him. He rubbed the offending body part with both hands. The ache

in his knee abated. Dressed entirely in black, he was not an easy

man to overlook. Wearing the windbreaker over a fleece jacket,

over a soft sweater and jeans, they hugged his thighs as he massaged

his knee.

Mulder tried to ignore the sensation of being watched. He looked

toward the inmate, expecting to see him staring at him again.

Christ, the man reminded him of a picture his grandmother had

had of the Mona Lisa. From its place on the wall, no matter where

he had stood, her eyes had followed him. It had been so unsettling,

he wouldn’t go to bed unless the picture had been tucked away, out

of sight. But Dugas was not the cause of his discomfort. Turning

to look behind him, he saw that Leah Pearl was watching him

intently. Her shoulder-length, caramel-colored hair was pulled

into a loose braid. She was clothed in bluejeans, a white turtleneck

sweater and a royal blue hooded sweatshirt. Mulder noticed that in

height, build and skin tone, the fortyish reporter resembled Scully.

Even her feelings, whatever they were, were not on display.

*Except for the failings of Spooky Mulder,* he recalled.

Victor Dugas had made headlines in Leah’s Daily Times Press,

along with her scathing narrative of the former FBI profiler, on

assignment with the Violent Crimes Section of Quantico’s

Investigative Support Unit. He had been helping local police identify

the murderer, as part of their Serial Killer Task Force.

Remarkable instincts, police had stated.

An exaggeration, she’d penned unequivocally after the fifth victim

had been discovered. The agent is nowhere near as good as he

thinks he is.

*He’s more guarded than I expected.* Smiling sweetly, Leah

stepped toward him, extending her hand. “I’m Leah Pearl. I don’t

believe we’ve ever met, Agent Mulder.”

Striding toward her over the rocky ground, Mulder slid his hand

into hers, his grip firm and warm. Topping her by almost a

foot, it was his presence rather than his size that made Leah feel

that, although he was standing still and looking at her in silence,

he was crowding into her space. Was she reacting this way just

because he still held on to her hand?

“Not formally,” he confirmed.

Although she had encountered men who were taller and more

heavily built than the lean agent, she felt smaller than she had

ever been aware of before. She was sure that she didn’t like it.

Compensating, she gripped his hand more tightly than she had

intended before pulling away.

“I’ve been wanting to meet you for a long time,” Leah continued.

Mulder regarded her thoughtfully. There was something about her

smile that made him wary. It was too… practiced. Her affability

was artificial, part of the job. “Thank you,” he replied politely.

He was intent and frowning at her, belying his words. “You don’t

believe me,” she said.

*Understatement,* Mulder thought.

“It’s the truth,” she insisted.

*Don’t give me any crap about the truth.* Instead, he voiced,

“The quicker we get started, the sooner we’ll find the grave site

and Dugas will be back where he belongs. That’s what’s important.”

Inclining his head toward her, he started walking with an easy stride,

picking up his backpack by the left strap and swinging it over his

right shoulder. “See you around,” he tossed back at the reporter as if

they had just had the friendliest of encounters.

Picturing herself calling her editor and telling him that Mr.

Tight lips had been less than cooperative, so that she’d failed to

do her job, the image was less than pleasant. Too bad the agent

wouldn’t take a flying leap off of one of the scenic overlooks.

~~~~~

Act II

~~~~~

“You’ve really got a way with the ladies.” Dugas voice was

low-key.

Mulder stopped abruptly. Dugas was eyeing him, laughing softly.

One of his guards, Jerry Gray, was ordering him to shut up. The

black detective had a wide, friendly face. He was huge, bearded,

a mammoth teddy bear. At the moment, he looked anything but

cuddly; he looked irritated.

Indicating Leah with a nod, Dugas leered, “She really fills out a shirt

and jeans. She reminds you of your partner.” His voice was

suddenly vicious. “She’s fucking her way to the top, has been right

from the get-go.” It intimated that Scully had behaved in a like

manner.

Although Mulder had a face of stone, he was about to say

something. Scully could see the words forming on his lips.

*Don’t give him what he wants, Mulder,* she entreated.

Leah was unable to ignore the insult. Never in her professional

career had anyone accused her of such a thing, at least not to her

face. “I never have and never will sleep with anyone to get a job,”

she huffed.

Dugas couldn’t leave it there. “She’s out for herself,” he snorted at

Mulder. “She counts you as a day’s work, a headline. It pisses you

off, doesn’t it?”

*It’s time to lay open a bit of truth, Dugas.* “It pissed *you*

off,” Mulder said. “Oh, not the attention — it gave you power, the

power to slit another throat — but there were so many

misstatements.”

Comprehension flashed across Scully’s face. She looked over at

Leah and saw shock, her mouth in an O as if she couldn’t believe

her ears. Scully was positive that the reporter hadn’t recognized

what Mulder had done. Most serial killers were good manipulators;

Dugas was no exception. Mulder had wrestled control from the

inmate. To Leah, however, it must have sounded merely impolite.

Now, the woman looked like she had just taken a bitter pill, and

didn’t like the aftertaste.

Not letting his expression reveal that he’d been taken aback, Dugas

acknowledged that he, who was used to being in control, was being

controlled. It was turning out to be a damn good night, the inmate

thought, reveling in the game. But, the man’s smarts wouldn’t be

enough. *Are you ready to die, FBI man?* His mouth turning into a

smile, the cheerfulness was not undone even when he was grabbed

roughly by Gray and wrenched purposely toward their tent.

Detective Dean Connelly came toward the agents and introduced

himself to Scully as Mulder’s former colleague on the task force,

and Gray’s partner. Slightly overweight from age, he had a

salt-and-pepper moustache, contrasting with his completely black

hair. He’d soused it with gel, but a stubborn lock had escaped,

hovering over his brow. Scully thought wistfully about the obstinate

hair that used to hang over Mulder’s forehead.

“Dean and Jerry,” Scully said, absorbing the combination of first

names with amusement. As a matter of fact, Connelly’s hair did

remind her of that of the crooner.

“We do a mean act at Christmas parties,” Connelly winked, used to

the association.

As Mulder turned to Scully, she noticed tiny beads of sweat

glistening on his forehead. Had Dugas affected him more than he

let on? “This is my better half, Dana Scully,” he presented.

“Well, that’s as plain as the nose on your face, Mulder.”

“That’s what I like about you, Connelly, you’re a laugh-a-minute.”

The detective grinned. “I only call ’em as I see ’em. We’re all set up.

Can I give you a hand putting up your tents?” he offered.

With his help, the work was done by dusk. Pulling aside his small

tent’s flap, Mulder fired his backpack inside before crawling through

the opening. Taking a look around, there was a gentle wind,

swelling then collapsing the sides, making the tent appear as if it was

breathing. Too restless to sit still, Mulder told himself that it was his

inherent desire to be active, not the juvenile goose bumps that had

nothing to do with the temperature. Unzipping his backpack, he

rummaged for a plastic bag of sunflower seeds, stuffing one

between his teeth before shoving a few into the right front pocket of

his jeans and edging himself, backside first, out of the tent.

Searching for Scully, he spotted her leaning against a white oak at

the far side of the field, alone, looking grim. He’d seen that look

before, in Skinner’s office. Crunching then expelling the seed’s husk,

his tongue sliding over his lips, licking away the salt, he headed

toward her. She looked in his direction, finding his eyes on her face.

“Walk with me, Scully?” he requested.

“I think we’ll be doing enough of that tomorrow, Mulder,” she

replied wryly. However, when he started to stroll away, she fell

immediately into step beside him.

They walked in companionable silence, broken only by the sound

of Mulder crunching another seed, until he seized her by the elbow

and drew her closer to him. “What scares you, Scully?” he asked

soberly.

He seemed so serious that she didn’t know quite how to answer.

“Why do you ask?”

“No reason. I just want to know.”

The breeze caught her hair, blowing it across her face. Hesitating,

placing the strands back behind her ear, she confessed, “… You do.”

Putting his arms around her, Mulder hugged her. Relaxing,

releasing a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding, Scully

squeezed him back. They held each other tightly, his face buried in

the scented softness of her hair. Raising his head, he looked down

into her face; she saw that he was smiling.

“Scully — ” he began, his voice husky.

Easing gently out of his arms, ending their embrace and halting

his words, she maintained bodily contact by clutching his hands.

Scully looked into his eyes, which seemed almost black with

longing. Her expression plaintive, she said, “I’m sorry, Mulder. This

really isn’t the time or the place.”

There was regret in her voice. Mulder realized that he couldn’t ask

for more than that. “It’s all right, Scully,” he assured her.

“We should go back,” she proposed, a long breath of lingering

disappointment paralleling the release of his hands. “You want a

hot chocolate? I’ve got a full thermos in my tent.”

Wanting to lighten the atmosphere, a slow smile lit his face.

Wiggling his eyebrows playfully, Mulder replied, “Watch it, Scully.

You’ll ruin my reputation.”

“Any time we find ourselves anywhere other than a stale tent, dingy

motel, or middle of a chilly forest surrounded by butchers and other

assorted strangers, Mulder… ” she returned, her voice tapering off.

It was a promise. Mulder thanked his lucky stars that he hadn’t yet

gotten to the hot chocolate, or he surely would have choked on it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thursday, April 5, 2001

Hearing soft snoring from the other tents, Mulder moved restlessly

in his sleeping bag, finding finally a position that he liked. Preferring

the quiet, it wouldn’t be long until the sounds of stirring would

indicate that everyone was up and would soon be boiling water for

coffee and making breakfast. He thought intuitively that Dugas was

also lying awake, listening to every noise from inside his tent.

After a breakfast of hot oatmeal, fortified with dried fruits and

nuts, and coffee, the group, bearing their backpacks, crossed the

field and headed into the forest. Dugas had claimed that his victim

had been buried at least a five hour’s hike into the park. The

handcuffed inmate and Gray were followed by Mulder and Scully,

Leah and Marc Wooff, and Connelly, who was bringing up the rear.

Their loose, double-lined progress on the hiking trail was slow-

paced. Mulder believed that Dugas was moving intentionally slower

than a three-legged turtle. The inmate was at home here; he was

sure of it.

Wooff, video camera in hand, recorded the party as they made

their way on foot, inserting shots of Black-Eyed Susans. He was

in his mid-twenties, with overlong, thick carrot-red hair, looking

perpetually in need of combing. With his pointed chin and goatee,

he had reminded Mulder of a living version of Shaggy, the cartoon

spook hunter from Scooby Doo. Now that they were back in

fashion, he was even wearing bell-bottomed corduroy jeans.

Itching to move more quickly, Mulder increased his speed, putting

him closer to Dugas. Using the proximity to his own advantage, the

inmate leaned his head back. “It’s a real pisser, isn’t it?” he addressed

him. “You want to turn back, yet you feel you have to come along.”

“You don’t know what I want, Dugas,” Mulder replied, stepping

over a tree limb that had fallen on to the path. He tugged at the

straps on his shoulders, adjusting the weight of his backpack.

“Bullshit,” Dugas said matter-of-factly. “You’d give your left nut to

find her, Mulder.”

“Shut the hell up,” Gray growled, catching Dugas’ collar in his

fist and dragging him onward, “or I’ll bust your ass.”

His feet pulled out from under him, Dugas did an odd dance before

righting himself. Turning back to look at Mulder, his expression

was intent.

Leah saw Dugas’ eyes go to Mulder, triggering her reporter’s

curiosity. She was certain there was more going on here than a

simple trek to find a body.

“I hate this,” Scully stated.

“What?” Mulder asked, his voice subdued.

“This whole damn thing,” she added, lifting her chin, standing her

ground. Her weapon secreted in her shoulder holster, under her

ebony, hip-length padded jacket, only accentuated that it was a

gamble based on Dugas’ truthfulness.

“I’m man-enough to take a few taunts, Scully.” Mulder tried to

swallow, but his mouth was bone-dry, refuting his words.

Disquieted, there was nothing to account for it really, other than

instinct.

And his guts were agitated, mirroring his mood.

Diving into his backpack, he found a water bottle. Twisting the

cap from it, Mulder guzzled the liquid, the sound audible. It

didn’t alleviate his thirst. Holding it out to Scully, he offered,

“Want some water?”

“Thanks.” She took the bottle, sipping slowly. It was warm, so

she handed it back to him. Screwing the top back on it, he thrust

the bottle back into his backpack.

After hiking for three hours, they stopped for lunch, crowding

around a small fire, welcoming the warmth. Dugas resumed staring

at Mulder. The meal consisted of soup, with added crumbled

crackers, and more hot coffee, with plenty of sugar for energy.

Despite pushing on until noon, and all of the fresh air, Mulder

found that he didn’t have much of an appetite. He picked at his food,

the tin bowl on his lap, until he spied Scully’s concerned features,

and made more of an effort.

Before they got too comfortable, they limited their break to the time

it took to fix and ingest the meal. Tidying up the site under a dull

gray sky, amidst gusts of wind that promised rain, the party slipped

on waterproof ponchos before leaving the clearing and rejoining the

trail. A short time later, it began to rain. Her poncho reaching only

to her knees, Scully’s lower extremities were exposed. The shower

peppered her with water, the drops soaking through her winter

weight leggings until she was wet and miserable. Forcing herself into

a steady tempo, her eyes registered where her feet went, but her

mind was preoccupied by more than the uneven path or the passing

scenery.

Mulder. Turning to look at him, she frowned. His fingers were

kneading the back of his neck. He looked so tired, as miserable as

she was.

Sensing her scrutiny, he stopped and made a face. “I know, Scully. I

look like a drowned rat.” As soon as he spoke, a raindrop fell from a

limp strand of his hair and dribbled down one side of his face.

Scully paused at his side. “I don’t know how to put this delicately,

Mulder, but I think your poncho leaks.”

He laughed at the jest, and started to walk again. Soon, the urge to

relieve his bladder overcame his desire to keep moving. Abandoning

the trail, finding a level spot behind a tree, he called loudly, midst an

unmistakable splashing sound, “If you’re going to videotape this,

Wooff, better get it from several angles.”

*Is he always like this?* Leah wondered. *He takes some getting

used to.*

“I’ll pass, Mulder,” the young man responded, rolling his eyes.

“He doesn’t want to run out of tape,” Connelly retorted.

Unable to keep a straight face, Scully relaxed. Early in their

partnership, she had found his humor annoying, then funny. Now it

was familiar. It was one of his attractions. Steering her attention to

the day ahead, she wondered what they would find. Where was

Dugas leading them? Who was his victim?

Leah’s thoughts were also on the search for the grave. Turning to

Wooff, she asked, “How will he remember where she is?”

“Well, I can help with that,” Wooff answered. “I take pictures of

crime scenes, but I’m also a student — of forensic anthropology. My

day job led to my interest, actually. Being on a trip like this is a

dream come true.” Tempering his enthusiasm, he finished, “I don’t

mean to be insensitive; it’s my field.” Warily, he said, “I don’t want

you to write that I didn’t show proper respect for the dead.”

“You were telling me about identification of the burial site,” Leah

said quietly.

“Well, there would be clues. Essentially, Dugas created a

disturbance in nature. He dug a hole, filled it with a body —

fertilizer, if you like — and covered it up again.”

“He dug up existing vegetation and new plants would have to grow.”

“Exactly. They’d be a little shorter and more sparse than the

surrounding foliage. It’s likely that the grave itself would have

settled after he refilled it with dirt.”

“I see,” Leah said.

The rain fell for nearly an hour. They crossed a narrow, shallow

stream and, moving downhill, found themselves in a large field. It

gave Gray the creeps. He had heard once that a place took on the

personality of its occupants. This area felt cold, empty, and

unhappy.

Noting that Dugas was showing interest in the field, Mulder

demanded, “Do you recognize it?”

Dugas shrugged. “If you’d shut the fuck up, maybe I could orientate

myself. I haven’t been out here in five years.”

It was difficult to tell if he was lying or had forgotten. Mulder

suspected that he knew exactly where to find the grave.

Inspecting the field again, Dugas said, “She’s here.”

“We’ll set up camp,” Mulder ordered.

“*Here?*” Leah said with disbelief, wondering just how far away

from the team *she* rested.

After setting up their tents, the party paused for a short break,

nibbling on snacks of granola and hot chocolate to maintain their

energy.

Slipping on their backpacks and moving away from the tents, the tall

grass brushing against their legs, they traversed the field. Dugas

strode ahead, halting finally near some trees. Leah could see that a

small area was noticeably different from the surrounding growth,

just as Wooff had described.

Not allowing him to watch the disinterment from an intimate

distance, as Dugas had wanted, Gray moved the serial killer away. .

Treating the site as a crime scene, Wooff both videotaped and

photographed it. There was none of the banter that had gone on

before. She had been a person with a soul, someone’s daughter,

sister, or mother and her fate had been terrible.

Easing on latex gloves, working leisurely and carefully, Scully and

Mulder set up small stakes around the settled soil, indicating exactly

the position of the grave and where any remains may be found.

Scraping away the soil carefully, screening every shovelful, the

grave was uncovered at a painstaking pace. Mulder bagged some of

the dirt, labeling the evidence bags. Wooff continued to videotape.

Removing some small rocks, Mulder spotted green plastic. The rock

had split it open, the narrow tear revealing bone. “God damn it,” he

muttered, wiping mud from his fingers on to his pant leg. He was

looking at skeletonized remains. It was, clearly, the rib cage. Since

she had been there for years, there was little odor.

It was an unbelievable rush, to watch a body being discovered!

Especially, Dugas gloated silently, when *he’d* made those remains

out of a living human being. “I told you!” he called smugly.

Mulder thought with disgust that he’d probably looked like that

when he’d been wiping clean his knife. Inspecting the grave, he

spotted a corner of a second plastic bag, this one clear. Brushing

away the grime, there were several personal items inside, including

earrings, a bracelet watch, and a delicate silver chain with a tiny

cross. Moved, he traded glances with Scully.

Looking up at the reporter, Mulder told her, his voice taut with

compassion, “You may report that we found another victim, but

nothing more until we’re ready to release the information… Let’s get

on with it.”

Kneeling, with gloved hands, Connelly unfolded a body bag,

stretching it out over the ground.

“I’ll count one, two, three,” Mulder said. “When I say three, we’ll lift

her at the same time and lower her slowly into the body bag. That

should minimize any damage we might cause by shifting the bones.”

Connelly nodded, reaching for one end of the green plastic, and

gripping it securely with both hands. “I’m ready,” he told the agent.

“One.”

Leah stiffened, inhaling a quick breath. Looking at her pale face,

Scully took her by the arm, suggesting, “Let’s take a little walk.” The

two women headed away from the site.

Disappointed, Leah knew she had lost it. She should be acting more

like a reporter. The story always came first. Still not quite ready, she

stopped, looking back. Mulder and Connelly were kneeling at the

grave’s edge. Wooff was standing nearby, operating the video

camera. Gray was guarding Dugas. She heard Mulder say, “Two.”

Mulder’s eyes were drawn inexplicably to Dugas. With the grass

between them, their gazes met. Mulder thought, *He’s waiting for

something.*

The thought had barely materialized, Mulder’s blood running cold,

when he screamed, releasing his end of the plastic.

“NO! DON’T LIFT — ”

Bewildered, Connelly continued to pick up the skeleton. Adrenaline

kicking in, Mulder threw himself away from the hole.

“Move!” Scully ordered. When the other woman stood there,

without comprehension, the agent threw her arms around her. “Get

down!” she rephrased harshly, pushing the reporter down into the

tall grass face-first, shielding her with her own body.

A deafening blast erupted from the grave, echoing over and over

again, throughout the mountain ridge. In the babel, among piercing,

too-brief cries of pain, there were other sounds, too.

Loud gunshots.

~~~~~

Act III

~~~~~

The stillness was more horrific than the screams.

A strangled sound came from beneath her. Scully slid her hand over

Leah’s mouth. “Be quiet,” she hissed. When the other woman

nodded that she understood, Scully loosened her hold. Shifting into

a crouched position, she slipped her hand beneath her jacket, pulling

free the Sig Sauer from its holster. She tried to assimilate what had

happened. There was smoke, and the air stank of burned,

fragmented flesh and blood, stinging her eyes and nose. She tried

not to breathe it in. Dugas had rigged the grave with an explosive

device, and lifting the bones had been all that had been required to

detonate it.

Motionless, Mulder did not get up. Her lips parted, a cry trapped in

her throat. To add to her panic, Dugas was free, silhouetted in the

smoke, his right hand clutching Gray’s weapon. Extending his arm,

one handcuff dangling from his wrist, he aimed it at Mulder’s head.

There was little time to get into a stance or to even sight her gun.

Scully got a good two-handed grip, and, firing, blew a hole through

the inmate’s left thigh.

Staggering backward, losing his gun, the shock deflated the

ballooning, deep-felt joy he was feeling at the probability of bringing

off Mulder’s death. Sinking, making himself less of a target, Dugas

looked frantically for an escape. It was only a matter of seconds

before she would kill him with a second shot. Using Mulder’s body

as a shield, he holding it in front of him, he dragged it with him as

he backed up to the cover of the forest.

Scully moved ahead quickly, shouting “No!” Running, she skidded

in the carnage, falling to her hands and knees. All hope of finding

anyone alive was devastated. She saw the black hole that had been

the grave. Those who had been too close to the blast had been

blown into pieces. Scully saw Wooff’s dismembered foot, the sock

still inside his sneaker. Her observation took half a dozen heartbeats.

Scrambling to her feet, she pushed herself on, still faster than was

safe. Letting her feet find their own path, something made a

snapping sound beneath her left foot. She didn’t know if it was it a

bone fragment or a twig, but she didn’t stop to look. Coming across

the body of Gray, Scully found that he hadn’t been killed by the

bomb. The shots she had heard — it had been Dugas. Somehow, he

had seized the detective’s weapon, shot him in the head, then had

used it to separate the handcuffs, liberating himself.

Not daring to fire, not wanting her bullet to hit her partner, she

reacted just as Dugas had known she would. Dropping Mulder,

lifting his arms to the sky in a gesture of victory, he whooped.

Veering into the trees, he was gone.

The agent lay face-down, his arms outstretched, eerily reminiscent

of Dugas. Mulder had been so close, so close to the bomb. *He

can’t be alive,* Scully despaired. But why would Dugas need to

finish him off? In the same breath, she pleaded, *Please, God.*

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Approaching the agents, sobbing and babbling, Leah stammered,

pressing a fist to her mouth, “I-Is he dead?”

Replacing her weapon, mindful that she may need it again, Scully

answered stubbornly, “No.” She knelt beside him and lowered her

fingers toward his neck. Stopping short of it, she was afraid to touch

him, afraid that she would find no pulse. Steeling herself, she placed

her shaking fingers on his carotid artery, squeezing her eyes shut,

battling tears.

Mulder was alive.

“Help me turn him over,” Scully said to the other woman. Working

together, they managed to roll Mulder on to his back. His clothes

were burned slightly and his hair had been singed on the ends. His

face was covered in blood and his right pant leg was blood-soaked.

Leah’s features were ashen. The sight of the blood, on top of

everything else, was not easy for her.

Leaning her cheek close to his mouth, Scully could feel his warm

breath on her skin. He had a pulse; he was breathing. *Mulder two,

Dugas zero,* she tallied insanely.

Addressing him several times with no response, she repeated,

“Mulder, can you hear me?”

He moaned, opening his eyes, but he didn’t answer.

She appeared to be saying something, but he wasn’t sure. Her voice

was competing with… *hurt*. He couldn’t understand what she

wanted from him. In the haze of pain, he didn’t much care. It was

easier to close his eyes. Something caught his upper arm, giving the

sleeve a gentle tug. He directed his eyes on her.

“Try to stay awake, Mulder!” When he continued to stare at her in

confusion, Scully asked, “Do you recognize me?” Holding her

breath, it was a long, agonizing moment. He was taking so long to

answer. She wondered if she would ever draw air into her lungs

again. “Damn it, Mulder!”

“Hurt,” he said groggily. “Hurt… Scul-ly.”

“Where do you feel the pain? Where are you hurt?”

“Hurt,” he repeated. She was leaning over him, worry lines etched

in her face. He had to do better. *Head… eye… * It was too hard to

focus. “Head,” he said simply.

Had he suffered trauma to the head? Was that why he was having

trouble understanding her, communicating with her? “I’m going to

look at your head for an injury. Tell me if I hurt you, okay?”

Moving her fingers over his skull, probing lightly through his hair,

she noticed that there was some bloody fluid drainage in his right

ear. He appeared to be able to hear her questions, ruling out a less

grave eardrum rupture, with its own set of considerations. A head

injury, however, even without a skull fracture, could be further

complicated by inside bleeding.

“What… hap-pened?”

There was a brief silence. Scully inhaled deeply. “You were caught

in an explosion. Do you remember?”

Hearing her draw in her breath, he saw that there was something

wrong with the expression on her face. “Explosion?” Mulder

echoed. He’d been leaning over the grave, then… The pain muddled

his thinking, distracting him from completing the image. He tried to

get up, to see what she was talking about. *Blood.* There was so

much on him. He had to be bleeding to death.

“Mulder, you should lie still,” Scully objected, putting out her hand

and resting it on his shoulder. She gave him a fleeting smile of

reassurance. “I’m right here. You’re safe. It’s going to be okay.”

His hasty change in position made him nauseated. Shaky and

breaking out into a sweat, he made a sound of distress. Bending his

knee, his face contorted with pain, the agent rolled clumsily on to

his left side. Hanging his head down, his stomach muscles heaving,

he made a violent retching sound.

Concern warring with sympathy, Scully put her hand on his back,

rubbing soothingly. Tensing, he made her think that he was going to

be ill again, but he turned and slackened into her, leaning heavily

against her.

Images inundating him, his Adam’s apple lifted then went down.

“Scully,” he cried softly. “There was no time… to draw my weapon.

Dead… they’re dead.” Horror-struck, he scrubbed at the blood on

his face and hands. “It’s not mine… not mine.” He didn’t want to

think who it had belonged to.

Her hands slid under his arms, pulling him tightly against her,

burying his face in her neck.

“I’m sorry,” Mulder murmured, a whisper of his breath alighting on

her throat.

“What for?”

“For bringing us up this damn mountain.”

Exasperated, not indulging him, she said, “You take far more

responsibility than you need to take. You blamed yourself for not

getting to my apartment when I was kidnaped, and you blamed

yourself for my cancer. Now, you’re blaming yourself for

something Dugas made happen. None of it was your fault.”

Put out, he said, “I studied psychology, Scully. I know… what

you’re trying to do.”

“And you need to try to forgive yourself,” she said gently. “Now, lie

down. I want to tend to your other injuries.”

Dugas needed a cigarette. After turning his pockets inside out, he

had surveyed the trail for discarded butts, obviously a waste of time,

but he had done it anyway. It hadn’t made the craving for nicotine

any less difficult knowing that his pack was back at the camp,

waiting for him.

Mulder would be there, with his partner and that bitch, the reporter.

The self-important federal agent had thought he had known

everything. Instead, it had been he, Victor, who’d been one step

ahead of them all. Idiots. Those who had been close to the bomb

were dead. Gray had been an easy kill. He’d been agitated; it had

been simple to take his gun away from him, and, putting a bullet

through his head, burst his left eyeball.

Wrapping a piece of his shirt around the wound on his leg, he pulled

tightly, making a knot. Now, the three of them were surrounded by

death… his handiwork. They wouldn’t know if he had run or would

return for them. Truthfully, he was torn between the two, but he

had a job to finish. He would begin with the reporter, slitting her

throat and watching her lies spill out of her in a stream of blood. He

would drag Mulder’s woman into the field, penetrate her with a real

man’s prick, then make her dig her own grave. He’d make Mr.

FBI watch.

Then he’d kill him.

Assigning Leah some tasks, Scully had asked her to fetch her first

aid kit then scoop dirt over the vomit. The other woman had been

glad to have something to do. Dragging Mulder a few feet away

from the mess, Scully complained facetiously, “Mulder, you weigh a

ton.”

Laying her palm on his forehead, he felt cool and clammy to her

touch. She ran her hands quickly and gently over his arms, legs, rib

cage, and spine. His right hand had been burned; luckily, it was

superficial and merely the top layer of the skin, the epidermis, had

been damaged. It was red and dry and slightly swollen. Since it

wasn’t possible to immerse his hand in cool water, Scully flooded

the burned area with water from a water bottle. It wasn’t as cold as

she would have liked, but it would help reduce the skin’s

temperature, preventing further damage, reduce the chance of

blistering, and ease his pain. She placed a pad of gauze over it,

securing it with a bandage.

Cutting the pant leg of his jeans open, she parted it cautiously from

his leg, revealing his gun still in its ankle holster. The amount of

swelling and bruising was extensive, and the wound had bled

profusely, but the lower leg bones didn’t appear broken. Applying a

sterile pad, Scully bandaged it. Blood seeped through quickly so she

placed another pad on top of the area and bandaged over it.

Mulder’s lower lip was indented where he’d bitten down as she’d

worked. How much pain was he in? “How’re you doing, partner?”

Scully asked.

“My eye…”

“Right or left?”

“Right.”

“What’s wrong? Is your vision impaired?”

“There’s something in it.”

“You may have some debris in there. Let me take a look. If it’s loose

and not on the cornea, I can remove it,” she told him. She couldn’t

see any floating particles. Careful not to press on his eye, she

examined his upper eyelid, grasping his eyelashes between her

thumb and index finger and drawing the lid away. “Nothing there.”

Scully repeated the procedure for his lower eyelid, drawing the lid

down and away from his eyeball. “Roll your eyes back,” she

instructed. Dirt was visible. She wiped it away with a clean tissue.

“Better?”

“Mmm.” He hesitated. “Dugas? You got him, Scully?”

Her eyes went to the forest. “He’s injured, but he’s still out there

somewhere.”

“We can’t stay here,” Mulder insisted. “We need to move.”

Scully shook her head negatively. “You have a head injury. And

what about your leg?”

“Dugas will be back. He thinks he can handle us. He can’t leave any

witnesses. And by the time help comes, they’ll never know where

he’s gone. Just make me a couple of walking sticks, Scully,”

he attempted to grin, “I’ll jog out.”

“It will soon be dark,” Leah interjected.

“The odds are with Dugas in the dark,” he added.

“I agree with you, Mulder. We can’t stay in this field, but we’ll move

to a tent. You and Leah can get some sleep. I’ll keep watch. We’ll

walk out in the morning.”

“He *can’t* walk out,” Leah argued.

Scully shot her a dirty look. Leah’s lips thinned, but she realized her

slip. Mulder couldn’t accept defeat and simply lie there, waiting for

the inmate to return. He had to try.

They all had to make the effort or become Dugas’ latest victims.

With Scully’s help, Mulder half-pushed, half-pulled himself to a

standing position, his arm slipped around her neck. He put weight

on his right leg gingerly. Pain shot up his lower leg to his knee. It

took his breath away and made him break out into a sweat. “This leg

is really getting it,” he bit out.

Leaning heavily on her, Mulder gritted his teeth, and said

unenthusiastically, “Let’s go before I pass out.” Moving beside him,

Leah took his other arm and pulled it over her shoulders. “Hey,” he

protested lightly, “Heroes always carry the damsel in distress, not

the other way around.”

You’re pretty enough to be a damsel,” Leah said, shocking him.

“Shall we pretend?”

Maneuvering Mulder slowly toward the tents, over the uneven

ground, he did not complain, but he panted with the exertion. Scully

tried to keep his attention away from the bloodshed by addressing

him, asking him about his condition. His face was haunted, and she

knew that she hadn’t been entirely successful.

They took frequent stops to rest, for Mulder’s sake. It was

painstaking. Had Dugas watched their exhausting effort?

Scully managed to get Mulder into a tent and on to a sleeping mat.

Once Leah was also inside, with their supplies, there wasn’t much

room to move around. Unrolling a sleeping bag, Scully put it over

him. He looked flushed, his jaw dusted with five o’clock shadow.

Even a slight loss of water could adversely affect his condition. “Are

you thirsty, Mulder? Do you want some water?”

“No,” he answered listlessly, his eyes half-closed. He’d held the pain

back until he made it to the tent, and, now, he just wanted to sleep.

“I’m tired… ”

“I know you are, but If you don’t drink it, I only have to carry it

tomorrow.” Scully held a bottle to his mouth. “Sip it slowly,” she

suggested. When she saw that he had managed to get down a

mouthful, she handed him a couple of acetaminophen. “Take these.

They’ll only help a little, but they’re better than nothing at all.”

Drained, he rested quietly. Elevating his feet with a backpack, Scully

put a second bag over top of him. It shouldn’t take him long to fall

asleep.

“Get under there with him,” Leah said. “I’ll take first watch and

wake you up in a few hours.” When Scully hesitated, she added,

“Go on. He needs you.”

Nodding gratefully, Scully slipped under the sleeping bag, putting

her gun within easy reach. Settling herself next to him, he felt cold.

He reached for her, hauling her hard against him. Feeling heat

creeping into his legs, heat given by Scully, Mulder mumbled,

“Better.” He fell asleep almost immediately, but he was restless and

unsettled.

In his arms, Scully didn’t allow herself the luxury of truly relaxing

and falling into a deep sleep. She doubted Dugas would try to return

at night, but, years of experience had taught her not to take any

chances. Dozing, she was alert enough to hear the bastard. If he

came anywhere near Mulder or Leah, she would put a bullet right

between his eyes.

Scully had stirred twice through the night, awakening Mulder, and

checking that his condition hadn’t worsened by asking him his name

and street address. The second time, tongue in cheek, he had given

her his name and *her* address, mumbling “I live with you, Scully,”

then had told her to leave him alone.

She had offered to relieve the reporter, who was sitting on her own

mat, her knees drawn up to her chest, her hands wrapped around

them. The woman had turned her down with a promise to wake her

up several hours before morning.

Saturday, April 7, 2001

Leah was tired. Thoughts of what lay beyond the tent in the

meadow, and the unknown location of the escaped inmate had

helped to keep her awake. They’d have to scrape her off the ceiling

if she saw one more shadow or heard one more snapping branch.

Grizzly bear or the escaped inmate? In her mind, there wasn’t a hell

of a lot of difference. Either way, you ended up dead. She had even

imagined the strike of a match, and the smell of cigarette smoke

accompanied by a soft cough for Chrissake.

Watching the agents sleep, Leah knew that Scully would be

irate once she discovered that she had slept all night. It was just

after dawn — there was enough light to make out Mulder’s pale

features. Extending her hand, she felt his forehead. He was warm,

too warm. She thought back to the stream that they had passed what

seemed like ages ago. The water would be cool there, much cooler

than what they had left in the water bottles. It wouldn’t take long to

get the water and return.

Mulder would feel much better.

She made her way quietly out of the tent. Was he standing outside,

watching, waiting? No sense of danger raised the goose bumps on

her skin. Nothing happened. No arm shot out of the darkness to

stop her. Inspecting the path for several yards in both directions, she

couldn’t see Dugas. Steadying herself, shaping her palm into a fist,

she thought, *I can deal with this.* If he wanted her to be scared,

she would remain calm. Besides, what was there to be frightened

of? She knew now that there was no one there. The killer wasn’t

that careless — the length of time he’d eluded law enforcement

personnel before his capture was proof of that. He would have

made a run for it.

Not thinking it was too easy, she made her way to the stream. She

walked swiftly, not wanting to take too much time.

Mulder roused to the feel of a definitely female body against his.

Jolting him awake, he remembered where he was. Realizing with a

start that he and Scully were alone in the tent, he wondered what

had happened to Leah. Had she left on her own, or had Dugas

taken her? If he’d taken her, why hadn’t he killed him and Scully

why they slept?

*Because he’s a sadistic bastard. He’d want you to see death

staring you in the face.*

He had a bad feeling. Shaking Scully awake, he told her that Leah

was gone. Searching the tent for a clue to her disappearance, they

discovered that she had taken a backpack and the empty water

bottles.

She had gone to the stream.

“You stay here,” Scully ordered, retrieving her Sig Sauer. “I’ll go.”

“Not on your life,” Mulder answered stubbornly.

Leah was so intent on filling the bottle with water that she didn’t

know the serial killer was there until his knee struck her in the back,

knocking her into the stream, arms first. Ignoring the pain in his leg,

Dugas’ arm whipped around her neck, hauling her to her knees, his

breath hot on the back of her neck.

Her trachea constricted, Leah struggled and twisted, but her efforts

were useless against the inmate’s hold. Choking, she fought harder,

but, with his other hand, he grabbed her by the hair and slammed

her head into the ground. It stunned her enough to cease her

thrashing.

Panting, his chest heaving, Dugas reached beneath his jacket, pulling

out a knife with a double-edged blade. Pressing the tip to her throat,

he whispered in her ear, “You feel that?”

“Y-yes,” she whimpered in terror.

“I know what you’re thinking. You want to scream for help.”

“N-no, I don’t.” Even if she wanted to, she couldn’t. The fear had

quashed it out of her, making it hard to breathe. *Keep your wits!*

She had to, if she was going to survive.

“You scream and you’re dead. You’re dead, she’s dead, *he’s*

dead. This knife gives me the right to slash your throat open. I could

cut off your head.” Absorbing her fear, Dugas was intoxicated.

“What will the papers say, Miss Reporter?”

“My death won’t make the papers.”

“Come on, you’re an opinionated bitch, I’m a fugitive.” Dugas

pressed the blade further into her skin and moved it downward,

drawing blood. That should make her less defiant.

She made a small noise.

“Freeze! Federal Agent!”

Swinging his head around, Dugas saw Mulder, positioned feet apart,

his arms fixed and directed at the at the inmate’s head, holding his

weapon. The effort to grip the gun in his injured hand, and to stand

unaided was costing him dearly. His face was etched in agony. His

partner was beside him, in an identical pose.

Unfazed, Dugas threatened, “What I did to all of the women?

That’s what I’m going to do to her — and to Agent Scully, too. And

you, Mr. F.B.I? You’re going to die today.”

Discharging the firearm, Mulder shot to kill.

The three survivors were quiet. All of a sudden, the persistent gray

sky that had hung over their heads for days was replaced by the sun.

It peeped out from behind some clouds. Even obscured, its light was

brighter than Mulder had ever seen before, warming him. It was a

sign, a sign that they had survived the most horrible of

circumstances. He turned to gather the two women in his arms,

hugging them with relief. “It’s over,” he said. “Finally over.”

Underlining his words, there was a sound of a helicopter in the

distance.

~~~~~~~

Epilogue

~~~~~~~

Mulder’s apartment

Alexandria, VA

Saturday, April 7, 2001

Lying on his left side, pressed into the back of the black leather

couch, Mulder moved to his back, shifting his feet. Making an

inarticulate sound of grief and pain, he woke suddenly, his harsh

breathing the only sound in the darkness. He was surprised to find

that the rain on his face was tears. Obliterating the tracks with his

hand, he swung his feet to the floor.

It had been a damn dream. He took a deep breath, expelling it

between his teeth.

Locking his fingers behind his neck, he leaned forward until his

elbows rested on the coffee table. His head hanging, Mulder cursed

silently. If he hadn’t dealt with it, he had buried it. Again, he

couldn’t get to his gun.

And good men who had been his friends still died.

The telephone rang, distracting him from his low spirits. He

considered letting it continue until the machine picked it up, but it

might be Scully, calling to see if he was okay. Lifting the receiver

awkwardly with his bandaged hand, lacking the grace he ordinarily

possessed, at least he had made it out of the park alive. He was

thankful that Scully was alive. Leah was alive.

Even if the others weren’t.

“Mulder,” he answered.

“Leah Pearl. I see the hospital didn’t keep you long. How are you

feeling?” the reporter questioned.

“No comment,” he replied, and she laughed.

“I’ve had places that hurt worse,” Mulder added. “Is it safe to come

clean?”

“Off the record,” she said.

“I told Scully that the hospital needed the bed. I actually convinced

the staff that it would be better for both me and my roommate — the

chatterbox from hell — if I mended at home.”

Pausing, she told him, “I’ve been writing my story.”

*Oh.* “Hazy about something?”

She hesitated. “Well, no… ”

Mulder waited.

“It’s been on my mind. I see it over and over. I can’t think about

much else.”

He had his own memories. Closing his eyes, his heart heavy, Mulder

thought that, in a minute, he might even be able to breathe.

When she spoke, he opened them again.

“I haven’t been able to go to sleep… I never heard Dugas coming. I

was only aware of him when I felt his breath. You gave me a second

chance.”

“I did my job.”

“Maybe,” she said, “but knowing that doesn’t prevent me from

being grateful. He would have killed me if you hadn’t been there. I

learned a disconcerting lesson out there. It’s my job to get at the

truth. But, was it actually the truth, or was it my truth? I feel like I

should apologize to you, Mulder.”

“You did your job the way you thought you were supposed to,” he

responded. It was his way of apologizing to her, too.

“I understand now and I wanted you to know. I hope you have a

speedy recovery,” she finished. Maybe her words could save *him*.

“Thanks. I’ll see you around,” Mulder said. Replacing the receiver,

he stretched his right leg out on top of the coffee table. Reaching for

the television remote, his movement was arrested by two gentle

knuckle raps on the door.

“Mulder, it’s me.” Scully told him, her voice muffled by the door.

“Come in, Scully!” he called, hearing the sound of her key in the

lock.

“I can’t see a damn thing. Were you sleeping?” She flicked a light

switch, illuminating the room with a warm, golden glow and

obscuring the vista of city lights beyond the living room window.

She blinked her eyes back into focus.

“Nah,” Mulder denied, “Just sittin’ and thinkin’.” He didn’t want to

tell her about the nightmare. Not yet.

Hanging her coat on the coat rack to the left of the door, and

carrying two paper bags into the living room, she put them down

next to his foot. Looking for outward signs that he’d had a bad

night, she couldn’t see anything noticeable. Reaching into one bag,

she plucked out a videocassette. “Here you go, Mulder,” she said,

dropping the gift into his lap. “Another hilarious, inept movie from

the king of bad cinema.”

“Bride of the Monster! This isn’t bad… ” Mulder asserted.

“… It just isn’t good either?” Scully countered.

“You always speak your mind, Scully,” the grin in his voice letting

her know that he didn’t mind. It was one of the reasons why he

appreciated having her for his partner. “It was probably Ed Wood’s

best-known film after Plan Nine from Outer Space, and seventy-two

year old Bela Lugosi’s last speaking role,” he said with reverence.

“Do you know that Wood stole the rubber octopus from the

Republic Pictures back lot? He forgot the motor, so Lugosi had to

fling the tentacles around himself as he was fighting the monster.”

“A special effects milestone.” The amusement in her voice lightened

the sarcasm.

Not dissuaded, patting the space beside him, Mulder invited, his

eyes eager, “Ma’am?”

She gazed at him, absorbing him. In the lamplight, he was

incomparably handsome. She’d been fearful that he’d been taken

away from her. But he was safe, alive, occurring to her, every time

she looked at him, as a miracle.

“Sure, Mulder, why not?”

Tickled that she didn’t try to say goodbye and escape, Mulder gave

her a lopsided grin. Quoting Lugosi’s Dr. Vornoff, he mimicked, “I

vill create my own race of atomic supermen that vill conquer the

vorld!” Giving her the option to bow out all the same, he said, “I

know that Ed Wood isn’t a love of yours… ”

“He’s not on my list at all,” she answered. *But you are.* She

seated herself to his left. Mulder’s hand, warm and secure, found

hers. He laughed and squeezed her fingers, lacing them together

with his.

She gazed down at their hands, locked together. He held hers more

tightly.

“Scully? What’s in the other bag?”

Snuggling closer to him, she smiled widely. “A full thermos of hot

chocolate.”

~~~end~~~

Deb

Additional thanks: To David, because you are the biggest inspiration

of all.

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TITLE: Eyes of Texas

Email address: shannara@xemplary.com

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ARCHIVE: Sure, just let us know where.

DISCLAIMER: Mulder, Scully and the X-

Files belong to 1013, Chris Carter and FOX TV. No

copyright infringement intended. Yadda,

yadda, yadda. All other characters are ours.

SPOILER WARNING: “Triangle,” “all things”

RATING: R

CONTENT: Case File, MSR

CLASSIFICATION: X, MSR

COMMENTS: Written for the I Made This Productions

Virtual 8th season. Author’s notes at end. Special thanks

to our beta readers, Vickie and Michelle, and to Suzanne

for her expert advice in her field. And to Jan, who gave

me the idea to use spooky Fort Travis.

SUMMARY: Mulder and Scully go to Galveston, Texas

during Mardi Gras to investigate sightings of a Civil War

ghost ship. They take the time to enjoy the festivities and

Mulder takes the opportunity to try to get closer to Scully.

Eyes of Texas

By Laurie D. Haynes and Katvictory

It is said a ghost is a memory of a promise left

unfulfilled. Of words left unspoken or a love that refuses

to die.

March 1862

Galveston docks

Jamie Simmons set down his sea bag on the dock in front of

the gunboat Denbigh, a side-wheeler. Straightening his

brand new Confederate Navy uniform and finger-combing his

sun-bleached hair he searched the crowd for his Anne. There

she was, climbing out of a carriage. With a wave of his

hand, the young sailor called out to her, finally catching

her eye. His heart skipped a beat when her dark eyes

flashed in notice. She beamed a greeting, then gathering her

skirts in hand, she picked her way through the mud over to

him. With her shining black hair and dancing brown eyes,

surely Anne Landry was the prettiest girl in Texas, if not

the whole South.

He’d known her all his life, having grown up on Bolivar

Peninsula, the son of a fisherman. Being neighbors, they’d

played together as children. Caswell Landry was the

lighthouse keeper, a fine man and highly respected by all

who made their living from the sea. Jamie had been

courting Anne the last year and had even asked for her

hand, but she had continually turned him down, though she

encouraged no other suitors.

“You look very handsome in your uniform, Jamie, but I wish

I could talk you out of this foolishness.” The young woman

sighed as she smoothed down the soft broadcloth of his

collar. Jamie smiled. She was always doing little caring

acts like that. By habit, her hand went to brush at his

unruly bangs and he was surprised to note her eyes

glistened with frightened tears.

“Oh, Anne, I won’t be away that long.” he soothed,

stroking her gingham-covered arm. “Just a few more months,

I hear, and we’ll have those Yankees licked and I’ll be

back home.”

“I hope so.” The choked reply sounded strange coming from

the normally strong-willed, self-assured Anne.

Jamie took her hand gently. “Anne, I love you. Please say

you’ll marry me the next time I’m in port.”

She squeezed his larger hand, but shook her head. “I’m not

ready for that, yet. And I’ve told you before, I’m not sure

I want to be the wife of a soldier.”

Her reply stung and his eyes narrowed in indignation, “I’m

a Navy man, not a soldier.”

“You know what I mean. When the time comes for me to

marry, I want a husband who will be around for his family.

You come back safely — for good — and we’ll talk further

about it,” Anne said, refusing to meet Jamie’s eyes.

He took her chin and tilted her head up to meet his gaze.

“Can you honestly tell me you don’t love me?” Jamie asked.

“I’m not sure.”

The Denbigh’s first mate shouted to Jamie to come aboard.

“Will you at least give me a kiss to hold me until I see

you again?” he whispered, suddenly frightened that the time

for departure was now at hand.

She put her hand on his cheek, but shook her head. “It

wouldn’t be seemly — out in public and all.”

Jamie took her hand in his and kissed it. He smiled

brightly at her, but she could see the disappointment in

his eyes.

He sighed, letting her go, then picked up his bag and

walked the boarding plank to the steamer without another

word. He turned around to see Anne waving at him and glumly

returned the gesture. Anne turned and walked away from the

docks in search of a carriage to take her back to the

ferry, then home.

Anne stood out on the deck of the ferry, noticing the wind

was picking up and the bay water growing choppy. Looked

like a storm brewing. Her father would be up all night

making sure the beacon light stayed lit to warn ships in

the area of the shallow shoals of Bird Key.

She turned out to be right. It was a terrible gale that

night with gusts blowing fiercely, rattling the shingles on

their house. Anne took dinner up to her father, hard at

work in the lighthouse, then stayed to help him keep the

lanterns filled with oil. By dawn, the wind had died down,

and exhausted, Anne lay down on a cot. She woke to feel her

father shaking her. Bright sunlight was streaming in the

windows and her father had his spyglass in hand.

“Anne, wake up, it looks like some ship wrecked during the

night. Tell your mother to gather some blankets and make

bandages, then take one of the horses and gather some men

to come help. We’ll need boats to rescue any survivors.”

The young woman did as she was told. As she saddled her

favorite horse, she thought of Jamie and hoped the Denbigh

had been safely at sea when the storm hit.

Two hours later, Anne rode the horse down to the beach

near Fort Travis, across the dirt highway from the

lighthouse.

She saw fishermen and fort soldiers in boats hauling

aboard unmoving sailors — dressed in gray. Anne’s heart

clenched tightly in her chest as she made her way to the

water’s edge. Dismounting, she walked along the row of

bodies lying on the beach until she came to one — a blond,

burly young man.

Falling to her knees, she confirmed it was indeed Jamie —

his eyes now open and unseeing and his beautiful face slack

in death. Anne threw herself on his chest and sobbed.

“Nooooo, you were supposed to come home. You promised

you’d come back to me. I love you, Jamie, you can’t die.”

Anne’s mother, seeing her heartbroken daughter, walked

over to her and pulled her up, intending to draw her into

her arms, but Anne pulled away and ran far down the beach,

out of sight. She tore off her dress and plunged into the

now gentle surf. She swum as hard as she could, as far as

she could until at last, exhausted, she could no longer

swim or stay afloat — even if she had wanted to. She sunk

beneath the waves, the victim of a broken heart.

ACT I

3:25 a.m. January 2001

Just offshore Fort Travis,

Bolivar Peninsula,

east of Galveston Island

The Coast Guard cutter was gaining on the cabin cruiser

which had ignored all commands to stop, and continued to

speed out to sea. The water was calm, but fog was rising

off the ocean, making it increasingly difficult to see the

boat they were sure was operated by drug smugglers. The

ghostly tendrils left damp dew-like prints upon the glass,

further obscuring the cutter captain’s vision. But the

slower outlaw runner was losing this race, thanks to the

military vessel’s radar advantage.

Suddenly, a paddle-wheeler appeared out of the dense fog

and the young helmsman quickly spun the wheel to avoid a

collision. The cabin cruiser escaped into the mist as the

commander ordered the helmsman to put the cutter in

neutral. The cruiser was quickly vanishing off the radar

screens, while the cutter’s crew puzzled over what the

devil The Colonel was doing operating long after dark. They

all knew the paddle-wheeler’s home base at Moody Gardens

had long since closed down for the day to the tourists. The

search continued until morning as the men shined their big

spotlight out over the calm, dark, fog-enshrouded waters,

but it was in vain. The ancient craft had disappeared once

more into history.

February 2001

Hoover Building, Washington, D.C.

Scully walked in the office and smiled at the sight of her

partner loading the slide projector. She set down the

Starbucks sack on the desk and pulled out two coffees and a

couple of pastries.

“Oh, Scully, you take such good care of me,” joked Mulder

as he reached for a cup of coffee and an apple Danish.

She wiped some frosting off her mouth from her own Danish,

then swallowed and asked, “So what have we got?”

“New case,” Mulder mumbled around a mouthful of pastry.

“Hit the lights.”

A color photo of an old military bunker appeared on the

portable screen.

“This is Fort Travis Seashore Park,” Mulder explained.

“Hardly looks like a beach park to me,” Scully commented.

Another photo, apparently the view of the ocean as seen

from the bunker, came up on the screen.

“It’s an old World War II artillery battery,” Mulder told

her. “Fort Travis’ history stretches back to the days when

Texas was a nation of its own. It’s said to be haunted by

all the soldiers and other people who have died there,

either of sickness, starvation or drowning in the

hurricanes that frequently plague the Gulf Coast. In 1900,

the worst hurricane, in terms of loss of U.S. lives, hit

Galveston and completely destroyed it, killing thousands.”

“Not another ghost hunt, Mulder! Is that all you have to

go on?”

“It gets better.” Mulder put up a slide of some sort of

debris sticking out of the ocean. “This is the wreck of the

Confederate gunboat Denbigh. It went down in a storm in

1862 just offshore Fort Travis. All hands were lost.

Legends persist that from time to time, the Denbigh makes

an appearance — as a ghost ship, still patrolling the

Texas coastal waters. Last month, a Coast Guard cutter

chasing suspected drug smugglers saw the ghost ship —

almost ran into it. They thought it was the tourist paddle-

wheeler The Colonel, which operates out of Galveston. But

it wasn’t. The ship disappeared without a trace — and

paddle-wheelers are hardly as fast as a Coast Guard vessel.

And The Colonel never left port after it returned from its

evening dinner cruise.”

Scully sighed. “Well, I know better than to let you go

alone on something like this. Last time you went hunting

ghost ships, we had to fish you out of the ocean. I’ll go

on one condition — no ditching!”

“Aww, Scully, I promise. I’ll be good.”

“In that case, when do we leave?”

“Well, our appointments with local law enforcement aren’t

until Monday, but I thought we’d fly down this afternoon.

See, Mardi Gras is going on down there, and I cleared a

little free time for us…”

Scully paused to study his face, finally offering a smile.

“I think my budget can afford a little R&R.”

“Good, cause I used your Visa number to make the

reservations at the motel,” Mulder replied, pretending to

disassemble the projector.

Scully knew he was trying to keep from grinning and she

fought to contain her own smile, pretending instead to give

him a stern glare. Though she wasn’t eager to go chasing

ghosts, she knew Mulder could use a little relaxation time

after some tough cases recently. As could she. She was

looking forward to it and knew Galveston to be a charming

city.

“OK, you win,” he said. “It’ll go on my card. This place

is a little upscale to get away with putting it on the

Bureau’s tab.”

*************************************

ACT II

Pulling into the parking lot at Pier 21, Mulder parked the

rental car they had driven from Houston’s Hobby Airport.

Scully eyed their hotel, a stately-looking inn overlooking

the Galveston harbor. Handsome sailboats and cabin cruisers

filled the slips in the marina out front. “You were

serious! Mulder! What’s gotten into you? This is a NICE

place. It’s old, isn’t it? A historical building?”

“Actually, yes, although the Harbor House didn’t begin its

life as a hotel. In Galveston’s heyday as a seaport, this

was a steamship terminal. Like a lot of old buildings here

in the historical district, it’s been converted. The

conversion on the Harbor House was only completed

about two years ago.”

They got out of the car and as Mulder took their bags from

the trunk, Scully looked around the area. The first thing

she spied were the masts of a tall sailing ship.

She grabbed Mulder’s arm and pointed out the ship to him.

“Oh, look at the Elissa! My dad would have loved it.”

“I see you know your tall ships. It docks over at the Texas

Seaport Museum. We can go over there later and then grab

some dinner at Fisherman’s Wharf.”

Scully took her own bag from Mulder and the two walked

into the lobby and checked in.

“Just one thing, Scully… I hope you don’t mind, but I

got us a suite instead of separate rooms. The …uh…

price was better. I’ll take the sofa bed and you can have

the bedroom. OK?”

The hopeful look on his face was so appealing, Scully

couldn’t bring herself to say no.

The bellman led them to their room, opening the door to

reveal pickled wood floors and Berber carpets. He set their

bags down, then walked over to the table in the center of

the living area. A bottle of champagne was chilling in a

bucket, beside which sat a bowl of chocolate-covered

strawberries.

“Shall I open the champagne for you?” asked the bellman.

Avoiding Scully’s incredulous gaze, Mulder answered, “No,

that’s all right, I’ll do it.” He handed the man 50 cents

and urged him out of the room.

“Thanks for nothing, big spender,” mumbled the bellhop as

Mulder all but pushed him out the door.

“Well, what do you think?” he asked, grinning at Scully,

whose jaw was still hanging open.

The dazzling smile with which she favored him definitely

made the dent in his credit card worthwhile.

“I think you’d better open the champagne and pour us

some,” she replied, and crossed over and kissed him on the

cheek. “Thanks, Mulder, this is wonderful!”

He popped open the champagne and poured as she held the

two flutes. Taking their glasses, they walked over to the

big picture window and looked out at the harbor.

“Look at all the oil rigs! I didn’t know they drilled for

oil right in the harbor,” said Mulder.

“Actually, those are offshore rigs that are in between

jobs or are in for repairs or refurbishing. That one

over there is really an offshore oil museum.”

“How do you know so much about Galveston, Scully?”

“I did my residency at the University of Texas Medical

Branch — right here in Galveston. After I broke it off

with Daniel, I wanted to do my residency as far from

Baltimore as I could.”

“Eight years together, almost, and I never knew you did

your residency here. I can’t believe I don’t remember that

from your personnel file,” Mulder said in wonder.

A horse-drawn carriage pulled into the parking lot below

their window and a young couple stepped out.

Scully lightly touched Mulder’s arm. “I want to do that!

Let’s go. Bring the champagne!”

“Whoa, Scully, don’t you think we should change clothes,

first?”

“Oh, just take off your jacket and tie and come on.”

Mulder gave her a lopsided smile and pulled off his suit

coat and tie, tossing them onto a chair, then rolled up his

sleeves. Scully had already divested herself of her own

jacket and was waiting at the door with the ice bucket,

champagne bottle and glasses.

“I’ve got the champagne, grab the bowl of strawberries.”

Mulder chuckled at Scully’s lighthearted enthusiasm. It

was very refreshing. The profiling case last month in

Newark had been a rough one and they both were very

much in need of a vacation.

They managed to catch the carriage before it left — Mulder

had run after it and made the driver stop — and they

climbed in, laughing.

“Is it OK for us to have our champagne in here?” Mulder

asked the driver.

“Sure. It’s Mardi Gras, it’s allowed.” The driver clucked

to the Clydesdale and it started walking and soon sped up

into a trot.

They rode through the streets of the historical Strand

district, admiring the old buildings and the sights of old

Galveston. Workers were setting up a stage on Old

Galveston Square in preparation for tomorrow’s round of

bands while children played with the giant chess game set

up on the Square in front of the Strand Brewery.

Mulder plucked a chocolate-covered strawberry from the

bowl and held it to Scully’s lips. She smiled then

delicately bit off a piece. She took a sip of champagne and

moaned in contentment, reaching for the rest of the

strawberry.

“Uh, uh, uh, you wouldn’t want to get your fingers all

messy with chocolate, would you?” Mulder teased. Scully

smiled and opened her mouth wide and her partner plopped

the remaining berry into her mouth. He started to withdraw

his hand, but she grabbed it and deftly sucked the smears

of chocolate off each of his fingers.

The mild springlike day suddenly seemed much warmer.

Mulder bent over, leaning toward Scully, his intent

obvious, but she halted his advance by grabbing another

strawberry and thrusting it at his mouth. When he opened

his mouth to laugh, she stuck the whole thing inside. He

could only respond with a boyish grin of resignation.

Mulder sighed, understanding perfectly what she was doing.

He squirmed a bit and tried to adjust his trousers without

being obvious they had grown tight very quickly.

The moment had passed. They sipped at the sparkling wine

slowly, neither partner speaking as they took in the

passing sights, until Scully broke the ice, deciding she’d

would set things on a slower track.

“So was our presence requested here to investigate the

ghost ship sighting?”

“Well, no, not officially,” he replied.

“Were we asked on this case at all?

“Oh, sure, a member of the Galveston Historical Society

wrote me about it. He’s also a reserve Coast Guardsman and

was there when the patrol boat spotted the ghost ship.”

Scully brought the long-stemmed glass to her lips as she

gave a slight nod to her partner’s answer, her eyes never

leaving his face. The steady clip-clop of the horse’s

hooves seemed terribly loud in the silence and Mulder

shifted his attention to the passing scenery, not quite

liking where the conversation was heading. He did have

plans for this weekend. Plans that involved some in-depth,

serious communication with his partner, but the time wasn’t

right. And he wasn’t quite ready. Maybe after a few more

bottles of champagne, he mused to himself, finishing off

the contents of his glass in one quick gulp.

To his surprise, Scully leaned forward and tapped their

driver, “Let us off here, okay?” she asked handing the man

a twenty and bounding from the carriage, leaving the half-

empty champagne bottle and ice bucket behind. With a shrug

and a puzzled grin, Mulder followed.

They entered a small Mexican restaurant, Mamacita’s, a few

blocks off the Strand. The place was full, the small room

was awash with the lively noise of conversation. Most of

the customers appeared to be locals, a lot of them Latinos,

but there were also a couple of tables of what were either

hospital workers or medical students, by the looks of the

scrubs they wore. Mulder and Scully took the only seats

available — near the back, to the side of the brown-

lacquered swinging kitchen doors. Not a prime table, but

the rich aromas of onions, spices, meat and seafood that

wafted though to tease their senses each time a brightly-

attired waitress exited the warm back room, was a plus.

Mulder stared at the menu, his appetite aflame, “Well,

what should we start with?” he asked, licking his lips,

hoping the service was speedy.

Scully hadn’t even bothered to pick up her brightly-

painted bill of fare. With a tilt of her hand she signaled

the young senorita who was their waitress who after

introducing herself, stood poised to take their order.

“Well, Maria, we’ll start with your chili con queso dip

and large top shelf margaritas on the rocks. For dinner we

both want the Number 5.”

She turned to meet her companion’s stunned gaze and after

a hasty study of the plastic-covered placard, Mulder

nodded his approval.

“The seafood chimichanga is to die for, but we’ll probably

need a doggie bag ’cause the queso and chips tend to fill a

person up. Not to mention Mamacita’s margaritas. If you can

down two and still walk out of here, you’ll get to wear the

macho hombre sombrero.” Her eyes danced in the soft light

of the red tinted candle light, glinting almost violet.

“I’m game,” Mulder grinned, enjoying the view.

The dark haired girl quickly brought a huge bowl of thick,

peppered cheese and a heaping basket of blue and white

tortilla chips, then returned with their drinks.

“Okay, I see the scam,” Mulder laughed, surveying the

monstrous 20-ounce glass that was filled to its salt-dusted

brim. “Scully, I have a confession here. I’m a really cheap

drunk. So, be gentle.”

Her warm, rich laughter floated into the humid air and she

slid her hand across the checkered table cloth to rest atop

his own. “I promise.”

The two agents dug into the hot spicy food, sipping at the

strong, tart drinks, relishing the odd dichotomy that

something that cooled the throat so well could warm the

blood so fully. Soon, their meals were set before them and

though the spicy mixture of crab, cheese, onions and

chilies was a treat, Scully’s warning was all too true;

their bellies were practically full from the first course,

so they could only finish about half of the chimichangas.

Still, they sat in their spot, enjoying the company and the

atmosphere too much to leave. An hour passed as the next

round of Mamacita’s special elixir was ordered. The crowd

had changed, the room now filled more with younger, more

gregarious patrons, but the only notice the partners gave

the louder patrons was to ease their chairs closer in order

to hear each other.

“…so, I’d eat here almost every evening…breakfast too.

They have great huevos rancheros. The owner’s husband used

to seat me. He was such a sweet man. He called me his

little red child. ‘Mi hija roja.’ I haven’t seen him

tonight, though.” Scully paused to sip from her glass, by

habit, her tongue dancing across to gather the salt

crystals. She sighed, then smiled at feeling the quick

squeeze her partner offered her, urging her to continue.

“I haven’t had the nerve to ask if something happened to

him.” Her eyes glittered and she absently brushed at the

wetness that had suddenly dampened her cheeks, surprising

her.

“Could they have switched management? Just kept the name?”

Mulder murmured softly.

“I dunno. Maybe.” She quickly covered her mouth, her tears

ending in a soft burp which immediately brought on a rush

of giggles. The muted lighting almost, but not quite

covered her blush.” I think I’ve reached my limit.”

Mulder smiled and caught the waitress’ eye.

“Would you care for some sopapillas for desert?” the girl

asked reaching for their plates.

“No, thank you. Could we get you to bring us a container

so we can finish these later?” Mulder asked, stilling her

hand. The young woman gave a smile and a quick nod in

answer and turned, but the agent stopped her.” Say, my

friend hasn’t been here in a while and she was wondering

about an older man who used to seat the customers. The

owner.”

The senorita’s smile grew broad,” Gray hair and mustache?”

she asked.

Scully nodded, the fear that had twisted her stomach at

Mulder’s query lessening at the waitress’ expression.”Oh

yes, that’s Abuelo. My grandfather. He still works here

during the week, but…well weekends tend to be a bit too

much for him. Will you be here Monday?”

Scully nodded and the woman offered another brilliant

grin. “Well, make sure you stop by. He’ll probably remember

you. I think Abuelo remembers everyone he’s ever served.”

“We’ll do that.” Scully murmured gratefully.

“See, a happy ending,” Mulder teased,

Dabbing at her eyes, his partner began to laugh. “Great,

you just might get me on a crying jag.”

Mulder’s chuckle was cut off mid-chortle by the jostling

shove of a drunk who almost landed in his lap. The faux pas

might have ended there, with the agent solemnly helping the

inebriated offender to his feet, but it wasn’t the night

for it. The young man, who looked to be in his mid-20s,

cast a bloodshot eye upon the stunned Scully and apparently

liked what he saw.

“Hey, babe,” he drawled. “Ditch the old dude and let’s go

party!”

Mulder stood up. He had a couple of inches on the younger

man, though the guy was muscular — but with a beer gut —

and probably outweighed him by 30 pounds. He tapped

Drunk Kid on the shoulder and took him by the arm, leading

him away from Scully, and pointing him toward the door.

“C’mon, sonny boy, time to call a cab and go home. Gotta

save some party for Mardi Gras, huh?” he said, in a not

unfriendly tone, but Scully noted the glare in his eyes.

“Mulder…” Scully murmured, and her partner half-turned

in answer to her call.

This was, of course, not the best of tactical maneuvers

when disposing of something as potentially volatile as a

belligerent and inebriated pest. It was not a mistake the

agent would have committed had he been in his usual top

form. But of course, almost 40 ounces of Mamacita’s toxic

blend of Jose Cuervo and Cointreau rarely left many at

their best. Drunk Kid picked that moment to gather enough

wits about himself to see an opportunity to break free. He

immediately jerked his arm away from Mulder’s grasp.

Naturally, the partying lad was more than outraged that

this ‘old dude’ had stepped in and messed up his patented

pickup routine, so a wild, roundhouse punch instantly

followed his emancipation.

The blow caught the agent squarely on the jaw, not

solidly, but with enough force to knock him into the next

table, which luckily was unoccupied. The bad news was the

table was waiting to be bussed, and leftover food, dishes

and glasses went flying onto the floor with a crash as

Mulder sprawled on the none-too-solid piece of furniture.

He got up, shaking his head, and advanced on the drunk, who

was reaching out to grab Scully. But Scully took care of

herself. A sharp blow with the heel of her hand to the

drunk’s chin knocked him into the arms of his more sober

pals, who had come to try to break things up.

The waitress walked up with the boxes of food for Mulder

and Scully.

“Look, sir, we don’t want any trouble here. Please take

your food and go,” she asked Mulder. “And as for you,

Craig,”

she said, rounding on Drunk Kid, “Get out before I call the

police. And don’t you ever darken this door again!”

Drunk Kid lunged at Mulder again, who simply sidestepped

and let him crash into the previously-mauled table.

“That does it!” announced Maria, the waitress. “I’m

calling the police!”

“C’mon, Mulder, let’s get out of here,” urged Scully,

tugging on Mulder’s arm, and finding it hard not to giggle

at the sight of their harasser sprawled out on the terrazzo

floor, smearing huge globs of guacamole across his face as

he cringed from the young waitress’ bilingual tongue-

lashing.

Mulder picked up the sack with their boxes of food, after

handing Maria a $50 bill to cover their dinner and the

damages, and they left out the back.

They ran the four blocks to the hotel, their laughter

bouncing off the weatherbeaten brick buildings to follow

them the entire way.

Slipping the magnetic card in the lock, they opened up the

room and went in. Mulder set the sack down on the table and

strolled over to gaze out the window, absently rubbing his

jaw where the drunk had punched him, as he silently took in

the dazzling view of the harbor at night. Scully followed,

grin fading, changing instantly to a frown when she spotted

his wince. She took Mulder’s chin in hand and turned his

head to examine the slight swelling and darkening bruise on

his jaw.

Without uttering a word, she retrieved a hand towel from

the bathroom and wrapped some ice cubes from the small

refrigerator freezer. Returning to Mulder, she made him sit

down and then gently placed the ice pack against his jaw.

Mulder covered Scully’s hand with his own. She allowed it

to stay a moment, then withdrew her hand, leaving his own to

cup the cold pack to his injury. He watched in silence as

she moved away, refusing to meet his gaze. Her stroll

across the richly-furnished room seemed aimless at first,

though she tried to feign interest in the already studied

room decor. Finally, her eyes came to rest on her bag,

sitting where she’d dropped it outside the bedroom door

upon their arrival. Quickly, with newfound purpose, she

strode over to the unpacked luggage.

Her yawn was huge, a little too forced, Mulder thought

ruefully to himself, when she turned and attempted a grin

to announce, “Wow, I’m worn out. We’ve got a long day

tomorrow, guess I’d better get to bed.”

“Want some company?” Mulder asked, only half-joking.

Scully rolled her eyes and shook her head, but a grin

tugged at her lips. The risque, teasing remark was

something familiar. This type of teasing banter, filled

with droll, sexual innuendo had become, over the years,

second nature to her. She was comfortable with it, after

all, this was how it had been between them forever. Mulder

would feed her a come-on from his ‘Little Black Book of

Pick-up Lines’ and she’d either make a disgusted face, roll

her eyes or zing one of her million and one ego-deflating

jibes right back at him. At last, things were back to

normal. Hallelujah!

She was much more at ease when dealing with this Mulder,

her Mulder, and not the oh-so-serious, shockingly romantic,

maddeningly sexy impostor who had arranged this weekend

and who expected something from her which she was terrified

to give. Her sigh of relief just might have been audible,

but it caught in her throat when she met his eyes and she

knew there was no way to stop what was coming. The

combination of champagne and margaritas they had indulged in

earlier was one that tended to loosen tongues and

lower inhibitions.

“Scully, why won’t you allow yourself to love me? I’ve told

you my feelings. I’ve told you I love you.” Mulder

murmured softly, his face a blend of hurt and sadness that

brought tears to her eyes. She couldn’t continue to meet

that

deep, soul-searching stare, not and say what she had to, so

she turned to gaze out at the moonlit harbor. The soothing

hum of the air conditioner gave her the courage to continue.

“When you give yourself to a man, they say I love you,

then they’re finished. They roll over, go to sleep and the

next morning you’re alone again.”

His hand stretched out and though it was not at all cold

in the room, she shivered when his fingertips caressed her

tear-stained cheek. “That’s why you leave first,” he

whispered. Her answer was a barely perceptible nod.

“It’s time to start moving toward that next step, but it

doesn’t matter how long it takes us to get there. I just

need to know that you’re looking at the same future I am

and that’s where we both want to head.”

“I see it,” her reply was a barely audible whisper. The

shaking sigh that came before she continued was just this

side of a sob. “I want to go there with you, but…”

“You won’t be alone. I’ll be here every inch of the way.

So, just relax. Try to enjoy the trip. OK?”

His hand lingered to smooth her cheek. With another slight

bob of her head, she agreed to his plan, melting into the

strong warmth of his arms that pulled her to his chest.

Kissing the top of her head, he gave her a hug. “OK, then,

if you’re gonna make me sleep alone, help me unfold this

sofa bed.” The tease came with a rueful grin.

Scully smiled and together they removed the cushions from

the couch and opened it up into a bed. She fetched a couple

of extra pillows from the closet shelf and tossed them on

the bed before bidding Mulder goodnight and retiring to the

bedroom, shutting the door.

*****************

Mulder slept poorly and rose at dawn. Donning running

shoes and shorts, with no shirt, he started out jogging

toward the seawall, about a mile and a half away. Reaching

the seawall he ran west along it, relishing in the cool

morning sea air and the waves rolling in gently with the

incoming tide.

He was not entirely surprised to find other runners out

for their morning jog. Thoroughly warmed up, he pushed

himself to run faster and kept up the pace for the next

three miles before slowing down to a jog, then a walk to

cool down gradually. By now, the sun was up and the ocean

looked very inviting to his sweat-covered body. He walked

down the steps and pulled off his shoes and socks, then

plunged into the water — colder than he’d expected,

despite the warm weather for this time of year. Because of

the water temperature, he didn’t stay long. He swam out a

short distance then turned around, catching a little wave

and body surfing back the rest of the way.

Emerging from the water, he wished he had a towel. Stuffing

his socks in his pocket, he washed the sand off his feet

and stuck them in his shoes. Climbing the stairs, the agent

resigned himself to what he reasoned was going to be a much

slower, decidedly chillier jog to the hotel, only to be

pleasantly surprised by the welcome sight of Scully parked

in the rental car beside the seawall .

“Have a good swim?” she asked with a grin, stepping out of

the car and throwing him a towel.

“Yeah,” Mulder replied, rubbing himself down with the

terrycloth and shivering. “But how’d you know where to find

me? And to bring a towel?”

“I know you like to run in the mornings. Everyone goes

running along the seawall, here, and it made more sense

you’d run away from the main part of town, so I just drove

along the seawall until I saw you as you headed down to the

beach. As for the towel, I just came prepared.”

Scully noticed him shivering then. “That water stays cold

until at least April or May. What were you thinking?”

“I was hot. Wanted to cool off.”

She reached in the car and pulled out a sweatshirt. “Here,

put this on. I bought it from the hotel gift shop.”

He looked at the Harbor House logo on it then thankfully

pulled it over his head.

She spread the towel on the passenger side of the car seat

and Mulder climbed in.

“I’m starved! What say I get cleaned up then we go grab

some breakfast? Maybe some huevos rancheros from

Mamacita’s?”

“I rather think we wore out our welcome last night, with

all that testosterone running so high,” Scully commented

with a chuckle.

“Hey! You’re the one that punched out that drunk, not me!

I was the injured party,” Mulder responded indignantly.

“Speaking of which, how’s your jaw this morning? Did you

leave the ice pack on all night like I told you?”

“Yes, dear,” Mulder joked. “Really, though, it was

nothing. I’ve had far worse. Hell, you walloped me harder

than that drunk kid.”

“I did not!”

“Well, your 1930s self did, anyway.”

Scully snorted in disbelief. “In your dreams, Mulder.”

“Hey, my dreams about you are a lot more pleasant than

that,” Mulder retorted with a leer.

Scully shook her head and started the car. They drove back

to the hotel and she picked up a morning paper while Mulder

showered.

Mulder chowed down on a Denny’s Grand Slam as Scully

nibbled on a dish of fresh fruit and unfolded the morning

Daily News. She read the headlines, “Park caretaker says

corpse appears on beach.” Continuing into the body of the

story, she noted the location. Scully handed the paper to

Mulder and showed him the story.

“So, now we have a front page story of the caretaker at

Fort Travis Park finding a body on the beach, which he

maintains disappeared before he’d gone 10 feet when he took

off to call the cops. Who, of course, find nothing to

validate his claims. Sounds like your ghost ship isn’t the

only mysterious thing that happens around there. Just hope

there’s a little more for us to go on for our case or we’re

going to have a lot of time to kill until we’re due back in

Washington. ”

Mulder ignored his partner’s teasing jibes, poring over

the story with great interest. “Says here, the caretaker

described the body as being dressed completely in gray

clothes. A Confederate uniform, I wonder? A ghost of one of

the Denbigh sailors?”

“You’re reaching, Mulder. It was probably just some local

kid who partied a little too heavy, then went swimming in

his clothes.”

“If that was the case, why didn’t the caretaker see the

kid running off?”

“Maybe he was seeing things, maybe he’d been nipping the

bottle on the job, maybe he didn’t really turn around to

look back at the corpse as quickly as he thought he had. He

could have a medical condition that has left him prone to

dementia or hallucinations. Maybe it was just some trash on

the beach and he needs glasses,” Scully postulated.

“Sounds like this poor guy needs medical help. How ’bout

we go visit him and you can check him out while I ask him a

few questions?”

Scully heaved a sigh and protested. “I thought we were

going to Mardi Gras, Mulder.”

“We will.” He looked at the Mardi Gras schedule in the

paper. “The big parades aren’t until later this afternoon,

then the Fabulous Thunderbirds and Boz Scaggs will be

playing in the evening. We have time to go check out the

beach at Fort Travis and then be back for the main

attractions. OK?”

Scully nodded in reluctant agreement to the day’s itinerary.

She had to admit the ferry trip across the bay was

pleasant enough in itself. The two of them stood at the

back of the ferry, tossing bread to the seagulls (Scully

had insisted on stopping at a convenience store and picking

up a loaf). They laughed as the gulls acrobatically grabbed

the pieces of bread thrown into the air, excitedly

shrieking

to one another in the process.

The entrance to Fort Travis was a short distance from the

ferry landing and they quickly spied the park caretaker’s

house, an American flag waving out front.

They showed their IDs to the fiftyish man, who introduced

himself as Jimmy Duhon. Mulder questioned him about the

strange sight the man reported.

“Is this the first time you’ve seen something like this?

Or does it happen a lot?”

“Well, I’ve been here over two years, and I’ve seen some

strange stuff, but never this. I mean I never saw no body

before, leastwise none that didn’t stay put.”

“What kind of stuff?” queried Mulder.

“Some nights, there are strange lights and moans out on

the beach and sometimes from the fort itself.”

“Sir, are you sure it’s not just kids making out by the

water?” asked Scully.

“That was my first thought,” replied Duhon, “but when I go

down there with my big flashlight, there’s never anybody

there.”

“Excuse my asking this, sir, I’m not passing judgment,”

said Scully, “but do you drink in the evenings?”

“No, ma’am! I don’t hold with drinkin’. Never took a drop

in my life. I’m a God-fearin’ Christian man,” the caretaker

snapped in reply.

“I apologize. I wasn’t trying to insult you, I was just

trying to rule that out,” said Scully, trying to smooth

Duhon’s ruffled feathers.

“Mr. Duhon,” asked Mulder, “could you describe the clothes

the body was wearing? You said they were gray.”

“That’s right. I didn’t pay that close attention, you

understand, I didn’t want to mess with the body and screw

up a possible crime scene — I watch Law and Order on TV,

so I know cops are sensitive about that stuff. But I did

catch the color.”

“Can you remember any more details about the clothes or

the person?”

“It was a man, and he had dirty blond hair. Definitely

looked dead to me. He was completely wet and he wasn’t

movin’ and didn’t seem to be breathin’ — but I didn’t

touch him. As for the clothes, now you mention it, I recall

a wide leather belt with a brass buckle like rodeo cowboys

and country singers wear, though maybe not as big.”

“You’ve seen pictures of Confederate soldiers, haven’t

you?” asked Mulder. “You think that man might have been

wearing a uniform?”

“I guess he could have been. You reckon he was one of them

fellas that does whatchamacallit… re-enactments?”

“No, I think you may have seen a ghost of a Confederate

sailor,” Mulder told him, ignoring Scully’s sigh.

“Well, there is that old Rebel ship that’s sunk out there.

Sometimes I see the paddlewheel stickin’ up out of the

water at real low tide. I reckon that might be it. They

said a bunch of young Johnny Rebs drowned when it

went down in a storm.”

“Yes, in 1862,” Mulder confirmed. “Could you show us on

the beach where you saw the body?”

Duhon took them out a little east of his house, which

itself was on the eastern edge of the park, and pointed out

the area where the body had turned up. Looking back at his

office, he saw a camper trailer had pulled up.

“Looks like I got some tourists to take care of,” the

caretaker said. “You folks need anything else, you just

holler.” He left them to their investigation and returned

to his office/house.

Mulder and Scully scanned the beach sand, looking for some

clue. Scully spotted the remains of a hand-rolled

cigarette, and a bit further down, a blackened area on the

sand, along with some charred driftwood.

“OK, Mulder, seems pretty obvious to me what was going on.

Some kids were out here having a party, smoking a little

‘weed’ around the campfire. I’m sure that’s what the

caretaker heard. And it was probably just one of the kids

playing tricks or sleeping, instead of a real body. They

probably jumped up and ran off as soon as he left to call

the police.”

“Scully, you have no romance in your heart,” teased

Mulder. “Even though you’ve seen ghosts yourself, you

dismiss the notion that Mr. Duhon might have seen one.

Don’t be so stuffy. Look, here we are, just you and me and

a long stretch of beach.” He took her hand. “Nice day for a

walk.”

“Mulder…”

“Hey, I’m just asking you to go for a walk, that’s it.”

“I really don’t know what to make of this ‘mood’ you’ve

been in these last few days,” Scully murmured, a puzzled

frown wrinkling her forehead, but with a shake of her head

she began to stroll down the beach with him.

“Scully,” Mulder said in exasperation. “I’m not pushing

you, but you did promise you’d relax. Why can’t you open

up and let me in?”

She looked away from him and withdrew her hand.

“Aren’t we on a case, right now? It’s dangerous work that

we do, Mulder. We have the perfect working relationship.

Other relationships, a different kind of relationship could

be distracting. Plus, if we were to become involved and

something was to happen, it would be so much worse, don’t

you think?”

“No. Scully, I would be devastated if I lost you, but to

lose you without ever getting to truly love you like I want

would be the worst thing I can imagine.”

As they reached a certain spot on the beach, they felt a

sudden chill, which vanished as they moved on.

“Scully, did you feel that?”

“That chill? Probably just a localized temperature

inversion.”

“Or something else entirely, maybe,” Mulder said, and

walked back to the spot.

He stood there for a minute, Scully watching him from

where she had stayed, and he seemed to hear a woman’s

voice, as from a distance, calling for someone, but he

couldn’t quite make out what was said.

“Did you hear that?” he asked Scully excitedly. “There was

a voice!”

“No, Mulder, I didn’t hear anything. It was probably the

wind. Now, are we finished here? I want to go back to

Galveston and catch the rest of today’s Mardi Gras

activities.”

“OK,” he agreed, “But we’re coming back tomorrow night to

watch for that ghost ship? Deal?”

“Deal,” she agreed, grinning, and offered her hand.

Mulder smiled, pleased to see she was showing some

enthusiasm again. They walked back to the car to return to

Galveston.

On the journey back across the ferry, they were escorted

part way by a pod of dolphins, which promptly took off in

pursuit of a shrimp boat when it passed by.

ACT III

They parked at the hotel and walked over to the Strand.

Purchasing a couple of large margaritas from a street

vendor, they got into position just in time to catch the

beginning of the Krewe of Gambrinus (named for the mythical

god of beer) parade. Row after row of colorfully-attired

marching bands played rousing jazz tunes. Scully elbowed

Mulder, who was openly admiring the scantily-clad coeds in

a drill team from the University of Houston. He grinned at

Scully and put his free arm around her, drawing her close.

She smiled back and pointed out a huge float coming into

view.

As the float passed by, Krewe members threw out strings of

beads and foil doubloons. Mulder set his drink down by

Scully and concentrated on catching the little treasures

tossed into the crowd. Scully even caught a couple of

beaded necklaces that were tossed to her by a young man on

the float, who smiled and winked at her.

Mulder moved back to Scully, placing several strands of

Mardi Gras beads over her head.

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“There! Your next birthday present,” Mulder joked.

Scully laughed, took a few of the beads and hung them

around Mulder’s neck, and handed him several doubloons.

“And yours!”

“Wow, you’re early,” he chuckled, pulling her close to

give her a chaste forehead peck in thanks.

Her giggling reply floated over the din of the crowd, “You

know me, always planning ahead.”

He grinned as she turned back to watch the celebration and

was happily surprised when he felt her lean back against

his chest. Wrapping his arms about her to pull her closer,

he was beaming as he rested his chin lightly atop her head

to finish watching the festivities.

Then came the big Saturday spectacle — the Momus Grand

Night Parade — a colossal display of 20 spectacular floats

depicting dazzling circus themes. Again there were showers

of beads, trinkets, specially-minted doubloons and also, 25

free round-trip airline giveaways. Scully grabbed one

ticket and Mulder gave a Michael Jordanesque leap to

intercept another that was headed for further back into the

crowd.

“I believe our next vacation is taken care of,” Mulder

said, sharing a grin with Scully as they each showed their

prizes.

Parades over, they made their way over to Old Galveston

Square to hear the Fabulous Thunderbirds and then Boz

Scaggs. Mulder left to buy them another round of

margaritas. Millions of twinkling lights decorated the

concert area as Scully searched the milling crowd for

her partner, finally spotting him as he broke through a

huge group of fervently-partying revelers on the far

side of the quad. He gingerly picked his way through

the maze of bodies, two plastic glasses of Jimmy

Buffet’s favorite held carefully out front as though this

prize deserved to lead the way.

“Wow, what took so long? The Thunderbirds should be

starting any minute,” Scully asked when at last he made it

to her side. She offered a quick smile of thanks as her

partner handed her a frozen margarita.

“Well, the sidewalk’s drinking the first round I bought,”

Mulder explained with a sheepish grin.

Her chuckles were cut short when the excited murmurs of

the audience announced the band members were taking their

places on the darkened stage.

“You know, I got to see Jimmy and Stevie Ray Vaughn back

in ’90. It was one of their last concerts before Stevie Ray

died. I wish Jimmy was still with the Thunderbirds, but, I

hear they’re still a great act, even without him,” Scully

whispered quickly as a hush of anticipation fell over the

crowd.

“I’m impressed, Scully,” Mulder remarked just before a

rousing cheer split through the quiet as the first riffs of

a slide guitar came from the stage. Soon, the night was

filled with the exciting, rollicking sounds of the fabulous,

rocking roadhouse blues band. Mulder couldn’t help the grin

that lit his face as he watched his normally reserved

partner “get down” to the raunchy soulful music of these

native Texan performers. He couldn’t still his laughter

when her inhibitions were totally cast aside during the

bands rousing finale encore of “Tuff Enuff” and she jumped

to her feet to dance to the gritty rock tune.

“God, that was great,” she yelled breathlessly, trying to

be heard over the din of the standing ovation. Her face was

flushed with excitement and she surprised her partner

further with a crushing hug.

Left momentarily speechless by the gesture, Mulder enjoyed

the warmth of the small arms that circled his waist so

tightly. It wasn’t until the embrace ended that he finally

found his voice. “I never knew the blues affected you so

deeply, Agent Scully.”

She grinned up at him, her eyes sparkling as she teased,

“Hey, you ought to see what happens when I hear Clapton. I

really melt to ‘Slowhands.'”

“I’m really glad to know that, Scully,” Mulder replied

with a wry smile, “I mean, so I know what to give you for

your next birthday and all.”

She cut him a glance, assuring herself of the humor that

lay behind his double entendre, then chuckled to concede

that he’d won this battle of risqué wit.

The refreshment run went smoother this attempt and Mulder

made it back to their spot with time to spare before the

next concert started. The silver light of the late winter

moon set the mood for Boz Scaggs’ set of smooth, slow rock

tunes and ballads, and it wasn’t long before the agents

joined the crowd that was dancing to the romantic rhythms

in the center area of the moon and star lit square.

A hush seemed to fall across the audience when the

familiar soaring strings and haunting keyboards announced

the beginnings of the artist’s most popular hit.

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“Hope they never end this song.

This could take us all night long.

I looked at the moon and I felt blue,

then I looked again and I saw you.”

Mulder glanced down at his partner’s face and grinned at

the sight of her face — so breathtakingly beautiful in the

silvery light. Her eyes were closed and a slight smile

tilted her small, lush, lightly-parted lips. Suddenly the

lids slid open and he was caught in the spellbinding light

of those two sparkling gems that had always so captivated

him.

“Eyes like fire in the night,

bridges burning with their light.

Now, I want to spend the whole night through,

and honey, yes, I’d like to spend it all on you.

“Love, look what you’ve done to me,

never thought I’d fall again so easily.

Oh, love, you wouldn’t lie to me,

leading me to feel this way.”

A smile teased Mulder’s wide, full mouth, making his

eyes glow with lights that flickered and danced in their

always-compelling hazel depths. He leaned into Scully’s

touch as she caressed the warm, slightly stubbly skin of his

jaw. He felt a sense of rightness as she sighed and rested

her head against his chest, swaying to the music and the

muted rhythm of his heart.

“They might fade and turn to stone.

Let’s get crazy all alone.

Hold me closer than you’d ever dare,

close your eyes and I’ll be there.

After all is said and done,

after all you are the one.

Take me up your stairs and through the door.

Take me where we don’t care anymore.”

Mulder felt her soft sigh of contentment though his shirt

and smiling, he slipped a finger beneath her chin, forcing

her to lift her head and meet his gaze. Slowly, as if drawn

together by some unstoppable force, their lips moved to

touch. Feather soft at first, then feeding on the emotions

stirred as cautious tongues began to probe deeper, bodies

melded, souls meshed.

“Love, look what you’ve done to me,

never thought I’d fall again so easily.

Oh, love, you wouldn’t lie to me … would you,

leading me to feel this way?”

“I love you, Scully,” Mulder murmured, over and over,

tasting the smooth soft flesh of her neck. “Tell me you

want me, please, say this is what you want.”

He felt the warm, pliant body he was holding, instantly

grow rigid, then stumbled backwards as she pushed away. The

separation was painful, and a jolting agony came as a

result of its unexpected suddenness.

“Love, look what you’ve done to me,

never thought I’d fall again so easily.”

“Scully?” his tone was part question, part knowing plea.

“I can’t…” she cried, then whirling, she slipped away,

disappearing into the crowd.

“Oh, love, you wouldn’t lie to me,

leading me to feel this way.”

***********

Mulder cursed himself for pushing her. *I always manage to

screw everything up. She’s the best thing that ever

happened in my sorry life, and now I’ve scared her off.

But… I love her. I thought she loved me. Guess I was just

fooling myself, as usual.*

Morose, Mulder made his way off the Strand and to the

nearest liquor store he could find. He bought a fifth of

cheap tequila and wandered off down to the harbor where he

plopped himself down on the dock, legs hanging over the

edge, and opened the bottle. He took a long swig and

coughed as the liquor burned its way down.

“Drinkin’ alone? Why ain’t you at Mardi Gras, the big

party?” said a deep, resonant voice from nearby.

Mulder whirled around to see a middle-aged black man

cleaning fish on the dock beside a charter fishing boat.

The clientele had apparently all left, and the crew was

busy washing down the boat.

“Parties are highly overrated,” replied Mulder. “So why are

you standing there cleaning fish instead of being at Mardi

Gras?”

“I’m workin’. Just cleaned a bunch of fish for some folks

who came off that party boat. They gave me these as a tip.

Gonna take ’em home to the family.”

Mulder stood and walked over to the man and offered him

the bottle.

“Here, have a drink on me. Then I won’t be drinkin’ alone.”

The older man chuckled and took a sip of the tequila to be

companionable, then handed it back to Mulder.

“Thanks, but I can’t have too much. Wife’ll shoot me if I

come home plastered.”

“How long you been married, Mr. …?” asked Mulder.

“Henry Feathers. It’ll be 37 years this April,” the man

replied with a grin. “And you are?”

“Fox Mulder — but just call me Mulder. Tell me, in 37

years of marriage, have you been able to figure out women?”

“Not completely, guess I never will. You got woman trouble?”

Mulder took another swig and wiped his mouth on his

sleeve. “You could say that. I’ve known her almost nine

years and been in love with her most of that time. The last

year, we’ve been getting closer and I thought she was

finally ready to let me in. I guess I pressed her too hard

and scared her off. Now, I’m wondering whether I was

kidding myself all along that she cared more for me than

just as a friend.”

“Nine years?” Henry whistled. “I thought my Amelia took a

long time to warm up to me. I courted her for a year before

she’d let me kiss her and it took three years to get her to

accept my proposal.”

“Well, it’s complicated between Scully and me,” Mulder

told him, easing himself down on the dock and handing the

bottle back to Henry.

Henry took another drink, returned the bottle, then

started putting his fresh fish fillets in plastic bags,

then in the cooler at his feet.

“You see, we work together, we’re partners.”

“You own a business?”

“No, we’re FBI partners — out of Washington.”

“You down here on vacation or business?”

“A little of both.”

Henry nodded and asked, “You checkin’ into that drug

smugglin’ I’ve been hearing rumors about?”

“No, we’re FBI, not DEA. We’re in a special department

that investigates unsolved cases — often with a paranormal

bent.”

“Like ghosts and stuff?”

“Yeah, like that. Coast Guardsman told me about this ghost

ship that appears off Fort Travis. We came down to check it

out. Since it’s Mardi Gras, I thought Scully and I could

have a little fun, too.”

“Galveston and Bolivar are full of ghosts, that ain’t

nothin’ new,” said Henry. “So what’s the problem with you

and your woman?”

He sat down on the dock beside Mulder, who passed him the

bottle of tequila.

“We were dancing, having a great time. Then we kissed. She

seemed to be enjoying it, then I told her I loved her

and… well, anyway, she spooked and ran off.”

“I get the picture. Women are funny, that way. They say we

men have a tough time committing, but they’re just as bad,

I’d say,” Henry mused.

“So how did you get Amelia to break down and let you in her

heart?”

“I just waited her out and let her come to me when she was

ready. Didn’t give up, though. I kept courtin’ her. And I

made it a point to let her know how special she was to me.”

Henry stood up and gave Mulder back his bottle.

“Well, I reckon I’ve had enough. Wouldn’t do for me to go

stumblin’ home to the missus, drunk as a skunk. And I gotta

get these fish home and put in the icebox. Gonna have a

fish fry tomorrow for the family.”

“How many kids you got?”

“Five — three boys and two girls. All of ’em are married

and I got seven grandkids and one on the way.”

“Sounds like a fine family.”

“I’m sure you and your woman will patch things up and have

a family of your own someday.”

“No, Scully can’t have children, I’m afraid,” Mulder said

wistfully.

Henry laughed. “That’s what they told my wife before she

got pregnant with our first. I wouldn’t be too sure about

all that.”

Mulder shrugged, knowing it was all too complicated to

explain to a stranger.

“Well, nice talking to you, Henry. Thanks for the

companionship — and the advice.”

“It’ll be OK,” Henry told him. “If she loves you, and I

bet she does or she wouldn’t have stayed with you all these

years, she’ll come around. Just don’t give up on her.”

Henry loaded his ice chest in the back of his pickup, then

with a wave to Mulder, climbed in and drove off.

Mulder downed the rest of the bottle in silence,

accompanied by only his self-condemning thoughts. Much

later, though the sounds of Mardi Gras were still going

strong, he weaved his way back to the Harbor House and to

their room.

After several attempts, Mulder managed to get the door

open and stumbled into the room. The door to the bedroom

was shut, but the sofa bed was already pulled out and the

covers turned back. Mulder clumsily stripped to his boxers

and collapsed on the bed, out before he could even climb

under the sheets.

Ensconced in her room, Scully heard Mulder come in and she

feigned sleep just in case he opened her bedroom door.

Hearing his sigh as he hit the bed, Scully finally drifted

off herself. She woke two hours later and noticed the light

was still shining under the door. Quietly, she arose and

carefully opened the door.

She saw Mulder sprawled face down on the bed, snoring

softly and mumbling in his sleep. “Scully…”

She approached and caught the strong odor of tequila.

Tears sprung into her eyes as she picked up a blanket and

covered Mulder, then lightly kissed him on the cheek before

turning off the lights and returning to her room — to a

fitful night of tossing and turning, finally falling asleep

just before dawn.

************

Mulder awoke early as the morning sun’s rays brightened

the room. His head was pounding unmercifully and his mouth

tasted like something vile. He tried covering his head with

the other pillow, but it was no use. He gave up on sleep,

rummaged through his bag and found a bottle of aspirin,

shaking out four and downing them with a glass of water. He

showered, letting the warm water stream over his aching

head, then got out and dressed, preparing to go in search

of food.

Not trusting himself to drive just yet, he wandered around

the Strand on foot. Street crews were busy cleaning up the

mess from the night before and cops were rousting a youth

who had passed out in front of a shop on the square.

Finally, he found a café open for breakfast and downed

several cups of coffee and a huge stack of pancakes. By the

time he finished, it was almost 9 a.m., so he ordered a

large cup of coffee and an order of Eggs Benedict to take

back for Scully.

Mulder arrived back at the hotel room around 9:45, to hear

Scully showering. He tried not to think about what it would

be like to join her. Those kind of thoughts had brought him

nothing but trouble, so far.

She emerged, wrapped in a thick terrycloth robe.

“I brought you breakfast,” Mulder told her, acting as if

everything was normal. “It’s on the table, there. When you

get ready, let’s go to Moody Gardens, OK? I’ve heard it’s

pretty spectacular.” He looked at the brochure he’d picked

up in the hotel lobby. “They have a Rainforest Pyramid, an

aquarium, a 3D IMAX and a Ridefilm Theater. And then

there’s the paddle-wheeler, The Colonel, and lots more.”

Scully nodded and sat down at the table. She took a sip of

coffee, then opened her box of food.

“Mmmmm. Eggs Benedict! How did you know I loved this dish?”

“You mentioned it once to me when I commented on one of

your low-cal breakfasts,” Mulder replied with a grin. “You

said you wished you could order Eggs Benedict, but if you

ate like that on the road all the time, you wouldn’t be

able to walk, let alone run.”

Scully finished her breakfast while Mulder read the

brochure to her aloud. It took her another half-hour to

dress and put on her makeup and when she came out of her

room, Mulder was sound asleep on the sofa bed, the

television turned to some old movie.

She chuckled and lightly patted his face, calling to him.

Mulder’s eyes flew open and he sat up, suppressing a groan.

“Ready to go?”

He nodded and stood up, stretching.

“I think I’d better drive,” she said, and he gave her no

argument.

As they drove out Seawall, Scully commented, “I’ve never

been to Moody Gardens. Back when I was doing my residency,

the gardens were all they had. All these other attractions

came later.”

The two of them spent the day touring Moody Gardens,

laughing at the antics of the penguins at the aquarium, and

marveling at all the exotic colorful butterflies and birds

in the Rainforest Pyramid. Mulder couldn’t talk Scully into

the Ridefilm Theater, but they did go for a cruise on The

Colonel, then caught “Alien Adventure” at the 3D IMAX.

The sun was starting to go down as they made their way

back to the rental in the parking lot, still chuckling over

the movie and discussing how real the 3D effects made

things seem.

Fastening his seat belt on the passenger side, Mulder

said, “OK, on to Fort Travis. It’s getting dark, now, so

maybe we won’t have long to wait until the ghost ship shows

up.”

Scully sighed, but complied, driving them back to Bolivar

and the old fort.

They decided to wait in the car until it was completely

dark, talking a bit about nothing in particular — and most

certainly not the events between them of the previous day —

and fell silent, finally falling asleep, both tired from

too little sleep.

Mulder awoke when he heard an engine in the distance.

Looking out the windshield, he saw a light out on the water.

He shook Scully. “Wake up. Looks like our ghost ship is

making its appearance.”

Scully sat up and they pulled their flashlights and guns

from the glove compartment and got out to go investigate.

Both of them had decided to bring their weapons, though

they had left them in the car while at Moody Gardens.

As they walked by the fort, they heard voices and saw a

light waving around through the battlements.

Mulder motioned to Scully and they quietly made their way

over to the fort to see, not ghosts, but three very live

men bringing boxes out of one of the previously-padlocked

storerooms. The room beside it was also open.

“I don’t think this is on the up and up,” Mulder whispered

to Scully, and reached for his gun. She followed suit and

they crept up closer.

“That will be far enough,” came a voice from behind them.

Mulder started to turn around.

“Uh, uh, don’t do that. I’ve got a gun. Now, both of you,

nice and easy, pitch your guns behind you.”

Mulder exchanged a glance with Scully. He tossed his back

a few feet behind the man. He had hoped that would distract

the guy, but it seemed the man knew what he was doing.

“Now, you, little lady.”

Scully reluctantly did as he commanded.

He picked up her gun, then backed up a few paces and

scooped up Mulder’s revolver.

“OK, hands on heads and march,” ordered their captor.

They made their way to the fort and the three men there

looked up, drawing their guns as their friend approached,

herding Mulder and Scully in front of him.

“Looky what I found, guys!”

“Coupla nosy tourists, Mike?” asked one of the others.

“No, Gary, I think they might be cops. They were both

packing.”

Mulder got a glimpse of the inside of one of the boxes,

which had plastic bags full of tan-colored enamel-like

cookies. The boxes were marked “U.S. Army MRE” but these

were not containers of food.

“Crack, Scully,” Mulder told her, nodding toward the

container.

“They got ID on them?” asked Gary, ignoring Mulder. “They

sheriff’s department? DEA? Take a look, Bobby,” he

instructed one of the men who had been helping him.

Bobby was not a particularly good-looking fellow, with his

burr haircut and the scar stretching from the corner of his

mouth to his ear.

He patted Mulder down, first searching for extra weapons,

and quickly found the gun around the agent’s ankle. Pulling

out Mulder’s wallet from his hip pocket, Bobby grinned at

the hundred dollar bills in there and pocketed them for

himself. He found Mulder’s badge case and opened it.

“This one’s a fed, all right, but FBI.” He tossed the

badge to Gary, then moved over to Scully. Looking her up

and down, he grinned and proceeded to paw her, ostensibly

looking for her ID and any other possible weapons.

She looked over at Mulder and saw the fury building in his

face at her treatment. Scully groaned, reached out, took

Bobby by the shoulders as if she was going to draw him to

her for a kiss. Instead, she thrust her knee between his

legs — hard — and he collapsed to the ground.

While the others’ attention was on Bobby and Scully,

Mulder tackled Mike and started wrestling him for the gun.

“Run, Scully! Go get help!”

Instead, Scully kicked Bobby in the head and quickly

looked for a gun as the other two moved in.

Gary ran up to Mulder and Mike, pulling a knife as he

went. He grabbed Mulder around the neck and stuck the knife

into the agent’s back. Mulder cried out in surprise and

pain, and Mike easily broke free. Mulder collapsed to the

ground as Scully struggled with the fourth man.

“That’ll be enough of that, lady,” ordered Mike. “Unless

you want me to finish off your boyfriend, here.”

Scully looked over her shoulder to see Mulder writhing in

pain and Mike standing over him, his gun trained on the

agent’s head. She immediately stopped struggling and ran

over to Mulder. Dropping to her knees, she asked worriedly,

“Where are you hurt?”

“My back…” Mulder managed to say.

She noted the blood on his shirt, then pushing it up, saw

the wound — in the area of the kidney. Scully pulled off

her sweatshirt, wadded it up and pressed it to the wound

as their captors stood around watching.

Gary glanced at his watch. “Shit, we’ve got to hurry up.

We’ve got to meet Salinas with this shipment in 15 minutes!

We don’t have time to deal with these two. Lock them in the

storage rooms.”

Bobby was standing by then, if a little awkwardly. “I want

this one for myself,” he said, indicating Scully.

“Later. And you can share,” replied Gary with a laugh.

“Put them in separate rooms. We don’t want any trouble from

him when we come back later to get some tail. When we get

finished, we can haul the bodies offshore and feed ’em to

the sharks.”

Hearing they were going to be separated, Scully tied the

sweatshirt around Mulder, to try to keep pressure on the

wound.

They dragged a groaning Mulder into one room and chained

the door back, then pushed Scully into the room beside it,

locking the door after them.

Scully heard their voices move away from the fort. She

walked over to the dividing wall between the two rooms and

called out to her partner.

“Mulder! Can you hear me?”

Lying alone in his dark cell, Scully’s voice was like a

light penetrating the gloom surrounding Mulder.

“I hear you,” he called back weakly.

“Are you having trouble breathing? Any blood in your mouth?”

“Breathing is OK, not great. I don’t think … they got my

lung, though,” Mulder told her.

“How’s the bleeding?”

“Dunno.” His voice definitely sounded weary.

“Reach behind you and see if it’s coming through the

sweatshirt I tied around you.”

She heard Mulder grunt in pain as he reached around and

put his hand to his back. He could feel the wetness on the

back of his hand, though it was too dark to see.

“Mulder?”

“Yeah, Scully.”

“Are you still bleeding?”

“Yeah.”

“Lay on your back. That will help put pressure on the

wound.”

He did as she instructed, then cried out lightly at the

pain.

“I know it hurts, but you’ve got to do this.”

“‘K, Scully. I know. You all right?”

“I’m fine.”

“Truth, Scully.”

“I’m a little bruised from the manhandling, but I’m not

hurt. Mulder, I’m going to get you out of here. It’s going

to be all right.”

“Ummm,” Mulder mumbled. He was feeling more tired by the

second.

“Stay with me, Mulder. It’s lonesome over here.”

“Tired.”

“OK, rest a bit, then, but don’t give up, you hear me?”

“OK.”

Mulder closed his eyes and tried not to think about the

possibility he might not make it out this hellhole. He

never did like total darkness. It was so oppressive.

Instead, he replayed the events of the weekend — at least

until Scully had run away. Hopefully, he’d have another

chance to show her how important she was to him.

“I thought Anne and I would have plenty of time, too,”

said a man’s voice from the darkness.

Mulder’s eyes flew open and he saw a young man sitting

across from him. Light surrounded the figure and penetrated

the gloom of the cell.

*What the hell?!* Mulder thought. “Who … you?”

“Name’s Jamie Simmons, Mr. Mulder. I sort of … live

around here. Or used to.”

Mulder took in the youth’s clothing. He was dressed all in

gray.

“How … know me?”

“I saw you and your lady out here yesterday, walking on

the beach. Looks like you’ve bought yourself some trouble.

I did that, once. All my friends were joining up, so I did,

too. Thought it was the right thing to do. But it didn’t

turn out so well. Had a beautiful girl waiting for me, but

I blew it.”

“You’re a …” Mulder said, not sure whether to put a name

to what he was seeing.

“Ghost? Yeah, I guess that’s right. I seem to be tied to

this area. My shipmates, too. Difference is, they don’t

know they’re ghosts and the ship was lost long ago.”

“Why?” Mulder asked, completely fascinated.

“I don’t know. I know for me, I feel like there’s

something unfinished. Maybe it’s because Anne is tied to

here, too. I see her sometimes, but I can’t reach her.”

Jamie shook his head. “You two remind me of us. I didn’t

stop to think of the consequences of running off to war.

And I never could get Anne to fully open up to me. Here,

let me show you what happened to us.”

In the far corner, a tableau played before Mulder’s eyes.

He saw a little girl and boy playing together on the

seashore, then the scene changed and he saw them, older,

walking hand in hand along the same stretch of beach.

Then at last he saw them standing on a dock. The boy

looked like he did now and he was talking to his girl.

“I even proposed to her, but she wouldn’t have me,” said

Jamie sadly. “My ship went down that night and that was it.

I thought I’d have a lot of years and Anne and I would have

a passel of kids and grow old together.”

“What happened to Anne?” Mulder asked.

“She found me on the beach, then swam out into the ocean

and drowned herself.”

Mulder nodded in understanding.

*I don’t think I could go on if anything happened to

Scully,* he said to himself, too weak to talk much, but it

seemed Jamie could hear him anyway.

“She might just feel the same way, you know.”

“Doesn’t want me.”

“She’s just scared, Mulder. Afraid to get too close.

Afraid to be hurt. Anne was the same way.”

In the next cell over, Scully had dozed off, but awoke

when she heard Mulder speaking. She listened for a moment.

He seemed to be carrying on a conversation — a one-sided

conversation.

“Mulder!” she called out. “How are you doing over there?”

“‘Scuse me,” Mulder said to Jamie, then answered Scully.

“Still here. Not feeling too great, though. Getting cold in

here.”

Scully was even more worried. She was having a tough time

keeping warm in the dank room, herself, and knew it must

be even worse for Mulder.

“You must be going into shock, Mulder. Hang in there.”

She heard him talking again to someone.

“Mulder, is there someone in there with you?”

“Yeah. Jamie. He’s a ghost.”

“You’re delirious, Mulder. Try to rest.”

Mulder chuckled, then groaned as the laughing jarred his

wound.

“Doesn’t believe in you,” he explained to Jamie, who

grinned widely.

Scully stood and felt along the wall until she came to the

metal door. She pushed at it futilely. It was no use. The

lock and chain were quite secure.

“You love him, don’t you, Dana?” came a voice from the

back of the room.

Scully whirled around to see a young woman standing

against the rear wall.

The dark-haired girl was wearing a long gingham dress in

a 19th century style.

“Who are you and how did you get in here?” Scully demanded.

“Anne Landry. I’m from around here. I know this place well.”

“Is there some sort of secret entrance? Can you show me?”

Anne shook her head.

“Why not? Listen, my partner is next door and he’s badly

hurt. He needs a hospital.”

“He’s more than just your partner, isn’t he?”

“What are you talking about? How do you know me?”

“I saw the two of you out on the beach yesterday. I

couldn’t help overhearing your conversation. You know, you

really should give him a chance. He loves you a lot. You

never know how much time you’re going to have, so you

should make the most of it.”

Scully was completely baffled, now, but it suddenly

occurred to her the only light in the room was coming from

the woman. It wasn’t the first time she’d seen a ghost. And

she still didn’t like it. At least this ghost didn’t seem

to mean any harm to her.

She slid to the floor, muttering, “Why me?”

“Jamie wanted me to marry him, but I kept turning him

down. That kind of commitment was just too scary. I kept

thinking I liked things as they were, but yet there was

that longing. But I just couldn’t get past my fear. And

too, he was going off to war. I remember how handsome he

looked that day on the dock. I wouldn’t even kiss him. I

was worried about what people would think,” Anne told

Scully, and called up the scene at the docks that fateful

day in 1862.

The agent watched, her jaw hanging open, at the glimpse

into the past that ended in tragedy for both young people.

“You’re both dead, now. Aren’t you together?” Scully asked

her.

“I thought I could join him if I died, too, but it didn’t

quite work out that way,” Anne replied sadly. “I can feel

him near, but I can’t approach him. It’s like I’m being

punished for taking my own life. I’m tied to this area and

because of me, Jamie is, too. He won’t move on without me.”

“I’m sorry things went so badly for you. I do care about

Mulder, but it’s just so overwhelming.”

Talking about Mulder reminded Scully to check on him

again. She moved closer to the wall between them.

“Mulder?”

“Here, Scully. Been talkin’ to Jamie,” he mumbled.

She didn’t tell him about her own visitor. She still

wasn’t entirely sure she wasn’t imagining the whole thing.

“Scully? It’s cold, really cold. Can’t get warm.” His voice

was definitely growing weaker.

“Gotta … rest.” He tried to take a deep breath, but

couldn’t — it hurt too much. “Scully…?”

“Yes, Mulder?”

“Love you, Scully. Always.”

Tears began to run down her face.

“Oh, Mulder. You know I care, don’t you?”

There was no reply.

“Mulder?”

Still nothing.

She turned around, to seek out Anne again, but instead saw

Mulder standing before her, his lips moving, but no sound

emerging.

“How did you…?” she started to ask, then he disappeared

before her eyes.

“No! Mulder!” Fearing the worst, she ran to the door and

began banging on it. “Someone, anyone, please help us! Oh,

God, please don’t let him die.”

Mulder was now unconscious and could not hear her, but

Jamie did, and walked through the door of Mulder’s cell.

Moving over to the one that held Scully, he looked up at

the night sky. “Lord, please give me the strength to do

this. Let me help these people.”

Jamie concentrated and focused intensely on the metal

door, then reached out, touched the padlock and it fell

off.

“All right!” He pulled the chain through the door and

threw it down, then opened it up and saw Scully standing at

the entrance.

“I heard you yelling, ma’am. Need some help?”

“Yes, thank God! I’m an FBI agent and my partner is badly

wounded and locked in the next cell over. Please unlock it

so I can get in there to him.”

He nodded and accompanied her to the next door. Scully

couldn’t quite see what he was doing, but once again, Jamie

managed to activate the tumblers in the lock. Scully pulled

the chain out herself and flung open the door. She could

barely make out the figure lying on the floor next to the

wall. Running over to Mulder, she kneeled beside him and

immediately felt for a pulse. It was there, but very rapid,

as was his breathing, which seemed to be growing weaker.

She called back over her shoulder, “Call 911! We need Life

Flight right away!”

Jamie was puzzled at her words. He figured she was asking

for outside help, but he didn’t quite understand what she

was saying. But he knew someone who would. As Scully tended

to Mulder, Jamie disappeared.

A moment later he reappeared in Jimmy Duhon’s bedroom.

“Wake up, Jimmy! There’s some folks need your help!”

Duhon woke rather slowly to see Jamie standing beside the

bed. With one hand, he reached for his glasses on the

bedside table, and with the other, pulled a pistol out of

the drawer and trained it on Jamie.

Jamie laughed. “I wouldn’t worry about that, Mr. Duhon.

But there’s a man and woman over at the fort and they need

help. Man’s been stabbed. She said get help, so that’s what

I’m doin’.”

Duhon’s eyes narrowed, but he reached for the phone anyway

and dialed 911, requesting police and an ambulance. He hung

up the phone and turned on the light. His visitor had

vanished.

“I’ll be damned!” Duhon mumbled, reaching for his clothes.

Once dressed, he quickly looked through the house but saw no

one. Grabbing a flashlight, he opened the door to go over

to the fort.

As he ran, he suddenly remembered where he had seen the

young man before. “Oh, shit! That’s the boy I saw dead on

the beach!” *Least he’s a polite fella, even if he is a

ghost.*

The ambulance and sheriff’s deputy arrived at the fort

right behind Duhon. He saw them coming in the gate and

waved his flashlight at them. The deputy was one he knew —

had dealt with before.

The deputy stopped the car beside Duhon and rolled down

his window.

“What’s up, Mr. Jimmy? Dispatcher said you called for cops

and an ambulance.”

“Somebody came and woke me up, sayin’ a man had been

knifed down at the fort. I’m just gettin’ here myself.

C’mon!”

The deputy got out and was joined by two paramedics,

hauling a stretcher, and the four ran quickly to the fort.

Seeing the doors open that were normally locked, it was

easy to figure out where the trouble was.

Moving quickly to the nearest room and shining their

flashlights in there, they saw Scully bent over Mulder,

giving him artificial respiration.

She looked over her shoulder and sighed in relief to see

that help had arrived.

“He stopped breathing just now,” she told the paramedics

as they pulled their equipment out of their case, then

resumed breathing for her partner.

One medic quickly placed an ambu bag over Mulder’s

mouth and nose and started ventilating him, while the

other started an I.V. of saline solution. After gathering

Mulder’s vitals, they radioed them into UTMB in Galveston

and put mast pants on him to try to stabilize his blood

pressure.

The doctor on the other end quickly diagnosed Mulder’s

symptoms and instructed the paramedics to start a unit of

plasma expander.

The deputy led Scully a little ways off and quizzed her,

“What happened here, ma’am? What were you two doing here?”

She showed the officer her ID and briefly explained the X-

Files.

“We were here to check out the stories of the ghost ship.

We were walking over to the water, when we saw lights and

noises coming from the fort. We went up for a closer look

and saw some men moving some boxes around. It all seemed

pretty strange to be doing that after dark, so we were

going in to investigate when we got caught. Turns out they

were smuggling crack cocaine. You should check these boxes

of MREs in these rooms. I don’t think you’ll like what you

find. Anyway, there was a struggle as we tried to get away

and one of them stabbed my partner and then locked us up in

these rooms. If it hadn’t been for that young man who heard

me yelling, and got the doors open, Mulder would probably

be dead, now.”

Duhon nodded knowingly and asked, “This young fella, was

he dressed in gray? And had blond hair? He showed up at my

place, saying you needed help over here.”

“That’s him! Do you know him?”

“Not exactly, but I seen him before. He was the body I

found on the beach the other day.”

“What do you mean?”

“That boy was a ghost, ma’am. He disappeared right after I

called 911.”

Scully shook her head, but did not dispute what Duhon said.

“I’m … not sure about all that. Look, they’re getting my

partner ready to transport. I’ve got to go. Officer, if

you’ll look me up at the hospital later, I’ll try to ID

some mugshots for you.”

With that, Scully walked alongside the paramedics as they

rolled the stretcher to the ambulance.

“We’ve called for Life Flight,” the senior paramedic told

her. “We’re gonna meet them at the ferry landing, where

it’s all lit.”

She nodded and insisted on riding with them, but they made

her ride up front with the driver. There was a window to

the back, though, so she could watch them working on Mulder.

Within just a few minutes, they were at the ferry landing

and they could see the chopper coming in to set down. The

paramedics rushed Mulder to the air ambulance, turning him

over to the others in the helicopter, who had already

brought themselves up to date on the patient.

This time, Scully would not let them keep her from

accompanying Mulder.

“I’m an FBI agent and a medical doctor. And I know his

medical history thoroughly.”

The chopper pilot nodded in assent and she climbed in

behind Mulder.

The flight over the bay was quite short, but necessary.

Though the ferries ran all night, Mulder’s condition was

too serious to wait the 30 minutes it took to ride across

on the ferry.

Thanks to the fluids going in and an oxygen mask, Mulder

was again breathing on his own, but his blood pressure was

still far too low. Once at the UTMB emergency center — a

complete building of its own — they quickly unloaded

Mulder’s stretcher and ran him into the emergency room and

the waiting hands of the doctors and nurses.

Scully quickly informed them of Mulder’s medication

allergies, then allowed herself to be led away to complete

the necessary paperwork.

That done, she returned to the emergency room to find them

preparing Mulder for surgery.

Mulder’s doctor saw Scully and approached her.

“I’m Dr. Doug Wells. You’re Agent Mulder’s partner?”

“Right. And next of kin. How is he? You should know I’m a

medical doctor myself, though a forensic pathologist.”

The doctor nodded and proceeded to fill her in on Mulder’s

condition.

“I’m pretty sure he’s bleeding internally. There may be

some damage to the kidney and it looks like the renal vein

was nicked as well. We’re taking him to surgery

immediately. If you’ll go to the waiting room, I’ll come

out when it’s over and let you know how things went.”

Wells started to walk back to Mulder, then turned to Scully.

“You said you were a medical doctor yourself. You look

awfully familiar. Did you go to school here?”

“No, but I did do my residency here in pathology. I

finished up 10 years ago. Were you here, then?”

“Yes, I was. I must have run into you at some point. My

girlfriend then was in pathology — Brenda Vickers — you

know her?”

“Yes! We roomed together my second year here.”

“I thought I knew you from somewhere. Brenda and I are

married. She’s on staff here, too.” He saw Mulder being

wheeled into the elevator. “Looks like our ride is here.

I’ll talk to you later.”

Scully rode up in the elevator with them, though, and

talked to Mulder, who was still unconscious.

She stroked his hair back from his forehead and whispered

to him.

“You’re going to be fine, Mulder. I’ll be waiting for you.

You fight, now, you hear me?”

The elevator came to a halt and they took her partner on

to the operating room while she found a restroom to try and

clean up.

She looked at Mulder’s blood on her hands and suddenly,

the grave situation hit her hard and tears began flowing

down her cheeks. It wasn’t the first time he’d been close

to death, but it never got easier.

Scully washed up and went back to the waiting room.

Checking her watch, she saw it was nearly 7 a.m. Skinner

would probably be getting ready for work. She found a phone

and dialed his home number.

The assistant director was very good about the whole

thing, promising her any assistance necessary and making

her promise to let him know how Mulder’s surgery went.

Scully hung up the phone and wrapped her arms around

herself. It was a lonely feeling, being by yourself in a

hospital waiting room, anxiously awaiting news of a loved

one.

*Loved one.*

She turned the words over in her head. *One who is loved.*

She sighed greatly and sat down to wait.

*I guess I do love him. It’s just so hard to say it —

like if I say it aloud, then it will disappear, and him

along with it.*

The thought of Mulder not in her life was a very hollow

feeling. He’d told her she made him complete, but the

opposite was true, as well. *He makes me complete, too.*

Almost three hours, numerous cups of coffee and several

old magazines later, the surgeon finally emerged, his

scrubs stained.

Scully almost ran up to him, but maintained her dignity.

“He’s a fighter, that one,” Wells told her. “It was as I

thought. The left kidney had a minor laceration and the

renal vein had a tiny hole where the knife just caught it.

If the vein had been severed, Agent Mulder would not

have made it. He had a rough time in the operating room.

We were pretty concerned about his blood pressure — it

plummeted at one point — but he stuck in there with us.”

“How is he?”

“I’d still call him critical, and we’ll keep him in ICU

for at least a couple of days, but I think he’s going to be

fine. We got him here in time.”

“Thank you, Doctor. When can I see him?”

“He’ll be in recovery for the next hour or so and then

we’ll get him settled in ICU. I’ll send a nurse to let you

know. He yawned and pulled off his surgical cap.

“Well, I’m going to get cleaned up and make rounds.

Brenda should be on duty by now. You ought to drop by and

see her later on. I’ll tell her you’re here, too.”

“Thanks, Doug — for everything. Yes, it would be great to

see her again. Right now, though, I’m too worried about

Mulder to be very good company,” Scully told him.

“Completely understandable. I’ll see you later, I’m sure.”

Wells left for the staff lounge to get ready for the rest

of his day.

Scully took the opportunity to call the Gunmen to let them

know Mulder’s condition.

“We’ll hack into their database and make sure they’re

treating him right,” Frohike swore, but Scully made him

promise to leave it alone.

“I’ll call you if there’s any change in his condition.”

She listened for a moment. “No, you don’t need to come down

right now. Yes, I’ll let you know if I need you to do

anything.”

The next two calls were to Skinner at FBI headquarters

and to her mother.

“Hi, Mom, it’s me,” she said, calling home. “I’m in

Galveston at the University of Texas Medical Branch. Yes,

the same place I did my residency.” She gave Maggie a

chance to speak, then assured her mother, “No, I’m fine.

It’s Mulder. He was badly wounded by drug smugglers. No,

we’re not on drug enforcement detail, we stumbled on them

while investigating another case.”

She heard Maggie sigh and complain.

“Yes, I know it’s a dangerous job. But you know I love it,

Mom. We make a difference.”

Scully let her mother vent her frustrations.

“Well, Mom, I’ve got to go. They’ll be coming soon to take

me to Mulder. I love you.”

Her mother said something she didn’t quite catch.

“What’s that, Mom?”

Maggie repeated herself.

Scully shook her head and raised an eyebrow. “No, Mulder

and I are NOT going to get married. We’re partners, just

friends.”

Maggie protested, but Scully cut her off.

“Bye, Mom, talk to you soon,” she said, practically

hanging up on her mother.

She sat down again on the comfortable plaid sofa and

leaned her head back. The next thing she was aware of was a

nurse shaking her awake.

“Dr. Scully? Agent Mulder is in ICU now, if you’d like to

go see him.”

Scully stood up quickly. “Did he wake up from the

anesthesia all right?”

“Yes, but he’s still very groggy and out of it. He did ask

for you, though.”

Scully would have run, but waited for the nurse to lead

her to the room, then thanked her.

She definitely could not say that Mulder looked good, but

just the fact that he was no longer lying in a dark, damp

concrete cell, bleeding out, made him look so much better.

Scully crossed over, pulled up a chair and took Mulder’s

hand.

His eyes fluttered open and he focused on her. He gave her

a weak grin.

“How do you feel?” she said, asking the same question she

always asked when he was in such condition.

“Like… the target in a knife-throwing act,” he replied.

She chuckled and brought his hand to her cheek, then kissed

it.

“Scully?”

“Yes, Mulder?”

“Love me?”

She took a deep breath, looked down for a moment and

replied,”Yes, I do love you, Mulder. Very much.” Scully

looked up to see his reaction, only to discover he was

sound asleep and likely had not heard a word she said.

She smiled indulgently and kissed him lightly on the lips,

before leaning back in her chair and closing her own eyes.

Epilogue

The beach at Fort Travis Seashore Park was deserted — save

for two figures walking quickly toward each other.

The young man took the woman he loved into his arms and

swung her around, then kissed her with a passion that had

not wavered for 139 years.

“Oh, Anne, I’ve waited so long for you to come to me.”

“I couldn’t before, Jamie. But now we can be together. By

helping those two lovers, we helped ourselves.”

As daylight broke, a bright stream of sunlight pierced

through the overcast sky and shone down upon the two.

Jamie grinned at Anne and gallantly offered his arm.

“May I have this dance, ma’am?”

“It would be my pleasure, sir,” she replied with a wide

smile.

She took his arm and they began dancing to a tune only they

could hear. Together they waltzed up the sunbeam, laughing

in joy as they went, and then disappeared from view.

The End

Authors’ note: The Denbigh really was a Confederate boat

and its wreckage really does lie on Bird Key, just offshore

Fort Travis Seashore Park. But the real Denbigh, while

indeed a sidewheeler, was a blockade runner, not a gunboat.

It did not wreck in a storm in 1862. It ran aground in 1865

(about a month after Lee had already surrendered at

Appomattox) and the Union, who had been trying for years

to catch this boat, caught her stranded on the shoals and

shelled her, then boarded and burned her. The crew all

escaped and were later rescued by another Confederate

vessel. One crew member is listed as having drowned in 1864

when the Denbigh first visited Galveston. To read about the

Denbigh archaelogical project and the boat’s history go to

http://nautarch.tamu.edu/projects/denbigh/denbigh.html .

Galveston was an important Texas city in the 19th century.

In 1860, it was the largest city in Texas and the primary

seaport. For a brief history of Galveston during the Civil

War, go to

http://nautarch.tamu.edu/projects/denbigh/galv01.htm .

Your Past is Showing

Cover

TITLE: Your Past is Showing

INFO: Written for I Made This Productions Virtual Season 8

AUTHOR: Jo-Ann Lassiter

EMAIL ADDRESS: 70302.3654@compuserve.com

DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: Post anywhere. Thanks.

SPOILER WARNING: Up to, but not including, “Requiem”

RATING: PG

CLASSIFICATION: S, A

KEY WORDS: M/S UST; Sk/M/Sc friendship

DISCLAIMER: This story is based on characters created by

Chris Carter and

Ten Thirteen Productions. Characters used without

permission. No

infringement intended.

THANKS: To Gerry, for her usual bang-up job of beta-ing.

SUMMARY: When Scully and Mulder travel to Newark, New

Jersey to assist A.D. Skinner with a case, Mulder discovers

that he and Skinner had previously been assigned to the

same case there ten years earlier. While Mulder’s

recollection of the case is somewhat hazy, Skinner’s is all

too clear.

Your Past is Showing

By Jo-Ann Lassiter

70302.3654@compuserve.com

Prologue

Newark, New Jersey

Thursday, May 16, 1991

“Set?”

“Set,” the voice came crackling over the headset.

“On three. One, two… go!”

Eight helmeted forms, covered neck to foot in bulky navy

blue, lumbered across the field of weeds and uncut grass

toward the ramshackle two-story house.

Two figures at opposite ends of the field dropped to their

right knees and took aim at the house. “Tear gas ready!”

they announced almost simultaneously.

The man in the lead nodded. “Do it.”

As the canisters were fired, the front door burst open.

One man with a semi-automatic machine pistol threw himself

out the door, hit the porch flat on his stomach, and opened

fire on the task force. His only cover was a battered

rocking chair, but it provided enough of a barrier for him

to pick off each member one by one. He screamed that they’d

never take him alive.

The man was right. By the time it was over, he was dead.

So was everyone else.

*****

X-Files Office

Thursday, February 15, 2001

8:30 a.m.

“Don’t get comfortable, Scully. You won’t be there too

long.” Mulder breezed through the door, a large manila

envelope in his hand.

The female agent frowned. “Oh, come on, Mulder. We’ve been

out of town all week.” She sighed as she lowered herself

into her chair. “All right. What’s up?”

Her partner walked over and sat on a corner of her desk.

“We’ve been asked to consult on a case.”

Scully looked thoughtful for a moment. “The Chairman of

the Board killings?”

Mulder stared at her, a bemused smile on his face. “Mind

telling me how you made that connection?”

She schooled her face into recitation mode. “Number One:

The persons in question were all presidents of

international corporations. Two, they all died of a lobar

intracerebral hemorrhage, which in itself wouldn’t have

been suspicious, until a second and then a third CEO died

of the same cause. And, three…” She met his eyes. “That’s

where Skinner is.”

Mulder’s face broke out in a grin. “How did you know he

was there?”

Picking up several sheets of paper from the corner of her

desk, she waved them in the air. “These expense reports. I

brought them up to him, and Kim said he’d gone up Monday.

The Newark SAC’s out with a respiratory infection, and they

wanted someone high profile to take charge of such a high

profile case.”

Mulder nodded, standing. “Well, we’d better get home and

pack. We’re booked on the eleven o’clock out of National.”

“This morning?” She groaned. Why couldn’t they just once

catch her before she drove all the way in to work?

” ‘Fraid so.” He moved to the coat rack, unhooking her

coat. Sighing, she walked over and let him help her into

it. “Meet you at the gate between 10 and 10:30?” he asked.

At her nod, he touched a hand lightly to her arm. “Can I

interest you in a bagel from Katz’s?”

She brightened at his offer; the best bagels on the planet

came from that little hole in the wall shop down the street

from Mulder’s apartment. “That’d be great, Mulder. Thanks.”

He slipped into his own coat. “My pleasure, partner.” When

he held the door open, she grabbed up her briefcase and

strode out ahead of him.

They walked to the garage in silence, parting at Mulder’s

car; he always got a prime spot, since he arrived at the

crack of dawn. Scully wasn’t too much further away, but she

still envied him those few less steps she might have saved

her aching feet at the end of a hard day.

She looked back when she reached her car and gave him a

wave. He waved back, then got in and pulled out. Scully was

behind him until the first corner, where he went straight,

and she turned right. Flicking on the radio for background,

she tried to remember what the weather was like in New

Jersey this time of year.

Newark Field Office Bullpen 1:05 p.m.

“Excuse me.”

Mulder decided that ninety seconds of standing in front of

a desk waiting to be acknowledged was ninety seconds too

much. The agent on the obviously personal phone call

glanced at him, threw an irritated glare his way, then

turned his back on him.

The D.C. agent blew out an exasperated breath; Scully came

into his line of sight, and he scowled at her. “Oh. You’re

back.”

He watched her eyes take in the man making goo-goo noises

over the phone; when her eyes met his he knew she was fully

aware of the score. “I couldn’t get anyone at Reception to

acknowledge me, either, Mulder. Let’s go find the A.D.

ourselves.”

The man’s eyes bugged, and Mulder was impressed at the

speed with which he blew off someone who, mere seconds ago,

had commanded his utmost attention. Yessiree bob, a little

name-dropping went a long way.

“You’re Fox Mulder,” the man declared, as if informing him

of a momentous occurrence.

Mulder’s eyes narrowed. “Yes, I am.” He held a hand out

toward Scully. “This is my partner, Dana Scully. We’d like

to see Assistant Director Skinner, please.”

The man nodded to them. “Special Agent Eric Stone,” he

introduced himself, pushing the chair back and standing.

Scooting out from behind the desk, Stone led them down a

corridor. “This way, please.” The agent stopped in front of

a door bearing the title, ‘Conference Room 3.’ Stone hooked

his thumb toward the door. “Skinner’s in there.”

Mulder blinked at the man’s sudden return to disrespect.

He sighed and nodded. “Thanks.”

Just as Mulder raised a hand to knock, Stone spoke. “Er…

Agent Mulder?”

Mulder lowered his hand. “Yeah?”

“You probably don’t remember me, but I was here in ’91

when you caught Henry Linderman.”

Mulder furrowed his brows in concentration, trying to

recall the time frame. “Ninety-one?”

Stone nodded. “May of ’91. It was amazing. You weren’t

even here two days when you wrote the profile that nailed

the guy.” Stone’s eyes hardened. “It’s too bad you didn’t

get here a couple of days sooner, before *he*…” Mulder

followed the man’s eyes to the closed door. “…got

everyone killed.”

Mulder looked up quickly. He had heard that the

investigation had not gone well, that there had been a

bloodbath right before his arrival. But he had not heard

that the blame had been placed on the previous SAC, and

he’d had no idea that that SAC had been Skinner.

Mulder smiled wanly. “Um…” What do you say to someone

who has just paid you a compliment, but at the expense of

another? “How’ve you been, Agent Stone?” he asked, lamely.

“Fine, thanks. At least until a few days ago.” Stone left

no doubt in Mulder’s mind as to what happened — or,

rather, who arrived — a few days ago.

Mulder felt uneasy with Stone’s obvious animosity toward

Skinner. He’d come to respect his boss, and was pretty

close to considering the A.D. a friend.

“Well, it was nice to meet you, Agent Stone,” Scully said,

“but we’d better report in.” She rapped sharply on the

door. Stone beat a quick retreat, and Mulder sighed

gratefully.

At the muffled, “Come in,” Scully turned the knob and

pushed open the door; Mulder followed his partner in.

“Scully, Mulder… come on in.” Mulder exchanged a look

with Scully; Skinner sounded almost excited to see them.

“Sit down, please.” He gestured them to the comfortable-

looking chairs in front of his desk. “Have a good flight?”

The agents’ eyes met once more. Skinner *never* indulged

in small talk. “Er… yes, sir,” Scully answered.

“Good; good,” Skinner said, nodding. “Find the motel all

right?”

Mulder’s eyes widened. What was going on here? “Actually,

no,” he answered. “We picked up our rental and came

straight here. Sir, are you all right?”

Skinner seemed surprised, then annoyed by the question.

“Fine, Agent Mulder.” The A.D. straightened his shoulders,

and any hint of anxiety fled. “Have you had time to

familiarize yourselves with the case?” he asked, all

business.

“Yes, sir,” Scully answered. “I understand you’re holding

the last victim for me?”

Skinner nodded. “Victor Ramsay. President of Anchortron

Development Corporation.”

Scully flipped through her notes. “Ramsay? I don’t — ”

She looked up quickly. “Another one? Six now?” At Skinner’s

clipped nod, she asked, “When?”

The A.D.’s voice was tight. “This morning.”

“Same as the others?” Mulder asked.

Skinner sighed, nodding.

“Do you have any suspects, sir?” Scully asked.

“Not really,” Skinner said, and Mulder could almost taste

the man’s frustration.

“So what have you got?” Mulder asked.

“Not a whole hell of a lot.” Skinner pushed his chair back

hard, then stalked out from behind the desk. Mulder and

Scully followed him to the far wall, where a street map and

several assignment boards were hanging. As the A.D.

outlined the various teams and their progress thus far,

Mulder couldn’t help but wonder at the lack of several key

elements.

“What about charitable organizations?” Mulder asked when

it appeared that Skinner was done. “Environmental issues?

Were the companies damaging the surrounding areas in any

way?”

Skinner grabbed a legal pad and handed it to his agent.

“Here. Make a list.”

Mulder looked at him, then the assignment boards drew his

attention. “You should already be on these, sir. Who’s your

profiler?”

The A.D. met his eyes. “You.”

Mulder stared at Skinner. “You’ve been working this case

without a profiler?”

“Might as well be,” Skinner huffed out, and Mulder’s jaw

dropped. He had never known Skinner to malign an agent in

front of other agents. Skinner sighed and scowled in what

could only be construed as distaste. “My profiler’s Roger

Neuberg.” Skinner looked pointedly at Mulder. “Explain

anything?”

To say that Mulder was appalled would be the granddaddy of

all understatements. Neuberg definitely had to have friends

in high places, because the man, to put it bluntly,

couldn’t tell his ass from his elbow.

“How the hell did this case draw Neuberg?”

Skinner laughed, but Mulder could tell it wasn’t from

amusement. “You’re going to love this.” Mulder glanced

Scully’s way and caught her confused eye; he nodded that

he’d fill her in later. “The widow of the third victim

requested him. Once it had been speculated that one person

was responsible for both killings, she used her influence

and asked that a friend of her husband’s be assigned the

case.”

Mulder shook his head. “So you’ve been stuck with Neuberg

all this time.”

The A.D. nodded. “He’s still the profiler of record. But I

want to solve this case, and the only way to do that is to

bring you and Scully in on it.” The A.D. met Scully’s eyes

and Mulder was amazed to see discomfiture in the man’s

eyes. “Thank you for coming here, Agents. You didn’t have

to, and I want you to know I appreciate it.”

“It’s no trouble, sir. We’re glad we could help.” Mulder

was pleased — and relieved — by Scully’s statement. He

hadn’t exactly posed the trip as a question.

“Where’s Neuberg now?” Mulder asked.

“Who the hell knows?” Skinner said in an ‘and-who-the-hell-

cares’ tone. “So long as he stays out of my way.” An

inkling of a smile touched Skinner’s mouth. “Don’t take

this the wrong way, Mulder, but he’s an even bigger pain in

the ass than you.”

Mulder laughed. “That’s kind of hard to believe, sir.”

Skinner rubbed his eyes. “I don’t know. Maybe it’s me.

Maybe it’s being in this office again.”

Mulder looked quickly at his partner, warning her *not* to

ask the obvious question. “Most of the same agents still

here?” Mulder asked quietly.

“Yeah.” Skinner sighed. “I don’t know why the hell they

sent *me* here.”

Mulder wouldn’t insult him by telling him that they sent

him because he was the best man for the job. Perhaps he

was. But Skinner knew exactly why it was he was sent into

such a potentially volatile situation. Presidents of

powerful corporations were being killed, men with friends

in the hierarchy of the Bureau. No, an ordinary A.D. would

not do for this case. The HQ A.D. would, however, do quite

nicely.

Even if it meant dropping him into the middle of a war zone.

***********

Newark Field Office

Conference Room 3

5:10 p.m.

Skinner stood up and stretched, feeling every one of his

forty-eight years. Glancing at his watch, he sighed. It was

almost time for the field teams to begin reporting in. He

supposed he should get set for another fun-filled evening

of “Kick the A.D..”

Christ, but he hated this office. The chairs were

uncomfortable, the “heat” was undetectable, and the

lighting gave him a headache. Then there was the tiny fact

that everyone in this office — with the possible exception

of the third-shift janitor — hated his guts.

Well, not anymore, he amended, as his gaze fell upon the

solitary agent hunched over at one end of the conference

table. As he rubbed his aching back, Skinner wondered if

Mulder was subject to the ravages of time; the agent had,

after all, been in the same position the last time Skinner

looked over, about two hours ago.

“Mulder?”

The agent immediately straightened and looked up, puzzled

for a moment; then Skinner saw him regain his bearings and

direct his gaze toward the A.D.. “Sir?”

“How’s it going? Want to take a break?”

Mulder closed his eyes tightly for a few seconds; when he

opened them he squinted up at Skinner, then leaned back in

his seat. The A.D. smiled when he heard the bones in

Mulder’s back crackling. “Oh, God, that feels good,” the

agent moaned, rubbing up against the seat back like a

contented cat.

Skinner had to laugh. “I take it that’s a ‘yes?'”

As Mulder massaged the back of his neck, he rose and

arched his back. “What time is it?” he asked.

“A little after five.”

The agent kneaded his fingertips into his eyes. “Mm. That

sounds about right.” He looked around the empty room.

“Anyone back yet?”

As Skinner shook his head, he couldn’t keep the sour look

off his face. “Any second now,” he said, unenthusiastically.

When his agent looked a little lost for words and just

nodded, Skinner sighed. If anyone knew how he felt, it was

Mulder, yet that didn’t mean that Skinner should weave him

his tale of woe. “How about a cup of coffee?” he asked the

agent, gesturing toward the coffee pot in the small kitchen

to the right of his desk.

Mulder started walking toward the kitchen, then stopped in

mid-stride. “I, uh… think I’d better get rid of the last

two cups before I take another,” he said, smiling

sheepishly. “Excuse me.” And he disappeared into the

private lavatory which, besides the kitchen, was the

conference room’s –hell, the entire office’s — only

redeeming trait.

“Of course, Agent Mulder,” Skinner said to the air. He

strode over to the coffeemaker and eyed the carafe

suspiciously. How long had it been since he’d made that

last pot?

Well, if he couldn’t remember, it had been too long. He

poured the thick black liquid down the drain and rinsed the

pot. As he was tearing open a packet of coffee, the door

opened. “I’m making a fresh pot,” he called. “I think the

other one was about to get up and walk…” His voice

trailed off when he finally looked up and discovered that

his ‘guest’ wasn’t Mulder, but Special Agents Rodriguez,

Dalton and Cejka. “I’ll be there in a minute, Agents,” he

said as business-like as he could. He positioned the coffee

grounds in the maker and poured water into the opening at

the top. Mutterings of ‘one long coffee break’ and ‘…know

who’s doing all the work around here” reached his ears, and

Skinner felt his face flaming, though whether from

embarrassment or anger he truly couldn’t tell.

Deliberately taking his time, Skinner strolled back to

behind the desk. “Your reports, agents?” he asked crisply

when none of the men volunteered anything.

Three identical manila folders were produced from nowhere

and slapped down in unison. Taking the one nearest him,

Skinner flipped open the binder and skimmed the contents.

Neat, precise handwriting and carefully-detailed phone

calls met his eyes. Cejka’s. Opening the next one he sighed

at the barely legible and incomplete scrawlings. He

directed his gaze up at the bored-looking man.

“Agent Dalton…” he began, then stopped when he took in the

barefaced annoyance on the other man’s face. They’d played

this scene too many times already. Skinner closed the

folder and tossed it back to its owner. “Print it, type it

or dictate it. I don’t care which, and I don’t care how,

and I want it in an hour.”

“Now wait just a minute — ” Dalton’s angry rebuttal was

cut short by a Skinner who’d put up for too long with the

agent’s slipshod work.

“Do it, or find yourself another line of work,” the A.D.

said, enunciating each syllable precisely. The two stared

at each other until Dalton snatched the folder off the desk

and stalked from the room.

Skinner watched him leave, then directed his glare to the

two remaining agents. Letting out a breath slowly, he

nodded to them, easing up on the intensity of his gaze.

“Your report looks fine, Mr. Cejka, and I know yours will

be, too, Mr. Rodriguez. You can both leave.”

Satisfaction mixed with disgust tinged Rodriguez’s eyes

before he turned and left; Cejka was unreadable. He just

nodded curtly and followed his fellow agent out.

The sound of a throat clearing nearly gave Skinner

whiplash when he twisted his head around toward the noise.

Mulder stood in front of the lavatory door, hands in

pockets and eyes averted. “I didn’t mean to listen, but I

didn’t want to interrupt,” he said in an apologetic tone.

“It’s all right, Mulder,” Skinner said, gesturing him

over. “I’m sure it’s nothing you haven’t heard before.”

The agent looked offended for a moment, then returned

Skinner’s smile. “Maybe not the words, but the tone is

awfully familiar.” Mulder sniffed the air. “Do I smell

fresh coffee?”

“Help yourself.” Skinner indicated the full pot, then

flipped open Rodriguez’s report.

Mulder nodded and held out his hand. “Can I get you a cup?”

Surprised, Skinner looked up. God, he’d missed common

courtesies these past few days. “Um… Yes. Thank you.” He

surrendered his empty cup to this agent. “Black, please.”

“Right.”

Skinner watched his agent for a second, then turned back

to the report. Rodriguez had been onto something promising

when last he’d checked…

*****

Newark Field Office

Conference Room 3

6:30 p.m.

This was all too surreal, Scully thought, watching the

Newark agents interacting with her partner. They were

treating him like the second coming of God; nothing, it

seemed, was too good for Agent Mulder.

Scully couldn’t complain about her treatment, either.

While she wasn’t held in the high regard with which her

partner was being regaled, she was given the utmost respect

and courtesy. Adoration by association, she supposed.

It was painfully obvious that no amount of association

would elevate Skinner above that of “bottom-crawler,”

however. She wondered what exactly had happened here in May

of 1991 and whether Skinner had, in fact, been responsible

for the deaths of those agents. She couldn’t bring herself

to believe that he could have committed such an offense and

risen to his position of assistant director; the FBI wasn’t

in the habit of rewarding incompetence with promotion.

So why were these agents treating him so disrespectfully?

Why was he allowing it?

Her head jerked up as the latest team burst through the

door.

A female agent Scully didn’t recognize dropped a sheaf of

papers directly on top of the report Skinner had been

reading. “Our findings, *sir.*” Scully watched as the woman

turned on her heel and walked out the door, not waiting to

be acknowledged, not deigning to meet Skinner’s startled

gaze.

The A.D.’s eyes locked with hers, and Scully gave him a

slight nod, if for nothing else than to let him know that

he had at least one agent who felt respect toward him. Even

as Scully saw the gratitude reflected in his eyes, she felt

his embarrassment at her having witnessed the disdain shown

him by the other agent. Lowering her eyes, Scully returned

her attention to the reports.

A few pages later, the air beside her stirred and she

looked up to find Mulder invading her personal space. “Save

me,” he whispered, and she was just about to berate him for

disturbing her with his childish behavior when she saw that

he was dead serious.

He was clutching the legal pad with his notes like it was

the only thing keeping the wolves at bay. “They finally

getting to you?” she said in a quiet voice.

“They got to me the first five minutes,” he whispered

harshly. His eyes drifted over to their boss, reading alone

at the desk, then back to her. “Anything in there?” He

indicated the autopsy reports with his chin.

She blew out a breath. “Not so far.” Her eyes took in the

pad covered in Mulder’s scrawlings. “How about you?”

He shook his head, smiling slightly. “Nothing I’m ready to

share.”

Scully smiled tiredly. She’d returned from the morgue an

hour ago, with only an aching back to show for her efforts.

As she’d filled Skinner in on her non-findings, she noticed

that her boss’s eyes kept roaming over to where her partner

sat, immobile except for his hand, which was skittering

over the legal pad balanced on his knees. In a hushed

voice, Skinner had informed her that, except for one short

break, Mulder had been that way since she left, tucked away

in the corner, steadily filling the pad with page after

page of his thoughts on the case.

He’d worked quietly until about half an hour ago, when the

agents who’d been reporting back finally decided to disturb

him. Mulder had employed all his tried and true ‘Spooky at

Work’ tactics, but the Newark agents weren’t having any of

it. Mulder was their hero, and they weren’t about to let

the opportunity to finally express their gratitude slip

away.

Beside her, Mulder stiffened suddenly, and Scully could

see that the agents were on to his ploy, already on their

way over to hail the master profiler, savior of the Newark

office, once again.

“Mulder, we have to get going,” she said, some of the

alarm in her voice genuine. “I forgot to call the motel and

tell them to hold our rooms.”

Her partner caught on immediately, his feigned dismay

overlaid with gratitude and relief. He had a look in his

eye that said that if they weren’t in a roomful of agents,

not to mention in the presence of the Assistant Director,

he would sweep her off her feet and plant a big, wet one on

her lips. Gathering up her reports, he guided her toward

their coats.

“We’re calling it a day, sir. We have to get to the motel

to check in,” Mulder said to Skinner, the invitation to

join them heard clearly by Scully. She hoped that the A.D.

had heard it, too.

Skinner pushed his chair back and stood up. “That sounds

like a good idea. I’m going to head back, too, so why don’t

you follow me? The turnoff to the motel is easy to miss in

the dark.”

“Thanks, sir. We’d appreciate not wandering the New Jersey

countryside at night.”

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The agents who’d been approaching Mulder had frozen in

place as soon as Mulder had engaged Skinner in

conversation. The A.D. addressed them now. “Why don’t you

all go home, too? Get a fresh start in the morning.”

A few murmurs and mumblings was all the response his

declaration garnered before the agents turned their backs

and walked out the door without so much as a, “Yes, sir.”

Scully stared after them, aghast at their behavior. She

wondered how long Skinner would put up with their juvenile

behavior before coming down on them. Turning back around,

she was surprised by the mask of quiet defeat Skinner was

wearing. As he moved toward the coat rack, however, she was

secretly pleased to find his expression steeling into one

she was more familiar with: resolve and determination.

It hit her then why Skinner had asked for her and Mulder.

While it was true that the case was most likely an X-File

and they would have been called eventually, that wasn’t the

reason Skinner had requested them. More than his need for

their investigative skills, more than Mulder’s profiling

talent, to put it quite simply, he’d needed to see a

friendly face.

***********

Act II

6:53 p.m.

Rental Car

“All right, Mulder, are you going to tell me what’s going

on with Skinner?”

Without taking his eyes off the rear lights from Skinner’s

car, Mulder nodded. “As much as I can. As Stone mentioned,

it was May of ’91. I wasn’t called in until the tail end of

the case.”

“From what I gathered listening to the other agents, it

was only the tail end because you came in and solved it.”

Mulder shifted uneasily; he preferred not to talk about

his VCS days much although his success rate was unmatched

even today — even by the two of them. “They’d already done

most of the legwork and information-gathering. All I did

was sort it out and stitch it together.”

Scully nodded. “What about Skinner? How does he fit into

the equation?”

Mulder drew in a breath and let it out slowly. “The day

before I came — it was a Saturday, I remember — they

changed SAC’s. The Thursday before, eight agents conducted

a raid on a suspect’s residence. The suspect turned out

later to have no connection to the case, but the guy was

packing like you wouldn’t believe. The agents approached

the house, and there was no cover — I went out and looked

at this place after it was all over — and there was no

cover anywhere.”

He stopped talking; he’d been at the academy with one of

the agents involved, and while not a friend, the man had

been one of very few who hadn’t ridiculed him at every

opportunity, who’d even gone so far as to be friendly

toward him. It had never even crossed his mind that

Parrow’s death had been the fault of the Special Agent in

Charge at the time: Walter Skinner.

“They were very tight-lipped about the details, but all

eight were cut down in a matter of seconds.”

Without even looking at her, Mulder could feel her horror.

“Were they wearing vests?”

Mulder nodded. “They were wearing body armor, head to toe.”

Scully drew in a breath sharply, and Mulder knew she’d

guessed. “Cop Killers?”

“Cut through their shields like they were paper.”

“And Skinner sent them down there?” The disbelief in her

voice almost made him smile. It might be annoying when

posed in regard to his theories, but never in regard to her

loyalty.

Mulder shrugged. “To tell you the truth, at the time I was

so stressed out from the job that it never occurred to me

to ask.” He glanced at Scully, their eyes meeting for a

brief second. “But given what we know of Skinner, I doubt

it was he who sent those men to their deaths.”

Scully was staring at him. “You never found out?”

“I never had reason to; the damage had already been done.

I wasn’t looking for anyone to blame.” The truth was — and

Mulder felt rather ashamed to admit it — the incident had

been filed away as soon as the case was over. Free time for

him in those days was practically unheard of. The few

moments he did have were too precious to waste on something

he could do nothing to change, something that no longer

affected his life.

Until now. Now someone he knew and respected and even

cared for was being hurt by those events. And as surprised

as he was to admit it, it *was* affecting him.

“Did you ask Skinner about it?”

The right blinker on Skinner’s car flicked on and Mulder

automatically followed suit. “I didn’t even know it had

been him until we got here. Until Stone.”

The two cars turned onto a narrow one-lane road, the

‘Fairbright Motel’ sign tucked neatly out of sight behind

an overgrown fir tree. Skinner was right; he and Scully

would have passed by without an inkling that the dirt road

they were traveling down led to their “home away from

home.” If for no reason other than leading them safely to

shelter in the wilds of New Jersey, two very tired federal

agents owed Skinner their gratitude.

Yet it went beyond that, Mulder knew. More than once,

Skinner had pulled their asses out of the fire. More than

once he’d proved that their loyalty was not displaced.

“I think I’d like to find out what happened.”

Mulder wasn’t sure which of them actually voiced it.

***********

Another Rental Car

7 p.m.

Shifting the car into park, Skinner leaned back with a

sigh. Home at last.

As assistant director, he’d been subjected to his share of

animosity, but never this constant nor unrelenting. He

never thought he’d ever hear himself thinking it, but thank

God for Mulder and Scully.

As he unbuckled his seat belt, he allowed the tension of

the past hour to flow out of him. He’d survived another day

in Newark.

Had he made an error in judgement, though, calling in

Mulder? After all, so far as the Newark agents knew, it was

the younger agent’s profile that had pulled Skinner’s ass

out of the fire nine — hell, almost ten — years ago. And

here he was about to do it again.

How much of that old case did Mulder recall, Skinner

wondered. Skinner had heard about Bill Patterson’s “Golden

Boy,” of course. Everyone had. Practically since the day

Mulder had set foot in Quantico, the rumor mill hadn’t just

sparked, it had been aflame. The guy’s solve rate was

phenomenal. And his caseload must have been tremendous,

given the number he’d brought to a satisfactory conclusion.

Skinner glanced up into his rearview mirror, watching as

Mulder pulled into the spot behind him. When Mulder quit

the ISU for the X-Files, Skinner, like everyone else, had

been astounded. How could the man throw away such a

promising career for the pursuit of a whim?

Older and wiser now, Skinner knew how, and he knew why.

Mulder had been overworked and underappreciated. He came,

he solved, they sent him somewhere else. Until today,

Skinner would bet that Mulder hadn’t even known it had been

Skinner’s bacon that he’d saved.

The A.D. smiled, thinking over the last hour. It was quite

a nice change to see Mulder as the recipient of praise

rather than mockery, even though it very obviously made his

agent uncomfortable. Scully seemed to enjoy Mulder’s

newfound popularity, too; although she’d been very good at

concealing her pleasure from her partner, the one time

Skinner had made eye contact with her, she couldn’t hide

her grin.

Even so, he was never so glad to be out of anywhere as he

was to be out of that godforsaken office. They may love

Mulder, but they hated Skinner with a passion. Should he

set the record straight? Should he tell them what *really*

happened all those years ago?

If he wanted to survive the week, he might have to. They

only question was, would they believe him?

Fairbright Motel

7:02 p.m.

Scully wasn’t surprised one bit when Skinner followed them

into the motel office. She’d seen the A.D. angry, sad,

scared and hurt, but she’d never seen him starved for

companionship. Until today, as a matter of fact, and only

because she was seeing it with her own eyes, she’d never

even suspected that he could be.

“Mr. Skinner, is everything all right?” The worried-

looking older man behind the desk addressed their boss

while they filled out the reservation cards.

“Fine, Mr. Roux. I just brought my agents over.” He nodded

toward Mulder and Scully.

“The ones from D.C.?”

Scully looked up, surprised that Mr. Roux was privy to

that information, but she was even more surprised when

Skinner’s face reddened slightly. “Agent Mulder, Agent

Scully,” he said by way of introduction. “This is Mr. Roux,

the owner of the Fairbright.”

Mulder held out a hand to the solidly-built man. “Nice to

meet you, sir.”

The owner shook his hand. “And you as well, young man.”

When Mr. Roux took Scully’s hand, his eyes twinkled with

mischief. “Mr. Skinner didn’t mention that one of you was a

lovely young woman.” Until he winked at her

conspiratorially, Scully hadn’t been sure how to take that,

but she quickly realized that Mr. Roux was having fun with

her boss — another first for her.

“Life is just full of surprises,” Skinner said, smiling,

and Scully was beginning to wonder if she was in one of

Mulder’s parallel universes. Meeting her partner’s eyes,

she found that he was every bit as perplexed as she.

“Yes, indeed,” the motel owner agreed, “and some more

pleasant than others.” Mr. Roux switched his gaze to

Skinner. “The restaurant’s open for another hour.” He left

the statement hanging.

Skinner suddenly looked ill at ease, and Scully thought

she’d put him out of his misery. “There’s a restaurant in

the motel?” she asked him.

The A.D. relaxed a little. “Best chicken, broccoli and

ziti I’ve ever had.”

Immediately, Scully’s mouth started watering. “Really?”

She looked at her partner, and then turned to their boss.

“Would you mind if we joined you?”

Skinner didn’t even try to hide his delight. “I was hoping

you might.”

Scully finished her card and handed it to Mr. Roux. “Will

we have time to take our things to our rooms?”

“Yes m’aam,” the owner said. “The dining room doesn’t

actually ‘close.’ Just the kitchen does. So as long as you

get back in time to order your meal — say, half an hour —

you can take as much time as you want to eat it. We’ll get

the dishes in the morning.”

“Oh, we shouldn’t be that long,” Scully said. She turned

to Skinner. “Sir, Mulder and I just want to drop off our

suitcases.”

The A.D. picked right up on her unasked question; he

nodded. “I’ll wait for you to order.”

Mulder handed her a key, and she followed him out the

door. “Our rooms are on the other side of the building,” he

said, getting in the car.

Nodding, she got in, then let out a yawn.

“Tired?” Mulder asked softly, starting the engine.

“A little,” she admitted, as Mulder pulled away from the

office. “Mulder…” She hesitated, wondering whether or not

she should ask.

He looked at her when she didn’t continue. “Scully.” He

smiled.

Feeling more at ease by his relaxed manner, she decided to

plow ahead. “Do you ever miss those early days when

everyone looked up to you?”

His sharp bark of a laugh was so sudden and so unexpected

that she jumped. He pulled into a parking slot and gazed at

her, his expression a mixture of amusement and

astonishment. “What?”

They’d never actually spoken of his time with the ISU, but

she knew that before the X-Files, he was considered top of

his field.

“I don’t mean do you miss the work,” she said quickly. She

knew full well that if he hadn’t discovered the X-Files, he

would have either gone insane or gotten himself killed if

he’d remained a profiler. “I mean the fact that you were

the best, the one everyone came to with their ‘unsolvable’

cases.” Every once in awhile, she remembered what he used

to be, what he still was; she let a little of that awe show

now. “Do you miss being that much in demand?”

He stared at her a moment, as if he couldn’t believe she’d

asked such a thing. “Is there a reason you’re asking me

this?” he said, finally, his curious tone underlaid with a

tinge of suspicion.

She shrugged her shoulders. “Not really. Just watching you

with those agents today… it got me wondering if every so

often you don’t wish you were back on top again.”

His eyes ensnared hers. “Maybe after being dragged through

bile by a mutant, or contracting a deadly retro-virus, or

being burned alive in a train full of alien corpses…” His

eyes were boring into hers so intently, she forgot to

breathe. “Never, Scully.”

He looked away, and her breath came out in a whoosh. “Why,

Mulder?” she asked, softly.

Her partner sighed. “I was in demand — yes. I was the

best of the best –no braggadocio intended, but I was. And

I never had a minute, I never had a *second* to myself.

There were stretches when I didn’t leave the office for a

week at a time. There was no respect involved, Scully.

There was only Spooky Mulder working his ass off to save

all the lives that would be lost if he didn’t. Well, guess

what, Scully? I couldn’t. I couldn’t save them all, and as

soon as I realized that I threw my guts up for a solid

week. And do you know what happened?”

She shook her head.

“Nothing. They still brought me cases. As I hunched over

the toilet, as I lay with a fever, as I was coughing up a

lung, they brought them to me. And I worked on them until I

ended up in the hospital.” His eyes blazed with anger. “And

they brought them to the goddamned hospital until the

doctor found out and forbade me to do anything but lie in

bed. He complained all the way to the director, and then

finally, finally, they left me alone.”

Scully stared at him. “I had no idea.”

“It’s one of the reasons I don’t like to profile these

days.”

She knew the other, more important reason: his tendency to

identify too closely with the killer, to become so wrapped

up in the case that he loses himself. “They remember you

here, Mulder. They respect you.”

He nodded thoughtfully, then looked at her and grinned. “I

guess there’s no pleasing me, is there, Scully? I should be

lapping it up, all this attention. But it’s driving me

crazy.”

She smiled at him. “That’s one of the few areas where

we’re similar, Mulder. Neither of us accepts praise well.”

She opened her door. “Let’s put our stuff in the rooms and

get back to the restaurant.”

“Okay.”

Mulder popped the trunk and got the suitcases while Scully

opened her door. “Do you want to leave yours in here for

now?”

Mulder’s eyes widened, and he let out a small cough,

probably, she was sure, from swallowing the ribald remark

his fertile brain had automatically supplied. “All right,”

he finally said, and she gave him a part-disappointed/part-

appreciative smile while he placed the luggage inside.

When he met her gaze, he shrugged and grinned

apologetically, stepping aside so that she could close and

lock the door. “Come on,” she told him, just as her

stomach rumbled. “Let’s get back. I’m starving.”

Mulder nodded and headed toward the car.

“Let’s walk,” Scully said, and he veered away.

“Nice night,” he agreed. “Cold, but no wind.” He sniffed

the air. “Smells like snow, though. I’ll bet it starts

before the night is through.”

“Oh, don’t say that, Mulder,” she moaned. “We just got

over winter.”

He smiled. “Yeah. In D.C. But not here.”

“I don’t care. I’m tired of snow.”

They walked for about a minute, then he sniffed again. “I

don’t know. Maybe I was mistaken. Maybe we’ll just get

rain.”

She looked at him. “Think so?”

“Do you want me to tell you the truth or tell you what you

want to hear?”

She considered a moment. “Tell me what I want to hear. I’m

a little tired of the truth, too.”

He gave her an amused smile, then looked up to the sky

where fat white flakes were starting to drift down. He held

out a hand and caught a few in his palm.

“Looks like rain,” he said.

***********

Fairbright Motel Restaurant

9:35 p.m.

As Mulder returned to the booth after his visit to the

restroom, Scully stood up to let him back in. Smiling his

thanks, he reclaimed his seat next to the window, eyeing

Scully’s half-eaten chicken, broccoli and ziti as he passed

by. He thought what a shame it was that she’d decided to

destroy the remains of her meal by shredding her napkin

into it; even after consuming a “super burger with all the

trimmings,” he was still hungry. He poked at the greens

still on his plate, seriously considering choking them

down. Delighted when he discovered a cache of french fries

under an abandoned lettuce leaf, Mulder popped them into

his mouth, one savory piece at a time.

Once he’d consumed them all, he looked across the table at

Skinner. He could tell by the glazed look in his boss’s

eyes that Skinner was very far away indeed. More

importantly, though, his garlic bread was untouched.

“Sir?” Mulder called softly, so as not to scare him.

Skinner didn’t budge an inch; the blank look remained

“Sir?” Mulder’s voice was a fraction louder this time.

Skinner’s expression was startled as he looked away from

the window and into the agent’s eyes. Then he blinked and

sighed. “Sorry.” Gesturing toward the winter scene outside,

he smiled sheepishly. “The snow. It can be mesmerizing.”

Mulder’s eyes darted toward the white parking lot, the

white cars, the white grass. “You mean the rain?”

Skinner stared at him a moment, then his gaze drifted back

to the window. “Awfully big raindrops, Agent Mulder.”

“Yes, sir, they are,” he agreed.

Mulder watched as Skinner carefully avoided eye contact

with him, choosing instead to meet his partner’s annoyed

eyes.

“Is he all right, Agent Scully?” Skinner whispered, as

though Mulder wasn’t sitting right next to her and hearing

every word.

Scully pushed the remains of her meal away, shifting over

in the booth so that she was a little further away from

Mulder. “That’s always debatable, sir.”

Skinner’s eyebrow raised, and his expression changed from

worried to amused. “What about at this minute?”

“Agent Scully’s sick of snow, sir,” Mulder offered.

Mulder was surprised to see the A.D. break out into a

smile. “Ah,” Skinner said, nodding. “I sympathize whole-

heartedly.” His boss looked out the window once again. “The

rain is accumulating at a rather alarming rate, Agents. May

I suggest that we head to our rooms?”

Mulder grinned as Scully rolled her eyes and shook her

head in exasperation. “Any idea how much we’re supposed to

get?” Mulder asked, scanning each face.

Skinner shrugged. “I didn’t hear any weather forecasts

today.” The A.D. looked at Scully questioningly.

She shook her head. “Me, neither.”

“Well, then, we’ll be surprised, won’t we?” Skinner

started to rise and Mulder pointed to the garlic bread.

“Are you going to eat that?”

Skinner looked down, then back up at Mulder. “You’re still

hungry, Mulder?” he asked with such awe in his voice that

Mulder supposed he should be embarrassed.

But he *was* hungry, damnit. For about half a second,

Mulder considered a sarcastic response, but that wouldn’t

gain him any brownie points–or food. “Yes, sir,” he said

in as contrite a voice as he could muster.

Skinner hoisted the plate, offering it to Mulder. “It’s

yours.”

Mulder grinned, scooping the bread off the plate and

devouring a third of it on his first bite. “Thanks,” he

said, around the mouthful.

“You’re welcome,” Skinner said in a slightly amused voice.

Scully was shaking her head, not commenting, but Mulder

heard her tsking him all the same.

Finishing off the final piece, Mulder cleaned his hands on

his still-intact napkin and rose, following Skinner and

Scully to the restaurant entrance. He waved a good-night to

Mr. Roux as they passed through the lobby.

When he stepped out into the night, a blast of snow-filled

wind struck him in the face, and he staggered back a step.

Turning up the collar on his overcoat, his eyes drifted

down to Scully’s high-heeled shoes, then to the slick, snow-

covered surface upon which they were about to travel. He

was suddenly very sorry they’d left the car back at the

rooms.

“Scully? Mulder?” Mulder looked up to find the A.D.

holding open the front passenger door of his rental car.

Grasping his partner’s arm gently but firmly, he guided her

to the car. She gave him a grateful smile as she settled in

safely and Skinner closed the door.

“Thanks, sir,” Mulder told him. “It was much nicer out

when we decided to walk.” He pulled open the back door and

slid in.

“No problem, Mulder,” Skinner said, getting in and

starting the engine. “Our rooms are fairly close together.”

Mulder and Scully exchanged a glance, and Skinner suddenly

looked uncomfortable. “I, uh, thought it might be easier if

we wanted to discuss the case.”

Mulder nodded, feeling a pang of sympathy for his

superior. He had no idea what to say, so he leaned back and

sat quietly while Skinner backed out carefully, then drove

them to their rooms.

Helping Scully navigate the slippery ground once again,

Mulder waited while she unlocked the door. Meeting the

A.D.’s curious look, Mulder explained. “We just dropped the

luggage in Scully’s room earlier.”

Skinner looked at Scully, then back at Mulder. “Of

course.” Still holding Mulder’s gaze, he reached into his

pocket and withdrew a key. “Good night, Agents.” His gaze

flicked over to Scully and then he began the slippery trek

to his room.

“Good night, sir,” they said, and Mulder wondered what the

hell all those meaningful looks had been about.

As Skinner disappeared through his doorway, Mulder stepped

inside Scully’s room and reached for his suitcase. His hand

hovered over it a second, then he asked, “Are you going to

be using the laptop tonight?”

His partner stifled a yawn. “Unh, uh.” She gestured toward

it. “It’s all yours.”

He smiled and picked it up, slinging the strap over his

shoulder. “Thanks.”

“Uh, huh,” she said, tiredly.

A sudden impulse overtook him, and Mulder had to reach

over and cup her cheek in his hand. “Do you know you’re

adorable when you’re sleepy?”

“Uh, huh,” she said, tiredly, and Mulder chuckled.

“I’ll let you know what I find out,” he said, softly,

letting go. He smiled as she let out a huge yawn.

“Tomorrow,” he added.

She nodded. ” ‘Night, Mulder.”

” ‘Night.”

Pulling the door closed, he checked that it was locked,

then headed next door. Once inside, he logged on to the FBI

database, found the casefile, read it, then downloaded it

to the hard drive; a quick call to the lone gunmen got him

access to the human resources records.

Mulder had never really given much thought to Skinner’s

career before the point where he’d intersected with

Mulder’s life. He’d been assistant director for as long as

Mulder had known him, yet logically Mulder knew that at

some point, Walter Skinner had been a field agent. He’d

assumed the man had had his share of rough cases, bad cases

and even downright horrific cases. And as Mulder dug a

little deeper into Skinner’s work background, he found that

he was right.

He also found that, while not the disobedient maverick

that Mulder may have been, his boss had bucked the system a

few times himself. The bulk of Skinner’s aberrant behavior

occurred during his early years at the Bureau, with the

balance of his career spent with an eye toward advancement.

All very predictable considering Skinner’s current

position, and all very upwardly mobile — with one notable

exception.

It was that one exception that surprised — and confused —

Mulder.

Why would a man so ingrained in bureaucracy request

control of a little-known, little-respected, and career-

killing division like the X-Files?

*****

Room 1246

1:46 a.m.

Skinner thumbed the off button on the remote, effectively

plunging the room into darkness. Through the thin motel

walls, he could just hear the sound of Mulder’s TV, and the

steady click-click of a computer keyboard. Christ, didn’t

the man ever sleep?

Lying in bed with his eyes wide open, Skinner snorted. Who

was he to talk? Since he’d arrived in Newark, the most

sleep he’d gotten in any one night was four hours. He had

to stop letting all the hostility get to him. God help him,

he didn’t think he could take it much longer. Four days

had been hard enough. He couldn’t imagine how the hell

Mulder dealt with it for eight years, let alone four days.

Feeling himself getting drowsy at last, Skinner made a

promise to himself. Now that he had someone in his corner,

he wasn’t going to take any more of the blatant disrespect

being shown him at that office.

He’d felt nervous coming in, even though he knew that he

should have had no reason to feel that way. If Robertson

hadn’t taken Skinner’s being made SAC over him so

personally all those years ago, he wouldn’t have ignored

Skinner’s orders not to raid that militant’s compound, and

Robertson wouldn’t have gotten himself killed — along with

seven other agents.

But there had been no way to prove that Robertson had

disobeyed a direct order. The only witnesses were dead.

Skinner had been very fortunate that the review board had

seen fit to believe him, even though they had still

replaced him.

That case had hung like a noose over his head until a

computer programmer, updating the office’s files to the

latest software, had discovered a hidden file on

Robertson’s old computer. Goddamned bastard had kept a

journal.

Six months later, a copy had finally filtered its way down

to Skinner. Robertson had recorded Skinner’s explicit order

to stand down and Robertson’s intention to disregard that

order; Skinner had actually felt lightheaded that such a

huge weight had been lifted off his chest.

Perhaps that was the reason he’d felt the need to have the

journal accompany him to this office where he was so

despised. Perhaps he finally wanted to clean the air and

clear his name.

*****

Act III

Fairbright Motel Restaurant

Friday, February 16

6:45 a.m.

Scully took a sip of her coffee, using the movement to

throw a surreptitious glance at each of her companions.

After greeting her ten minutes ago, both men had lapsed

into introspective silence, speaking only to relay their

orders to the bright-eyed waitress.

“Looks like it didn’t snow too much longer after we went

to bed last night,” she remarked.

“Hmm?” Mulder looked up, a befuddled expression on his

face, before realization entered his eyes. “Oh. No. It

changed to rain around 1:30.”

Scully looked at him in dismay; she wondered just how much

sleep he’d gotten last night.

“Were you working last night, Agent Mulder?” Skinner asked.

Mulder shook his head. “Just doing a little research, sir.”

“On the case?”

Another shake of Mulder’s head. “No. I… uh… needed to

take a break from it for awhile. I had something I needed

to check out.” Scully noticed how he was careful to avoid

any eye contact with their boss.

“Oh.” Skinner went back to staring out the window.

Mulder had obviously found something interesting, or he

wouldn’t be in such a contemplative mood. She could tell

from his demeanor that though it was nothing bad, it had

shaken him nonetheless. Catching his eye, Scully questioned

him with a raise of her eyebrow. A barely-imperceptible

shake of his head was his confirmation that, yes, he’d

discovered something interesting, and, yes, he’d disclose

it to her when they were alone. With a crease of her brows,

she asked if he was okay. The smile in his eyes told her

that he was.

They held eye contact another few seconds until the

waitress appeared with their meals. Sneaking a glance over

at Skinner, Scully blushed when she found herself under

Skinner’s appraising gaze.

The A.D. glanced at Mulder, then gave her a tiny smile

before giving his full attention to his Belgian waffle.

Scully leaned back in her seat and let out a breath

slowly. Picking up her fork and knife, she cut a piece of

her omelet and stuck it in her mouth, chewing thoughtfully,

wondering just when it was that the unspoken communication

that she and Mulder shared had evolved to include Skinner.

And whether or not that should worry her.

*****

Newark Field Office

9:05 a.m.

Mulder tried not to fidget while Skinner read over his

report. It was as complete as he could make it with the

information available, yet Mulder still felt that it was

lacking. He couldn’t shake the feeling that he was missing

some important piece of the puzzle.

“I’ll get agents out to those locales you specified,

Mulder. Nice work.”

Skinner’s voice startled him out of his introspection.

“I’d like Scully and myself to join them, sir.”

The A.D. pondered his request a moment, then nodded.

“Okay. You can take number three.”

“Actually, sir, I’d like to see all of them. I may be able

to glean a little more insight as to who might be next if I

can talk with them myself.”

Skinner watched him a moment. “Is something bothering you,

Agent Mulder?”

Blowing out a frustrated breath, Mulder nodded. “There’s

something I’m not getting. Something’s missing…” He

concentrated on trying to figure out what. “It’s the

killer,” he said, finally. “I can’t get a real handle on

him. I can’t get inside his head. These killings are just a

little too cold, a little too calculated for your average

serial killer.”

“Sounds more like an assassin than a serial killer.”

Mulder stared open-mouthed at Skinner before his vocal

cords caught up to his brain. “That’s it. That’s it

exactly. There’s no emotion involved. These people are

being executed. The commonality won’t be personal, it’ll be

professional. The key to finding the killer isn’t in

profiling *him,* it’s in profiling his victims.

“What about this?” Skinner held up Mulder’s report.

“It’s still valid, sir; since I didn’t have a good feel

for the perpetrator, I focused on identifying the most

likely targets by comparing them to the victims. I was on

the right track, but the wrong train.” Mulder tapped the

report in Skinner’s hands. “I’d like to do a little fine

tuning, though. Give a little more attention to the

businesses. That’s where Scully and I will concentrate our

efforts.”

“Do you want me to hold off on releasing this?”

Mulder shook his head. “No. Go ahead.” He met Skinner’s

eyes. “We’ll need a copy of the interview transcripts,

though, so we can pick up where the others left off.”

Skinner nodded. “All right. When do you propose to begin

your interviews?”

Mulder thought a minute, calculating what would be

necessary to complete his profile. “We should be ready

early this afternoon. I’m going to have Scully check more

thoroughly into the victims’ corporate backgrounds. Maybe

it’s as simple as how they got their starts.”

Mulder made a move toward the door. “With your permission,

sir?”

The A.D. nodded, and Mulder left to track down his partner.

Newark Field Office

11:26 a.m.

“Assistant Director Skinner?”

The booming voice startled Skinner, although it was the

recognition factor rather than the timbre that surprised

him. “Director?” The A.D. stood up behind the desk,

blinking in confusion at the director of the FBI and the

attractive middle-aged woman at his side. Neither looked

particularly happy. “What can I do for you, sir?”

“I understand you’ve called in another profiler.”

Skinner met the man’s eyes, frowning just the tiniest bit.

“Not exactly, sir.” At the director’s upraised eyebrow,

Skinner hastened to explained. “I asked two of my agents

from D.C. to consult on the case, because of the bizarre

nature of the…” His voice faltered as the face of the

middle-aged woman registered in his mind as belonging to

the wife of one of the victims. “…because of the unusual

circumstances surrounding this case.”

Noting the slightly grateful expression in the director’s

eyes only appeased him marginally. “Then you aren’t

replacing Neuberg?” The director’s eyes darted to the

woman, whose name Skinner now recalled as Birmingham.

“Is that an option?”

“It could be. May I ask why?”

Skinner’s gaze darted to the woman, then back to the

director. “Agent Neuberg appeared to be having a difficult

time with this case,” the A.D. said, wording it as

tactfully as he could.

The director seemed to accept that, and turned to the

woman. “Did Agent Neuberg mention that fact, Mrs.

Birmingham?”

Mrs. Birmingham squared her shoulders. She fixed her glare

on Skinner while delivering her reply to the director. “He

said that his superior was a difficult man to work for, and

that nothing Roger came up with pleased him.”

Skinner had to admit that that much was true. Garbage

presented as fine cuisine was still garbage.

“Well, Skinner?” the director asked. “Were you giving Mr.

Neuberg a hard time?”

“I don’t think so, no, sir.”

The director leafed through several papers he was holding

in his hand. “Agent Neuberg states that you dismissed his

profile outright. He also states that you were short with

him in front of other agents — he has corroborating

statements from the other agents to support that — and

that you deliberately excluded him from last night’s

meeting.”

Of course, he would have corroborating statements from the

other agents; they all hated Skinner. But what in hell else

was he talking about. “Meeting? There was no meeting last

night.”

“In the conference room. Around 6 p.m. You, your agents,

and all the other agents.” The director looked up from

where he had been reading. “According to Agent Neuberg,

he was never invited to attend, even though he is the

profiler

of record on this case.”

Skinner shook his head, sighing. “Sir, that was no

meeting. “The Newark agents were talking with one of my

agents from D.C. They’d worked together before, and they

were getting re-acquainted. It was all very informal and

spontaneous; there were no ‘invitations’ extended.”

Apparently satisfied with that explanation at least, the

director nodded. “As to the other matters…” The director

looked him square in the eyes, waiting.

Skinner decided that he may as well get it out into the

open. Perhaps then he could concentrate on the specifics of

the case, rather than on the personal emotional aspects of

this case. “Sir, Neuberg gave me nothing any first-year

agent couldn’t have come up with. His profile as to the

make-up of the killer was a textbook generalization that

fits fifty percent of the population — and it’s that low

only because he’d utilized the well-known edict that serial

killers are almost always male. After only a few hours,

Agent Mulder has given me a clear-cut idea as to where to

center our efforts.”

The A.D. took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “As to

the ‘words’ Agent Neuberg and I shared, I was out of line

for speaking to him as I did in front of his fellow agents,

and while I apologize for the method, I don’t apologize for

the content.” Straightening himself up to his full six-feet

two inches, Skinner eyed the shorter man. “He has no

business being on this case, and if you want me to catch

this killer, I’d have a much better chance with him out of

my hair.”

Just the inkling of a smile lifted the corners of the

director’s mouth, and Skinner mentally kicked himself for

using that particular analogy. It took the steam out of an

impassioned plea when your audience was trying very hard

not to laugh at you.

Mrs. Birmingham had no such compunctions, however, and let

out a guffaw that so contrasted her refined appearance that

Skinner stared in open-mouth amazement. Quickly covering

her mouth, the woman blushed and stared at Skinner in

shock. “I’m sorry. It’s just…” She turned away, but not

before Skinner saw the tears of laughter threatening to

spill

from her eyes.

“It’s all right, Mrs. Birmingham. I understand,” Skinner

told her quietly. He knew that sometimes the most minute

things could set you off when you were trying so hard to

hold it together.

Pulling a handkerchief out of her purse, the woman dabbed

at her eyes before turning back around, all evidence of

weepy widow extinguished. “He’s right, Louis. I should

never have forced Roger’s all-too-questionable talents upon

Mr. Skinner. The man may be married to my sister, but he’s

still not the brightest bulb on the tree.”

The director nodded curtly. “Very well. Neuberg’s off the

case.” He looked at Skinner. “Do you require the services

of another profiler? I know Agent Mulder is no longer

profiling full-time, and he may not–”

“No, sir. Agent Mulder’s got a pretty good handle on this

case. With your permission, I’d like to have him officially

sanctioned as the profiler of record. He and his partner,

Agent Scully.”

At the director’s questioning gaze, Skinner explained.

“Agent Scully is a gifted pathologist, and her insights

often have a direct bearing on Agent Mulder’s findings.”

“All right, Walter.” The director placed a guiding hand on

Mrs. Birmingham’s arm, directing her gently toward the

door. “Good luck.” After one last second of eye contact, he

disappeared through the door.

Skinner sank down slowly into his chair, took off his

glasses and rubbed his eyes.

Christ, you never knew who was going to pop up out of the

woodwork in this damned place.

******

Manning Research & Development Corporation

Office of Wilfred Manning, President and CEO

4:43 p.m.

“This way, please.” Mulder and Scully were ushered into a

— what could only be described as ‘posh’ — office. The

administrative assistant brought them to the front of an

imposing mahogany desk, where she stopped and addressed the

nattily-dressed man of about fifty behind the desk. “Mr.

Manning, these are Agents Mulder and Scully from the FBI.”

She nodded to the agents and took her leave.

Mulder extended a hand to the man behind the desk.

“Pleased to meet you, sir.”

It was when Manning impatiently waved to the two chairs

behind them that Scully noticed that he was speaking on the

telephone. She exchanged a glance with Mulder, who

reclaimed his hand, and they took the indicated seats.

Scully crossed her legs, pulling out her pen and notebook.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw her partner do the

same.

At the sound of the phone’s being put to rest in its

cradle, she looked up. “Mr. Manning, as you know, you’ve

been identified as a potential target–”

Manning waved his hand in dismissal. “You can dispense

with the preliminaries, Agent…” He looked from face to

face, his own expression one of annoyance. “Which is

Mulder, and which is Scully?”

“I’m Agent Scully,” Scully answered, feeling a little

peeved herself at the man’s rudeness.

“Fine. Agent Scully, let’s get down to the nitty-gritty.

What do you want to know?”

At Scully’s first question and Manning’s answer, Scully

heard Mulder curse under his breath. After jotting down

Manning’s response, she glanced Mulder’s way. “Pen’s out of

ink,” he said, sheepishly. “Do you have another one I can

borrow?”

As Scully started to search through her purse, Manning

tossed a pen to Mulder. “Here, use this. I don’t have all

day.” Opening his top middle drawer, he pulled out another

pen.

“Thanks,” Mulder mumbled, and Scully could feel his

embarrassment.

About ten minutes into their interview, Scully noticed

that Mulder had grown quiet. A few minutes later, when

Manning put a halt to the proceedings — for the fourth

time — to take a phone call, Scully used the opportunity

to check on her partner.

“Mulder, are you feeling all right?” Scully asked.

He shook his head shakily. “I think… I… need to

leave,” Mulder replied, and Scully was alarmed by

the pain she could discern so easily in his voice.

“What is it?” she asked, leaning over a little closer to

him. “Tell me what’s wrong,” she asked, gently.

“My… head…” Suddenly, he bolted out of his chair,

notebook and pen falling to the plush carpeting with a

‘ploof, ploof.’

“Mulder!” Scully said frantically, as Mulder

staggered toward the door. Manning was staring at Mulder as

though he’d tracked something nasty into his immaculate

office.

Hastily dismissing whoever he was talking to, Manning

addressed Scully. “You two stop off for a couple of beers

before you came here?”

Appalled, Scully rose, focusing her attention on the man

who’d been far and away their most unpleasant interview of

the afternoon. She gave him her coldest glare. “Thank you

for your time, Mr. Manning.” Picking up Mulder’s notebook,

stashing it in her suit pocket, she felt a certain

satisfaction at leaving Manning’s expensive pen where it

lay. Then she pivoted away, striding quickly to catch up to

her partner, who was at the door, searching blindly for the

doorknob.

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Not giving a damn about what it looked like, Scully

wrapped an arm around Mulder’s middle, pulled open the

door, and guided them through; she was worried by Mulder’s

complete aquiescence as he let her lead him out. He was

leaning so heavily on her that she was convinced he was

going to pass out.

When they burst through the front doors, Mulder walked a

few steps, gave a huge shudder and dropped down onto the

nearest step. Leaning forward so that his head was resting

on his knees, Mulder gasped, “Oh, God. Oh, Christ. Oh,

fuck.”

“No, Mulder, get up.” Scully pulled at his arms, trying to

raise him. “I’m going to take you to the hospital.” She

tugged him again, but didn’t budge him. “Mulder, please!”

she pleaded, getting really scared now.

“Scully, wait,” Mulder, breathless, told her. “I’m all

right now. Just need a minute…” He continued to breathe

so heavily that Scully was certain he’d hyperventilate.

“Relax.” She rubbed a hand across his back. “Relax,

Mulder.” His breathing started to calm. “Easy, now. That’s

it,” she soothed.

Finally, Mulder drew in a deep shuddering breath and

straightened. The tears still clinging to his eyelashes

bore silent witness to what he’d just been through. His

eyes held a remnant of fear when they looked into hers.

“That was most decidedly not fun.”

Scully reached up and very gently dried his eyes with her

fingers. “Do you know what happened?” she asked, her

fingers lingering on his closed eyelids, her thumbs rubbing

gentle circles on his cheeks.

“Unh, uh.” Mulder tilted his head up, as if reaching out

to her fingers with his face. “I’d consider going through

it again, though, if this is the end result,” he said

softly.

Scully let her hands rest on his face more fully. “You

don’t need to go through that to get to this point, Mulder.”

She felt him go utterly still beneath her hands. “I

don’t?” he asked, and she noted how his voice was still

shaky from his ordeal.

“No, you don’t,” she said softly.

His eyes opening and looking at her like she’d just told

him he’d won a million dollars shocked her to her senses.

Just what in God’s name was she thinking? They were on the

front steps of a multi-national business, about two minutes

away from a shift change, and she was…

She pulled her hands away from his face and stood up. “For

God’s sake, Mulder, you were in agony. Nobody in his right

mind would want to go through that again. Come on. I still

want you to get checked out at the hospital.”

Ignoring the look of bewilderment and then hurt on his

face, Scully helped him to his feet. “I’m fine,” he

mumbled; then, as she was about to protest, he added, “but

I’ll go.”

She was stunned. Mulder voluntarily submitting to a stint

in the emergency room? Whatever had happened to him had

scared him pretty badly.

Shoving prim and proper Agent Scully to the back of her

mind, Scully allowed her emotions to the forefront for

once. Taking her partner’s arm gently, she led him away

from the building.

When they reached the car, Mulder drew the keys out of his

pocket, unlocked the passenger door, then handed the keys

to her. Waiting until she was seated before he seated

himself, Mulder slid into the seat, reaching for the seat

belt. As he clicked the buckle home, Scully caressed his

cheeks with her fingertips.

Mulder’s head snapped up in surprise.

“Just so you know…” She let her hands trail down his

face before she let go.

After a few seconds of staring at her, he swallowed and

nodded. She almost didn’t catch his smile before she turned

away to reach for her seat belt.

******

Rodgers Memorial Hospital

Emergency Room Bay 3

9:36 p.m.

Mulder lay huddled on his side, shivering. After they’d

put him through a battery of tests, they’d plugged him into

an I.V. and relegated him back to bed, which was fine with

him, except that it was twenty below zero, and they’d left

him without a blanket.

As he and Scully had begun their journey to the hospital,

Mulder had been glad he’d agreed to go, because the closer

they’d gotten, the worse he’d felt. His headache had

returned, and they’d had to stop three times so he could

throw up.

He didn’t know what they were pumping into him, but it was

working because the urge to vomit had — thankfully —

dissipated, and his headache had lessened. He shivered

again.

If they could only remember that he was a person, not just

a patient, and bring him twenty or thirty blankets, he

could die a happy man.

He wondered where Scully had got off to. He’d been pretty

out of it when they’d arrived at the hospital, and this was

the first time he’d actually noticed her absence. Lifting

his head, he found that it sat curiously heavy on his

shoulders. He felt a kind of hazy awareness of his

surroundings. Was he in a real bed? Was he lying on top of

the covers? Could he navigate himself into a position where

he could actually utilize the damned things?

Attempting to sit up made the room shimmy and shake around

him, and he dropped back down like a rock. He lay on his

back, panting, for a few minutes, then resigned himself to

his blanketless fate and rolled onto his side, curling his

body in as much as he could in an attempt to conserve his

body heat.

As he lay pondering the fact that he hadn’t warmed himself

up by the exertion of trying to sit up, he heard his name

being called softly.

“Scully?” he murmured, not opening his eyes.

The voice was deep and masculine. “It’s Skinner. How are

you feeling, Agent Mulder?”

“Cold,” he replied, without having to think about it. His

body was beginning to shiver in earnest. “Very fucking

cold.”

In a matter of seconds, something heavy and — warm –was

draped over him. Greedily reaching for it, he pulled it up

over his shoulders, hunching down into its depths.

“Careful, Mulder, you’ll dislodge the I.V.”

He felt Skinner carefully arranging the cover around the

I.V. line. “Thanks,” Mulder said, rubbing his cheek against

the material, surprised at its roughness, but not enough to

give it up.

“You’re welcome. Better?” Skinner’s voice held the gentle

quality the A.D. only used for those occasions when Mulder

was dying, or…

“Not your fault,” Mulder whispered, getting drowsy now

that he was toasty warm.

“I shouldn’t have called you in on this,” Skinner argued,

more with himself than with Mulder.

“I’m fine, sir.” He carefully rolled onto his back so he

could see his boss, taking care to hold onto — what he now

saw was — Skinner’s coat. Blushing served to make him a

little warmer, and he reveled in it. He fingered the coat.

“I appreciate this.” Smiling sleepily at Skinner, he

yawned. “Warm now. Tired now.” He closed his eyes.

“Is it all right for you to sleep?” Skinner asked,

nervously.

“Didn’t say not to.”

“All right, then.” He felt Skinner’s hand closing around

his arm. “Get some sleep. I’ll try to find Scully.”

” ‘Kay.”

The room, and Skinner, faded away.

******

Rodgers Memorial Hospital

9:42 p.m.

Skinner walked out into the organized chaos that was the

emergency room triage. Picking his way toward the

admissions desk, he spotted Scully and quickly detoured her

way, relieved that he wouldn’t have to ask the ninety-seven-

year-old woman behind the desk for help in locating his

agent.

“Scully!” he called, just before she disappeared behind a

door.

The door opened a second later, and Scully gestured him

inside. “Did you just get here?” she asked.

“About ten minutes ago.”

Scully appeared to be calculating. “Did you see Mulder?”

she asked.

Skinner nodded. “He’s sleeping. He says he’s fine. Is he?”

Looking into her eyes, trying to gauge his agent’s true

condition, the A.D. was heartened by what he saw there.

“He’s not fine yet, but he will be.”

“What happened?” Skinner asked.

Scully started walking away, and it was then that Skinner

noticed that they were in a private room containing one bed

— and one patient. “A less severe version of what happened

to him.” She indicated the patient in the bed.

“Who is he?”

“Wilfred Manning.” When Scully noted his struggle to place

the name, she elaborated. “He’s on Mulder’s list.”

“He’s still alive?” Skinner stared in shock at the man

lying so still, hooked up to all sorts of machines.

“For now.”

“What happened to them?”

Scully sighed tiredly, and Skinner could have kicked

himself for putting her — and Mulder — through this.

Damn, but it was selfish of him to have called in these two

for what he could now see was a purely personal reason.

While there was no doubt that Mulder’s profiling skills and

Scully’s forensic ones were definite plusses, Skinner could

have — and should have — just as easily gone through

channels to request another profiler.

“Sir?” His agent’s laying a hand on his forearm jolted him

back to the present.

He gave her a rueful smile. “Sorry. You were about to

explain…”

Nodding, Scully flipped open Manning’s chart. “Lobar

intracerebral hemorrhage occurs when there is a bleeding in

the superficial white matter of the cerebrum. While he did

have a bleed, which caused cerebral edema, they were able

to repair the damage quickly, mostly because we knew

exactly what we were dealing with. Plus, we think Manning

may have become suspicious at the first sign of pain and

called for help immediately, based upon what happened to

Mulder.”

Skinner just looked at her, puzzled.

“What happened to Mulder, happened in Manning’s office,”

she told him.

Skinner stared at her in disbelief. “Why were they both

affected? Why weren’t you?” He broke off suddenly, really

looking at her now.

“No, you’re right,” she reassured him. “I wasn’t affected.

But neither was Manning — at least not at the same time

Mulder was.”

“Have you figured out how they were affected?”

Scully nodded gravely. Walking over to the closet, she

tugged on the door, and it slid open, revealing a man’s

suit jacket dangling from a hanger. She pointed to the

right breast pocket. “I think it was that.”

Skinner’s attempt at reaching for the pen was aborted by

his agent’s hand shooting out and grasping his wrist

tightly. “Don’t touch it!”

Her rebuke was sharp, but he deserved it. “Sorry,” he

said, freeing his wrist from her surprisingly-strong grip.

“Is it still activated?” Starting toward it, he checked

himself and decided to wait until he heard what she had to

say.

“I don’t know. I haven’t had time to check.” She eyed the

pen with loathing. “I only know that Mulder had possession

of that thing for ten minutes, and look what happened to

him.” Walking back over to the bed, she looked at the man

lying there. “Manning would have been in better shape if he

hadn’t had that…” She indicated the pen with her chin.

“…on his person. He’s lucky the paramedics had to remove

his jacket to treat him, or he’d be dead.”

“Is Mulder… Did Mulder suffer any damage? Any bleeding?”

His agent met his eyes and nodded. “Very little, though.

We were able to get it under control right away, without

surgery. You know, it’s funny…” She stopped in mid-

sentence, staring out into space. Skinner knew to give her

a minute to gather her thoughts. “That device wasn’t

activated when Mulder first started using it. And Manning

had been using it before that.” She pierced him with those

blue eyes of hers. “Either it activated itself at a certain

point, or someone activated it while we were there.”

Skinner didn’t like the implications that engendered. “Do

you think that Mulder was the intended target?”

Scully pondered this thought for a minute, then shook her

head. “No. I think Manning was the target. Mulder’s using

the pen was a purely random event. The killer couldn’t know

that his pen would run out of ink at that precise moment.

He couldn’t know that Manning would give Mulder his pen.”

Skinner nodded his agreement. “We’d better get that to the

lab so they can tell us how it works.” Was it controlled

remotely by someone in the building? Did it have a further

range? Was it on a timer? Was it activated by some other

method, by touch, sound, light?

Scully nodded. “I’ve already put in a call.” She glanced

at the door, then back at him. “Do you… would you mind

waiting for them here? I left word that they were to come

directly to this room, but I don’t want them to disturb

Manning. You know how carried away the tecchies can get

over something new.”

The A.D. laughed softly. “All right.”

His agent started for the door, then hesitated. “I’ll

be… I need to…” She pressed her lips together tightly.

“Go ahead,” he said, gently.

Smiling gratefully, if a little embarassedly, Scully

nodded and left to see her partner.

*****

Act IV

Rodgers Memorial Hospital

Room 2437

Saturday, February 17

6:43 a.m.

When Scully’s eyes shot open, she was blinded. Giving a

strangled cry, she shifted in the chair, until she was out

of range of the sunbeam that had attacked her. Squinting

against the light, she wondered if it was possible to be

part vampire, and then she decided that, yeah, before that

first cup of coffee, it was a definite possibility.

A soft chuckle off to her left reminded Scully of where

she was. She whirled toward the sound, her mouth already

forming its, “Mulder!”

But Mulder was holding a finger to his lips, and she

whispered instead, “What?”

Her partner’s eyes shifted to the non-sunny side of the

room, where A.D. Skinner sat sprawled, dead asleep, in the

most uncomfortable position Scully could ever recall seeing

a human being in. “Mulder, we’d be doing him a favor if we

woke him up out of that human pretzel imitation he’s doing.”

Mulder shrugged. “It didn’t seem to do you too much harm.”

“But I’m shorter. Not to mention younger–”

“Not to mention cuter,” Mulder interjected, eyes twinkling

mischievously.

Scully stared at him for a second. Well, someone was

feeling better. “I’m glad you think so,” she said dryly,

taking particular delight in having turned the tables as

his face reddened. “So, how long have you been awake,

watching me sleep?” She let her gaze drift to Skinner

momentarily. “Or have you been watching him?”

Mulder imitated her action of glancing at Skinner, then

returning his gaze to her. “Well, now that you mention it,

there is a certain boyish charm–”

“Ahem,” a deep, gruff voice interrupted, and Scully

thought she might bust a gut at the look of astonishment on

Mulder’s face — Mulder’s very red, very flustered face.

“Sir, we were just about to wake you up,” Scully told

Skinner in an attempt to give her partner a little time to

gather his wits about him.

Skinner gazed at her. “Oh, is that what you were doing?”

As she tried to formulate some sort of answer, Skinner

turned toward her partner. “Feeling better, Agent Mulder?”

“I was,” Mulder mumbled, and Scully almost felt sorry for

him.

Skinner stood up, wincing when he straightened his back.

Eyeing Scully, he shook his head. “Tell me you aren’t

feeling the effects of that torture device,” he said,

indicating the chair she was still sitting in.

She shrugged, trying to hide her smile.

“Well, I’m going back to the motel and then I’m heading to

the office.” He turned his gaze to Mulder. “Are you being

released today, Agent Mulder?”

Glancing at Scully before looking at Skinner for the first

time since Skinner had awakened, Mulder shrugged

sheepishly. “To tell you the truth, I have no idea. I

really don’t remember all that much after we got here. I

was pretty fuzzy…” He stopped, frowning. “I’m even fuzzy

about being fuzzy.”

“That’s from the injury, Mulder,” Scully told him. “One of

the symptoms is a drop in alertness.”

“Yeah, well, I can certainly attest to that,” Mulder said.

“How’s Manning?” Skinner asked Scully.

“What about Manning?” Mulder interspersed. “Was there an

attempt on his life?”

Scully nodded. “On yours, too, when you come right down to

it.” Mulder just stared at her, and after a few seconds

passed Scully realized that she’d been waiting for his

usual quick response, but it wouldn’t be forthcoming — not

yet, anyway. “We think it was Manning’s pen, Mulder. It

would explain why you and Manning were affected and I

wasn’t.”

“I should have gotten this, shouldn’t I?” Mulder said, as

if reading her mind. “I should have made the connection. It

should have been so clear to me.” His look was one of

pleading. “But it wasn’t.”

“It will be. Soon. Very soon.” She patted his face. “Don’t

worry. You’ll be making those unsubstantiated leaps of

logic before you know it.”

“When?” he asked, sounding, as only Mulder could, both

petulant and worried.

Scully sighed. “You’ve been through a lot, Mulder, and

believe it or not, you’ve been very lucky.”

Mulder lowered his eyes, nodding. “I know.” Scully had

filled him in on the causes, symptoms and treatment for LIH

when they got the case, so she was sure he was well aware

that he could very well have gone another route — he could

have died, or he could have suffered loss of brain

functions.

“Scully, how do you know I’m not–”

“You’re not,” she said fiercely. “I’ve been over your

chart a hundred times. You didn’t have any brain damage.

This… fuzziness as you call it, is mostly from the

medication.”

Mulder’s eyes darted to the I.V. line. “How much longer?”

Scully pressed Mulder’s call button. “Let’s find out.”

“Er… I’m heading out now,” Skinner said, an apologetic

look on his face. “Scully?” He motioned her over.

Giving Mulder a look of encouragement, she squeezed his

arm before walking across the room to where Skinner had

moved.

“When you get a chance, I need whatever you and Mulder

found out yesterday,” he said, his voice a near whisper.

“And if he’s up to it — if *you* think he’s up to it, I’d

like his thoughts on it, too.”

“Yes, sir,” Scully said, nodding.

“And, uh…” Skinner paused, looking uncomfortable, his

eyes settling on her partner for a moment before meeting

her eyes again.

Scully thought she would cut the man a break. “I’ll call

you as soon as I know, sir.”

His face reflecting his surprise, then his chagrin,

Skinner nodded stiffly. “Thanks,” he mumbled. Then he

turned and left quickly, almost bumping into the nurse as

they met in the doorway.

“Mr. Mulder… Dr. Scully… Do you need help with

something?” Scully watched in amusement as the nurse tried

to check out her boss without being too obvious about it.

Scully tried to hide her smile. “Agent Mulder was

wondering when he could get his I.V. line taken out.”

The nurse walked over, smiling in sympathy. “It can be

rather uncomfortable, can’t it?” She picked up Mulder’s

chart, seemingly unsurprised to find it lying on the foot

of his bed rather than outside the door where it belonged.

“I’m sure you know this already, Dr. Scully, but he’s

coming along quite well. Dr. Hallinan left orders that if

he was awake and alert and in no pain, we could remove it

as early as 7 a.m.” She glanced at her watch. “We have

about four minutes, but I think that’s close enough.”

Mulder studied the ceiling while the nurse pulled the

needle from his vein, and Scully looked out the window to

give him some privacy.

“All done,” the nurse announced cheerfully. They thanked

her, and she left.

“Am I getting out of here today?” Mulder asked.

Scully nodded. “I’m pretty sure you are, but you’ll have

to take it easy for a few days. No more interviews,

Mulder,” she told him pointedly.

Mulder rubbed his forehead. “From what you told me about

the pen, it doesn’t look like it’ll be necessary anyway.

Anything back from the lab yet?”

Scully shook her head. “Not that I heard.” She leaned back

in her chair. “Skinner said he’d let me know when they

found something.”

When Mulder yawned, Scully stood up, stretching. “You know

what? I’m going to let you sleep while I go back to the

motel to take a shower and change. When I come back, they

should be about ready to release you.”

Not until she finished speaking did she realize that

Mulder hadn’t uttered one word of protest.

She laid a kiss on her sleeping partner’s cheek and

tiptoed out.

*****

Newark Field Office Saturday

8:43 p.m.

Mulder reflected upon what a dubious stroke of luck it had

been that he’d handled that pen, that once they’d

discovered the means by which the murders had been

committed, it had been ridiculously easy to trace them to

their source.

Lawrence Dexter III, certified genius according to the

tecchies, certified disgruntled environmentalist and

suspected killer according to the FBI, was now in custody a

few doors away from the office in which Mulder lay resting

on a couch, forbidden from questioning the suspect by his

partner.

Amazingly enough, Mulder was perfectly okay with that

order. He saw no need to personally interview the suspect.

For a genius, the guy had been dim-witted enough to use his

own name and credentials at each of the locations he’d

worked. Mulder couldn’t get over the fact that they’d

actually sat in Manning’s waiting room with the man. He and

Scully had even spoken to Dexter, had apologized for

bumping him from his appointment to consult on the firm’s

computer system. It was a service Dexter had performed

regularly for MR&D and, they knew now, for the companies of

every single victim. It was also how he was able to find

out which companies used the same types of chemicals that

had killed his mother two months earlier.

Skinner had actually picked Dexter as most likely from the

list of names and bios they’d hastily put together. When

the technicians had dissected the pen, they were terribly

excited to find that it contained a highly-specialized

microchip; Skinner was excited to find that only ten people

in the Newark area had purchased the chip in the last

month. Once they had the list, Skinner had skimmed it and

immediately pointed to Dexter’s name.

As well as having the capability to conceive and assemble

the device necessary to transmit the frequency necessary to

damage a person’s brain, Dexter was an ex-marine. It was

his “Special Services” status that put Skinner on to him.

No mere egghead, he. The man had “skills.”

Once they confronted him, the man had cracked like an

eggshell. He’d readily admitted to killing the men, but he

didn’t seem to understand that he’d done anything wrong.

Why, he’d questioned, was it wrong to kill people who

killed other people? It was exactly what he’d done when he

was a marine, he’d explained, and he’d never been accused

of wrongdoing then; rather the opposite — he’d been

congratulated, even decorated.

If killing was wrong, why did his own country condone it?

Why did they teach him how to be so good at it? Hadn’t he

been fighting for mom and country? When someone threatened

his country, he’d kill them. This time someone didn’t just

threaten his mother, they’d *killed* her. He’d merely

carried out his duty. Couldn’t they see that? Didn’t they

understand? He was only doing what he was supposed to do!

Mulder sighed. Although the FBI had more than enough

evidence to convict Dexter, it was looking more and more

like they weren’t going to have their day in court — at

least not at this point in time.

“You’re thinking again.”

Eyes still closed, Mulder smiled at his partner’s voice.

Either she was getting better at skulking about, or he’d

been concentrating way too hard. In any event, he hadn’t

heard her open the door or walk up to him.

Opening his eyes, he swung his legs over the side and sat

up, offering her a seat beside him. “Anything new with

Dexter?”

Scully plunked herself down a few inches from him,

surprising the hell out of him by dropping her forehead

onto his shoulder. “Where should I start?” she murmured,

and Mulder could feel the movement of her lips against his

arm.

“Is he still looking good for an insanity plea?” he asked,

softly, hardly daring to breathe lest she should take it as

an indication to move.

“Mm, hm. But Skinner thinks it’s all a very good act.”

“Because of the Special Services thing?”

“Uh, huh.” Scully leaned back into the cushions, and

Mulder deemed it safe to take air into his lungs again.

“So what’s happening now?”

“Skinner’s requested his military record.” She placed a

hand beneath his elbow and stood, helping him to his feet.

“We’re going back to the motel to get some sleep.”

It never even occurred to Mulder to question her. Even

though he’d been ‘taking it easy,’ with the exception of

the last hour he’d been taking it easy in a chair or on his

feet. As Popeye would so eloquently put it, he was pooped.

“Skinner?” he asked.

Shaking her head, Scully aimed them toward the door.

“Going another few rounds with the locals, I imagine.”

Mulder stilled her hand as she reached for the doorknob.

“They’re opposing him?” At her nod, he commented, “I should

think they’d want to see Dexter stand trial and not get off

on some plea.”

Scully sighed. “I swear if he told them to be careful,

they’d shoot each other just so they could do the opposite

of what he said.”

Mulder blew out a breath. “God, they’re even more

infantile than I gave them credit for.” He let go of

Scully’s wrist, and she opened the door. “Should we stick

around?” he asked. “Lend some support?”

“Tomorrow, maybe.” She placed a hand on the small of his

back and gave him a gentle shove. “Tonight we’ve been

ordered to bed.”

He had to turn and look at her; she could not have made

that remark in innocence.

“Gotcha,” she said, smiling evilly.

“Scully, my heart,” he said, dramatically, flattening his

palm over the proper area on his chest.

“Mine, too,” she said, softly.

Then she gave him another nudge, propelling him down the

corridor on his two suddenly-rubbery legs.

***************

Newark Field Office Conference Room

Saturday

8:39 p.m.

“What the hell is wrong with all of you?” Skinner’s eyes

roamed over the eleven agents assembled around the

conference table. “This is real life! This isn’t some

schoolyard where you take a stand against the school bully.

Think very hard about this before you turn in those

reports. Please. This man is a cold-blooded killer, not

some poor schmuck we decided to pick on.”

“You can’t dictate what we put in our reports, Skinner,”

Dalton snapped. “We may have had to kowtow to your commands

before, but the case is over.”

“Fine. It’s over. But, please… Think very hard with

regard to what you’re about to do — about what you’re all

about to do.”

“It’s not as though our reports hold any sway with the

trial anyway,” Rodriguez put in. “They’ve got more than

enough evidence–”

“The evidence is not what’s in question,” Skinner cut him

off. “We have him dead to rights; that part is cut and

dried. The question before the attorneys is *how* to try

him: as a criminal or as criminally insane. There’s a huge

difference, as you all know.”

“Look, Skinner,” Dalton said. “I interrogated him. He

cried like a baby the entire time.”

“It’s an act,” Skinner said, shaking his head. “It’s all a

very good act.”

“Oh, come on,” Agent Falite spat. “Are you telling me that

that guy’s wetting himself was an act?”

“Yes!” Skinner yelled. “Don’t you get it? This is

precisely why he could get away with using his own name. No

one would believe anybody could be that stupid. And then he

uses the insanity angle.”

“Nope.” Cjeka spoke up from the end of the table. “Not

buying it. The guy’s a fruit. I have an uncle who’s a

permanent resident in a psychiatric home, and Dexter is a

carbon copy of him.”

Skinner looked around the table at each stubborn face.

“Doesn’t it bother you that this man has killed six people?”

“You killed eight.” Eric Stone was staring at him with

unabashed hatred in his eyes.

A little taken aback, Skinner muttered, “You don’t know

what you’re talking about, Stone.”

“Don’t I?” Stone spewed, rising from his seat. “I lost a

good friend in that raid, Skinner.”

“We all had friends that you sent to their deaths,”

Donnelly charged, also standing.

“We’re not here to talk about that,” Skinner said, in as

calming a voice as he could muster. “We’re here–”

“No!” Rodriguez bellowed. “You’re not brushing it aside

again.”

All around the table, agents were standing, shouting

accusations at him, murderous intent in their eyes. Skinner

recognized that the situation was getting out of control.

He thanked the powers that be that he was seated close to

the door. With eleven angry agents encroaching upon his

territory, Skinner started backing toward the door. He

yanked it open — and found his escape route blocked.

“What’s going on?” Mulder asked.

*****

Newark Field Office Conference Room

Saturday

8:44 p.m.

They’d almost made it.

A dozen or so more steps and they would have been out the

door. But the angry shouting coming from the conference

room by which they had been passing could not be ignored.

They’d both known who was in there and who the intended

target of that anger most likely was. Mulder had glanced at

her quickly before he’d reached for the door, only to have

it pulled open by Skinner.

“What’s going on?” Mulder had managed to ask —

And then a fist came flying at him from out of the mob of

agents surrounding their boss. Mulder took a hit high to

the cheekbone, staggering back into her arms, flailing out

in an attempt to right himself. Only Skinner’s reaching out

and grasping Mulder under the armpits saved them from

landing in a very undignified heap on the floor.

“Rodriguez, you jerk! You clocked Mulder, not Skinner,”

came Stone’s voice.

“I’ll fix that right now,” Rodriguez said, reaching for

the A.D., who was still holding onto a dazed Mulder.

“You touch him, I’ll shoot you.” Scully held her weapon in

both hands, her firearm trained on Rodriguez’s chest.

“Whoa, Agent Scully. We have no argument with you. There’s

no need for that.” He indicated her gun.

“There’s no need for any of this,” Mulder said, rubbing

his face, pulling himself gently out of Skinner’s grip.

“Thanks, sir,” he said, positioning himself between the

agents and his boss.

“Hey, I’m sorry, Mulder,” Rodriguez said. “I didn’t mean

to — ”

“No, you meant to hit an assistant director of the FBI,”

Mulder said, and that seemed to bring them to their senses.

Very slowly, they backed away, drifting back to their

seats. Scully lowered her weapon and holstered it.

“You ladies and gentlemen seem to be operating under a

misconception,” Mulder addressed them. “May I suggest that

you read the special addendum to the events of May 16,

1991? I believe you’ll find it very interesting reading.”

“We’ve already read his lies,” Stone spewed.

“They’re not lies, and they’re not his,” Mulder said.

“They’re Robertson’s.”

“Rob — He was killed in the raid,” Dalton countered. “How

could he have given an account of it?”

“I never said he did,” Mulder replied blandly.

“Then what –”

“Just read it,” Mulder said, “and if it should necessitate

a revision in your reports, I’m sure you’ll have time

before the 10 a.m. deadline.”

Scully touched his elbow, and she was pleased to see the

smile return to his eyes. He laid a hand on her upper arm,

a gesture that meant that he needed another minute;

inexplicably, she also read apology in his eyes. When he

turned toward Skinner, indicating the door with a tilt of

his head, she knew why.

She read the uncertainty in Skinner’s eyes as he

interpreted Mulder’s message; when he locked eyes with her,

she gave him a small smile and a minute nod of her head.

The possibility of a romantic evening with her partner

would have to be put on hold yet again.

The story of their life in one simple sentence.

She gathered up Mulder and Skinner, and they left the

conference room.

******

X-Files Office

Thursday, February 22

3:24 p.m.

In the end, it hadn’t made an iota of difference.

Mulder didn’t know whether the Newark agents had changed

their reports or even whether they’d read about Robertson’s

journal. He hadn’t asked.

“Hey, partner, who was that on the phone?” Scully asked as

he was hanging up.

“Skinner,” he said, hurrying to help her with the mountain

of file folders she was carrying. “Jesus, Scully, did you

say a *little* research on spontaneous regeneration?”

“Mulder, can I… Thanks,” she said, as he relieved her of

two-thirds of the stack. “Can I help it if you’ve

accumulated a ton of information on the subject?” He

followed her eyes as she took in the piles of folders on

every available flat surface. “…on a lot of subjects.”

“Hey, I’m nothing if not thorough.” Following her to her

desk, he set his accumulation atop hers.

“So what did Skinner want?”

“Oh. Uh, Dexter.” Mulder flipped open the top folder.

“They’re going ahead with the insanity plea.”

Scully sighed loudly, and Mulder looked up. “He fooled

them all, didn’t he?” she asked. “Dexter’s going to get

away with murder.”

The folder no longer holding his interest, Mulder closed

it and tossed it back onto the heap. “Maybe.”

“Sometimes I wonder why we even bother.” She sat down

heavily in her chair.

Mulder touched her lightly on the arm. “You know why.”

Continuing as if he hadn’t spoken, she said, “Why do a

good job when the criminals get off with a slap on the

wrist?” Finally acknowledging his presence, she looked up

at him just as he opened his mouth to offer his opinion.

“Oh, excuse me, this one will get sent to his room without

his supper.” She crossed her arms, her posture exuding

frustration.

“Scully,” he started in his ‘voice of reason,’ then

stopped. She was right. They broke their asses to catch

these guys, to get them off the streets, and for what? So

some court-appointed psychiatrist can ‘rehabilitate’ them?

Well, it worked just fine for Eugene Tooms, and it’ll be

just as successful with Dexter. Looking down at her just

then, he saw his emotions mirrored in her eyes, and an

overwhelming sadness washed over him.

Look what he’d done to her. Wasted away her youth,

stripped her of her innocence, robbed her of her belief in

right and wrong, good and bad.

“Oh, no, you don’t,” Scully said, standing up and grabbing

his hand.

“What?” he said, confused, stumbling over his feet as she

dragged him toward the coat rack.

“You are not going to wallow in self pity, or pity for me,

or whatever it is you want to wallow in.” She snatched his

coat off its hook and held it open for him; he stared at

her in stunned silence for a moment before the sheer force

of her indignation snapped him out of his funk.

“Scully, it’s only 3:30,” he said, finally finding his

voice. “Where am I going?”

He tried to hide his pleasure when she removed her coat

also. “*We* are going…” She stopped. “…somewhere fun.”

“Fun?” he asked, tickled. “I didn’t know you indulged in

‘fun,’ Scully.”

“I have been known,” she replied in an affronted tone, “to

bat the occasional ball, down the sporadic quart of rocky

road ice cream–”

“You madwoman, you,” he laughed, getting more into the

spirit of the moment. Maybe things weren’t as dismal as

he’d painted them after all. “So where are we going?”

“To…” She ceased all movement, thinking. “I don’t know,

Mulder,” she admitted. She gave his arm a tug, then opened

the door. “But let’s go now.”

He followed after her without giving it a second thought.

******

Epilogue

Assistant Director Skinner’s Office One Week Later 9:37 a.m.

Skinner looked up from his report at the knock on his

door. “Yes?”

His assistant opened the door and stepped inside. “This

just came for you, sir.” She handed him a sealed letter-

size envelope.

“Thank you.” Accepting the mail, he waited until the door

closed behind her before he returned to his desk and opened

it.

He let out a huff of breath as he read the contents:

Lawrence Dexter III escaped from custody en route to the

Newark Federal Court Building from the Raynham Psychiatric

Hospital. Two guards and one bystander were killed during

the escape. At the recommendation of the staff

psychiatrists, Dexter had not been handcuffed.

The End

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SNOWMAN

Story and Illustrations by CindyET

TITLE: Snowman

AUTHOR: CindyET

E-MAIL ADDRESS: cindyet@tdstelme.net

INFO: Written for I Made This Productions Virtual Season 8

DISTRIBUTION: Archive anywhere — but please drop me a

note to tell me where.

DISCLAIMER: The characters Fox Mulder and Dana Scully are

the property of Chris Carter, FOX and 1013 Productions. No

copyright infringement intended. This is for fun, not

profit.

SPOILER WARNING: Vague references to War of the

Coprophages,

Rain King and Je Souhaite.

RATING: R (Language and Violence)

CLASSIFICATION: X

SUMMARY: Mulder and Scully travel to the remote town of

Caribou Corners, Maine, to investigate the chilling death

of 10th-grader Danny Davis. The murder weapon? An icicle.

The motive? Unknown. The killer? Depends on whom you ask.

Some believe he’s human. Some claim he’s a legendary man of

snow. The one thing everyone agrees on: he’s going to kill

again.

AUTHOR’S NOTES: Special thanks to Marybeth for the great

beta.

You’re the best! Any errors found herein are mine.

FEEDBACK: Please. Write to cindyet@tdstelme.net.

AUTHOR’S WEBSITE:

http://www.crosswinds.net/~bluefroggie/cindyet.html

SNOWMAN

PROLOGUE

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Caribou Corners High School

Caribou Corners, Maine

Friday, February 16

2:59 p.m.

“Heads up,” a voice warned and a pencil whizzed like a

dart toward the bulletin board, just missing the teacher’s

right shoulder. Ricocheting off the wall, the miniature

harpoon tumbled to the floor with a chattering bounce. It

settled at Ms. Spencer’s feet.

“Ooops. Almost nailed her.” A flurry of tittering giggles

swirled through the class of grinning tenth graders.

At the front of the room Connie Spencer swallowed and

blinked. The pencil’s broken tip pointed at her like an

accusing finger and she struggled to keep her knees from

buckling. Clearing her throat, she selected a nub of chalk

from the blackboard’s powdery tray. Her fingers trembled as

she wrote, causing the chalk to sputter and skip. Her back

to her students and her arm jogging with the rise and fall

of her shaky letters, she strained to recall when, or even

how, things had grown so out of control. She knew it was

long before today. Or even before the start of school five

months ago. In fact, Connie Spencer couldn’t remember a

time when she hadn’t felt afraid.

In a shivering script, she wrote the students’ assignment

on the blackboard.

— 10-page essay on the theme “tales within tales” as

illustrated in Mark Twain’s “The Celebrated Jumping Frog of

Calaveras County” —

Disgruntled groans, rumbling through the room like an

avalanche, died when the bell rang, ending the school day

and marking the start of Winter break. Books slammed shut.

Chairs scraped backward. The students poured out the door,

hurrying to their lockers and their coats. Turning from the

blackboard, Connie Spencer gaped at the disheveled rows of

empty desks and breathed the room’s chilling silence into

her lungs with a feeling of longed-for liberation.

“Hi Mommy!” Seven-year-old Katie twirled into the room,

arriving from her afternoon dance lesson. “We practiced

pirouettes in ballet class today,” she said and proudly

demonstrated her newfound skill.

“That’s very good, Katie.” Connie watched her daughter

whorl around her. “Did your dad drive you?”

“Nope. Miss Tredwell drived.” Katie spun again, her bulky

winter coat flaring like a woolen tutu. “Miss Tredwell said

my pirouette was best in class.”

“Don’t boast, Katie.”

“Well, she did!”

Connie was certain Katie told the truth, that the ballet

teacher had indeed complimented the girl. Not because Katie

was an especially good dancer, but because Anne Tredwell

was a kindhearted woman. Connie was grateful for the

special attention the dance teacher lavished on her

daughter.

Connie and Tom Spencer’s divorce had been hard on Katie.

Their marriage had been even worse. The memory of her ex-

husband’s uncontrolled temper knotted Connie’s stomach even

after two years. Although Tom Spencer was granted

visitation rights with his daughter, a court order kept him

at a safe distance from his ex-wife.

Sliding into her coat, Connie watched her daughter spin

happily around the room.

“You ready, honey?”

“I know a song, Mommy. Wanna hear it?” The girl didn’t

wait for an answer but launched into her song. “Frosty the

snooowmaaan, is a fairytale they SAY. He was made of SNOW

but the children KNOW how he came to life one DAAAY!” While

Katie sang, Connie took hold of her hand and led her into

the hall. Their rubber boots squeaked against the glassy

floor as they walked toward the exit. Halfway down the

corridor, Katie abruptly stopped at the door of the

school’s biology lab, locking her sherbet-colored boots in

place and halting her mother.

“Hi, Uncle Phil!” The girl waved a mittened hand at the

biology teacher.

“Hello, Katie. Hi, Con.” Phil Peters smiled and waved

back. “Doin’ anything special for winter break?” He stepped

into the hall, plunging his arms into his coat sleeves

before pinching Katie’s nose and making the girl giggle

with delight.

“No. No plans. How about you, Philly?” Connie answered,

her unease lessening somewhat in her older brother’s

calming shadow.

“Not a thing. Just the way I like it.”

“Whaddabout Winter Carnival?” Katie asked. “Aren’t you

gonna go, Uncle Phil?”

“Of course I am. How ’bout you?”

“Uh huh! I’m gonna build a snowman for the snowman

contest. I know a song. Frosty the snooowman…” she began

again.

Peters held open the door and Katie pranced out into the

snow, singing her song and twirling in dizzying circles.

“Be glad to give you a lift home, Con,” Peters offered,

ushering Connie out into the cold.

“No, thanks. We enjoy the walk and it isn’t far.”

“Okeydoke. Hey, if the weatherman’s right about Sunday’s

snowstorm, I’ll be by to shovel your driveway.” He winked

and headed to the parking lot, strains of “thumpity thump

thump, thumpity thump thump” making him smile as he waved

goodbye.

“Look, Mommy, look! It’s Frosty!” Katie ran through knee-

deep drifts to a large snowman standing guard in the

schoolyard. A striped scarf in the school colors flapped

around the snowman’s neck and two tiny stone eyes appeared

to squint across the yard at Connie. A wide line of pebbles

dotted the white face, creating a lop-sided grin while

skinny, bent arms branched out into woody fingers swayed in

the breeze, waving hello to the girl’s waiting mother.

Katie rubbed her mittens over the snowman’s big round belly.

“Mommy, look…” Katie stopped mid-sentence when she saw

three familiar boys exit the school behind her mother.

Danny Davis, Ricky Hart, and Benjamin Shute.

“Troublemakers” she’d heard Uncle Phil call them.

“Hey, Ms. Spencer,” Danny sniggered as the three scruffy

tenth-graders crowded around Connie.

“She looks kinda nervous, Danno. Maybe you scare her,”

Ricky giggled, looming over his much smaller teacher.

“Do I scare you, Ms. Spencer? BOO!” He puffed in her face,

his breath blowing a lock of her dark hair across her

forehead.

“G-go home, boys.” She tried to steady her voice but it

whined from her throat like wind skimming across the icy

school yard.

The boys laughed. “‘Go home, boys, go home, boys,'” they

mimicked.

Danny pushed closer until he squeezed Connie firmly

between himself and Ben. The slippery fabric of his down-

filled vest squealed against her raspy wool coat. The boy’s

airy winterwear exhaled the odor of pizza, cheap cologne

and car grease when he pressed into Connie and she held her

breath against the smell.

“We’re havin’ waaaay too much fun right here, Ms. Spencer.

Ain’t you havin’ fun, too?” he asked.

Connie shook her head, her eyes fixed on Danny’s widening

smirk.

“P-please go…” A wave of fear blurred her vision and in

her mind’s eye she saw her ex-husband’s raging face

floating between her and the haughty teen. She could almost

feel Tom Spencer’s brutal fingers crushing her throat.

A biting swirl of snow billowed around the three teens and

their teacher. Across the schoolyard, Katie lost sight of

her mother in the sudden squall. The percussive crack of

shattering ice boomed through the air as long icicles

plunged from the school’s overhanging roof, one after the

next, detonating on the sidewalk with the raucous pulse of

a Gatling gun. Katie blinked with each explosive jolt.

“Mommy…?”

She was answered by a gurgled scream. The vortex of

blowing snow sucked skyward, popping Katie’s ears and

inexplicably taking the blizzard with it. When the blowing

snow cleared, Danny Davis lay sprawled on the sidewalk with

a four-foot-long spear of ice stuck through his neck. His

mouth was packed solid with snow. Blood pumped from the

wound splitting his throat and the vermilion puddle haloing

the boy’s head steamed with the lost heat of his dying

body.

A scraping *schht, schht* of ice drew Katie’s attention

away from the frightful scene. Glancing over her shoulder,

she was certain she saw the frozen snowman’s stony smile

twitch. The words “catch me if you can” whistled past her

ears.

ACT I

Two days later

Route 1, Northern Maine

*Schht, schht, schht.*

Scully sat in the driver’s seat, watching Mulder scrape

ice from the windshield of their rental car. A fog of

breath huffed from his nose with each thrust of the scraper

across the glass. Despite the car’s suffocating defroster,

this was Mulder’s third trip into the stormy weather to

clear their view. Lashes laden with ice and dark hair

turning white, he squinted to avoid the onslaught of

stinging sleet that pinged and bounced off the de-iced

surface of the car.

“The Ice Man Cometh,” he announced, sliding into the

passenger seat and slamming the door behind him. A blast of

bitter air followed him inside, causing Scully to shiver.

“You look like an abominable snowman,” she said and

shifted the car into drive.

“Didn’t know you were up on such things, Scully.” A shake

of his head sent a spray of melting snow in her direction.

She sniffed her disapproval, flooding her sinuses with the

humid smell of his damp wool coat. “I watched ‘Rudolph’ as

a kid.”

“Well, I always thought I had more in common with Yukon

Cornelius than with the Bumble. I identified with the

prospector’s elusive quest for the unattainable.”

“Silver and gold?”

“Metaphorically speaking.” With a sly half-smile, Mulder

plunged an icy hand down the back of Scully’s collar. She

let out a yelp of displeasure when his chilly fingers

pressed into the bare skin of her neck. “Pay dirt, Scully!

I may have just struck the mother lode,” he chuckled into

her ear.

“Stop it, Mulder. Tell me about our case,” she advised.

He withdrew his frigid fingers and rearranged himself

comfortably in the passenger seat.

“Danny Davis, tenth grade student at Caribou Corners High

School, died when an icicle pierced him through the neck.

His lungs were packed like a snow cone.”

“How did an icicle pierce his neck?”

“Well, that’s the question, Scully. His two best friends,

Benjamin Shute and Ricky Hart, who were witnesses, say

Danny was stabbed by their teacher, Connie Spencer.”

“So if the boys saw Ms. Spencer stab Danny, how is this an

X-File?”

“You know I *love* it when you ask that. It send chills up

my spine every time.” He shivered to emphasize his point.

“Just give me the facts, Mulder.”

“Ricky and Benjamin weren’t the only ones to witness

Danny’s unlikely demise. Actually, quite a few people saw

what happened.”

“Do they corroborate the boys’ story?

“Snowball’s chance in hell, Scully. Phil Peters, the high

school biology teacher who happens to be Connie Spencer’s

brother, was standing by his car in the school parking lot

about sixty yards away when the incident occurred. He

insists the event, although unusual, was an accident. He

claims a strong wind knocked a row of icicles from the

school’s overhanging roof and Danny was simply an

unfortunate victim when one falling icicle flew at him and

stabbed him in the neck.”

“Flew at him?”

“Sounded suspicious to me, too. A dance teacher, Anne

Tredwell, was in the parking lot as well, talking with

Peters. She’s uncertain about what she saw…or actually,

what she didn’t see. She said the blowing snow made it

impossible to know for sure what happened. But based on Ms.

Spencer’s character, she’s adamant that Connie Spencer

didn’t kill the boy.”

“X-File, Mulder, X-File. Get to the point if there is one.”

“There is. Ms. Spencer’s seven-year-old daughter was

present, too. She claims a snowman killed Danny.”

“A snowman?”

“A snowman.”

“This girl is how old?”

“Seven. Her name is Katie.”

“Explain to me why you think Katie’s allegations are worth

risking our lives driving to Caribou Corners, Maine, in

this snowstorm?”

“Katie’s version of the event was corroborated by the

school’s custodian. The janitor, Elwood Jenkins, was in the

schoolyard shoveling snow at the time the alleged attack

took place.”

“And he says a snowman killed the tenth-grader? With an

icicle?”

“Yes.”

“Do you know how unlikely that story sounds?”

“I do. Or I did. But after a little digging, I’ve changed

my mind.”

“And what did you find?”

“An old legend, Scully.”

“You’re not planning to sing ‘Frosty the Snowman,’ are you?”

“Not at all. This is something with a little more local

flavor.” Mulder’s limbs vibrated with excitement and Scully

marveled at his frenetic enthusiasm. No matter how many

myths and legends he encountered, his fervor never seemed

to wane.

“According to legend…” she prompted, causing him to

smile and launch into his story.

“According to legend, back in the early days of Caribou

Corners when the small village was little more than a few

families settled bravely in the remote north woods, a

handsome trapper named Georges Desjardins married a pretty

farm girl named Catherine Dawes. Georges adored his

beautiful young wife and lavished her with devoted

attention. In turn, Catherine loved Georges with all her

heart. On the eve of the happy couple’s first wedding

anniversary, a mysterious stranger visited their home

demanding to be fed and given a place to spend the night.

Although the stranger was fearsome in appearance, having

skin and hair and even eyes the color of new fallen snow,

Georges and Catherine were kindly people who opened their

home to the man. During dinner, the stranger told them his

name was Maledeneige.”

Scully snorted. “Man of snow?”

“That’s what the legend says, Scully. Anyway, after

dinner, Maledeneige took a white stone from his pocket and

laid it on the table. ‘This is a magic stone,’ he told the

young lovers. ‘It has the power to protect you from your

fiercest enemies. Since you have treated me with kindness

tonight, I will offer you the stone in exchange for a kiss

from your pretty wife.’ Well, Georges did have an enemy, a

brute of a man named LaRoche who was a trapper, too. Both

men hunted the same forest. One day, finding his line of

traps sprung but empty, LaRoche had accused Georges and

threatened to kill him. Although Georges was innocent, he

believed the surly trapper meant to kill him the next time

they met. Not wanting to leave Catherine a widow at the

hands of LaRoche, Georges agreed to trade his wife’s kiss

to Maledeneige for the magic stone.”

“I don’t suppose Catherine had anything to say about all

this?”

“If she did, it’s not mentioned in the legend. So,

Maledeneige took Catherine in his arms and kissed her long

and hard. He continued his kiss until she became frightened

and began to struggle. Despite her protests, Maledeneige

persisted with his unwelcome kiss. Georges grew jealous and

angry at the sight of the stranger’s snow white lips

pressed against his struggling young wife’s mouth.”

“What did he do?”

“He tackled Maledeneige and the two men fought. Georges

was no match for the white-eyed stranger and Maledeneige

soon had the upper hand. With a ferocious twist, he snapped

Georges’ neck, killing him.”

“No!” Scully found herself caught up in Mulder’s tale.

“Yes! The stranger then turned to Catherine. ‘Now both the

magic stone and you are mine!’ he said. Mad with grief and

fright, Catherine grabbed a pot of boiling water from the

stove and hurtled it at Maledeneige. The scalding water hit

him full in the face. His snow-white skin melted like

candle wax as he screamed in agony. Covering his wounds

with his hands, he ran from the house, vowing to return and

kill Catherine later that night.”

“So what happened?”

“Catherine was afraid for her life. So she took the magic

stone the stranger had left behind and packed it into the

center of a snowball. From the snowball, she built an

enormous snowman. ‘My husband is dead and I am alone,’ she

told the snowman. ‘You must protect me from the evil of

Maledeneige.’ To her astonishment, the snowman nodded. And

he slid across the yard to stand guard at her front door

while she hid inside the house.”

“Did Maledeneige come back?”

“He did. And he was more frightful looking than ever with

his features distorted by his burns, and his white eyes

staring out of gaping holes in his scarred, snow-white

flesh. Unaware the snowman contained the magic stone,

Maledeneige climbed Catherine’s steps and prepared to break

down her door. The snowman grabbed Maledeneige by the neck.

It shoved a frosty fist into the stranger’s terrible mouth,

past his melted white lips and down into his throat. The

snowman’s arm filled the surprised man’s gullet, packing

his lungs with snow and suffocating him. Maledenaige was

killed and Catherine was saved.”

“Well, that’s a good fairytale, Mulder, but it doesn’t

explain the death of Danny Davis.”

“That’s not the end of the story.”

“Oh. So what happened next?”

“The snowman continued to guard Catherine against all

enemies. But try as he might, he couldn’t save her from her

own grief. You see Catherine’s heart broke when her loving

husband was killed. She couldn’t live without him. She fell

ill and soon died. And without Catherine, the snowman was

left to search for others who might need his protection. To

this day, the snowman returns to Caribou Corners each

winter where he roams the countryside looking for

injustices against the weak, avenging cruelties visited

upon the helpless.”

“So he’s a good guy? Everyone lived happily ever after?”

“That would depend on your point of view, Scully. I doubt

Danny Davis or his family would look at it quite that way.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Connie Spencer Residence Caribou Corners, Maine

*Schht. Fump.*

*Schht. Fump.*

*Schht. Fump.*

Connie paused at her snow shoveling when she saw an

unfamiliar car pull to a stop at the end of her half-

scraped walk. She didn’t recognize the official looking man

who sat in the passenger seat or the red-haired woman

behind the wheel. When they stepped from the car, Connie

blinked in surprise at their smart wool coats, impractical

calfskin gloves and ankle-high boots. Neither wore a hat

and their salon-cut hair flailed in the sleety wind.

Clearly they weren’t locals. Connie glanced over at the

driveway where Phil leaned on his shovel staring at the

strangers, too.

“Ms. Spencer?” Mulder asked and when Connie nodded, he

hooked Scully’s elbow and escorted her through the snow to

the cleared portion of the walk. He reached into his breast

pocket and withdrew his ID. “I’m Agent Fox Mulder and this

is my partner Dana Scully. We’re with the FBI.”

At the sight of Mulder’s badge, Phil abandoned his snow

shovel to join his sister. Nearing the agents, he extended

a hand and introduced himself.

“I’m Phil Peters, Connie’s brother,” he smiled. “You’re

here about Danny Davis?” he guessed.

“Yes. May we ask you each a few questions?”

“Sure,” Peters ushered them toward the house.

“Actually, Mr. Peters, we’d prefer to interview you

separately,” Scully said as tactfully as possible. “The

garage?” she suggested, gesturing to the open door.

“Oh…uh, sure. Whatever you say.”

“Shall we go inside, Ms. Spencer?” Mulder asked, guiding

Connie with a sweep of his arm.

Connie stabbed her shovel into the snowbank and led Mulder

into the house. “How ’bout we sit by the woodstove?” she

invited.

The heat from the stove was welcome after the stinging

cold outside. Connie motioned Mulder to the couch.

“Tell me what happened at the school last Friday, Ms.

Spencer,” Mulder prompted.

“Well, Katie…that’s my daughter…Katie and I were on

our way home. She stopped to get a look at a snowman in the

schoolyard. I-I waited for her on the sidewalk. That’s when

some boys from my class came along and…well, they

uh…they s-surrounded me.” Connie picked at a ragged nail.

“Was Danny Davis one of the boys?”

“Yes. And a couple of his friends. Ricky Hart and Ben

Shute.”

“What did the boys say?”

“They…they didn’t say much really, but I knew they were

trying to scare me.”

“Why would they do that?”

“They’re not my best students. I-I told them to go home,

but they wouldn’t go.” Connie gulped for air at the memory.

“You felt in danger?”

“Yes.”

“Why was that?”

Connie thought back to the panic that had surged through

her at the time. Trapped between the boys, unable to

breathe, she had sensed the grip of her ex-husbands fingers

around her throat. She felt it again now and the feeling

was so real, she raised a hand to her neck to prove to

herself that no one actually held her.

“I-I felt cornered, I guess. The boys are a lot bigger

than I am.” Connie lifted her torn nail to her teeth.

“How was Danny killed, Ms. Spencer?”

“I-I’m not sure. I mean I know an icicle…” Connie

shivered, the scene still vivid in her mind. “It went

straight through his neck. I guess it fell from the roof

when the wind started blowing.”

“Ms. Spencer, did you want Danny dead?”

Despite his gentle tone, Connie flinched at the question.

She wondered how he knew, how he had guessed that for a

single, brief moment she had wanted the boy dead. The shame

of that desire now flared across her cheeks and she looked

away from the agent’s prying eyes.

“No! I-I was afraid, but I didn’t want him dead. He was

just a boy, for goodness’ sake. I didn’t kill him. It was

an accident. It had to be an accident.”

“The other two boys, they claim you stabbed Danny in the

neck.”

“They’re mistaken. I-I did no such thing.”

“Your daughter said Danny was killed by a snowman. Why

would she say that?”

“Agent Mulder, she’s just a little girl. She imagined it

is all.” Connie’s eyes flashed with anger. “Danny’s

death…well, it was a horrible thing for a child to see.

And Katie’s already seen more than her fair share of

horrible things.” As soon as the words were out of her

mouth, Connie wished she could take them back. Ashamed of

her failed marriage, she had no desire to explain her years

of abuse. Not to this complete stranger. Not to anyone. How

do you convey the constant fear? The beatings. The black

eyes and broken bones. Connie had lost several teeth while

Katie watched, wide-eyed and frightened. Even as a baby in

a high chair, Katie bore silent witness to one terrible

bloody encounter after the next. Tom Spencer never hit his

daughter, but Connie had suffered his unpredictable

battering for five long years.

“What are you saying, Ms. Spencer? What exactly has Katie

seen?”

“Agent Mulder, Katie’s father and I are divorced. Our

marriage wasn’t a happy one. It was hard on Katie. That’s

all I meant.”

“I’d like to talk with your daughter,” Mulder said. When

Connie’s eyes widened, he quickly added, “About last

Friday.”

“I’d rather you didn’t.”

“I can understand that, but Katie witnessed a possible

murder. I need to question her about what she saw. Please,

call her in.”

“She…she’s not here right now. She’s with her father.

They’re at the schoolyard, building a snowman…for…for

tomorrow’s Winter Carnival.”

* * *

In the garage, Peters leaned against Connie’s old Dodge.

“Sorry I can’t offer you a chair, Agent Scully. You’re

welcome to share the bumper.” He smiled.

“I’m fine, Mr. Peters. This won’t take long. Can you tell

me what happened last Friday?”

“A terrible accident,” Peters became serious and shook his

head. “Freaky. As you can see, we’ve had a lot of snow in

Caribou Corners this winter. It’s several feet deep on most

roofs and the school’s no exception. I’d have to say a

sudden gust of wind caused the snow to slide off the school

roof, taking the icicles with it. Danny…well, he was

standing beneath it when it happened and an icicle caught

him in the neck. He bled to death in a matter of a few

minutes. The report said the icicle hit his carotid artery.”

“Was Danny standing alone under the overhang?”

“No, Connie and two other boys from her class were on the

sidewalk as well. Ben Shute and Ricky Hart.”

“But no one else was hurt?”

“No, thank God.”

“You’re aware, aren’t you, that the other two boys have

accused your sister of stabbing Danny with the icicle?”

“Yes, I’ve heard that. Those boys…well, there’s no nice

way to put this, Agent Scully…those boys are

troublemakers. Connie’s had a hard time with ’em all year.

I know from personal experience they can be disruptive and

they have little respect for authority. Connie warned the

boys weeks ago that if they didn’t buckle down, they’d fail

her class. A failing mark would mean repeating tenth grade,

so you can see why the boys might want to make trouble for

Connie.”

“When the accident occurred, did you have a clear view of

what happened?”

“I’d been watching them, keeping my eye on them from the

minute the boys showed up, in case Connie needed my help. I

was about to intervene when the wind started blowing the

snow around. I saw what happened, Agent Scully. I was

looking right at them. Connie didn’t stab that boy. Nobody

stabbed him. It was an accident, not murder.”

“Mr. Peters, I have to ask you this.” Scully looked a bit

embarrassed. “Why did your niece claim a snowman killed

Danny Davis?”

Peters relaxed and actually laughed out loud.

“She’s a 7-year-old, Agent Scully. She’s heard that silly

old snowman legend all her life and took it to heart when

the accident occurred. She’s just trying to make childish

sense of a terrible situation. You don’t put any credence

in a crazy fairytale like that, do you?”

“Scully?” Mulder interrupted, poking his head around the

doorframe. “If you’re finished here, I’d like to head over

to the school. I wanna get a look at that magic snowman.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Caribou River

2:32 p.m.

Ricky Hart reset the tip-up and de-iced his fishing hole

using a beat-up skimmer to clear out the slush. A fat

hornpout lay dying at his feet, its gasping gills sluggish

as it simultaneously suffocated and froze. Several yards

away, a couple more traps waited to snare an unwary fish or

two.

“Leave it be, Jack!” Ricky ordered, frowning at his

pestering dog. The shaggy mixed-breed danced around the

boy, begging for a handout. To keep the dog away from his

fish, Ricky tossed the hornpout into an Igloo cooler and

closed the lid. He aimed a half-hearted kick at the dog.

When a northerly wind skated along the river’s frozen

surface, Ricky turned his back to the blustering snow.

Keeping an eye on his traps, the boy pushed his hands

deeply into his pockets in an effort to keep them warm. He

shivered as another swirl of snow penetrated the worn

fabric of his jeans, biting the backs of his legs from his

calves to the tops of his thighs.

Glancing at the high school perched on the distant slope,

Ricky thought back to Friday. Danny’s death was Ms.

Spencer’s goddamn fault, he was sure, although he hadn’t

truly seen her do it. At the time, he’d closed his eyes

against the blowing snow, but even so she was to blame.

He’d told the sheriff as much, too. Ms. Spencer was a

wacko. Everybody knew she was nuts. Hell, her husband went

off and left her because she was certifiably crazy, so damn

paranoid Tom Spencer couldn’t stand to live with her

anymore. They should lock her away in a loony bin

somewhere. No way was he going back to her class, even if

it meant a suspension.

Jack barked and trotted to the far trap. Snout buried in

Ricky’s tracks, a frosty sneeze threatened to send the dog

bumping into the tip-up.

“Com’ere, Jack,” Ricky called and whistled through his

teeth. Jack stood at attention, ready to bolt back to the

boy. But then he hesitated, nose in the air. His hair

bristled along the ridge of his back. He looked beyond his

young master and barred his teeth. A low growl gurgled from

his throat, even as his tail slid between his legs.

“Jack! What’s a’matter, boy?” Ricky took a step toward the

hunched dog as Jack released a spatter of warning barks.

*Schht. Schhhttt! Schhhhhtttttt!*

A scraping current of air plowed into Ricky’s back,

popping his eardrums and propelling him forward. He

stumbled and a frosty arm, bitter cold and alarmingly

powerful, caught him around the waist from behind,

preventing him from sprawling to the ice. The arm squeezed

and forced the air from the boy’s lungs. Ricky tried to

inhale, desperate for a breath as his ribs cracked, but a

sleety hand folded over his face, blinding him and blocking

his mouth. The intense cold scalded the boy’s nose, cheeks

and chin. He sucked against the glacial hand, his breath

hitching in his empty chest. His arms flailed like the

hornpout’s gills, desperate at first, but slowing, slowing.

I’m dying, the boy thought as snow filled his mouth,

glutting coldly across his tongue and pressing against the

back of his throat, stretching the malleable skin to an

impossible thinness. The fist of snow filled him, expanding

until the boy gagged on the arctic pain. Frosty shards

grated the fragile membranes of his mouth, his throat. His

insides split and ripped lengthwise, bursting like a frozen

water pipe, as the plug of snow jammed his gullet. Packed

solid with icy crystals, the boy lost consciousness and

slipped stiffly to the frozen surface of the river.

ACT II

Caribou Corners High School

3:12 p.m.

Katie’s giggles reached Mulder and Scully the moment they

stepped from their car. Crossing the school parking lot,

they watched the little girl wrestle with a snowball at

least half her size. Unable to budge the monstrous sphere

another inch, her father joined her effort, helping her

lift the ball into place atop a similar globe.

“Next we make Frosty’s head, Daddy!” Katie squealed and

danced a crooked circle around the headless snowman.

Tom Spencer ignored his daughter’s frolicky enthusiasm,

staring instead at Mulder and Scully. Even from several

yards away, he could make out the badge on Mulder’s

proffered ID.

“I haven’t gone near Connie,” Spencer insisted, gloved

palms raised. “I don’t know what she’s told you, but I

haven’t broken the restraining order.”

“We’re not here about that, Mr. Spencer. We’re

investigating the death of Danny Davis and we’d like to

speak with your daughter.”

“Katie? What for?”

At the mention of her name, Katie stopped her spiraling.

“Me?” she asked, her reedy voice quavering into nothingness.

Scully approached the little girl and knelt in the snow,

putting her eye-to-eye with the seven-year-old.

“Hi, Katie. My name is Dana,” she introduced gently.

“That’s a nice snowman you’re making.”

“Yep!” the girl brightened. “His name is Frosty. D’you

know Frosty the Snowman?”

“Yes, I do. The song says he came to life one day.”

“Uh huh! Thumpity thump thump, thumpity thump thump,”

Katie sang, “Look at Frosty GO!” The girl’s enthusiasm made

Scully smile. The child was cute. With dark hair peeking

out from under an ice cream-colored cap and a shallow

crescent dimpling her wind-chapped chin, she resembled her

mother, but without Connie’s undercoat of sadness. “My

snowman’s gonna come t’life, too!” Katie proudly claimed,

“‘Cause I got a magic stone.”

“A magic stone?” Mulder asked, stepping closer and giving

Scully a quick glance.

“Yep! Wanna see it, mister?”

Mulder nodded and crouched, too. Katie tugged off an icy

mitten and dug into her pocket. Withdrawing her hidden

treasure she unfolded her fingers with a triumphant smile

and exposed a snow-white stone.

“What makes your stone magic?”

“It’s gonna bring Frosty to life. Like the hat.”

“The old silk hat in the song?”

“Yep. Only, I din’t have no hat so Mr. Jenkins gave me

this magic stone.”

“Mr. Jenkins?”

“He works at Mommy’s school. He fixed the song.”

Mulder looked confused. “Fixed the song?”

“Like this: ‘There musta been some magic in that white

stone Katie found, ’cause when she placed it in his

hhhhhead, he began t’dance arounnndddd!’ See?”

“Have you ever seen a snowman come to life, Katie?” Scully

asked.

The girl’s happy smile vanished, melting into a tremble of

fear. Dread peaked her delicate brows, transforming her

into a miniature replica of Connie Spencer.

“Yes,” Katie whispered.

“Where?”

“Here.”

“At the school?”

“Mm hm.”

“Can you show me?” Scully held out a gloved hand. Mitten

dangling, Katie placed her tiny fingers in Scully’s palm.

With Mulder and Tom following a few paces behind, Katie

towed Scully across the schoolyard to the snowman standing

guard at the front walk.

“Him.” She thrust an accusing finger at the leaning snowman.

To Scully the snowman looked like any average snowmen:

three giants spheres of snow, one stacked precariously atop

the next, tilting the figure a bit and giving it the

impression of motion. Small stones defined the eyes and

mouth; its expression appeared grim but not necessarily

malevolent.

“Tell me what happened, Katie,” Scully asked gently.

The girl sucked her lip into her mouth. Her brown eyes

glossed with tears.

“Danny wanted to hurt Mommy. He scared her. The snowman

doesn’t like Mommy to be scared.”

“He doesn’t?”

“No. He got mad and blew the wind and knocked the icicles

off’n the roof and made a whooshey noise and…and stuck an

icicle in Danny’s neck.”

“You saw him stick an icicle in Danny’s neck?”

“Well…”

“Did you see it, Katie? Did you really see it?”

“Um…not zackly. But the snowman smiled real mean when

Danny got stuck.”

“The snowman smiled?”

“Uh huh. And he said ‘catch me if you can.'” Katie

mimicked a whispering voice, soft as blowing sleet.

“Isn’t that what Frosty says in his song?”

“Yeah, but…but Frosty doesn’t say it like that. Frosty

says ‘Catch me if you CAN!'” Katie sang the familiar

melody. Then she pointed at the snowman. “He sounded like

schhht, schhhhht, caaaatchhhh meee ifff youuu caaannn.”

Again she whispered.

Scully nodded and gave the girl’s hand a gentle squeeze.

“Thank you, Katie.”

“You finished?” Spencer asked, fists on his hips.

“I think we’ve heard enough,” Scully answered. “How about

you, Mulder?”

Mulder opened his mouth, but his reply was lost in the

blaring siren of the Sheriff’s passing cruiser.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Caribou River

4:01 p.m.

“Damn!” Sheriff Ted Riley swore as he lifted Ricky Hart’s

face from the slush-filled fishing hole. “How in hell…?”

He rolled the dead boy’s stiff body onto its back. A

conglomeration of ice and snow plugged the teen’s yawning

mouth. Blue lips stretched agonizingly around a frozen

mass. The boy’s eyes were wide-open, lids glazed in place

with a veneer of crystal clear ice.

“He was dead when I got here, Ted. I didn’t think I should

move him, you know, in case…well, in case I accidentally

disturbed some evidence or something.” Anne Tredwell, ill

dressed for the biting cold and the setting sun, marched a

nervous triangle between the dead boy’s three abandoned

fishing holes. She dodged a lopsided snowman located

halfway between the farthest hole and the body. The snowman

leaned toward the boy’s corpse like a curious bystander at

a car accident.

“You did right, Anne,” the sheriff assured her,

disappointed to see the dance teacher’s twitchy pacing had

already flattened a wide expanse of surrounding snow,

obliterating any incriminating footprints. But truth be

told, if Anne hadn’t spotted Ricky from her home atop the

river’s bank in the first place, the dead teen certainly

would have laid face down in the fishing hole all night.

The falling snow would have covered any tracks and the

sheriff would have had to chisel the boy out of the ice in

the morning. “Damn,” he swore again.

“Is the ambulance coming?” Anne asked, her voice watery

with overwrought nerves.

“Yeah, but the coroner might’ve been a better choice.”

“I was hoping, you know, that maybe the medics could

revive him. You hear about that all the time. Kids drowning

in cold water and being brought back to life.”

“I don’t expect that’s gonna happen in this case, Anne.”

“I just can’t get over it. Danny last Friday. Ricky today.

Do you think there’s a serial killer on the loose?”

“It’s a bit premature to speculate about…” The sheriff

fell silent, surprised by the approach of an unfamiliar man

accompanied by a red-haired woman.

“Sheriff, I’m Agent Fox Mulder,” the man said from a

distance, holding out a badge.

“FBI?”

“Yes. This is my partner Agent Scully.”

“I’m pretty sure I didn’t call the Bureau.”

“No, sir. We’re here to investigate the death of Danny

Davis.”

“Agent Mulder, Danny died in a freakish accident. His

death was nothing more than a stroke of very bad luck.”

Mulder nodded at Ricky’s body. “And this boy? Another

stroke of bad luck, Sheriff?”

“Might be. It’s possible he slipped, knocked himself out

on the ice and drown in his fishing hole.”

“And I’ve been told *my* theories are farfetched.” Mulder

raised his brows at Scully before returning his attention

to the body. “This boy wouldn’t happen to be a former

friend of Danny Davis, would he? One of the boys who

witnessed Friday’s ‘accident’?”

“And if he was?”

“Since you seem to believe in fluky strokes of misfortune,

Sheriff, you might want to put the remaining boy in

protective custody. I hear bad luck often comes in threes.”

“You’re jumping to some mighty big conclusions, Agent

Mulder.”

Mulder offered the sheriff a small shrug before wandering

away to inspect the nearby snowman.

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“He does that.” Scully squatted next to the dead teen and

snapped on a pair of latex gloves. “Mind if I take a look

at the body?” Without waiting for the sheriff’s permission,

she prodded the icy plug filling Ricky’s mouth. Finding the

blockage rock-hard, she wriggled an index finger between

the chunk of ice and the boy’s hardening cheek. “This is

odd.”

“What’s that, ma’am?” the sheriff asked, clearly irritated

by the agents’ meddling.

“His oral cavity is completely occluded.” She reached

beneath the boy’s collar and squeezed his neck. The

pressure caused blood to ooze from the teen’s mouth and

nose. “His trachea and esophagus are impacted. The

hemorrhaging indicates his passages have ruptured. And he

hasn’t been dead for very long. Was he on his back like

this when you found him?”

“No, he was face down in the fishing hole,” Anne Tredwell

answered. Still pacing, she dodged around Mulder and the

snowman.

“That’s impossible. I mean, it’s theoretically feasible to

drown in a fishing hole” — Scully eyed Mulder who had

plucked the carrot nose from the snowman’s scowling face —

“but this boy’s throat and mouth wouldn’t be obstructed

like this. The water, no mater how icy, would have drained

out.”

“Well, that’s how I found him,” Anne insisted, marching

back to the dead boy.

“And you are…?” Mulder asked.

“Um, Anne Tredwell. I live right over there.” She

indicated a house on the bank with a sweep of her ungloved

hand.

“You witnessed the death of Danny Davis, too, didn’t you?”

Mulder recalled her name from his list of witnesses. With a

snap, he bit off the end of the snowman’s former nose.

“Well, yes and no. It happened so fast. I really didn’t

see much of anything. It was very windy. Snow was blowing

everywhere. It was impossible to make out what happened.

But I’m quite sure it was an accident.”

“Didn’t Danny’s friends say he was killed by their teacher

Connie Spencer?”

“Ricky and Ben were wrong about that, Agent Mulder. Connie

Spencer wouldn’t hurt a fly. Not after all she’s been

through.” Anne was adamant.

“And what would that be?”

“She was beaten almost to death by her ex-husband. Several

times. The man is a monster.” The dance teacher nodded

solemnly.

“Now Anne, you don’t know for a fact if that’s true or

not,” the sheriff cut in. “You’ve only got Connie’s say so

on it.”

“Then why was Connie granted a restraining order?” Anne

argued.

“You know as well as I do why the judge granted that order.”

“Why was that?” Mulder asked, chomping on his carrot.

“If it’s any of your business, Agent Mulder, the order was

granted to keep Connie from falling over the edge, so to

speak. She’s not exactly the most stable person.”

“That’s not true!” Anne objected. “She’s been through some

tough times, but she’s not crazy. It’s her ex-husband who

should be locked away! He’s the insane one, not Connie.”

Mulder looked past Anne and the sheriff and pointed the

remaining nub of carrot at a man standing on the crest of

the hill near the school. “Who’s that?”

“That’s just Elwood, the school’s custodian,” Anne

identified the man.

Barely visible in the late afternoon dusk, the bent figure

stepped into the shadows and vanished.

“Elwood Jenkins? Didn’t he claim a legendary snowman

killed Danny Davis?” With a curious squint, Mulder

scrutinized the now noseless snowman.

“Jesus Christ.” The sheriff rolled his eyes. “Don’t tell

me you believe that foolish story.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Connie Spencer Residence

4:41 p.m.

Tom Spencer stood at the end of Connie’s walk and watched

Katie wave to him from the front steps. She flashed him a

happy smile before she slipped inside the house. She was

such a sweet girl. A good girl. Even-tempered. Easy-going.

Not like her mother, thought Spencer. Life with Connie had

been one nor’easter after the next. Soon after their

wedding, she had sunk beneath the surface of depression

like shattered spring ice on the Caribou River. And like

those choking, broken flows, she had tried to drag the rest

of the family down with her. Paranoid, delusional, prone to

hysterics. He was relieved to be out of the glacial

whirlpool. But he missed Katie; he no longer saw her every

day. Limited to weekends and vacations, his time with her

was never enough. Goddamn that judge for granting Connie

custody.

Connie’s snowy walk shimmered, reflecting the glow of the

living room windows. Where the sheen faded to black,

Spencer waited, hunched against the cold, glaring angrily

at the house.

Connie has no right to Katie, he thought. The crazy woman

blew everything out of proportion. Always did. Things had

not happened the way she made them sound to the judge.

*Schht. Schht.* He shuffled his cold feet against the

granular snow. Feeling chilled, he thrust his gloved hands

into his pockets.

I’ll get Katie back, he thought.

*Schht. Schhhht. Schhhhhtttt!*

Behind him a massive fist drove a sharp punch into

Spencer’s lower back, sending a spiral of pain through his

kidneys, buckling his knees. With his hands trapped in his

pockets, the surprised man was unable to stop his fall and

he hit the ground hard. His head bounced against the frozen

walk, splitting his cheek. He watched a pool of steamy

blood form in the snow beneath his throbbing nose.

Wriggling in an attempt to free his trapped hands, Spencer

found himself caught beneath a crushing knee against the

small of his back. The weight pressed him with unbearable

force and he thought he heard a rib pop. Then a second. He

tried to scream, but couldn’t suck in enough breath to

shout for help.

With fingers so cold they burned, two icy hands wrapped

around Spencer’s throat and squeezed. Tom Spencer listened

to the gargle of his own strangled voice when his larynx

burst with a quiet collapsing snap. With a nauseating feel

of weightlessness, Spencer was lifted and spun wildly onto

his back. The movement was so rapid, a salvo of panic shot

from Spencer’s aching neck to his exploding heart. His

fright bore a bone-chilling hole straight through his

stomach to his bowels.

Powerless to stop the assault, Spencer shut his eyes to

the terror. He felt his jaw pried open by arctic fingers. A

fist of snow plunged into his mouth, freezing his tongue

and plugging his throat. Two tears leaked from his closed

lids, searing a scalding path down his frostbitten cheeks.

I’m fucked, Spencer thought as he lost consciousness.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Elwood Jenkins’ Residence

5:13 p.m.

“Knock again, Mulder.”

Mulder rapped harder on the peeling wood door as Scully

peered through a black window.

“He’s not home, Scully.”

“Want to wait for him? We could sit in the car for a while.”

Mulder shrugged. He was getting hungry. Breakfast had been

a muffin on the plane and lunch had been no more than the

snowman’s carrot nose. His mind kept wandering back to the

Caribou Corners House of Pizza, the little restaurant

they’d passed on their way to Jenkins’ house.

“Let’s give him another fifteen minutes,” Mulder agreed

and walked to the car. He fished in his pocket for his

keys. “If he’s not back by then, we’re gonna–” Mulder

never finished his sentence. A wet, cold snowball hit him

in the back of the head, bursting on impact and spraying

him with slush and ice. “Jesus!” He spun to face Scully, a

look of startled surprise on his face.

Scully looked equally surprised. And guilty. She raised

her palms, already backing away and apologizing.

“I really didn’t expect to hit you, Mulder, I–”

“Oh, right, Ms. Never-Misses-At-The-Firing-Range.”

“That’s different! That’s with a gun.”

Having cleared most of the melting snow from his neck,

Mulder marched toward her. Revenge sparkled in his eyes and

a slanting grin tugged at his lips.

“No, Mulder. Wait. It was an accident. I didn’t–”

“An accident! You’re telling me you weren’t aiming at my

head?”

“Well…”

“Where were you hoping to hit me, Scully?”

“Well…” She continued to back away. Glancing over her

shoulder, she tried to gauge the terrain, searching for a

possible route of escape. The moment her eyes left him,

Mulder launched himself at her.

“You can’t outrun me, Scully,” he shouted, plowing through

the snow, quickly closing the gap between them. She

laughed, feinted left and dodged right, but he anticipated

her move and cut her off. She shrieked as his arms closed

around her waist and he lifted her off her feet. “You’re

doomed, Scully,” he whispered in her ear.

“No, Mulder, wait…”

She struggled against his bear hug and managed to slip a

hidden fistful of snow down his already chilled neck. He

howled at the shocking cold and nearly dropped her. Off

balance, he tumbled to the ground, taking her with him.

Sprawling in the snow, he rolled until she was trapped

firmly beneath him.

“Now what, Scully?” The rumble of his voice vibrated

against her chest and he grinned as he scooped up a palm-

full of snow and showed it to her.

“You wouldn’t,” she challenged.

“No? Why wouldn’t I? Give me one good reason not to wash

your face.”

She answered his smile with a chuckling laugh, her steamy

breath puffing humidly against his cold-chapped cheeks.

“Because you’re a better person than I am?”

“Hardly.”

“Because your mother taught you not to pick on girls?”

“You’re an FBI agent, Scully.”

“Because…uh, because…”

“Hmmm?” He held the snow closer.

“Because I’m really, really sorry?” she wheedled.

“Are you?”

“No.”

He aimed the snow.

“Wait!” she demanded with another hitching chuckle. He

paused, hand in the air, snow inches from her smiling

mouth. “Don’t you have something a little less cold you

could press to my lips?” She smiled sweetly and arched an

eyebrow.

“Are you flirting with me, Agent Scully?” He lowered the

snow away from her face.

“Are you laying on top of me, Agent Mulder?”

“So I am.” He let the snow sift slowly through his fingers

and kissed her reddened nose. Combing her wet hair away

from her face with a snowy glove, he considered kissing her

again.

*Schht. Schht. Schhhht.*

Startled, Mulder scrambled to his feet at the scrape of

approaching steps. He hauled Scully up after him and a

blizzard of snow fell from their coats.

“Who the hell are you?” a bent figure asked from the dark.

“And what th’hell are y’doin’ in front of my house?”

The crooked man, no more than a silhouette, shuffled to

his front door while Mulder and Scully self-consciously

dusted the snow from their clothes.

“I’m…uh, I’m Agent Fox Mulder. This is my partner Agent

Dana Scully. We’re…uh, we’re with the FBI.” Mulder

managed to dig his ID from his coat. He shook snow from his

badge.

“Really? You investigatin’ the snow in my front yard?” The

bent man unlocked the door and stepped inside.

“Uh, no, sir. We’re…uh, are you Elwood Jenkins?”

“And if I am?”

“We’d like to ask you a few questions. May we come in, Mr.

Jenkins?”

Hissing disapproval, Jenkins waved them in. He flicked on

the hall light.

Mulder couldn’t help but gawk in astonishment at the bent

man’s appearance. Despite Jenkins’ stooping posture, the

willowy man stood at least an inch or two taller than

Mulder. Curved like a branch weighted with ice, his head

swayed in front of his chest as if battered by the wind.

More startling still was Jenkins’ snow-white complexion;

the skin of his face had no pigment whatsoever. His hair,

his brows, his lashes were ashen. Pale lips split his paler

face. In fact, the man was so colorless his teeth resembled

a row of yellow pencils when compared to the pallid tint of

his skin. Mulder gaped at the man’s shocking white-blue

eyes and Jenkins’ frosty irises stared defiantly back at

the dumbfounded agent.

“Ask your damn questions,” Jenkins insisted. He invited

them no farther than the front hall and left the door ajar.

Mulder was struck by the hall’s frigid air; the temperature

was at least ten or twenty degrees colder inside than out.

The chill raised the hairs on the back of his neck.

“Did you witness the death of Danny Davis?” Mulder’s

breath fogged the air with each word.

“Yup.”

“Can you explain to us what happened?”

“I can describe it but I cain’t explain it.” Frosty

currents swirled from Jenkins’ nostrils, rising like

chimney smoke through the chill. “The Snowman done it.”

“A snowman killed Danny Davis?”

“Yup. Putta icicle right smack through the boy’s neck.”

“How?”

“I told ya, I cain’t explain it. But he done it. He done

it through the powers of Mal-dee-nej. It’s magic, s’what it

is. Cain’t say it no plainer.” Jenkins bobbled impatiently,

eager to be rid of the pestering agents.

“You believe in the legend?”

“‘Course. Don’t you?”

“Why would a snowman kill Danny?” Scully asked, clearly

dismissing the incredible fairytale.

Jenkins’ head stilled for a moment as he studied Scully.

His white-blue eyes combed her face and hair. She gasped

when he suddenly plucked a slip of ice from the tangled

strands of her hair, his warped fingers brushing her soft

earlobe, searing her with cold. An involuntary shiver

shuddered across her shoulders and she instinctively

stepped out of his reach.

“The boy musta done somethin’ t’get the Snowman angry.”

“Such as…?”

Jenkins sighed, air chuffing from his lungs like winter

wind through bare tree branches. *Scht, scht, scht.*

“How th’hell do I know? Snowman protects those that need

protectin’. And the boy, he weren’t zackly no angel,

y’know. Not too many angels in this town, truth be told.

Mebbe that’s why the Snowman’s stays on in Caribou Corners.

I’d hafta guess the boy deserved what he got.”

“Mr. Jenkins, where were you late this afternoon, just

before you watched us pull Ricky Hart’s body from his

fishing hole?” Mulder asked.

“At the school. Cleanin’ up.”

“Cleaning up?”

“Y’know,” Jenkins lips twisted upward, exposing his

yellowed teeth. “Takin’ out the trash.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Caribou Corners Motor Inn

6:57 p.m.

Mmmmm, Scully sighed, lowering herself into the bathtub’s

steamy water. Thick, humid air caressed her, curling her

hair and forming silvery beads on her flesh. Her legs

reddened as she slipped beneath the soap bubbles. The water

warmed her numbed limbs, drawing her down until only her

head and knees peaked above the water’s surface. She closed

her eyes and let her hands float at her sides.

“Scully?” Mulder’s voice was muffled by the intervening

bathroom door.

“What do y’want, Mulder?” she murmured without lifting her

lids.

“Pizza’s here,” he announced, opening the door and

thrusting the box into the room. The smell of oregano

wafted on the steam, causing her to open one interested eye.

“Vegetarian?”

“In a manner of speaking.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means there were two choices: pepperoni or double

cheese. Since there isn’t any pepperoni on this one, I’d

hafta say it’s vegetarian.”

“Fine.” She closed her eye once more. “I’ll take it.”

“Uh…Scully…you want me to come in?”

“I…” She hesitated and he wondered what she was

thinking. Or doing. Would she get out of the tub, put on

one of those damn terry robes that hung down to her ankles,

hiding every curve? Or would she just spread a thin layer

of bubbles modestly over herself and allow him to come in?

The changes in their personal relationship made second-

guessing her more difficult than ever. But despite their

new closeness, he doubted she was at a point where she’d

feel comfortable inviting him to watch her bathe.

“It’s okay, Mulder. Just bring it in.”

Yes! He pumped his arm. And almost dropped the pizza.

“Okay. I’m coming. I’m coming *in*.”

She stared up at him from the tub, a thick layer of

bubbles hiding everything but her head and knees.

“You use the whole bottle of soap?” He stared in disbelief

at the mountain of opaque bubbles.

“Why? Were you planning on a bubble bath later?”

“No…I…Where do you want the pizza?”

She opened her mouth, begging silently for a bite. With a

smile, he hooked a slice from the box and aimed the point

at her waiting lips.

“You gonna join me?” she asked when she’d finished

swallowing her bite.

“In the tub?”

“The pizza, Mulder. The pizza.”

“Oh, right. Of course. Uh, I’ll just take a slice

and…uh…” Sweeping his arm in the general direction of

the door, he let his eyes drop below her neckline. Damn,

couldn’t see a thing. “I’ll sit outside.” He grabbed his

pizza and stepped from the room.

Leaving the door ajar so they could talk, he settled on

the floor just outside the bathroom. “Still think Danny’s

death was an accident, Scully?”

“I don’t know about Danny, but I’m damn sure Ricky Hart

didn’t fall into his fishing hole and drown.” Her voice

slipped softly through the crack between the door and the

jamb.

“What do you think happened?” He could hear a light splash

of water. He let his head fall backward against the wall.

“I’d prefer not to speculate until after tomorrow’s

autopsy. How about you? You have any theories?”

“Oh, you know me, Scully. I prefer to speculate *before* I

have any evidence. Facts just tend to get in my way.”

“Soooo…?”

“It was the Snowman, Scully.”

“With a magic rock in his head?” Definite splash sounds now.

“Mm hm.”

“Then who put the rock in the snowman’s head, Mulder? And

why? Jenkins?” she asked. “You have to admit he’s strange.”

“True. But I dunno. I checked Jenkins’ background before

we left DC. As a matter of fact, I checked all the

witnesses’ backgrounds. None of them had criminal records.

None of them had so much as a parking ticket.”

“That could just mean the killer is clever.”

Mulder swore he could hear Scully soaping…some part of

her body or other. Was that even possible?

“Connie Spencer had motive and opportunity. That would

make her the prime suspect,” Scully went on.

“Anne Tredwell swears Connie couldn’t kill a fly.”

“The sheriff disagrees with Tredwell about Connie’s

emotional state.”

“I don’t think she did it, Scully. For now I’m sticking

with my snowman theory.”

“Are you saying you believe the snowman acted alone?” she

chuckled.

“Scully, can I confess something to you?”

All sounds of splashing water or frothing soap stopped.

Not a single bubble popped.

“Yeah. Of course, Mulder. What is it?”

“I hate snowmen. I’m not afraid of them. I just hate them.”

“There’s something vaguely familiar about this

conversation. You aren’t going to describe a peculiar

childhood snowman epiphany, are you?” Her splashing resumed.

“Well…I wouldn’t call it ‘peculiar’ necessarily.” Was

she laughing?

“No? Does your story end with a girlie scream?”

“No, it doesn’t. Okay, maybe a little scream. But a very

manly one.” He was sure she was smiling; he could hear

it…at least, he could hear something.

“What’s your snowman story, Mulder?” Scully suddenly

appeared in the hall, wrapped from armpits to thighs in a

towel. She wasn’t smiling, bless her. She was kneeling to

sit next to him. All muggy and pink, she stretched her legs

out beside his and took his hand.

“One day, when I was a kid, Sam and I built an army of

snowmen,” he began, thankful for her steamy grip.

“An army?”

“Okay, a corps. Uh…actually, there were only six. But

they were big.”

“So what happened?” She diverted his attention from her

smile with a wriggle of her toes.

“We built the snowmen to guard our castle.” God, her toes

were cute.

“You had a castle?”

“Mm hm. Well, a fort. Uh…a trench/cave sort of thing.

Anyway, we built the cave after we built the snowmen. What

we failed to anticipate was that the cave didn’t have the

necessary architectural reinforcement to support the weight

of the snowmen on its roof.”

“I think I see where this is going. It collapsed?”

“Yes, with Sam inside. I was scared to death. That might

have been when I screamed. Snowmen were tumbling all over

the place, heads rolling, eyes falling out.”

“Smiles turned upside down into frowns?”

Her toes were downright sexy, but her comment drew his

eyes back to her face.

“Laugh if you want, Scully, but I thought for sure Sam had

been killed. I dug down through the snow, calling her name

over and over again.”

“Was she hurt?”

“No. Just terrified. Although, less so than me. I finally

managed to get her out. She was crying. I was crying. But

the snowmen…the snowmen just laughed at us.”

“They laughed? They actually laughed?”

“They’re creepy, Scully. They’re creepier than clowns. Or

mimes. They’re creepier than clowning mimes.”

“Mulder, you can’t seriously have a snowman phobia.”

“I told you, I’m not afraid of them. I just hate them.” He

moved their linked hands into his lap and traced his thumb

over the hills of her knuckles.

“I see. Your distaste for snowmen isn’t going to cloud

your perspective on this case, is it? You sound like you

might be going into this with a distinct bias.”

“I’m trying to keep an open mind, Scully. I–”

Across the room, the phone rang. Mulder released her hand

and heaved himself from the floor. Scully waited, listening

to his one-sided conversation, not much more than a series

of “uh huhs.”

“Well?” she asked after he’d hung up.

“There’s been another death. Sheriff’s decided to call

this one a murder.” He returned to offer her a hand up.

“Who’s been killed?”

“Tom Spencer. Connie’s been brought in for questioning.”

ACT III

Aroostook County Sheriff’s Department

Presque Isle, Maine

7:47 p.m.

Connie slumped in her chair, her head bowed over the

interrogation table and her arms hugging her sides. She

hunched beneath the weight of Sheriff Riley’s grilling.

When an uncontrolled lock of hair fell across her face,

curtaining her eyes and blinding her to the room, she

didn’t tuck it away. Instead, she squeezed her lids shut

behind the swaying drape, fortifying her flimsy wall of

denial.

Still wearing their coats, Mulder and Scully leaned

against the wall while Sheriff Riley paced angry circles

around Connie. The sheriff had become increasingly

irritated by Connie’s silence. Pulling no punches, he

battered the unnerved woman with his blunt questions.

“Connie, did you kill your husband?” the sheriff asked

outright.

“Ex-husband,” she whispered, eyes still shut.

“Did you kill your *ex*-husband?”

Connie wagged her head, waffling her swathe of hair.

“But you wanted him dead, didn’t you?”

“Nooo.” She shriveled in her seat and a tear shivered down

her cheek.

“No? Weren’t you afraid of him? Weren’t you afraid he was

going to hurt you? Maybe hurt Katie? He beat you, didn’t

he? That’s what you claimed in court. That’s why you

insisted on a restraining order, wasn’t it? Weren’t you

afraid…afraid for your life?”

“I didn’t kill him. I didn’t kill anyone! I didn’t! I

swear I didn’t!”

The sheriff stepped closer, stopped his pacing. “What

happened three years ago, Connie?”

Connie shook her head.

“You know what I’m talking about,” the sheriff hissed.

“You pointed a gun at a student.”

Mulder exchanged glances with Scully.

“T-that’s not t-true!” Connie stuttered. “He lied about

that!”

“It happened, Connie. You pointed a gun at Paul Davis —

Danny’s older brother. Three years ago you threatened to

kill Paul.”

“N-nooo! I didn’t. He threatened *me*! He came to my

house. He said he’d hurt me if I didn’t g-give him a

passing grade.”

“So you pulled a gun on him.”

“I didn’t! H-he made that up.”

“Three years ago you threatened to kill Paul. Two days ago

you murdered his brother Danny. Danny’s death wasn’t an

accident at all, was it?”

“Yeeesss–”

“You killed Danny. You killed Ricky. And you killed Tom.

Now you’re going to prison — for the rest of your life.”

“Pleeease–”

*Schhht-scht.*

The inward swing of the door interrupted Connie’s plea.

Phil Peters stood at the threshold accompanied by a woman

in a business suit. The woman crisply crossed the room and

set her briefcase on the table.

“No more questions, Sheriff,” she said. “I’m advising my

client to remain silent.” She raised a quizzical eyebrow at

Mulder and Scully. Scully displayed her badge and the

lawyer’s eyebrows climbed higher. “FBI?” she asked.

“I didn’t call them, Vick,” the sheriff insisted.

“Con, are you okay?” Peters’ worried eyes took in his

sister’s tear-stained face.

“Where’s Katie? I thought she was with you, Philly.

You…you didn’t bring her here, did you?”

“No. No, of course not,” he soothed. “Katie’s with Anne.

She’s fine.”

Connie sagged with relief to know her daughter was safe

with the dance teacher.

The sheriff waggled two fingers, beckoning Mulder and

Scully out of the room into the hall.

Once in the corridor, Mulder asked, “Exactly how do you

think Connie Spencer killed her ex-husband and those two

boys, Sheriff?”

“I won’t know that until the bodies are autopsied.”

“I’d be glad to perform the autopsies right now,” Scully

volunteered.

“By all means. The sooner we know the cause of death, the

sooner Connie Spencer will begin her life sentence.”

“I don’t think Connie murdered anyone,” Mulder argued.

“Agent Mulder, Connie Spencer had motive and opportunity

to kill all three victims. I’m confident the autopsies will

prove she’s guilty.”

“Earlier today you said Danny’s death was an accident.”

“I’ve changed my mind.” The sheriff bristled. “Tom’s

murder convinced me Connie’s to blame.”

“I don’t agree. I think you need to place the third boy in

protective custody.”

“What the Christ for? We’ve got our killer locked up right

here.”

“You’re wrong, Sheriff. The killer is still out there and

Benjamin Shute’s life is in danger,” Mulder insisted,

keeping his voice low. His restraint ignited a flare of

anger in the sheriff’s eyes.

“Oh really? And just who do you think the murderer is,

Agent Mulder?”

“I think there are paranormal aspects to this case. We

need to be looking for a supernatural killer.”

“Jesus Christ. Don’t tell me you believe that crap about a

storybook snowman, Agent Mulder.”

“As a matter of fact, I do.”

“You’re spouting fairytales, for chrissake. The idea is

ridiculous. Our killer is right here,” Riley’s shout

zigzagged down the corridor. He stepped closer to Mulder

until the two men stood toe-to-toe.

“Ben Shute needs protection,” Mulder maintained.

Before his insistence provoked the sheriff into a brawl,

Scully placed a finger on her partner’s sleeve. “You check

on Ben, Mulder. I’ll perform the autopsies. Maybe we can

solve this case before morning,” she said. “I’ll meet up

with you later.”

Giving her a quick nod, Mulder brushed past the irate

sheriff and headed for the exit.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Shute Residence

Caribou Corners, Maine

9:07 p.m.

Mulder mounted the Shute’s sloping front steps, taking

care not to slip on the ice. He rapped loudly on the storm

door and waited.

*Schht. Schht.* Tree branches scraped overhead. Mulder

raised his collar against the wind. He knocked again.

*Schhht. Schhht.* Peering over his shoulder into the dark,

Mulder watched a fine powder of snow billow horizontally

across the driveway. Ice-covered branches waved at the

starless sky.

Inside someone shuffled toward him. The door swung open to

reveal a beer-bellied man with an unlit cigarette dangling

from his lips. He frowned at Mulder’s badge and with a

grunt of displeasure, he let Mulder in.

“What the hell do you want?” The man scratched at his

unshaved chin.

“I’m looking for Benjamin Shute. Is he your son, sir?”

“Christ almighty, what’s the boy gone ‘n’ done now?”

“He hasn’t done anything, sir. I’m only concerned for his

safety. Is he at home?”

“Sure. Up in his room.”

“You’re certain?”

“Course I’m sure. You can hear his friggin’ rock ‘n’ roll

blastin’ all the way down here.”

It was true. Mulder could hear the regular thrum of drums

and bass guitar.

“Mind if we check, sir, just to make sure?”

“Christ.” The man turned and lumbered toward the back of

the house. Mulder followed him through the dark hall and up

a steep staircase.

“What makes you think my son ain’t safe?” The man pounded

a beefy fist against the door when they reached the boy’s

bedroom.

“Ricky Hart was killed today, sir. I think your son may be

the killer’s next target.”

The man was genuinely shocked. “Benjy!” he called out,

trying to be heard above the blaring music. “Benjy, open

this fuckin’ door!”

The door slapped open, liberating the screams of the

Pajama Slave Dancers. The boy’s father bumped past his

skinny son and snapped off the blasting boom box.

“Christ, Benjy, you’re gonna go deaf listenin’ to that

shit.”

The chastised boy thrust his chin at Mulder. “Who’s he?”

“FBI agent. Claims your life’s in danger. Says Ricky’s

dead.”

“Rick’s dead?” Ben’s eyes rounded. “Holy shit. I just saw

Rick on the river ‘fore I went t’Miss Tredwell’s today.”

“What time was that?” Mulder asked.

“‘Round one o’clock.”

“Did you help Ricky build that snowman down on the river?”

“What the Christ are you talkin’ about?”

“Benjy, watch your fuckin’ mouth.” His father held up a

fist.

“The snowman. By the fishing holes. Carrot nose?” Mulder

said, tapping his own nose.

“We dint build no friggin’ snowman. We look like babies to

you?”

Mulder ignored Ben’s smart-mouthed question. “Why were you

at Miss Tredwell’s?”

“She pays me to shovel her driveway.”

“You see anything strange while you were there?”

The boy shook his head, then blushed with embarrassment.

“Uh…yeah, there was somethin’ I guess. When I was

shovelin’, I…uh…thought I heard…well, a voice.”

“A voice? What did it say?”

“It was a whisper, kinda. I-I thought it was just the

wind. It said, ‘Catch me if you can.’ Does it mean

somethin’?” The boy’s face drained of color. “Did…did Ms.

Spencer kill Ricky, too?”

“That woman’s a lunatic,” the boy’s father said.

“Shouldn’t be teachin’ kids nothin’.”

“Ben, has anyone other than Ms. Spencer ever threatened

you or your friends?” Mulder asked.

“Sure, that asshole janitor, Jenkins. He’s always cussin’

at us kids. A coupl’a times, he chased us outta the

schoolyard like he owns the place. He raised a shovel at us

once.”

“Why did he do that?”

“I dunno. He’s a freak.” Ben shrugged and stared at the

worn floorboards.

“Boys’ll be boys, Agent Mulder.” A nervous laugh shook

Ben’s father.

“Ben, I want you to stay inside during the next day or

two,” Mulder told the boy, “And I want someone to stay with

you. Can you do that?”

“But tomorrow’s Winter Carnival! I was plannin’ on goin’,”

the boy whined.

“You’ll do as you’re fuckin’ told.” His father thrust a

finger at the boy’s nose.

“Don’t go out of the house, Ben,” Mulder warned. “Not for

any reason. And lock your doors.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Aroostook County Morgue Presque Isle, Maine

Using heavy-duty cutters, Scully snipped through the

costal cartilage of Ricky Hart’s ribs, shearing his sternum

free from his ribcage. The detached piece of bone and

cartilage resembled a giant twenty-legged spider as she

lifted it from the boy’s chest and laid it gently in the

tray beside the corpse. Flaring the flesh like bloody

wings, Scully exposed the lungs and liver, burst trachea

and the bulging esophagus beneath. An incision in the neck

revealed decimated vocal chords. And although the plug of

ice had melted from the boy’s mouth, his bruised lips and

tongue remained blistered from their exposure to severe

cold.

Scully inspected the damaged trachea. The cartilaginous

rings were separated and the intervening membranes were

shredded all the way down to the bifurcation and beyond.

The bronchial tubes remained swollen. She prodded the right

bronchus. It was hard. Frozen. As was the external serous

coat of the lungs. Using a scalpel, Scully carefully cut

through the subserous tissue. The alveoli underneath

contained a plug of solid ice, despite the above freezing

temperature in the morgue.

“This isn’t possible.” She dug at an icy cylinder running

through the right bronchus, chiseling loose a barrel of

frozen snow. At the center she uncovered a small, white

stone and she plucked it from the snow with her gloved

fingers.

“Ouch!” She dropped the stone. Even through the latex of

her glove, the rock was so cold it hurt her thumb and

forefinger. Using steel pincers this time, Scully lifted

the stone to inspect it more closely.

Her eyes widened as a coat of frosty crystals formed

thickly around the white rock, expanding it until the stone

resembled a miniature snowball.

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_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Caribou Corners High School

10:06 p.m.

“What the hell?” Mulder muttered, rubbernecking and

hitting the car’s brakes. The vehicle skidded to a stop. He

threw the car into reverse and floored the gas, spinning

the tires and flinging snow into the air. The school’s

lights had caught his eye; they were all on, spilling from

the windows in long blue-white rectangles. Their glow

illuminated an astonishing fairytale kingdom of frozen

castles, twisting dragons and sturdy snowmen in the

schoolyard. Mulder shut off the engine and practically

leapt from the car.

He guessed the numinous realm had been created for

tomorrow’s Winter Carnival sometime after he and Scully had

left the school earlier in the day. But the size and number

of the sculptures seemed physically impossible considering

the short amount of time that had passed since he had

visited the school in the afternoon. The sudden appearance

of the structures made their presence seem all the more

charmed.

Drawn like an eager child to Santa’s Village, Mulder

entered the crystal empire. He ran a gloved hand along an

icy wall as he explored one of several castles, walking

beneath a toothed parapet and around a barrel-shaped

turret. Arched doors punctured the twelve-foot-high walls

at regular intervals and he peered through one opening

after the next. He couldn’t see more than a foot or two

into the gloom.

Beyond the first castle, an enormous frozen, snow-scaled

serpent twisted up out of the ground. Mulder stopped by the

dragon’s yawning head and touched a finger to one of the

mythical beast’s sharp icicle teeth. A glossy tongue curved

between the creature’s gaping jaws. Sticking his head into

the monster’s maw, Mulder quickly examined the beast’s

frosty gullet.

Withdrawing from the dragon, he paused in front of a

phalanx of snowmen lining the imaginary parade ground and

blocking his path. Reluctant to cross in front of them,

Mulder studied the row of white faces. Grim-mouthed and

stony-eyed, the snowmen seemed to ignore the agent’s

squinty inspection. He pursed his lips and softly whistled

the first stanza of Frosty the Snowman. When silence

followed his deliberate rendition, he tried a second

stanza, picking up the tempo a bit. Nothing stirred except

the snowmen’s willowy arms, flailed by the chilly wind.

“At ease, men,” he ordered and marched quickly forward,

jingling his keys and whistling the rest of the familiar

children’s song.

*Schht. Schhht.*

Mulder froze mid-step, his last note trilling eerily off

the icy castle walls.

*Schht. Schhht.*

He drew his gun.

*Schht. Schhht.*

Something moved on the far side of the schoolyard.

Something white. And tall.

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“Federal agent!” Mulder called out. “Freeze!” he yelled

and then rolled his eyes at the irony of his demand.

“Jus’ me, Mr. Mulder,” Elwood Jenkins hollered back.

A fog of air billowed from Mulder’s lips as he chuffed his

relief. He lowered his weapon and crossed the yard to

Jenkins.

“Still trackin’ your killer?” The janitor leaned on his

snow shovel, the school’s fluorescent lights tinting his

pale skin an icy blue. “You might have a hard time catchin’

this one.”

“Why’s that?”

“Snow can be an unpredictable thing,” he answered, seeming

to dodge Mulder’s question. The custodian’s bobbling head

nodded at the crystal kingdom. “Some days somethin’ can be

made of it. Castles. Or dragons. Other days, it just as

likely slips through your fingers. People are like that,

too, I’ve noticed.”

“Meaning?”

“Sometimes people and things are hard to grab onto. They

ain’t always what they seem.”

“Including yourself?”

“S’pect so.”

“Katie Spencer said you gave her a magic stone to bring

her snowman to life. Did you give her a stone, Mr. Jenkins?”

“Yup. Girl needs a friend.”

“Is the stone magic?”

“Like most things, that depends on who you’re talkin’ to.”

“I’m talking to you.”

The white-skinned man smiled, showing his yellow teeth.

“You’re a smart man, Mr. Mulder, an’ you know s’well as I

do there ain’t no such thing as absolute truth. The

storyteller has one truth. The list’ner has ‘nother. We

pick ‘n’ choose our own truth based on our point of view.”

“The truth is the truth.”

“Yup, it is. But it don’t look the same t’everybody. Take

you, fr’instance. You believe in magic stones and killer

snowmen. Me, too. So does the little girl. But Sheriff

Riley, he wouldn’t be caught dead believin’ such nonsense.

Could be he just needs to step a bit closer to change his

perspective. Or mebbe you need t’step back t’change yours.”

“Do you know something about the murders that you’re not

saying?”

“I know somebody’s killin’ people. An’ it’ll take lookin’

at it from the right angle t’find just who’s guilty and who

ain’t.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Aroostook County Morgue

Presque Isle, Maine

11:42 p.m.

The body of Tom Spencer gaped below Scully’s probing

fingers. She searched the frozen lungs for a white stone

similar to the one she’d removed from Ricky Hart. She

couldn’t explain how the rock had become lodged so deeply

in the boy’s lung, but she was certain she would find one

in Tom Spencer as well. For the past couple of hours she’d

watched the first stone grow thick with frost where it sat

on a stainless steel tray. The snowy coating had increased

in circumference by several inches. The rock now resembled

a four-inch snowball. And apparently it was still growing,

despite the fact that the tray was balanced on top of the

room’s chugging radiator.

“Ah, there you are.” Scully pried loose a stone identical

to the previous one, careful to use pincers to lift the

cold rock from Spencer’s lungs. Although Scully had

thoroughly searched Ricky Hart’s chest for other bits of

foreign debris, she had found nothing but the one stone.

The same seemed to hold true for Spencer.

*Schhht.* Sheriff Riley pushed his way through the autopsy

bay doors.

“How’s it going, Agent Scully? Find anything to

incriminate Connie Spencer?”

“No, I haven’t.”

“What’s that?” he indicated the stone she held in her

pincers.

“Good question. It looks like an ordinary rock.”

“But…?”

“But, I can’t figure out how it got past the rima

glottides to become so deeply embedded in the lung. If

inhaled, it should have traveled no further than the

bronchus where it would become fixed, occluding the lumen

of the tube and causing respiratory failure on that side.

However, this stone pushed beyond the physical limitation

of the tubes. As did the one I removed from Ricky Hart.”

Scully pointed at the tray resting on the radiator.

“What the hell–?” The sheriff walked to the tray and

reached for the snowball.

“Don’t touch it!” Scully warned. “It’ll burn you like a

chunk of dry ice.” She dropped the second stone next to the

first. “I can’t explain it,” she said. “Aside from the

stones, both victim’s lungs were packed with ice and snow.

Tom Spencer had several broken ribs. Ricky Hart’s larynx

was crushed. We’ll have to wait for the toxicological to

tell us if either or both of the victims were drugged

before they died.”

“Well, I’m gonna hold Connie in custody until you’ve

submitted your final report. I was hoping you’d find

something a little less mysterious and a little more

incriminating, Agent Scully. I want to keep that crazy

woman behind bars.”

“Sorry to disappoint you, Sheriff.”

“You heading out?”

“After I stitch and wrap the body. I’ll be another half

hour at least.”

“You want me to wait? Give you a ride back to your hotel?”

“Thanks but I’ll call Mulder when I’m through here. I’ll

be fine.”

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Leaving the morgue behind, Sheriff Riley stepped out into

the swirling snow. He fitted his hat more tightly to his

head and zipped his jacket against the bluster. It wasn’t a

fit night for man or beast. And that’s exactly why he never

expected to see a white figure bending over the hood of his

car.

Striding the length of the walkway, Riley’s hand settled

on his gun. The white figure shifted and blurred. It slid

and spun at an alarming speed. *Schht. Schhht.* A blast of

razor-sharp sleet peppered the sheriff’s face, causing him

to momentarily lose sight of the strange figure. The wind

whistled past him, whispering in his ears as it went: catch

me if yoooou caaaan. Riley checked behind him. Nothing. He

turned back to the car; the intruder was gone.

“Nerves must be playing tricks on me.”

Rounding the car’s bumper, he gasped when the heel of his

boot suddenly skidded out from under him. At first he

thought he’d hit a patch of ice, but the ground beneath him

wasn’t hard or smooth. Or stationary. It dragged strangely

beneath the soles of his boots, bucking and pulling, like a

rug being yanked out from under him. “Shit!” He lost his

balance and toppled backward. He fell with a bone-jarring

thump. “Dammit!” Pain sparkled up his spine.

*Catch me! Catch me if yoooou caaaan!*

Sitting on the icy ground, Sheriff Riley wrenched his gun

from his holster. He peered into the blowing snow and aimed

into the churning air. His hat flew from his head and

twirled wildly away.

*Schhht. Schhhht. Schhhhhht.*

A snowy fist materialized out of nowhere and smashed into

Riley’s jaw, whirling him like his hat. His gun spun

unfired from his hand and landed somewhere behind the

cruiser. Blood spouted from his ear. A second wallop

blinded him, smashing coldly into his face, cracking the

bridge of his nose. A third strike knocked him flat on his

back.

Frosty fingers gripped Riley’s ankles. He felt himself

dragged dizzily across the ground. Thrashing his arms, he

uselessly tried to grab onto something solid in an attempt

to slow his skidding movement away from his car.

“Who are you?” he yelled, unable to see his assailant.

“What the hell do you want?”

With a pull that nearly tore his legs from his hips, Riley

was hurtled several yards through the air. A terrified

squeal exploded from his throat when he collided against a

slanting bank of snow. The impact emptied his lungs and

numbed his legs and arms. Paralyzed and helpless, he

blinked in disbelief as a crushing weight of snow dropped

and buried him within a tomb of white. Pinned beneath

several feet of snow, the sheriff struggled to move, to

breathe. Gasping for non-existent air, his mouth gaped. A

blizzard sucked past his lips. Frost expanded across his

tongue, inflating like an ice-cold balloon. It rushed down

his throat. Gagging him. Suffocating him. Overstuffed…his

neck gorged, bursting…he silently cursed that he’d been

wrong about Connie Spencer.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Aroostook County Morgue

1:57 a.m.

Mulder parked his car behind the sheriff’s cruiser. He was

surprised to see the sheriff’s vehicle still here. Scully’d

told him on the phone that Riley had left at least forty-

five minutes ago. Unbuckling his seatbelt, he swung his leg

from the car and put his foot down on top of Sheriff

Riley’s half-buried pistol. He plucked the gun from the

ground.

“This can’t be good.” He pocketed the gun and drew his own

weapon.

Nearby trees pitched and clawed and crackled, flogged by

the wind. A hulking snowman stood guard beside the

sidewalk, its flinty eyes seemingly directed at Mulder.

Wedged tightly atop the snowman’s head was the sheriff’s

hat.

“Nope, not good…at all.”

Glancing at the morgue’s dimly lit entry, Mulder’s concern

for Scully rolled uneasily in his stomach. Halfway to the

steps, he noticed something strange and spiky protruding

from the snowbank. Sliding his flashlight from his pocket,

he aimed it at the unexpected object.

“Shit.”

The beam of light exposed five fingers curling stiffly

from the snow.

Mulder clambered up the bank, sinking to his knees in the

drift. He exchanged his gun for his cell phone and quickly

dialed 911. Cradling the phone under his chin, he pawed at

the snow, uncovering a buried wrist, arm, shoulder. He

talked and tunneled, spouting directions and shoveling snow

with his hands. Recognizing the sheriff’s jacket, he let

the phone drop and dug faster.

He searched for the sheriff’s face, hoping against hope

that the buried man was still alive. Scooping and tossing

snow, he clawed downward. Sweat striped his face and

drenched his neck, chest and back despite the cold. Skating

between his parted lips, frantic breathy plumes chugged

from his lungs only to be grabbed by the wind and yanked

into the blackness somewhere above his head. The pulse of

his heart throbbed outward from his ears where it collided

with a scream of passing air.

*Foooxxxxx!*

The bridge of a nose and the wells of two eyes came into

view. For a brief instant, Mulder thought the face was

Sam’s, her mouth opened in a terrified cry. He struggled to

keep the evening’s pizza in his stomach.

Beneath his palm, a bulging wad of snow plugged the

sheriff’s mouth. Riley was dead. Mulder abandoned the body

and ran to find Scully.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Aroostook County Morgue

Two Hours Later

In an effort to control his adrenaline pumped limbs,

Mulder hugged his arms to his chest and jammed his jittery

fingers into his armpits while he watched Scully dig into

Sheriff Riley’s frozen chest. The sheriff’s body lay split

up the middle on a steel table in the morgue where the

Deputy and the ambulance crew had placed him earlier. The

crew had preferred not to stick around for the autopsy and

the Deputy excused himself to see to the release of Connie

Spencer. With the perfect alibi this time, it seemed Connie

was innocent after all and the Deputy saw no reason to hold

her any longer.

Hanging over Scully’s shoulder, Mulder peered into the

open cadaver.

“Find it yet, Scully?”

“Give me a minute. I’m checking the bronchus now. Yep,

here it is.” She held up a small white stone, trapped

between the prongs of her pincers. The stone immediately

developed a bristly coat of frost.

“Abracadabra.” Mulder waggled his fingers over the

changing stone.

“I refuse to believe this rock is magic, Mulder.”

“Then why is it growing fur like some freaky arctic Chia

Pet?”

“I couldn’t say.”

“And how did it get inside the victim’s lungs, past

those…those tiny little tubey thingies.” He waved at the

sheriff’s exposed bronchi.

“I can’t explain that either. But just because I can’t

explain it doesn’t mean anything mystical or supernatural

is going on.”

“Oh, come on, Scully. You think an ordinary person did

this? Killed these people?”

“Well, what’s your theory, Mulder?” Scully dropped the

frosty stone onto a tray. “Do you think the magic stone of

Maledeneige is responsible for bringing to life a murdering

snowman, whose mission is to right the world’s injustices

and avenge the cruelties of man, and in order to do so, he

shoves a frosty fist into the lungs of his victims thereby

simultaneously suffocating and freezing them to death?”

“Sounds kinda unlikely when you say it, but it does give

new meaning to the term ‘cold-blooded,’ huh?”

“A person is responsible for these deaths, Mulder, not a

snowman.”

“I’m inclined to agree,” he said, surprising her. “The

snowman is simply the murder weapon.”

“Wonderful. That’ll look great in our report.”

“In the legend, the magic stone is imbued with protective

powers that turn an enemy into a victim. All the victims

here could be considered a threat to Connie Spencer. The

boys, her ex-husband, even Sheriff Riley might be viewed as

her enemies.”

“So who would be most interested in protecting her? Her

brother?”

“Possibly. Or Anne Tredwell. She’s been supportive of

Connie. Actually, Elwood Jenkins has been sympathetic as

well. He was the one who gave Katie her magic stone and

he’s been outspoken in his opinion that the victims got

what they deserved.”

“But the victims never posed any real danger to Connie.

Would Jenkins or Tredwell or even Peters kill four people

based on an imagined threat?”

“It’s a matter of perspective, Scully. Jenkins said

something about that earlier today. He said, ‘we pick ‘n’

choose our own truth based on our point of view. There

ain’t no such thing as absolute truth.'” Mulder mimicked

Jenkins, bobbling his head and hunching his back.

“You’re quoting a janitor, Mulder.”

“A man who takes out the garbage may know a thing or two

about the truth of life. Besides, he’s right. You’re

choosing your own truth right now, Scully. You’re looking

at this case through your highly polished scientist’s

lenses. And although I’m willing to admit that your logical

point of view often serves us well, it also blinds you to

less rigorous conclusions.”

“Mulder, after seven years with you, sometimes I am

willing to accept a less-than-scientific explanation for

the things we encounter.”

“When?” He smiled. “Once in a blue moon?”

“Hopefully not that often. But need I remind you of Ansen

Stokes, the Invisible Man from Olivette, Missouri?”

“Rendered imperceptible by a magic genie.”

“Mm. I was open to extreme possibilities in that case. Too

bad my proof went poof.”

Mulder chuckled. “The invisible man disappeared — there’s

a nice irony to that.”

“Not nice at all, Mulder. The whole thing was very

embarrassing.”

“Awww, but you were so cute believing the unbelievable.”

He touched his finger to the tip of her nose.

“My point is, Mulder, I put my biases — my scientist’s

lenses, as you call them — aside,” she batted his hand

away. “And if we’re going to be honest and admit our biases

here, let’s not overlook your own preconceived fear of

snowmen.”

“I’m not afraid of them, Scully. I told you, I just hate

them.”

“Whatever.”

“Besides, I’m willing to agree that *in this case*, the

snowmen are probably not acting on their own. Someone is

using them to protect Connie. And I’m not sure we can rule

out Connie herself.”

“You said earlier that Connie wasn’t a murderer.”

“I don’t think she is…consciously.”

“Uh oh. Is that another theory I hear knocking at the door?”

“Yes, but it’s a familiar one. Remember Holman Hardt?”

“The weatherman from Kansas. Mulder, Holman may have

tossed a cow at you, but he never killed anyone with a

snowman.”

“But he could have. His repressed feelings of love for

Sheila erupted in tornadoes, snowstorms and even a flying

cow. The point is, he was doing it unconsciously. Why

couldn’t Connie’s fears, real or imagined, be responsible

for a similar phenomenon?”

“You’re giving up on your magic stone theory?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“Well, if what you’re saying about Connie is true — and

I’m not saying that it is — then there’s someone else we

need to consider as the murderer.”

“Who’s that, Scully?”

“Katie.”

ACT IV

Caribou Corners High School

Next Morning

Unable to penetrate the deep overcast, the mid-morning sun

glowed like a nickel coin in a pewter sky, slurred low on

the horizon despite the early hour. The schoolyard joggled

with sherbet-colored knit hats, fluttering scarves and

ballooning down-filled coats. Screechy kids’ voices

vibrated across the glittering ice sculptures.

“Crowded,” Scully commented, arm linked with Mulder’s,

more for the windbreak of his body than from any romantic

notion.

“Hearty souls, must be used to the cold.” He glanced at

her reddened nose and flailing hair. “You need a hat,

Scully.”

“I’m not the hat type.”

“Who exactly is the ‘hat type’?”

“Cowboys, astronauts, magic-hat-wearing snowmen named

Frosty,” she paused, looking around. “Jesus.”

“Jesus? He wore a crown of thorns, but not a hat per se.”

“No, Mulder, I was just commenting on…all this.” She

waved a gloved hand at the ice castles, the snowmen, the

dragon.

“Oooh. I–”

“Miss Dana, Miss Dana!” Katie skipped breathless and

smiling toward Scully. “Com’ere! See my snowman!” The

little girl tugged excitedly on Scully’s hand. Scully

grabbed Mulder’s arm and allowed herself to be pulled along

by the girl, feeling like a link in a very short chain of

Crack the Whip.

Anne Tredwell waited for Katie beside a crooked line of

Snowmen; more than three-dozen entries stood ready for the

judges’ consideration later in the day.

“Good morning, Agents. When Katie saw you arrive, she

insisted on showing you her snowman.” Anne’s eyes never

left Katie. Fatigue grayed the dance teacher’s face but she

forced a smile. “She barely slept at all last night,” Anne

confided. “Not until Phil called and said he’d brought

Connie home from…” She glanced at Katie to gauge whether

or not the girl was listening, “J-A-I-L.”

“Is Mommy ‘n’ Uncle Phil comin’ t’see Frosty?” Katie asked

her dance teacher.

“Yes, sweetie. They’ll be here soon.”

“Yippee!” Katie pranced a circle around the snowman. “Do

you like my snowman, Miss Dana?”

Scully inspected Katie’s entry. The snowman looked as if

it smirked with a broad stone-studded grin wrapped from one

nonexistent ear to the other. Instead of a traditional

carrot nose, Katie had stuck a pencil above the wide mouth,

giving the snowman a beaky, bird-like appearance. Two

pennies served as eyes and slanting twig brows lent an

expression of worry to the bloodless face. One of Katie’s

ice cream-colored hats topped the stack of snowy spheres;

the pompom jittered in the nervous breeze.

“Very nice, Katie. What do you think, Mulder?”

“I think there are a heck of a lot more snowmen here this

morning than there were last night. And there were a lot of

snowmen here last night. How…?” Mulder gazed down the

long line. The number of snowmen had practically doubled in

the last few hours.

“Mulder, what do you think of *Katie’s* snowman?”

He turned his attention to the girl’s entry. Taking his

time, he scrutinized the snowman from all sides. Finally,

nose to pencil, he stared into the snowman’s penny eyes.

“Looks like a prize winner to me,” he announced.

“Really?” Katie squealed with delight and clapped her

mittened hands.

“Definitely.” Giving the neighboring snowmen a suspicious

glance, Mulder adjusted the knit hat on Frosty’s broad

skull.

“Agent Mulder knows what he’s talking about, Katie. He’s a

snowman expert.”

“Let’s not brag,” Mulder suggested, not amused by Scully’s

subtle jibe. “Did you put your magic stone inside your

snowman, Katie?”

“Nope.” She pawed through her pocket and produced the

white stone. She held it up high for Mulder to see before

showing it to Scully and then to Anne. “I’m saving it for

later. I dint want Frosty to run away before the contest!”

she giggled.

“Good plan.”

“Mulder.” Scully’s face had become serious. “By the school

door.” She pointed.

Across the schoolyard, Elwood Jenkins posed with one long

white hand on the school’s open door, staring directly at

Mulder. Jenkins’ pale head bobbed as if nodding agreement

to Mulder’s unspoken intent to follow the janitor into the

school. With a yellow smile, Jenkins disappeared behind the

closing door.

“I’ll be back,” Mulder murmured and trailed after the

vanishing janitor.

* * *

Stepping inside the school, Mulder found the hall dark and

empty. Jenkins was nowhere in sight. Jesus, it was cold. He

guessed the building’s heat had been lowered for winter

break, but it seemed unlikely the school would be left cold

enough to allow the water pipes to freeze.

“There’re igloos pumping out more BTUs than this place,”

he muttered, starting down the hall in search of Jenkins.

Joggling the handle of each door he passed, Mulder found

one classroom after the next locked tight. Further down the

hall, however, he could see a shaft of fluorescent light

spilling out across the floor and he hurried to the small

suite of lit offices.

The outer room was clearly home to the school’s secretary.

Squeezed between a bookcase and a photocopier, her desk was

cluttered with family photos, porcelain knick-knacks and a

snowglobe that cheerily begged “Let it snow! Let it snow!

Let it snow!” Behind her desk, two open doors led to twin

offices. A lamp illuminated only one.

Mulder edged toward the lit room. Careful. Tense. He drew

his gun and paused at the inner door. Leaning cautiously

over the threshold he saw that the office was vacant and

Jenkins was nowhere to be found. But against the far wall,

a single drawer in a bank of dusty file cabinets gaped

open. Mulder felt certain the drawer had been purposely

left ajar just for him.

Glancing over his shoulder to double-check for Jenkins, he

crossed to the file cabinet. He peered into the open drawer

where he found hundreds of file folders bearing the names

of students who had attended Caribou Corners High School

more than a decade ago. Troubled students. These were the

guidance counselor’s files.

One folder peaked above the rest as if recently removed.

He read the folder’s handwritten tab: PETERS, CONNIE T —

Connie Spencer’s maiden name. Mulder pulled the folder from

the drawer and spread it open on the desk.

* * *

“Mommeeeee!” Katie shrieked when she noticed Connie and

Phil Peters approaching. The girl plowed into her mother’s

outstretched arms. Peters playfully tugged his niece’s

swinging hair. “Hi Uncle Phil! Mommy’s here!” Katie bounced

with delight, announcing the obvious.

“Yep. No way she’d miss seeing your snowman take first

prize. Where’s Miss Tredwell?”

“With Miss Dana and Frosty. Over there.” Katie pointed a

mittened finger.

Peters excused himself and crossed the yard to the line of

snowmen where Anne and Scully stood watching Katie’s

reunion with her mother.

“Hi Anne. Thanks for taking Katie last night.”

“My pleasure, Phil. You know the girl’s always an angel.

Uh…have you met Agent Scully?”

“Yes, we’ve met.” Phil nodded at Scully. “Where’s your

partner this morning?”

“Inside.” Scully tilted her head at the school. “With

Jenkins.”

* * *

Mulder’s index finger traced a handwritten message

scrawled in red ink across the bottom of Connie’s first

grade report card: 2/19/71: Connie Peters admitted to

Caribou Corners Memorial Hospital — nervous collapse.

Connie hadn’t missed a single day in the first two

reporting periods of her year in Grade 1. Her marks

indicated she was a good student. But the report card

remained blank for the third and fourth quarters. Mulder

studied the tiny class photo taped to the back of the

report card. Connie looked just like her daughter Katie,

right down to the shallow crescent dimpling her chin when

she smiled at the photographer. A second report card was

clipped to the first. The attached photo showed an almost

unrecognizable girl hollowed by grief. And fear? She looked

frightened. Scared to death. Evidently Connie had been

readmitted to school in the fall of ’71 to repeat the first

grade. Mulder scanned the marks on the second report card,

looking for clues that might reveal something about her

emotional state. U’s representing unsatisfactory behavior

filled the report. Connie no longer took part in group

activities or paid attention during class. Her work was

often late. She wasted time daydreaming. The teacher noted

the seven-year-old appeared to be overtired and often wore

the same clothes to school for several days in a row. The

report card was signed by a Mr. H. Tredwell, not Connie’s

parents.

Returning to the file cabinet, Mulder retrieved Phil

Peters’ records in hopes of finding more information about

Connie’s first grade decline. What would cause the seven-

year-old to suffer a nervous breakdown? And why didn’t

Connie’s parents sign her card? He flipped quickly through

Peters’ folder.

In 1971, Phil Peters also attended Caribou Corners

Elementary School, but as a third grader. His marks

indicated he was a good student, like his sister before her

hospitalization. Satisfactory grades filled his card. His

entire card. Evidently whatever had bothered Connie hadn’t

altered her brother’s study habits. Peters had missed only

one day of school the entire year. February 19. The day

Connie was admitted to Caribou Corners Memorial. That

didn’t tell Mulder much. Whatever had pitched Connie off an

emotional cliff evidently hadn’t affected her brother Phil.

Ruffling through the folder of papers, notes and report

cards, Mulder stopped when he came to a letter from a

Presque Isle physician.

Gentlemen, Our psychiatric review indicates that the

patient (Philip K. Peters, 9 years old) is mentally and

emotionally sound, despite the recent loss of both parents

(Robert and Janet Peters, d. February 16, 1971). The

patient is communicative, even ebullient, and presents no

symptoms of depression. He worries about his sister (Connie

T. Peters, age 7, currently at CCMH) but demonstrates no

emotional impediment. We are confident Philip can

successfully finish out the year at Caribou Corners

Elementary School. Sincerely, James Miller, MD

“Ebullient? With two dead parents and a sister in the

loony bin? Dr. Miller needs to take his head out of his

ass.”

Mulder flipped the doctor’s letter over. He arched an

eyebrow at a big red question mark drawn on the back of the

sheet. Taped to the lower half of the page was a yellowed

newspaper clipping — Robert and Janet Peters’ obituary.

“Shit,” Mulder hissed, reading the obit.

The clipping reported that Connie and Phil Peters’ parents

had died when a roof-full of snow slid from their home,

crushing them both to death on their front steps. The two

children had the misfortune to witness the bizarre

accident. And coincidentally, or perhaps not, Janet Peters’

maiden name was Desjardins — the same name as Georges and

Catherine in the tale about the legendary killer snowman.

Mulder felt the hair on his neck prickle.

*Schht. Schht.*

Mulder spun to see Phil Peters glaring at him from the

outer office, feet scuffling the floor. Despite the

distance, Peters recognized the newspaper clipping.

“How exactly did your parents die, Phil?” Mulder asked,

closing the folder and setting it on the desk, freeing his

hands.

“It was an accident.” Peters nervously swayed, rocking

side to side in the doorframe.

“Was it? Or is that just the story you’ve been telling

yourself…and everyone else…all these years?”

“No!” An overcast of rage darkened Peters’ folding

features.

“No? Are you sure? Are you sure you didn’t cause the

deaths of your mother and father? Using a magic stone,

perhaps?”

“NOOO!”

* * *

“Nooooo!” Connie moaned, lurching as the schoolyard’s snow

suddenly shifted and pulled beneath her feet. The white

ground rippled. Billowed.

Scully snatched at the air in an effort to keep her

balance. She felt as though she stood on the bloated back

of a waking giant. Surging. Swelling. Quaking the line of

snowmen beside her with a shivery squeal of sliding ice.

*Schhht. Schhhht. Schhhht!*

Katie’s eyes widened and filled with tears.

A swirl of stinging sleet blew across the schoolyard.

Connie dropped to her knees. She groaned again and covered

her head.

The howling gale sliced over the yard and zigzagged

through the castle doors with a series of piercing shrieks.

When a snapping fissure split the castle’s wall, fracturing

the frozen turret and causing the parapets to teeter and

fall, Anne screamed. Her cry was lost among the startled

shouts of the panicked crowd.

Scully snagged Katie’s hand and lifted the frightened girl

into her arms.

* * *

“What happened thirty years ago, Peters? What really

happened?” Mulder inched closer to Peters and the door.

**God damn it! I just shoveled that walkway!**

Peters flinched at the anger in his father’s imagined

voice.

“What is it, Peters? What?” Mulder asked.

**What…what the hell would possess you to build a

snowman right in the middle of the walk, Philly?**

Peters blinked, trying to bring Mulder’s face back into

focus.

**Don’t talk back to me, young man. Just get rid of it!

Connie, stop your bawling!**

“No. No, no, no,” Peters hummed, staring at an invisible

shovel thrust into his hands by a memory. He could see his

sister’s crying face, looking so much like Katie. His

father’s fist gripping the tiny girl’s arm. Lifting her.

Setting her down roughly, impatiently, in the front hall.

Returning to stand next to their mother. Fists on his hips.

Just outside the door. Below the overhanging roof. The

snowman…the snowman…

**Catch me if you can!**

Mulder took another step forward. Peters’ head snapped up.

“Stay where you are!” he screamed, halting Mulder.

Stumbling backward toward the hall, Peters broke into a run.

Mulder sprinted after him.

* * *

“Nononononono,” Connie keened, her face buried in her coat

sleeves. Anne Tredwell, despite her own fear, tried to calm

Connie.

*Catch meeeee! Catch meeeee if you caaaaaaan!* The wind

spiraled around the line of wobbling snowmen.

Katie gripped Scully. “It’s happening again, Miss Dana!”

the girl warned, tears spilling from widened eyes. She

buried her face in Scully’s neck when one of the castles

collapsed with an earsplitting explosion. Chunks of ice

hurtled toward the crowd, scattering the screaming

visitors. Scully hunched protectively over Katie as a

blizzard of icy needles detonated from each crashing block.

The pummel of hail raised a sudden, blinding veil of snow.

The wind tossed the haze across the schoolyard like a snow-

white blanket thrown over a bed.

Scully caught a glimpse of Phil Peters. Like a ghost, he

materialized out of the maelstrom and raced to the phalanx

of snowmen, calling Connie’s name. He spotted his collapsed

sister at the end of the row, crumpled on the ground and

crying. Lurching his way toward Connie, Phil raised his

arms to protect his face from the churning snow and pitched

himself into the blasting wind.

Appearing behind Peters, Mulder also raised his arms to

protect his face from the gale. Hair flailing and eyes

squinting, he hurried past the procession of snowmen in

pursuit of Peters.

When Peters reached Connie, he shoved Anne Tredwell

roughly out of his way. Hauling Connie to her feet, he

shouted something at her and although Scully was only a few

feet away, she couldn’t hear him over the wind’s deafening

howl. The blast was so loud, it was almost as if there were

no sound at all. A vacuum of noise sucked painfully on

Scully’s overloaded eardrums.

Peters gripped Connie’s shoulder, keeping her upright.

Together, they turned to face Mulder.

*Schhht. Schhht.*

Several snowmen slid out of line.

“Oh, nooo,” Katie whimpered against Scully’s cheek.

*Schhhhhht!*

One of the snowmen blocked Mulder’s path, separating him

from Connie and Peters. Another loomed into place behind

the agent. Mulder swiveled, realizing too late he was

trapped.

Scully set Katie down. “Stay here, sweetie,” she shouted

into the girl’s ear.

“No!” the girl screamed, gripping the fabric of Scully’s

coat.

“Yes!” Scully insisted. Already she’d lost sight of

Mulder. He was completely surrounded by a shiver of

rolling, tumbling snow.

“No!” Katie cried again.

Several snowmen toppled, appearing to come unglued. The

rolling spheres separated. Spun. Slid.

“I have to help Agent Mulder.”

Katie shook her head. “He’s gonna die,” she whimpered.

“No. No he’s not,” Scully told the girl firmly. Looking

over Katie’s head for Mulder, Scully knew he must be buried

somewhere beneath the trembling jumble of broken snowmen.

“Use my magic stone, Miss Dana.” Katie dug into her pocket

and produced the tiny, white stone.

“Katie, I don’t think–”

“Please, Miss Dana. Hurry,” Katie urged, pressing the

stone into Scully’s palm.

The memory of Sheriff Riley’s packed lungs flashed into

Scully’s mind. Was Mulder already dead, his chest plugged

and his gullet split wide open by a frozen fist of ice and

snow? Desperate, Scully took Katie’s stone and ducked into

the bluster, brushing past Connie and Peters. Two more

steps and she stood beside the massive sculpted dragon.

With a frantic look in Mulder’s direction, she embedded the

stone deeply into the serpent’s frozen forehead.

Pop. Pop, pop. Ice sputtered and snapped like a volley of

firecrackers, causing Scully to flinch at each blast. The

ground rumbled, shook. Vibrated her teeth. The serpent’s

icy scales bulged and bucked along the dragon’s rippling

crystal skin. Grinding and scraping, the serpent’s head

shifted and unfolded, rising ten, fifteen, twenty feet into

the blowing air. Its jaws snapped shut, clapping like a

rifle shot. It slid onto its clawed feet, heaving its

hulking belly from the ground, lashing its great tail and

leveling an expanse of ground around it more than forty

feet wide. A storm ruptured from the dragon’s gaping maw

when it bellowed.

The monster’s head swung downward, plummeting until its

frosty nostrils stopped within an inch or two of Phil

Peters’ shocked face. Its glassy eyes rolled, focusing on

the frightened man. The crystal lids slowly blinked. Peters

trembled and the snowy serpent huffed, spewing a blizzard

of snowflakes at the shaken man. Peters released his hold

on Connie and, unsupported, the stunned woman slipped to

the ground.

The serpent’s head lifted, peered over Peters to where

Mulder lay buried, pinned beneath a shifting bank of ice.

Flicking out its tongue between icicle teeth, the dragon

tested the flavor of the air. Then with a sudden snap, the

serpent struck, clamping its jaws tightly over Phil Peters’

head.

The wind stalled. The ground stopped trembling. The

snowmen stood motionless.

The icy dragon shattered like a broken mirror.

Scully hurried around Phil Peters’ bleeding body to dig

Mulder from the snow.

EPILOGUE

Caribou Corners High School

The Next Day

10:12 a.m.

“We don’t have to do this,” Mulder trailed Scully across

the parking lot to the schoolyard where sections of

shattered snowmen lay scattered like wounded soldiers on a

battlefield. The skin on his face appeared frostbitten and

a nasty scrape blazed his left cheek. Even so, he looked

pretty healthy for a man who’d been attacked by an army of

snowmen not twenty-four hours earlier. “Do we?”

“Yes, Mulder. It’s time you faced your snowman phobia.”

“I told you, I’m not afraid of them–”

“I know, you just don’t like them.” She offered him a

sympathetic smile. “It’ll be fun, I promise.” She gave his

arm a

squeeze of encouragement, but even so his creased brow

remained creased. “I’ll start,” she suggested, scooping up

a handful of snow. She patted it into a perfectly round

snowball and rolled the tiny sphere along the ground. The

ball quickly grew in size, picking up snow until it was as

large as a human head.

“What did the hospital report say?” he asked, content to

let Scully push the head-sized snowball into something the

size of a beach ball.

“Connie told the staff psychiatrist everything.” She

grunted as she shoved the snowball, now at least three feet

in diameter. “She gave her doctor permission to share the

story with us.”

“So what happened in 1971? How did Robert and Janet Peters

die?” Mulder reached out to steady Scully as she rocked

back and forth trying to jostle the overgrown orb another

foot or two. The giant snowball already outweighed her.

“You gonna help me or not, Mulder?” She swiped a damp lock

of hair from her face.

“Doncha think it’s big enough? Start the next one. When

it’s ready, I’ll lift it on top of this one.”

Frowning at him, she began a second snowball.

“You were saying? Robert and Janet Peters…?” Mulder

prompted.

“Connie said she and Phil found a bag of white stones in

the garage during the winter of ’71. After finding the

stones, Phil told Connie the legend of Maledeneige. He

claimed the stones were a secret stash given to the

descendants of Catherine Desjardins.”

“But the legend said Catherine died soon after her husband

Georges was killed. She didn’t have any descendants. Did

she?”

“Like most stories, years of telling the tale have spawned

several interpretations. In the version Phil relayed to

Connie, Catherine Desjardins didn’t die of grief over the

death of her husband but died in childbirth and the Snowman

supposedly returned to Caribou Corners each winter to

protect Catherine’s descendants.”

“Janet Peters’ maiden name was Desjardins,” Mulder said.

“Exactly. Phil knew that. So, seven-year-old Connie and

nine-year-old Phil believed they were descendants of

Catherine Desjardins and they also believed they had

discovered the legendary stones of Maledeneige. So they

built a snowman in their walkway to test the magic.”

“What happened?”

Scully pointed to the second fat snowball. “This one’s

ready, Mulder.”

He eyed the original boulder several yards away. Hefting

the massive snowball from the ground, he groaned with

aching effort. “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

“You’re not having a good time?” Scully sounded honestly

surprised. While he struggled with the enormous ball,

wrestling the weighty sphere into position, she continued

her story. “Connie remembers her father being furious when

he saw the children had built a snowman in the middle of

his recently shoveled walkway. He insisted Phil remove the

snowman and clear the walk. Connie was sure the snowman was

magical and she didn’t want to destroy it. So she started

crying. Impatient with her tears, Robert Peters carried his

daughter into the house.” Scully tilted her head and eyed

the headless snowman. “It’s crooked, Mulder.”

Mulder adjusted the snowman’s belly.

“Connie remembers being set on the floor just inside the

door,” Scully went on. “Her father and mother stood outside

on the front step. The ground started shaking. There was a

terrible roar and then snow and ice slid from the roof,

burying and killing Janet and Robert Peters.”

“I’ll bet the snowman was laughing.”

“I don’t think so, Mulder.” Scully formed a new snowball

for her snowman’s head.

“Well, obviously the snowman viewed Robert Peters’ anger

as an attack on the children, so it protected them by

killing the parents. The magic stone worked.”

“Mulder, the stones weren’t magic. Connie found out later

that the stones had been purchased by her father to improve

drainage beneath the front steps. He’d bought three 75-

pound bags of crushed white rock and stored them in the

garage for the winter.”

“But the snow on the roof…”

“It was an accident, Mulder. Caribou Corners had over

eighty inches of snowfall by February of ’71. I checked.

It’s no wonder Robert Peters was angry about shoveling his

walk. He’d probably done it a million times by then.”

Mulder didn’t look satisfied. He leaned an elbow on the

shoulders of the headless snowman and surveyed the results

of yesterday’s mayhem. “But, Scully…”

“Mulder, Connie and Phil believed the stones were magic

the day their parents were killed. They blamed themselves

for their parents’ deaths. That’s why Connie had a nervous

breakdown. Phil went into a state of denial. Even after

they found out the truth, they couldn’t shake the emotional

effect. They always felt somehow to blame for building that

snowman and placing their parents in harm’s way that day.

With their parents gone, Phil became overprotective of his

sister…to the extreme. Keeping his guilt bottled up for

thirty years, Phil finally snapped. He saw Connie’s

students, Tom Spencer, even Sheriff Riley as a threat to

Connie. Phil killed them, Mulder. There was no magic

snowman.”

“I don’t know, Scully. How do you explain the stones you

removed from the victim’s lungs? How do you explain all

this?” Mulder waved his hand at the cracked castles, the

broken dragon, the smashed snowmen. “Don’t tell me this was

caused by a freakish earthquake or something. You saw that

dragon come to life, Scully. You put Katie’s stone into its

head — to save me. You must’ve believed it was magic.”

Scully tossed Mulder the finished snowman’s head and he

twisted it into place.

“Mulder, I…I was desperate. ‘Desperate times call for

desperate measures.’ ‘Necessity is the mother of

invention.’ ‘A magic stone in the dragon’s head is worth

two in the bush.'”

“Hmm. Hackneyed and hacked at cliches aside, Scully, you

obviously acted on the belief the stone was magic.”

“I didn’t really think about it, Mulder. I just did it.”

“Very unscientific of you.”

“Well, maybe there was a blue moon last night.”

“Scully, you saw what happened. I saw it. We both saw it.”

He eyed the faceless snowman. “Maybe Janet and Robert

Peters’ deaths were no more than the result of a tragic

accident. But what happened here yesterday was no accident.

Phil Peters used the snowmen to protect Connie. He wanted

the snowmen to kill the boys, Tom Spencer and Sheriff

Riley. He wanted me dead, too. And he used magic stones

like Katie’s to bring the snowmen to life.” Mulder left the

snowman and wrapped his arms around Scully’s waist. “Like

Jenkins said, you’re choosing your own truth, Scully. Take

off your scientist’s lenses,” he murmured into her ear.

“Only if you promise to try wearing them for awhile.”

“Only if you promise to give up on this horrible snowman

building activity.”

“You’re really not having fun?”

“I can think of plenty of things to do that would be more

fun than this.” He waggled his brows.

“Mulder, for seven years I’ve listened to your suggestive

intimations. You plan to make good on those at some point

or are you all talk and no action?” She flashed him a

disarming grin.

“I-I’m action.”

“Really? Then how about you stop flappin’ that handsome

jaw and start…um, performing. Action Boy.”

“Well, I didn’t mean right here, Scully. We’re…on a

case.” He whispered the last part.

“Our case is over,” she whispered back.

He lightly kissed her lips.

“I haven’t made *that* many suggestive suggestions, have I?”

“No? For a guy with a photographic memory, your lens has

become pretty cloudy. Let’s see if I can clear your

aperture. If I remember correctly, you once asked me what I

was wearing while we talked on the phone. You told me my

knowledge of World War II aircraft turned you on. You asked

me if your tree-climbing prowess turned *me* on. And you

suggested making a honeymoon video while we were working on

a case. I even think I recall an invitation to join you in

bed while on that same case.”

“Oh, *that*. Scully, my intentions were strictly

professional.”

“You meant one thing but I heard another?”

“Must be. Remember what Jenkins said? He said there is no

absolute truth. We each derive our own truth from our own

perspective.”

“The truth is out there but it may not be the same truth

for everyone?”

“Exactly, Scully. You’ve got it.”

“Ah huh. Okay, Mulder, just so there won’t be any

confusion, explain to me *exactly* what you meant when you

said you could think of plenty of things to do that would

be more fun than building this snowman. I wouldn’t want to

misunderstand…you know, like I’ve so obviously

misinterpreted the honeymoon video thing. Let’s not leave

anything open to individual interpretation, shall we? Let’s

be sure your truth is my truth.”

“I guess I just meant…you know…that we might enjoy…”

He shrugged.

“Another pizza and a bubble bath?”

“There you go!” He kissed her nose. “We’re seeing this

exactly the same way.”

Linking his fingers through hers, he drew her away from

the Snowman and led her toward the car. Twisting to look

over his shoulder, he glanced back at the faceless snowman

one last time.

“Um…Scully, is that snowman smiling?”

“Who cares, Mulder. I’m smiling and at this moment, that’s

all that should concern you.”

THE END

Authors notes: Thank you, VS8, for allowing me to

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my stories. I don’t even pretend to be a professional

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Sigil

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Title: Sigil

Author: H Lynn (hlynn28@aol.com)

Category: X

Rating: PG-13

Keywords: MSR, Mild Angst

Spoilers: Je Souhaite

Comments and Archive Info: Written for the IMTP Virtual

Season 8 Project. It will be free to archive once it’s

posted to the ATXC newsgroup.

My Eternal Thanks to Chris T., who thought up the X-File.

🙂 All kudos for it go directly to her! And to Laurie, who

invited me to write and illustrate for the Virtual Season

Project — it’s been a pleasure to work with such a

talented and amazing group of people. Thank you for letting

me join!

Disclaimer: No production companies or animals were harmed

in the writing of this story. Only Mulder, and he’s okay

now, see?

Summary: A cryptic sigil is carved on the chests of a

murderer’s victims, causing Mulder and Scully to

investigate whether the suspect is familiar with the

occult, or another victim of the symbol’s power.

* * * * * * * * * * *

SIGIL

Prologue:

January 7 8:01 p.m.

The frigid wind from Lake Michigan wound its way through

the narrow alleys and streets of Chicago, forcing its

residents to either tighten loose scarves or head for the

nearest warm place they could find. Local weather reports

showed that the Chicago area was due for a direct blast

from the Arctic Circle, and the shelters were already

gearing up for an increase in tenants. Were, in fact,

hoping for it.

A young man in tattered clothing walked fast along Lower

Wacker, hoping to avoid both the freezing wind and the

homeless. The condition of his clothing was more for

fashion than anything else, and he was keenly aware of his

poor judgement by the feel of biting cold through every

calculated tear and rip in his jeans. He pulled his old

Army jacket closer around him, trying to keep in body heat

as best he could. If only he hadn’t spent so much time

playing video games up at North Pier, he grumbled inwardly,

he could have made it home before the sun went down.

His suffering had made him oblivious to his surroundings,

causing him to not recognize the danger before it was too

late. Two men came out of an alley he’d just approached and

surrounded him, one grabbing his arms while the other swung

something long, thick and heavy at his head, and connected.

He slumped in the grip of the man holding him, and the

other cursed softly. “Did you kill ‘im?”

“Nah, he’ll be fine. Check his wallet.”

The second man ungraciously dropped their victim to the

pavement, and found the battered leather wallet tucked into

a coat pocket. He tossed it to his accomplice then did a

quick search for any valuables. He’d almost given up when

his eyes fixed on a glitter of gold from around the boy’s

neck. Pulling out the thin chain of gold from beneath his

shirt, the second thug stared at its bizarre gold pendant

in puzzlement. Well, it could be worth something.

He was about to snap the chain when a large noise came

from the alleyway. His accomplice glanced at him in

surprise — there hadn’t been anyone in there just a minute

ago. Without words, they hopped to their feet and ran,

hoping that even without the necklace the loot would be

worth the effort.

After a handful of seconds, a figure came out from the

shadows, dressed in rags that made the boy’s outfit look

like brand new. Glancing from one end of the street to the

other, the old man walked over and bent down next to the

boy. Grey hair tufted out from holes in the man’s knit cap,

and his beard was brown with dirt and filth that made him

look oddly younger than he was. He took hold of the young

man’s shoulder and shook him gently, then with increasing

violence. The boy was still out cold.

The old man grinned in satisfaction. He stripped the boy

of his Army jacket with an efficiency that would have

surprised an onlooker, and put it on over his own thin,

worn clothing. Then his eyes settled on the gold chain and

its arcane pendant. With hardly a second thought, the old

man removed the chain from the boy’s neck and tucked it

into the pocket that had once held the wallet, then

disappeared back into the alley that was his home.

ACT I

January 9, 2001

South Lower Wacker Drive,

Chicago 1:24 p.m.

“It’s too freakin’ cold for this kind of thing,” the

police officer groused to his partner. Both were in their

Chicago P.D. winter gear; heavy leather jackets and

thermals to ward off the cold. The only white to be found

on the pavement was the chalky residue left from an earlier

salting of the roads.

“Tell me about it,” the other man huffed, his breath

forming a cloud of chilled mist. “You’d think even

murderers would stay inside when it’s 10 degrees below out

here.”

The two officers stood on the periphery of the crime

scene, looking out toward what little onlookers bothered to

watch. Most of the foot traffic avoided Lower Wacker when

they could, choosing the less claustrophobic Upper Wacker,

instead. Therefore, the fact that two figures were

advancing towards them quite purposely didn’t go unnoticed.

As the figures came closer, they could tell one was

definitely female, and a redhead. Quite a contrast to the

typical sight of knit caps this time of year, and a

decision she obviously regretted. Her partner didn’t look

much better, but they bore the reddened faces and ears

stoically.

“Must be the feds,” the first officer said, and the other

nodded.

The two federal agents caught the gist of their exchange,

and glanced at each other. The second officer tried to pin

down their shared expression. Bemused was the only word

that came to mind.

“I’m Agent Fox Mulder of the FBI,” the man said, flashing

his badge perfunctorily as his partner did the same. “This

is my partner, Agent Dana Scully. We’re here to see the

crime scene.”

The first officer pushed aside the crime scene barrier to

let them both in, and waved over to the mass of people in

the service alley. Some prodding and nodding started

amongst the group, then a tall man emerged and approached

them, looking younger than he had a right to be and more

self-assured than he probably was. The hood of his parka

hid the color of his hair, but from the blue of his eyes

and the paleness of his skin, Scully guessed he was blond.

“I’m Detective Ron Parks, you must be Agents Mulder and

Scully,” he held out a gloved hand. “I’m surprised that

you’re out here all the way from D.C., but I’m sure you

wouldn’t have come all this way for the weather.”

Mulder smiled and took the offered hand, starting to warm

up to the detective. “Or the Bears.”

Scully winced, but luckily Parks laughed. “Just wait,

Agent Mulder…someday you’ll eat those words,” he replied

as any loyal fan would do, then his mood turned

professional. “The body’s over this way.”

Parks led them through the wall of people surrounding the

scene, crammed into service alley no wider than ten feet

across and not much deeper. “Delivery crew found the body

this morning…this area of Lower Wacker has a lot of

service entrances for the high-rises above, on the street

level. Now, the Chicago office told us you were already on

your way, so I gather you haven’t heard anything much about

this third murder, huh?”

“Some,” Mulder replied. “We called the field office and

tried to get an update. They told us you were still

gathering evidence.”

“Well, sort of. You’ll see in a minute.”

They pushed through the last of the crowd, and Mulder and

Scully saw what he meant. The small alley was littered with

garbage, filthy by even city standards. Torn blankets and

plastic bags filled to bursting with detritus were crammed

along one wall, forming a makeshift sleeping pad. A

shopping cart filled with more paraphernalia was by the

side of it.

“One man’s trash is another man’s treasure,” Mulder said

in hushed tones, for Scully’s ears only. His attempt at

levity only showed how disturbed he was by the scene.

“This is where the victim lived,” Parks said grimly, “if

you want to call it that. We left the body here since we

knew you were coming in. I figured you’d rather see the

scene firsthand rather than through photos.”

Mulder nodded, though his eyes were fixed on the corpse.

Scully noticed his reaction and tugged lightly on his arm,

knowing this would jar him out of his reflection and get

him back into the real world.

The body, like the ones before it, was of a homeless man.

The cause of death was the same as well — the man had died

from the wounds inflicted on him. Not an X-File in of

itself, unless you considered the peculiar nature of the

wounds.

A symbol was carved into the man’s chest; a circle with an

eight-pointed star in the center. The very center of it was

a hole, and lines radiated out from the hole to the inside

points of the star. On each star section another symbol was

carved in the flesh, and between each point within the

circle, an eye underneath a pyramid stared out at them. The

overall effect was eerie, at the least.

“We’re pretty sure the sign was made by broken

glass…there’s plenty of it to choose from,” Parks

gestured to the trash around them.

“It’s a sigil,” Mulder clarified. “And it’s the same as

the other victims. The hole wound is what killed him,

though, not the symbol.”

Parks frowned. “But what is it for? Some kind of demon

worship?”

Mulder grinned and looked at Scully, then focused back on

the detective. He pretended to ignore the sour look she

gave him. “Not exactly. It appears to be a power symbol.

The eye under a pyramid is Egyptian, most likely to

represent the power of the afterlife. The smaller symbols

look like Chinese ideograms, but they better resemble

ancient Celtic lettering — I assume those are words of

power. The star formation is something found in nearly

every form of magic, although not normally with eight

points. It’s not good, that’s for sure.”

“The symbol?” Scully asked.

“Everything about it, actually. It’s a hodgepodge of

occult magic, almost as if whoever created it took whatever

they found in occultism that related to power and made

their own sigil.”

Scully absorbed this quietly, then turned to Parks. “Did

you find a match for the fingerprints?”

“Nope, nothing at all. This guy’s not in the system — not

ours or Federal.”

“Great,” Scully muttered darkly. “So, we have no idea who

this could be? No eyewitnesses, nothing?”

Parks nodded, then shrugged. “People aren’t as concerned

about the murder of a couple homeless people. And the

homeless we’ve tried to question won’t talk about

it…almost as if they’re afraid they’ll be next if they do.”

“Trace evidence?” Mulder offered.

“The cold’s the only thing that’s been on our side, Agent

Mulder. Our forensic pathologist couldn’t find any usable

evidence from the others. And that was with conditions half

of what they are, here.”

Mulder glanced over, and noticed the glint of challenge in

Scully’s eyes. He smiled, “I don’t think Agent Scully would

mind having a crack at this latest victim.”

“…and as yet, the police have no leads on the killer.

This is John Talbot, on South Lower Wacker in Chicago. Back

to you, Juanita.”

The screen split to show both reporters, the female

anchorwoman on the right with her face molded in simulated

worry. “Thank you, John. Next, how the food you eat may be

making you sick…”

Her face flickered and faded, and the TV screen darkened

then crackled at the sudden lack of power. A young man

wearing a black T-shirt and tattered jeans tossed the

remote on the table, landing right on top of Christine

Aguilera’s face on an old copy of Rolling Stone magazine.

The sofa he sat on was stained and sagging in the middle,

but it supported his weight and that was all he really

wanted, anyway. Well, he wanted more than just that, but it

wasn’t something he could also find abandoned on a street

corner.

Sighing, he looked at the walls, trying to summon the

strength to move. He couldn’t believe it was gone. The last

thing he remembered was the grip on his arms, then nothing –

– until he woke up nearly frozen to death, and without a

wallet.

Without *it*.

The phone rang, and he scrambled up enough energy to reach

it. “Hello?”

“Brian? Hey, did you see the news?” a male voice asked.

“Yeah…yeah, I did, Mark.” A sudden anger started to

build in him, one that focused not on the murder, but the

murderer himself. Who, by all rights, should have been him.

The other young man chuckled. “Well, the word on the

street is that the murderer’s really whacked out and stuff,

carvin’ up the guy and drawing some kind of symbol on him.

Pretty gutsy, I gotta say.”

“Yeah,” Brian said, hearing the tone of approval in his

friend’s voice. “I know.”

“This wouldn’t be something you’d know about, would it?”

Brian didn’t know whether it was a challenge, or an

insult. Either way, he had to prove his worth. “I know

something about it.”

“Really, huh? Like what?”

“I know what the symbol was,” Brian replied before he

thought over what he was saying. But after a brief pause,

he shrugged and figured that he would have said it, anyway.

“‘Cause I did it.”

“Whoa, man. You did that? Nah, you’re just jokin’ with me,

aren’t ya?”

“I’m being real with you, Mark. It’s all me.”

“Yeah, well…if it’s you, why don’t you go and get rid of

that trash out on Madison, the one who tried to steal my

wallet?”

Brian didn’t recall it happening that way, but he was

probably mistaken. “Yeah, sure.”

Mark huffed in approval. “Well, you do this, and you’ll be

definitely be in, you know what I mean?”

“Yeah, I do.” He knew exactly what Mark meant. It was what

he wanted so badly, after all.

The receiver went dead, and he placed it back in its

cradle. He looked at the bookshelf, stocked with dozens of

occult and magic books, some real, some fake. The crowd he

hung with now had shown him the difference. They were the

real thing, not the Wicca chicks he’d seen in high school.

They dabbled in it as a fashion statement, hoping to find

identity in something every other girl was trying.

Well, he’d found his identity. Now he just had to get it

back, however he could.

Cook County Hospital Morgue

5:45 p.m.

Mulder found Scully in the lower depths of the hospital,

where weak fluorescent lighting made the white walls look

grey, giving him the feeling of walking through catacombs.

The chill from the morgue didn’t change that a whit. He

paused just past the doorway, taking a handful of seconds

to watch his partner in action before disrupting her work.

“Mulder, look at this,” Scully waved him over without even

turning, focused on the corpse in front of her.

“How’d you know it was me?”

“I know how you walk. Now, see this? Where the hole is?”

Mulder ignored her pointing finger. “What do you mean, how

I walk? My walk is the same as anyone else’s.”

She sighed, the realization that her partner wasn’t going

to let this one go settling on her heavily. “You shuffle a

bit whenever you go through a door. It’s a little scritch-

scritch sound. Now, if you could just…”

“I don’t shuffle, Scully.”

“Mulder…” her murderous tone stopped when she saw the

sly smile on his face. So, he was enjoying this, was he?

Well, she didn’t defer so easily. She glanced down at him,

then said, “…your fly’s open.”

“What?” His face blanked in panic as he looked down, where

he promptly found that he’d been fooled, as well.

“Touché,” he replied, his mood only slightly dampened. The

sly grin resurfaced. “Though I never thought you’d need an

excuse to look me over. So, you were saying…?”

She closed her mouth from the reply she’d started, and

willed her burning ears to cool off. “If you take a look

here, where the hole is…”

And so she entered into her description of what she’d

found, trying desperately to ignore secondary thoughts and

his presence next to her, rather than on the opposite side

of the table as he usually did. “…it’s about the diameter

of a nickel, but it’s not round enough to have been made by

a pipe. Also, the flesh around the entry wound looks like

it’s been torn, rather than cut.”

“A puncture wound?”

“Yes, but it wasn’t anything sharp. And there aren’t any

fragments or wood splinters to suggest something other than

metal. But it certainly wasn’t metal that did this.” To

emphasis her point, she poised her index finger over the

hole, then through it. “I think someone did this with their

finger.”

He frowned. “They’d have to be pretty strong to do that,

right?”

“They’d have to be nigh invulnerable, Mulder. This blow

went through the sternum and into the heart. A normal

person’s finger would have broken under the stress, and

definitely wouldn’t have punctured through ligaments and

muscle. Not this way, at least,” she gestured to the hole.

“You have any theories?”

“As to how a person’s finger made this hole? No, I don’t.

Nothing that science would support, anyway.”

Mulder was practically beaming. “You *do* have a theory,

then.”

“Well, if what you’re saying is right, then the person who

did this was protected — or strengthened — by this sigil

he drew. Although why he’d draw it on a person is beyond me.”

He shrugged. “Don’t know that, yet. It could be any number

of things — a tag or mark, a ritual gone wrong, or

right…or it could have just appeared on the man’s chest.”

“Just like that?” Scully couldn’t help replying, amused in

spite of herself.

“Maybe,” he replied. “I think we should canvas the

streets, see if we can find someone who saw something.”

“You think we’ll find something the police didn’t?” she

replied, already starting to put away her tools.

“Well, the police were looking for information about the

killer. What I’m looking for is a bit more specific than

that.”

Scully frowned, hoping he would clarify…but when he

didn’t, she only sighed and finished cleaning up, knowing

he would eventually explain himself. The hole in the center

of the sigil was an odd way to kill someone, and a nagging

urgency had grabbed her while she’d done the autopsy. She

shook her confusion and pondering thoughts away as they

left the hospital, hoping some tangible leads would help

them find the killer, before he killed again.

The Rainey Center for the Homeless

Chicago

6:12 p.m.

The city was well known for its architecture, but Mulder

was sure the Rainey Center didn’t qualify for that list. An

aging and stained relic from Chicago’s more industrious

days, the plain yellow brick building stood out among the

brown brick and grey concrete of the newer buildings around

it. At one time it had most likely been a business, but now

the rooms inside only held refugees from the cold.

Hence the reason they were at the shelter. It was the

closest to the murder site, plus they were more inclined to

have someone who may have information about the killer.

Unfortunately, the odds that anyone would come forward with

so many people around were pretty lousy, but Mulder had a

different method in mind.

The air inside was stale, processed one too many times by

inferior ventilation systems and heated only to the lowest

comfortable level. A hallway ran the length of the

building, and every fifteen feet there was a doorway

leading to an open dormitory-style sleeping room. The room

immediately to their left was a small office, and the woman

at the desk looked up at the new arrivals. The other side

had a opening leading a largish room that appeared to be

the main entertainment area — a beat-up pool table, a

couple of threadbare couches, and a TV that looked old

enough to have broadcast the Watergate scandal, live.

Several people were huddled around the TV to watch the

news…and it was covering the murder from last night,

Mulder noted with irony. An older black man stared past

them at the far wall, his clothes just barely presentable

by normal standards. On the street he’d most likely be

considered clean and neat. A few children peeked at the

federal agents from down the hall, and urgent female voices

pulled them back inside their rooms.

The middle-aged woman from the office was now approaching

them warily, probably sensing they were government people,

but not knowing from which agency. Mulder smiled to abate

the woman’s anxiety, and he could see her relax somewhat.

Scully pulled out her badge as he did the same.

“I’m Agent Scully, this is Agent Mulder, from the FBI.

We’d like to talk to the people you have sheltered here

about the three recent murders down on Lower Wacker.”

Mulder watched silently, letting her take the lead, as he’d

asked her to do. She’d been a little confused at his

insistance, but she hadn’t questioned it. She trusted him

enough not to ask.

After a bit of small talk, the woman identified herself as

Janice Kostler. “I share the administrative duties with

another gal, so if you need to know anything about that

night, you’ll have to talk to her about it.”

“The police already took her statement. We’re more

interested in speaking with the people in there,” Scully

nodded to the entertainment room.

“Sure. If anyone will talk to you, you’re more than

welcome,” Janice replied.

Mulder and Scully shared a look; hers was a questioning

one, and his was one of reassurance. A couple of steps took

them into the room, and all heads turned to Janice, who was

introducing the agents.

Scully stepped forwards and showed her badge for good

measure. “We’re investigating the three murders that you’ve

no doubt heard about already,” she gestured at the TV, as

the newscast on the murders was just now ending. “We’re

hoping that someone here could shed some light on this

case. If any of you knows something, it would be a great

help to us in catching this person.”

Mulder glanced nonchalantly around the room, his presence

ignored as he had hoped and expected. A mix of both gender

and ethnicity, most only stared at Scully in blank

comprehension. However, Mulder spied one man giving a

knowing look out the corner of his eye to another man next

to him. A tell-tale look that told Mulder what he needed to

know.

When no one stepped forward, Mulder came alongside Scully

and addressed the group. “I know you’re thinking that if

you tell us something, you’ll be next. The problem is, this

killer doesn’t care. He’s killing whoever he runs across,

and he isn’t going to stop unless someone stops him. Can

any of you do that? Can anyone stop him from killing again?”

Mulder turned and faced the man who’d gotten the glance

from his friend. “Can you?”

This sent a jolt through the man, and his knowing friend

was wide-eyed. The first man tried to reply. “I — I

don’t…”

“If you tell me who it is, my partner and I can stop him.”

“I don’t — I don’t know who it is,” the man stammered

out. “I know who would, though. He lives in that area, and

sees everything that goes down. Problem is, he’s been

missing as long as the killer’s been on the prowl. He’s

probably been killed, but they didn’t find his body yet.”

Scully glanced at Mulder dubiously. “What’s his name?”

“Frank. That’s all I ever heard anyone call him, anyway.”

“Any chance he’s the killer?”

“Frank?” The man gave a short laugh. “He’s a thief, but

he’s no killer. If he’s still alive, he’ll know. There’s

another guy who’s in the same area, but he’s totally crazy —

he swears he saw the guy who’s doing this. Claims it’s

the ghost of a Vietnam War soldier, coming for all the

comrades who abandoned him in the jungle.”

Mulder’s expression was one of intrigue. “Where can we

find him?”

“He’s not here…not yet, anyway. He might be at another

shelter, or if not, he’s on the streets.” Then the man

laughed darkly. “Not Wacker, though, that’s for sure.”

Spending a few minutes talking with the man, he loosened

up a bit more and gave a decent description of the possible

eyewitnesses they needed to find, and his usual hangouts.

Their confessor wouldn’t give his name for fear of his own

life, but a quick chat with the counselor gave them a

satisfaction that, if they needed to find the man again —

for whatever reason — they could do so with her help.

“So, what do you think, Scully?” he asked as they headed

down the steps.

“About what?” She stuffed her hands deep into the wool

coat’s pockets. “We have a possible witness to a murder to

find, albeit a possibly delusional one. This is just

regular detective work, now.”

He had to jog to keep up with her. “Except for the way the

person was murdered.”

“Mulder, can we discuss this when we’re inside the hotel?

Or at least the car?”

He was about to argue otherwise, but a sudden gust of icy

air persuaded him well enough. Soon they were headed off

back to the hotel, hoping to keep their noses and toes by

the time they got there.

ACT II

Same time

Somewhere along Lower Wacker

What warmth the sun gave during the day had long since

faded, urging those still on the streets to seek shelter.

For a certain young man, this meant his opportunity to find

what had been stolen from him was delayed until tomorrow.

Frustrated, Brian quickened his pace, hoping the movement

would keep his legs from going numb. He had an old school

jacket to wear in place of the one that was taken, but it

wasn’t the same. The loss of what was his grated on him

constantly, feeding a deep reservoir of anger.

He’d been stupid to walk along Lower Wacker that late at

night –even if the cold had made it seem unlikely he’d be

mugged. The thieves had made off with his wallet, but to

take the necklace and jacket made no sense. Neither were of

any true value except to him, so he assumed that someone

else had taken them both.

The fact that homeless people had started dying shortly

after made the deduction that much easier. A homeless

person, then, or someone who was around them. The sigil

he’d created had been tailored to his needs, but for anyone

else it was unstable and likely to go out of control. Not

that he felt guilty for creating something that already

caused three murders. If anything, he was almost…jealous.

He walked up the stairs to Upper Wacker, the neon signs of

closed shops painting the streets in bright candy colors.

Pools of blue and red made no ripple as he walked through,

ignoring the bright words that advertised goods in

calculated ways. Amused in a perverse way, he couldn’t help

thinking that he and neon signs had much in common — a

distraction typically ignored and always boasting what they

could never deliver.

Near North Side

6:42 p.m.

The warm air of the hotel lobby caressed her like a

paramour from a cheap, throwaway romance novel…not to say

she was familiar with that particular topic. Mulder

followed, the chill air from outside accompanying him. She

headed straight for the elevator as if hoping to outrun the

draft, and he had to run after her to make it before the

doors closed.

“What’s all that about, Scully? Trying to ditch me?” He

grinned, belying the concern in his voice.

“It’s nothing — just wanted to get upstairs so I can

unwind. I’m fine, really,” she smiled wanly.

He didn’t believe that for a second, but the elevator

stopped to let someone else in, and so the conversation

died for the moment.

They’d managed to get rooms on the same floor, but across

the hall and a few doors down from one another. It wasn’t

an ideal arrangement, but the clerk assured them it was the

best they could do, since a convention in town had taken up

the majority of the rooms in their hotel. As such, Scully

ended up getting to her room before he arrived at his, and

made sure her door was closed tightly.

She looked down to find her hands shaking, both from the

cold and from her own agitation. Immediately she started up

the shower in the bathroom, as hot as she could stand, and

unpacked her flannel pajamas. Mulder would be knocking on

her door in a few minutes, so she had to do this fast.

After getting in the shower, she mainly stood there under

the nozzle’s spray, soaking up the heat. The suddenness of

the anxiety had nearly stolen her breath away. She’d had

this before, but rarely — the Donnie Pfaster case, plus a

few incidents in the past, safely hidden from her partner.

She knew the fear was all in her head, but it would take a

while to wind down the normal way; instead, she opted for

the quick method, knowing how Mulder would react if he

knew. He didn’t need any more worries, and she didn’t want

him to know about this, regardless.

The most frustrating thing was the trigger — why this?

Why now, when she’d endured so much worse? As a doctor, she

knew what was causing it, but the facts didn’t comfort her

or take away the horrid crippling fear.

The air outside the bathroom was warm, but after the

humid, hot air of the bathroom, it felt thin and cold. Her

breath quickened briefly, but soon the fear wore off and

she grabbed the flannel pajamas and put them on. She didn’t

get a chance to dry her hair, though –someone was knocking

at the door.

Finding Scully in pajamas and recently showered had been a

surprise. Mulder noted that she’d opted for the towel-dried

look, as he watched her pull away from the door to sit on

the bed. He said nothing about the obvious shower as he

took over the hotel table and chair with his paperwork and

notes. “So, what do you think about this murder, Scully?”

He observed her quietly as she tucked her arms around

herself. “Aside from the odd hole in the chest, I’m not

seeing anything paranormal here. Is that what you wanted to

know?”

“I want to know what you think,” he replied softly, seeing

how off-balance and uneasy she was. “I’m sure things will

be coming in a bit clearer once we talk to this guy and

find the whereabouts of Frank…but for now, I’d say we’re

dealing with someone who has a powerful talisman, possibly

in the shape of the sigil drawn on the three victims’

chests. It might explain why he thought he’d seen a ghost.”

“Like a pendant, maybe?”

“Maybe, or it could be a sculpture, a pattern on fabric,

or even a rock with the pattern on it. But you’re right —

most of the time, a talisman is a pendant.”

“So, who’s killing these homeless people? You said it was

someone inexperienced in the occult…a kid?”

“Possibly. The talisman would give him power, so we’re not

necessarily looking for a strong person, here.”

“But why would he kill homeless people? Convenient

targets? An old grudge?”

Mulder sighed quietly. “If he’s trying to exert power over

others, it’s a place to start. If so, then the murder

victims will eventually increase in social status — if

not, then we might assume that the killer has a grudge

against the homeless. However, there’s one thing that

doesn’t fit.”

“What’s that?”

“If this *is* a kid, how does he know how to avoid

detection? There’s no evidence left at the crime scene, and

the people we saw tonight were afraid of saying anything,

almost as if the killer would know about it and come after

them.”

“Sounds like you’re saying the killer is also homeless.

Maybe even Frank?”

He shrugged and turned to face out the window, looking at

the rows of ivory lights within tall black boxes in the

distance. “He knows these people very well — it’s someone

who lives in the area, or nearby. The only problem is, what

would he gain by doing this? He’s killing people he knows,

but for no apparent reason. Neither of the victims were

known for drug abuse or criminal activity.”

“Maybe his reactions aren’t his own — maybe he can’t

control what he does.”

The comment was so quietly spoken, he wasn’t sure he’d

heard it. He turned from the window to look at her,

surprise etched into his features. Her gaze was fixed on

her hands, but when she realized he was watching her, she

glanced up to meet his eyes. She was unable to sustain it,

however, and her gaze shifted to the wall. “It’s a

possibility, isn’t it?”

“Very possible, yes,” he answered, concerned. Her hands

were shaking mildly, but then she tucked them in once more,

out of sight. “Are you cold?”

“I’m fine, thanks,” she replied, her voice calm and bland.

Now he knew something was definitely wrong. He moved over

to her and sat on the edge of the bed. “Can I have your

hand for a second?”

“Why? What for?”

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“Humor me, please.” He held out his hand, and she placed

her right hand in his. He was startled to find it cold to

the touch. Without thinking, Mulder put his other hand over

hers and started to rub warmth into it. “You’re freezing.

Do you want me to crank up the heat?”

She grimaced, but didn’t pull her hand away. “No, it won’t

help. It’ll go away, eventually.”

“What is this? Was this just from being outside?”

Sighing, she closed her eyes in resignation. “It happens

every once in a while. Usually whenever I’m in a stressful

situation.”

His gaze softened, and he pulled her hand up to his mouth

so he could blow warm air on her skin. “What triggered it

this time?”

She looked away again, but he was having none of it. His

right hand released itself from hers and cupped her chin,

guiding her eyes back to meet his.

Her mouth opened, then closed. For a few seconds, he was

afraid she wouldn’t tell him, but then the words began

spilling out. “It was the cold, I think. When we were out

there tonight, Mulder, I just…panicked. I couldn’t stop

my reaction — I knew I was all right, but all I wanted to

do was get back to the hotel and get warm.” She took a

deep, shuddering breath, trying to reassemble some of her

lost control. “I didn’t want you to know, because I didn’t

want to upset you.”

“Upset me?” He repeated, stunned. He pushed away strands

of hair from her face, the tears in her eyes going unshed.

“Scully, if this ever happens again, I want you to come to

me and let me know, okay? No matter what — and I’ll do my

best to get you warm again, I promise.”

Her mouth forced out a smile. “Is that a promise or a

proposition?”

“A little of both,” he replied, hoping to lighten the

mood. And maybe hoping she wouldn’t be too opposed to the

idea.

She gave him a full smile in return, however, and he took

the opportunity to give her a light kiss. When he drew

back, he saw amusement mixed with something darker and more

melancholy than he expected to see. The idea that she might

have wanted more from him bounced around in his head, but

he discarded it. That way led temptation, and he’d be a

fool to think he could do more and escape the presence of a

freshly showered, pajama-wearing Scully while sitting on a

hotel bed.

He rose up and wandered back to the table. “Well, I’ve got

some thinking to do on this. The Vietnam aspect is bugging

me — maybe this *is* a ghost summoned by someone who

didn’t know what they were doing…”

“Except for the fact that the wounds were made by

something very solid.”

“Yeah, I know. I’m still working on that.” He gathered up

his things as if to leave, and Scully’s voice stopped him.

“Where are you going?”

He didn’t turn to look at her. “Back to my room. You

should get some rest while I work on this tonight.”

She got up off the bed and crossed over to the table. “I’m

okay, Mulder. Really.” When he didn’t stop piling up his

paperwork and files, she put her hand over his. He

instantly halted, as if afraid the slightest movement would

cause this moment to dissolve like frost on a sunny window.

To his surprise, she took his hand away from the files and

held on as if her strength depended on it. Her hand was

still cold, but was warming ever so gradually while in

contact with his.

He squeezed her hand gently, unwilling to let go for fear

of breaking the moment. Eventually, though, he had to say

something — and instead of saying what he wanted to say,

he asked, “You’re sure?”

“Positive. Now, what’s for dinner?”

“What would you like?” he tossed back, noticing the

deflection but letting her get away with it. Lord knew he’d

done the same himself, many times over. “Chinese? I heard

the Greek food around here is really good.”

Luckily, Scully was in the mood for spanakopita, and he

hadn’t had a good gyro for what seemed like ages; a local

Greek diner had both on the menu, and they delivered.

Mulder almost expected them to tack on a cold weather fee,

but the kid accepted the money and tip graciously. Soon,

the hotel room was filled with the smell of feta cheese,

spiced lamb, cooked spinach and cucumber sauce.

As they were finishing dinner, Scully joked, “You know,

Mulder, after eating all those onions, your chances of

getting kissed are about zero.” She didn’t realize her

mistake until she heard the words come from her mouth.

True enough, Mulder had picked up on it. “Are you implying

something was going to happen tonight, Scully?” Amusement

danced in his eyes, but his voice had deepened from

something she tried not to think about.

To backpedal now would be horrendous. But flirting with

him would be almost worse, in her emotional state. “No, it

was just a slip of the tongue — uh, I mean, it was a joke!

Just a joke,” she amended hastily, but the damage was done.

The smile he gave her hinted at things best left alone, and

to cover the pause, she took another bite of her spanakopita.

E. Madison St.

Chicago

January 10

9:25 a.m.

Businessmen and women in tasteful long wool coats and

matching accessories brushed up against parka-wearing

students, their only thing in common being the way they

shriveled from the wall of cold wind snaking its way around

buildings and through alleyways.

Some tolerated the cold because they had to — dressed in

ratty coats and gloves that had seen better days, they held

out cups as they solicited the passers-by, hoping to get

enough change to buy something. If it was for liquor, they

weren’t inclined to say. Not many homeless were out this

morning, but those who were collected near the bridge

spanning over the Chicago River, not more than a couple of

blocks from where the Northwestern train station dumped

thousands of well-off suburbanites into downtown Chicago.

Mulder had already called the Rainey Center that morning,

while Scully checked with a couple of others in the area —

no one matched either Frank’s description or the

description of the crazy man who’d last seen him. So,

Mulder and Scully had hit the streets, taking advice from

the police foot patrols where to find some of the spots

where the homeless hung out…and found themselves at the

Madison Street bridge.

The homeless men they first approached became defensive

and thought that they meant to arrest them, even though

they neither had the authority nor the inclination to do

so. Once the men were pacified, more with money than

assurances, they eagerly told the two agents that the

particular crazy homeless man they wanted was on the corner

of Clinton and Adams, west of the river.

Once they reached the corner, it wasn’t hard to find him —

he was telling anyone passing by that the souls of American

soldiers from Vietnam had come back to take their revenge

on the living.

“You’re hoping to get a lucid statement from *him*?”

Scully asked, her feet already numb from the cold. She’d

been fighting her panic for several blocks, although the

rising sun helped to allay those fears.

“Maybe not lucid, but something substantial. He’s our

ticket to finding Frank, if Frank’s still alive.”

Their witness wore his flannel jacket inside out, and sat

on top of what probably held the entirety of what he owned –

– a large duffel bag with a local college emblem on the

side. His baseball cap was tied to his head by a long,

filthy grey knit scarf, and his sneakers’ soles hung loose

in the front.

“Are you Tom?” Mulder asked, omitting the ‘crazy’ part of

the name that the men back on Madison had told them.

Tom looked at them in surprise. “Who are you? Have you

come, at last?”

Mulder turned to Scully, puzzled, then back to the

homeless man. “We’re federal agents, Tom. We’re here

investigating the deaths that happened over on Lower

Wacker…someone told us you knew a little something about

that.”

“Yes, yes…you *have* come for that! Good, good…it’s a

bad thing, being killed in Vietnam and all, but that’s no

reason to start hacking up your friends.” He stood and

grabbed his duffel bag. “Now you’re here, and I won’t need

to warn the people any longer!”

“Hold on there, Tom. We need to find out what you saw,

exactly,” Mulder said, since their link on solving this

case was about to bolt.

He narrowed his eyes in confusion. “Don’t you know…?

Wait, that’s why you’ve come to me…of course, of course!

I should have realized that!” He put down the bag but

remained standing, as if waiting for Mulder to proceed.

Mulder took the cue. “Tell me what you saw that night, and

who the soldier was, Tom.”

He scratched the side of his face. “Well, I was just

sleeping in a corner, you know, and George woke me up…”

“Wait a second — who’s George?” Scully asked, hoping for

a better eyewitness.

“He’s my pet rabbit, see?” Tom pulled out a small rabbit’s

foot from his coat. Scully gave Mulder a withering glare,

but Mulder ignored it. Tom continued on, oblivious to the

exchange, “Well, George always knows when bad things are

happening, so he woke me up. And that’s when I saw the

soldier. He was hurting Rupert for no reason! Rupert never

was in the war, it didn’t make…” Tom started to fade, but

then switched back, “But Frank! Why him? Why…”

“What about Frank, Tom? What happened to him?”

“The soldier got him! Not like it got Rupert, but it still

got its hooks into him. Makes him do things to his friends,

things he would, never ever do…”

“Did he kill them?”

The crazy man grew even more upset. “It wasn’t him! It was

the soldier! Don’t you see? You have to stop the

soldier…you can do that, or you wouldn’t have

come…please, help Frank…” He sank onto the bag in

misery, and let out a sob.

“We need to find Frank. Do you know where he is?”

“Where do you think he is?” Tom replied, exasperated.

“He’s hiding from the light. Ghosts don’t like the light.”

Scully frowned. “Lower Wacker? But the police combed that

area already.”

“They didn’t know they were looking for a homeless man.

Tom, do you recognize this?” Mulder held out a photograph

of the sigil carved on the last victim’s chest. “Was he

wearing or carrying anything with that symbol on it?”

Tom stared at it in horror, “I-I don’t know. Don’t

know…” The grief started to overwhelm him, until he lost

most of coherency. He rocked back and forth, muttering for

someone to save Frank from the soldier.

“Mulder, I hope you got something good out of that,

because I surely didn’t.”

“I think the soldier is related to whatever is possessing

Frank. Maybe the person who created the sigil was a former

vet…”

“Or maybe Crazy Tom isn’t just a name.”

He smiled at his partner’s display of wit. “Oh, I don’t

doubt that, Scully. But he based his delusions on

something. You saw the rabbit’s foot — he doesn’t use his

imagination to create from thin air, only to elaborate on

an event or an object.”

“Great. But how does that play into the talisman theory?

He didn’t recognize the sigil.”

“That doesn’t mean Frank didn’t have it on him. If he was

wearing a necklace, there’s a chance the pendant would have

been under his clothing.”

“Maybe,” Scully conceded. “Why don’t we head over the

bridge and go through South Lower Wacker — we have Frank’s

physical description, and what clothing he wears. We can

call the Chicago PD and have them start on East Lower

Wacker and go from there.”

Mulder grinned. “You know, I’m sure they’ll be thrilled to

spend a few hours outdoors combing through the urban jungle

for a homeless man we only know as Frank.”

“I’m certainly looking forward to it,” Scully replied in a

flat tone, her morose demeanor indicating the direct

opposite.

South Lower Wacker

10:15 a.m.

The young man started at the south end and planned to make

his way north, until the bend in the river forced the

street to curve right and follow along until it ended at

the lake. He now wished he’d made a template for the sigil,

but he never imagined that he’d lose the original. It would

have been simple enough to make another, but he couldn’t

remember the exact design, and he would need to borrow a

certain book of Mark’s again; it contained the spell that

bound the separate elements together. However, if he did

that, he’d have to admit that the original was gone, and

what little prestige he’d gained in the group would be

lost. They had no patience for fools who got mugged.

He had no idea how he was going to find it, let alone get

it back from whoever took it. Brian hoped he’d know what to

do when the occasion arose.

The chance turned out to be sooner than he expected. As he

passed an alleyway leading to a garage door — most likely

for an upscale hotel or restaurant above ground — he found

a ragged man dressed in an Army jacket. He slowed down

enough to read the name lapel, and stopped when he

recognized it. It was *his* last name.

“You thief…!” Brian managed to cry out before grabbing

the man, his anger flaring in a way he knew all too well.

And as always, he didn’t mind.

Taken by surprise, the older man pedaled backwards into

the alley, out of sight from passing cars. He stumbled into

a crate and fell over, Brian shadowing him the entire way.

He held out his hands in defense. “I didn’t take it from

you, I swear! It was some old geezer…”

A punch to the jaw should have knocked the man out cold,

but the effects of the sigil applied to the homeless man,

and not Brian. His fist felt like it connected with a brick

wall. The homeless man was utterly baffled at why the young

man was clutching his fist in pain, but it only made Brian

even more angry. To be thwarted by your own creation…

He had to use brains instead of brawn, for once. The

homeless man didn’t want to die, but he didn’t know that

what he was wearing also made him invulnerable. Knowing

this, and hoping the man wasn’t quicker than he let on,

Brian pulled out a switchblade from his coat pocket.

“Give me what I want, and I’ll let you live.”

South Lower Wacker 10:40 a.m.

At Scully’s behest, rather than walking to the end of

Wacker and then walking back up, they started from Adams

and headed to the end, while the Chicago PD searched the

rest, broken down into three block lengths. Mulder and

Scully would get the last three blocks of Wacker, and

hopefully find Frank before he killed again.

It didn’t take too long, in the end. After peering in a

half dozen doorways and alleys, they found Frank — and

almost colder than the pavement he was lying on.

Mulder kneeled down carefully next to Scully, making sure

not to disturb the body. “How long has he been dead, Scully?”

“A few hours, I’d say. From the condition of his skin, and

the lack of a coat, he probably died of exposure.” A glint

of gold caught Scully’s eye, and she pushed the ratty mess

of a beard aside to display what looked to be a chain, with

a pendant.

“Is that…?” Mulder began, but Scully waved her hand in

dismissal.

“It’s just a Celtic good luck charm.” She held up the

pendant to show him the small round design. “It’s not your

sigil — I doubt it costs more than a buck or two at the

local Irish shop. He also has blood underneath his

fingernails, and there’s a bit on the edge of his

shirtsleeves, too.”

He stood up and started to turn, when his cell phone went

off. Mulder answered with a bit more petulance than he

wanted, but the news made him forget all about that, soon

enough.

“When? Just now?” he asked, astonished. “Okay. We’ll be

right down there.”

Scully looked up. “What happened?”

“Chicago PD says there’s been another homicide of a

homeless person, only about 20 minutes ago. It’s just down

the street from us.”

Scully’s eyes widened. “Well, it certainly wasn’t Frank.”

“No, but it might have been the original owner. A witness

says they saw a young Caucasian man fleeing the scene,

wearing an Army jacket,” he commented, then an idea struck

him. He turned to face Scully, but she’d made the same

conclusion.

“It’s the jacket, isn’t it?”

“It would be enough to make Crazy Tom think he was seeing

a soldier,” Mulder confirmed.

“And you said it could be on a piece of fabric — if he

drew it on the jacket somewhere…”

“…it would give anyone the power, not just him,” Mulder

finished. “But he didn’t intend that to happen, apparently.”

“Let’s head down there and talk to the witness. We’d

better confirm it before we head off chasing after someone

who’s liable to be very dangerous.”

The witness was another homeless man who’d had the poor

misfortune to pick that particular alley to huddle in for

the day. Wedged between the dumpster and the back wall,

he’d heard the scuffle and peered around the edge of the

large metal bin.

He told his story colorfully, craving the attention he

didn’t normally receive. “The young guy says, ‘Gimme what I

want, and I’ll let you live’, and then the other guy does

it. I couldn’t blame him, ’cause the young guy had a shiv

on him, y’know? A switchblade, I think it was. Anyway, he

hands the jacket over, and the young guy takes off his own

coat and puts on the jacket. Now I swear I wasn’t drinkin’,

but there was this glow, kinda like a lamp or something…I

dunno. But then the kid gets mad, madder than he was

before, and just stabs the guy!” The man shook his head in

sad amazement. “Like he didn’t already get what he wanted!

I don’t think he’d ever done it before, ’cause he was kinda

surprised, afterwards. Then he took off.”

“Did you see his face?” Scully asked him, braced against

the wall in the one spot where the wind couldn’t reach her.

“Well enough, I suppose. He was just a kid, though he

looked like a punk. The back of the jacket had one of those

drawings they like to do — I think it’s supposed to stand

for something.”

Mulder pulled out the photograph and asked in earnest,

“Was this what you saw?”

The man’s eyes lit up. “Yeah…yeah! That’s it! It was

pretty creepy, but then, this kid killed over a jacket…so

what’s the creepier thing, in the end?”

The police were already dusting for prints, so the

officers took the man back with them to the station to get

a sketch artist to draw what the suspect looked like.

Mulder looked at Scully, but he didn’t need to say

anything. The witness had confirmed it — the sigil was on

the jacket.

“Now we just need to find this kid, in a city of millions

of people, wearing an Army jacket with a strange design on

the back,” Scully commented sardonically as she fell into

step next to him. “Hopefully this boy has a record.”

“I think he will. Considering how deliberate the killings

were, I can’t help thinking that Frank was overwhelmed by

the sheer force of will imbued into the sigil…and the

jacket.”

“I smell a theory, Mulder.”

“I’ll regale you with it later, Scully,” he said

distantly, as he heard excited words generating from the

area of the body. He pulled Scully with him gently as he

headed back over to find out what happened.

An officer met him halfway. “They got prints. The coat in

the alleyway must be his — the size doesn’t match our

victim. There are partials on the metal buttons and a

couple on the body itself. Looks like it was struggle.”

“Good thing he put up a fight, then,” Mulder commented

quietly. “It may end up helping us catch this killer.”

ACT III

South Side 11:25 a.m.

He hadn’t expected the silence. The chaos and anger had

driven his need for retribution until his vision focused

only on the homeless man — he’d wanted to use the knife,

but hadn’t thought he possessed the guts to stab anyone.

He’d never been able to follow through, before.

The idea that such a filthy man had worn his jacket

sickened him, but when the bum had dropped the jacket on

the pavement, a dirty stretch of alleyway that made the guy

look clean in comparison — he saw red. How *dare* he? As

if the jacket were nothing more than cloth, as if he hadn’t

spent hours upon hours researching the idea behind the

symbol, and worked for days on the enchantment that made it

what it was…

After putting it on, he’d felt the rage triple-fold.

Sewage. Piece of trash. The audacity of the filth in front

of him was sickening; he had the knife up before any sort

of rational thought took hold, and after the second plunge

he began to reconnect to his own thoughts. The rage

dissipated into a numb cold that made the below-freezing

temperature feel pleasant, and his muscles slackened. The

homeless man, fright etched permanently into his features,

sank to the ground with an understanding of fate that came

only at the moment when it was met.

The silence following had jarred him from the last of the

anger, and fear came in quickly to replace it. From

somewhere deep inside him, an inner voice told him to run.

So he did.

Only when he was near his apartment did he check to see

that no one had come after him. A glance down at his hands

showed blood, but there was no stain on the jacket itself.

The blood stain ended where the jacket began. His black

jeans showed only a few dark specks of the man’s blood, not

noticeable enough to draw anyone’s attention — only his

hands betrayed his actions.

His mind flashed back to high school English from his

sophomore year, and a woman from some really old play who

couldn’t wash bloodstains from her hands. Might have been

Shakespeare, even. He chuckled darkly at thinking of a long-

dead playwright at a time like this; what would Mark think

of him?

Mark. He had to know about this. If he knew, then his

acceptance into the group was assured. The newly anointed

killer thought about cleaning up first, but then realized

he needed his hands and stained jeans as proof — who would

believe him, without it?

He turned to the north, tucking his hands into the

jacket’s pockets and knowing the blood wouldn’t rub off

while his hands were inside. And he smiled.

11: 42 a.m.

Crowded more than usual, the precinct was full of ne’er-do-

wells seeking refuge from the cold. Mulder and Scully wound

their way through the assorted collection of felons and

vagrants to the back offices, where the fingerprint

analysis results would be.

One of the detectives from the crime scene met them there,

a youngish Hispanic man who was nicer to them than to his

fellow officers — most likely hoping to squeeze one or

both of them later for inside tips on becoming a federal

agent. He’d introduced himself as Jorge Avalos, and had

managed to make sure he was the one the agents would call

on for help. As Mulder had shook hands with him, he could

only laugh at the irony of someone trying to court *his*

favor.

“Where’s Detective Parks?” Mulder asked, hoping to see a

glimmer of something other than charm on the man’s face.

He wasn’t disappointed. “He’ll be along, I’m sure,” Avalos

said, suppressing a frown. “He was looking into a lead from

the first three murders when this one was called in.”

Mulder was about to taunt the man some more, but a subtle

non-verbal cue from Scully stopped it before it even

started. Baiting was one of his favorite pastimes, but

Scully did have a point — whatever Avalos’ personality, he

was also here to catch this killer, the same as they were.

“The technician’s put the latent prints through AFIS, our

database system. We pulled a full thumb and index finger

print off the coat, plus a few other partials from the

buttons. We also have hair and fiber samples, but we’ll

need a suspect first for that to mean anything. Right now

our guys are going through that sector of the district,

trying to find out where the suspect fled to…but in the

meantime, we have this,” Avalos held out a sketch given

from the homeless eyewitness. The drawing was of a person

more boy than man, longish hair hanging into his eyes and a

sullen expression on his face.

Scully took the sketch from Avalos and stared at their

suspect with no small amount of melancholy. “Care to regale

me with that theory now, Mulder?”

He smiled, grateful that his partner had remembered to

ask. “For the most part, it’s a typical pattern. He’s

trying to gain power by using the occult, but I don’t think

power is the extent of it. He’s looking for recognition.”

“From who? The police?” Avalos interjected.

“Not public recognition,” Mulder shook his head. “At his

age, there’s only one kind of recognition he wants.”

“From his peers,” Scully supplied, and her partner nodded.

“Agent Mulder believes he’ll have a record of misconduct.

But if he’s a juvenile, those records are sealed.”

“I know,” Mulder answered, looking disturbed. “Hopefully

those fingerprints will get us an ID on this kid, so we can

act quickly on it.”

“Jorge?” A balding man approached the detective, an

urgency to his voice and demeanor. “We’ve got a match.”

“On the Wacker kid?” Avalos smiled. “Ask and ye shall

receive, Agent Mulder. Let’s go find out who our murderer

is.”

The fingerprint lab, filled with cabinet files and several

computers hooked up to a main network, was quiet and cold

compared to the noise and heat from the outer offices and

holding area. An even younger man than Avalos manned one of

the computer workstations, causing Scully to wonder who had

let the police hire recruits straight from high school.

“John? Mike says you’ve got an ID on the suspect,” Avalos

started, heading over to the computer screen. Even from far

away, Scully could see that the small picture displayed on

the screen matched their suspect perfectly.

“Yep. Brian Powell, age 18. A high school dropout who’s

really racked up the numbers as a juvie. His last couple,

however, were tried as an adult. It’s small stuff, really —

attempted assault, attempted petty theft…”

“Attempted?” Mulder asked, and Scully could see the wheels

turning in his head.

“Yeah…from what I’ve been able to pull up on his

juvenile record, it’s a lot of attempts but no follow-

throughs. Almost like he wants to get caught.”

“Or maybe it’s just that he couldn’t go farther, until now.”

She looked at Mulder, knowing that tone in his voice all

too well. “You think the sigil on the jacket helped push

him past whatever phobia he possessed.”

He grinned at her in satisfaction. “That’s exactly what

I’m thinking. He needs the power in the sigil almost like a

fix — it gives him the confidence he doesn’t have.”

Avalos blew out a frustrated breath, already seeming to

regret his decision to attach himself to the two agents.

“So, what…if we take away the jacket, he turns back into

the punk kid?”

Mulder shook his head grimly. “It’s not that simple. The

natural tendency against killing another human being has

been destroyed. Now that he has that power, he won’t want

to give it up.”

“Does he have any family or relatives?” Scully asked. “If

so, he might try to hide out with one of them.”

John scrolled through the information, then shook his

head. “His mother lives in San Jose, and his father died

two years ago. No siblings. Wait a minute, though…”

Mulder’s head flew up. “What is it?”

“His father was a veteran who served in Vietnam. The

jacket could’ve been his father’s.”

“I’d say it *definitely* was his father’s,” Mulder

replied, looking meaningfully at Scully. “Maybe Crazy Tom

wasn’t so crazy after all.”

“Mulder, we don’t have any reason to believe that he saw

anything other than Frank in an Army jacket. You said

yourself that his delusions took over from there, like his

pet rabbit being a lucky rabbit’s foot.”

He ignored Avalos’ and the technician’s stares to focus on

his partner. “You know as well as I do that feelings and

memories can often be absorbed by inanimate objects — the

walls of a crime scene, for example.”

“But we’re talking about the memories and experiences of

Vietnam being imbued in a jacket, aren’t we?”

“Which were released or awakened when the sigil was put on

the jacket. With Brian’s frustrated desires and his

father’s horrific memories of the battlefield, what person

could endure that unscathed?” He leaned forward as if his

urgency could persuade her further.

“Brian could for awhile, apparently. The jacket didn’t

work for him at first.”

“What if that’s what set him off? The fact that the sigil

worked for others and not him?”

Scully shook her head. “That’s changed now, though.”

“Has it?” Mulder noted darkly. “For all we know, the

jacket and sigil are acting as a placebo. Since it never

affected him before, there’s no reason to think it would

suddenly work now.”

A hint of a disturbed smile quirked at her lips. “I think

you’re arguing my usual end, Mulder.”

He gazed at her, amused. “Are you saying the sigil *is*

controlling him?”

“I think it’s possible, at least. If what you’re saying

about the jacket is true, then the recent killings would

have stronger residual qualities than events from thirty

years ago.”

Pleasantly surprised, he nodded in assent, his wonder and

admiration clearly showing on his face. If she allowed

herself to think on it, there was also a hint of something

else beyond admiration…but with the others in the room

she didn’t dare pursue that thought.

It was Avalos who broke the moment. “Okay, so what does

this have to do with catching this guy?”

Mulder turned his attention from Scully to the detective.

“It means that we either have a sociopath on our hands, or

a partly-manipulated teenager. If it’s the first, we won’t

be able to rationalize with him. If it’s the second, we

might be able to talk him out of the spell he’s in.”

“So, what should I tell Parks and the guys out on the beat?”

Mulder blew out a slow breath, puzzling over the proper

response. “I think a show of force would be a bad thing,

especially if he has a hostage or victim within reach. In

his current state, he won’t hesitate to kill someone.”

“If anyone should encounter him, they should contact us

immediately and call for backup,” Scully threw a pointed

glance at Mulder, who looked away guiltily. “We don’t know

how powerful or how well-armed he’ll be. Hopefully, we’ll

be able to talk him down, but if not…”

“I understand,” Avalos replied, then turned to speak a few

words to John before heading out the door. John then

printed out the results twice and gave Mulder one of the

copies. As the technician left, Mulder glanced through the

information again before handing the copy to Scully.

“It’s times like this that all the old profiling templates

get dusted off and tried out for a fit,” Mulder commented

off-handedly as they stayed in the room, not quite willing

to head out into the noisy outer rooms just yet. “And of

course, none of them do.”

“What would drive a teenager to see violence as the

answer, Mulder? After seeing and studying so many cases

involving juvenile offenders, you’d think we would have

figured it out by now.”

His gaze drifted down to the computer screen. “Maybe it’s

genetics. Maybe it was his father, or a friend or

classmate. Or maybe it was even Must See TV,” he grinned

slyly, then sobered. “Whatever it was, it’s turned him into

a murderer.”

Scully thought back to the case of the missing Rachel

Marcussen, and the brother who had tried to kill her. But

where Jacob might have inherited a pathological disorder,

Brian seemed to have made a conscious decision to follow a

dark and dangerous path. Immersed in thought, she almost

didn’t notice her partner’s hints to leave. Giving one last

look at the boyish face of their suspect, she folded the

paper and tucked it into her coat pocket.

The street was deserted for the most part, with only a

handful of people dashing from one place to the next, heads

bundled up from the cold. Brian’s lack of headgear drew

more than one odd look, but he didn’t care. A secret smile

stole across his face whenever he saw someone walk a little

faster when he came into view.

He had already called Mark and agreed on a meeting place;

With the police out looking for him, he didn’t want to risk

Mark’s wrath by drawing the cops straight to him. If the

police knew who he was, then his apartment was also a bad

spot. In the end, they chose an abandoned warehouse not far

from the trainyards, south of downtown and some distance

away from the crime scene.

Mark and his gang had occasionally used the place for

their rites, so to Brian it made perfect sense that this

place would be where his acceptance into the group would be

made official, at last.

A white sedan passed by on a crossroad in the distance,

the sides unmarked but the large radio antenna and its

slower than average speed instantly put his nerves on edge.

An unmarked patrol car. Had they spotted him? If so, would

they turn around or try to circle the block and come up

behind him?

Unfortunately he had a timetable to keep, and it was cold

enough outside that the thought of trying to take a detour

wasn’t a pleasant one. For all he knew, the cops hadn’t

seen him. Still, he had to be cautious. The last thing he

needed was to slip up now, after everything he’d gone

through to get to this point.

Ducking his head down to stave off a sudden burst of

freezing air, he walked faster and glanced around for any

evidence of white sedans that drove too slowly.

Huddled in his unmarked car, Detective Parks reached for

his cell phone while keeping his eyes open for a glimpse of

olive green. He hated the fact that he couldn’t keep the

engine running so the heat would stay on, but he couldn’t

afford to tip off the suspect that he was parked just down

the street, behind a beaten and rusted pick-up truck. In

this weather, the exhaust would be instantly noticeable,

not to mention that with such a quiet street, the sound of

a running engine would carry quite a distance.

He dialed the number that the dispatcher had given him,

hoping that the kid wouldn’t spot him.

“Mulder.”

“Agent Mulder? This is Detective Parks. I think I’ve found

your suspect.”

The young man stared down both ends of the street, looking

for the unmarked police car in an occasional stream of

vehicles. None of them matched the car he’d seen earlier.

His confidence boosted a bit, he walked across the street

at a quicker pace than before, sparing only a glance to the

left and the right to make sure it wasn’t being followed.

Soon he was safely on the other side, and his walk turned

into a slow jog as the icy winds picked up pace as well.

An engine started in the distance, but the wind howled

enough that his ears never heard it. The car pulled away

from the curb and headed for a parallel road, and Parks

hoped that the agents would get here before the boy caught

on to the tail.

One thing Mulder hadn’t liked was parking the rental car

in one of the exorbitant parking garages in the city. It

didn’t help that with the bitter cold weather, more people

were driving and less spaces were to be had. Maybe some

were grateful to pay ten dollars for an hour’s worth, but

he was too used to taking the Metro for not much more than

pocket change. And unfortunately, waiting for a bus wasn’t

an option.

Thankfully they caught a ride with an officer already

heading that way. Avalos had disappeared to parts unknown

after Parks called them, and waiting for him to reappear

wasn’t on their timetable. They had to get to Powell before

the cops did, if they had any chance of this ending without

bloodshed.

Scully searched on their map for the two crossroads Parks

had given them. “It looks like he’s heading towards the

train yards,” she said.

“Abandoned warehouses always make for a good hideout,”

Mulder commented, only slightly joking.

“Our experiences with warehouses and trains haven’t been

the best, I’d say,” she replied, her tone darkly amused.

He turned to look at her, the last of his levity draining

from him. “No. No, they haven’t.”

The seriousness of the moment made her uncomfortable, he

could tell. At a red light, he glanced over to her hands,

hoping that whatever fear and stress she’d had earlier had

passed. To his relief, her hands were steady as she held

the map.

His gaze turned back to the pedestrians crossing in front

of them, most bundled up beyond recognition. A young

student passed by, his black leather jacket covered with

white symbols and letters, most unrecognizable. He meant to

prove his toughness by the lack of headgear and gloves, but

instead he’d pulled himself inward and shivered as he

tugged his backpack to rest better on his shoulders.

It struck him then that there was something missing from

the last victim, something that with the other evidence had

seemed irrelevant.

“Scully, did you notice that the fourth victim didn’t have

the sigil on his chest, like the first three?”

Her head raised from the map, her expression puzzled. “You

know, you’re right. But, what’s your point?”

“It’s just curious, that’s all. If he was being coerced by

the jacket, as you say, wouldn’t the M.O. still match?”

“Well, we’re still not sure why they were put there in the

first place. Maybe it was nothing more than an elaborate

way to tag the victims.”

“But Frank wasn’t a willing participant…wait a minute…”

Scully looked at him, the same thought running through her

head. “Maybe it was his way of trying to get caught?”

He blew out a slow breath, the pieces beginning to fall

together. “Could be. Or he might have been trying to lure

out the person who owned the jacket. The sigil was

mentioned on the news, wasn’t it?”

“I think so. But does that matter?”

“For my theory, yes.” The light turned green, and he

stepped on the gas with a bit more enthusiasm. “His anger

at knowing the murders were done by someone who stole the

jacket from him would have been enough to push him over

that edge. He may not have known that the man he killed

wasn’t the original thief.”

“We can’t assume that. If he’s able to be talked to, we

have to give him that chance.”

“What if he’s another Jacob, Scully?”

Her head bowed for a second, the image of the unlikely

murder suspect coming to mind. “Jacob was a child…Brian

Powell is an adult in the eyes of the law. But even if he

is, we’ll know it soon enough, won’t we?”

“I just don’t want to give this Powell guy a chance to

harm anyone else. If he *is* dangerous, we can’t afford to

hold back when the moment comes.”

She nodded in agreement, and a tense silence fell between

them. Neither wanted to contemplate on who the young man

might target first.

Brian took a quick look behind him before entering through

a back part of the warehouse that jutted out shallowly,

used primarily as a docking area. Whoever owned the

property hadn’t used it in years, so the local kids and

gangs had alternately used the place for meetings, raves,

and gang activity. When Mark and his group had taken over

the spot, no one had come back in fear of whatever might

still linger in the walls and floor. Paint marks still

covered the back door, a ward against trespassing that most

couldn’t identify. The power remained somewhat potent, but

for him the only trouble was an uneasy feeling as he’d gone

past it.

His footsteps echoed loudly in the vacant space, the

ceiling nothing more than an intertwined mesh of I-beams

and broken light fixtures. Graffiti covered most of the

walls, and the majority were from gangs long since

disbanded. The front of the warehouse was subdivided into

smaller rooms, one being the front entrance and lobby area

to the left of him, which connected both to the main

storage area and a group of offices extending to the right.

All of them had windows facing out to the main area, but

only one had a door facing out to the rest of the warehouse.

Mark appeared from that door, what once had probably been

a foreman or manager’s office. Dressed all in black, his

boots scuffed violently against the oil-stained concrete.

His hair spiked and dyed black on one side, the only thing

on him that didn’t seem to swallow light were the pendants

that hung on the ends of a long black string of leather.

He’d most likely been keeping tabs on him as he walked up

to the warehouse, to make sure he’d come alone. Since he

was still here, Brian had to assume he’d seen no one.

“You said you had evidence,” Mark said, taking another

step closer. He didn’t look like he wanted to be there, but

what he had to show Mark wouldn’t take long. The idea that

his acceptance into the group was so near made him smile.

“Sure do. You’ll have to come a little closer than that to

see it,” Brian replied, feeling bolder already. Mark

frowned sourly but did as asked.

With little fanfare, Brian pulled his hands out of his

pockets, along with the knife. As expected, the blood was

still there, although it had darkened and started to crust

over. Mark stared first at the blood, then the bloody

pocket knife.

Disbelief battled against surprise on Mark’s face, until

at last he realized that Brian wasn’t bluffing. “Man, you

did it. You *did* it.”

“Told you I would. Didn’t think I could, did you?” Brian

replied, grinning even further at the other’s amazement.

Shock turned to mild disgust. “No, I didn’t. I never

thought you’d actually do it. What are you, crazy?”

“What are you talking about?” Brian asked, confused. Panic

was beginning to well up in his voice. “You said if I did

it, I’d be in. That’s what you said!”

“Man, I said that so you’d leave us alone. You never could

finish anything, so I thought…” Mark trailed off,

realizing that revealing his true thoughts might not be a

good idea.

It came too late, unfortunately. Brian had figured out the

rest. “You thought that if you told me to kill someone, I’d

never get the guts to do it. Well, I did! I killed the

piece of trash that stole my jacket!”

Mark’s eyes narrowed, then he laughed with something akin

to relief. “Your jacket..? Oh, man! I don’t believe

it…you really had me fooled for a second there, Brian.

You know, for a second I thought you *had* killed those

homeless people on Wacker.” He chuckled, then took a closer

look at Brian’s bloody hands. “What is that, fake blood? Or

wait–that’s right! Rafael gave you his cow’s blood ’cause

he knew his parents would freak if they saw it.”

That Mark was denying what he’d done was worse than the

initial rejection. Anger already building came to a head,

and caused his temper to snap. His hands grabbed around

Mark’s throat, the blood making it hard to get a solid

grip. The would-be friend tried to force his arms apart,

but the sigil’s power made the effort futile.

Brian thought about using the knife, but that would be too

quick. Mark gasped and squirmed, managing to utter a couple

of words between stifled breaths.

“Don’t do this…It’s all…good, I swear! …You’re in!”

“I thought you didn’t want me in, Mark.” He tightened his

grip. “You don’t think I can kill someone? You believe it

now, though, don’t you?”

“Ye –Yeah…please…”

“Please, what?”

“Don’t….kill me!”

Brian only smiled, not accepting his friend’s conversion

in the slightest. And he squeezed ever so slowly on his

once-friend’s neck.

Mulder pulled in behind Ron Parks’ car, the street

deserted except for them. It was less than ideal, but he

had the feeling that time was of the essence. The detective

was already out of his car and heading over to them,

concern etched into his features.

“He went around back about seven minutes ago. I just

looked into one of the front windows, but there are offices

taking up the space up front. I can’t see directly into the

warehouse. I could hear two young men talking, so I guess

this is a rendezvous.”

Scully took a deep breath, not liking this at all. “The

person he’s meeting doesn’t know what he’s capable of…we

have to go in.”

“We don’t have back-up, and we don’t know the layout,”

Parks countered. “Going in without knowing what’s up could

get more than this other guy killed.”

“I think she’s right, but we’ll need a plan of some sort.

Are there any windows on the side?”

“None at the first level. It’s all cinder block until you

get to the top,” Parks pointed to the three story

building’s grid windows, large but totally inaccessible.

“Then we’ll have to go in front and back. Detective Parks,

you go around back while my partner and I go through the

front. Wait until you hear us yell before coming in, okay?”

“Sure, although I’m sure the department’s going to have my

hide for disregarding procedure.”

Mulder patted the man on the shoulder in mock-comfort.

“You haven’t lived until you’ve disregarded procedure,

Detective. Let’s go break some rules.”

Parks’ eyes widened, and he turned to Scully. “Is he

kidding?”

She shook her head solemnly, a trace of amusement on her

face. “Not even remotely, I’m afraid.” Parks turned away

and headed down the alley, more concerned now than ever

about his professional fate.

Scully bit back a comment to Mulder about teasing local

law enforcement, and tightened her collar closer around her

neck. The heat from the car was seeping away, replaced by

the sensation of cold creeping in wherever an opportunity

presented itself. The air was so frigid that she could feel

the moisture freezing in her nose and mouth, reminding her

of a time before…

No! I will not allow this, she scolded herself, although

the panic had already begun. She tried to combat the fear

with logic; Cold is only a lack of heat, and we’re in a

major city. This isn’t Antarctica, and I’m not going to

freeze to death. If I survived being dunked into a cold

Minnesota river, I can survive this. Her hands continued to

shake, however, and a chill she knew all too well settled

in her hands and feet, and started to climb by icy tendrils

up her arms and legs to her chest.

She took a deep breath, trying to keep the panic down.

Mulder was at the front door and looked back to his

trailing partner, confusion being replaced by concern.

“I’m fine,” she answered his silent question softly,

hoping this one time that he wouldn’t see through the

bluff. If he did, he never let on — he waited for her to

join him and picked open the padlock on the front door. The

rusty hinges protested in use, but more in effort than in

sound. Mulder didn’t hold out too much hope for catching

Powell off-guard, but hopefully they could drive him over

Parks’ way.

The dusty interior was a small paneled room that at one

time had been a lobby. A door to the left probably lead to

the offices Parks had mentioned. A solid door straight

ahead opened to the main area, they assumed, and Mulder

tried out the knob to make sure it would turn. It worked

well enough, and Mulder paused in order to give Parks

enough time to get ready in the back. If things went

smoothly, they could have Powell surrender in a matter of

seconds.

Parks found the dock easily, the shallow extension just

wide enough to have the back door built into the side,

leaving the larger area for the trucks to park against.

Someone had sprayed black paint over the door’s narrow

window, leaving him little choice in opening the door. He

had to admit, the markings were odd for gang tags, but his

expertise wasn’t in gang-related crime. For all he knew, it

was a new trend.

He turned the knob, surprised to find it open. A tingling

sensation crept over him, but he ignored it as adrenaline.

Seeing that the interior was dark, and that the sound of

bodies moving was from some distance away from his

position, he risked going in.

The tingling increased as he stepped through, then a solid

force slammed into him, sending him flying outside onto the

cold pavement. His head connected with the ground first,

and his vision went black before he even had the chance to

wonder what had hit him.

Her fingers numbed from both the cold and her irrational

panic, Scully’s grip on her gun shifted in an attempt to

restore circulation. Mulder glanced at her and whispered,

“Let’s go on three.”

She nodded, hoping the adrenaline would warm her up. She

heard Mulder softly count to three, his hand twisted the

knob and he flew the door open. “Federal agents!” they

shouted as they trained their guns forward, in anticipation

of any threat.

The scene they came upon was the one they dreaded. Powell

had a man about his own age held above him, his right hand

around the man’s bloody neck while his left held a knife.

From the slumped position of his victim, the man was either

dead, or just about to be.

Powell turned towards them, still holding the young man

above him in a way that would quickly tire any normal

person. He paused as if unsure what to do next.

Scully took a quick look towards the back of the

warehouse, wondering where Parks was. “Drop him now, and

step away! Do it!”

Mulder gave her a look, and nodded his head towards the

back of the area. She nodded, understanding what he wanted.

Since Parks hadn’t shown, someone had to cover the back.

Wishing against the worst, she turned and ran for the back

entrance, hoping Mulder wouldn’t try anything dangerous

before she got into place.

“Step away from him now, and put your hands behind your

head! Do it!”

Brian considered the man with the gun’s request, but to do

that would be defeat. He’d done that several times before,

but no longer. He wasn’t going to give up anymore. And with

a decision more instinctual than anything else, he raised

his knife to attack.

A shot rang out, and he felt a brief moment of pain in his

hand before it ceased. Looking down, he saw fresh blood

mixing with the old, and realized with slow clarity that

he’d been shot. However, it didn’t hurt too badly, and from

looking at the wound he realized it wasn’t really much more

than a deep scratch.

The bullet would have likely shattered his hand, but

instead it hadn’t done more than slight gouge. The man,

surprised that the bullet hadn’t fazed him too badly, now

aimed for Brian’s right arm and fired.

To Mulder’s amazement, both of the bullets barely seemed

to faze the teen. He contemplated the chances of survival

if the boy decided to rush him with the knife, but it

appeared that the boy’s relative inexperience in being a

murderer played in his favor; rather than attacking Mulder,

he was attempting to make a run for it.

Mulder aimed and fired one last time, now aiming for the

young man’s right calf, hoping the distance from the sigil

would weaken its effect. The bullet was true, but the shot

didn’t even slow him down. The fact that he was heading for

Scully gripped Mulder with horrible dread as he chased

after the boy, hoping to reach him before she did.

Powell went through a door to the left of a large covered

opening, something that reminded Mulder of a big metal

garage door. It probably lead to a docking area, and with

it another door to the outside. The door had already swung

closed by the time Mulder got there, and without

considering anything but Scully’s safety, he flew open the

door and aimed his gun to the right.

The darkness was broken only by a sliver of light — the

door leading to the outside was cracked open slightly, and

he could see there was debris from wooden pallets and piles

of old junk strewn across the way. He gave it little

thought and dashed around the broken pallets and rusted

machinery, not seeing the dark blur until he was on top of

it. A wooden slat connected with his head and he fell

backwards, the blow causing his vision to dim and his

thoughts to scatter.

The young man crept out from his hiding place, lost in the

thrill of the moment, no longer heeding any sense of guilt

or fear. It would be so easy to kill him. The plank he’d

found had broken from the pallet at a sharp angle; it would

go through flesh if it had sufficient force behind it. He

smiled cruelly, knowing very well that he had more than

enough strength for the task.

Scully found Parks first, alive but losing body heat fast

from being spread out on the pavement. The two shots she’d

heard had just been followed by a third one, and she needed

to make sure she was in position before the suspect ended

up running past her.

The door was open slightly, and she could hear the sound

of another door opening on the far side. Bracing herself,

she tried to stifle the shaking in her hands and commanded

her fingers to move against the stiffness. When the suspect

didn’t immediately appear, she placed one hand on the

doorjamb and kicked the door open the rest of the way,

pointing her gun into the dark room beyond.

She saw the back of their murderer first, the light

silhouetting him against the dark of the room. Mulder was

on the floor, clutching his head while their suspect raised

a broken plank of wood over the agent. From the jagged

point on the wood and the way he held it…

“Stop or I’ll shoot!” She yelled, but as she feared, the

young man didn’t stop, didn’t even acknowledge her

presence. Her hands steady even as the rest of her felt

colder than ice, she aimed at the man’s back and fired.

The young man paused, looked down at his chest in

confusion, then collapsed to his knees and fell over. From

the limp way he landed, Scully was sure that the shot had

been a fatal one, and one that had nearly killed on impact.

Mulder blinked in an effort to focus his eyes, needing to

see what was going on. He felt a gloved hand on his face,

and at last his vision cleared enough that he could see who

was there.

The auburn-framed face smiling at him was a happy sight,

and he sighed in relief. He’d heard the gunshot and felt

the floor shake from someone’s fall, but he didn’t know

what had happened to whom. “Scully, you’re okay?”

“Yeah, but it looks like you’re not,” she said, checking

his scalp for abrasions. “If that had been metal instead of

wood…” She swallowed, covering her sudden emotion with a

flurry of movement, tucking his jacket tighter around him

and forcing him to lie still. “Well, it’s over now. He’s

dead.”

“Check on the man inside, he might still be alive. And did

you find Detective Parks?”

“He’s out cold, but he should be fine. Back-up should be

arriving any minute now.” She stood up to go check on the

other man, while Mulder called the dispatch to tell them to

send for medical assistance. Scully returned quickly,

causing his mood to grow even darker.

“He’s dead?”

She nodded. “He was dead before we showed up. The blood on

his neck isn’t his, though. I’d say it was from Brian

Powell’s previous victim.”

Mulder looked down to the boy, still amazed that while his

three bullets had done little, Scully’s only shot had taken

him out. Blood was obscuring the sigil, but he could still

identify the point of entry –right in the middle of the

sigil’s design.

“How did you know, Scully?”

“Know what?”

“Where to shoot him? I’d already shot him three times, and

it had no effect.”

She looked at him incredulously, until she saw exactly

where her bullet had landed, then saw the superficial

wounds on the young man’s hand and leg. She knew grazing

marks when she saw them, and the fact they weren’t made her

even more uncertain.

“I…I didn’t, Mulder.” Their eyes met for a horrified

instance, before the sound of sirens in the distance drew

their attention away from the somber thought.

Epilogue:

Cook County Hospital, E.R. 1:57 p.m.

Mulder sighed at being checked out once again at a

hospital, although he’d been relieved to hear the

concussion wasn’t severe enough to keep him there. However,

their return flight would be delayed for the next couple

days due to both Scully’s and the E.R. doctor’s concern.

Ron Parks was doing well, for the most part — a few

internal lacerations and concussion kept him bedridden, but

the doctors assured him he would be fine. Any attempt to

get an answer from him about what had happened was met with

a shrug and an assumption that he’d been kicked. The person

supposedly responsible was never found, nor mentioned.

“Ready to go?” His partner asked, appearing from behind a

pale blue curtain. Her mood seemed light, but from her eyes

he could tell she was haunted by the thoughts of what she

almost hadn’t done.

“Just about,” he patted next to him on the bed, and Scully

joined him with no little amount of curiosity. She hadn’t

sat down for a second or two before Mulder’s hand engulfed

hers. Confused, she was about to say something when he

smiled unguardedly. “Your hand’s warm.”

She nodded, having realized it earlier. “It’s probably

from the adrenaline. I don’t think it kicked in until right

before…before I fired my gun.”

His fingers entwined with hers, as Mulder felt her mood

deepen. “You couldn’t have done anything differently,

Scully. He was beyond saving at that point.”

“Mulder, I doubt the police would believe you. And I’m

sure Brian Powell’s mother wouldn’t it see it that way,

either.”

“What about you, though? Do you think there was anything

else you could have done?”

She exhaled, then closed her eyes. “No, and that’s the

frustrating part of it all. I’m sure that if I hadn’t

fired, he would have killed you. Maybe I subconsciously

thought of the center of the sigil because that’s where

Frank’s killing blow was.”

“He could have picked up on it from wearing the jacket. If

Brian’s thoughts and memories were influencing him, there’s

a chance he knew its weakness, too. Maybe it was a clue for

us to find.”

She stared out at the curtain, mulling it over in her

mind. Mulder never knew if she accepted the idea or not,

because she finished her original thought. “When I fired my

gun, I couldn’t feel the panic or the cold. All I saw was

him trying to kill you, and all I could think was that I

had to stop him. Nothing else mattered.” She tried to

smooth out a wrinkle in her slacks, then continued, “I had

someone else to think about, besides myself. And while I

know the panic can come back, I know it won’t be caused by

the cold. Now, would you like to get something to eat? I

know I’m starving.”

He felt her hand pull away as she stood up, and instantly

missed the contact. Maybe this trigger was dealt with, but

she’d mentioned how this had happened before. He vowed he

would take care of her if it ever happened again.

“Sure, where to? You want to get Greek food again?” He

stood up to join her, but he moved too quickly and almost

collapsed back into the bed for his trouble. Scully caught

him by the arm and stabilized him, then slipped underneath

his arm as support. The move surprised him, but not

unpleasantly. His arm tightened around her shoulders as

they headed off slowly from the area, avoiding nurses and

personnel who tried to steer around them.

“Anything, Mulder, but no onions.” He looked down to see

Scully watching him, a slight smile on her face. Unlike

before, her meaning was very clear, and he smiled in

response as his arm dropped to rest around her waist.

The End.

The Red Queen

Cover

TITLE: The Red Queen

AUTHOR: KatyBlue

SPOILERS: This is a Virtual Season 8 Episode, written

for I Made This Productions.

RATING: PG-13

DISCLAIMER : In their original forms, these characters

were not created by me, but I have manipulated them for

my own curious whims as well as your reading pleasure.

SUMMARY: Mulder and Scully investigate a thirty year old

cold case involving a once prominent virologist and the

theft of materials from a Department of Defense laboratory.

Finding that the doctor lives in their area, they attempt

to close the case, but discover that the doctor’s viral

research might not have ended after all.

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS: To three fabulous betas; Fabulous

Monster, Meredith and Toniann. They gave me great

suggestions — any errors still present are all my own.

A huge thanks to the virtual season 8 production crew

for all the hard work they’ve done to put together this

wonderful ‘cyber-season’! You guys rock!

AUTHOR’S NOTES: at end.

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PROLOGUE

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“Where do you come from?” said the Red Queen. “And where

are you going? Look up, speak nicely, and don’t twiddle

your fingers all the time.”

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

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Monday, December 10

Falls Church, Virginia

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Dr. Vincent White drank only to get drunk.

There was no point to the act for him outside of the

pursuit of oblivion. The bottle of wine was half full. He

made it empty.

He felt empty, reclining in the inescapable clutter of his

neglected apartment. The slipcover half hung off the couch

he was sprawled across. The heavy curtains were pulled so

the room was dimmed. The little sunlight that did manage

to intrude spilled through a crack in the grime of the

curtains and highlighted only dust motes swirling in its

alluring but unreachable illumination.

He barely recognized the daylight.

There was a stack of mediocrity next to him. He could

still recognize *that*, thank God. Final exams lay in an

untidy pile at his fingertips, the corrections needed to

fix multiple errors required an effort that Vincent no

longer had the energy for today. And after just barely

starting them, no less.

Given that the final grades for his motley pack of

students were due tomorrow, he should be more concerned,

but he wasn’t. He’d get a call tomorrow from some

administrative assistant, nastily reminding him he was late

again. So what? It would take another three days for the

university to start hounding him in earnest. After that, he

had only the fallout of dealing with a multitude of annoyed

and mediocre students when the grades were sent out and

they started calling the biology department and demanding

to know why they’d received an incomplete for their

hopelessly sub-par work.

He’d been through it all before.

Tomorrow would be soon enough to try and make himself

focus.

He looked at the picture in his hands. He stumbled over

these things from time to time. They gave him pause. The

picture was of Matthew, his small body bent over a sand

castle and his blonde hair tousled by the strong ocean

breeze. Both hands were held out before him, as if

uncertain he liked the sensation of the sand sticking to

them. He’d been a very fastidious little boy. In the photo,

his lips were pursed in fierce concentration of the object

under construction before him.

Olivia, in the background, was beaming at her little boy

from the backlit aura of warm June sunshine. Her dark curls

were unruly in the breeze. Her hand, frozen in that moment

of time, tucked a curl behind her ear.

The picture reminded him of all he’d lost. Dr. Vincent

White took another swig straight from the bottle. He rarely

bothered with a glass anymore. No point, really. He never

had company to entertain. At the time this picture had

been taken, he’d sipped an excellent vintage wine out of a

crystal wineglass. He and Olivia had hosted well-attended

and sought-after dinner parties. They’d resided in the

opulent comfort of a three million dollar, impeccably

decorated home on oceanfront property. Afforded this luxury

mostly from Olivia’s family money, but aided by his status

as a well-known and respected virologist at the prestigious

Yale University and a whopping Department of Defense grant

for his research.

He’d thought he was set for life.

He’d had a beautiful family, he thought sadly.

He rarely took note of his surroundings now. It was too

depressing.

He was glad the girls weren’t in the picture. He couldn’t

take that right now. Elizabeth, with those impossibly long

lashes and light blue eyes, the riot of dark curls just

like her mother. Little Gwennie, a smaller carbon copy of

her older sister. Marissa, next in line, and blonde just

like Matthew. He tipped the bottle up again and the picture

fluttered from his fingers to settle near a stain on the

beaten rug. He reached down to save the treasure from the

filth it had landed in.

It was too much wine all at once. His stomach protested.

He belched and felt the acid sting of it come up his

esophagus and out his nose. Sitting up quickly, he snatched

the photo up, setting it where it was safe. Bending back

over, he put a hand to his nostrils to catch the remaining

liquid as it burned its passage out.

When his hand came away stained with the red of the wine,

he began to cry.

Matthew had a nosebleed on a Sunday night, exactly thirty

years ago. That was the beginning of the end of his son’s

life, as well as what Dr. White had known to be his life.

Colleagues shook their heads and avoided his eyes as they

treated his little boy. They tried every medication they

thought might work as Matthew’s symptoms intensified. The

pieces hadn’t fit any known puzzle at the time.

How could they? No one had known about that particular

puzzle except for Vincent.

His colleagues finally shrank from his impotent rage and

guilt-filled wrath. He cursed them all. He railed at God

and himself as the virus locked into its terrible pattern.

He weakened at the sight of his child’s helplessness.

There was no hope for his son’s survival. And yet he’d

hoped anyway.

In vain.

Matthew labored into the early hours of Monday morning,

December 22nd, while Vincent and his wife stood helplessly

by their son’s bedside. Three days from Christmas,

beautiful little Matthew shuffled in little baby steps

off this mortal coil.

Looking back, he still knew this blow might have been

endured. With his wife and three little girls, they could

have pulled together to mourn and cherish the memory of

Matthew. But shockingly and unexpectedly, little Matthew

was followed within days by Olivia and all three of his

beautiful daughters.

He had no idea how his family had contracted the virus.

But that it had somehow come from him was undeniable.

And in this most perfectly designed hell on earth, Dr.

Vincent White had survived.

He called this life his penance. And he began a downhill

slide into oblivion, self-recrimination and alcoholism

from that day forward.

He knew that he whole-heartedly deserved it.

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ACT I

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“I don’t know what you mean by *your* way,” said the Queen:

“all the ways about here belong to me — but why did you

come out here at all?” she added in a kinder tone. “Curtsey

while you’re thinking what to say. It saves time.”

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

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Monday, December 10

Hoover Building

Mulder had his back to Scully when she entered the room.

He was bent over a box and she saw a cloud of dust rise in

the spill of sunlight as he pulled a yellowed sheaf of

papers out of it.

“Good morning, Mulder.”

“Morning, Scully. It’s your lucky day…”

With some apprehension, she set her coffee cup down on the

table in the corner and turned back to her partner. By now,

she prided herself on being able to read even the most

subtle hint of sarcasm in his voice, and as a result, she

was certain this was *not* going to be a very lucky day for

her.

“What’s up, Mulder?” she asked cautiously.

“Skinner’s got us on the X-files version of cold-case

detail. I think our report from the last case was too much

for him. So we’ve been detained from further investigation

for the rest of this week. Instead, we have to go through

storage room B and deliver it of any old X-files we can

find in there.”

Storage room B, just down the hall from them, contained

boxes of historical case files for every division of the

FBI, dating back to the creation of the bureau in 1908.

Most of the FBI’s departments had already microfiched their

older cases. But the X-files division, lacking the help of

an administrative assistant, wasn’t up to date with

inputting older files into the database.

At the moment, she wished this particular storage room had

fallen victim to the fire that destroyed the majority of

their original files.

“You’re kidding?” she groaned. He stared back impassively.

“You mean physically go through the files?”

“Yes. And no, I’m not kidding,” he added. At her look, he

said, “Don’t worry. We don’t have to power-lift any boxes,

Scully. All we need to do is go through a few that, over

the years, have been classified by other departments as

‘not fitting their criteria’. And if we’re lucky enough to

find an X-file, we make sure nothing new has come up on the

case before we enter it into our database.”

He pointed to the floor where three boxes were lined up.

“I’ve already got a head start and I’ve taken the liberty

of denoting three categories. This first one is the ‘not

our problem either’ box.” Moving over, he kicked the second

box. “This one is for the files we get to keep, even though

they’re just about as cold as ice pops — X-files dated

within the last fifty years, but ready to be ‘put down.’

I’m calling them the ‘geriatrics.'”

“Mulder…” she admonished.

He nodded at the third box. “And lastly, our ‘live but

cold’ X-files.” The box he indicated already contained a

file, she noted with dismay as he leaned over and held it

up triumphantly. “Don’t worry. So far, this is the only one

even close to being active. And this particular box is

likely to stay pretty empty, since no one’s been in that

room for the past twenty years, I think. We’re talking very

cold cases here, Scully.”

Mulder was attacking the task with his usual enthusiasm,

which, while good to see, was also daunting. Perfect. Was

she supposed to throw herself whole-heartedly into creating

an X-file archive? What Mulder needed right now was not a

partner, but a librarian who knew how to archive.

“Can’t someone else do this?” She hated the whine she

heard creeping into her voice. He gave her a look. “I just

mean, why do we get the pleasure of this detail? Is it

because that storage room borders on our basement hovel?

Why isn’t anyone from the other departments helping to

classify these cases?”

She noted within seconds Mulder’s uncharacteristic silence

as he busied himself perusing another yellowed file in his

hands. “Mulder? Did you have something to do with this

detail?”

He sighed at her lack of enthusiasm and indicated a large

pile of boxes they needed to go through. His eyes were

shining with the excitement reserved only for children at

Christmas. “No one has touched these files for years,

Scully. And I know there are X-files in here. Do you

really think we’d be certain to get them if someone else

looked through these boxes?” he asked pointedly.

He thought someone would keep the cases from them. And as

much as this bordered on paranoia, she knew the statement

also held truth.

“First dibs,” Mulder said, smiling sheepishly at her. “It

isn’t like I want to do this,” he continued. “But I might

remind you we were pulled off any active cases for the next

week anyway after our latest fiasco. Besides,” he shrugged,

“it’ll give us something to do.” And he raised his eyebrows

at her hopefully. It could even be interesting, Scully. I

mean, look at the history here.” He leaned over and pulled

out a folder. The dust came off of it in a cloud and he

waved at the air and coughed.

“Slightly hazardous to your health, I’d say.” At his look,

she finally relented. With a pointed sigh, she sunk down

into her chair and took a long sip of her coffee,

marshalling herself to join him, but content to relax and

watch his movements for a minute. She marveled at him,

already well-advanced into his workday as she was just

beginning. And she prepared herself for the unpleasant

task ahead by allowing a good healthy dose of caffeine to

infuse her system as she made her final protest known.

“I’m not happy about this, Mulder.”

He nodded, unmoved. When she made her displeasure more

obvious with a raised brow he went for the hard sell,

turning that special look in her direction that was

guaranteed to work in swaying her to his side. She waited

with anticipation. There it was — the little push of his

lower lip so it jutted out at her into a much-too-

endearing pout. And his eyes sparkled with such

earnestness that she found herself giving in, though she

knew the ploy too well and had to fight back a smile.

“I’m telling you, Scully, some of it is fascinating,” he

insisted.

“I’ll be the judge of that,” she shot back with the

parting parry of the already defeated.

He grinned. “Here, I want you to look at this one. It’s

right up your alley.” He leaned over and picked out the

sole occupant of the ‘live’ box.

Reluctantly, she took the outstretched folder and set it

on her desk. The manila covering was smeared with grime. It

looked as if someone else had accidentally spilled an

entire cup of coffee onto it at some point in time.

With a put-upon sigh, she opened the folder.

The date was 1970. There was a picture inside. A family. A

middle-aged, blond man with his arm around an attractive

dark-haired woman. There were three little girls in frilly

dresses, arranged by height in front of the two adults. In

the arms of the woman was a little boy. She peered more

closely at the photo.

“Dr. Vincent White…” Mulder began across the room.

“Prominent scientist in his day…”

“A virologist,” Scully finished for him, recognizing the

face. “Wow. I’ve heard of him. Supposedly, he was a

brilliant researcher — I believe he was involved in

research that resulted in the development of a vaccine for

one of the hemmorhagic fevers. I read about him as an

undergrad.”

According to the file, there was a theft of ‘sensitive

materials’ in the lab where Dr. Vincent White had worked.

The nature of the materials stolen was not revealed to the

bureau due to their classification as top secret Department

of Defense Research.

“The date is 1970, Mulder. Doesn’t it seem odd that this

case is stuck in there with a bunch of cases from the

1920s through 40s?”

“Exactly my question. So I looked into it a little. And it

just so happens that Dr. White is actually very close by

and could be easily questioned about the case. I might add

that the Bureau never considered the case solved; in fact,

it never even made it past the preliminary investigation.”

“Mulder, it says here that Dr. White was subsidized by a

grant from the Department of Defense. Maybe the DOD or the

Army dealt with the case.” The paperwork inside the folder

contained tell-tale permanent black magic-marker ink-outs

of whole phrases. Classified material. Information that the

DOD had considered unnecessary for the FBI to know.

“It’s still in the FBI’s cache of unsolved cases, Scully.”

“A theft in a secured government facility sounds like an

inside problem,” she noted, frustrated at her inability to

dampen his enthusiasm. Cold cases were just that — cases

that would probably never be solved. This case was no doubt

further complicated by the involvement of the United States

Government, under the guise of the DOD. It gave her a bad

feeling. “Mulder, what could a thirty-year-old theft of

classified information possibly have to do with anything

current?”

“How can you even ask that, Scully?” he demanded.

She sighed, caught. “Okay…why is it an X-file?” she

tried.

Walking over to where she was reading, he pointed to the

picture she’d been studying. “The same year of that theft,

not long before it, in fact, Dr. Vincent White lost his

entire family to a mysterious and unidentified virus.

Those deaths were never investigated.”

“Mulder,” she groaned. She stared down again at the

picture of an apparently happy family. The children were

smiling in the sunshine, parents beaming proudly.

Seemingly the future stretched ahead of them all, an

endless possibility. She viewed them now with the sense

of poignancy that often struck her when the fate of such

victims was known. “Okay, given that this is a case we can

reopen, how can questioning this poor man about a thirty-

year-old theft and the death of his entire family possibly

have any benefit?” She looked up at Mulder, who was

standing over her now looking entirely too ready to do

just that. “Where did you say he was?”

His eyes were glinting with that particular fervor that

Mulder always brought to an investigation. “This once quite

brilliant researcher,” he pointed down to the picture, “is

now teaching microbiology at a local college, Scully.”

Her eyebrow climbed in disbelief. “Really?”

“Really.”

This did seem like a far cry from Yale University and the

development of a life-saving vaccine under a hefty government

contract. She glanced hesitantly back down at the file. “It

says here that there’s some evidence stored on this case.”

“I know.” Mulder leaned over her shoulder, reading off the

list of catalogued numbers. “I believe it’s in the true

bowels of this building, Scully.” He grinned. “Bet you

didn’t know there was actually a level below this.”

“And here I thought we could lay claim to that

distinction,” she said, looking around them.

“Only psychologically. I’m going to check out whatever it

is while you continue reading. Be right back, Scully.” He

squeezed her shoulder. “Absorb, and be ready for some

action when I get back.”

“We can’t investigate it until we go through the rest of

these boxes, Mulder,” she reminded him. “And Skinner said

we’re banished to the office for the rest of this week,

remember?”

“You got it, Scully. But at least we’ll be ready when

Monday rolls around.”

He was humming as he passed out the door. The air was

still thick with dust from the old boxes littering the

floor. Scully stared at the particles as they whirled in

a shaft of sunlight coming through the basement window.

Taking another long, slow sip of coffee, she let the folder

drift shut on the desk. Reaching out, she flicked on her

computer, content to let the contents of the unfortunate

Dr. White’s file remain unread until she’d finished her

morning ritual of sipping coffee and reading her e-mail.

Digging deep into the past for seemingly no good purpose

could wait until Mulder returned from his errand. And

hopefully even longer after that.

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The errand ended up taking Mulder much longer than she

expected. When he came back into the office, she was long

done with her coffee and he was sucking gingerly on his

thumb.

“Mulder? Are you regressing?”

He popped the digit out of his mouth with an audible noise

and peered at it. “Cut myself, good. It finally stopped

bleeding,” he observed.

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“How did you manage to cut yourself, and what took you so

long?”

“It took a while to find the particular evidence room

labeled ‘obscure and unobtainable’. You think *these*

boxes haven’t seen the light of day, Scully?” He

shuddered. “You don’t want to go where I’ve just been. I

underestimated when I said bowels. It was more like hell.”

Frowning, she walked casually over to where he was leaning

up against his desk. It took a certain skill to stalk and

corner a wounded Mulder. Reaching out, she latched onto the

thumb in one deft snag and tugged the injured party toward

her in order to inspect it. Mulder was the only man she

knew who could hurt himself in any situation. Just getting

out of bed in the morning was unsafe for him. “You know,

that’s not exactly the best way to treat a wound,” she

scolded.

“What?”

“Sucking on it can introduce pathogens from your oral

cavity into the wound, as well as the other way around…”

He was beginning to smirk at her, though he was patient

with both the scolding and her ministrations, having

learned that once she got her hands on him, it was best

not to struggle. “What was that, Scully?” he murmured.

“You lost me back about the point where you said the

words ‘sucking’ and ‘oral cavity’ in the same sentence.”

She threw him the requisite scowl as she peered closely at

his thumb, finally reassuring herself that it was no more

than a superficial laceration, albeit one deep enough into

the dermis to smart. A drop of blood welled up slowly.

“Did you know that the Federal Bureau of Investigation has

a rodent problem?” Mulder remarked.

“What makes you say that?”

He was about to answer when the phone rang and he pulled

the thumb out of her grasp to answer it. She could tell it

was A.D. Skinner on the other end from how Mulder reacted,

a strange combination of annoyance and respect. He rolled

his eyes and mouthed the words, “Budget meeting tomorrow,”

at her. He peered at his thumb and stuck it back in his

mouth.

“Don’t forget we’re due to go over our latest expense

report on Thursday,” she reminded him. She never thought

she’d look forward to the mundane and often unpleasant

task of paperwork, but if it would keep them from running

off on a wild goose chase two weeks before Christmas, she

welcomed the distraction.

Moving back to her makeshift desk, she pushed Dr. White’s

aged folder of misery to the far side as she searched for

a band-aid and listened to Mulder assure Skinner they

could definitely get the necessary reports ready on time.

She knew they would need to strategize in order to slip

their latest expenses through. The Bureau might not

appreciate how running through a junkyard in the process

of preventing a psychopath from killing her partner and

hitting the dirt in the same said junkyard in order to

avoid attracting the attention of a tiger while nursing

her partner’s thankfully superficial gunshot wound to the

leg truly did ruin clothing, but she’d be damned if she’d

start buying disposable suits.

Mulder hung up the phone.

“They’re buying me a new suit, Mulder,” she stated

ominously.

“You read my mind, Scully. Would you believe that Skinner

just told me we’d better figure out a way to justify the

names ‘Anne Klein’ and ‘Giorgio Armani’ to Accounting by

Thursday?”

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Just at this moment, somehow or other, they began to run.

Alice never could quite make out, in thinking it over

afterwards, how it was that they began: all she remembers

is, that they were running hand in hand, and the Queen went

so fast that it was all she could do to keep up with her:

and still the Queen kept crying “Faster! Faster!”, but

Alice felt she *could not* go faster, though she had no

breath left to say so.

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

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Friday, December 14

George Mason University, Fairfax, Virginia

Two days, one budget meeting, an expense report and two

new suits later, Mulder was raring to get going on the

White case. Scully had long since given up trying to

convince him otherwise. And after three days of meetings,

she had to admit that she was just as ready to get out of

the office as Mulder.

“You’re sure Skinner gave us the okay on this, Mulder?”

“Of course, Scully.” He shot her a dirty look.

“Might I also point out that it’s Friday…are you also

sure I can’t convince you to take a few personal hours and

do some Christmas shopping with me instead of starting

this case today?”

“I’m definitely sure on that one, Scully.”

She’d been very careful about her mention of any holiday

plans this year in Mulder’s presence. In a way, his year

had included the loss of the only two remaining members of

his family. And as distant as they may have been from him

in their own respective ways, they were all the family

he’d had left. She’d already made a promise to herself to

stick by him this year, whether he asked her to or not.

She also knew he’d never ask. Mulder always played it as

if he were not big on the holidays in principle, but she

often suspected that his indifference was more a form of

self-preservation than actual dislike of the season.

George Mason University, where Dr. Vincent White now

taught microbiology, was in Alexandria, not very far from

Mulder’s apartment. She’d had no idea there was even a

university there and read the information Mulder had

collected on it as they drove. Small and fairly newly

established, it was mostly a commuter school, spread over

three campuses and attracting a wealth of non-traditional

students. They parked the car in a nearly deserted lot

outside what looked to be the main building.

With a few exceptions, the campus appeared empty of

students. University attendees had completed their final

exams for the fall semester the week before and had been

released from the rigors of academia into the joy of their

respective holidays. The overall effect was a cluster of

brick buildings, deserted of signs of life and devoid of

any form of holiday cheer, but apparently still

functioning in some form over the break. Signs of random

human life were spotted moving from one building to the

next.

Mulder and Scully entered a building pointed out to them

by an older professorial type as that holding the

biology offices. A young dark-haired woman sat at the

front desk, chewing gum and flirting with a rather badly

dressed security guard. Scully idly thought that any

company who dressed their security staff in ill-fitting

polyester should not also be allowed to arm them.

Mulder did the honors of clearing his throat to get their

attention. They performed their routine badge display in

tandem and the two university staffers appeared duly

impressed by the credentials.

“We’re wondering if you could help us find a Dr. Vincent

White?” Mulder inquired. “We’d like to talk to him, if

that’s possible.”

“If you can find him, good luck!” the woman fumed. “He’s

not answering at any of his numbers and his grades were due

in *yesterday*.” Her annoyance was evident. But her

expression gradually changed from irritation to something

more akin to anticipation. “Why? Is he in trouble?”

“If you don’t mind, we’d like to try and find him today.”

Mulder slipped easily into what Scully considered his

‘charming mode.’ Mulder’s attentions alone were enough

to have an marked effect on some women. Scully had also

decided that he wasn’t quite as oblivious to it as he

sometimes pretended to her.

Proving herself one of the susceptible ones, the

receptionist quickly fell under the spell of his eyes,

blinked slowly, and smiled. Then she moved trance-like

behind her desk to do his bidding. Bending over a computer

screen, she called up telephone numbers and Dr. White’s

home address for him.

The beefy security guard first scowled at Mulder for the

intrusion and then turned his attention to Scully. Deciding

turnabout was fair play, he looked her up and down, paying

particular attention to her breasts. Scully sent him a

withering look that was guaranteed to make him think twice

about the attention he was visiting upon a federal officer.

It seemed to work and he dropped his eyes to the floor.

“Here you go.” The woman scribbled the phone numbers down

on a memo pad and tore the pink slip of paper off. She

handed it to Mulder with a wide smile, concentrating her

flirtations solely on him for the moment and forgetting her

conversation with the security guard. Mulder turned his own

attention back to Scully and mouthed the words ‘let’s go.’

“You could try his office,” the woman called as they

turned toward the exit. “Third floor, number 364. His lab

is right beside that. God knows, he could be hiding up

there and just not answering when I knock. He’s done *that*

before,” she added with thinly-veiled contempt.

Mulder turned back and gave her a little smile. “Thanks.”

“Do me a favor,” she said. “If you do get a hold of him,

tell him the damned grades are due and I’m sick and tired

of dealing with the front office. Tell him I’ll do my best

to make his life miserable next semester if he doesn’t get

them to me by today,” she added heatedly.

Mulder gave her a little wave as they climbed the first

flight of stairs. “Will do.”

Scully shot him a look, but he was staring straight ahead,

a little scowl of concentration rested on his face. “What

are you thinking, Mulder?” she asked. “You know this is

going to go nowhere. Not that I’m complaining.”

“Why do you think it’s going nowhere?”

She sighed. “Wishful thinking,” she said, resigned to her

fate. “Christmas is only about two weeks away and I’d just

as soon not get too involved in a new case.”

He turned a contemplative look in her direction. “Are you

going to San Diego this year, Scully?” The question was

casual, but his expression was curious. She could swear he

was anxious about her answer.

“Why do you ask?” she replied carefully.

He shrugged it off. “No reason. Just asking.”

“I haven’t made any definite plans yet,” she admitted. “I

didn’t want to get my Mom’s hopes up and then pull the plug

on her. What about you?” she asked, turning the question

around. “Want to come along?”

Her question was delivered as casually as his inquiry of

her plans. She’d wanted to ask him for a while now. She

admitted once more to herself that she was worried about

him being alone this year. Nevertheless, she doubted he’d

be receptive to her offer.

She was right on that account, but his expression was

worth the effort as it turned from one of brooding to

that of a wide smile. “Is Bill going to be there?”

“Yup.”

He laughed aloud. “Oh, Scully, that’s just asking for

trouble, isn’t it?”

She returned his smile, happy to have amused him about a

holiday that had left neither of them feeling all that

jolly over the past few years. They climbed together to

the third floor.

“Yes, it certainly is, Mulder.”

She resolved to stay in D.C. for the holiday before she

took the next step.

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Dr. Vincent White did not deign to answer their knocks on

either the door of his lab or his office, if he were indeed

hiding inside as the receptionist implied. However, a crack

of light spilled out into the hallway from the next door

down as they were making their last attempt. Scully nudged

Mulder and they watched this door glide shut as quietly and

quickly as it had opened. Moving down the hall to stand in

front of it, Scully reached up and rapped firmly as Mulder

joined her.

They waited for what seemed just a tad too long for an

answer. When the door finally opened, a very tall young man

with wire-rimmed glasses, in his mid-twenties and wearing

a pristine white lab coat, was revealed. He stared at the

two of them curiously, with a tinge of nervousness in his

stance. “Can I help you?”

“Possibly,” Mulder said. “We’re looking for Dr. Vincent

White.”

The young man’s face turned into a slight scowl. “I

haven’t seen him,” he answered, with a slight lisp. “I’m

in the middle of an important experiment here, if you

don’t mind.”

Mulder pulled out his badge and Scully, beside him,

followed suit. “Actually, we do mind. Could we talk to

you for a second?”

The young man’s eyes grew quite wide. He opened the door

with a scowl. “Come in — just don’t touch anything.”

“Do you know Dr. White?” Scully asked. As she spoke, she

took the opportunity to glance at her surroundings and note

the contents of the lab. It was average, certainly not

boasting the amenities of a more prestigious location. But

the lab space was clean and very neat and the storage

adequate and well-organized.

“Well, yes…” the young man replied, as if this were

common knowledge and he couldn’t understand why she didn’t

know. “Unfortunately,” he added. He seemed puzzled.

Scully well remembered the insular environment that a

university could sometimes be. One forgot that there was

an outside world where people didn’t live and breathe

everything that was going on within the walls of a

particular academia. “He’s my thesis advisor,” he

finally explained. “This is his lab.”

“Have you seen him recently?” Mulder asked.

The scowl came back. “No, but I’d certainly like to.”

There was irritation on the young man’s face, but also a

trace of condescension as he made his next statement. “I’ve

decided that it’ll take nothing short of a resurgence of

the Bubonic plague to bring him back around,” he announced

darkly, adjusting his glasses by pushing them back up onto

his nose with one finger. “I’m Harold Weaver, Jr. by the

way.”

“Agent Fox Mulder.” Mulder pointed a finger in her

direction. “My partner, Dr. Dana Scully.”

Harold held out a hand to shake both of theirs. His grip

was weak and his palms clammy, making for an unpleasant

exchange overall. She knew Mulder’s usage of her title was

purposeful, having deduced that a fellow scientist might

get more information from Harold than an FBI agent. “What

are you working on, Harold?” she interjected smoothly.

“My thesis research,” he stammered.

She nodded, feigning interest. “And that would be?”

“Viral evolution,” he stated, pushing the glasses up with

one finger and staring at her again as if surprised she

didn’t know this. “I’m looking at host-parasite

interactions.”

“What, specifically, about host-parasite interactions?”

“Uh…well…” He pushed his glasses up again and for a

second, seemed thrown by her question. His nervousness

either meant he was trying to hide something or was

painfully shy of social skills. Scully voted for the

latter. “We, uh…” He seemed to straighten and gain some

sort of confidence as he stated a phrase obviously learned

by rote and practiced more than once. No doubt, it was the

subject of his dissertation. “In this lab, we’re attempting

to look at the parasites that affect a species of mouse in

order to determine whether these parasites are growing more

virulent to their host over time.”

“Ah.”

“Who’s ‘we’?” Mulder interrupted.

He grew nervous again and Scully was almost positive by

this point that a glaring lack of social skills was at the

heart of his difficulty in conversing. “Barbara Cross,” he

stammered. “She’s another grad student working on the same

project. She should be back any second. She just went to

the biology office to get a package.”

“Oh. We’ll wait then,” Mulder said pleasantly, crossing

his arms and leaning back against one of the lab benches.

Harold scowled. “Look out. There are assays right there

behind you.” He rolled his eyes as if Mulder were possibly

the most intellectually-challenged person ever to grace his

presence. “I’ll lose six months of work if you knock

anything over,” he muttered darkly, sprinting over to worry

at the area and check each object while intentionally

crowding Mulder aside. Mulder finally gave up and moved

away, rolling his eyes. Scully shot her partner a sharp

look and found her sympathies resting with the awkward

young man’s fear at losing months of what was probably

painstaking research.

Barbara Cross arrived moments later, walking into the lab

and coming to a dead stop when she saw the two strangers.

She was close to Scully’s height, maybe an inch taller, but

quite a bit wider all the way around. Her dark hair was

straight and hung limply, in a way that almost appeared

unwashed. She might be a mousy blonde on a good day. Large,

heavy-framed glasses gave her an owlish sort of expression

and her face bore the painful scars of a lifelong struggle

with serious acne. Her eyes were hard as she studied them,

and she impaled Harold with a glare, obviously awaiting

his explanation for their presence.

Scully stepped forward and held out her I.D. “We’re from

the Federal Bureau of Investigation, Ms. Cross. We’re

actually looking for your advisor in order to ask him a few

questions about an old case. We just wondered if you’d seen

him.”

Barbara appeared to relax somewhat as she laughed, though

the laugh was short and without humor. Scully noticed that

her eyes were flying past them and over to the lab area

behind them, checking for something. She saw Mulder catch

this too. In rare cases, this was all they needed to solve

a case — movement of a suspect’s eyes to damning evidence.

Barbara appeared to be glancing at Harold and then the

alleged assays that Mulder had almost knocked over. But

after identifying the direction of the young woman’s

attention, Scully had to remind herself that there was no

crime here. When she turned back to Barbara, one hundred

percent of the young woman’s attention had returned to

herself and Mulder.

“We see him maybe once a week for our dressing down,” she

said contemptuously. “Other than that, he leaves us alone.

But we’re pretty self-sufficient, right Harold?”

Harold was nodding vigorously when Scully chanced a glance

at him.

“I’m halfway through writing my dissertation,” Barbara

stated. “All I need from that old…” She stopped herself

and stared at them for a moment, narrowing her eyes.

Assessing them. “He only needs to show up for my oral

presentation and sign the paper afterward,” she declared

finally, her voice hard and unforgiving. “And if you think

it’s not going to be stressful enough to get *that* out of

him, you haven’t suffered as his graduate student for the

past four years. And I might add that he’s been riding on

the coattails of *my* publications for most of those years.

Co-author. Ha!” She laughed and there was no humor in the

sound. “I wrote every damn journal article and he couldn’t

even have the decency to concentrate long enough to edit

them.” Her eyes narrowed. “Why are you looking for him?”

she demanded. “He ought to be arrested for that alone.”

Mulder shook his head. “The reason for our interest in

your advisor is information we can’t share with you, Ms.

Cross. But we were wondering a bit about the nature of

the research that you and Mr. Weaver are doing under

his tutelage.”

Scully wanted very badly to call her partner on this line

of questioning. They had no business acting as if Dr.

White had been involved in a crime here or asking the

students to explain their research. The stories that would

fly on campus after this visit could certainly be damaging

to the poor man’s reputation.

“You wouldn’t understand the research.” Barbara said with

disdain.

“My partner here might,” Mulder replied dryly, stepping

aside to indicate Scully. “She has a bachelor’s degree in

physics, as well as being a medical doctor. Currently,

she’s a pathologist for the Federal Bureau of

Investigation. Why don’t you try her?”

A faint gleam of respect came into Barbara’s eyes. In her

gaze was the respect offered a colleague — grudging

entrance to the inner circle of academia. Once accepted,

however, one must play by the same cutthroat rules as

everyone else. “You must be on the clinical side of things

rather than the research side, hmmm?” Barbara asked,

condescension dripping in her tone.

“I’ve done quite a bit of research,” Scully’s replied

cooly, unperturbed at the dig. There was still a dearth of

women in the sciences, and one coping strategy for a woman

who did go into the field was just such a hardening in her

confrontations with other scientists. “I’m sure I’ll be

able to grasp the concepts behind your experiment.”

Barbara shook her head. “I don’t have to tell you

anything. For all I know, you could be spies posing as

FBI agents, out to get to the patent before we do.”

“What patent would that be, Barbara?” Mulder interrupted,

fighting back his grin at the young woman’s wild

allegation. Scully felt herself growing annoyed at her

partner. The girl could have a point. It did happen.

“Look. I have friends who are lawyers,” Barbara said. “And

I know I don’t have to tell you anything. This is my

research. I’m on the verge of a discovery that could assure

me a very good job when I get out of this hell-hole. I’m

not jeopardizing that by giving up my experimental

procedure just because two bonehead strangers ask.”

Mulder persevered, adopting a casual tone to his voice,

despite the insult. “We’re just asking for a general idea

here, Barbara. We don’t need specifics.”

“Evolution,” she snapped. “We’re looking at host-parasite

interactions. But you could have learned that from the

biology office secretary, so why don’t you go down there

and bug her instead of me?”

Behind them, the door to the lab opened once more to admit

a new player into this tense little tableau. When Scully

turned to study the newcomer, she had to blink twice to

convince herself that Brad Pitt hadn’t actually just walked

into the room. There were a few subtle differences between

the actor and this young man. For instance, she’d never

seen Brad Pitt in a white lab coat. And this man’s eyes

might actually be a shade bluer.

He stared at them in confusion for a minute and then smiled

warmly, noticeably addressing his welcome greeting to Scully.

She swore she could feel Mulder tense up beside her. “Hi,”

the Brad Pitt doppleganger said, walking forward with a

cowboy-like swagger to his gait. He stuck out a hand.

“Pleased to meet you. I’m Brad. No relation to the actor,

I swear.” He laughed. “People always ask me that. I tell

them that if we were from the same parental genes, why in

hell would we be named the same thing?”

“I’ve seen stranger things be true,” Mulder said

humorlessly beside her. He stuck out his badge instead of

his hand when Brad turned his attention in his direction.

“We’re from the FBI, Mr…?”

“Palmer,” the young man supplied, slipping his hands into

the pockets of his rather well-fitting jeans, retreating

somewhat in light of Mulder’s less than friendly response

and Scully’s careful reserve when faced with his over-

enthusiastic greeting. “Brad Palmer.”

“Could we ask you a few questions about your research,

Brad?” Mulder asked.

“You don’t have to say anything, Brad,” Barbara

interrupted. “They’re supposedly looking into some old

case that Vince was involved in. But right now, they’re

just being nosy.”

Brad got a pained look on his face. He rocked back on his

heels to catch sight of his fellow graduate student.

“Thanks for the advice, Barb, seeing as how you know I

can’t think for myself.”

“You said it, not me,” she shot back musically, though the

antagonism in her voice was obvious.

Brad stared her down for a second, before turning back to

them. “What would you like to know?” he said with a wide

smile, directed mostly at Scully. “Come on over to my

little corner of this particular hell.”

They followed him to a rather untidy desk that was indeed

shoved tightly into a corner. Like any graduate student,

the desk contained the requisite piles of papers and

volumes of relevant literature and various texts. There

were a few photographs pinned to a bulletin board on the

wall amongst interdepartmental memos about lab procedures

and safety. Scully glanced at the collection of photos and

noticed that each one contained Brad with a different

female companion.

Brad sat down in his chair and rolled backward, kicking

his legs up onto the desk and putting his arms behind his

head. He bestowed another smile on Scully and tilted his

head, studying her with his smile lingering. “So what

brings the FBI to our humble lab?”

“I wouldn’t get excited. It probably isn’t your looks,

Brad,” Barbara sniped from her position in the further

depths of the lab.

Brad rolled his eyes, not appearing to be too bothered by

the heckling of his lab mate. “Why are you interested in

our research?” he asked curiously.

Scully was growing increasingly uncomfortable with the

line of questioning she and Mulder were following. They

really had no business looking into whatever research Dr.

White and his graduate students were working on. That

wasn’t part of the case. In fact, this was distinctly

turning into a one of Mulder’s fishing expeditions and

she didn’t like it one bit.

“We’re not interested in your research, Mr. Palmer.” She

gave Mulder a warning look. “We’re just looking for your

advisor to speak to him about an old case. Have you seen

him lately?”

He shook his head. “He’s not exactly ‘around,’ if you know

what I mean.”

“No. What exactly do you mean, Brad?” Mulder piped up.

Scully shot him another look. He was acting as if these

students were under suspicion. She knew, when investigating

a crime, it often became an automatic response to suspect

everyone, almost unconsciously. Until you suddenly found

yourself treating everyone as guilty by default, even

though the law was specific that the situation was assumed

to be the exact opposite. Mulder didn’t usually fall prey

to this.

Her eyes traveled over to her partner. He was leaning on

the second desk, arms crossed. His face looked mildly

flushed and he moved his eyes to hers when he sensed her

attention. She let a question pass from her eyes to his.

‘What the hell are we doing here, Mulder?’ His return

look was unreadable, his eyes void of a return message.

Brad continued with his explanation, though he watched the

interplay between them with sharp eyes. “To tell you the

truth, I feel bad for the guy. We think he’s going insane.

Right, Barbara?” For their ears only, he whispered, “It

takes one to know one,” and looked pointedly in Barbara’s

direction.

“Shut up, Brad,” she hurled back, obviously lacking

nothing in hearing ability. “And might I add that you’re

looking at insanity every time you gaze narcissistically

into that multitude of mirrors you no doubt have scattered

all over your house.”

“At least I can look in one without breaking it, Barbara,”

he shot back without pause, staring innocently up at the

ceiling.

Barbara moved into the sphere of their conversation.

Scully could almost feel her glowering at Brad. “If you’re

so curious about us,” she said acidly, “Brad here models in

order to put himself through school. Unfortunately, he

hasn’t figured out yet that it’s actually his true calling.”

“Shut up, Barbara.” It was Brad’s turn to appear

flustered. He tipped the chair back onto all fours and shot

an apologetic look in their direction. “I’m getting my

doctorate here,” he explained. “Because I want to and

because I’m qualified to.” He aimed this part of the

statement at Barbara before turning back to them. “Barbara

hasn’t yet accepted the concept that a scientist might be

both smart and attractive.”

Scully sensed the young woman’s frustration and anger

building. The outward insults these two obviously exchanged

in their everyday interactions had to be brutal on their

respective psyches. There definitely seemed to be some sort

of power struggle between Barbara and Brad. No doubt Dr.

White could have been a stabilizing influence here, but his

absence had instead created a ‘Lord of the Flies’ atmosphere

in this lab.

“You know, if I could make myself uglier to stop being

harassed by you, Barb, I’d gladly do it,” Brad drawled.

“But that might give you too much satisfaction. I got into

this school the same way you did. I applied. I was

accepted. I’m here. Deal with it.” Scully noted that he

was finally scowling and his face was flushed with anger

as she studied their exchange with a critical eye.

“That’s what happens when a university lowers the standard

of acceptance for graduate school to a mere 3.0 GPA,”

Barbara said loudly, her own anger barely in check. Scully

idly contemplated that it was a wonder these students

hadn’t killed each other by now. If Mulder and she were not

standing between them right now, she could imagine them

coming to blows.

Instead, Brad craned his neck around them, tilting himself

dangerously back in the seat in order to make insolent and

direct eye contact with his adversary. “Barbara, if I’d

known I was going to have to look at something like you for

the next two years of my life, believe me, I’d have studied

harder,” he rifled back.

Scully turned to see the girl vacillating between

attacking Brad with the nearest blunt object or bursting

into tears. What she chose to do over either option was to

leave the room in a huff, slamming the door on her way out,

obviously upset.

“That wasn’t exactly nice, Brad.” Mulder used his most

formal I’m-not-happy G-man voice; one that Scully

recognized as barely veiling his anger at Brad’s callous

treatment of the woman. Although to give Barbara credit

where it was due, Scully was fairly sure the woman had

proven herself able to fling an equal amount of insults

in the exchange and would probably have scoffed at

Mulder’s more protective instincts.

Brad looked pained. “Yeah, well you don’t have to sit here

everyday with that ogre telling you how stupid you are.”

Mulder shrugged. “If sitting’s all you’re doing, maybe you

deserve it.”

Brad looked at Mulder as if he had just received the most

grievous insult of his life. Seeing no sympathy there, he

turned imploring eyes to Scully for protection. Two against

one is never a good place to be if you’re the one who’s

alone. Brad obviously recognized this.

“Look, I’m just trying to get into med school here,” he

entreated Scully. “This was the only way to do it with my

undergrad grades. That doesn’t mean I deserve to be

insulted at every turn for the next four years of my life.”

Scully took a deep breath, finding herself growing angrier

by the minute at Mulder for dragging them into this lab and

into what was no better than a domestic squabble. Strangely,

she found her sympathies settling with Brad. No one can do

much about the outward manifestation of their physiology.

Scully had been in a similar position to Brad at one point

in time. There seemed to be an unspoken rule in academia that

an attractive person is highly unlikely to also be intelligent.

She’d lived through this prejudice a number of times in her

own career. Although it was more often a problem for women,

she wouldn’t perpetuate the inequality for either sex.

Still, she had no place becoming involved in the student’s

dispute and tried to get the conversation back on track.

“Look, Brad. We’re not here to grade or judge anyone. None

of you are in any kind of trouble here. We’re just looking

for Dr. White. Period.”

Brad set the chair down and his feet hit the floor. “Well,

I can tell you about what we’re working on, if you’re

interested. These two idiots act as if we’re on the verge

of the most ground-breaking discovery of the century.” He

snorted. “As if.”

“Brad, don’t you dare think about telling them the

experimental protocol,” Harold stammered from the lab bench.

“Take a chill pill, Harold. This isn’t Harvard.”

Harold glared through his spectacles at his fellow grad

student. He seemed to draw himself up with an enormous

amount of willpower, but his voice shook when he finally

spoke. “You know, Brad, you’re a bane on this lab,” he said

angrily, poking a stick-like finger in his lab mate’s

direction.

Brad snorted an indignant laugh. “That’s ripe, Harold,

coming from you.”

Scully watched the awkward young man back down from the

insult, curiously flustered by Brad’s words. Having

apparently finished whatever experiment he was doing, he

fumbled to remove his latex gloves and hastily exited

the lab.

“You have a way with your colleagues, don’t you Brad?”

Mulder remarked dryly.

Brad shot a dirty look at Mulder. “They’re no prizes to

work with, believe me. You’re luckier than me in that

respect,” he said, transparent in his flirtations as he

turned to Scully and bestowed her with another dazzling

smile. He addressed his next line of commentary to her,

ignoring Mulder for the most part as he spoke. “The lab

space is where we’re doing our experiments. Dr. White

has an office next door.”

Mulder was quiet beside her as they got a quick tour.

Having been partners for so long now, they could sense

when one was doing better than the other at questioning

a given suspect. The problem was, Brad was not a suspect,

at least not in her mind. Mulder obviously had other

ideas. In the end, Brad was as vague about the experiment

they were working on as his lab mates.

“That dork Harold is right, unfortunately. We’re trying to

beat everyone else to a patent on our results, so I can’t

give you a lot of details,” he admitted. “Did you know that

Vince used to be quite the important virologist back in his

day? Now, he’s mainly intent on destroying the lives of his

students. But when I started, he still had a few tricks up

his sleeve. Lately, however, he’s not too helpful.”

“What do you mean by ‘tricks’, Brad?” Mulder piped up

finally.

Scully turned to scowl at the question, but Brad wasn’t

offended. There seemed to be no loyalty lost to his mentor.

“We’re working on the evolution of viruses,” he stated,

again directing this to Scully, though Mulder had asked.

“Have you ever heard of the Red Queen hypothesis?”

“I’m familiar with it,” she answered. “What’s your opinion

of the phenomenon?”

“Let’s just say that I’ve seen it in action,” he bragged.

“And that’s about all I can reveal.” He made a motion of

zipping his lips that Scully hadn’t seen since she was

about ten and then gave her another grin. “Can you give us

any specifics about the nature of your work here, Brad?”

she asked instead.

“I’m the microbiologist,” he stated. “I have the magic

fingers when it comes to growing those little viruses.” He

wiggled his fingers as if to emphasize the point and gave

her what she was sure must be his most charming smile.

“Propagating viral cultures can be difficult, as you know.

On a side note, I’m also a whiz at growing their host,

Peromyscus leucopus. The little rodent just loves me for

some reason. I’m sure you’d find them quite cute,” he

confessed to her, “but I can’t show them to you. We try

to keep a pretty tight control over the introduction of

contaminants to our subjects.”

Brad lost a majority of the points he gained with her by

thinking she’d be swayed by the cuteness of a rodent. “What

are Barbara and Harold working on for their dissertation?”

she asked idly.

“I call those two losers the ecology geek and the DNA

freak.” He laughed but let it die when neither she nor

Mulder joined in. “They directly benefit from the fruits of

my labors. That’s what they do.” He waved, dismissing their

importance to him. “Why are you two looking for Dr. White

anyway? I mean, we’re all looking for him here, being in

the middle of an important experiment while he’s hiding

somewhere with a fifth of Jack,” Brad drawled. “But is he

in some kind of trouble or something?”

“No,” Scully stated firmly. “Just routine questions on an

old case. Dr. White is not under any suspicion. I want to

make that very clear.” It was time for them to go and

she moved toward the door.

“You said a fifth of Jack,” Mulder commented, moving with

her. “Does Dr. White have a drinking problem?”

Brad snorted and moved ahead, opening the door for them.

“That guy’s three sheets to the wind every time I see him

lately. It sucks. This is most definitely a dysfunctional

lab, and we’re the fucked up children of his pathology,

excuse my French.” He gave Scully puppy-dog eyes that

rivaled Mulder at his best. “If I hadn’t been so

distracted as an undergrad, I would have made the grades

for med school. Right now, I can’t wait to get out of

here,” he said vehemently, kicking the door in emphasis.

Throughout their conversation, Scully couldn’t help but

notice him staring at her with uncomfortably apparent

interest, giving little need to guess at what exactly had

distracted this Brad Pitt look-alike as an undergraduate.

At the door, he put an arm against the frame and leaned

toward her. “If you don’t mind my asking, why does the FBI

need doctors on staff?” His voice took on a smooth timbre

that could easily be hypnotic if a woman cared to listen

to him long enough. “Sounds like an interesting career

opportunity.”

Scully gave him a tight smile and turned to Mulder. “I

think we’ve seen enough. Thank you, Mr. Palmer.”

“No problem,” he murmured, disappointment in his gaze at

her obvious dismissal. He turned to Mulder, looking him

up and down as if sizing up the competition. “Anytime,

Dr. Scully. And I mean any time. Do you have a card or

something that I could take, in case I think of anything?”

Reluctantly, she handed him her card. Beside her, she

could sense Mulder smirking. “By the way,” Brad said as

they were leaving, “he might actually call me. His

Microbiology 101 grades are way overdue and I’m his

teaching assistant this semester. Usually he gives it the

ol’ college try, fails, and then phones me in a drunken

stupor and demands I earn my money by grading all of the

exams in one hellish evening.”

“Call if you hear from him,” Mulder said in parting.

Brad looked down at the card in his hand and then back at

Scully. “Oh, I will,” he said enthusiastically, giving her

the full benefit of his charming smile one last time.

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“I think he was checking you out, Scully.”

“Really?” she remarked dryly. She barely had the energy

to send the requisite daggers in her partner’s general

direction. “Please don’t start, Mulder. I know it may seem

a remote possibility, but that kid might actually have a

brain behind his GQ looks.”

“Really?” He smirked.

“Save it, Mulder. I’m working from experience here. I know

what it’s like to be subjected to that particular prejudice

within the walls of academia. That’s all.”

When she glanced over, Mulder gave her one of his most

contrite looks. However, he spoiled it within seconds by

playfully adding, “Have I told you lately how much I admire

your mind, Scully?”

“Mulder, are you ever serious?”

He gave her a rather sober look. “How can you ask me that,

Scully?”

She felt like a heel when she saw he might be genuinely

hurt by the offhand comment. He was only injecting a little

levity into the often dark morass of their everyday working

lives. “Sorry.”

“Apology most graciously accepted.” He shot her a wicked

grin. “Amount of gray matter aside, Brad was a little

evasive about their work, don’t you think?”

“You’re forgetting, Mulder, there isn’t any crime here.

And scientists are notorious for being close-mouthed about

their research. In fact, they teach you that skill in grad

school or you learn it the hard way by having someone steal

your ideas. As far as I can discern, all that Dr. Vincent

White can be accused of at this point is possibly neglecting

his students. And in my experience, that’s not punishable by

law.”

“What kind of virus do you suppose they’re working on?” he

pondered. “Didn’t you say that Dr. White studied

hemorrhagic fevers?”

“Used to, Mulder,” she emphasized. “Those graduate

students can’t possibly be working on any type of

hemorrhagic fever. There are only six Level-Four hot labs

in the country sanctioned to handle that class of virus.

Your implication that they would be attempting such a

completely illegal act for some unknown personal gain is

not only ludicrous, but unfounded.”

“I don’t know, Scully. I might agree the idea is ‘out

there,’ but I wouldn’t say it’s unfounded.”

“Mulder, no,” she answered too firmly. “You saw that set-up.

It’s simply not possible that they’re doing Bio-safety

Level-4 work there. Do you know the procedures in place

for dealing with infectious diseases in the labs that do

handle them?”

“Not exactly, but I’m sure you’re about to enlighten me,”

he answered dryly.

“First of all, it requires a special containment area that

you’re well aware of from some of our previous cases.” She

shot him a dangerous look. “You remember the CDC’s lovely

disease control and prevention facility — or maybe you

recall the U.S. Army Medical Research Institute of

Infectious Diseases Lab in Bethesda.” She paused for

emphasis. “Since both of us have had the distinct pleasure

of being guests at both of these facilities, you know that

you can’t just walk into or around such a place. Viruses

needs to be contained. And from consultations I’ve had with

various doctors at these facilities, due to our

aforementioned stays,” she shot him a look, “I know what

a scientist has to go through to work there. Shall I

describe it?”

“Please do.”

She couldn’t tell if he were seriously interested or just

humoring her, but she went ahead with the description.

“Upon entering a facility, they first make you take off

everything on your body…clothing, jewelry, etc.”

“Ooo, Scully, keep going. I love it when you talk dirty.”

She gave him her best silencing glare and continued

without pause. “Next, you don a completely androgynous,

shapeless and unattractive disposable lab suit.”

He pouted at the spoiling of his fun. “Okay, so they don’t

have the facilities for handling a virus safely. Don’t you

find it curious that a small local college is doing viral

research at all, Scully?”

She scowled. “Yes, I do, Mulder. But I’m sure it’s

perfectly legitimate. You’re trying to create a case out of

nothing. Strike that. Out of some poor man’s misfortune.”

He nodded absently. “Is it correct to say that this would

be a federal case if he and his students were indeed

working on some Bio-safety Level-4 virus?”

“Mulder, it’s unthinkable!” Her voice rose in volume from

sheer annoyance. “Of course it would be a federal case. But

someone would certainly have noticed by now! Never mind

that a highly infectious virus couldn’t be contained in

that setting. The lab we just saw wasn’t set up to handle

that type of work. Besides that, academics *do* have to

justify their particular line of research to their

department.”

She knew she was on the verge of losing it by this point

in her tirade. So she took a deep breath and lowered her

voice to a more acceptable level for the continuation of

this verbal dressing down of Mulder. “Dr. White must have

some kind of grant money for himself and his students to do

the research. Whoever provides that money is surely aware

of the nature of the research, having agreed to fund it.

Never mind, university oversight committees. You heard his

students. They said they were working on the evolution of

viruses. That’s more in the field of ecology than anything

else. It’s likely they’re working with a virus that doesn’t

even infect humans, but rather some lower-order organism.

No doubt, those ‘cute’ mice Brad Palmer was talking about.”

Mulder nodded emphatically while still managing to give

the impression he didn’t agree. And he was smiling, damn

him. “Regardless of its implausibility, Scully, maybe we

should look into who’s funding the research and what

specific virus Dr. White and his students *are* actually

working on.”

She didn’t answer. In truth, she was annoyed and dismayed

with Mulder’s bulldog tactics in this case. His suspicions

seemed completely unfounded. And she wanted to inform him

that even if Dr. White was working with a pathogen, it would

be the responsibility of the FBI’s Domestic Terrorism

division, or the CDC. But she decided to file this little

fact away until their investigation finally exceeded her

tolerance level.

Or, she admitted reluctantly to herself, until Mulder

proved to be correct.

She would have long ago given up on Mulder’s intuitive

leaps of illogic, if they didn’t so often stand up under

her scrutiny. She had many hypotheses to explain this

feat. Her most recent favorite centered around the

‘chaos theory.’ She was beginning to suspect some similar

occurrance of unpredictable processes within the workings

of his beautiful mind. How else to explain the synapses

that allowed him to draw correct conclusions from the

disorder of evidence presented to them?

Regardless, after briefly entertaining the possibility

that the three students were domestic terrorists, she

couldn’t help but conclude that the possibility was

completely ludicrous.

So why did she still feel uneasy?

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At the wheel, Mulder headed the car toward the western

suburbs of D.C. rather than back into the city.

Specifically, the Falls Church area and Dr. White’s

residence. She stared out at lawns on which any type of

evergreen tree or bush was statistically likely to be

sporting a string of blinking Christmas lights.

Scully sighed as she picked up the piece of paper given to

them and glanced down at it for the correct street address.

Mulder was like a dog with a bone when he was in

investigation mode. Try taking it away and he’d hold on

tighter.

“I might remind you there’s nothing here, Mulder.”

“Tell me about the Red Queen hypothesis, Scully.”

She rubbed at her eyes and resigned herself to finishing

this long, exhausting day with an interview of Dr. White.

In the meantime, she’d humor her partner. “The Red Queen

hypothesis has to do with the host-parasite dynamic.

Specifically, it examines the role of parasites as agents

of evolutionary change.”

Mulder glanced over at her, then back at the road, waiting

for her to give him more information before he spoke. She

watched as he pulled a bag of sunflower seeds from his

pocket, popped one into his mouth and started to work it

over with his tongue.

She brought herself back to the question. “Basically, it

states that any short-lived, parasitic organism, for

example a virus or a bacterium, can reproduce and live

through a number of generations during the lifespan of its

natural host. That would be you or I — humans, mammals,

something longer-lived. The average bacteria lives,

reproduces and dies within a range of hours or days as

opposed to years.”

He held the bag out to her and she shook her head,

refusing the offer. To her, the salty seeds were a waste of

time and effort for such little reward. More tease than

treat. But she was fascinated by her partner’s ability to

separate seed from shell with no more than his lips, teeth

and tongue. A rather intriguing show that had entertained

her for a number of years now. Mulder opened the window a

crack and sent the empty husk hurtling out into the wind

with perfectly blown aim. He turned back to her, licking

the salt from his lips and distracting her again from the

topic.

“In other words,” he stated, “a virus could have any

number of generations during which it could ‘improve’

itself through the natural course of evolution, all while

you and I are just passing the time of day?” Mulder

questioned.

“Something like that.” She had a sudden strange craving

for a handful of the seeds.

“And as humans, we’re completely helpless.”

She shook her head. “Not completely. Long-lived hosts

often have immunologic defenses. For example, lymphocytes

and other immune cells in the human body can change rapidly

to recognize parasites and attack them.”

“So where does the analogy to the Red Queen fit in? Isn’t

that a character in Alice in Wonderland?” Mulder was a

quick study. She also knew he could tell she was eyeing

the sunflower seed bag when he placed it generously

into her hands with a smirk. He thrived on the stranger

quirks in any scientific theory and was waiting

expectantly for her explanation as he swirled some

unspecified number of seeds around in his mouth.

“You’re right, the Red Queen is a character in ‘Through

the Looking Glass.’ The Red Queen chess piece who ran

just to stay in place.”

He spat no less than seven husks into his hand and grinned

at her. She knew he was enjoying the detail.

“You know, that’s a rather disgusting display, Mulder,”

she remarked.

He held his hand out the window and let the wind blow away

his efforts. “Is it?” Pulling his hand back into the car, he

wiped it on his pants. “Back to that Red Queen, running in

place. I’m taking it to mean that we human hosts are the ones

running to stand still? Just barely keeping up with the

evolution of a parasite? Always just one move behind?”

“That’s the idea.” Shaking two seeds into her hand, she

popped them in her mouth and let them lodge against her

cheek while she savored the salt. “An evolutionary arms race,

if you will, with the parasite having the advantage and the

host always playing catch-up. However, the hypothesis isn’t

without its criticisms.”

“Which are?”

“The argument against the Red Queen hypothesis originates

with a long-standing idea among parasitologists. The idea

is that if the host and parasite are co-evolving and

adapting to each other, natural selection should favor the

survival of a less harmful parasite and a more resistant

host.”

He was doing it again. She could see him rolling a seed on

the tip of his tongue somehow. His lips pursed and he blew

two perfect shell halves into his hand then tossed them out

the window. “You mean that if it wasn’t in the best

interest of the organism to kill its host, it wouldn’t?

The two would peacefully co-exist with one another instead?”

“Exactly. A given parasite would choose a strategy in

which it lives in a truce with its host, otherwise known as

mutualism.”

“Virus one point. Host one point. Something like that,

right?” He gently extracted the bag from her hand again and

looked at her suspiciously. “Did you eat the shells,

Scully?” he asked in mock horror.

She grinned. “They’re good, Mulder.”

“You’re a doctor, Scully. Haven’t you ever read the

medical warning on the package?”

“I’m not the one who consumes whole packages of those

things, Mulder. I’ve kept my sodium consumption well

within the recommended serving size.”

He shook his head in mock exasperation. “Spoil a guy’s

fun, why don’t you,” he muttered. “Back to that Red

Queen again…what you’re saying is that most scientists

think that the best strategy for a parasite is to kill off

only a few hosts, or deliver a low-grade infection all

around for everyone?”

She nodded. “The Red Queen camp, however, disagrees. They

say that by default, a parasite should evolve to be as

deadly as possible, even to the point of having no more

hosts left.” She extracted the bag out of his hands and

shook a few more seeds into her palm. He grinned in

triumph. Curiosity peaked, she turned the package over and

examined the fine print, her eyebrows climbing at the

amount of sodium in the seemingly harmless shells.

“Remember, evolution is believed to be a process without

direction or intent, Mulder. Therefore, it isn’t going to

stop and give pause for thought. This ideology is inherent

in the hypothesis. The most ruthless parasite should

therefore be the most successful, to the detriment of

its host.”

“There are flaws in that theory,” Mulder observed.

“That’s the problem, Mulder. Really, you could look at the

arguments as two sides of the same coin. Certainly, there’s

solid evidence that viruses and bacteria can be harmful.

But we’re also still here as a species, so that says

something too.” She paused, noting that Mulder had once

again distracted her from her problems with the case by

piquing her interest in a subject. Their eternal give-and-

take was, once again, rolling along. It dismayed her a bit

and she decided it was time to finish up this discussion so

that she could pin down his reasons for trying to make this

a case at all.

“Each argument has evidence to support it, but there’s no

definitive proof as to which side is ultimately correct. And

it’s probably likely to depend on a given situation anyway.”

Mulder was doing something with his tongue and another

sunflower seed. She forged ahead. “In the final conclusion,

parasites are, without argument, taking resources from

their hosts in order to reproduce. And it’s doubtful

they’re worrying as to whether or not they harm the host.

Conversely, hosts are vigilantly adapting ways to avoid the

more harmful effects of a pathogen, via their immune

response. If both sides are even, it’s the biological

détente. No one’s exactly winning but there’s certainly a

struggle going on. As a result, you can’t prove or

disprove the Red Queen hypothesis.”

“That’s why I love science, Scully. It’s so conclusive.”

She ignored the jab. Mulder frowned and rolled his window

all the way down though the day was chilly. “Is it hot in

here, Scully?”

To her, the bite of the air felt harsh and the wind chill

probably hovered near freezing. She watched him blow a few

more shells into the wind, his cheeks flushed with color.

“It’s cold, Mulder. It’s December, for God’s sake,” she

added as the blast of frigid air hit her. “Close the damn

window.”

Mulder rolled it up with an apologetic look. “Sorry.” But

she noted his discomfort and wondered if he were coming

down with the flu everyone in the office seemed to have

right now. He pulled at his tie, loosening it as he

turned down a street after glancing one more time at

the address scrawled on the slip of paper in her hand.

“This looks like it.”

“Let’s get this over with,” Scully sighed. “Reminding a

man he lost his entire family thirty years ago today is

not my idea of the Christmas spirit.”

“Hey, look on the bright side, Scully. It could be last

year around this time, in which case we’d be looking for

a couple of ghosts.”

“Don’t even remind me, Mulder.” Hopefully, the small brick

house they faced was not haunted by the spirit of malicious

ghostly lovers. The *hallucinations* of such ghosts, she

corrected herself.

“If this is anything like last year, Mulder, I might have

to hurt you bad.”

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ACT II

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The most curious part of the thing was, that the trees and

the other things round them never changed their places at

all: however fast they went, they never seemed to pass

anything. “I wonder if all the things move along with us?”

thought poor puzzled Alice. And the Queen seemed to guess

her thoughts, for she cried “Faster! Don’t try to talk!”

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

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Friday, December 14

Falls Church, Virginia

Dr. Vincent White’s house was a brick structure that had

definitely seen better days. The brick was discolored and

overgrown with ivy, and the windows were so dusty they

obscured the interior. Dispirited curtains hung limply in

view, and all the windows were shut tight. The front lawn

consisted of long grass and weeds, and behind the house

young pine saplings and bushy secondary growth were

encroaching on what probably used to be a back yard. There

was no sign of Christmas spirit bedecking the trees on this

residence, though next door, two round bushes sported a

frantic blinking display, muted by the daylight. But the

house before them held onto its shadowy exterior, despite

the fact that the sun was attempting to peek out from

behind clouds.

The first thing Scully noticed as they approached was a

rat raiding the garbage bins along the side of the house.

The sight caught her eye due to the striking white

coloration of the rodent. She fought back an instinctive

grimace and found its boldness in the daylight rather odd.

Nudging Mulder, she pointed to the rat just as it leapt

out of the bin and scurried away, disappearing into the

backyard growth.

He gave her a wry grin. “Looks like Dr. White has moved

quite a ways down in the world.” He stared up at the house.

She smiled thinly. “I dare say that building you live in

has been visited by rodents in its day, Mulder — like

today, maybe?”

He grinned. “No doubt.”

She frowned. “However, although I don’t think I need to

point this out to you, Mulder, my greater concern here

is that the species of rat we just saw was a domestic

one, what’s known as the ‘wistar’ strain, I believe.

Only found in captivity — specifically, laboratories.

Not cavorting around in the wild.”

“That one seems to be doing okay in the great big

outdoors.” He gave her a pointed look. “Don’t you find

it rather strange that there are laboratory rats running

around outside the good professor’s house?”

“Well, as a matter of fact, yes I do, Mulder.”

His eyes were laughing at her. “Does this mean you’re

starting to believe that my persistence at this case may

have some merit? That maybe this is actually starting to

look like a case to you?”

“I’m not willing to go that far yet.” Scully reached up

to knock firmly on the front door.

Mulder’s grin widened. “How far are you willing to go,

Scully?” he murmured. The noise of someone approaching the

door distracted them both and Scully traveled the transition

from personal to business with skills she was still in the

process of adjusting to. Slightly off-centered, she poised

with the peculiar balls-of-your-feet anticipation that is

present in any law enforcement investigator during even the

most innocuous of inquiries. You could never be sure if you

were about to meet a pleasantly innocent citizen or an

outright dangerous individual.

The man who opened the door did not look dangerous. Nor

did he look pleasant. Cautiously, he opened the door only a

crack, but appeared to be afraid of them more than anything

else. The door creaked on rusted hinges and dropped a few

errant paint chips onto the stoop, permitting only a small

sliver of access to the interior world of the house.

The man, leaning rather precariously against the door,

glared stormily at them. Though definitely recognizable as

Dr. White, he bore little resemblance to his photo from

younger, more prosperous years. His hair was badly mussed

and now shock-white, lending him an Einstein-like air. His

clothing was disheveled, as if he’d been sleeping in it.

He didn’t open the door further.

“Dr. Vincent White?” Mulder inquired politely, but with a

subtle no-nonsense edge that usually commanded respect.

“Yes. What do you want?” the man demanded. “I’m not buying

anything, and I certainly don’t need conversion to whatever

ridiculous religion you’re purporting to believe in. God

doesn’t exist. How’s that for a revelation?” He stared at

them defiantly with slightly bloodshot eyes, as if waiting

for some argument.

Scully quickly extricated her badge from the pocket of her

jacket during this diatribe. Gently, she presented it to the

unsteady man half hiding behind his door. “We’re neither,

Dr. White. We’re from the FBI and we’d just like to ask you

a few questions.”

Despite the door’s allowance, the light from outside

barely penetrated the gloomy interior. “What for?” he

snapped. “Do I have to talk to you?”

“As a professional courtesy, it is strongly advised that

you take a few minutes to speak to us, Dr. White,” Mulder

answered firmly.

Muttering something unintelligible, Dr. White threw open

the door and disappeared into his house. A blast of warm

air hit them from the interior as they stepped forward into

the foyer. Dr. White continued down the hallway without

waiting for them and disappeared from view.

Following him into what was obviously his living room,

they saw him sink down onto a couch which bore evidence

of his recent occupation.

“You’ll have to forgive me for the state of my house.

But I didn’t ask for company and you seem to have invited

yourself in. So I’m deducing I have no choice but to

display my rather lax cleaning skills to you both.”

‘Lax’ implied some proficiency at a task, albeit poor.

Scully was fairly sure that Dr. White’s cleaning skills

were not anything so generous as half-hearted but rather,

non-existent. The clutter of the living room was

reprehensible. There were stacks of magazines which she

took note of as she passed, noting that they were mostly

medical journals. ‘Virology’ made up the stack to her right

elbow when she settled in the only armchair in the room.

Cups littered the coffee table, half empty and growing

various mold cultures on their dark, liquid surface. The

curtains were drawn and the room smelled musty. She doubted

Dr. White owned a vacuum. If he did, he didn’t use it. The

room was uncomfortably hot.

Dr. White stretched out on the couch as if he couldn’t be

bothered to sit up for the interview. Scully wondered if he

was ill, his lassitude seemed so marked. Mulder glanced

awkwardly around the room for any place to settle and

finally had to make due with perching on the left arm of

the chair Scully was sitting in. It made for an

unconventional setting for the interview process but the

doctor’s defensive stance was markedly evident by that

point. Mulder took the offer, opting for the non-

threatening approach of sitting as opposed to towering

over him for the questioning.

“Dr. White,” Scully began, finding it rather disconcerting

that he remained in his reclining pose as she addressed him.

“We’re looking into a case that involved a theft from the

lab you worked in on December 1 of 1970. It’s just part of

a routine check to see if any new evidence has emerged that

might allow us to solve the case and put it to rest.”

Dr. White gave up any pretense of relaxation at her words.

But his slow return to a sitting position and his

difficulty at speech betrayed the fact that he wasn’t in

full control of his reactive faculties, and it looked

suspiciously as if alcohol was the likely candidate of his

difficulties. Two empty bottles of wine sat on the end

table beside him and there was a red stain on the rug near

his feet.

“There is *nothing* that will put that case to rest,” he

said firmly. “Besides that, it was classified top secret

by the Department of Defense. What right does the FBI have

looking into it at all? Do you two even know what you’re

doing? With a few phone calls, I could probably cost you

your jobs,” he remarked. “The world is full of incompetent

idiots!” His voice was rising, and his contempt for the

greater part of humanity obvious, but the slur to his words

tempered the threat. That and the fact that probably not

many people took him seriously at this point in his life,

Scully concluded. There was something pathetic about his

obviously drunken state.

“Sir, we don’t mean to open up old wounds, here,” she

soothed. “We’re merely trying to close the case

satisfactorily for our files.”

“Here’s how you do that,” he stated, leaning forward to

fix her with an momentarily steady eye. Despite this

attempt at an aggressive stance, his hands shook with

tremors and his head wobbled slightly. “Shut the folder

and put it away. It was Department of Defense research

and no one stole that virus. For all I know, it’s now

an integral part of our biological weapons arsenal. I

don’t know. I don’t care anymore.” He waved at them

dismissively. “I’m trying to work here,” he sputtered,

pointing toward a large stack of papers beside him.

Scully recognized them as exams, but there was very

little red ink visible on the top paper, meaning either

the student had correctly answered all the questions

or Dr. White had not yet corrected it. He answered her

curiosity indirectly with his next diatribe.

“If you don’t mind…” he stated pointedly. When neither

moved, he closed his eyes, internalizing his conflict. When

he opened them again, his voice was defeated. “I can’t help

you,” he insisted. “Why don’t you go question the DOD?” He

laughed then. It was an angry laugh, but also a weak one.

It was followed by a deep sigh as he stared down at the

student papers. A wracking cough suddenly shook his body

terribly. When he finally raised his eyes to Scully, the

fight had gone out of them completely.

He pointed to the exams. “Idiots. They’re all idiots.

‘Define bacterium’ is the first question,” he intoned. He

picked up the one on top. “This one wrote ‘a disease’.

Simplistic moron!” He threw the paper back down on the

pile. “The world is full of incompetent buffoonery,” he

railed at them. “A veritable melting pot of mediocrity. I

would have had these done if the students weren’t so damn

disheartening. Is it too much to ask that even one of them

be worth my time?” He let out another sigh and appeared to

be staring down at the stain at his feet.

“How about your graduate students, Dr. White,” Mulder

began. “Are any of them worth your time?”

Instead of growing angry, Dr. White laughed. “Barely.”

“Could I ask what exactly they’re working on?”

“They’re working on their A.B.D.’s,” he snapped. Scully

had heard the infamous initials before. Innocuous letters

that, put together, struck terror in the heart of every

graduate student toiling away at their research. The

initials stood for ‘all but dissertation.’ It was an

unfortunate and worrisome statistic that many who started

graduate school earned these initials rather than the ‘P,’

‘h’ and ‘D’ they sought at the start. Completing required

coursework, qualifying exams and data collection could seem

easy compared to the self-motivation, diligence, and sheer,

intellectual determination required to complete the

‘dissertation’ part of the process.

“I’m asking about the specific project, Dr. White.”

Mulder’s voice had lost any semblance of friendliness. When

she glanced at him, he was locked in a staring contest with

the man, his gaze hard and unforgiving.

Dr. White’s response was poorly-disguised outrage. “Leave

me alone,” he cried, the tone of his voice gaining a

curious tremor. “I just want to be left alone. If you have

any further questions, you can consult my lawyer. Get out!”

Mulder didn’t make a move. Reluctantly, Scully moved out

from under his shadow and stood, casting a hard eye back at

her partner. “We’re sorry to have bothered you, Dr. White.”

“One more question,” Mulder drawled, though she was glad

to note he was at least rising with her. “Could you explain

why a laboratory rat is raiding your garbage, Dr. White?”

For a second, Scully saw something flicker in the man’s

eyes that looked suspiciously like fear. Just as quickly,

it was gone. “I don’t know what the hell you’re talking

about. Now get off my property.” He stood unsteadily and

despite the insistence behind his message, his step ahead

of them to open the door wavered dangerously. Mulder almost

reached out to steady his uncertain passage, but Scully

stopped him with a warning hand on his arm. The last thing

they needed to do to this poor man was charge him with

assault on a federal officer if he decided not to

appreciate Mulder’s well-meaning gesture.

When they were both out on the stoop, the doctor slammed

the door, interrupting Mulder’s thank you for his time

and sending a blast of heat rolling out after them into

the chilly day.

In silence, they moved down the steps. Scully turned to

study the garbage cans beside the house, but the sight of

the white rat was only a memory now. She was struck again

by the general disrepair of what could be an attractive

dwelling place. As she looked back at the house one last

time, a memory from her childhood struck her.

She’d gone through a stage where she’d drawn houses to

look alive, with the windows as eyes and the door as a

mouth. She couldn’t shake the sudden irrational feeling

that this house was watching them leave. Strangely, it

looked sad.

She shook off the thought with a small grimace. Mulder

would be delighted to hear this. But she would chew off her

own arm before she’d give him the satisfaction of her more

unscientific musings.

She didn’t look back again.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mulder dropped her off at her apartment, having picked her

up that morning on his way in to work. On the ride from

Falls Church to her place, he cracked his window twice,

though the temperature was rapidly dropping. When she shot

him a look and shivered for effect, he shut it. When they

reached her apartment, he pulled the car up in front of her

building and let it idle. “Well, it’s the weekend, Scully.

Any big plans?”

She hated when she was asked this question. It made her

feel as if she should have an agenda to fill her time.

Mulder, of all people, should know better. For her,

weekends were downtime. Their job was stressful enough that

she didn’t feel the need to be overly active. If she did

get an urge for activity, she could usually get it out of

her system with a quick run. “What’s your point, Mulder?”

She turned in the seat to regard him. “Should I have some

big plan?”

He shrugged. “Just asking, Scully,” he replied defensively.

She sighed. “What I plan to do is relax. Don’t think I’m

going to work on this case-that-isn’t-a-case, Mulder, if

that’s what you’re really asking. I know the novelty of

taking the weekend off is disconcerting to you. Just think

of it as my strategy for getting you to drop this case.

That poor man has lost his family and a prestigious job.

He’s working at a modest college and covering up the fact

that he has a serious drinking problem. Come Monday, you’d

better have some hard evidence that there’s something here

besides heartache. Dr. White is looking at an early death

and I, for one, don’t have the stomach to harass him any

further. Not only that, I feel sorry for his graduate

students as well and therefore, don’t feel a need to

bother them any further either.”

“Not even the one that looks like Brad Pitt?”

She scowled darkly at her partner. “Mulder, I hope you

know me better than that. Besides, he’s practically a

child.”

Mulder was grinning by this point. “I’d say he’s well past

the age of consent. There’s nothing illegal there, if

that’s what you’re worried about.”

Scully took a moment to take a deep breath. She knew that

Mulder was only joking with her, but it was annoying. She

prided herself on her professionalism and Mulder’s more

laissez faire approach to their working relationship,

coupled with the blurring lines of their personal

interactions sometimes drove her to distraction. She had no

interest in having a relationship with the young, oversexed

and narcissistic graduate student she’d just met and Mulder

knew it. Strangely, this made the reason for his teasing

the real issue here. She suspected blatant male insecurity.

“Thanks for the advice,” she said dryly. “I’ll keep it in

mind.”

“Did he slip you his number, Scully, when I wasn’t looking?”

She successfully contained her annoyance. “Mulder, I

resent your inference here.” She gave him a look that in no

uncertain terms let him know he was to drop the subject.

Opening the door, she climbed out of the vehicle, but found

herself perversely taking a moment to lean back into the

car and qualify her statement. “Just to let you know, I

don’t always appreciate your baser attempts at humor,

Mulder. They’re often in poor taste.”

He nodded. “Apologies extended, Scully. I’ll try not to

be quite so humorous.” He nullified his contrition by

tilting his head back and grinning at her.

She rolled her eyes. “Watch it, Mulder. Besides, I could

still make you cry. For instance, I could insist you come

over on Saturday and sit through ‘Steel Magnolias’ in its

entirety.”

“Is that an invitation, Scully?”

“It could be, if you play your cards right.”

“I’ll bring the food?” he offered in atonement.

“What kind?”

“Pizza?”

“Make it Chinese and it’s a deal.”

He smiled. “See you then.”

She shut the car door firmly.

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The Queen propped her up against a tree, and said kindly,

“You may rest a little, now.”

Alice looked round her in great surprise. “Why, I do

believe we’ve been under this tree the whole time!

Everything’s just as it was!”

“Of course it is,” said the Queen. “What would you have it?”

“Well, in our country,” said Alice, still panting a little,

“you’d generally get to somewhere else — if you ran very

fast for a long time as we’ve been doing.”

“A slow sort of country!” said the Queen. “Now, *here*,

you see, it takes all the running *you* can do, to keep in

the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must

run at least twice as fast as that!”

~From ‘Through the Looking Glass’ by Lewis Carroll~

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Saturday, December 15

Georgetown, D.C.

Her doorbell rang. She was growing hungry by this point

and was dismayed to find it was only an upstairs neighbor,

asking if it was her laundry that was in the washer. She

noted the time. It was eight o’clock — one hour after

Mulder was supposed to show up. With the departure of the

neighbor, the niggling worry at his lateness finally turned

into its full-fledged counterpart of outright fear. She

picked up the phone and hit the speed dial. It rang exactly

fourteen times before a groggy voice answered, “Hello…?”

“Mulder?” she said hesitantly, surprised to find him still

home.

“Scully?” His voice was slurred. Sleepy.

“Mulder, are you aware that it’s eight o’clock and I’ve

been waiting for that Chinese for a good hour now?”

“Oh, God…Scully.” He said it like he’d just figured out

it was her. “What time is it?”

“Eight o’clock,” she repeated.

“Crap. I’m sorry.” She heard his sigh across the line and

imagined him rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. “To tell

you the truth, I don’t feel so well. I laid down for a bit

and I must have fallen asleep…”

“Yeah, right. Anything to get out of ‘Steel Magnolias,’

Mulder.”

She heard a brief chuckle. “Well, there is that, but

seriously, I think I’m coming down with that flu everyone

at the office is getting.”

“What are your symptoms?” she demanded.

“Are we playing doctor here, Scully? Because I’ve never

tried that over the phone.”

“Mulder…” she warned.

He did sound awful. “I don’t know. I feel like I might

have a fever. I’m tired. You know how you ache all over

when you have a cold? But I went for a run today so that

might be the source of some of it. And I hate to say it but

I’m also feeling a wee bit nauseous…it looks like

dinner’s definitely out for me,” he admitted.

“Sounds like the flu,” she agreed. “You’d better not have

given it to me yesterday, dragging me all over nowhere on

that dead case.”

“You really think it’s not worth our time, Scully?”

She tried to be gentle with her answer. “Mulder, there is

no way those students are working with any pathogen in that

setting. And Dr. White just seems pathetic to me. I mean,

how sad was that visit yesterday? That man needs rehab, not

a federal case being reopened. Not to mention one that’s

been censored by the Department of Defense.”

He paused at the other end of the line, but finally

conceded to her point, though he added one last comment.

“The students’ behavior during our visit just seemed a

little odd to me, Scully.”

“They’re three stressed out graduate students with one

very remiss advisor. Would you expect their behavior to

be otherwise?”

“I guess not.”

“Mulder,” she said gently. “Let yourself rest. Treat

yourself to a nice bowl of chicken soup, drink plenty of

fluids, put some pillows on that couch, pull that warm

blanket down over you and call me tomorrow.”

“I don’t have any chicken soup, Scully.” She could almost

hear his pout.

She briefly contemplated going over to his apartment,

bearing a steaming thermos of chicken soup, but dismissed

the idea. Mulder had been taking care of himself for

years on his own. Besides, she didn’t have any soup on

hand either.

“S’okay, Scully. I couldn’t eat anyway.”

“Call me tomorrow, Mulder. I want to make sure you’re

taking care of yourself.”

“Okay…’night, Scully,” he mumbled. She could tell he was

already falling back into a troubled sleep as he hung up.

She’d check on him tomorrow.

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Monday, December 18 8:30 a.m.

Hoover Building

Scully was at Mulder’s desk, nursing a cup of coffee and

contemplating the mess the last week had created in their

office when Mulder finally dragged himself in. The hallway

was littered with old boxes and Mulder had to kick one that

had fallen out of the way to get in the door. “Don’t we

have maintenance in this building?” he complained.

“I thought you were going to stay home today?” she

reprimanded, surprised to see him.

He groaned. “What for? I’m much more likely to be able

to entertain my misery here.”

“Are you feeling any better?”

“I think I’m getting worse. But I was bored. Sorry,

Scully.” He made a face at her.

“Workaholic,” she accused. “Rather than spreading your

germs to those of us still healthy, what’s wrong with

staying home and perusing all those entertaining web

sites you say you don’t look at?”

“Scully,” Mulder winced at her words. “I gave those up in

order to win your respect a long time ago.”

“Riiight,” she drawled, noting with concern the lethargic

way her partner dragged himself over to his desk.

“I have you, I don’t need them anymore.” This last

statement was barely audible and she wasn’t sure if it was

an attempt at humor or a sincere sentiment. Maybe both. He

looked tired, dark shadows having crept under his eyes over

the two days she hadn’t seen him. Conversely, his color was

bright. Maybe a little too bright. She would have expected

him to be just a tad pale. Standing up, she approached him

and, before he could move or get the weak protest of her

name out, she locked a hand onto his forehead.

“Scully!”

“You feel hot, Mulder.”

He quieted under her hand. Their eyes locked. “Are you

done?” he asked lackadaisically.

Frowning, she shook her head. “Did you take your

temperature?”

“What’s the point? I have a fever. Big deal. Besides, I

only had a rectal thermometer. Care to try?”

She snorted in exasperation and continued her exam. “Any

congestion?”

He shook his head. “I do have a splitting headache,” he

admitted.

“Muscle aches?”

“My back is killing me. I think a massage might do the

trick,” he suggested hopefully.

She ignored this ploy. “Earache? Sore throat?” He shook

his head at both. Pulling her hand off his forehead, she

picked up his wrist and felt for his pulse. He was scowling

at her now. Mulder had a serious aversion to doctors, due

to his rather checkered medical past. He only suffered her

ministrations with a great amount of personal restraint.

“Scully, why don’t you go upstairs and take an inventory

of all the people who’ve caught this flu over the past

week? Maybe jot down their symptoms for a more

comprehensive diagnosis for me…”

“Quiet, Mulder.” The truth was, as much as Mulder hated

it, to an equal extent she actually enjoyed the opportunity

to put her medical skills to use. This was not to say she

wanted to go into practice, but she did gain a small amount

of satisfaction at the chance to play doctor every once in

a while.

His pulse was slow and steady. Right around 60 beats per

minute, which was actually fairly low, but Mulder was

athletically inclined so it wasn’t that unusual. She

noticed his eyes close during this process. “Tired?”

she asked. He nodded without opening them. They were still

closed when she was done and stayed that way. “Mulder?” she

said finally, finding his prolonged standing rest rather

odd.

Both eyes flew open. “What?” He was annoyed now. He pulled

his wrist back and turned away from her to his desk. “Were

you sitting here?” he inquired on reaching his goal. She

noticed he was rubbing absently at his left shoulder as if

it were sore.

“It’s your desk,” she sighed, moving over to pick up the

folder she’d spread there. “What’s wrong with your

shoulder, Mulder?”

“What were you looking at, Scully?” He tried to glance at

it as she reached out and pulled the folder towards herself.

“Well, I was working on our report so we could shelve this

case back where it belongs.” She slapped the file shut.

“You’ll find this interesting, Mulder. I called the DOD

today, just to check the status of this case with them,

which is what we should have done in the first place. They

told me in no uncertain terms that the FBI has no business

looking into it. In their eyes, the case was actually

officially closed ten years ago.”

She felt only a small surge of triumph at Mulder’s downcast

expression. But instead of coming back at her, he seemed

resigned. “I get your point, Scully. And I don’t feel well

enough to argue with you.” He sank down into his chair.

“Let’s move on then. There are plenty of cases to file.”

He scowled at the box of files to archive and his

enthusiasm from the week before seemed to have vanished

completely.

The lack of a spirited or argumentative response took the

wind out of Scully’s self-satisfied sails. With a worried

glance for her partner’s uncharacteristic lethargy, she

pulled the box over to her corner and wondered if she

should have paid a little more attention to him over the

weekend. Mulder was notorious for neglecting himself.

Remembering at the same time that she hadn’t checked her

voice mail, she picked up the phone and punched in her

code as she flipped idly through the aged case file.

“You have two messages,” the tinny robotic voice droned.

“First message. Placed at 8:02 p.m. Saturday.”

Who would be calling her on a Saturday night, she

wondered, waiting the requisite three seconds for the

annoyingly prolonged beep before the message began playing.

“Hello, Dr. Scully. It’s Brad Palmer. I said I’d let you

know if Dr. White got in touch with me. Well, he did, of

course. In fact, I’m correcting a large pile of

microbiology exams as I’m leaving this message.” His voice

was relaxed and sounded as if he found this humorous and

thought she might too. “Anyway, he was obviously toasted

when I went over to get the exams and he said some pretty

bizarre stuff. If you wanted to talk to me about our

conversation, here are my numbers…” After leaving these,

Brad added that he’d be at home for the evening and more

than happy to talk to her, then finally hung up.

The next message was left approximately one half hour

later. Brad again. “Uh…Dr. Scully? I just got a very

weird message from Dr. White. He called me in the middle

of correcting because he wanted me to make sure his house

was ‘taken care of’ afterward, whatever that means. I

asked him if he was going somewhere over Christmas break

or something and he said ‘nowhere.’ Then he went on about

there being no God before he hung up on me. I don’t know

if it’s relevant to your investigation or anything but

it’s got me spooked. I mean, I need that old man to keep

a tentative hold on sanity — at least until I’m done

with my dissertation. Anyway, I’m going over there to

check on him. I think he sounded crazy enough to off himself

or something. I’ll call you as soon as I get back.” She

heard him clear his throat. “Maybe we could get together

for drinks or something tomorrow night.”

The beep sounded rude and loud in her ear compared to the

young man’s melodious voice. Robot man returned. “You have

no more messages,” it said with finality.

Scully dropped the phone into its cradle with a loud oath.

She picked it up again just as quickly, flipping open the

file resting on her desk to find Dr. White’s home number.

Dialing, she turned to Mulder, who was watching her with

interest.

“What’s up?”

“I’m not sure, but it’s definitely something.”

“Like what?”

She let the phone continue to ring. Still no answer. She

tried the biology department of George Mason next and was

told Dr. White was not in.

“Brad called and left messages Saturday night.” She hated

to even say the next words to Mulder. He’d had a hard year

with a similar event featuring in it. She tried to soften

the blow. “I’m not sure what’s going on. But, according to

Brad, Dr. White was verbalizing suicidal thoughts on

Saturday night. No one’s answering his home phone and the

university hasn’t seen him.” As she gathered up the file,

she wondered why Brad hadn’t called back. The oversight

could have many explanations, some innocent and some very

bad.

“Let’s go.” Mulder picked up his jacket and was handing

hers over as they moved toward the door.

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ACT III

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How it happened, Alice never knew, but exactly as she came

to the last peg, the Red Queen was gone. Whether she

vanished into the air, or whether she ran quickly into the

wood (“and she *can* run very fast!” thought Alice), there

was no way of guessing, but she was gone, and Alice began

to remember that she was a Pawn, and that it would soon be

time for her to move.

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

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December 18, 9:20 a.m.

Falls Church, Virginia

The house again seemed to be staring at her.

Scully fought back a shiver as she followed Mulder’s

longer strides up to the door. She almost ran into him

when he suddenly stopped dead, bending over as a wracking

cough shook his frame. “Mulder!” she said in alarm,

pausing to place a hand on his back until his coughing

subsided. When he came up for air, his face was red.

“What’s wrong?” she demanded. “Are you okay?”

He shook his head and looked a little dazed. “I don’t

know…” Drawing in a few deep breaths, he let them out

carefully. “I’m fine,” he said finally, pushing at the hand

she was restraining him with as he continued toward the

front stoop.

“Mulder…” she admonished.

He knocked firmly on the door, ignoring her.

Brad opened it, looking distinctly embarrassed when he saw

them. “Dr. Scully…oh God, I’m sorry. I totally forgot to

call you back.”

Scully’s anger rose at the young man’s response and the

realization of her own overreaction to his telephone

messages. “You led me to believe Dr. White was suicidal,

Brad. So how is he doing?” she demanded.

Brad had opened the door only about as far as the doctor

had on their original visit. He glanced behind him in the

direction of the living area before turning back to them.

“He’s sleeping, I think,” he whispered.

“If you don’t mind, we’d like to come in and talk to him,”

Mulder said quietly. His tone didn’t invite argument.

“Well…”

“Let us in, Brad,” Scully was dangerously annoyed by this

point.

Brad stepped back and opened the door. The house was just

as hot as it had been the last time. It appeared that Brad

had not attempted any cleaning in the interim. In fact, he

might have added to it. The same cups cluttered the surface

of the coffee table, along with a few more added to the

collection. Some of the journals had been scattered, as if

someone had searched for an article without finding it.

Dr. White was not sleeping, but reclining again on his

couch. “Brad, get me that coffee now!” he shouted at the

sound of their approaching footsteps. When he realized the

cadence was wrong, his eyes flew up, startled as they

settled on the agents. “What the hell are *you* doing back

here? Why the hell did you let *them* in, you ungrateful,

incompetent idiot?” he shouted at his student.

For his part, Brad seemed unaffected by the insulting

tirade. He just shrugged and smiled aside at Scully, as if

they were sharing a joke. He didn’t make a move to get any

coffee.

To Scully, there seemed to be no reason for them to stay at

this point. Mulder, however, surprised her by sitting down

in the armchair. “Dr. White. We’re just concerned about

you,” he stated. “Your students are concerned about you.”

Dr. White laughed and glowered darkly up at Brad. “Don’t

fool yourself. This boy only cares about his grades and

keeping me alive long enough to get them. He’d prop my

dead body up at his oral presentation if he thought it

would fool people.”

“That’s right,” Brad said too brightly. Having seen a

similar dynamic in the barrage of give-and-take insults

observed in the lab, Scully wondered if the students had

learned their caustic interchange from the older man.

“Well, Dr. White. It seems a concern of everyone right

now is that you might try to hurt yourself.” Mulder’s voice

was at its most mild and served, as it usually did, to calm

rather than excite the man. “Do you ever have any thoughts

of that nature?”

Dr. White raised his eyes to the ceiling and sighed heavily.

“My thoughts of that nature,” he began, “are of the most

existential variety, I assure you. I ponder life, therefore

I also ponder death.” His eyes narrowed at Scully, who stood

beside Mulder. “I ponder the tragedies of love. Note time’s

passage,” he advised darkly. “Be afraid.” He shifted his

malevolent gaze to Brad. “Be very afraid.”

“What do you mean by that?” Mulder asked carefully.

“Stop patronizing me!” he snarled. “Everyone hates to hear

my story,” he pronounced, eyes narrowing as he addressed

them. “So I won’t bore you with it. I’ve held my silence

for a very long time now. I’ve become a shadow of my former

self. A slothful metaphor of what I once was.”

In gesturing with his hand during this speech, he knocked

a bottle to the floor. A few drops of the last dregs of

wine spilled over the neck and dripped onto the rug. “You

know, Olivia used to say at our parties that I drank too

much,” he mused. “And now I’m a drunk. How appropriate, I

say.”

He stared down at the bottle for a second as if he

couldn’t bear to look at the other occupants of the room.

But when he raised his eyes, they were full of a terrible

certainty. “The complete absence of love is a void greater

than you can contemplate,” he said darkly.

His eyes passed over each of them and Scully saw a shine

to them that hadn’t been there before. “A void greater

than I hope either of you ever know.” He turned to Brad,

hovering in the doorway. “A void that my useless Don Juan

graduate student over there will definitely never know.”

He stared down again at the bottle. “Look at me,” he said

in disgust. “I’ve experienced the greatest fall possible.

From the height of success to complete failure. I had a

beautiful family,” he sighed. “Now I have no one. I used

to teach the brightest of young minds. Now, I’m surrounded

by incompetent pseudo-intellectuals. Morons of the lowest

order.”

“Takes one to know one,” Brad shot back hotly.

“See what I mean?” he appealed to Mulder as if he, alone,

might have the capability to understand his terrible

plight. “I’ll say this and then I’ll ask you to leave. I

don’t know why I’m here. And though I may hate where I

wound up, I know where I’m going.” He punched a finger in

Brad’s direction. “You should be so lucky.” He turned his

glare on them next. “And so should you both. But instead,

you won’t even know when your darkest moment arrives. It

will hit you like a wall and your life as you know it will

inexplicably be over. Wait and see how you deal with that

before you judge me.”

Under the old man’s dark glower, Mulder stood rather

quickly. “My apologies for wasting your time. We won’t

bother you any further, Dr. White.”

Scully managed to gain her feet and follow her partner’s

rather rapid exit from the house after getting in a rushed

“Sorry to have bothered you, Dr. White. Please take care

of yourself.” After sending one last scathing look in

Brad’s direction, she quickly followed in Mulder’s

footsteps. By the time she reached the door, he was

already making long strides toward the car.

She wasn’t surprised to feel a hand suddenly fall on her

arm and restrain her. As expected, she turned to see Brad

directly behind her.

“I’m sorry I didn’t call you back, Dr. Scully,” he

apologized. “I was a little embarrassed about my offer,

to be honest with you.”

“Forget it,” she snapped.

She was distracted from the young man’s earnest confession

by Mulder’s rather odd behavior. He’d climbed into the

passenger seat by now and was waiting for her, head bowed.

“So what do you say?” Brad attempted to regain her

attention.

“Excuse me…what?” She turned back and stared at the

young man without comprehension, having missed his words.

“About drinks…say, tomorrow maybe?” he proposed.

It took her a second to realize that, immediately after

apologizing, the young man was actually trying to repeat

his blunder and ask her out again. Talk about nerve! It

reminded her of some of the more arrogant male student’s

overconfident attempts to ask her out during her medical

school days.

“Thanks for the compliment, but I’d advise you to stick

with women your own age, Brad.” She’d almost said “maturity

level” but stopped herself in time. Her focus was on her

partner right now, sitting in the car and looking

distinctly uncomfortable. She gave the annoying young

student a little advice in parting. “If I were you, and if

you truly care about Dr. White staying alive, albeit for

your own selfish reasons, I’d clean up that house a bit and

get him into a rehab clinic, ASAP. He needs professional

help.”

Walking purposely away, she climbed in behind the wheel

and turned to Mulder.

Smiling weakly, he held out the keys. “Just drive, Scully.”

“Mulder…”

“Please, just drive. Unless you’d like to see me lose my

breakfast on the good professor’s lawn.”

She stuck the keys in the ignition and got them out of

there. He wasn’t kidding about the compulsion he was

feeling either. As soon as they were on a stretch of road

that featured a deserted stretch of vegetation, Mulder

asked her a little too desperately to pull over and half

jumped, half stumbled out of the car. Bending over a pile

of scrub brush, he lost whatever he’d managed to get into

his system that morning. It all happened so quickly that

he was half out of the car before she’d completely

stopped its movement. Throwing the gearshift into neutral

and yanking on the emergency brake, Scully sprinted over

to where Mulder crouched miserably, holding his stomach

with one hand and bracing himself against the ground

with the other.

He groaned when she put a hand tentatively on his back.

“I guess I should have taken that sick day,” he offered.

“Oh, Mulder…” She rubbed her hand soothingly over his

back, supporting his weight as he leaned miserably into

her. She could feel the heat of his body radiating against

her. “You’ve got a fever,” she observed. “I’m taking you

to a hospital.”

“No,” he said vehemently, straightening up slowly in order

to turn a fierce glare on her. “No hospital, Scully. It’s

just the damn flu, for God’s sake. Don’t overreact.”

They waited until he was sure he was through emptying the

contents of his stomach before they got back into the car.

Although a number of other vehicles drove by during this

whole ordeal, not one stopped to help or see if they were

okay, a rather sad statement about people’s unwillingness

to get involved in someone else’s troubles these days.

Back behind the wheel, Scully reluctantly pointed the car

in the direction of Mulder’s apartment rather than the

nearest hospital. “My car’s at the office,” he protested.

“I don’t care, Mulder. We’re closer to your place than we

are to the Bureau. You’re going home.”

Something was bothering Scully, but she couldn’t quite put

her finger on it. Mulder’s protests against going to a

hospital were reasonable. The flu was a virus and

therefore, there was really no medicine to treat it.

Antibiotics were only effective on bacterial infections.

And vaccines were only effective in preventing one from

getting a particular virus. But once contracted, there

really wasn’t much to do but wait a virus out.

Secondary supportive therapy to keep the body hydrated and

functioning at a level that allowed your immune system to

fight off the invader was really all that could be

utilized. She’d make him drink some juice once she got him

to bed. Even the strategy of getting a fever down with

analgesics had recently come into question, since fever

actually acted to boost the body’s immune system. But a

few aspirin might help him feel a little better.

She glanced over to see Mulder slumped miserably in the

seat, eyes tightly closed. And she couldn’t fight a sudden

foreboding. Despite her rationalizations that Mulder had

certainly fought off a lot worse than the flu, the feeling

wouldn’t leave her.

Reaching over, she closed her hand over his and squeezed

it. She told herself she meant this as a comfort, rather

than a check to make sure he was still conscious.

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Mulder walked unsteadily into the elevator of his

building. She kept a hand on his arm even as he tried to

shake it off. “I feel like crap,” he admitted. He eyed the

briefcase she was bringing up with her. “Plan on working

out of my home for the rest of the day, Scully?”

“I’m certainly not leaving you alone at the moment, Mulder.”

“I see.” He gave her a look. “I didn’t realize the flu

required twenty-four hour supervision by a doctor.”

“Who said anything about twenty-four hours? You’ll be

lucky to get two out of me, Mulder.” she shot back.

“I knew I was pushing my luck,” he grumbled. But his

heart wasn’t in it and his eyes were half-closed.

She got him up to his apartment and settled him on the

couch, covering him with the heavy wool blanket that lay

across the back of it. He promptly pushed that off him,

complaining, “It’s too hot, Scully.”

“Drop your pants then, Mulder,” she ordered on the way to

his bathroom.

“What?” his tone was indignant.

“You said you only had a rectal thermometer…”

“I was kidding!” he called out nervously.

She smiled when she came out, holding up the oral

thermometer she’d ultimately discovered in his medicine

cabinet. “You’re in luck, Mulder. Keep those pants on.”

He blew out a sigh of relief that quickly turned into an

uncontrollable cough. Forgetting about everything else for

the moment, she dropped down beside him in alarm. “Mulder!”

She could do nothing more than put a calming hand on his

back until the disturbing paroxysm was over. Maybe it was

no more than a leftover effect of the beating his lungs

had taken during his brush with the genetically-altered

tobacco beetles, she thought uneasily. But even as she

tried to convince herself of this, she knew she’d been

present at his latest test of pulmonary functioning, and

he’d been at one hundred percent.

He pushed weakly at her when he finally caught his breath

and fell back onto the couch, wincing. “I just need to

sleep for a bit, Scully. I’ll feel better, I promise.”

She went into the kitchen and poured him a glass of juice

with a less than steady hand, finding thankfully that it

was still within the suggested use date. Then she forced

him to drink at least half the glass, until his protests

became too much for her to override. After that, she took

his temperature and found the mercury wavering between 100

and 101 degrees. So she covered him with a sheet instead

of the blanket, which seemed both less offensive to him

and cooler. Mulder was fairly quiet through all this,

losing some of his high color as he relaxed. She finally

forced herself to stop fussing over him and move away from

his side so he might sleep.

Settling down at his desk with her briefcase, she kept a

wary eye on his breathing. Something continued to bother

her. A feeling that she was missing something. That

Mulder’s illness meant something.

“Mulder, when did you start to feel sick?” she asked

quietly.

“Saturday evening I started feeling pretty bad,” he mumbled

without opening his eyes. “After my run.”

She opened her briefcase, flipping past copies of their

latest expense report and the budget report until she got

down to Dr. White’s case file. She found herself lifting

the latter out and opening it. Her notes about the case

lay on top. Mostly information from the interviews with

the doctor and his graduate students.

What if Mulder was right about the students’ possible

activities? Curious, she flicked the on-switch of Mulder’s

computer. “You don’t mind if I use your computer?”

“Just don’t look at any of my bookmarks,” he muttered.

“What will I find? Some of those web sites you don’t look

at?” she asked innocently.

His response was unintelligible.

She felt suddenly compelled to find out more information

on Dr. White. The memory of his early work on one of the

hemorrhagic fevers, coupled with Mulder’s ridiculous

suspicions of the doctor’s students had her spooked. And

beyond the tragedy of Dr. White’s family described in the

file, his past was a mystery to her. It suddenly seemed

like a gross oversight that she hadn’t been serious enough

to research it more thoroughly. She had a horrible feeling

this oversight had been a critical mistake.

Going online, she called up Dr. Vincent White in the

Medarks database, requesting a listing of his past

publications. She quickly found his most prominent

publication, the creation of a successful vaccine. In

collaboration with a number of scientists, Dr. White had

worked on the Yellow Fever vaccine, one of the few

hemorrhagic fevers that now had a vaccine. It was

apparently his greatest lifetime achievement, albeit

shared with a number of other scientists. She continued

to scroll down the page and discovered that after his work

with Yellow Fever, his publications deviated toward a

different hemorrhagic virus, and took a turn into the

realm of ecology rather than the clinical.

Approximately thirty-three years ago, Dr. White had moved

into investigating the evolution of another hemorrhagic

fever known as hantavirus, along with the evolution of its

rodent host, Peromyscus, common name; the deer mouse.

She felt time stand still.

Grabbing up the file in her lap, she flipped back to her

notes. Mice…mice… her finger pointed an accusation at

the page. There it was. The genus of rodent Brad had

indicated to her that they were working with; Peromyscus.

The ‘cute’ little mouse. Her hands fairly flew over the

keyboard after that terrible moment.

The doctor’s first publication on the subject revealed

that he’d had a hand in being one of the first to identify

the various strains of hantavirus while under his DOD

contract. In fact, the rapid advances on the treatment of

the disease upon it’s discovery in the United States, were

due in great part to the strides made by the DOD research

in identifying and thoroughly investigating Old World

strains of the virus after they’d infected American

soldiers overseas.

Scully glanced over to where Mulder lay on the couch. The

students could not possibly be working with hantavirus, she

told herself. Surely, their use of the rodent vector was

due to Dr. White’s familiarity with this particular species

and its complement of species-specific mouse parasites. But

it seemed almost too much of a coincidence. She returned

with dread to her reading.

Hantavirus made a name for itself in a 1993 outbreak in

New Mexico that resulted in several fatalities within a

short period of time. The DOD’s knowledge and full

cooperation with scientists when these New World strains of

the virus were discovered had greatly enhanced the ability

of medical personnel to recognize and react to the danger.

But Dr. White’s research on the virus had stopped back in

1970. His last paper mostly pontificated upon the virus’s

evolution. Hantavirus was not a new virus, he pointed out.

Alleged references to the hantavirus pulmonary syndrome

could even be found in Native American folklore. Ancient

legend warned that if parents let mice live in their

dwelling, they would ‘take away the breath’ of their

children. The incident rate of infection, coupled with its

rather nondescript, flu-like symptoms, had contributed to

its going unidentified for centuries.

Mulder did not have hantavirus, she told herself. The idea

was nonsensical. Where would he have contracted it? She

felt a chill travel down her spine as she left Dr. White’s

publications in order to log on to the CDC website,

calling up the comprehensive fact sheet on hantavirus and

its symptoms. Scrolling frantically through the list, she

felt her terror mounting for each one that fit Mulder’s

profile.

According to the CDC, Mulder’s symptoms matched almost

exactly that of hantavirus pulmonary syndrome — fever,

fatigue, aching muscles in the back, thighs and

shoulders, followed in some portion of the cases by

headaches and gastrointestinal upset. Distinguishing itself

in the later stages with coughing and shortness of breath,

known as the ‘cardiopulmonary phase’ — the body reacted

as the lungs started to fill up with fluid. From there, the

disease progressed very rapidly. The shortness of breath

often led to acute respiratory distress, sometimes within

twenty-four hours, with a mortality rate of anywhere from

forty to eighty percent.

With a sinking feeling in her stomach, she turned to study

her partner. The shortest incubation period would put the

moment of infection back around Monday, when they were just

starting to look at this case. How could he possibly have

contracted it just sitting in the office reading about the

case? With a sinking feeling, she was reminded of Mulder’s

comments after checking the evidence from the case.

“Mulder, you said the Bureau had a rodent problem when you

went to look at that evidence on Monday,” she recalled,

keeping her mounting panic in check. “Why did you say

that?” she asked slowly.

He opened his eyes with apparent difficulty. “Does it

matter?” he muttered groggily. He rubbed at his eyes and

she remembered the bandage she’d put on his thumb.

“What was in the box you looked in for Dr. White’s case,

Mulder?” she repeated.

“Believe it or not, a bunch of dried mouse feces and one

very mummified rodent.” He studied her expression quietly.

“Don’t worry, Scully. I washed my hands afterward. There

were a couple vials at the bottom of the box. That’s what I

cut myself on. Lovely, hmmm?” he muttered. “I’ll let

Skinner know it’s time for a little de-con down there.” He

pushed at the sheet now and coughed again. “Is it hot in

here or what, Scully?”

She remembered the white rat outside Dr. White’s house.

“Did you touch anything in that lab or Dr. White’s house,

Mulder?”

“You were with me Scully. We both did.” He coughed again.

A hacking, wet-sounding cough.

According to the CDC web site, the primary cause of death

from HPS was excessive fluid in the lungs. The fluid leaked

from capillaries into the air sacs of the lungs. Autopsies

of infected patients had found lungs so severely fluid-

filled, they weighed twice as much as normal lungs.

He had opened one eye by this point and was studying her.

“What’s wrong, Scully?”

She couldn’t answer him. She was cold to the core.

Shoving the chair back, she grabbed her address book from

her briefcase and moved quickly over to the phone.

“Who are you calling?”

She heard the apprehension in his voice at her obvious

alarm. “Just hang on, Mulder,” she murmured. “And don’t

hate me. I’m calling the U.S. Army Medical Research

Institute of Infectious diseases in Bethesda. Stay calm.

They’re the closest place to have a BSL-4 lab and a

quarantine facility. One we’ve both visited before, I might

add.” She drummed her fingers impatiently on the desk as

she waited for the dial tone. “I take back everything I

said about the impossibility of something illegal going on

in Dr. White’s lab.” She knew she was babbling in an

attempt to control her fear, but Mulder seemed to be

gaining a fairly good grasp of what was going on. “As

usual, you may be right, Mulder.”

“Why does that not feel very satisfying right now?” he

croaked.

Her fingers punched the numbers frantically. When she’d

finished dialing, she turned to give him a tight smile.

“Okay. You’re always right. How’s that for satisfying?

Where’s the closest place you’ve ever seen anyone land a

helicopter around here, Mulder?” Her eyes locked on his.

The phone was ringing on the other end.

He stared at her. “Tell me you’re kidding.” She couldn’t

keep the truth from him. His eyes turned serious at the

expression in hers. “It’s bad, isn’t it?” When she didn’t

answer, she heard him say the phrase, “It must be bad,”

for the second time that year.

She fought back the tears that threatened and nodded.

“You’re coming with me, right, Scully?”

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world, Mulder,” she said

around the tightness in her throat.

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The helicopter blades created a wind tunnel-like effect.

She had never liked flying, and helicopters were a

particularly unpalatable option to her. This one was huge.

It seemed the Army could never make do with a normal-sized

aircraft, and the one sitting on the Alexandria high school

soccer field was mammoth.

There was a crowd of long-distance spectators, held well

back from the vehicle that had delivered them to the field.

One of the MP’s took her arm as she ran alongside Mulder’s

prone form on the stretcher. She would have shaken the man

off, but his assistance was necessary for her to climb up

into the flying bulk and she cursed her height-challenged

genes instead as she accepted the help.

Mulder was ash-pale under the oxygen mask before take-off,

and all she could offer him was eye-contact and the grip of

her hand as she perched near his side. “Just relax, Mulder.

We should be there within half an hour. We’ve got plenty of

time.”

Mulder’s only response was to squeeze her hand, the effort

of which seemed to send him into another paroxysm of

coughing. To her horror, by the time it was over, blood

had sprayed the inside of the oxygen mask with the violence

of his cough. She noted that it was only a nosebleed without

any sense of relief. Nosebleeds brought unpleasant memories

for both herself and Mulder, as well as a mounting sense of

helplessness and terror.

The emergency crew and MPs around them were masked and

gloved, as was she. They changed the oxygen mask and mopped

up the blood, putting everything into biohazard bags and

securing Mulder’s stretcher as the helicopter lifted into

the air. The same MP who’d helped her into the craft

indicated a seat that she could strap herself into before

take-off, but she shook her head vehemently and stayed

beside Mulder, holding tightly to his hand.

It was a very long, unpleasant ride.

Once at USAMRIID, the bustle of uniforms was everywhere

and at some point, despite her reluctance, she was

separated from Mulder while they insisted on testing her

for the virus.

Just as she expected, she was asked to strip down and

shower. Afterward, she was given scrubs and locked in a

bio-containment room. They drew blood and checked her

vitals, despite her insistence that she was fairly certain

she had not contracted the virus. Finally, after numerous

protests, she was delivered into the company of one of the

doctors.

He introduced himself as Dr. Compton. “Just relax, Dr.

Scully,” he said. “If it is hantavirus, the presence of

its RNA is relatively easy for us to detect using reverse-

transcription polymerase chain reaction. As you no doubt

know, it’s a very rapid early detection method and allows

us to get out all our guns and lick the thing before it

does too much damage.”

She didn’t care at the moment how it was detected. She

didn’t care about the Army’s ‘guns’. “How is my partner?”

she demanded.

He assessed her closely. “I’d say you made the right call.

He’s definitely got the full complement of symptoms, but

let’s not get too worried yet. It’s far more likely to be

something much more common. For example, Aspergillosis,

Cytomegalovirus, or even the flu would be a more likely

diagnosis at this point. We’ll know within the hour. Why

don’t we wait for the results before we get too excited?”

“Waiting could be dangerous. There’s a high likelihood

that Dr. Vincent White is experimenting with hantavirus if

my partner has it. And I’d like to see Agent Mulder

immediately to check on his condition myself, if you don’t

mind.”

He gave her a tight smile that was entirely too pacifying.

“If that’s the case, Agent Scully, what you *need* to do

right now is to speak to the officials we have here waiting

to investigate this situation. Don’t worry. We’re taking

good care of your partner.” He was military all the way

through and although Scully didn’t like it, there was

procedure to follow here before she would be allowed to

address the more personal.

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She sat impatiently through the debriefing process while

separated by plexiglass for the safety of the interviewers.

A number of Department of Defense officers — whose wrath

was about to come down via joint cooperation between the

DOD, the Center for Disease Control, the Army and the

National Guard on Dr. Vincent White and his students —

listened soberly to her tale. The DOD had files on Dr.

White that seemed slightly more extensive than the solitary

file she and Mulder had been using. She informed them about

the evidence box at the FBI, which was the most obvious

place for Mulder to have contracted the virus, given the

incubation period of the disease. She urged them to contact

Assistant Director Skinner and contain the threat at that

location as well as Dr. White’s laboratory and house.

They didn’t appear to need much convincing.

“If you don’t mind my asking, did Dr. White have the

technology thirty years ago to preserve a viral specimen

for that a period of time?” she demanded boldly.

“I’m afraid that, yes, he did have access to that

technology,” said a man who’d introduced himself as General

Lowell. “But I can’t discuss that matter any further with

you.”

The group of men conferred in murmurs in the corner for a

bit and finally, one came back to thank her for her time

and wish her the best. They began to file out, obviously

abandoning her to the doctors and her fate.

She interrupted their exit. “Excuse me…”

General Lowell, the man obviously in charge of the group,

as well as being the only one to have given her his name,

turned back to regard her. He reminded her vaguely of her

father, but the resemblance was more due to his military

bearing than to his physical appearance. With a crewcut of

severely shorn white hair, he was thin in a hard sort of

way, with the look of an older man who kept himself in

shape for any form of mortal combat that might arise.

Walking over, he stood tall before the sheet of plexiglass

between them. He had at least a foot on her in height.

“How can I help you, Agent Scully?” The tinny sound of his

voice through the speakers was unnerving. It dehumanized

him and made his voice seem almost robotic.

“I’d just like to know why the case was closed by your

department,” she remarked. “Was it ever solved? And what

virus was it exactly that killed Dr. White’s family?”

He scowled briefly before giving her a curt nod. “The case

was closed because the theft was done *by* Dr. White. And

as for who killed Dr. White’s family, he did, in my

opinion,” he stated coldly, his eyes hard as agate. “And

yes, it was a strain of hantavirus that killed them. I’m

afraid that’s all I can tell you. I’m also going to insist

that you forget about this case. Worry about your partner’s

condition instead. We’ll be handling it from here on

out.”

Was that a threat, she wondered? At something in her

return look, he scowled and added, “That’s an order, Agent

Scully.” Turning on his heel, he walked away from her.

Scully turned abruptly away from the window, forcing her

anger at the situation down to that place where she

contained it for her own sanity. “My partner?” she said

impatiently to the MP at the door.

“This way, Agent Scully,” the young man answered.

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The guard, who stood at least 6’4″, and was heavily armed

and in full military uniform, led her down a long hallway.

As she padded beside him on slippered feet, she felt

ineffectual and small. Stripped of her weapon, she was

nearly helpless. To make matters worse, being exhausted

from the ordeal and dressed only in scrubs reminded her

of unpleasant, sleep-deprived nights during her short

stint as a hospital intern. Her discomfort during that

time had been one of the deciding factors in her

unconventional choice of career.

The MP delivered her to a fully functioning, state of

the art ICU area, staffed by nurses who looked more like

soldiers. It was occupied by only one patient.

Mulder.

As she entered the room, Mulder turned his head and,

recognizing his visitor, attempted a smile that looked

more like a grimace to her. Hooked up to every conceivable

monitor, he looked surprisingly healthy.

She approached the bed and took his hand.

They stayed like that for a minute. He took a breath that

sounded like it hurt. “Hantavirus, huh?”

She nodded.

“What have I got to look forward to?” he asked. “It’s good

to be prepared, I always say.” His voice was rough and he

coughed with the effort of his question.

She put a hand on his chest and left it there, trying to

calm him with her presence. “You’re going to be fine,

Mulder.”

“Why is that not very reassuring?” he mused.

She sighed. “You might find it starting to get difficult

to breathe. If it does, just let me know.” She threaded her

fingers through the hand she held onto. “We’ll give you an

oxygen mask. That might help make it a little easier. At

the worst, we may need to put you on respiratory therapy

for a bit,” she offered.

“By respiratory therapy, I’m assuming you mean I could go

into respiratory failure?”

“That’s a remote possibility,” she answered reluctantly.

He stared at her. “Please tell me you’re kidding.”

“I’m sorry, Mulder.” She squeezed his hand. “But you’ve

got very good odds against that.”

“Not again,” he said. “I’m not going to have any lungs

left,” he moaned.

“Mulder…” she said quietly.

“Agent Fox Mulder, the lungless wonder…”

“Mulder…”

“If you pump me full of nicotine again, I swear I’ll shoot

you, Scully.”

She forced a smile and brushed her hand lightly over his

forehead, running her fingers along his hairline and

pushing errant strands back. “You’re right smack in the

middle of the Department of Defense, Mulder. They know more

about hantavirus than anywhere else in the world. And we

caught it early, thanks to you.”

He grinned at her. “Take your share of the credit, Scully.

Believe me, I would *never* have suggested coming here. I’d

have held out for Atlanta.”

She smiled and let her fingers slide down to rest along

his jawline, leaning forward far enough to not be heard

by the nurses. “I would have preferred the CDC myself,

Mulder,” she whispered.

“The nurses are better looking there,” he offered.

“Speak for yourself.”

He closed his eyes and smiled slightly. With the closer

proximity, she could hear the rattle and wheeze of air

moving in and out of his already congested lungs. She

watched him wince as he fought for the next inhalation.

When the brawny military nurse came in next, Scully asked

for a chair and was treated to folding metal at its finest.

She and Mulder both stared at the proffered seating

arrangement for a minute after he left.

“There’s plenty of room up here on the bed, Scully,”

Mulder said finally, patting the space near his hip.

“Thanks.” She was exhausted from the ordeal, but obviously

she wasn’t going to be catching any sleep here. She perched

on the bed beside Mulder and settled in for an extended

period of discomfort. When she saw him smile at her

proximity, it was worth it.

“Aren’t you worried about getting it?” he asked.

“Person-to-person contact is a highly unlikely mode of

transmission.”

“How’d I get it?”

“Well, my theory is that the virus was preserved in the

evidence box for some unconscionable reason,” Scully began.

“Although it seems unlikely it could have been dormant this

long and survived. The drying conditions needed to have

been just right. Anyway, the DOD is currently investigating

the situation without our help, thank you very much.”

“Skinner’s going to love this,” Mulder observed.

“Mulder, never, never, never again stir up a pile of dried

mouse feces and breathe at the same time…promise me.” She

gave him a stern look. “And for God’s sake, try not to ever

again introduce what was probably a vial containing

preserved virions into your bloodstream.” She held up his

hand, which was currently sporting the apparatus to monitor

his pulse as well as an I.V. line, and looked pointedly at

his thumb.

“Point taken,” Mulder sighed. “Just don’t tell me I should

have known better.”

“You should have known better, Mulder.”

He laughed weakly. “That’s what I love about you, Scully.

You never take any crap from me.”

“Mulder,” she said slowly. “Sometimes, I feel like that’s

all I do.”

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EPILOGUE

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“That’s right,” said the Queen, patting her on the head,

which Alice didn’t like at all: “though, when you say

‘garden’ – *I’ve* seen gardens, compared with which this

would be a wilderness.”

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

December 22

Falls Church, Virginia

He’d never suspected his students of stealing his old

research notes. Nor had he imagined them replicating his

old experiments to compare the original strain of the

virus with a current strain to see what course evolution

had taken. Finally, he could not conceive of how they’d

figured out that it had been he who’d stolen the original

strain from the lab in the first place and carefully

preserved it in his own home.

Perhaps he’d told Brad in some drunken stupor. The boy had

always been stopping by, ‘just to check up on him.’

This oversight was a new low for him.

The house he currently resided in had seen more visitors

in the past five days than it had since he’d moved here.

They’d cleaned out half his belongings. His lab and

university job were gone. His three graduate students had

also been dismissed by the university and were now being

‘detained’ by the Department of Defense.

He was unable to be concerned about the fate of the

students. No doubt the DOD would find some use for them.

In fact, they’d probably give the three jobs. Certainly,

they’d proven to have a certain aptitude for viral

research. The government officials had already confiscated

everything having to do with the students’ experiment. And

with the care the DOD took in dismantling the lab, he knew

that the three must have been on to something and was

certain their research would be continued in some form.

All the loose ends were being taken care of.

Including himself.

General Lowell stood uneasily in his living room. Vincent

wasn’t sure why he was still in his home, having lost both

his job and what was left of his reputation. He’d expected

to be arrested along with his students, so he was grateful

for this one last chance his old colleague was giving him

to make things right.

“I’m asking you to cooperate, Vincent,” the General said

soberly. “For the sake of national security.” When Vincent

didn’t answer he made a noise of disgust. “You stole this

virus back when you believed the world should know about

the reality of biological weapons. He grimaced at the

squalor around him, standing tall and aloof from it.

Glaring down at his old colleague. “Was it worth it,

Vincent?” he demanded gruffly. “What exactly did you

accomplish?”

“You tell me, Jack. What did I accomplish?”

His earliest research with Jack Lowell had determined

that hantavirus had an ancient association with its host,

co-evolving and co-speciating with the rodents. In fact,

virus and rodent had been seemingly been living happily

together for thousands of years. Other colleagues had

found evidence that genetic relationships among the

various hantaviruses paralleled the genetic relationships

among their rodent hosts. A mutually beneficial

partnership. Two entities, living together as one.

Then came the Red Queen hypothesis. And the start of his

terrible project.

He had taken a partnership between two creatures and created

a completely different scenario. Under the auspices of the

DOD, he’d showed that while hantavirus had the capacity to

co-evolve with its rodent host, it could also mutate and

evolve against it. These more deadly strains did prove to

have higher survival rates, as well as become more and

more detrimental to their rodent hosts. He’d been able

to decimate whole colonies of mice with these deadlier

strains.

“At one time, Jack, I was actually proud of what I’d

created. At one time, I thought I could control it,” he

stated.

“We were able to control it, Vincent. We are controlling

it.” The General stood staring down at his slump on the

couch disdainfully. “You’re the one out of control.”

“Well, there’s no one left for you to control me with,

Jack. I care about no one.”

“Your students?”

Vincent laughed without humor. “My students were imbeciles

to recreate this monster. Their foolishness has only

repeated my own folly. They’re welcome to pay whatever

price it exacts from them.” He picked up the wine bottle

and took another defiant swig. Jack Lowell grimaced in

disgust.

“As for that FBI agent you’re so worked up about, I have no

idea how he contracted the virus. Nor do I care at this

point.” It could have been a number of scenarios, he knew.

His biologically created strain had a shorter incubation

period than its more well-known counterpart. But his

research had never ended up published so this fact was

virtually unknown.

“You’re a fool, Vincent,” the man before him said

contemptuously.

Yes, he was a fool. He had violated nature. The strain

he’d created hadn’t emerged through any natural mutation,

nor had it come about through the medium of ecological

disturbance that usually served to cause an outbreak by

bringing infected rodents into closer contact with man.

His strain had been manufactured in the labs of the

Department of Defense. The mutation had occurred within

the laboratory. It had never been a natural setting, but

rather Man, altering nature to suit his own purposes.

Ah, but this was never a good idea.

He recalled how angry he’d been when he first learned how

his research was to be used. There’d been a short period

during which he’d talked to one too many people about his

moral quandary. He’d even mentioned his desire to his good

friend, Jack Lowell — a desire to expose his unsuspecting

role in creating one of the first terrible anomalies in

the government’s biological arsenal.

Then came the sudden and stunning loss of Olivia and all

of his beautiful children.

Oh God…

Thirty years later and he was still pleading with a God

he no longer believed in to deliver him from this fate.

He’d been devastated by the deaths of his family. To the

perpetrators, it had been no more than a warning.

A warning that had worked too well. Any incentive to bring

down the project had died with his family. The government’s

culpability could not be proven. He could never determine

how Matthew had contracted the virus. And although he’d

suspected the DOD, they’d held him fully responsible,

blaming him for the deaths of his family and quietly

letting him go from their employ after that.

His mistake…

Had it been his?

The last bit of incentive for revenge had been numbed by

his guilt and an extremely rapid descent into alcoholism

in order to escape the nightmare his life had become. The

loss of his family had weighed him down for thirty years

now. What would their collective weight have been, he

wondered? Somewhere around two hundred and eighty pounds

of flesh altogether. His beloved dead family.

Oh, but his thoughts were morbid and not fit for this

world.

In the end, he’d never had the conviction to expose the

research because he was never able to find himself fully

blameless. He sometimes wondered now if perhaps he *had*

unknowingly infected little Matthew. Some days, he could

almost convince himself of this. On these days, he

considered having the virus serve as the vehicle of his

own death as well, a fitting tribute to his family’s

suffering, but he was never able to infect himself. He

wasn’t brave enough for that and was afraid of

contaminating others.

He’d always been weak. And the worst failing of this

damnable weakness within his character was his dogged

but hopeless persistence in life.

He took a long last swig of wine, feeling drowsy. General

Lowell shook his head in disgust. “I’ll be back in an hour,

Vincent. Pack a bag and be ready. You’re going away for a

while.”

The General left, the sound of the door slamming shut and

the lock snicking into place seemed loud in the silence

that ensued. Opportunity was knocking. Vincent took the

syringe out of the drawer beside him. Carefully, he

injected the lidocaine that Brad Palmer had been kind

and unwitting enough to supply him with. It had been a

request that Brad had readily fulfilled. What harm could

a little local anesthetic do? No doubt that was what the

idiotic boy told himself. What was a little numbness? As

long as his advisor was still able to sign a thesis it

shouldn’t be a problem.

Fool.

They were all fools — including himself.

No one could begin to imagine the terrible guilt he bore.

He injected the drug into the skin of both wrists. Even

now, Vincent still wasn’t brave enough to die in the

painful manner his family had.

After the mistakes he’d made in his too-long life, he had

no illusions that he would be allowed to join his long-lost

family in a better place. He even considered Hell too good

for himself. He’d never fought for anything his entire

life. He had only endured. He was a weak, ineffectual man.

Even his choice of a painless suicide showed his lack of

spine. He had no visions of eternal pardon.

He had nothing.

His wrists were completely numb by the time he took the

scalpel out of its packaging. A picture of his family was

propped on the end table near him. Around him, the house

seemed haunted by the ghosts of his family. Not malicious

apparitions, but sad reminders of his lost soul floating

in the images wavering before him.

Dear Olivia, he thought. My love. My apologies…

He felt as if this were the bravest thing he’d ever done.

And quite possibly the weakest. All his life, he’d shirked

the discomfort of taking a stand. Ironically, this final

stand made that very same ambiguous statement about his

life.

After the cuts, there was a deluge of red. A brighter red

than the two bottles of wine he’d overloaded his system

with in preparation for this moment. Numb all over, he

watched his life flow out, a surreal river of blood

spilling onto the carpet. He deserved pain for what he’d

done. He deserved an awful, tortured death. Not this

numbed and quiet weakening.

He turned his head toward the photograph propped on the

coffee table. Away from painless red spill.

My family, he thought. Lost. My capacity for love. Lost.

The house stood behind them in the picture, a pleasant

sentry. The garden surrounded them, spilling colors over

their feet. Flowers in all the hues of a rainbow. Yellows

to pinks, fushia merging into purple, shades of blue, lush

greens, red…oh, red everywhere… and then white…

So white…

Matthew was laughing, reaching out in the photo for his

father’s hand.

“Dearest Matthew, my apologies…”

His final words in life contained no more than this

eternal plea for forgiveness.

His life, lost.

And out in Dr. Vincent White’s garbage bin, a white

laboratory rat was finishing a free lunch. It took a

minute to carefully wash its whiskers of the refuse with

two tiny pink paws before it leapt out of the bin and

scurried off into the woods behind the house.

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The Red Queen shook her head. “You may call it ‘nonsense’

if you like,” she said, “but *I’ve* heard nonsense,

compared with which that would be as sensible as a

dictionary!”

~Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll~

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December 22

Georgetown, Washington, D.C.

“Make yourself at home, Mulder.”

She turned to watch her partner shuffle over to her couch

as she set his overnight bag just inside her room. “Are you

hungry?”

“Only if it’s more of that yummy green jello.”

Unbelievably, the USMARIID facility had released Mulder

earlier than they’d planned. After an unprecedented and

fairly rapid recovery, and with Scully’s sign-off on

enforcing his convalescence, the Army washed their hands

of them both.

“Did I call them Scrooges?” Mulder asked in mock horror

when he learned the date. “I take it back.”

It was two days before Christmas Eve. Scully was

determined that they would make the most of the holiday,

despite the events leading up to it and Mulder’s currently

weakened state of health. At the very least, her partner

would enjoy a warm meal and not be alone this Christmas.

He spotted the tree at that moment.

Scully watched as he stopped and stared at it for a

minute, all pinpoint lights and star-shaped ornaments.

Still weak from his ordeal, he lowered himself onto the

couch, his eyes holding the vision even after he’d settled.

She crossed the room and perched beside him. They were

quiet for a second together. “Do you like it?” she finally

asked.

He turned and smiled. “Is this my Christmas present?”

She nodded.

He pointed to the presents visible under the tree and

looked crestfallen. “I didn’t exactly have time to get

you anything, Scully.”

“Yes you did, Mulder,” she said quietly, patting his

thigh. “You’re still here. That’s enough.”

“No, it’s not.”

Yes, it is.”

He took a deep, cleansing breath. “What I want to know

is why I recovered so quickly.”

“Mulder, I wouldn’t call that quick. You were unconscious

and on the respirator for at least twenty-four hours. And

you’ve been hospitalized for five days.”

He looked unconvinced. She didn’t voice her own

suspicions, including the existence of a few drugs the

doctors had given him whose names she’d been unable to

identify.

“According to the doctors there,” she continued, “if

someone survives the cardiopulmonary phase of the disease,

they usually recover quite rapidly.”

“I’d say ‘rapid’ is an understatement. I feel pretty good

for being at death’s door two days ago, Scully.”

How this had happened didn’t matter, she decided. Mulder

was recovering and they were together. What more could they

ask the Fates for this year?

“Well, at least I’m not the lungless wonder,” he mused when

no explanation was forthcoming from her.

“Nope.” She grinned. “No circus sideshows for you.”

He gave voice to the suspicions that mirrored her own.

“All I’ve got to say is that the DOD must have some *very*

good drugs, Scully.”

“Yes, they must have.”

“How about how I contracted it? Did we figure that out?”

She sighed and dampened her frustration with the answer

she was about to give him. “‘We,'” she emphasized the word,

“were not allowed to figure anything out. The DOD said that

the vials found in the evidence box did, in fact, contain

hantavirus. They don’t know how the virus got placed into

the FBI evidence archives. They claim that the FBI must

have originally done so before the DOD took over the case,

not realizing what they’d confiscated.”

“Right. Pretty stupid mistake, don’t you think? What’d

Skinner say?”

“After they found hantavirus in the Hoover Building?” she

asked incredulously. “Take a guess, Mulder.”

He stared at the tree again, his expression turning

contemplative. “Okay. What happened to Dr. White,

Scully? I know you’re not telling me something.”

She wasn’t completely sure why she’d been withholding the

news she’d received that morning. But she knew the topic

of suicide was a sensitive one for Mulder as well as

herself right now. And though there seemed to be few

parallels between the virologist’s end and that of

Mulder’s mother, she also knew Mulder would end up

blaming himself in some small way, no matter how

unreasonable this may be. He took their cases to heart,

sometimes a bit too much so. Suicide was very common

around the holidays and certainly it wasn’t unexpected

in Dr. White’s case. But she felt her own twinges of guilt

for not doing more for the sad professor. And if she felt

that way, certainly Mulder would also. She’d wanted to at

least wait until he was feeling a little stronger before

giving him the news, but he deserved the truth.

“He committed suicide early this morning, Mulder,” she

said quietly. “He left a note, apologizing to his family.

But no details as to what caused their deaths or anything

about the theft his work.”

“Oh.” That was all he said. The silence between them was

palpable. He squinted at the tree. “You know, if you do

this right, the lights really do look like stars.”

“Mulder, I’m sorry.” It seemed a stupid thing to say. He

didn’t reply. Beside him, she followed his example and

squinted at the tree. He was right, she thought with some

wonder. The room sparkled like a sky full of stars. She

opened her eyes wide again. “I do think the DOD is

covering something up about his death, Mulder. In fact,

I’m sure of it.”

“Scully!” His melancholy turned into obvious pleasure at

this statement. He faced to her with a faint grin, but

sobered quickly at her more serious expression. Turning

back to the tree, he tilted his head for a more thoughtful

perusal. “I hate to disrupt your delightful, newfound

paranoia,” he finally remarked, “but in this particular

case, I don’t believe there was any foul play. Just the

last nail in a coffin the good doctor has been building

for himself for a while.” He paused, deep in thought.

“You can’t really blame him for what he did,” he commented

finally. “He lost everyone he cared about.”

The words chilled her. “I disagree. That’s no excuse for

what he did, Mulder.”

Mulder shrugged. “Regardless of whether or not he’s

excused for his actions,” he said slowly, “he was

obviously in a great deal of pain.”

Regretting her impulsive comment immediately, she reached

over and covered his hand with her own. “I didn’t mean to

condemn him for his actions, Mulder. You know that. I just

can’t condone them. And as for whether he’s excused for

them, I don’t think that’s up to me.” She squeezed his hand

and let her fingers tangle with his. The action silenced

both of them, and they stared down at where their hands lay

entwined on his thigh. He rubbed the rough pad of his thumb

over the back of hers. It mesmerized her.

“What happened to his graduate students?” he asked,

electing to change the topic rather than focus on one

that was still a tender, healing wound for them both.

“Supposedly arrested, but I never heard anything after

that. ‘Classified’ is the explanation I was given. And

believe me, that one word is all we’re going to get,

Mulder. The DOD made that pretty clear to me. I have no

idea whether those students are sitting in a jail cell

somewhere or walking away from all this scot free.”

“Or chained to a lab bench somewhere, finishing their

experiments, compliments of the DOD.” Mulder remarked.

“Case closed, huh?” He looked tired suddenly. Leaning

his head back against the couch, he closed his eyes

and sighed. “Looks like the return of our old friend,

lack of closure, Scully.”

“We tried, Mulder. And truly, I think this case was

resolved a long time ago by the Department of Defense.

Albeit unsatisfactorily. As for the current illegal

activities of Dr. White’s students, at least we stopped

those before they got out of hand and caused an epidemic

on campus. Take heart in that.”

“Not a very satisfying resolution,” he remarked.

Her heart ached for this man. But she stood, having

determined that they’d had quite enough of viruses and

suicides. She was ready to erase this case from her

thoughts and attempt to enjoy the holiday. She hoped

she could entice Mulder to do the same.

“You need to eat, Mulder,” she insisted. “And you need to

rest.” She moved around the couch to stand behind him. “And

you need to keep me company for at least an attempt at

Christmas dinner. Not to mention, watch Steel Magnolias at

some point with me.” At his groan, she leaned down and

dropped a light kiss onto his forehead.

He let his head fall back onto the couch and opening his

eyes, stared up at her. And she contemplated with some

wonder the amazing inner strength of this man before her.

Placing the palm of her hand against his forehead where

her lips had just graced, she found his skin warm under her

hand, but not feverish. Sliding her hands around to frame

his face, she held him in place as she studied him. He

returned her gaze openly, showing too much of his soul,

as he always did.

“Right now, you need to eat some chicken soup. How does

that sound?” Giving him a small smile, she started to pull

away, still adjusting to the increasing familiarity within

their relationship. Seemingly of its own volition, one hand

strayed back to idly stroke his cheek until he returned her

smile, closing his eyes under her touch.

“Better than jello,” he murmured.

Reluctantly, she stopped the caress, letting her hand fall

lightly away. In the doorway of the kitchen, she paused to

cast a thoughtful look back at her partner. He was staring

again at the tree with an unreadable expression. She wondered

how long it had been since Mulder had a Christmas tree,

assuming he’d ever had one with his less than nurtured

upbringing.

He must have sensed her watching him because he turned

slightly and grinned. “Thanks, Scully.”

She answered with a smile of her own. “For you,

Mulder…the world.” And of course, the stars, in

whatever earthly form she could find them.

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THE END

AUTHOR’S NOTES: Most of the viral information for this

story was obtained from textbooks, scientific journals,

the CDC website, and my own limited experience. Any

liberties taken with it are my own, although I’ve tried

very hard to stick to facts. However, Dr. Vincent White

had absolutely nothing to do with developing the vaccine

for Yellow Fever or working with the DOD to identify the

first strains of hantavirus — those real life

distinctions belong to other scientists. That said,

Moose and Squirrel don’t really exist either 😉 Okay,

okay…just kidding! *g* I will admit that details about

the George Mason University were mostly fabricated. Though

it does exist, I’ve never been there and apologize for any

errors present in its portrayal.

The Red Queen Hypothesis is a “real live” scientific

hypothesis proposed in 1973 by ecologist Leigh Van Valen

of the University of Chicago, who described host-parasite

interactions as a kind of biological arms race. He named

the hypothesis after the Red Queen in Lewis Carroll’s

“Through the Looking Glass” who says, “Now, here, you

see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the

same place.”

Freak

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TITLE: Freak

INFO: Written for I Made This Productions VS8

Author: Ursula Luxem

E-Mail: mmckenzie@dll-lever.com

Rating: PG

Category: X, A

Spoilers: None

Archive: Only with permission from author.

Gossamer/Xemplary OK.

Disclaimer: All characters from the X-Files are the

property of Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox

Television Network. All other characters belong to the

author.

Summary: Is it possible one man can be cursed? Or do

we make our own fate by expecting — and eventually

receiving — the worst from ourselves?

Thanks to Connie for beta reading and editing.

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“By the pricking of my thumbs,

Something wicked this way comes.”

— Shakespeare, ‘Macbeth’

Prologue

Washington, D.C.

Nov. 20, 1:10 a.m.

She was captivating: pale under the moonlight, possessing

an audacious nature, blessed with the vivacious curves of a

mature woman, yet sleek as any athlete.

Her name was Zelda.

Nothing was too good for Zelda. Her man took her

everywhere, be it exotic, or mundane. He made sure she

never went without. Tonight, it was a club, trendy and

tucked away on a quiet D.C. back street.

She may have been parked outside, but Zelda still embodied

the peak of perfection — from her precisely timed engine

to her gleaming chrome hubcaps. Now, as always, the white

1959 Thunderbird hardtop stood silent witness to her

owner’s misfortunes.

Quentin Skase leaned on his treasure for support and

comfort. Zelda was solid. Zelda was steadfast. Zelda would

never leave him. Quentin’s brown eyes, graced with

impossible to resist long lashes, flicked from the car to

the woman as he pleaded with his girlfriend. “Don’t go. We

can talk about this, Lucy…”

“Nothing more to say, Que. It’s over.” Lucy was an

striking Chinese woman. Her jet hair swayed like silk as

she tipped her head to study the man with whom she’d spent

the past 12 months. He was tall, always stood straight, and

was always impeccably groomed. In fact, she considered the

fastidiousness of the man a curse. At first it had been

endearing. Now, it just rankled. “It’s over, Quentin,” she

repeated.

“Don’t talk like that.” Quentin’s voice began to crack

under the strain. “We can work things out.”

Lucy shook her head. “I can’t take it anymore. It’s too

much. You expect everything to be perfect. The housework

needs doing a special way … my clothes are never quite

right… nothing is arranged properly in the bathroom

cabinets…” she waved a hand at the Thunderbird. “That

damn car always needs washing… tuning… polishing…

burping.”

He made a move to take her hand, but she backed away.

“Please… don’t do this, Lucy.”

She gave a sigh, and her bloodshot eyes told the real

story. “It’s over, Que. I’m not perfect, and I’m not going

to be. To tell you the truth, I don’t even want to be.”

His pleading brown eyes met hers, and for the briefest of

moments he thought perhaps she would give in. He gave a

tentative smile. “You’re perfect to me, Lucy…”

“That’s just the problem, Que. I’m not. Nothing and no one

ever is.”

“We have to make sure everything is perfect… as perfect

as it can be,” he amended, “Once we’re married–”

Lucy’s eyes widened. “Married? Us? Ha! Why don’t you marry

the damn car!” She kicked one freshly blacked T-Bird cross-

ply radial, then turned and stalked off, crossing to the

opposite side of the street in her haste.

Skase bent to inspect any damage she may have caused, and

scowled at the scuff mark left by her foot. He straightened

and watched her departure; heard the clack of her heels

echoing in the lonely street. His expression grew darker by

the second. “You can’t just walk away from me, Lucy,” he

called, “No one walks away from me!”

Lucy turned. The streetlights caressed the red silk of her

dress. She stared back at him. The faint sound of music

from the club opposite drifted into the street, reduced to

little more than a primitive rhythm.

The T-Bird’s front grill mocked them both. Chrome teeth

flashed with the misplaced superiority of a mistress. Skase

placed a steadying hand on the front fender.

Lucy whirled, and walked away from Quentin Skase for the

last time.

“Lucy!”

High in the sky, a new star appeared. She wouldn’t walk

away from him again.

Washington D.C.

Nov. 20, 1:15 a.m.

The road ahead unraveled like dropped ribbon, damp and

glittering under car headlights. Scully slowly awoke to the

soft drone of the radio, and the faint rumble of tires as

the car carried them back towards D.C.

The Beltway was unusually clear, even for so late at

night. Mulder’s lead foot made the best of it. He glanced

in his partner’s direction. “Welcome back, Sleeping Beauty.”

“I was just resting my eyes.” Scully peered ahead,

surprised to find them so close to home.

“Well, I’m sure they’re well rested.” Mulder’s lips curved

into a grin.

With a slight smile of attrition, Scully stretched her

limbs as far as the cramped front seat of the Ford would

allow, then glanced at her watch. 1:15 a.m. “It’s late.

Skinner wants his report first thing tomorrow.”

“Skinner wants everything immediately. I don’t see what’s

so important about another damn seminar. Interview

techniques, indeed… I’m too old a dog for learning new

tricks.”

Scully glanced over at him. “You look beat, Mulder. My

place is closer. Stay there tonight, you’ll be able to

squeeze in a few extra hours sleep.”

Mulder raised an eyebrow. “Best offer I’ve had in a long

time, Scully.”

“Oh?” Scully gave a slight grin, “Now I know you don’t get

out enough–” From the corner of her eye, she caught a

flash of blue light from high in the sky. It turned to red,

then white, expanding by the second. She blinked and looked

again. It was still there, and growing.

“What the…?” Mulder leaned forward, peering upward

through the windshield. By the time he spoke again, the

object was a brilliant fireball, streaking across the sky.

“What the hell is that?” He slowed the car, more interested

in the mysterious object than driving technique. “Plane?”

“Meteor?” Even as Scully suggested it, she was ruling it

out. Burning shrapnel peeled from the object, creating a

fireworks display to rival the 4th of July. “No… Maybe

you’re right, a crashing plane?”

Whatever it was, it was about to hit land — and hit it a

little too close for comfort.

“Oh… Sh–” Mulder slammed on the brakes, catapulting

them both forward only to be slammed back by their

seatbelts.

The fireball disappeared from view behind buildings a few

blocks away, a sonic boom in its wake. Seconds later the

sky lit up again, as the mysterious object came to its

final resting place.

Ash and dirt rained down.

“Mulder… What the hell *was* that?” Scully flipped her

hair off her forehead and took a steadying breath. Her

heart raced.

Mulder grabbed his cell phone and thumbed it on. Silence.

No carrier. He swore under his breath and discarded the

phone, then slammed the car into gear and stomped on the

gas. The car jerked forward with a squeal of tires. “I

don’t know. But I’ll bet you that was no plane, Scully…”

Scully felt a headache begin to throb to the beat of her

pulse.

Washington, D.C.

Nov. 20 1:20 a.m.

Imposing granite statues of birds and winged beasts stood

vigil, perched on the rooftops lining the street. They

peered down on an area resembling a war zone. The faint

sound of sirens called into the night, the caterwauling

grew to a crescendo as a troop of fire trucks and

ambulances arrived at the scene. A crowd gathered, huddled

together and quiet. A few dazed individuals wandered

aimlessly.

Firemen called to each other over the clamor as they

worked to extinguish a few small fires that sprang up on

nearby rooftops. Another team worked on the main fire in

the street. Acrid smoke thickened the air. It burned the

throats of onlookers brave enough or stupid enough to get

too close.

The final police barricades were put into place as Mulder

and Scully dashed through the chaos, trying to pinpoint the

source of the explosion.

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They showed their badges at the barricade, using

hands to shield their faces from the heat of the fire, but the

grizzled cop standing guard shook his salt-and-pepper crew cut,

and called out over the crackling of the flames.

“Sorry, sir, ma’am. This area is quarantined. No one

gets past this point ’til the HAZMAT team has been in

first. Possible radiation danger. The military should be

here any minute to begin the clean-up.”

“Radiation?” Mulder glanced at Scully, then back to the

cop. “What happened here, Officer….?”

“Ginelli. Marco Ginelli. A satellite came down…” He

shrugged, “Sorry, that’s all I’ve been told. Please, move

back, agents.”

“Any casualties?” Scully asked.

“A few minor injuries, one fatality. According to

witnesses, a woman was hit by the debris.” Ginelli nodded

at the flaming wreckage, “They have yet to recover a body.”

He consulted a worn notebook, “Lucy Wong. Age twenty-eight.

I spoke to her boyfriend,” Ginelli’s eyes flicked to

indicate a man leaning against a vintage model Thunderbird.

“Said his name is Quentin Skase. He’s a little odd if you

ask me…” The cop automatically lowered his voice,

although the man was too far back to hear anything.

“Odd?” Scully coughed as a brief wind change blew smoke in

her face. She fished in a pocket and pulled out a

handkerchief, and held it over her nose and mouth. “Odd

how?”

The veteran cop gave a shrug. “Just odd. Been on the job

as long as I have you get a feel for it somehow. Talk to

him and see for yourself.”

“Thank you,” Scully acknowledged Ginelli with a nod and

moved away.

Mulder waited until they were out of earshot, glad to move

into an area with relatively fresh air. “Do you believe

that, Scully? A satellite would have to be the size of a

truck to do this kind of damage… Every item orbiting the

earth larger than a baseball is meticulously tracked… by

the U.S., and Russia… and probably China. Add to that the

fact that the chances of a satellite hitting a populated

area are infinitesimal. Orbits can take decades at least,

maybe hundreds of years to decay enough to pull and object

back to Earth.”

“True… Satellites don’t just drop out of the sky like

acorns.” Scully stuffed the handkerchief back in her pocket.

Mulder raised an eyebrow. “You’re agreeing with me?”

“Not exactly… just because something seems improbable,

that doesn’t make it impossible.” She looked out over the

street. “Most of the fires seem to be out.”

Mulder checked his phone again, then shrugged, “No

signal…” He clipped the cell back onto his belt and gave

a grin. “So let’s find out why the sky is falling, Chicken

Little.”

Scully saw no reason to smile. On a nearby stretcher, a

woman howled in panic. Despite the medic’s reassurances,

she seemed terrified.

Scully tapped the paramedic on the shoulder. “Excuse me,

I’m a doctor. Can I help?”

The paramedic nodded. “Yes, ma’am! I can’t find anything

but contusions and abrasions, but she won’t calm down.”

Scully leaned over the woman, checked her briefly, patted

her hand. “No one is going to hurt you. It’s over now.

You’re going to be fine, please calm down. What’s your

name?”

“Joanna. Joanna Riggs.” In the dim light, Scully could see

she was young, twenty-five at the most. Her green eyes

still shone with terror. “I saw it… must have been a

spaceship…it was huge…”

That got Mulder’s attention. He edged closer. “Where were

you? What did you see? Did anyone else see it?”

The woman on the stretcher cried out then stuffed a

scraped hand into her mouth, “Don’t let him come near me! I

don’t know how… he called it down…” Her hand flopped

from her mouth to fall to her side, limp. “I saw him

waiting…”

“Who?” Scully prompted, “Who do you mean?”

Joanna paused, then lifted a finger off the stretcher and

pointed at the lone man standing by the white Thunderbird.

She curled the finger quickly back into her fist and

hissed, “Skase. Keep him away from me!”

Mulder glanced over in Quentin Skase’s direction, dug a

business card out of his pocket and forced it into the

woman’s grasp. “Don’t worry. We’ll keep him away. What

exactly did you see?”

“Mulder… this isn’t the time or the place.” Scully

glanced up at him, brow wrinkled.

He paused, then looked down at the woman. “You’ve got my

number. If you’re in trouble, call me. Is it okay if I come

and see you tomorrow so we can talk some more?”

Joanna clutched his card tightly in one fist, and nodded.

Scully motioned for the paramedic to take her to the

ambulance.

“Told you that wasn’t a satellite, Scully.”

“And I was tempted to agree on face value…” Scully

watched as the ambulance started up and picked its way

carefully down the street, flashing lights painting red and

blue swathes on the drab scenery. “I’ll need a little more

convincing than the word of a woman who was clearly

hysterical before jumping to the conclusion that was a UFO

full of little gray men, Mulder.”

As she spoke, at least a dozen olive drab Humvees filled

with soldiers descended upon the area. They slammed to a

halt and two squads of the camouflaged men scattered into a

loose perimeter, weapons slung over a shoulder, muzzle

down. They immediately began herding the crowd back, and a

third squad made short work of putting up tarps and tents

to hide the debris from view.

“Oh yeah?” Mulder tipped his head and studied the action.

“Then what’s under the Big Top?”

“Has it not occurred to you, that it might be a top-secret

military satellite?”

Mulder gave her a sardonic grin, “That’s my Scully. Always

looking for the obvious.” He turned his back on the action

and gazed thoughtfully at the white Thunderbird. “Let’s see

what our Mr. Skase has to say about all this.”

Quentin Skase leaned against his car, head now in his

hands. Scully displayed her badge to him, her voice gentle,

“Mr. Skase, I’m Special Agent Dana Scully, and this is my

partner, Agent Mulder. We’re sorry for your loss, sir. Can

you tell us what happened?”

Skase was blond; hair short and neatly combed, doe eyes

red-rimmed and tearful. Scully thought him the neatest

accident victim she’d ever seen. Not a hair out of place,

or a streak of dirt on his crisp white shirt. Even the

crease in his trousers looked fresh. She caught herself

exchanging a glance with Mulder. He nodded in agreement

with her unvoiced observations.

Skase wiped his eyes with the back of his hand and

straightened slowly, paused before he spoke. “One minute

she was there… the next… something came out of the

sky…”

“Did you see what it was?” Mulder asked.

Skase sniffled. “It was metal… like a plane… but not a

plane. I don’t know.”

“A satellite?” Scully suggested.

“I don’t know… might have been…” Skase reached over,

absently picked a stray thread from her shoulder. Scully

edged back to put more space between her and the man.

Mulder gestured toward the Thunderbird, “’59 hardtop.” He

ran a finger over the smooth paintwork. “Yours?”

Skase nodded, and tugged a handkerchief out of his pocket.

At first, Mulder expected he was going to dry his eyes.

Instead he concentrated on the car and buffed over the

faint smear left by Mulder’s touch. “This is Zelda. Re-

built her myself, almost from scratch.” A spark seemed to

ignite in Skase, as if the evening’s events were forgotten.

He gave another rub of the paint with the handkerchief and

smiled down at the car.

“She’s a beauty, all right.” Mulder studied the other man,

then glanced at his fingertip, holding it up to show Scully.

She noted the lack of dust or dirt and gave a minute nod,

picking up Mulder’s drift. Skase had some obsessive-

compulsive tendencies, at least where the car was concerned.

“Lucky she wasn’t parked up the road a little further,”

Mulder commented.

A ragged moan of pain caused both agents to turn. A dark

haired young woman staggered out of the crowd, clothes torn

and face blackened. With a pained howl, she clutched the

hood of the car for support. Blood smeared the shiny white

paint.

Skase cringed, face pinched and eyes dilating.

Mulder moved to put an arm around the woman’s shoulders in

support, then stopped when he saw her torn bicep. She

sobbed in relief and groped at Mulder’s hand. “Uh,

Scully…?”

“Please…” the woman begged, “It hurts… make it stop…”

“You’re injured…” Scully ran a hand down her arm, and

stopped when she noticed a piece of shrapnel glittering in

her arm. “You’ll be okay, let’s get you to a hospital…

come with me.”

Scully guided the woman to an ambulance. She waited as the

paramedics treated her, and got her onto a stretcher,

smiling once in a while to lend what moral support she

could.

“We’re ready to go now, ma’am.”

Scully nodded, and bent over the girl, gave her another

reassuring smile. “They’re going to take you to the

hospital. Don’t worry, you’ll be fine.”

The young woman gave Scully a wan smile in return.

As Scully returned to where Mulder stood, a panicked yell

went up from the crowd, followed by a crumbling roar.

Mulder dove, and brought Scully to the ground with a crash.

Seconds later there was a tremendous cracking sound as a

large decorative statue dislodged from the top of the

adjacent building. It swooped into the air as gracefully as

any bird of flesh and blood, and landed directly on the

departing ambulance. With the sound of tortured metal and

breaking glass, the vehicle ground to a halt.

An eerie silence descended for a few seconds, while people

realized what they had witnessed. Soon the noise returned,

as the crowd let out a mutual wail of panic. Military

personnel rushed to the crushed vehicle. They looked inside

the shattered remains, then backed away, shaking their

heads.

Mulder stood and brushed the debris from his clothes. He

glanced behind him. Skase leaned against the T-Bird,

watching with a blank expression. The car was dust-free. So

was Skase.

Mulder continued to watch the man and his car, intrigued,

as he put a hand down to help Scully to her feet.

Scully brushed as much debris as she could off her filthy

clothes. “Thanks, Mulder… you do realize that your heroic

gesture was wasted… that statue would have pulverized the

both of us.” Her voice trailed off as she followed Mulder’s

gaze. Skase looked back at her. And smiled. Scully averted

her eyes and brushed at her jacket. “Look what it did to

the ambulance…”

“Gee, Scully… You’re right. Next time I’m out, remind me

to take my umbrella.”

All Saints Private Hospital

Georgetown,

Nov. 21, 9:25 a.m.

Mulder pulled into the car park of the stately private

hospital, killed the engine and glanced over at Scully. “Go

on, say it…”

“Why are we here?”

“You heard what Joanna said, Scully… she may be able to

help us. I must have made a dozen phone calls this morning,

and the only information I can get about the debris from

last night is that it’s classified and the military took

all of it.”

“Which is the exact answer you’d get if it was a satellite.”

“So humor me.” Mulder climbed from the car, waited on her,

then locked the doors before heading for the entrance.

Scully trailed. “OK. Just remember you owe me. After this

turns out to be a wild goose chase, you can buy me a cup of

coffee. And lunch.”

As they headed for the elevator, Mulder spotted a familiar

car. “Well, well, what have we here?” He nodded towards the

white T-Bird parked in an adjacent row.

“That looks like Skase’s car.” Scully gave Mulder a

curious glance as she pressed the up button. “Perhaps I’ll

use my impressive powers of deduction and guess he’s

visiting a sick friend?”

The elevator arrived with a quiet ding, and they stepped

on. The Thunderbird was they last thing they saw as the

doors slid shut.

Arriving on the mezzanine, they stepped off and glanced

around. Despite the elegant surroundings, the smell of

disinfectant was pervasive. There was an expensive foyer,

with large sweeping staircases on either side of the

elaborate mahogany reception desk. Classical music purred

in the background.

“Remind me to update my medical insurance,” Mulder

commented as they made their way towards reception.

Scully showed her badge. “Special Agent Dana Scully, FBI.

This is Agent Mulder. We’d like to see Joanna Riggs. She

would have been admitted last night.”

Mulder glanced around and saw Skase waiting by the other

bank of elevators. He was busy scribbling something on a

piece of paper and didn’t look up.

The perfectly coiffed receptionist tapped her computer

terminal with a lavender nail, “Room 318. Third floor. You

can take the stairs.”

As they approached the stairs, a blood-curdling scream

stopped them in their tracks. Moments later there was a

sickening thud, as a patient landed heavily on the Italian

marble floor.

Mulder looked up to see where she had come from. An

orderly was yelling over the edge, standing by an

overturned lunch cart. From the man’s almost incoherent

babbling, Mulder deduced he’d accidentally knocked the

unfortunate patient over the safety rail. It must have been

60 feet to the ground. He grimaced and looked back to the

patient now lying on the floor. She looked like nothing

more than a loose pile of rags. Mulder hit the stairs three

at a time to catch up with the orderly and get his story.

Scully went in the other direction, rushing to the woman’s

side and checking her pulse. It was faint, but there. She

called out. “Head injuries. Get a crash cart and a

backboard in here! Stat!” She noticed the woman clutched a

business card in one hand.

Scully tugged the card loose and sucked in a breath as she

recognized it. Mulder’s. She looked at the woman again.

Joanna Riggs.

Joanna grabbed at her in a vise-like grip, nails biting

into Scully’s wrist. “Skase…” she breathed, “He’s taken

a… liking to you… don’t let him… in.”

Scully frowned, but didn’t get a chance to ask for more

information. She was ushered away by a phalanx of medics,

yelling instructions.

Mulder headed back down the stairs and caught up with her.

“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“Ghost?” Scully shrugged it off, “No, that’s Joanna Riggs.

She intimated that Skase might have been responsible. Do

you think he’s somehow covering his tracks? After what she

said to us last night?”

Mulder frowned. “He was standing over at the elevator at

the time. I saw him, so I can’t see how he could have done

it. Besides, I spoke to the orderly, it was an accident. A

cart got away from him, collided with her, and pushed her

over the edge. The poor guy is beside himself.”

“Excuse me. I’m looking for Agent Scully.” The wide eyed

candy striper spoke timidly, eyes darting from Mulder to

the injured woman on the floor.

“That’s me.” Scully answered, “What is it?”

She offered Scully a small envelope, “A man asked me to

give this to you.”

Scully took the envelope, gave Mulder a curious glance as

she watched the volunteer walk away. She tugged a small

piece of notepaper from the envelope and read it aloud.

“‘Agent Scully, I’m very sorry we didn’t get the chance to

meet today. We’ll talk soon.’ It’s signed, Quentin.”

Mulder took the slip of paper from her, “Cheeky. He’s

hopeful.”

Scully didn’t reply. She watched the team of doctors

working on Joanna stop, shake their heads, and stand.

Scully wasn’t going to get the chance to clarify what the

woman had said to her.

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Basement

Nov. 21, 2:10 p.m.

“Considering the circumstances surrounding last night,

I’ve managed a day’s grace on getting Skinner’s reports in.”

“Hmmm… that’s good, Scully…” Mulder didn’t lift his

eyes from the folder he was reading.

“So I thought we could try and get it out of the way this

afternoon.”

“Fine…”

Scully rolled her eyes. “Then we gave his secretary the

day off and spent the whole morning going at it like

rabbits.”

Mulder kept reading, “That’s good…” After a moment he

looked up, “What?!”

“So you *are* listening.” Scully smiled unpleasantly.

“Yes… Skinner wants his report tomorrow. I’ll be bright-

eyed and bushy-tailed. I promise.” Mulder sat up, “I’ve

been doing some checking on Quentin Skase.”

“Why?” Scully shuddered. “Just being creepy doesn’t

usually warrant an FBI investigation.”

“Because I’m not convinced what we saw last night was a

satellite, and after what happened this morning at the

hospital, I’m even more convinced he knows something he’s

not telling us.”

“I still think it was a satellite.” Scully drummed her

fingers against the top of her desk, “So what have you

found?”

Mulder blew out a breath. “Nothing. He’s twenty-nine, an

accountant for USTEL, a Northeast communications company.

Went to NYU, graduated middle of his class. Both parents

deceased, and he inherited the family home. No siblings. He

spent a few months in a private clinic not long after his

mother’s death. Not much info on that though.”

“Nothing sounds particularly unusual so far.”

“No…” Mulder closed the folder and rubbed a hand over

his face. “You’re probably right, Scully. I’m trying to see

things that aren’t there.”

The conversation was interrupted by the shrill of a cell

phone. They checked automatically. “Mine.” Scully answered

it. “Scully.”

Mulder tipped back in his chair and waited.

“Mr. Skase?” Scully glanced over at Mulder and repeated

for his benefit, “You’d like to meet later this evening to

talk about last night…?”

Keen to seize the opportunity, Mulder nodded to encourage

her agreement.

“OK. Where…?” Scully paused, nodding to herself, “Yes,

That’s not far from here. I’ll see you at seven. Bye.” She

tucked her phone away.

Mulder chuckled to himself and sat down at his desk.

“Something amusing?”

“Scully’s got a boyyyy-friend.”

Scully groaned and rolled her eyes, “That’s what I like

about you Mulder, I can always count on you to raise the

tone of any given moment.”

McNally’s Bar,

Downtown Washington D.C.

Nov. 21, 7:10 p.m.

The bar Skase suggested as a meeting place was close to

the office, so Mulder and Scully decided the walk would do

them good. The evening was crisp and clear; the temperature

low enough to see your breath in the air.

It was still too early for nightlife, but lowlifes were

out in force. The bar they turned into was dingy, even the

low lighting couldn’t hide the fact its last refit must

have been sometime during the mid-70s. The dark-pink velvet

upholstery was more threadbare than plush. The nearly

deserted lounge held a table of girls out for a drink

together after work, and a few men at the bar who looked

like they’d been glued to the same stools all day.

Scully’s nose twitched as the smell of stale beer and

urine drifted in from the men’s restrooms. The perfect

start to a perfect evening. She stamped on the spot a

moment and rubbed her frigid hands together, then loosened

her overcoat.

Skase was easy to spot. He didn’t quite seem to fit in

with the crowd — maybe it was the blazer with an array of

pens peeking out of the pocket, or his tie, still sporting

a perfect Windsor knot.

Mulder gave Scully a nudge and pointed. They headed to

where he was waiting at the bar.

Skase stood to greet them, took Scully’s hand and kissed it.

Scully’s eyebrows rose nearly as high as Mulder’s hackles.

She did her best to extricate her hand from Skase’s grasp

without appearing to be rude, then covertly wiped it on her

pants.

“I didn’t expect we’d have company.” Skase looked at

Mulder, then turned his attention to Scully. “I was hoping

we could discuss things over dinner… then perhaps go for

a drive…”

“Scully has plans for dinner already.” Mulder pulled up a

stool and waved at the bartender for service, then helped

himself to a handful of complimentary nuts. “You suggested

you had information? About the incident last night?”

Skase gave a small nod, “I work for USTEL. I knew you were

both curious about what happened, so I pulled in a few

favors and asked around. They did lose a satellite last

night.”

Mulder chewed on the mouthful of dusty nuts, swallowed

before continuing, “That’s not the only favor you pulled

in. How did you get Scully’s phone number?”

“It’s not a private number, Agent Mulder.” Skase looked a

little put off, “I looked it up in our database.” He smiled

pleasantly at Scully, “I thought I was doing you a favor.”

She responded with a half-hearted smile of her own, “Thank

you, Mr. Skase. You have been helpful.”

He widened his smile. “Then join me for dinner.”

“Ah… no, thank you.” Scully gave Mulder a quick glance,

but he was preoccupied ordering a drink.

“I could show you Zelda.”

“Zelda?” Scully stared daggers into Mulder’s back.

“My car… I built her myself.”

Scully folded her arms. “Thank you, but I’ve seen plenty

of T-Birds.”

“Not *this* one.” Skase looked disappointed. “At least

allow me to buy you a drink.”

Mulder turned back from the bar, and handed a beer to

Scully. He looked at Skase, “You didn’t say what you were

drinking.”

“I’m not.” Skase sounded somewhat disgruntled, but added,

“Thanks.”

“I must admit, Quentin, I’m a little confused as to why

you’d go to the trouble to confirm with us exactly what

happened last night.” Mulder paused, then downed his drink

in one swig. “Why is it so important we believe it was a

satellite?”

“I didn’t say it was important.” Skase frowned, “and I

really don’t care what you believe… I just wanted to be

helpful… for Dana.”

Scully had had enough. She slammed her beer onto the bar

and glared at Mulder. “Are you coming?” She headed for the

door.

Mulder stood, and added purely for Skase’s benefit,

“Coming, dear.”

As he followed Scully out the door, he tripped on a piece

of ragged carpet, only just saving himself from falling

over with a few ungainly contortions. He composed himself

and continued on his way, pride the only casualty.

Scully’s Apartment

Georgetown

Nov. 21, 7:15 p.m.

Scully’s feet ached as she climbed the stairs to her

apartment. She’d seen enough in the past few days to last

her a lifetime. All tragic incidents, sure, but she

couldn’t see exactly what it was that made Mulder so

interested in trying to find something that wasn’t there.

As much as she loved him, she wasn’t beyond finding him

extremely exasperating.

She paused at her front door, key in hand. On the floor in

front of the door sat an elaborate flower arrangement, a

symphony of bright color. Scully pulled the card from the

arrangement and read it. It was one simple sentence, with

no signature.

“I forgot to say thank-you.”

She smiled to herself, picked up the flowers, and let

herself into the apartment. Although it was very unlike

Mulder to show such sentiment, he could be thoughtful at

the most unexpected times. Smiling to herself, Scully

headed for the kitchen to put the flowers into some water.

That done, she settled into a seat and kicked off her

shoes, picked up the phone, and dialed.

“Mulder.”

“Thank you, Mulder.” Scully put up her feet, still

admiring the fresh vase of flowers now taking pride of

place on her coffee table. “You’re full of surprises.”

“Anytime…” Mulder paused. “Uh, Scully? What did I do?”

“The flowers. They’re beautiful.”

“Uh…” The silence lengthened. “What flowers?”

Scully felt her face flush, “You mean… you didn’t send

them?”

“Well… as much as I’d like to take the credit… No. I

didn’t send you flowers.”

“Oh.” Even though she couldn’t see him, she could almost

hear Mulder grinning like an idiot.

“What’s this? A secret admirer? Intriguing…”

“Not so secret. It must be Skase.” Scully heaved a sigh.

“What is it about the word ‘no’ he doesn’t understand?”

“Is he turning into a problem? I don’t like it… he must

have got your address from the phone company records.”

“Nothing I can’t handle. ‘Night, Mulder. I’ll see you

tomorrow.”

“You’re sure?”

“I’m sure. Goodbye, Mulder.” Scully hung up the phone, and

stared at the flowers a little longer.

Then she got up, picked up the vase, and walked back to

the kitchen.

The flowers went straight into the trash.

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Basement,

Nov. 22, 12:50 p.m.

Mulder studied the information laid out on his desk. There

was something going on –while he couldn’t really tie

anything into UFO and cover-up conspiracies, something

niggled, and forced him to keep looking.

His cell phone rang. He pushed his chair out from the desk

and answered. “Mulder.”

It was Frohike. “Hey, Mulder. Haven’t heard from you for a

while. I was starting to feel neglected.”

“Yeah… well…” Mulder leaned back in his chair and put

his feet on the desk, “I’ve been busy.”

“How are you?”

“I’m fine.”

“Ahem. And the lovely and talented Agent Scully?”

“She’s fine, too.” Mulder’s foot jiggled impatiently, “Did

you get the message I left this morning?”

“Yep. I checked into it for you, but to be honest there

wasn’t much to check. We already knew we’d lost a

satellite. There was no cell phone communication in that

area for quite a few hours until they managed to reroute

all the traffic.”

Mulder raised his eyebrows. “That *really* was a

satellite? How could that have happened?”

“Long odds, I admit. As far as we can tell, a meteorite

hit a communications satellite. A small one, but enough to

wipe out its telemetry and knock it straight out of orbit.

The re-entry angle was so steep that there just wasn’t

enough time to recover it.”

“Are you *sure* about this?” Mulder tapped his pencil

against his desk, fidgeting as he waited for an answer.

“Yep. It was USTEL-4 to be exact. We were using it at the

time. It went down at 12:57 p.m., and was not heard of again

until it ended up decorating the pavement in downtown D.C.”

“Okay, Frohike…” Mulder frowned to himself, deep in

thought, “Thanks for the info.”

“Anytime. Say, how about we get together and–”

Mulder hung up the phone, still thinking. He looked over

the information spread out on his desk one more time. It

was about time he paid Mr. Skase a visit.

Chevy Chase, MD

Nov. 22, 10:45 a.m.

Primrose Lane was a fine example of affluent suburbia.

Neat homes and tidy yards lined the street, dusted with

newly-fallen snow. He was sure he’d seen it before on a

Christmas card.

Mulder brought his car to a stop, and peered out the

window at the pre-war cottage marked number 25. Missing

from the driveway was the Thunderbird he expected to be

there. He guessed he wouldn’t find Skase at home.

He climbed from the car, walked past the picture-book

white picket fence, then followed a path lined by perfectly

symmetric hedges to reach the front steps.

He rang the doorbell and waited. No answer. A fat tabby

cat perched on a window ledge nearby, blinking at him

through sleepy eyes.

Mulder got up close to the window and looked inside. The

interior was immaculate. It looked like a cover for Better

Homes and Gardens. No man should live that neatly. It was

unnatural.

“You won’t find Quentin in today,” A quavering voice

drifted over from next door.

Mulder trotted back down the steps and looked over the

fence. An elderly woman stood nearby, tending to her bare

rose bushes. “Do you know where he is?” Mulder asked.

The woman gave a nod, and moved to the fence, “Terrible

business about Lucy… she was such a sweet girl…” She

tugged off one gardening glove, then offered her hand over

the fence, “Hilda Desmond.”

“Fox Mulder.” He shook her hand carefully, and agreed for

the sake of conversation, “Yes, terrible…”

Hilda looked him over again before dropping his hand. “Are

you from the funeral home?”

“Uh… no.” Mulder glanced down at his dark suit, not sure

if he should continue.

“Government, then?”

“FBI.” Mulder showed his badge.

Hilda clutched at her collar in surprise. “My goodness.”

“Nothing to be alarmed about, ma’am, I just wanted to ask

Mr. Skase a few questions about the accident… all very

routine.”

“Quentin is spending the day with Lucy’s family.” She

shook her head, although the tight curls set into her gray

locks managed to remain rock solid. “That poor boy never

seems to get a break. Lost his mother in a freak

accident… must have been five years ago now. I remember

because he’d just bought that car of his. Total wreck it

was at the time too, though you’d never know it now. He’s

always washing and polishing the thing…”

“I’m sorry to hear that. What happened to his mother?”

“Daphne? It came out of the blue, that’s for sure. She was

hit by a fly ball at one of Quentin’s baseball games. Don’t

think he’s played since.”

Mulder tried not to raise an eyebrow at her story. “Tragic.”

“Then he took up with a nice girl a year or so later…”

Hilda frowned as she remembered, “she was killed in a car

accident I believe. Now this…”

Mulder frowned to himself, “Do you remember the name of

the girl?”

“Yes, Gabby… Gabby Albright.”

“Well, thank you. I’ll catch up with Quentin later.” He

took a step, but then paused, and looked back at Hilda,

“Just one other thing, Mrs. Desmond. Have you ever heard of

a woman called Joanna Riggs?”

“Yes… I’m surprised I haven’t seen her around here

since… She’s Lucy’s best friend.”

“Thanks.” Mulder waved, and headed down the driveway to

his car, then gave his watch a quick check.

He was late. Scully was going to chew his ear when he

finally arrived back at the office, but the flaying would

have to wait. He still had one more stop to make.

Lazarus Deli

Washington D.C.

Nov. 22, 12:45 p.m.

The smell of fresh bagels overpowered Scully’s senses. She

admired the array of food displayed through the deli’s

glass counter, her stomach growling in anticipation.

“You should try the foccacia,” a male voice came from

behind her, “I hear it comes highly recommended.”

Feeling his breath on the back of her neck, Scully turned.

Annoyed, to find herself face to face with Quentin Skase,

she kept her response cool. “Thank you. I think I can

choose my own lunch.”

“You look like a ham on rye girl.” Skase leaned against

the counter.

“What are you doing here?” Scully folded her arms.

“Getting lunch. I work nearby.”

Scully had seen the reports Mulder had collected. Skase

was lying. “Look… Mr. Skase… Quentin.”

“Call me Que, all my friends do.”

“That’s the point, Mr. Skase. We aren’t friends. I’m sure

you’re a very nice man… Flattering as all your attention

may be–”

“Did you get the flowers I sent? Beautiful, weren’t they?

Just like you.”

“Please. Let’s not–”

“A beautiful woman such as yourself needs a man to–”

“I do not *need* a man.” Scully gritted her teeth.

Skase looked surprised, then laughed. “You have a

boyfriend? Surely not that slob the Bureau has you tramping

around with all day?”

“That’s none of your business,” Scully flushed, both with

anger and frustration, “and beside the point.” She turned,

faced him squarely. “I’m only going to say this once. Your

advances are not wanted, nor are they appreciated. Please,

just stay out of my life. No calls, no notes, no flowers.”

“But, Dana…”

Her appetite suddenly lost, Scully didn’t wait to order

lunch. Instead she turned and walked out into the street.

Skase let her go without another word, but his expression

told of his displeasure.

No one walks away from Quentin Skase.

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Basement

Nov. 22, 1:30 p.m.

Mulder swung into the office, whistling.

“Where have you been?” Scully pounced, “I’ve spent the

whole morning making excuses for you. Don’t you know what a

phone is?”

“Sorry… I’ve been at the library. You gave Skinner the

report on our thrilling, seminar-filled weekend?”

“Yes, Mulder, I covered your sorry butt… again.”

He gave her a contrite smile. “Thanks, Scully. I owe you

one…” Mulder tugged off his jacket, “I was making a few

inquiries.”

“Why?” Scully folded her arms across her chest. “Don’t

tell me you *still* think that was a UFO… every official

report I’ve seen, including the newspapers, are all saying

it was a satellite re-entering.”

“Actually, no. I’ve confirmed it was a satellite after all.”

“Oh? And exactly *how* did you confirm that?”

“Frohike told me.”

“So that somehow makes it ‘official?'” Scully dropped into

her seat and muttered, “Honestly, sometimes I wonder why I

even bother coming in in the morning.”

“Take a look at this, Scully.” Mulder passed her the

folder he was holding. “How many coincidences does it take

before you can no longer call them coincidences?”

Unimpressed, Scully opened the folder and picked up the

first news clipping from the top of the pile. “Skase’s

mother was killed in a freak accident at a ballpark…

So…?”

Mulder pointed to the next clipping in the pile. “And his

last girlfriend was hit by a car.”

Scully shrugged. “Stranger things have happened.”

“Keep reading, Scully… she was getting a bikini wax at

the time.” Mulder kept digging through the pile, “and look

at this, a former manager from USTEL was killed when a

plate glass window fell onto him from the 30th floor of a

skyscraper.”

“So you’re suggesting…” Scully skimmed through the news

clippings, “that somehow Skase managed to orchestrate these

accidents?”

“Not exactly,” Mulder leaned against her desk, “I didn’t

find much more on that hospital stay of his, except that he

was suffering paranoia. The hospital records are sealed,

but I did come across a record of interview following his

mother’s death. According to the interviewing officer,

Skase was convinced he’d done it. In fact, he was pretty

much convinced that every time someone stubbed a toe it was

his fault.”

“I’m not sure I’m following you…”

“Think about it Scully… look at that list of accidents

in front of you. Every person on that list could

conceivably been seen as a source of frustration, or

repressed anger for Skase. His mother, girlfriends, boss —

even that poor woman who had the audacity to bleed all over

his precious car.”

“You want me to believe these accidents are a by-product

of Skase’s frustrations?” Scully’s brow furrowed, “His

wrath unleashed in some kind of bizarre physical

manifestation?”

Mulder nodded, “You got it, Scully.”

She shook her head, “I’ll buy that he might somehow bring

these tragedies on himself, by expecting the worst… but

I’d really like to know how to arrange for a satellite to

drop on someone’s head, Mulder, even using mind control.”

She looked up at him, pinched the bridge of her nose in a

vain attempt to quell the headache looming behind her eyes,

“If I knew, I might even try it myself sometime.”

Mulder smiled sheepishly. “I’m really wishing I’d sent you

those flowers now.”

Scully closed the folder and looked squarely at him. “Is

that what this is about, Mulder?”

“Is what what this is about?”

“You know… Skase. Leaving me notes… sending me

flowers.” She decided not to mention their encounter at

lunchtime. Her voice softened, “You don’t have to get…

well… jealous…”

Mulder’s jaw dropped. He shut his mouth and shook his head

emphatically. “No, that’s not it. Take a look at the file

again, Scully. You’ll agree there’s a little more to it

than just me being an ass.”

“You’re not an ass, Mulder. Usually.”

“I am.” He gave her a soulful look. “But read the file

anyway.”

Scully’s apartment

Georgetown

Nov. 24, 7:45 p.m.

There was a time when the last person Scully wanted to

spend her Friday nights with was Mulder. Not anymore. Now

she found herself looking forward to it. She couldn’t even

pinpoint the exact time when she’d changed her mind —

someway, somehow, he’d managed to get under her skin. He

made a few beers and a B-Grade movie seem like a fun night

out.

But Friday seemed to take forever to roll around. Every

day Scully returned home that week, there were messages

from Skase waiting on her answering machine. She deleted

them all without even bothering to listen first, but they

kept coming. She’d taken to keeping her cell phone switched

off to avoid being bothered during the day. The stress was

beginning to take its toll.

Changed into jeans and a casual sweater, she checked

herself in the mirror before heading into the living room,

ready to go. The doorbell made her jump. Quietly she

checked the peephole. Skase.

Bile rose into her throat. Instinctively, she reached for

her gun. A little attention from the opposite sex now and

then could be flattering. Too much attention from a man

with a psychiatric history of paranoia and a string of dead

girlfriends was a different matter all together. Unwilling

to answer the door, she remained silent, hoping he’d assume

she wasn’t home.

He knocked again. “Agent Scully? Dana?”

Scully held her breath and waited. Her ploy worked, and

she soon heard his footsteps retreating. Relieved, she gave

him another few minutes head start before grabbing her coat

and keys and heading for the door.

Outside, she crossed the street and climbed into her car.

As she guided her car into the traffic, Skase was forgotten

as she looked forward to a relaxing evening. Maybe she’d

pick up some Chinese food on the way.

She didn’t notice the white T-Bird pull out after her.

Mulder’s Apartment

Alexandria, Virginia

Nov. 24, 8:30 p.m.

Mulder sat up on the couch at the sound of a key in his

door. “Hey, Scully … I smell something good…”

A few moments later Scully joined him in the living room,

dumping a few cartons of Chinese take-out onto the coffee

table from a greasy brown bag. Sweet and sour pork, and

General Tso’s chicken. Fried rice and a couple egg rolls.

Two fortune cookies. “I know I’d suggested I might cook for

a change…” Scully didn’t turn to look at him, just busied

herself opening the soggy containers, “but it’s been a long

week…”

Mulder nodded, “All that paperwork on seminars *can* be

trying…”

Scully let out a quiet sigh and her shoulders sagged.

“Has Skase been bothering you?”

“Not really… well…” She relented, “maybe a little…”

Mulder reached over and rubbed her shoulder, waiting for

her to continue.

Scully gave up fiddling with the food containers in favor

of leaning back into his arms. She closed her eyes and

stayed quiet a moment, taking comfort in his proximity,

feeling the day’s tension begin to wane. “He’s been calling

me constantly, coming round to my apartment, arranging to

‘bump’ in to me on the street.”

“I didn’t realize it had got that bad. Why didn’t you say

anything til now?” Mulder rested his chin on the top of her

head, “Tell his boss. The only way he could have got your

phone number would have been by using his connections at

work. He’s got to be breaking federal privacy laws for a

start.”

“No… I don’t want this to escalate any more than it

already has. He’ll give up when he realizes how futile it

all is.”

“Are you sure? I could talk to him if you like.”

“You?” Scully turned her head a moment to look at him,

then settled back again, “What would you tell him?”

Mulder grinned mischievously and muttered in her ear,

“I’ll tell him all about your boyfriend… the big, bad,

handsome, and well-armed FBI agent.”

“You forgot modest.” She laughed softly. “I suppose it

doesn’t matter how much of that is actually true.”

“Nope… as long as it gets him out of your hair.”

Scully closed her eyes. “I don’t want to think about it

now. Turn on the movie.”

Mulder hit the remote, then helped himself to a fortune

cookie. He snapped it open, then read the little slither of

wisdom contained within.

“So what does it say?” Scully sat up, spiked a piece of

chicken with a plastic fork, and popped it into her mouth.

“Good things come to those who wait…” Mulder grinned and

settled back on the couch.

By the time the movie was over, Scully was asleep.

Deciding not to disturb her, Mulder tugged the blanket over

them both. He took the opportunity to study her; when she

slept, she looked so childlike and peaceful. He pressed his

lips to the top of her head a moment, then snapped off the

lamp on the table beside him and settled down.

Outside in the street, Skase waited. He peered up at the

apartment building and waited. And waited. Several times he

got out of the Thunderbird and paced the sidewalk, only to

return to the car and wait some more. Toward dawn, he gave

up, pulled his car into the deserted street, and headed for

home.

A truck passed from the other direction, its enormous

wheels kicking up a flurry of sticky mud that splattered

against the side of the white car.

From barely a block behind, he heard the sickening crunch

of metal on metal and the sound of breaking glass, the

result of an accident at the previous intersection. Even

when his car rocked, caught in the blast wave from the

explosion behind him, he didn’t bother to look back.

The sound of car horns wafted in from the window, waking

Mulder with a rude start. Doing his best to avoid waking

Scully, he extricated himself from his position on the

couch and headed for the window.

His quiet street looked like a parking lot. He peered up

the road as best as he could, but was unable to see the

cause of the problem from his vantage point. Curious, he

sat down and started putting his runners on.

“A little early, even for you, isn’t it?” Scully rubbed

her eyes and squinted at the clock.

“There’s something going on down the street, an accident

or something. I’m just going to take a look. Get some more

sleep.”

Scully pushed off the blanket and slipped on her shoes, “I

better come too.”

He raised an eyebrow, “Don’t trust me to go to the end of

the street on my own?”

“Apart from that,” Scully grinned slightly, “If it is an

accident, they might need a doctor.”

“OK.” Mulder got to his feet and handed Scully her

overcoat. She tugged on the coat and followed him out into

the faint morning light.

They followed the string of halted traffic and irate

drivers to the source of the problem. Scully’s jaw dropped

as the sight in front of her sank in. One tanker of pure

polyunsaturated vegetable oil had collided with a smaller

truck with a consignment of what looked to be …frozen

French fries.

It even smelled good. In the absence of breakfast, and

much to her chagrin, her stomach growled. She continued to

watch as the clean-up crew swept away the fries, each one

golden brown and done to perfection. “Mulder, tell me I’m

seeing things…”

A strong wind sprang up, blowing more French fries from

the surrounding rooftops.

Scully raised both eyebrows and stated the obvious,

“Mulder… it’s *raining* French fries.”

“Shoestring, my favorite.” Mulder’s brow furrowed a moment

and he looked back at Scully. “He was here, Scully. Skase

was here. Spying on us. Son of a bitch…” He turned and

headed back towards the apartment.

Scully followed, running a few steps to catch up, “Where

are you going?”

“To see Skase. I can’t stop him from doing… whatever the

hell it is he’s doing… but I can certainly persuade him

to leave you out of it.”

“Mulder…” Scully opted not to follow. There’d be no

stopping him.

Chevy Chase

Maryland

Nov. 25, 9.35 a.m.

Mulder parked his car close enough to Skase’s house to

watch for a while from the driver’s seat without being

noticed.

Skase was washing his car. In fact, he’d been washing it

for almost 30 minutes already. Considering how cold it was

outside, Mulder thought that alone the work of a madman.

The water steamed as it flowed over the white Thunderbird,

heated from an unknown source. The cooled water at the

bottom of the drive formed ice particles.

Shivering, Mulder thumped the car heater in disgust. The

damn thing never worked. He breathed on his hands, trying

to remove the numbness beginning to creep over his fingers.

The evil streak in Mulder hoped for sleet, but when he

checked the sky, it was clear.

…And Skase kept on washing that car. Now and then the

fat tabby cat would wander over to him and nuzzle up

against his legs, and Skase would pause in his labors long

enough to tickle it around the ears. Once, Mrs. Desmond put

her head over the fence, and called Skase over to help her

move some new shrubs from her car to where she wanted them

planted. Skase seemed happy to help, the epitome of a

dutiful neighbor.

When it looked like Skase was about to start on his third

pass over the car, Mulder decided he’d seen enough. He

climbed from the car and headed for the house.

Mulder trotted up the drive and waited for acknowledgment.

Skase looked surprised at first, but that look was soon

overtaken by a saccharine smile. He continued to wash his

car, glancing over towards Mulder’s disreputable Ford

parked outside on the street.

“Don’t bother. She’s not here.”

“Oh. That’s disappointing.” Skase tossed the sponge back

into the bucket of soapy water. “It seems I misunderstood,

Agent Mulder. I didn’t realize I was muzzling into your

territory.”

Mulder shook his head, “That’s not your business. Who the

hell do you think you are? Hanging around my apartment

spying on us?”

“Just doing my homework. May the best man win.”

“This isn’t a competition.” Mulder took a few steps

towards the other man, “I’m telling you once only. Stay

away from Scully.”

“Or what?”

Mulder grabbed Skase by the shirt, shoved him against the

car with such force it left a dent.

Skase remain silent, stunned into submission.

“I know what you are,” Mulder hissed at him, “I know all

those accidents were somehow your doing. I’m not letting

you put Scully into the same danger.” He shook Skase out of

his stupor; there was a tearing sound, and a button flew

off Skase’s expensive shirt.

Skase stared at the damage a moment, and then gave Mulder

a look that could kill.

A loud cracking sound reached Mulder’s ears a split second

later — the sound of the gun on his belt discharging. He

dropped to the ground clutching at his wounded leg,

muttering obscenities. Skase reached over casually and

pulled the smoking gun from his holster.

Skase handled the gun awkwardly, waving the muzzle in the

direction of the back seat of the Thunderbird, but Mulder

was in no position to offer much in the way of opposition.

“Time you and I went for a little ride, Agent Mulder.”

Mulder wasn’t listening, the pain in his leg was blocking

out all other sensory information. He remembered seeing

blue sky, white clouds and green grass. Then nothing.

Washington, D.C.

Nov. 25, 11:55 a.m.

The mid-morning traffic was in full force. Scully waited

in her car at the traffic lights, drumming her fingers on

the steering wheel as she watched pedestrians hurry past

carrying brightly colored shopping bags.

Her phone shrilled. She cursed as she realized she’d

forgotten to turn it off, debated with herself over whether

she should answer it.

Then she remembered where Mulder had gone. She fumbled

with one hand to answer as the traffic started to move

forward. “Scully.”

“You’re a difficult woman to catch, Dana. I was beginning

to think you were ignoring me on purpose.”

There was something in Skase’s voice that put Scully on

edge. “I’m busy,” was the most non-committal response she

could muster.

“I know. Agent Mulder is coming between us. So I’m doing

something about it.”

Scully pulled her car over, ignoring the horns blaring

behind her, intent on hearing every word. “Quentin? Where’s

Agent Mulder?” Scully did her best to ignore the sound of

her thumping heart, determined to hear anything in the

background — anything, no matter how faint, that might give

her a clue as to Mulder’s whereabouts.

Skase wasn’t going to make her play guessing games.

“There’s a junkyard out I-95. Johnson’s Scrap. You know it?”

Scully frowned to herself as she thought, “Yes… I think

so. It’s near the carnival grounds?”

“Yes. Meet me there.”

“Quentin… I want to talk to Agent Mulder.”

“I’m sorry, Agent Mulder can’t come to the phone.”

“Why not?” She waited for an answer, but none came.

“Quentin?”

“Unfortunately, Agent Mulder had an accident.”

“What kind of accident!? …Hello?”

The line went silent.

Scully gritted her teeth, pushed away the fear pooling in

the pit of her stomach, and pulled back into the traffic,

forcing a minivan off onto the shoulder in her haste.

Johnson’s Scrap Metal

Bethesda

Nov. 25, 12:01 p.m.

The world spun, accompanied by eerie carnival music. It

took Mulder a few seconds to realize the sound was real.

His head ached and he fought the urge to vomit.

When he opened his eyes, he was face down in the dirt. His

wrists ached, but attempting to move them only caused more

pain. After a few seconds of useless struggling, he finally

realized they were bound behind him. The burning pain in

his leg had subsided somewhat, leaving a sticky, cold wet

sensation. He rolled over and attempted to get to his feet,

but his legs remained uncooperative.

The sun was high in the sky, and the glare blinded him. He

squinted into the bright light and looked around.

It looked like some kind of junkyard. Wrecked cars

teetered in precarious piles as far as the eye could see.

He noticed the Thunderbird parked ominously behind him.

Although its owner was nowhere to be seen, Mulder guessed

he wouldn’t be far away.

The sound of footsteps in the dirt made him spin around to

face the noise. The scenery whirled for a moment, until his

gaze rested on Skase.

“OK, Skase… Was nice of you to take me for a spin in the

T-Bird. I’m suitably impressed. You can untie me now.”

Skase laughed. He looked down at the gun in his hands, got

a proper grip on it before pointing it at Mulder. The music

from the nearby circus rose and fell with the wind.

Mulder suddenly felt uneasy, as if he’d been dropped into

some kind of macabre Roald Dahl hell. He’d had guns pointed

at him before, but that was generally by people who knew

what they were doing with them.

Skase pointed the weapon haphazardly as he spoke. “Maybe

you’re right. Maybe all those accidents were my fault…

but if I’m happy, there’ll be no more accidents. Dana can

make me happy. It’s her duty to make me happy.”

Closing his eyes, Mulder sank back against the car. His

mind raced, frantically trying to think of anything to keep

Skase occupied in the hope that Scully would turn up.

“No…” he grimaced through the pain, “No… If I’m right,

the best thing you can do for Agent Scully is to stay away

from her…”

Mulder watched Skase fight himself over the issue. He

glanced around hopefully. If Skase was frustrated, maybe

some of that bad karma would come back to haunt him.

But nothing happened. No 1-ton anvils fell from the sky,

no elephants marched in to trample him. The gun didn’t even

misfire again. Mulder groaned. Of all times to be wrong.

Another idea struck him as he studied the dent in the

fender his altercation with Skase left behind — it had

happened only seconds before his gun had discharged without

warning. Slowly he pulled his feet under himself, ready to

make a move.

Mulder jumped to his feet, and deliberately ran behind the

car for cover, pain screaming up his injured leg. Skase

fired after him, missing, only to pepper the smooth skin of

the white Thunderbird with bullet holes.

As Scully climbed from her car, she heard the shots. With

her heart in her mouth, she pulled her weapon, and ran in

the direction from which they had come as fast as she could.

She hit the open space running, first seeing the

Thunderbird, then Skase, still training the gun on Mulder.

“Freeze! FBI! Drop your weapon!”

Skase kept his position, still holding the gun on Mulder,

“Dana. Don’t be angry. I’m doing this for you.”

“The only thing you can do for me now is to put down the

gun.”

There was a tense moment as Skase considered. Much to

Scully’s relief, he lowered the weapon, and left it on the

ground at his feet.

At first she thought she imagined it; a low growl emitted

from behind a pile of scrap metal. A split second later,

she gasped as a large animal sprung from its hiding place.

Scully stared in horror. A tiger — a goddamned tiger

loose in the middle of Bethesda, Maryland. It swatted Skase

with one swipe of a mighty paw, and pounced on him in a

flurry of white teeth and razor claws.

She heard Mulder yell in shock, saw him skitter backwards

in an attempt to get as far away as he could. Scully aimed

her gun, but the precious seconds dragged out, and she was

unable to squeeze off a reliable shot. A wounded tiger was

not an option she was prepared to consider. She opted to

fire a few shots into the ground, hoping to scare it off.

The tiger leapt from its victim, and headed for cover

behind a teetering pile of junk. Scully fired after it,

unsure if she hit it. She paused for a split second to tend

to Skase, but the sight of his clawed heart lying on the

outside of his chest deterred her.

Scully didn’t have time to be stunned. Instead she made a

beeline for Mulder, and removed the wire binding his hands.

Mulder opened his eyes, “Scully… am I hallucinating, or

did Skase just get… mauled by a… tiger?”

“If you are, we’re having the same hallucination.” She

tore his trouser leg open to get a better look at his

wound, still looking over her shoulder, mindful that the

tiger might make another appearance. She pulled a pen knife

from her pocket and cut a piece of Mulder’s suit coat,

folded it into a square.

“Aw, Scully, this was my favorite suit…”

“They’re all your favorite suits, Mulder.” She placed the

folded cloth over the wound on his leg.

Three men burst into the area, armed with rifles. One

leaned over and studied Skase, another younger man stayed

at the back, ashen-faced at the sight of Skase’s body. “Did

you see which way the animal went?”

Scully nodded, and pointed over towards the row of cars,

“It could be anywhere.”

“Don’t worry… we’ll find it.”

Scully turned her attention back to Mulder’s wounded leg,

tearing his trousers open a little further so she could

have a closer look at the damage.

“Scully… Shouldn’t we get a room first?” Mulder managed

a weak grin.

Scully pressed the makeshift compress against the wound a

little harder.

“Ow!”

“Hold that tight…” Scully put his hand over the compress

she’d just placed, then reached for her phone and dialed.

“This is Agent Dana Scully. I have an agent down. Ambulance

required, Johnson’s Scrap on the I95. I repeat, agent

down.” Scully rattled off her badge number and waited for

the dispatcher to repeat back the directions.

She finished the call and tucked her phone away, then

settled on the ground, maneuvering Mulder’s head to rest on

her lap, “They’re on the way. Won’t be long.” She scanned

the surrounding area carefully, still clutching her gun,

panting heavily with relief. “Don’t worry. Your leg doesn’t

look too serious.”

Mulder closed his eyes a moment, comforted by the fingers

running through his hair. “I’m OK.” He paused, and gave a

weak laugh, “If this happens again I’ll make a perfect

sieve.”

“What happened, Mulder?”

“I think he knew, Scully… about the accidents. When I

confirmed it, it just pushed him over the edge.” Mulder

sighed. “Maybe Skase’s frustrations had a way of

manifesting themselves into the physical… influencing

odds… causing freakish accidents… or maybe…”

“Maybe what?”

The sound of sirens reached their ears. “Maybe he should

have called that car Christine.”

Epilogue

Johnson’s Scrap Metal

Bethesda

Nov. 27, 4 p.m.

In the back of the yard, a young man admired a white T-

Bird hardtop. To be sure, she looked a wreck now, with a

dented fender, and mysterious puncture holes marring one

side, but he could see the potential. A little work from

him and she would quickly be back to her former glory.

He studied her smooth curves, glossy paintwork and

gleaming chrome and congratulated himself on an astute

purchase. He didn’t know why, but he decided to call her

Zelda. She looked like a Zelda: pale, curvy and sleek.

Zelda.

Yep, she really was captivating.

End.

Into the Woods

Cover

Title: Into the Woods

Author: XScout

Email: xscout@hotmail.com

Classification: MSR, MTA, X,

Rating: R

Spoilers: “Detente” by Xenith (very minor spoilers)

Disclaimer: Agents Mulder and Scully, AD Skinner and any

other names you recognize do not belong to me but to Chris

Carter and 1013 Productions. I can no longer trust them to

make good decisions regarding these characters and must

therefore take over. Feedback: Is a drug — it’s addictive.

I’ll go into withdrawal if you don’t help.

Info: Written for I Made This Productions Virtual Season 8.

Summary: Drawn into the forest to investigate the

disappearance of five hikers in what may be a case of alien

abduction, Mulder and Scully are caught in the middle of a

life and death fight to find the abductees and get out of

the woods — alive.

*************

Bear Head Lake State Park

Minnesota

Thursday

6:49 p.m.

Amanda stopped where she was and let her backpack slide

off her shoulders. She rotated her neck to the left and

then the right, stretching sore muscles. She turned in a

slow circle, taking in the quiet serenity of the snow-laden

forest.

It felt right. She couldn’t be positive, everything looked

different in the winter, but she was sure this was the

spot. Something inside her told her so.

“Mark, don’t you think we should camp here tonight?”

A young man, no more than twenty years old, emerged from

the trees, his panting breath obscuring his face with a

white cloud. He dropped his pack next to hers and pushed

shaggy black forelocks back under his cap. “Yeah, this is

the place all right. Let’s get the tent set up.”

An hour later and they were seated around a small fire in

front of their tent, warming their hands with hot cups of

cocoa. Amanda took a sip from her cup, looking over the rim

at her boyfriend. “Do you think they’ll come tonight?”

Mark licked his chapped lips and looked at the sky.

“Maybe. I dunno. We’re just gonna have to wait and see.”

Setting her mug down on a stump that served as a makeshift

table, Amanda yawned. “God, I’m tired. I didn’t know hiking

took so much out of you. I don’t remember being so tired

last time.” She rubbed her eyes with a gloved hand, getting

cold snow in the face for the effort. Pulling off the

glove, she rubbed again, this time succeeding in clearing

away some of the sleep in her eyes. “How long do you think

we’ll have to wait?”

A high pitched noise and rush of wind startled them both,

causing Mark to drop his cup of cocoa in the fire, the

liquid hissing as it hit the flames. He pointed up at the

sky. “Not long.”

Together they tilted their heads up and gazed at the

object hanging above them, its dark shape silhouetted

against the sky, a few small colored lights casting an

eerie glow on their white surroundings. Wind rushed about

them, the trees creaking as their branches swayed under the

weight of snow. The hikers flinched as a blinding light

suddenly burst forth from the center of the object, shining

directly on the two campers. It grew brighter and more

intense with each second that passed until everything was

indistinguishable in the whiteness.

Then, as suddenly as it had come, it disappeared, leaving

behind a collapsed tent and smoking embers surrounded by

stones.

**********************

Dana Scully’s Residence

Georgetown, Washington, D.C.

Saturday 5:28 a.m.

“Mommy! Daddy! Look at me!” the little girl shouted as

she jumped up and down on the trampoline, her red hair

bouncing about her head.

“We see you, sweetheart! You’re doing wonderfully!” the

tall man laughed, flipping the hamburgers over on the

smoking grill. The woman next to him chuckled indulgently,

a wide smile spread across her oval face. Hair that matched

the child’s crowned her head, but her eyes were blue,

unlike the girl’s own hazel pair.

The woman stepped away from her husband and watched the

playing youth for a moment. “Sarah, be careful!” she called

out.

Long arms encircled her waist. “She’s fine, Dana, stop

worrying.”

“I know, Mulder, but I can’t help it. My maternal instinct

is in overdrive.” She turned around and stood on her toes,

reaching up to kiss her husband. Their lips were mere

centimeters apart…

*Brrriiinnng! Brrriiinnng!*

She sprang up in bed, her heart beating frantically.

Glancing at the clock she sighed heavily and reached for

the phone next to her on the night stand. She picked the

annoying appliance up and spoke groggily into it. “Do you

have any idea what time it is?”

“C’mon Scully, don’t tell me you’re going to waste this

beautiful Saturday morning in bed?” a too cheery voice

asked.

“Mulder, it’s 5:30 in the morning! The sun isn’t

even up yet. If you called to ask me if I want to go for a

run, I am going to make you do the expense reports on the

next five cases.” She wearily rubbed the sleep from her

eyes.

“Actually, a run sounds great right now. But alas, we

don’t have time. We have to go to Minnesota.”

“Did you just say what I think you said? No, don’t answer

that. Mulder, it’s Saturday, can’t this wait?” she lamented.

Completely ignoring his partner’s questions, Mulder

continued. “It has come to my attention that there have

been several disappearances in Bear Head Lake State Park. A

total of five backpackers have vanished over the past

month, each time bright lights were sighted near the area

where the hikers were last seen.”

Scully groaned. “What does this have to do with waking me

up at the crack of dawn?”

A sigh could be heard from the other side. “Scully, I’m

sorry, I know how much your time off means to you, but my

hands are tied. Skinner called me half an hour ago. Seems

the last pair of hikers to disappear were Senator

Huntsacker’s daughter and her boyfriend. He already has us

booked on a 7 a.m. flight to Duluth.”

Her annoyance drained away as she took in this

information. Mulder got called at 5, but he waited until

5:30 to call her. He really *was* sorry to wake her. “All

right, Mulder, it’s not your fault. I’ll get my stuff

together and be ready by 6:30. You had better pick me

up on time, I don’t want to have to run to the gate like

last time.”

“Scout’s honor. Pack something warm, I hear there’s three

feet of snow up there. Just think, it’ll be a nice trip to-

-”

Scully’s voice cut him off, “Don’t! Don’t *even* say it.”

**********

Somewhere over the United States

Flight 1650

8:53 a.m.

Dana Scully took off her glasses and pinched the bridge of

her nose with thumb and forefinger. She closed the file

lying in her lap and reached for the next one, which was

presently in her partner’s lap. He had finished reading all

the files in less than an hour and was now sleeping

peacefully in the window seat. She envied the speed at

which he could absorb information, easily accessing it with

his eidetic memory.

But she also knew that his memory was a constant source of

anguish for him. So while she envied him, she pitied him at

the same time. He could remember the most minute details

from his entire life except for the few times he’d had his

memory “wiped.” And of course, that fateful night twenty-

seven years ago that shaped his entire life thereafter. It

seemed as though he was sentenced to a life of false hopes

and unfulfilled dreams.

Carefully removing the stack of papers from Mulder’s lap,

she thought back to her own dream. She and Mulder were

married, had a child of their own. Was it some sort of

reflection of her unconsciousness? If a dream was an answer

to a question you haven’t yet learned how to ask, what was

this an answer to? They were still testing the waters of

their new relationship and the topic of marriage had never

come up. She smiled softly at the idea of growing old with

her partner, but the smile soon faded as she remembered the

girl in the dream. No matter how much she wanted it, she

couldn’t have children, and that was the end of that.

She exhaled forcefully in frustration. It was all too

complicated, too much to think about while also trying to

concentrate on a case. She would go by Scarlett O’Hara’s

philosophy — “I’ll think about it tomorrow. After all,

tomorrow is another day.”

She yawned loudly and looked despairingly at the papers in

her lap. This was going to be a long flight.

********

Mulder woke up to someone nudging his shoulder. “Huh?”

Opening his eyes, he turned to find a flight attendant

standing over him. “Sir, we are about to begin our descent,

you should wake your wife.”

“Thanks.” He tilted his head to the left, where Scully had

fallen asleep against him. A soft smile graced his lips as

he took in her countenance. Lifting his hand, he gently

brushed away a long strand of hair that had fallen in her

face. “Scully,” he murmured. She let out a tiny sigh and

nestled closer to him. God, he hated to wake her up.

“Scully, we’re about to land.” This time he trailed his

finger up and down her cheek.

Her eyelids flickered open. “Land?”

“Yeah, looks like you dozed off for a bit.”

Finally realizing what he was saying, she sat up, rubbing

her eyes. “We’re here already? I didn’t finish reading the

files.” She sounded angry that her body had so betrayed her.

“Don’t worry about it. This *is* supposed to be your day

off, remember? I think we can let this one slide. Either

that or we can ask the pilot to circle around some more

until you finish your nap.” He started to look around as

though to spot a stewardess.

“No, that’s okay,” Scully said quickly, stamping her left

foot on the floor of the cabin. The sooner she got off this

cramped plane, the better. Her foot had fallen asleep along

with the rest of her and it was on the verge of being

painful.

Mulder chuckled. “Now you know how *I* feel every time we

fly.”

***********

Thunderhead Road

10:28 a.m.

Mulder leaned forward over the dash, his eyes squinted as

he tried to see the road through the veil of snow. “Why

would anybody want to live here?”

“Most of the people here are of Nordic ancestry, they’re

used to it.” Scully turned up the heat and then used her

closed fist to wipe at the windshield so that her partner

could see a bit easier.

“Thanks. Well, the news said that this storm should be

over by tomorrow, so it looks like we’ll have to hold off

on our nature hike. We can have a leisurely lunch and then

stop by the local sheriff’s office to get the details not

in the

files. Of course, at this rate we probably won’t make it

to Ely until dinner.”

“We have to find a motel first. Then we can call the head

ranger of the park and let him know that we won’t be there

until tomorrow.”

“You’re gonna love it, Scully. Tent camping, ice fishing,

canoeing — though not in the winter, of course —

snowmobiling, hiking; I could go on and on. Beautiful

country up here, lots of wildlife. I believe it is a major

preserve for timber wolves or something like that, I didn’t

get to read the brochure.” Mulder dared to turn his head

from the road and flash a smile at his partner.

“Mulder, isn’t it possible that the missing hikers got

lost? Were attacked by wild animals? Fell into a ditch or

ravine that was hidden by all this snow?” she reasoned.

“Certainly. All we need to do is figure out which one of

those, if any, it is.”

“Mulder, what aren’t you telling me?”

“What makes you think I’m not telling you anything?”

“I can tell by the tone of your voice. We’re not up here

looking for Bigfoot or the Abominable Snowman, are we?”

“Not at all. The Yeti is most commonly found in Asia,

Scully, not North America. And, while Bigfoot seems to be

an American phenomenon, it doesn’t care much for colder

climates.” His face was serious.

“You’re avoiding my question.”

“Me? Never.” An angry sigh warned him that he should

proceed post haste. “All right, all right. Don’t get your

panties in a bunch. I ju– Ow! Jesus, Scully.” He freed a

hand from the wheel to rub his right shoulder. “You don’t

have to get violent. Maybe the Abominable Snowman *does*

live here.”

Scully pulled back her fist again.

“I’m sorry, okay? Really, I’m sorry.” The fist dropped.

“You know how I said they have lots of wildlife here? Well,

this particular wildlife has a tendency to disappear. Over

the past ten or so years, animals have been vanishing. No,

not poaching, if that’s what you’re thinking. Because most

of the animals are found later on. Some dead, some alive.

The dead ones appear to have been sliced and diced, a few

unidentifiable growths here and there. The ones that come

back alive are different. Bigger, stronger, faster.

“Take a look at page twenty-eight. You’ll see a report

made by Robert Gustaffson, one of the researchers who

worked up here. Natasha, a black bear that went missing for

a month, normally weighed approximately four hundred pounds

and stood five foot ten inches high. She was returned two

hundred pounds heavier and four inches taller. Now, tell me

that isn’t odd.”

“Perhaps it was a different bear?”

“Nope. The bear was tagged and had all the same markings,

she was definitely the same one. Several other examples are

listed. Black bears the size of grizzlies, wolves bigger

than great Danes, even a badger as large as a dog. But

apparently it is only limited to non-herbivorous animals.

You want to know what I think?”

“Not particularly.”

“Tough, I’m going to tell you. I think that these animals

were preliminary tests. Someone has been experimenting on

them like lab rats and now they’ve reached the human trial

stage.”

“And who are these mysterious scientists?”

“C’mon Scully, it’s obviously the Consortium. They’re

trying to come up with the ultimate human, one more easily

hybridized with alien DNA. Stronger and more resistant to

diseases or injury. You know They have been trying for

years.” He stopped at what he thought was an intersection

and looked both ways before pulling ahead.

“Sounds like a B movie on the Sci-Fi Channel to me.” Her

eyes roamed over the map unfolded before her.

“Now that you mention it, I’ve been thinking of selling

some of our case notes to movie companies. We could make a

fortune in the B movie industry.”

“I think there’s a left turn up ahead. Why would the

Consortium kidnap hikers when they have plenty of their own

people to play guinea pigs?”

“Because these kids are special.”

“Special? How?” She waved at a tiny blotch of red against

the white surrounding them. “There’s the stop sign.”

“It’s in the file, but I’ll save you the trouble of having

to read it. All five of the missing hikers claim to be

alien abductees.” He waited a moment. “Well?”

She quirked an eyebrow at him. “Well what?”

“Aren’t you going to tell me that there is no way those

kids were abducted, how ridiculous it sounds, and that

there is no evidence to support my theory?”

“You’re doing a fine job of that yourself, Mulder.

Seriously though, don’t you think it odd that all five of

them were hiking up here recently? Maybe they have a cabin

here that no one knows about.”

“That’s the point, Scully. All of them were drawn here

after their abduction in February of 1998 on a field trip

with the Science and Nature Club. We’ve seen it before.”

Scully couldn’t help but smile as she thought back on

their first case together.

********

Etta’s Diner

Ely, Minnesota

1:09 p.m.

A tiny bell above the door let out a cheerful ring as the

two agents walked into the restaurant. It was as though the

bell signaled their arrival into another time, having been

transported back to the 1950s. The café was small, a long

counter stretching across its length with booths against

the windows. There was a jukebox in the corner to accent

the other fifties décor abounding, as well as to provide the

appropriate music. A woman behind the counter, dressed in a

pink skirt, reading glasses, and wearing a white cap on top

of curly brown hair looked at the two newcomers and smiled

toothily. “Afternoon! What can I get you folks?”

Mulder couldn’t help the grin spreading across his face.

He looked down at Scully, who was similarly affected by the

atmosphere. They stepped up to the counter and took their

seats, Mulder hesitating for just a moment until his

partner sat down before seating himself. “What’s your

special?” he asked the waitress.

“We’ve got Etta’s Specialty Plate, which is a quarter

pound burger with the works, a load of fries, all you can

drink soda, and an ice cream sundae to top it off.” The

waitress, her name tag displaying the name ‘Nadine’, leaned

toward them and whispered conspiratorially, “And since I

can tell you two aren’t from these parts, I’ll have Earl

throw in a cup of hot cocoa to warm you up.”

Scully answered for them. “That would be lovely. We’ll

have two, thank you.”

With that, Nadine gave the pair a wink and bustled off

into the kitchen. Mulder chuckled softly, “Charming.”

“I think she has her eye on you, Mulder,” Scully said with

an eyebrow raised.

“Me?” His brows scrunched together. “Why do you say that?”

Dana feigned a world-weary sigh. “Mulder, don’t you ever

notice how women treat you?”

He looked her directly in the eyes, his hazel orbs gazing

straight inside her. “None of those women are important to

me.”

Their gazes remained locked for several seconds until

Scully averted her eyes, cursing her Irish heritage as she

felt heat rising in her cheeks.

Mulder decided to give her a moment to collect herself and

turned back to the waitress. He smiled warmly at her as he

pulled out his badge. “Nadine, we’re with the FBI and I was

wondering if we could ask you some questions.”

“FBI? I didn’t cheat on my taxes…” Nadine cried.

“No ma’am, I’m sure you didn’t; besides, that’s the IRS,”

Scully reassured her. “We were wondering if you’ve seen any

of these young hikers over the past month.” She pulled out

large glossy photos from her bag and displayed them on the

counter.

Nadine leaned her elbows on the tabletop and peered at

them through her reading glasses. “Can’t say I remember

those three,” she pointed at the first three hikers to

disappear, “But this couple came in just a few days ago…

Wednesday I think. Cute couple, nice for their age.

Surprising considering young folks these days. Once a group

of backpackers came in–”

Mulder interrupted before she could launch into an hour-

long diatribe of the evils of teenagers. “Can you remember

anything strange or suspicious about them? Did they seem

like they were afraid or worried? Anyone follow them?”

Straightening up, Nadine pulled the pencil from behind her

ear and stuck it in her mouth. “No, nobody following them.

They weren’t scared, certainly not, quite the opposite. So

excited about going hiking they could barely wait to eat.”

Mulder cast a meaningful glance at his partner. Scully

pursed her lips and gathered the scattered photos. A bell

chimed and Nadine popped the pencil out of her mouth.

“Speaking of eating, your food’s ready. Be back in a

jiff.”

The agents ate slowly, savoring the home-cooked taste and

letting their minds delve deep into the case. They finished

and stood, not looking forward to going back out into the

formidable weather. Mulder thanks Nadine for her help,

tipped her well and ushered Scully to the door.

“Agent Mulder?”

They stopped and turned back to the counter.

“I don’t know if it has anything to do with those kids

you’re looking for, but there have been a lot of lights

flashing up in the forest.” She shrugged, “If that helps

any.”

Mulder gave her his most winning smile. “Thanks again,

Nadine.”

*************

Ely County Sheriff’s Office

3:57 p.m.

“The lights have been sighted here, here, here and about

here.” Sheriff Dawson pointed to red pins stuck in the

large map on the wall depicting the entire State Park. “We

sent out search parties starting from these points and

working outwards. We found four campsites abandoned but no

sign as to where the kids disappeared.”

Mulder leaned back against a nearby desk, his arms folded

as he contemplated the map. He noticed a small space

surrounded by black hatch marks almost centered in the

forest and pointed to it, “What is this area?”

“Oh, that’s an old wood mill that was here before the park

became protected. It’s been closed for years.”

“Did you search there?”

Dawson blinked at the agent. “No, why would we? It’s

nowhere near the campsites. There is no way those kids

could have made it there in the time between when they were

last seen and when we sent out search parties.”

Scully rummaged in her briefcase and withdrew a map

similar to the one on the wall. “Sheriff, could you show us

the easiest way to the mill?”

“Don’t know why you want to bother with that place, but

okay.” He spread out the map on another desk and stuck his

finger on a square. “This is the Park Information Center;

take this road up along the mountain — be careful,

there are some sharp turns — and take it to the end. Now,

that won’t get you all the way there, there was an

avalanche and the road to the mill was cut off. We never

bothered with clearing it because the mill was closed

anyway. So, you’re going to have to hike the rest of the

way in. It’s only about a mile or so from the road, so it

shouldn’t take you more than half an hour to get there.”

Scully memorized the places the sheriff had indicated and

folded the map back up. “Thank you very much for your time.

We’ll keep you updated if we find anything.”

Sheriff Dawson nodded and watched the FBI agents walk out

the door, shaking his head. “All they’re gonna find up

there is snow, trees, and a broken down building,” he

muttered.

*************

Black Bear Lodge

On the outskirts of Bear Head Lake Park

5:20 p.m.

Mulder and Scully pushed open the large wooden door and

stepped inside quickly as a gust of wind tried to enter

with them. They shook off the snow on their coats and moved

in to the reservation office. The entire place was built

from logs, fake candlelights illuminating the room and

green and brown colored furniture abounded. A fireplace was

set in the far wall, a large fire cheerfully crackling in

it. The required amount of stuffed animal heads adorned the

walls and a large chandelier made from antlers hung from

the center of the high ceiling. An old woman was sitting

behind the reservation desk, reading a magazine.

Mulder cleared his throat to get the woman’s attention.

“Oh, my dears, I’m so sorry. Simply got too involved in my

reading. I’m Audrey Benson. You two must be the FBI agents

Roy was talking about.”

Scully raised an eyebrow. “Roy?”

“Yes, my husband, Roy. He’s the park ranger and he called

to let me know that you two would be on your way. You told

him you couldn’t come up to the park until tomorrow and

that you were going to check into a motel. Well, Black Bear

Lodge is the only motel around here, so we figured you’d be

stopping by. He told me to give you our best cabin, free of

charge.”

“That’s very kind of you,” Scully said, throwing Mulder a

glance that communicated her uneasiness about sharing a

cabin. It wasn’t the first time they’d had to share a room,

but since their relationship had begun to deepen, it made

things a bit more tense.

Mulder simply shrugged and followed the old woman as she

led them out the door, babbling about how much she hoped

they would find the kids safe and sound and how this sort

of thing never happens in Ely and…

Scully plucked the keys out of Audrey’s hand when they

reached the front steps of the cabin, thanking her again

for her hospitality, eager to end the woman’s incessant

chattering. Mulder asked her if she could let her husband

know they’d be by his office around 10, and then

disappeared inside after his partner, leaving the old woman

muttering to herself about what the world was coming to

when kids disappeared in Ely.

*********

The cabin was very cozy; a lower level contained a small

living room with couch and television, kitchenette and

table as well as bathroom. Upstairs was the bed, separated

from the rest of the cabin only by railing.

Mulder looked up at the loft. “If it would make you feel

better, Scully, I could take the couch,” he offered.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” she answered. “We are grown adults

and we can certainly behave like it when we’re sharing a

bed.”

Mulder leered. “Adult behavior in bed is my specialty.”

She scowled at him. “That’s not what I meant and you know

it.”

“Spoil sport.” Mulder moved to the table by the kitchen

and set his briefcase down on it, opening it and spreading

its contents all over. He separated the papers into piles

and sat down in the chair, lost in thought as he regarded

one of the piles.

Scully walked up behind him, peering over his shoulder.

“Who are they?”

Mulder held up the photograph he was looking at. It was a

picture of a group of thirteen people composed of eleven

teenagers and two adults. “It’s the Science and Nature

Club: eleven kids and two teachers. What I want to know is

if we are just seeing the beginning of the abductions or if

the five who are missing are different from the others,

specifically chosen?”

“Do they have anything in common?”

“They all participated in sports, three were in ROTC

and that’s about it. They are healthy and strong, making

them good candidates for testing.”

“Do you have medical exam records?”

He handed her one of the piles and she slid into the chair

next to him. “Looks like it’s going to be a long night.”

They studied the case notes for hours, offering and

refuting possibilities, wracking their brains for every

imaginable reason these kids had been chosen. It was almost

midnight when Scully forced Mulder to go to bed, reasoning

that they would be hiking tomorrow and needed their rest.

They changed their clothes and climbed into the large bed,

careful to keep a good distance between them.

“Goodnight, Mulder.”

“G’night, Scully.”

Sleep came quickly and soon morning was upon them. Despite

their efforts to the contrary, they woke up wrapped in each

other’s embrace.

****************

Bear Head Lake Park

Ranger Station/Information Center

10:02 a.m.

“It looks like you expect us to be spending a month in the

wilderness!” Scully exclaimed.

Roy Benson was a friendly old man, his shoulders stooped

and his blond beard sprinkled with white. He wore a cowboy

hat on his balding head and thick glasses made his eyes

appear abnormally large. He spoke with a slight accent and

was deaf in one ear so that you had to make sure you were

standing on his right side in order to be heard. At

Mulder’s request, Roy had supplied the gear they would need

for their trek into the forest — which amounted to two

large backpacks outfitted with everything from canteens to

sleeping bags.

“Storms come up mighty sudden in these parts and you never

know when or where you could get stuck. Better to be

prepared than to be caught in freezing weather without the

proper equipment,” the old man reasoned.

“This is just fine, thank you for the precautions,” Mulder

said as he tossed his smaller backpack in the back of the

Explorer on top of the gear.

“You know where you’re goin’?” The ranger sounded dubious.

“Sheriff Dawson showed us on the map. About how far would

you say it is until the road ends?” Scully asked.

Roy stroked his short beard. “Hmm. I’d say it’s about

nineteen or twenty miles in, though it’ll take about two

hours to get there ’cause the roads are winding and not in

the best condition, ‘specially in this weather.”

“Then we had better get started.” Mulder shook Roy’s hand

and got in the driver’s side of the SUV, tapping his

fingers impatiently on the steering wheel as he waited for

Scully. She hurried over and had to climb into the large

vehicle, throwing Mulder a dirty look that squelched any

snide remark he was about to make regarding her height.

Since she certainly couldn’t wear heels on this case, she

had lost several inches and the top of her head barely

reached her partner’s shoulder.

He just grinned and started the car.

***********

Bear Head Lake Park

11:16 p.m.

“Stop here.”

“You sure?”

“Positive.”

“Only fools are positive.”

“And how many times have you been positive on a case? I

think that sums up to you being one of the most foolish men

in the world.”

Mulder put a hand over his heart. “You wound me to the

quick, woman.”

Scully laughed and pushed open the door, having to jump to

the ground, her boots crunching in the snow. She unfolded

the map in her hand and double-checked her directions. “The

newest crime scene is a few miles hike to the west.”

Mulder was now out and around at the back of the vehicle,

pulling out the backpacks. “Just in case,” he said as

Scully looked at him questioningly.

Once they were ready, they took a good look around them to

place their surroundings firmly in their minds and then

headed off away from the sun. Mulder started out at a fast

pace, forcing Scully to jog to keep up. “Mulder, slow it

down. Remember you’ve just recovered from broken bones; no

need to strain anything.”

“Yes, Mother,” he grumbled.

“Well, I wouldn’t have to treat you like a child if you

took better care of yourself,” she reminded him.

“Oh yeah, it’s all my fault that Casey’s bar blew up,” he

groused, tossing her a sour look.

Scully just returned his look.

The scene looked like a tornado had run through the

campsite. The tent was leaning precariously to one side,

its door flapping in the wind. The remains of a campfire

were partially covered with snow, ashes scattered about in

a gray mush. A tree stump next to it had a coffee mug lying

at its base, any food long eaten as wild animals had most

certainly carried it away. Scraps of yellow crime scene

tape fluttered from where they were tied around trees,

having been broken by the wind, animals, or a combination

of both.

They stood and surveyed the area in silence, making

initial observations. Birds continued to chirp and the

trees creaked in the wind, normal everyday sounds of the

forest. Scully thought it was somehow a violation of the

abnormality of the crime scene. But nature was

indifferent to the plight of humans. She shook herself to

rid her mind of unwanted thoughts and turned to her

partner. “Any sign of aliens?”

“Actually, no. No burn marks on the trees, no disturbances

in the snow. Even if there had been snowfall in between the

time of the abduction and now, there would be some evidence

of tremendous heat.”

“If it wasn’t aliens, what happened to those kids?”

Mulder chewed on his lower lip as he stared blankly at the

tent. “I don’t know.”

***********

They had only stayed for forty-five minutes, searching for

any sign of what tragedy had befallen the campers, but to

no avail. Giving up the investigation as futile, they

headed back to the car. The hike back began in silence,

each agent deep in thoughts of animal attacks, serial

murderers, and cult sacrifices. Anything that might explain

what happened. The quiet was broken by a soft voice.

“Scully?”

“Yeah?”

“Why do you pray?”

“Excuse me?”

“I mean, if God gave us free will, why pray?”

“I don’t follow.”

Mulder paused in his forward trek and turned, placing his

hands on his hips. “People pray to God because they think

that it will in some way have an affect on their lives,

right? That they can ask Him for things in hopes that He

will bestow their wants upon them or influence events in

their lives. But if God gave us free will, then it isn’t up

to Him to decide our fate, but us. So, why pray at all if

it doesn’t matter?”

Scully stood next to her partner, tilting her head

slightly to look up at him. “Why are you asking?”

A white cloud formed briefly in front of Mulder’s face

before it dissipated in the chill wind. “I was just looking

around at the beauty and majesty of nature and our place in

it and I realized how insignificant we really are in the

grand scheme of things. Perhaps people pray because they

want to feel important, they want to feel like they aren’t

at the mercy of uncontrollable forces. God is a safety net

for those who need to believe that things happen to them

for a reason.”

Scully pursed her pale lips, one gloved hand reaching up

to push a damp strand of hair behind her ear. “I suppose

that is one way to look at it. But, Mulder, who’s to say

that things don’t happen for a reason? Yes, we have free

will, therefore things happen because *we* make them

happen.”

“True, but think of all the variables. There are over five

billion people on this Earth, all of them with free will,

interacting with each other and making hundreds of choices

every day. We can’t control what other people do and so we

have no real say in what happens to us that is not

immediately within our own limits. It’s chaos theory — a

butterfly can flap its wings in the Amazon and it rains in

Central Park.”

A bird warbled off to their left and Scully turned her

head in that direction, staring off into the pristine

beauty of the forest. “No, we can’t control what others do,

think, or feel; we can only deal with our own reactions to

them. People pray because they look to God for guidance in

helping them respond to events and to help them make the

right decisions. He isn’t a dictator; He doesn’t want to

reduce us to mere automatons that follow His every word.

He’s a guiding hand whom we turn to for comfort in times of

need and for direction when we are lost.”

“How can anyone receive comfort from a deity who is blind

to the pain and despair of so many lives? Who stands idly

by as horrific crimes are committed every single day? I’m

sorry, Scully, but I can’t find faith in something or

someone that allows the things I’ve seen to happen.”

“He doesn’t allow it to happen, Mulder. It all comes back

to free will, He gave it to us because He loved us enough

to trust that we would make our own choices. Some people

just make the wrong choices.”

“Maybe they should have prayed harder.”

************

4:35 p.m.

It took just under two hours for them to reach the

roadblock. Boulders and dirt had slid down the mountain and

come to rest in pile fifteen feet high at the apex,

directly in the middle of the road. The forest hemmed in

the other side and it was obviously impossible for a car to

get through. Mulder pulled the vehicle around so that it

was facing the open road and put on the brakes. Having

regained their emotional equilibrium on the drive over,

their spirits were buoyed by the hopes of finding an

explanation at the mill. “We’re here.”

“Thank you for clearing that up,” was Scully’s wry response.

“C’mon, Scully, if I didn’t know any better, I’d say you

weren’t looking forward to this.”

“Gee, I wonder why. Perhaps it’s because of all the fond

memories of other ‘nice trips to the forest.'” Scully

pushed open her door and exited the car, walking around to

open the trunk.

Mulder followed her, helping her pull up the back door. He

removed his small backpack and slung it over his shoulder

then turned to take the canteens from the larger packs. He

stuffed one in his backpack then handed the other to his

partner. “Well, we’ve learned from our mistakes, haven’t

we?”

“You mean after man-eating ancient bugs tried to devour us

in Olympic National Forest? Or after an enormous alligator

sunk our boat in the Blue Ridge Mountains? Maybe after you

were chased through the Siberian forest by Russian spies?

Perhaps when mothmen sucked us into a pit full of bodies in

Northern Florida? No wait, it was after we spent time

inside a giant goo-spouting fungus in the Brown Mountain

region. Then again, it could be–”

“Okay, okay, I get the point! Jeez, will you ever let me

live it down? It’s not like I knew we would run into so

many problems.” He cringed at the venomous look she was

giving him. “All right! So I did have my suspicions in a

lot of those cases, but that doesn’t mean I expected them

to turn out the way they did.”

“Mm-hmm.”

“And this time is going to be different.”

“Mm-hmm.”

“Honest!”

“Mm-hmm.”

“Scully!”

She sighed, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.

“Mulder, sometimes I seriously worry about you. Now get

your ass in gear and let’s get moving.”

Mulder jerked in surprise at her command and, relieved at

her improved mood, mock saluted her. “Yes, ma’am!”

They started heading east, circumventing the avalanche

debris and hiking up the slope leading deeper into the

forest. Their footsteps crunched in the snow and birds

chirped happily as the trees closed in around them.

**********

5:11 p.m.

The hike to the mill was uphill, all talking at a halt as

they saved their breath for the exertion. As they neared

the top of the incline, they began to hear sounds that had

no business being in the middle of a national park. There

was a flat voice being emitted through a loudspeaker,

issuing what sounded like commands. The hum of engines and

the chant of many voices in unison were painfully familiar.

“I’d say that sounds more like a military base than an

abandoned wood mill,” Mulder remarked. Scully nodded in

agreement and they crept up to the top of the rise, ducking

down below the edge so as not to be seen by any of the

people in the valley below. Mulder’s observation had been

correct — it was a military base.

It was a low building with fences surrounding it, groups

of men marching across the open fields in front. A

helicopter was positioned off to the side, large

searchlights suspended from its frame. Mulder pointed at

it. “Looks like we found our UFO.”

“What would the military want with the hikers?”

“It could still be the Consortium, they work with the

military, you know. My best guess is that, if it is the

military, they are probably trying to create a superior

soldier. They’ve been trying for years and that would

explain the condition of the animals…” Mulder pulled the

backpack off his shoulder and rummaged around until he

withdrew a pair of binoculars. Peering through them, he was

able to make out the words on one of the doors.

“Biohazardous materials inside — Level 2 Decontamination

Suit required.”

He handed the binoculars to Scully and pulled a camera out

of his pack, using the long lens to capture as many details

on film as possible. Scully, who had also read the signs,

was now scouring the rest of the camp. “No sign of the

hikers, most likely inside. I don’t see any way in except

through the main gate and I doubt they’ll let us just waltz

right in.”

Mulder pondered the implications for a while. “Let’s stay

here and see what we can, get as much information as

possible before we make any decisions. There might be a way

in that we can’t see, or they might bring the kids out. If

nothing else, we’ll have good evidence to get a whole

police force up here.”

Scully accepted this as the best possible plan and scooted

down in the snow, making herself as comfortable as

possible, preparing herself for a long wait.

An hour passed and they had nothing more than photographs

to show for their time. There was no hint as to the

whereabouts of the kids, no clues into the true purpose of

the compound, and no indication of any other entrance. The

light was fading fast, a light snow drifting down and

Scully didn’t want to stay out here in a blizzard at night.

She nudged her partner, whose eyes were glued to the

binoculars. “Mulder.”

“What?”

“It’s getting dark, we should go.”

Prying himself from his search, he turned and looked at

her, then the sky, then back at her. “You’re right, we

should– wait a minute!” Mulder turned to his left where he

had seen something move out of the corner of his eye.

Squinting into the dense forest, he saw it again. He put

the binoculars up to his face and had to move them around a

bit before he pinpointed what he had seen.

It was a troop of men in white jumpers, each one armed

with machine guns. And they were heading straight for the

FBI agents.

******************

“Scully, run!” Mulder sprang to his feet and began

sprinting back the way they had come, pine needles slapping

him in the face as he crashed through branches, dodging

rocks and low hanging limbs. Scully instinctively followed,

not even questioning his sudden command. He glanced behind

him every few seconds to make sure she was keeping up.

Suddenly bullets were flying around them, making little

‘thwack’ sounds as they hit trees and whizzed by their

bodies. Suddenly, Mulder heard an “Oomph!” behind him and

turned his head just in time to see his partner fall.

“Scully!” he cried, skidding to a halt in the muddy snow.

He whirled around and ran back to where she was pulling

herself out of a pile of snow. Mulder grabbed her arms and

hauled her up, frantically asking, “Are you all right?”

She nodded, breathlessly adding, “Snow drift.” Then they

were off again, Mulder holding tightly to Scully’s hand,

pulling her after him at a breakneck pace. He heard several

more ‘thwacks’ to his right and a sharp pain in his side

made him stumble slightly. He ignored the fire quickly

spreading across his abdomen and continued down the path

they had just made a little over an hour and a half ago. He

could see the car, its blue shell standing out starkly

against the whitened wilderness. “Almost there!” he

shouted over his shoulder.

The second he reached the vehicle he pulled open the

driver’s side door, thanking his foresight in leaving it

unlocked, and threw Scully inside. She scrambled across the

gearshift to settle into the passenger seat. The ‘thwacks’

became ‘pings’ as bullets peppered the car, shattering the

back left window. The second Mulder closed the door behind

him, he started the engine and yanked the shift to four

wheel drive. He slammed his foot on the gas pedal and

prayed that the snow chains would work. For a few

terrifying moments, the wheels spun ineffectually, but just

as the white clad figures appeared out of the trees, the

car lurched forward down the slippery road.

They sped through the forest, windshield wipers at full

blast as the snowfall thickened, Mulder calling upon every

ounce of strength he had to control the vehicle. They

almost skidded right off the road around one corner, only to

have Mulder pull them back with a sharp wrench of the

steering wheel. He was starting to believe they’d lost

their pursuers when the sound of a helicopter roared

overhead. “Damn it!” He hit the steering wheel with an

open palm. “We’re not going to lose them like this, we need

to turn off the headlights!” he shouted over the noise.

“We’re on the main road, they’ll be able to follow us no

matter what!” Scully returned as her partner flicked off

the beams of light, using the last few remnants of daylight

filtering through the clouds to drive by.

Mulder’s mouth set in a grim line as he stared at the ever-

increasing snowfall in front of them. All of a sudden, an

idea sprang into his mind. “Wasn’t there a maintenance road

up here somewhere? The trees overhang and the chopper

wouldn’t see us!” He yanked the wheel back to the right to

avoid a fallen tree. More bullets rained down on them,

kicking up sprays of snow and a few decorating the hood

with small holes. It was hard to see without the

headlights, but he could just make out the edge of the

forest, keeping them on the road — barely. So concentrated

on staying on the main road was he, that he almost missed

the turn off onto the maintenance road. Scully hadn’t

though.

“Mulder! There!” She pointed to the dark opening in the

trees that constituted the entrance to their escape route.

Mulder braked, desperately pulling the wheel left to make

the sharp turn. The back of the car slammed into a thick

tree trunk, fishtailing the vehicle slightly, but not

enough to send them off course. Mulder slowed a bit,

carefully navigating through the dark tunnel of trees, not

willing to turn on the headlights for even a second. They

could still see the helicopter circling above, its

searchlight flicking back and forth over the main road.

Mulder continued, wanting to get as far away from the men

in white as possible. It was getting harder to concentrate

though, the pain in his side was growing, persistently

sending shooting pains across his stomach, back, and up his

chest. His eyes were becoming heavy, sounds were muffled,

and breathing was starting to become a chore. But he kept

his foot on the pedal, putting as much distance between

them and the soldiers as he possibly could.

Scully wiped the fogged window beside her and peered into

the darkening sky. The light from the chopper was nothing

but a tiny pinpoint, the only sounds left were her own

heavy breathing and the grumble of the car’s engine. She

looked back at her partner, her eyes wide with appreciation

at his skilled driving and their luck at losing the

helicopter. His eyes, however, were at half-mast, almost

struggling to stay open. His breaths were coming in shallow

gasps, sweat beading his forehead. He blinked several

times, his jaw clenched tight, and his body leaning forward.

“Mulder? What’s wrong?” The clouds had consumed all the

light and she could barely see his face anymore.

She could hear him swallow before answering. “I… I think

I–” he was cut off as the car jerked suddenly, the wheels

sliding on a bad patch of ice, throwing Scully against her

seat belt. “Hold on!” Mulder shouted as he fought with the

steering. They continued to slide, the back end swiveling

around so that they were moving sideways at a frightening

speed. The car slammed into a pile of boulders, glancing

off them right before crashing into the trees, crushing the

hood.

The forest was silent now, as if Mother Nature was holding

her breath. Scully broke the silence by whispering a

heartfelt “Thank God.” She quickly checked herself for

injuries, and finding none, turned to her partner. His head

lolled towards her, his eyes glowing in the dim light. “You

okay?” he asked hoarsely.

“Yeah. You?”

“I think so.” He tried to shift in his seat so that he

could face her fully, but the movement seemed to make his

side explode in agony. He groaned and arrested his

movement, waiting impatiently for the pain to recede.

Scully was frantic with worry, her heart constricting in

her chest at the sound of her partner’s suffering.

“Mulder? What’s wrong?”

“I think one of the bullets might have grazed me,” he

confessed.

“What? Where?” She reached out blindly, finding his hand

in the darkness. “Show me.”

He took her hand and guided it to his side, shuddering

involuntarily when he pressed her palm to the source of

pain. She could feel something thick and warm ooze between

her fingers, soaking the jacket underneath her hand.

“Jesus,” she mumbled. “You call that a graze?”

“You don’t think so?” he asked, his voice quiet.

“I won’t know unless I can look at it. Lie back,” she

ordered. Now that her eyes had become accustomed to the

night, she could see Mulder more clearly, his features

painted a pale gray by the bit of moonlight peering through

the clouds. He reclined his seat and began unbuttoning his

coat, the fabric rustling noisily. He gasped as she peeled

the underlying sweater and wet shirt back to reveal a dark

patch on his skin. Pursing her lips at the thought of such

unsterile methods, she grabbed the Kleenex box from the

back seat and dabbed at the area.

Clearing away enough of the blood, she saw a small, yet

ragged, hole about an inch below his last rib. This was

*not* a graze. She had to check for an exit wound. “Mulder,

I need you to sit up for me now, okay?”

He nodded, complying slowly, hoping it would be less

painful that way. No such luck. Scully lifted up the layers

of clothes on his back, finding a twin to the hole on his

front. “All right, I’m done.” Mulder sighed gratefully and

sank back into the seat.

He looked at her troubled face. “So?”

“It went through, which is a relief. The cold should keep

the bleeding to a minimum but I want you to move as little

as possible.” It had gone through on his left side, maybe

hitting his spleen but more likely cutting through some

intestines. At least there were no major organs hit and she

thanked God for small miracles. He had to get to a hospital

soon, there was no telling what kind of internal damage the

bullet had done. However, it didn’t look to her like there

was any possibility of that in the near future. The car was

useless and the soldiers could still be out there.

“We’ll have to wait until daylight,” Mulder said, as

though reading Scully’s thoughts. “Too dangerous to hike at

night.”

Not to mention the fact that he was probably too injured

to hike. Scully bit her lip in fear. This was a nightmare.

She and her injured partner were stranded in the middle of

the wilderness with a military special ops unit after them,

no help for miles around, cell phones were useless, and

where temperatures dropped below zero at night. There was

no way. Absolutely no fucking way.

Despair threatened to overwhelm her, but suddenly Mulder’s

hand squeezed hers. “We’ll make it. Rest tonight and set

out in the morning.”

Scully smiled, thanking him silently for bringing her

hope, however faint it was. She managed to push away all

the obstacles facing them in the future and focused on the

here and now. First thing first — get Mulder warm. He was

due for a heavy case of shock, and the snow outside

continued to fall. “At least the snow should keep the

helicopter out of commission for a while.”

“It didn’t seem to stop it earlier,” Mulder commented

wryly. “Must be one of those unmarked black ops

helicopters — they can fly in any weather.”

“Great. Reverse engineered from UFOs, I’m sure.” Scully

smiled back at him. Then she climbed into the back seat and

rummaged around in the trunk area, hefting her backpack

over the seat. She untied the sleeping bag and tossed it up

front before removing the metal rods that kept the pack

stable. She unzipped the largest compartment and removed

all the clothing that she felt might come in handy over the

next 24 hours, praying that twenty-four hours was all that

she need plan for. Next, she wadded up the backpack and

shoved it into the gaping hole that was once the left

window, ignoring the sharpness of shattered glass beneath

her knees, making sure that no cold air was leaking in

around the edges of her makeshift insulation.

She returned to her seat and unrolled the sleeping bag she

had deposited a minute ago, scrunching it up slightly so

that there was enough room to completely unfold it. She

unzipped it all the way around, creating a very large

flannel blanket. She laid it over Mulder, whose teeth had

begun to chatter loudly.

“I th-think now would be a g-good time to test that –

naked person in a sleeping b-bag theory.” Mulder said, a

tiny gleam in his eye.

To his surprise, Scully paused and thought it over.

“Actually, I think you may be right.”

He was so shocked that he couldn’t even come up with a

witty reply.

************

“You know, I’m rather disappointed.”

“With what?”

“This wasn’t exactly what I was imagining when I brought

up the idea of sleeping bags.”

Scully lifted her head up from her partner’s chest to look

at his face. “This is as close as you’re gonna get any time

soon, so enjoy it while it lasts.”

Mulder smiled softly. Despite the fact that they weren’t

naked — Scully had insisted they leave on their light layer

of underclothes — he was enjoying himself tremendously. It

wasn’t every day he got to snuggle up to his partner in

such tight confines and on a case. They lay together

quietly for a while, each one immersed in their own

thoughts.

Scully shifted against Mulder’s side, pressing herself

closer to his body. “Mulder?”

“It’s my sidearm, I swear.”

Dana burst into giggles, her body shaking his with her

laughter. He gasped, “Ah, watch it.”

“Sorry.” She stilled and surreptitiously moved her hand

down to feel the bandages she had applied earlier to make

sure they hadn’t soaked through.

“I’m fine.”

Damn, he noticed. “I know, but humor me, it’s for my own

piece of mind.”

“What?”

“I said, it’s for my–”

“No, I mean you were going to ask me something.”

She was silent for a moment. “Do you think those kids are

still alive?”

Mulder considered her question for several minutes. “I

don’t know, I hope so. Some of the animals came back, if a

bit altered, so there is a chance.”

“Isn’t it an awfully big risk to kidnap five teenagers,

one of them a senator’s daughter? It’s like the military

isn’t worried about anyone coming to look for them.”

“Remember, these kids are all abductees from a couple

years ago. Not only do the military have all the samples

from that initial abduction in order to decide which ones

were best suited for mutation, but they also established a

reputation of incredulity concerning the teens’

whereabouts. It would be a waste of time, money, and

manpower to find new subjects. Add to that the fact that

most people think that the kids are nutcases because they

claim to have been abducted by aliens, and you have a

recipe for your own little workshop, with no interruptions.”

Scully pondered this new information. “Well, somebody

obviously didn’t buy it, or we wouldn’t be here.”

“That’s because the senator believes his daughter was

taken the first time by kidnappers who brainwashed her into

believing she was taken by aliens. He was certain that they

were planning on ransoming her but something went wrong and

they had to dump her. He’s been paranoid ever since about

where she goes and what she does. He’s the perfect example

of an overprotective parent.”

Dana thought about how she would feel if one of her

children was taken and came to the conclusion that she

would act very much the same as Senator Huntsacker was. The

little redhead from her dream flashed before her eyes and

she shivered.

“You still cold, Scully? Because I could take off–”

“Mulder.”

“Hmm?”

“Shut up, you need to conserve your energy.”

*************

Bear Head Lake State Park

Sunday 5:45 a.m.

Scully searched for the most stable patch that would hold

her weight and allow her to obtain more water. Finally

finding what appeared to be a snow-covered plot of rocks,

she gingerly stepped onto it, cautious of the slightest

hint that it might give way beneath her. Relief flooded

through her as the ground held and she knelt down to dip

her canteen into the water.

She quickly filled the container and screwed the lid back

on, leaning back on her heels as she did so. As a matter of

course, she checked her surroundings and was taken aback by

the beauty of the snow laden forest. The yellow glow of the

early morning sun glinted off the white blanket, casting

blue and purple shadows throughout the trees. Birds

chattered happily and the constant thrumming of the river

was a melodious backdrop to the serenity before her.

She stood and was about to turn away when a loud splash

caught her attention. She looked straight across the river

and was shocked to find an enormous black bear staring back

at her. The ursine was almost as big as a grizzly, only

lacking the longer hair and silvered tips of the larger

bear. The animal was wading out into the river, heading

right in her direction, its large golden eyes intent on the

motionless woman. Once it had almost reached the middle of

the swift river, it found that the water was too deep to

cross at that point. Frustrated by this obstacle, the brute

let out a tremendous bellow, startling a flock of birds

into flight. Scully was so overwhelmed by the noise that

she forgot the cardinal rule of dealing with bears — never

run. She scrambled backwards, automatically reaching behind

her for her gun as the monstrosity across the river paced

back and forth. In her haste, she wasn’t as mindful of her

steps and as she moved back her left foot slipped on the

icy rocks. With a cry of dismay she tumbled into the frigid

water, losing her gun as she flailed for purchase on

anything and everything within her reach.

“Mulder!” she yelled, cold water splashing into her face.

She had fallen into a deep spot and the fast moving river

was keeping her from getting out. Her numb hands clung to a

branch as she was swept down river and she called again for

her partner, in the slight chance that he might hear her.

But she held out little hope, for he was in no shape to

come to her rescue let alone detect her shouting.

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Scully held fast to the wet branch, trembling with cold

and fear. She was trapped in a river that was freezing, was

being hounded by a bear in the middle of the forest, and

her seriously injured partner was far away. This nightmare

was only getting worse.

***********

The car rocked slightly as he

jerked forward violently, his

breath catching in his throat.

A moment passed before the spots dancing across his vision

faded and the fire in his side abated enough for him to think

clearly.

Something was wrong.

He didn’t know what it was but he couldn’t dismiss the

feeling of dread that pulled him from his sleep. Glancing

to his left, he found that he was alone in the vehicle and

his sense of foreboding doubled. Where was Scully? He

closed his eyes and played back recent events until he

reached the few minutes previous to his drifting back to

sleep. She had gone to get water, that was it. She still

must be out, that was all.

But how long ago had she left? Had it been more than five

or ten minutes? What if something had happened? What if the

soldiers had found her? The more he thought about it, the

more concerned he became. The very idea that his partner

was captured was enough to make up his mind — he would

have to find her.

Pushing the thick sleeping bag onto the passenger seat, he

carefully maneuvered himself into a sitting position. He

turned slowly and pulled his sweater and parka from the

back seat, gritting his teeth as the action twisted his

side. Getting his sweater on over his head was a major

endeavor and by the time he was done, he was sweating with

pain. A few deep breaths to gain his equilibrium and he

opened the door, automatically shivering as a cold blast of

air bombarded him. Monumental effort was needed to get from

the car to the ground and to get his leaden arms through

the sleeves of the parka, but he managed with only a

minimal loss of time.

Scanning the new fallen snow, he easily found the tiny

footprints that marked Scully’s passing. Before heading off

in that direction, Mulder made sure to retrieve his gun and

flashlight from the glove compartment and check to see if

he still had an extra clip. Opening the back door, he

snatched his small backpack off the pile of gear, slinging

it onto his shoulder. Armed and as ready as he could be, he

marched off into the wilderness.

Following Scully’s footprints, Mulder traveled fifty yards

or so before his body forced him to stop. Leaning heavily

against a pine tree, he concentrated on breathing and

focused on remaining upright. Finally the pounding in his

ears diminished and he was able to make out the rumbling of

moving water.

The river!

He was close, there was no time to waste. Gathering his

strength, he pushed off the tree and stumbled towards the

sound, keeping Scully’s tracks before him as assurance that

he was heading in the right direction. The crunching of his

feet in the snow and his labored breathing were the only

noises joining the water to penetrate the stillness of the

forest. Those and one of the most terrifying sounds Mulder

had ever heard — his partner screaming his name.

***********

Scully clawed at the branch in an effort to pull herself

from the frigid river but the bark was too wet. Water

splashed into her eyes and she turned her head towards the

forest. The trees and snow were a gray and white blur with

yellow highlights of sunlit ice. Blinking rapidly, she

cleared her vision enough to make out a shape moving among

the trees. Had the bear found a way to cross the rapids?

Peering over her shoulder, Scully saw a large dark brown

blur pacing on the opposite bank. No, not the bear then.

She turned her head back and found that the shape was

closer now, sharpening into the form of a human. Fingers

numb from the cold, Scully clung tighter to the branch and

lowered her head to just above water level, hoping that she

would not be noticed by what she was sure was a soldier.

“Scully!”

Her eyes, which had been shut so that the water splashing

around her face wouldn’t blind her, popped open and she

stared at the man floundering through the snow to reach

her. Shock and relief warred for dominance as she watched

Mulder drop to his knees on the riverbank and hold out a

hand to her.

“Grab my hand, Scully!”

For a moment she couldn’t comprehend the fact that her

partner was there but when he repeated his plea her mind

finally started working again. She strained every muscle,

trying to make her body obey the simplest instructions. Her

wet gloves sliding along the wood, she managed to bring

herself a few inches closer to the bank. She reached out

her hand only to find that she was a good foot from

Mulder’s fingers.

“C’mon, Scully, you can do it! Just a little farther!”

Mulder coaxed, scooting a bit closer to the edge of the

rushing water.

An enormous roar echoed across the water, pulling at their

attention. Mulder looked up at the great monster pacing

along the opposite bank — it was getting ready to plunge

into the river. If that bear reached them they were both as

good as dead. He glanced back down at Scully and then back

at the animal. He had to do something. Now.

Pushing himself up from the bank, he reached into his coat

and pulled out his weapon. Taking careful aim at the bear,

Mulder shoved aside any qualms against killing the animal

and fired. At first it looked as though he had missed, the

only reaction from the bear a slight jerk at the sound of

the shot. Then its pacing began to slow until the huge

animal came to a stop, its drooping head staring vacantly

at the pair of humans. For a few moments nothing but the

racing water moved and then the bear finally turned and

shuffled off into the forest, leaving behind red-stained

footprints in the snow.

Sending up his thanks, Mulder dropped to his chest and

tried once again to reach his partner. Neither of them said

a word, too focused on averting disaster. They strained

their arms and fingers but they were still too far away.

Inching forward further, he placed some of his weight on

the branch Scully was holding on to. They were so close,

their fingertips brushing slightly, when suddenly the

branch gave way, plunging Mulder’s upper torso into the

river. Making a desperate grab for the wood, he managed to

get a grip on the branch. His relief was short-lived

however, because although he had kept Scully from being

swept away, he found himself being dragged into the water.

He dug his knees into the crumbling snow, pulling on the

branch with all his might as he pushed aside everything

else — pain, cold, fear — and focused on getting his

partner safely to shore.

Closing his eyes, he pulled with all his might, letting

out a strangled cry as he put every fiber of his body into

the effort. Then a hand clamped onto his arm and he opened

his eyes to find Scully’s gloved fingers wrapped around his

forearm. He grabbed at her coat, hauling her to the shore.

Then it was all over and they were lying side by side on

the bank, gasping. Mulder allowed himself a few more

seconds to regain his strength and dragged himself upright.

He had to get Scully out of her wet clothes.

He pulled off his wet coat and then stripped off his

sweater and turtleneck, leaving on his undershirt before

replacing his coat. Then he did the same to his partner,

but taking off everything except her bra. She didn’t seem

to notice his manhandling at first and simply allowed him

to dress her in his own garments. Then she let out a

slightly hysterical laugh as he finished buttoning up her

damp coat.

“What’s so funny?”

“This is th-the second t-time that you’ve had t-to do th-

this,” she chattered.

A flash of the Antarctic and an enormous crater ran through

his head. He smiled indulgently at the thought. “We’ll make

it through this too.” He pulled her to her feet, grimacing

as he did so.

“I c-can hardly m-move my legs,” Scully stuttered.

Mulder looked down at her soaked jeans, shaking his head.

There was nothing he could do about that, they would simply

have to dry on their own. “I can’t carry you this time, so

just lean on me as much as you have to.”

Luckily, since his partner didn’t weigh much, Mulder

wasn’t too burdened by her. They stumbled together through

the trees, away from their crashed vehicle. Mulder knew

that the soldiers had heard their shots and would be coming

to investigate. He didn’t know where he was going, but he

knew he had to be anywhere but here.

They hobbled along for an hour, Scully’s weight growing

heavier with each step as Mulder lost strength. He looked

down at her face, her pale skin a deep contrast between the

red tendrils of her hair. Her lips were slightly blue but,

he was relieved to note, not a hypothermic shade. All this

walking was keeping them warm but burning precious energy

in the process. His coat had finally dried and his pants

were damp from the knees down. Scully’s jacket and jeans

were also less wet, though not enough for his peace of

mind. His mind and body warred over whether to keep going

or allow himself a moment of rest. His body made the

decision for him, his left leg collapsing underneath him.

Scully landed on top of him with a startled “Oh!”

He gripped the trunk of a tree about three inches from his

face, glad he hadn’t hit the wood instead, and dragged

himself into a sitting position against it. Scully crawled

up next to him, settling her body as close to his as

humanly possible. “Muld-der?”

“Yeah?”

“You ok-kay?”

“Peachy.” He leaned his head back against the rough bark,

his mind whirling with the desperation of their situation.

Staring off into space, he was startled when a tiny white

ball landed on his nose. He groaned — it was starting to

snow again. At least it would hide their tracks. His head

lolled to the right, looking back at their trail through

the snow. Then something caught his eye. At the bottom of a

rather large snowdrift they had passed there was a hole. It

was small and right next to a tree so that the branches

covered it. It was so well camouflaged that anyone would

miss it unless the light hit it just so. If only it was big

enough for two…

“Scully.”

“Mmm?”

“We need to get up before my butt freezes to the ground.”

She snorted at the comment but started moving. After a few

moments and a lot of effort, they made it to their feet and

Mulder was leading them to the hole. He propped Scully

against the tree and knelt down, feeling his belt cinch

across his wound. He felt little pain, it had been numbed

by the cold a while ago.

Digging at the base of the hole, he discovered that it was

larger than he had first imagined, at least wide enough to

allow someone to crawl through. He looked over his shoulder

at his partner. “Be right back.” Scooting forward on his

hands and knees he was enveloped by darkness and he paused,

waiting for his eyes to adjust. There appeared to be enough

room for two, although it would be cramped. There was a

dark spot just in the corner and he scrambled forward to

investigate. He cried out in surprise as he suddenly

tumbled down a small ladder and landed in a spacious cave.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out the flashlight,

clicking it on to give him enough light to see. He was

dumbfounded by what he beheld. There was a cot by one of

the walls, a clay oven against the opposite side that had a

chimney leading up into the ceiling of the cave, and a

crudely-constructed cabinet with one door hanging open to

reveal tools and jars.

“Mulder, where are you?” Scully’s voice from above brought

him out of his amazed stupor. She had crawled into the

first section of the cave looking for him after he had

yelled. Going up the ladder, he almost came up right

underneath her.

“You’ll never believe this, Scully.” He took her arm and

led her down the steps, shining the flashlight around so she

could see everything.

She let out a long breath in appreciation of the

discovery. “Somebody worked hard to make a place that

wasn’t easily seen. Do you think anyone’s been here in a

while?”

“I don’t care. It’s shelter and it’s a good hiding place,

that’s all that matters. We can lay our clothes out to dry

and curl up on the cot to get warmer. We can’t risk a fire

during the daylight.”

Scully nodded. There was no way they were going to make it

much farther today, despite the fact that it wasn’t even

noon. They were both freezing and needed to get warm. After

a night of rest and dressed in dry clothing, they would

make much better progress tomorrow. She looked at her

partner who was breathing heavily as he pulled off his

coat, the bandage underneath soaked red.

They just had to last until tomorrow.

**************

5:26 p.m.

Scully couldn’t sleep. Despite the fact that she was

exhausted, she couldn’t seem to sleep. Pressed up against

Mulder’s body and covered in a blanket of animal fur, she

was careful not to disturb her slumbering partner. After

changing his bandages — she thanked her foresight in

packing his small backpack with the essentials — they had

curled up on the cot and regained the precious body heat

they had lost. When they finally felt like the last bit of

cold had seeped from their bones, they had eaten the simple

meals that she had also stowed in the pack. Then it was

back to the cot, keeping each other as warm as possible

until it was safe to light a fire.

Her mind was too full of questions for her to sleep. Would

the soldiers find them? Would the ranger come looking for

them? Would Mulder last long enough to get out of here? Who

lived here before? What the hell was poking her in the back?

Rolling over slowly, she reached under the small space

below the cot and felt around until her fingers bumped

against something. Feeling around its edges, she recognized

its shape and took a firm grip, pulling it out. Settling

back against Mulder, she looked at the book in her hands,

noticing the layer of dust on it. Whoever had lived here

before certainly hadn’t been here for a very long time.

Opening the cover to the first page, she discovered that it

was a journal by the previous occupant, dated November 7th,

1997.

**I escaped last night. After a month and a half of

planning, of memorizing the guards’ routines and the

doctors’ rounds, I did it. Left two guards dead so they

couldn’t sound the alarm. I feel no guilt, they made me

what I am. I found a small cave that had an outlet into a

larger one that could be made into reasonable living

quarters. I’ve already decided not to return to

civilization. There is no way I would be accepted, not

after what I’ve become.**

Scully flipped through the next few pages and stopped on

one from December 28, 1997.

**A sweeper team came by today. They didn’t find my

hideout but it took all of my willpower to resist the need

to kill. My mutations have been useful, however, in my daily

life in the wilderness. I eat what I kill and hone my

hunting instincts as well. It’s a good thing there are no

campers this far north, I can’t be held responsible for my

actions.**

She turned to an entry on January 19, 1998.

**Something is wrong. My hands shake all the time and

sometimes I black out without warning. I know it has

something to do with what they did to me but I don’t know

if this is a natural side effect of going off the drugs or

if it is a sign of worse things to come. The urge to kill

is almost overpowering now and I have to stay in my cave to

keep from giving myself away.**

February 11, 1998.

**I know now that what is happening to me is not what the

doctors planned. The blackouts have gotten so bad that I

cannot hunt for more than ten minutes without taking the

risk that I might lose consciousness out in the open. I

remember one doctor saying something about cell rejection

and shutdown. I think he was talking about what I’m

feeling. My cells are rejecting my mutation and my body is

shutting down. I am going to die and there is nothing I can

do about it. The only thought that brings me comfort is

that their experiment failed.**

February 16, 1998.

**My moments of lucidity are outnumbered by delirium and

unconsciousness, it won’t be long now until it is all over.

For me at least. Last night the helicopter was out, which

can mean only one thing: New subjects. Obviously the

doctors have given up their attempts to find me and have

now gone in search of fresh guinea pigs. I wish them a

swift and painless death instead of what I’ve had to

endure. At least this is one guinea pig that got away. For

good.**

That was the last entry.

**********

10:13 p.m.

When Mulder woke up, Scully showed him the journal and he

read through it as she cleared the snow from the chimney

and started a fire. Sitting in front of the crackling

flames, they tried to decide on a course of action.

“We’ve got to get those kids out of there.”

Scully raised an eyebrow. “And how do you propose two FBI

agents in less than perfect condition are going to get into

a high security military lab and sneak out with five of

their test subjects who may not be in any shape to help?”

“I don’t know but we have to do something. You read what

happened to this guy,” he held up the journal, “Their

bodies are going to shut down because they can’t handle the

mutations.”

“It’s been over two years since then, the doctors have

probably made adjustments to their experiments.”

“Are you willing to take that chance? Willing to bet the

lives of five innocent people on it?”

Scully pressed her lips into a thin line. “No. You’re

right, we have a responsibility to those kids.”

“Besides, if we face the facts, there is no way we’re

going to be able to hike all the way back to the ranger’s

station. At least the compound is closer and we might be

able to steal a car.”

Nodding in acquiescence, Dana tried to hide the fear in

her eyes by throwing another log on the fire. Her partner

was right — there was no way he could hike very far. The

food they had eaten earlier seemed to cause him no

problems, so she prayed it was a sign that his intestines

weren’t damaged, but he was still bleeding. He was very

tired and had slept almost the entire time they had been in

the cave, blood loss and the cold making him lethargic. He

seemed to be handling the pain well, but she knew that he

was struggling, she could tell by the lines at the corner

of his eyes and mouth. She doubted he was up to anything

resembling a rescue mission but he had surprised her before

and hopefully would again.

She must have given something away in her silence because

Mulder’s hand on her cheek turned her to face him. “We can

do this. Tomorrow morning we’ll start hiking back to the

compound. We can take what we need from here, like some of

the tools in the cabinet. Our clothes are dry and we have

plenty of water and some food left. You can bandage me up

nice and tight, the bleeding is hardly noticeable now and

the cold will work as a painkiller. As long as there’s no

blizzard, we can do this. I promise.”

Reaching down, he squeezed both of her hands, looking her

straight in the eyes. Then he stood up, trying fiercely to

hide his grimace and moved over to the ramshackle cabinet.

He opened one of the doors carefully so it wouldn’t fall

off the hinges and looked inside for anything useful. What

he found were knives, a hatchet, a bow and some arrows, a

Sig Sauer with two extra clips and, of all things, a lock

pick set. Mulder smiled to himself, whoever this man had

been, he had certainly believed in being prepared.

***********

Bear Head Lake State Park

Monday 9:03 a.m.

Scully hefted the backpack over her shoulder despite her

partner’s protests. “If you expect me to go along with this

harebrained scheme of yours, you do what the doctor orders.”

Looking at the stick in his hand with dismay, Mulder

sighed in martyrdom. Scully had demanded he use the long

branch she had cut off a tree with the hatchet as a

makeshift cane. Add to the fact that she also insisted she

carry all the supplies, and he was feeling the blow to his

manly pride. At least he still had his weapon.

After checking their position with the sun, they headed

towards the road, intending to follow it back to the

roadblock and then around to the base. They set a steady if

slow pace, keeping alert for any sign of the soldiers who

had pursued them. It took over four hours for them to reach

the avalanched road and by then Mulder was glad for the

stick he had leaned on for the past three hours. They

decided to take a moment’s rest in a small alcove of the

avalanche debris to gather their strength for the uphill

climb.

“I’m surprised there doesn’t seem to be any activity in

this area. Either they don’t think we’re important enough

to bother with, or they assume we’re dead,” Mulder said in

hushed tones.

“Maybe they think we got away,” Scully whispered hopefully.

Mulder just blinked at her. “Whatever the reason, I still

think we should be as cautious as possible and circle

around to the site instead of straight up to it. Take maybe

another hour.”

Scully shifted her pack. “You ready?”

“As I’ll ever be. Let’s get going.”

They moved out past the roadblock and headed in a wide

circle that would bring them around to what they believed

would be the back of the compound. About fifty minutes

later they had reached the rim of the valley that contained

the base and they ducked below the edge, keeping out of

sight.

“Awfully quiet down there,” Scully commented.

“Maybe the snow shut down activities?” Mulder wondered,

breathing heavily.

“Doubt it.” She peeked over the edge, her eyes scanning

the area. “There’s no sign of anyone. No soldiers, no

vehicles, nothing.”

“I have a bad feeling about this.” Mulder raised his head

next to hers. “You think they decided to evacuate?”

“Maybe. It’s possible they thought there was too much

interest in this site and they needed to move their base of

operations somewhere else.” She removed the binoculars from

the backpack and got a closer look at the building. “Of

course, they could be inside waiting for us to show up and

shoot us the second we reveal ourselves.”

Mulder took a deep breath. “Only one way to find out.” He

stood up suddenly, swaying slightly with dizziness.

“Mulder!” Scully hissed, grabbing at his jeans.

He ignored her and raised his arms, waving them back and

forth. There was no reaction from the building. He looked

down at Scully. “Well, I’m not full of holes.”

“One is enough,” she replied icily as she climbed up next

to him. “It appears the place is deserted.”

“Let’s invite ourselves in.” Mulder started down the

incline, Scully stumbling as she followed him hastily. By

the time they reached the fence, there was still no activity

from inside the compound. Mulder made quick use of the lock

pick set and they were inside the gates, pausing

automatically as they expected an alarm to go off.

Silence.

Mulder shrugged and pointed to the door with a sign that

read “Authorized Personnel Only.” “Let’s see what’s behind

door number one.”

After a moment with the picks they were inside a long

hallway, leading to the right and the left. Everything

seemed as though it had been bleached clean, not a speck of

dust in sight. Mulder sniffed. “Smells like a hospital.”

“You’d know,” Scully huffed, still angry at his foolhardy

stunt.

Mulder ignored it. “Left or right?”

“Right.” They moved down the hall, stopping at each door,

which all opened easily. There was nothing but empty rooms,

the machinery and equipment had been stripped.

“They didn’t leave anything behind , did they.” Mulder

shook his head at the thought, dismayed at the thought of

once again having the evidence disappear right under his

nose.

“Let’s hope they left something,” Scully said evenly. He

knew she was referring to the missing hikers. “They usually

keep the test subjects fairly close to the labs for easy

access. If these are all the experiment rooms, the holding

cells must be back the other way.”

They turned around and headed back down the hallway. After

passing the door they had entered through they had to walk

almost forty yards before reaching another door. This one

was locked and Mulder shot a significant look at Scully

before making quick work of the lock.

Inside was another hallway, much shorter than the last and

lined with three doors on each side. The doors all had

small windows three-quarters of the way up that showed the

contents of each room. And those contents were the

kidnapped hikers.

***********

The cell doors were harder to breach than the others —

code panels opened them. After trying several combinations,

Mulder gave up and simply shot the panel, the door sliding

open a few seconds later.

A young man was standing in the corner, his eyes wide with

fear. “Who are you?” he stammered, noting the gun in

Mulder’s hand.

Scully squeezed between the doorway and her partner. She

held out her hand, “We’re with the FBI, we’re here to bring

you home.”

The youth looked shocked for a moment and then smiled

widely. “Thank God! I thought no one would ever find us!”

Mulder, who recognized the boy as Randy Dettweiler from

his picture, asked about the others. “Have you had any

contact with Mark Schumacher, Amanda Huntsacker, Casey

Ryburg, and Steve Michaels?”

“They’re all here,” Randy answered. “We’ve all helped each

other get through the tests as well as possible.” The young

man shuddered.

Scully put a hand on his shoulder. “Everything’s going to

be okay. Let’s get the others.”

Four destroyed code panels and quick explanations later,

the group of two adults and five hikers were standing in

the middle of Casey’s room. She was the first one of the

kids who had been taken and so had been subjected to more

tests than the rest. At the moment she was huddled on her

bed, not responding to any of the others.

“She’s been like that for the last few days, won’t do

anything but stare off into space,” Steve explained.

“Traumatic shock,” Scully guessed. “Casey? Casey, I’m

Agent Scully and this is Agent Mulder, we’re with the FBI,

we’re here to help you.” She kept her tone soft and

soothing. “We need you to come with us so we can take you

home.”

“C’mon, Case, let’s blow this joint,” Randy cajoled.

Soft words came from cracked lips. “Blow this joint.”

“Did she say something?” Steve asked.

“Yeah, she said ‘blow this joint,'” Randy replied.

In fact, Casey was repeating the three words over and

over. She began to rock back and forth, her head hitting the

wall with a dull thud as she moved.

“We’re going to have to carry her out of here. I don’t

know if anyone is going to come back, but I’d rather not

take the chance and want to be long gone if they do.”

Mulder gestured to Randy and Steve. “Take her by the arms.

Be gentle but firm.”

The two boys took Casey by an arm and hauled her to her

feet. She started to wilt to the floor but they held her.

As the pair stepped forward, she shuffled along with them,

her feet automatically moving. She continued to chant

rhythmically.

Mulder gave her one last look, hoping that the

psychological damage could be undone and then turned,

leading the way out of the building. They were halfway down

the long hall when suddenly the lights went out, plunging

them into darkness.

Casey started screaming, struggling against Randy and

Steve. “Blow this joint! Blow it! Blow!”

Abruptly a red light switched on, bathing the clear hall

in an eerie glow. Scully stared at Casey, wondering why the

girl would suddenly panic. She looked at Mulder and saw

that his lips were moving. It took her a second to realize

that he was saying the same thing as Casey, his mind

deciphering her pointless rambling.

“Jesus Christ,” he murmured. He whirled around to the

others. “We’ve got to get out of here, right now!” He ran

for the door, slamming it open, the bright daylight

blinding him momentarily. “Move, come on, let’s go!”

Not questioning his sudden haste, the group chased after

him, piling out of the doorway as fast as possible. Mulder

cursed under his breath when he saw the small square of

material on the wall to his left that confirmed his

suspicions. “They’ve got the whole place wired with C-4.”

Scully sucked in her breath as she saw the same thing her

partner did. “They didn’t want to leave any evidence

behind.”

“We’ve got to get as far away from here as possible.”

Mulder pointed up to the ridge where he and Scully had fled

from just two nights ago. “Head for those trees, don’t stop

running until you get there!”

Needing no more urging, the group broke into a run, their

feet and hearts pounding. They had almost made it to the

top of the ridge when there was a cry from behind. “Agent

Mulder, we can’t get Casey up any farther!” Randy shouted.

Mulder stopped his ascent and looked down to see the boys

struggling with Casey’s leaden body. He scrambled down to

them. “Steve, go with Agent Scully, I’ll help Randy with

Casey.”

“But…” Steve stammered.

“Go!” Mulder turned away from him, not bothering to see if

he had obeyed, and focused on the task at hand. “I’ll get

her by the arms, you grab her feet,” he instructed Randy.

They picked her up together and started making a slow

ascent. It was a cumbersome way to travel, but there was no

way Mulder was going to let any of these kids down.

Gritting his teeth as the pain in his side flared, he kept

his feet moving, bringing them closer to safety.

He reached the top out of breath and with spots dancing in

front of his eyes. Randy smiled, also breathing heavily,

“We did it.”

Letting out a sigh of relief that they had finally made it

to the top, Mulder automatically turned and looked behind

him. He barely had time to register the explosion before he

was knocked off his feet by the shock wave. He tumbled

forwards, taking the girl with him, he twisted frantically

so as not to land on her. Randy, who had lost his grip on

Casey when the blast hit, was lucky enough to grab onto a

nearby tree with an out-thrown arm.

The other two rolled down the hill, trees and snow

whirling by in a blur as they rolled. Mulder tried to

protect Casey with his body but he could still hear her

grunts of pain as they bounced over rocks.

With a suddenness that knocked the wind out of him, they

hit the level road, sliding to a halt just before they

slammed into the avalanche debris. Uncurling himself from

the girl, Mulder rolled onto his back staring up into the

sky. He could hear his partner calling his name but she

seemed so far away. He thought about trying to fight the

impending darkness but, deciding that their mission was

accomplished, he let himself drift into peaceful

unconsciousness.

**********

Scully hesitated when Steve told her that Mulder had

insisted he go on without him, but she knew that the

lives of civilians were at risk and that was her first

priority. She waved him along and they headed down the

slope as quickly as possible. The explosion that rumbled

through the ground made them stumble and she clutched a

tree to keep herself from toppling over.

The first thought that came to her mind when she steadied

herself was her partner and Casey. She didn’t have to

wonder about their fate for long, because they shot past

her in a tangle of limbs and snow. Randy was hanging onto

a tree and she and Steve pulled him up. Then Scully

scrambled

down the slope after Mulder and Casey, appalled at how fast

they had tumbled. She almost lost sight of them when the

road

opened up before her and she saw the pair had come sliding

to

a stop. Mulder moved enough to separate himself from the

girl

and then he went limp.

“Mulder!” She skidded up next to him, falling to her

knees. She checked his pulse, closing her eyes as she felt

the rapid flutter under her fingers. She was about to check

on Casey as well when the girl moaned, sitting up and

rubbing her head.

“What just happened?”

The rest of the group had made it down the hill by now and

were standing in a semicircle behind Scully. Steve snorted.

“About time you got with the program.”

The girl blinked. “There was a bomb. They were going to

blow us up to make sure that nobody knew what they did to

us. They didn’t think I could hear them but I did. They

didn’t think I could understand anything because I wouldn’t

talk.”

Randy, who was kneeling next to her, gave her a little

shake to stop her rambling. “You’re okay now.”

Casey gave him a slight smile that turned into a frown.

She bent over the prone form lying next to her. “Agent

Mulder? Agent Mulder, are you all right?”

To Scully’s relief, Mulder groaned, his eyes squeezing

tightly shut. “Now I have a headache and about a hundred

bruises to go with all my other aches and pains.”

Everyone laughed in relief as Scully helped Mulder to his

feet but she noticed that he was guarding his left side.

Biting her lip, she knew he was putting up a front for the

others and didn’t call him on it.

“Where do we go from here?” Mark asked.

“That explosion was probably heard all the way back to

town and I bet that anyone at the ranger station can see

that big cloud. They’re going to send someone up to check

on it and they’ll have to use this road. Our best bet is to

stay here until they show up.” Scully pointed at the rubble

caused by the avalanche.

They settled themselves at the base of the roadblock, the

three boys gathering wood to build a fire and Amanda

helping Scully care for Casey. The girl had several dark

bruises forming and some cuts caused by branches or rocks.

Scully still had some antiseptic left and treated the

girl’s scrapes, thankful that she hadn’t broken any bones.

Declaring her as healthy as could be after doing a

precursory head injury test, Scully turned her attention to

her partner.

“Your turn, Mulder.”

He complained jokingly, winking at Casey who grinned back.

Just then the boys returned, dumping their load in a pile

at their feet. Mark had brought a bunch of large rocks with

which to build a fire ring and they began to set it up,

eager to have the warmth and security of the flames. They

had been dressed in fairly thick clothing but nothing that

was meant for being out in the weather for an extended

period of time.

As the kids were preoccupied with getting the fire

started, Scully had Mulder lie back, opening his jacket and

lifting up his layers of clothes. Her eyes narrowed as she

saw the red stained bandage. Any healing that had been

gained by their rest last night had been completely undone.

She pulled off the gauze, noting the color of the wound as

she wiped the blood away. The edges of the wound were

tinged an angry red, infection beginning to set in. Scully

brushed away the panic that threatened, reasoning that they

were lucky that it had taken as long as it did.

A gasp from behind her shook her out of her thoughts. She

looked over her shoulder to see Amanda, her eyes wide and

her hand to her mouth in shock. The others were coming up

next to her to see what had startled her. She swallowed

convulsively and cleared her throat. “Is Agent Mulder okay?”

Mulder propped himself up on his elbows, tilting his head

to the left to see the group of kids. “Nothing a few days

in a nice warm hospital bed won’t cure. Don’t worry, I’m in

good hands.”

Only slightly reassured, they went back to the fire, only

Casey remaining. She sat down next to Mulder, folding her

legs Indian style. “Did you land on a branch or something?”

She felt responsible for any injuries he had acquired

during their trip down the hill.

Mulder chuckled, wincing. “No, just a bullet. One of the

soldiers from the base took a few shots at us the other

night.”

“You’ve been shot?” Casey paled at the thought.

“Yeah and I really should have learned by now that it is

not real fun,” he said sardonically.

Scully snorted. “You? Learn? Like you learned about our

trips to the forest?”

Mulder sighed dramatically. “You’re never going to go

camping with me, are you, Scully?”

She just shook her head and finished applying the new

bandage.

************

4:27 p.m.

Roy Benson kept one hand on the wheel, the other on the

radio he was speaking into. “I’m just coming around the

last turn, should see the end of the road any time now. The

smoke has thinned out a bit but I can still see it. It’s

definitely coming from the old mill. I think — holy shit!”

He slammed on his brakes as he came around the corner and

found seven people just in front of his bumper.

“Roy, what is it?” came the voice of Cliff, his deputy

ranger.

“It’s our FBI agents, it looks like they found those

missing kids.” Roy clicked off the radio and got out of his

truck, putting on his cowboy hat as he went to meet the

group.

Scully reached him first. “Ranger Benson, I can’t tell you

how glad I am to see you. I need you to radio for a medivac

helicopter to transport us to the nearest hospital. These

kids have undergone illegal biological testing and need to

be thoroughly checked out. Agent Mulder is suffering from a

two-day-old bullet wound and the sooner he gets to the

emergency room, the better.”

Experienced enough to know when not to ask questions, Roy

jogged back to his truck, getting on the radio to Cliff. In

the background he could hear the kids cheering.

****************

Agent Scully’s Log

Case #X12759730

After gaining helicopter transportation to Lincoln

Hospital, Agent Mulder was admitted for his injuries and

treated. The bullet passed through him just below the

spleen and managed to miss his intestines, causing

remarkably little internal damage. He is recuperating well

and can be expected to be released within a week. The five

missing hikers were subjected to every test that might

possibly show some evidence of what they had been through.

The only mentionable finding is that their adrenaline

levels were higher than normal. Undergoing a psychological

evaluation, the experts have declared them fit and ready to

return home, with the exception of Casey Ryburg, who has

been referred to a specialist to deal with her traumatic

experience.

Senator Huntsacker has expressed his overwhelming thanks

and Assistant Director Skinner has added a commendation to

our files. Our continuing luck regarding cases that place

us in forested surroundings inevitably creates in me a

sense of foreboding. Though this case had an overall

satisfactory result, the missing hikers being found and

illegal testing of unwilling patients stopped, I still

cannot feel a sense of peace. Perhaps because I cannot be

certain that the group responsible for the abduction of the

hikers will cease their activities. Or perhaps it is

because I know that it is only a matter of time before my

partner again takes me into the woods.

***************

North Sterling State Park Colorado

6:34 p.m.

Russell Napier trudged along the barely discernible path,

breathing in the crisp clean air. This was the life — out

in the country with no pollution, no noise, no office, and

communing with nature. He pushed through some thick

undergrowth and emerged into a small clearing, the trees

forming a circle around him. He stopped and placed his

hands on his hips, turning around to get a good look at the

area. It seemed like the perfect place to set up camp.

Whistling happily as he set up his supplies, he soon had a

small fire going and his sleeping bag unrolled next to it.

Laying back on the thick padding, he gazed up into the sky,

marveling at how many stars you could see without the

lights of the city.

Suddenly a dark form obliterated his view of the stars and

a blazing white light flashed on above him, blinding him

with its intensity. He tried to move but couldn’t seem to

get his muscles to obey him. As his body was lifted up into

that frightening brilliance he couldn’t even scream.

*********

End

I love camping. Honest. But if I ever see bright lights,

I’m getting the hell outta there.

Detente

Cover

By Xenith

Disclaimer: The X-files belong to Chris Carter and 1013

Productions, not me. I’m only borrowing the characters for

now. I’ll put them back when I’m done.

Rating: PG

Category: SA

Keywords: MSR, Muldertorture, mytharc

Spoilers: Thru 7th season ending at Je Souhaite

Archive: Sure! Spooky’s yes! And the VS8 Archive of

course. All others, ask me first.

Feedback: Love it! Love it! Send it! Yum!

Summary: Mulder’s thirty-ninth birthday arrives on an

unhappy note when he finds himself forced to listen to what

CSM has been waiting to tell him and to depend on the man

for survival.

Author’s Note: This piece was written specifically for

inclusion in the Virtual Season 8. Chris Carter, watch out!

If you don’t treat Moose and Squirrel right, we’ll just do

it ourselves!!

And a thousand thanks to my wonderful betas: Tracy G who

advised me on rescue protocol and to Wylfcynne for

demanding “More torture! More torture!”

***********************************

October 13, 2000

9:30 p.m.

Darkness and dust and pain…

Pain.

It hurt to breathe. It hurt to move. No, he couldn’t move.

Mulder tried to shift his torso and found that he was

pinned from the waist down. He coughed, lightly and then

more deeply, sucking in dust with every breath. He was

lying on his right arm and the left one hurt..hurt..hurt.

Broken, probably. Damn. Couldn’t catch his breath. His leg

hurt too. Then he thought he heard a scuffling sound in the

darkness. It was moving toward him. Rats? What?

It was so dark. Was he blind? Panicking, Mulder began to

pant for air and tried frantically to pull himself out of

the pile of rubble that buried him. He stopped when he

heard a ‘click’ and saw a flame shoot out of a lighter.

C.G.B. Spender’s worn face appeared in the dim light,

creased with dust. “Here now, don’t do that, son. You’ll

only make your injuries worse.” Mulder looked up in even

more panic and found that his body from the waist down was

indeed buried in rubble, with that bastard’s tobacco-

smelling coat draped over his torso.

Spender hovered solicitously over him, gently moving the

coat aside. “You’ve been out a long time. From the

swelling, I’m fairly sure that you’ve broken your arm.” He

palpated the left arm while Mulder stiffened in agony. “I

can’t speculate about other injuries. You’ll have to tell

me whether you have feeling in your legs.” Spender sat back

on his haunches and watched Mulder’s face.

Mulder blinked, then slowly began to remember the evening

and how it had all gone to Hell. “Damn it! Put that damn

thing out! There could be gas leaks, you’ll kill us for

sure this time you idiot.”

Mulder felt a dim stab of satisfaction at the chagrin on

the man’s face as the light went out. The darkness pressed

close again. He drew a painful breath and rasped out, “Why

didn’t you die in the explosion, you bastard?”

Mulder could almost see the man smile. “Oh, I can survive

a lot. And so, apparently, can you. We’ll just have to

wait here until they dig us out.” There was silence, broken

only by the sound of Mulder’s harsh breathing.

Spender’s voice floated through the murk. “By the way, I

never wished you a happy birthday.”

October 2, 2000

Turlock California

10:13 a.m.

“Just like I tol’ ya, the men were tall an’ scaly. Yep,

tall an’ scaly and GREEN,” Jessica Griffen took a delicate

sip from her teacup, swishing the amber liquid around in

her mouth before swallowing it down. Scully pegged her at a

well-worn sixty five years old, with hair died midnight

black only partly covering the gray.

Dana Scully shifted position on the rickety kitchen chair

and wondered at Mulder’s intent concentration on the woman.

She’d bet ten dollars that what Jessica was drinking wasn’t

tea.

“And you say that they experimented on you? How?” Mulder

asked pleasantly, his entire demeanor communicating ‘I

believe you’.

“Well…they did things of a…” she leaned forward and

Scully caught a whiff of her boozy breath. “a sexual

nature, if you catch my drift. And man, were they hung!”

Scully choked back a snort while Mulder scooted his chair

back a bit. He’d caught her breath as well.

“I…uh…see…”

“Yeah. They said I was jus’ the right kinda woman fer

breeding stock and they had to have their way with me,

y’know?” Griffen’s eyes gleamed and Scully just knew what

was coming next.

Jessica leaned forward, her glassy eyes fixed on Mulder.

“An’ one of ’em looked a lot like you…if ya take the

alien guy’s scales into account. Annnyway…firs’ they

stripped off my clothes an’ then…”

October 2, 2000 Turlock, California

2:24 p.m. PDT

“Well, I know that she’s not the most credible witness

we’ve ever interviewed, but…”

“Mulder, I honestly don’t know where you find these

cases,” Scully tapped her heel impatiently but the noise

was buried in the brown shag carpet. Shit-brown, that’s

what the color was. Earth tones, like the avocado wallpaper

peeling from the wall in here. “And it’s bad enough that we

spend the afternoon listening to the sexual fantasies of a

lush, but this after a night spent in a dust-ridden flea

trap like this.”

Mulder looked up from where he sat on the bed and winced

when he saw Scully’s expression. She wasn’t happy. Oh no.

“What’s wrong with it? We’re within budget.” He slid across

the brown gabardine bedspread and stood up, stretching his

muscles. “Okay, so the mattress isn’t the best in the world

but it’s okay for a few nights.”

Her expression grew even stormier. “But it isn’t a few

nights, is it? Mulder, we spend half our lives on the road,

sleeping in dumps like this, chasing shadows. Hasn’t it

ever occurred to you that our lives ought to be about

something better? And as if the cases weren’t bad enough,

couldn’t we, just once, stay someplace better? A hotel, not

a motel?”

Mulder grinned indulgently. “What’s wrong with these

accommodations, Scully? Besides, if all you’re going to do

is sleep what do you need with anything more than a bed?

After the lights are out you can’t see the bad paintings on

the walls or the shag carpet.”

Her eyes narrowed. “Mulder, the shag carpet is older than

I am. And I think the bedspread in my room dates to the

Truman administration. You really can’t tell the difference

between a cheesy motel and a real hotel, can you? It’s been

that long since you stayed at a nice place, had a real

vacation, maybe a decent meal that didn’t involve hamburger

meat?” She sighed. “What are our lives, Mulder? Why are we

doing this? We’re stuck on the road three weeks out of four

and for what? So we can find another colony of Bigfoot? Or

maybe another faked alien abduction, like we did here. No,

don’t say it…” she raised her hand as he tried to

interrupt. “Mrs. Griffen is a nice lady but there is

absolutely no proof that she was ever abducted by aliens,

no implants, no physical changes, and her accounts vary

significantly from the norm. Her aliens originate from that

bottle of bourbon I saw in her kitchen, not from outer

space.” Her eyebrows lifted. “Unless you buy her story of

massive orgies with scaly green men who look just like you?”

Mulder sat back down on the edge of the bed and winced as

the springs squawked painfully. “Scully, why are we always

like this?”

She pulled the chair over and sat down as well. “Like what?”

“I find a case and you debunk it. I choose lodgings and

you hate them. Nothing I do every really meets your

specifications, does it?” He gave her a longing look while

she fidgeted.

“Am I that bad?” she asked. “I’ve always stood up for you.

You know I’m on your side, Mulder.”

“Scully, you’ve defended me a hundred times when I was

attacked both physically and politically. But why do I get

the feeling that, as a man, I never quite measure up to

your expectations? What is it that you really want from

me?” Mulder’s lips twisted. “I mean, you’re my partner and

you’re all I have left…”

Scully stared and fumbled for words. What did she expect

from Mulder, really? Maybe the same things she’d wanted

from all the other men in her life. “I…I suppose I expect

a level of…of stability, of maturity and professionalism

commensurate with your age and position.”

Mulder grimaced. “Oh, I see. And not go haring off after

crop circles at a moment’s notice, huh? But why not, when I

can offer you all this?” He stretched his arms out and

gestured to the motel room. “You want a hotel with an ‘h’

in it, huh Scully? Not a string of cheesy ‘m’otels like

I’ve been throwing at you. You’d probably like to see me

promoted out of the basement too…”

She found herself focused on her hands, sitting quietly in

her lap. She had never intended to allow Mulder to find out

her private reservations about him. “Mulder, I’m as

committed to the work as you are…” she said earnestly.

“Then why do you fight it so often? Why do you fight

*me*?” Mulder’s voice was softer. “Is it because I’m not

the stable, settled, powerful man you think I should be?

Have I lost your respect because of that?” He paused and

added sadly, “Or did I ever really have it?”

“Mulder, I’ve always respected your abilities as an

investigator and FBI agent,” Scully said carefully.

“But not otherwise? Does my life not meet with your

expectations?” Mulder cocked an eyebrow and folded his arms.

“Mulder…we aren’t kids any more. It’s time to grow up,

take on responsibilities…” She couldn’t meet his eyes.

“Acquire a mortgage, huh? Get a big SUV I can’t afford?

Find me a wife and get me some kids?” She jerked at that

but he went on. “Scully, my life has never fit the mold and

neither have I. It’s time to stop expecting that it ever

will.”

She stood up and gave him a narrow look. “Mulder, you

spend your Saturday nights playing Dungeons and Dragons

with the Lone Gunmen when you aren’t reading case files.

You are responsible to no one, have no long-term

commitments and have no intention of ever changing your

lifestyle. The man you are is the same as he was at 30.

What’s wrong with this picture?”

“You’re saying I won’t grow up?” He pursed his lips.

“Mulder, I’m saying that you won’t mature. You refuse to

change, to bend.” She sighed. “I don’t want to do this any

more. I can’t argue with you about this, you’ll never

change. Not in your professional life. Not in your…your

personal life.” She eyed him up and down. “I’m going to

pack. It’s time to go to the airport.”

October 2, 2000 9:55 PDT

Dana Scully sullenly occupied her seat and watched Fox

Mulder doze. She had always envied his ability to sleep on

the plane. She wasn’t as nervous a flyer as she’d been in

the beginning but she still couldn’t quite relax on a

plane. She pondered Mulder’s sleeping form, sprawled out

across three seats on the opposite aisle. He

was…beautiful, easily the handsomest man she’d ever

known.

She snorted. He was also the most frustrating. He’d been

reaching out to her for years, making sexy innuendoes,

romantic gestures. She’d die for him but sometimes she

wanted to save the mutants the trouble and kill him

herself.

She sighed and shifted in her aisle seat. That was the

trouble, really. She loved him and was terribly frustrated

by him. He wasn’t what she’d ever really planned for

herself. She’d wanted, oh, a man with authority, power, a

man who was a doer. Of course, Mulder was every bit as

energetic a man as she could wish for, but at what? Aliens.

Monsters. Crop circles. Haunted houses.

She rolled her eyes and then narrowed them. And the

enemies he’d made. If ever there were a man capable of

pissing off the truly powerful it was her partner. And the

devastation spread to those surrounding him; not that he

intended that. Oh no, he’d die to protect a friend. She

knew he’d never forgiven himself for her own abduction and

its results.

I’m caught, she considered. I can’t leave him but I can’t

accept what he is, either. What is he, then? Passionate,

courageous and so damned unconventional that most of the

world wanted to lock him up in a nice padded cell. This

isn’t what I planned. I’m supposed to be happily married

and a mother by now, picking up groceries after a long day

at work. What do I do instead? I investigate alleged alien

abductions that turn out to be dipsomaniac little old

ladies. I’m in my thirties and what’s it all for, anyway?

Mulder lay quiet and pretended to sleep. He needed to

think after Scully’s comments. She respected him as an

investigator but not as a man, wasn’t that it? She thought

he had some variant of the Peter Pan Syndrome. He heard her

shift in her seat and listened to her breathing. He’d often

listened to her sleep, watched the rise and fall of her

chest and cherished the quiet trust she had in him. He was

beginning to realize that her trust was his most valued

possession. What was it that she wanted from him, really?

He wasn’t sure. He’d always guessed at what normal

families, normal people did. He supposed that Rob and Laura

Petrie weren’t particularly accurate role models.

What did he have to show for himself anyway? A pile of

dusty citations from his early years at the Bureau. Even

those wouldn’t save him from termination if he pissed off

the bosses again. He’d helped some people, uncovered some

truths, found a few monsters that the government wanted

hidden.

He’d made Scully sterile.

Okay, he hadn’t made her sterile, her friendship with him

had caused that. Or, more precisely, she’d been standing in

the blast radius when Cancerman needed Mulder taken down a

peg.

How much in his life he owed to that smoking bastard.

Scully’s sister murdered. Dad dead, courtesy of Alex

Krycek; Mom a suicide, maybe. And Sam was gone. The ache

over her had eased a lot but that didn’t change the sins he

could lay at old C.G.B.’s door. All the pain in his life

originated with that corrupt old man. And had his mother

really slept with him? The thought was too horrifying to

consider. He wouldn’t consider it.

Scully. God, how he loved her. No, it was more than that.

He required her. She was like air or sunlight. If he lost

her he’d wither away and die. He found himself phoning her

on weekends just to hear her voice. And now he was finding

out that he didn’t measure up somehow. What did he feel

about that? Angry, he knew, and worried that he’d lose her.

Thirty-nine on October 13, and then on to 40. And he had

nothing to show for it but a dusty basement filled with

files that nobody cared about except him.

October 13, 2000

4:30 p.m.

Hoover Building

“Mulder, I just can’t see it! I’m sorry, but I don’t see

any reason for us to investigate this case!” Scully handed

the manila folder back to an obviously impatient Mulder.

“Scully, the money in the bill-changers at this arcade has

been replaced with dried leaves for weeks. For weeks,

Scully! I’m telling you that this is prime evidence for the

existence of elves in Fresno! Remember the ancient legends

of fairy gold!” He waved the folder in a sweeping gesture,

then caught the slight quirk of her lips.

“What?” he demanded.

“You’re telling me that there are fairies in Fresno,

Central Valley of California. Raisin and garlic capital of

the world.” Scully asked, too calmly. “Mulder, some arcade

employee is playing tricks. This isn’t even some fog-bound

castle in Ireland you’re talking about.”

“Gilroy’s the garlic capital…” he muttered. “Scully,

c’mon. Work with me on this one, huh? There’s something

going on and since it involves embezzlement of money on an

Indian reservation it’s a federal matter.” He stopped, when

he saw the look on her face. “What is it?”

Scully took a deep breath. The previous weeks had been

quiet, with neither she nor Mulder mentioning the argument

they’d started in Turlock. “Mulder, don’t you ever ask

yourself whether this is all there is? I mean, is this all

we’ll ever do? Look for proof of Mexican goat-suckers and

mothmen in the remote wilderness,” she looked away from him

“and never find it?”

“Are you saying that my life has been wasted?” he asked

quietly, setting the file down and leaning against the desk.

“Mulder, I really don’t want…” she moved away but he

caught her arm.

“No, I really want to know what you think. Today of all

days.”

“Today? Oh.” She flushed. “Oh, Mulder I never meant to

imply…”

“Today I hit the big 3-9, Scully. One more year and I’m

middle-aged. As you’ve been pointing out to me, I’m not a

kid anymore; I’m supposed to have a house, family with 2.3

children, picket fence and sheepdog aren’t I? Or at least I

should have the respect of my peers by now, huh? What do I

have to show for my life?”

He glanced bleakly around the basement, which managed to

look even dustier and more decayed than usual. “I don’t

even get gag gifts for my birthday, like normal people.” He

picked up Scully’s birthday present to him, a miniature

maglite to replace the one destroyed by the last mutant and

flicked it on and off. So useful in his line of work.

Better than, say, golf clubs. He absently slipped it into

his suit pocket.

“You haven’t wasted your life, Mulder, you just…You’re

just different…” her voice trailed off when she caught

his expression. She took a deep breath. “Mulder, I won’t

lie to you. I disagree with many of the things you feel

called upon to investigate and yes, I think that you’ve

missed out on a ‘normal’ life.” She moved away from him and

he could barely hear her words. “We both have.”

“Do you blame me for that, Scully? That you haven’t had a

normal life? Don’t you think I haven’t wanted that for you?

I’ve told you to get out, but you stay. You stay. But you

don’t want to stay really, do you? I’ve trapped you here.”

He sighed and bowed his head. “Scully, I’ve managed to hold

you back from every goal you ever had. If I could make it

up to you somehow, you know that I would. You know…what

our partnership means to me… I’ve tried to tell you…how

I feel about you…”

She broke in hastily, “Mulder, stop. I made my choices in

life and I don’t regret them. But let’s not get

too…deep…here. Okay?” Her eyes turned away from his.

He sighed in frustration. “And that’s it, huh? Scully,

I’m not the only one who’s fooling himself about the

chances he’s missed. I may be hitting middle age, but at

least I tried to make a difference and I’ve tried for a

normal life, whatever that is. It’s just…never worked

out that way.” He stalked over to the coat rack and snagged

his trench coat. “I’m done here today. If you want me, I’ll

be at Casey’s.”

“We have reservations at Tonio’s, don’t you want me to

take you to dinner?” Her voice was low and apologetic.

He shook his head, “No. I need to think about things.

Alone. But thanks for the birthday gift.” He gave her a sad

smile and shrugged on his coat.

“Mulder, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to imply…” Scully

found herself talking to empty air, then sighed.

Mulder rode the elevator alone, ignoring the curious looks

from the other occupants. He was used to being a freak,

nothing new about that. They moved aside, letting him out

of the elevator first. Afraid to get too close to Spooky

Mulder, he pondered, pariahdom might be catching.

He wandered down the street and found his favorite bar.

Casey’s. Funny, he only went here now when he wanted to get

really really drunk. Scully wouldn’t go here anymore after

Pendrell….no, don’t think about that. Don’t want to add

more depression to an already stellar evening.

It was quiet tonight. No loud parties yet, but the after

work crowd would be in here soon. The cocktail waitress

smiled as she delivered his drink. “Why aren’t you at the

bar, Spooky?”

He grimaced back. “How’d you know my name? Oh.” The

bartender smiled and gave him a little wave; the same lady

who’d cut him off before he was properly drunk a couple

years ago when Scully was leaving him. He waved back and

handed the waitress a twenty. “Just keep ’em coming.”

“You celebrating something?” she asked.

“Yeah. Yeah, my birthday and the fact that it’s Friday

the 13th. I was born on a Friday the 13th and it’s been

downhill ever since… Somehow they seem to go together,

y’know?” He bent over his drink and heard her go silently

away. Way to go, Spooky. Scared another one off. I scare

’em all off in the end, even Scully. He pulled out the

maglite again and examined it. Seven years of partnership

and this was as personal as her gift-giving got. He tucked

it back into his pocket.

“Hello. Mind if I join you?” A tall, rumpled figure slid

into the booth. “You seem to like dark corners, don’t you?

Basement office, booths in the darkest, farthest corner of

the bar. Hardly a suitable place to celebrate your

birthday.” Rheumy eyes stared at him from across the table.

Mulder sipped his drink. “What the hell do you want with

me? Run out of women and children to victimize?”

The man laughed and leaned back in his seat. “Aren’t you

curious about how it is that I know it’s your birthday? Or

why I care?”

“You know everything about me,” Mulder shrugged. “The bugs

in my apartment have bugs. I figured that out a while ago.

As to why you care?” Mulder fixed him with burning eyes.

“That’s irrelevant.”

“Don’t you want to know why I’ve stopped by?” The man lit

a cigarette and inhaled luxuriantly.

“Nothing could interest me less. I’ll be going now,”

Mulder stood, to find himself blocked by the man.

“Not yet. You have certain talents and abilities that I

need just now.”

“I’m not your flunky. Call Krycek.”

The man shook his head slowly, his eyes gone cold.

“Krycek’s loyalties may be divided. I can’t trust him with

this.” The man looked vaguely uncomfortable and shifted for

another cigarette. “Please. Sit down and allow me to

explain. Please.” He motioned toward the booth.

Puzzled, Mulder sat while the man lit his second

cigarette. “There have been some…differences…among the

consortium hierarchy. The power vacuum since our leading

members died has resulted in some maneuvering for position.”

Mulder shot him a glance. “Somebody wants you dead.”

The man looked up abruptly, then smiled. “Yes. I need

someone to find out who it is and deal with it for me.”

Mulder’s eyes widened. “And you trust *me*?” he hooted.

“I’d gladly watch you die in a pool of your own blood, you

murderous bastard!”

“You wouldn’t regret my death but I know you, Fox Mulder.

You couldn’t betray me.”

“Try me!” Mulder leaned across the table. “You killed my

father, you goddamned murderer! My sister died because of

you. And my mother’s death…has never been explained to my

satisfaction…” he ended softly.

The man held himself stiffly upright and brought the

cigarette to his lips. “Your mother was ill. She chose her

own end and I grieve for her every day of my life. I’ve

lost more than you can ever comprehend — for your sake.

Yours and the rest of this planet…” The man stopped.

“What the…?”

His voice was drowned out by the loud rumbling roar that

blasted through the building. A flash of light blotted out

the world and the last thing that Mulder knew was the loud

booming sound, before the wall collapsed on him.

October 13, 2000

6:30 p.m.

Scully felt the building shake, heard the roar and knew it

for what it was. Dallas was still too fresh in her mind.

She ran for the stairs and soon stood on the front steps,

watching a plume of smoke rising from what appeared to be a

building several blocks away and listened to the sirens of

the emergency workers. Several minutes later, Skinner made

his way through the crowd of Hoover employees and joined

her, looking worried.

“What happened?” she demanded, watching the plume of smoke

rise in the distance.

“According to police communications, there was an

explosion at Casey’s Bar. The building itself is devastated

and there’s considerable damage to the surrounding area.

They aren’t sure about the cause yet. We haven’t been

called in… Agent Scully? What is it? What’s wrong?”

Scully had started to move toward the smoke and Skinner had

to run to keep up.

“Sir, Mulder went there. He told me he was going to

Casey’s tonight. Oh, my God….” Her voice broke off on a

sob.

“Scully! Agent Scully! Shit!” Skinner picked up speed,

trying to keep up with her. He found Scully standing in

front of the wrecked and burning building, helplessly

watching the police and fire units arrive. The area was

being cordoned off for a block around, standard procedure.

And all she could do was watch helplessly while the

building burned and burned.

“How do you know that Mulder is here?” Skinner demanded

breathlessly, taking in the scene.

She shook her head and folded her arms tight against her

chest. “He…wanted to spend a quiet evening alone. He

told me he’d be at Casey’s if anybody wanted him. Hey!” She

strode over to the EMTs who had just arrived. “I’m a

medical doctor. I’d like to offer you any assistance I can.

Have they found any survivors or…or bodies?”

“Hello, Dr. Scully,” the woman read Scully’s I.D. “I’m

Jane Farnon. No, we haven’t had any casualties yet and they

aren’t going to be searching for survivors for at least

twelve hours yet. They have to get the fires out and make

sure the building is safe to enter. But we’re glad to have

you, we’re bound to get injuries from fire and police

personnel till then.”

“Is there any chance I might be able to assist in the

rescues? When they do have the building secured?” Scully

watched the firemen wistfully. Farnon shook her head.

“No, I’ve been to scenes like this before. They always

rely only on the trained teams from the fire department or

the Red Cross. They never take volunteers.” Farnon took a

close look at Scully. “You have someone in the building?”

At Scully’s nod, Farnon continued. “I’m sorry about that.

You can certainly help us and when they find your friend,

you’ll be first on the scene. That’s the best I can offer

you, I’m afraid.”

“I know, I’ll stand by. I can see where they have you set

up.” Scully nodded to Farnon and, sighing with frustration,

wandered back to Skinner. He motioned her over.

“Agent Scully, this is Lt. Walker, from the D.C. police.

They’re working on developing a theory behind the

explosion. Local agencies have been alerted but not called

in, since this bar is an unlikely target for domestic

terrorism.”

“Agent,” Walker shook Scully’s hand.

“Have you considered that this explosion might not have

been an accident? That it could have been targeted at

someone?” she demanded, eyeing the dust still rising from

Casey’s.

“We’re considering all possibilities. Why? Do you know

something?” Walker followed Scully’s glance.

“Mulder was in that building when it went up,” she began

when Skinner grabbed her arm and pulled her away.

“Are you suggesting that someone burned an entire block

just to get at one man?” he hissed, looking around to see

if they’d been followed. Walker stood at a distance, a look

of puzzlement on his face.

“I consider it a possibility, sir, especially given the

trouble that Mulder has caused them.”

Skinner shook his head. “This is overkill, even for them.”

“Sir, they blew up a federal building in Dallas. They

would have killed hundreds of people, just to hide a few

bodies.” Scully gave Skinner a doubtful look. “I’m hoping,

just like you, that this was only a gas leak. But I don’t

think it was.”

“In any case, this isn’t a Bureau matter Agent Scully. We

have to wait until our assistance is requested,” Skinner

commented grimly.

“Yes sir,” she muttered, still eyeing the building.

October 13, 2000

10 p.m.

INSIDE

“It’s dark in here, isn’t it?” the old man’s voice came

conversationally through the dusty air. “Not much to do but

talk.”

“I have nothing to say to you,” Mulder’s voice faded out.

He felt sweaty and sick to his stomach. Going into shock,

he thought. And he felt parched but wouldn’t admit as much

to the old bastard. It was dark in here. And stuffy. He

tried to shift position but his arm stabbed at him. He

gasped and panted, determined not to let the man hear him

in pain. He wasn’t sure but he thought that his right leg

might be broken. It hurt. Shift and twist it a bit and

YEAH, oh yeah. It was busted all right. Damn. Damn. Damn.

He thought that he’d busted at least one rib as well. It

hurt, but not as much as when he’d broken a rib before.

“On the contrary, you had better keep talking to me.

You’ve probably got a concussion and shock and I need to

monitor your condition.”

“Go to Hell,” Mulder gritted. Just his luck. He gets stuck

in a hole in the ground with a talkative Cancerman. A

talkative Cancerman in a jovial good mood.

Shit.

“Been there. Did that. A long time ago.” Mulder heard the

rustling sound again and smelled old cigarettes as the man

laid a hand on his forehead. “You’re sweating. Do you feel

chilled? Nauseated? Do you have any pain anywhere? Your

abdomen? Your legs?”

Mulder shrank away. “Goddddddamnit! Don’t touch me. Don’t

ever touch me. I feel fine. Just fine. Now get the hell

away from me.” He heard the rustling sound again and the

tobacco odor faded. He relaxed clenched muscles a bit. He’d

be damned if he let the old sinner see any sign of

weakness. Weak was dead with this old man. Weapons. Did he

still have his service weapon? Couldn’t tell…

“I did try my cell phone, but it was broken. Yours, too.

Yes, I searched your pockets while I was checking you for

injuries.”

Mulder started and tried to grope carefully under his left

arm. “Gaaaaahhh…” he panted and found his cell phone

gone. But his weapon was still there in its holster. The

bastard had left him armed. He slowly slid the weapon from

the holster and held it in his right hand.

“Are you all right? It sounds like you’re in pain,” the

old man’s dry voice carried through the pounding in his arm.

“None of your damned business,” Mulder snarled and held

the weapon more tightly, then considered his position.

Great. He had a weapon now that he didn’t dare use. The

spark of a bullet could ignite a gas leak or trigger the

building’s further collapse if he took out the wrong

timber. Probably why he still had the gun.

There was silence for a moment and then the man’s dry

voice carried a hint of a chuckle in it. “Does it surprise

you that I care whether you live or die?”

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“Truthfully, yes. I’m the only member of my family not

dead at your hands, so yes, I am surprised.” Mulder tried

to pull free from the debris again and gave up with a sigh.

He wasn’t going anywhere.

“You know my reasons for wanting to preserve your life,”

the relentless voice said.

“No. That was a hallucination. I was dying and I dreamed

that…You’re nothing to me. Nothing.”

“Then I’ll put it to you in plain English, Fox. I’m your

father. That’s why you’re alive and I plan to keep you that

way if I can.”

“You…lying…torturous BASTARD! You’ve already destroyed

everything I ever loved. You tried to kill Scully with your

damned experiments and then your assassins. And now that

I’m trapped here you can’t resist playing your goddamned

mind games on me…” Mulder broke off, coughing with the

dust. His lungs hurt with every explosion. He smelled old

tobacco again and found his head being supported as he

coughed some more. His arm and leg started in as well. He

fought against the evil man’s touch without much success.

“Get…the…HELL…away from me!” Mulder could hear

himself choking on tears and was ashamed that he would beg

for anything from this man. There was silence and then

Mulder heard the man move away from him.

“Fox…what I’ve done was for a greater purpose. The

damage to your family was…unavoidable and very painful

for me. Your parents were my friends for a long long time.

Your mother and I…we had something special.”

“My mother…and you…” He couldn’t help the fit of

coughing that broke out, propelled by sheer rage. “How

could you do that? To my father, your FRIEND?”

The man sighed. “I was young and so was your mother. It

just happened and you were the result. We thought we could

keep it quiet, she and I, but later that proved untenable.

Bill had to know.” The man sounded almost sad. No, that

couldn’t be. He couldn’t possibly be feeling regret at the

damage he’d caused.

Then Mulder realized when his father must have been told.

Oh, my God, all those silent years when his father seemed

to hate the sight of him. “He knew when Samantha was taken,

didn’t he?”

“Yes. After the aliens had made their demands and I had

already sent my loved ones away, I forced Bill to choose

Samantha rather than you. I’d already given Jeffrey, sent

the one child I was forced to risk. I wouldn’t send two.”

Mulder lay back, spent, and closed his eyes against the

darkness. He could see it, the whole scene, played out

against his eyelids. His voice was soft and hoarse as he

addressed this terrible man.

“You came to the summer house that night. You told my

father about the affair. You told him that only Samantha

was his child, that I was your own…because of your affair

with my mother. Oh my God, that was what broke up my

parents marriage,” Mulder could feel his voice rising as

the truth of it hit him. “What I saw, what I heard was

real. It was a real memory, not some ketamine-induced

fantasy. Samantha was chosen and not me…because I’m your

son?” Oh, God, no. “After Sam was taken, Dad didn’t want to

see me. Nothing I did was ever good enough for him. I

thought…I thought it was because I let them take Sam. But

it was because Dad *knew* who I really was. I wasn’t his

son. And I really was the reason that he lost Sam.” This

was too much. This couldn’t be happening. The rustling

sound approached again.

“I wouldn’t sacrifice two sons to them,” the old man said

softly. “I wouldn’t give you to them. I still won’t.”

“What do you mean, you still won’t?” Mulder felt suddenly

cold.

“You have certain gifts that would make you very

interesting to the colonists as well as the rebels. What

happened to the others we sent to them was simple

experimentation. But you…”

The man fell silent and the air filled with it. Finally,

Mulder could take no more.

“What? What happens if they take me?”

“When they find out what you are, they’ll dissect you.”

October 14, 2000

2 a.m.

OUTSIDE

Scully was silent, watching the latest wrapped body leave

on the gurney.

“Any sign of Mulder?” Skinner moved in next to her.

“No. This is the fifth body they’ve taken out of the bar.

No survivors yet, but the dogs are still looking.” She

tucked her cold fingers under the armpits of her FBI

windbreaker. She’d gone back to the office for it after the

third cop had looked askance at her FBI badge and gently

tried to remove her from the scene. Then she’d stood and

waited until the fires were out, until the building was

certified as safe to enter, until the rescue teams had

arrived…Helpless. So damned helpless. She’d helped with

the usual injuries to the fire personnel, smoke inhalation

mostly. But even that had tapered off and the medical

personnel were competently handling what little traffic

there was. The only people taken from the building so far

were dead. No. Don’t think of that. Don’t EVER think of

that.

“Agent, why don’t you go back to the office and wait

there. It’s only going to get colder tonight, and they

expect rain.” Skinner blew on his own hands.

Scully smiled at him grimly. “I will if you will, sir.”

Skinner just smiled back and they continued watching the

rescue efforts.

“Wait a minute, is that…?” Scully darted forward to the

next body on a gurney. A long-fingered hand had fallen

outside the body bag and she could see the remains of a

white cuff at the wrist. “Who is he?” she demanded of the

EMT.

“I’m sorry ma’am, but there’s no ID on the body and we’ll

have to use dental records to identify him. He was a male,

age between thirty and fifty, dark hair. But the body

suffered some severe crush injuries. He’s unrecognizable.”

The EMT prevented Scully from pulling aside the rest of the

body bag. “I’m sorry, but if he was a friend of yours you

don’t want to remember him this way.”

Scully stiffened, her jaw tight. “I’m a pathologist and

I’ve seen worse.” She grabbed the zipper to the bag and

gave it a tug, then slumped as she heard Skinner come up

behind her.

“Agent…?” he said.

“No. It’s not him. There’s a wedding ring on the left

hand. It isn’t him.” She gently folded the covering back

over the body and watched as the EMT rolled it away.

A fine rain began to fall, making the spotlights on the

emergency vehicles glow. She shivered, then noticed a pile

of debris near the entryway of the building. The remains

of a coat rack, she thought. She rummaged through the pile

of torn fabric and found a charcoal gray trench coat.

“Scully, what are you doing?” Skinner asked.

“Sir, he’s here. This is…was…his coat. See?” She

pulled a handful of sunflower seeds from the shredded

pocket. She gathered the coat against her chest as the rain

got heavier. “He’s in there somewhere.”

October 14, 2000

2 a.m.

INSIDE

“What’s that noise?”

“Huh…what noise..?” Mulder struggled to get the words

out. He felt groggy and cold. The nausea had died down but

he still felt ill.

“It sounds like water dripping. I wonder if there’s a

water main broken somewhere? If we’re going to be here for

a while, we’ll have to find water and food if we can.”

Noises. “And thank you for the loan of your flashlight.

You’re right, using my lighter could endanger us both.”

“Light…? That’s my birthday present from Scully! Give it

back, y’bastard!” Goddamn it, he’d hit his leg.

Shitshitshitshitshit…he wasn’t going to let the old man

know how hurt he was. Don’t project weakness…

Mulder heard a ‘click’ and saw the man’s face. He looked

even dustier and more tired than he had before. “You

shouldn’t

move around like that, son. You may have internal injuries

and you’ll only make them worse.” The man gave Mulder a

look strangely like compassion. “We can’t afford to fight

right now. We’re in a life-threatening situation which

neither of us may survive without the other. We must put

away old resentments, at least for the time being.”

“I’m not going to die here. You will *not* be the last

thing I see in this life,” Mulder said slowly. “And I am

not your son.”

The man shook his head. “Don’t you understand, son? We

have to cooperate or neither of us will survive this. I,

for one don’t intend to die here. Consider it a sort of

detente, a truce between equals.” The man flashed the light

around the tiny space. “At least for the time being.”

In the light reflected from the maglite, Mulder could see

that the space they were in was narrow but long. Heavy

wooden beams that had formerly held the brick building

together had fallen against each other, propping up a

portion of the wall and ceiling.

Die here. They could die here. Mulder pondered the

ramifications of that. He knew that Scully was outside

somewhere, searching for him. She had to have heard the

explosion and she knew where he’d gone. He could picture

her out there, all 5 foot three of her, giving peremptory

orders to men three times her size. Skinner was certainly

involved, running the investigation. And if the two of them

did die here? He shivered. Scully finding him here, in this

man’s presence. What would she think? Would she imagine

that he’d betrayed her after all? Think that he had been

fooling her all these years? Or would she wonder if the

smoking man had some kind of hold over him? In any case,

Scully would find no rest or peace. And what kind of death

would this be, anyway? Nothing heroic. Just a slow

suffocation, alone with an evil old man.

The smoking man had gone to the far end of the space and

was searching for the sound.

“Here,” he said, then looked up. “Here’s what’s left of

the water pipe, there’s a bit of water coming through.” The

man looked around the floor and found a cracked plastic

water glass. “I think this will work,” he said and propped

it under the trickle.

“Great. All the comforts of home,” said Mulder

sardonically, then began coughing again.

“How are you feeling?” the man asked while he monitored

the water level in the glass.

“How should I feel? I’m trapped in Hell with my worst

enemy.” Mulder was silent, then “Did you love her? Did she

love you?”

“Your mother? Oh yes.” Spender removed the glass from the

trickle and carried it to Mulder. “Here, you should have a

sip, but not too much in case you have internal injuries.

Just moisten your mouth and spit it out.”

Unwillingly, Mulder allowed the man to prop his head up

and pour a few tablespoons of water into him. He grudgingly

admitted to himself that it helped. “You know a lot of

first aid. How?”

The man sat back on his haunches, the flashlight pointed

toward the ceiling like a lantern. “I was in the military

and learned field medical skills. The military was where I

met your father…and his wife.” He patted his pockets,

absently pulling out a cigarette then, with a chagrined

look, replaced the pack in his pocket.

“So how did you end up cheating on your best friend?”

Mulder asked and was surprised to see a look of

vulnerability on the other man’s face.

The man paused, gathering his words, and remembered. “She

was so beautiful and bright. She had a lively spirit that

could light up a room. Bill took her for granted even then.

She and I became friends; she confided to me that she and

Bill had been having marital troubles for some time. They

wanted children but hadn’t been able to have them…there

were many stresses on their relationship.” He took a deep

breath. “She was my life.”

“I’ll bet.”

“It wasn’t what you think,” the man said defensively. “I

loved Teena and still do.” His fingers pulled the

cigarettes out again and Mulder saw him falter before

setting them down on the ground. “I gave up my dreams for

her and for you.” He gave Mulder a look. “I could have had

a normal life. With her. But the work took precedence and I

knew that she couldn’t be with me.” The man reached out a

hand toward Mulder, who flinched away.

“You loved her so much you destroyed her life,” Mulder

said inexorably.

“Everything I did was to save her. And you! Do you think I

wanted the colonists to destroy you both along with the

rest of the planet? We had no defense against them, we

needed time! We bought that time by seeming to agree to

their colonization plan while secretly working on a vaccine

for the black oil. Everything, everything I did was for you

and for her.”

“You gave them your wife and your son.”

The man sighed. “I had to. Some sacrifices had to be made

to preserve the rest. Do you think that decision was

anything less than heartbreaking? If you had been in my

shoes, what decision would you have made?” Spender fixed

him with a steady glare.

“I’d have gone myself before I sacrificed anyone I loved,”

Mulder spat out.

“They didn’t want me,” the man said tiredly. “They wanted

hostages to ensure our compliance. We had no choice, only

the resistance your father suggested. But I chose the

right son to send and the right son to protect. Jeffrey

betrayed me in the end.”

Mulder could feel himself getting tired and both his leg

and arm throbbed. He’d feel better if he could just get

away from this terrible old man and his truths. They didn’t

feel like lies, somehow. He could always tell when people

were lying. But this man…no, they had to be lies.

“Murderer,” Mulder said wearily. “I oppose you even more

than Jeff Spender did. When will I be killed like he was?”

“I did justice. You have never turned against your own

beliefs, even though I don’t agree with them. Jeffrey was

unstable and couldn’t be relied on. I had hoped to train

him by assigning him to the X Files and harden you at the

same time. It didn’t work.” The man pulled a cigarette from

the pack and held it under his nose, inhaling luxuriantly.

“But your relationships are hardly perfect, are they. You

and the desirable Agent Scully have been partners for seven

years now and your relationship has barely progressed.”

“You leave Scully alone, or I’ll see you dead,” Mulder

grated. He flashed on Scully’s experiences with this man

and his flunkies. “You kidnapped her, tortured her, made

her sterile. I just can’t understand why you didn’t fucking

kill her the last time she was in your clutches.”

“Temper. She does love you, you know. Oh, you hadn’t

guessed? It’s perfectly obvious to anyone who sees you

together. Of course, that does give enemies a lever to use

against you. Not that I’d ever do that.”

Mulder gasped, panting with frustration. “You. Leave.

Scully. Alone.”

“You haven’t figured it out yet, have you son? I sent you

Scully. I knew that she was the woman for you the moment I

read her dossier. It was unfortunate that the larger group

decided you two had to be separated. I disagreed but

carried out my instructions and placed her in the program.

I gave her back to you, you know, and gave you the cure for

her. But you have been slow on the uptake, haven’t you?”

“Why are you doing this?” Mulder lay back against the

rubble. “What is it you want from me?”

“I suppose that I feel a need to finally explain myself.

And I still would like your assistance on that other matter

we were discussing before the latest attempt on my life.”

The man gave Mulder a wistful look. “And I’d like to see my

son inherit my legacy, continue with my work.”

“You want me to investigate your little assassination

problem. Understand this, old man, my answer is no. I will

never, ever work for you in any capacity. I am not and will

not be your investigator, your flunky or your bodyguard.”

“What about being my son? My work must continue and you

have the necessary gifts.”

Mulder blinked. “You want to hand down your legacy of

treachery to me.”

“I want you to save the planet. I believe that you can and

you will.”

Mulder was silent a while. “I remember El Rico Air Force

Base. Your plans are in a shambles. Your own best men died

in flames.”

“We had a back up plan. You.”

Mulder squinted against the maglite. “That time I spent in

the hospital, when I almost died…”

“When you could read minds, yes, that’s part of it. You

are what you sought. You have active alien DNA in you, and

the black oil can’t hurt you. You are immune. You have the

gifts necessary to fight back.”

The smug look of fatuous pride on the man’s face almost

forced Mulder to lunge for him again. Instead, he asked the

question that had been haunting him since Scully had rescued

him. “Why did I develop telepathy? What was done to me?”

“In the hospital? Oh, your special abilities.”

Oh my God, the realization hit. Scully wasn’t the only one

who’d been experimented on. How young had he been when they

began experimenting on him? An infant? A child? He flogged

his memory and tried to recall anything that might have

been abduction but found nothing. Mulder shuddered and

huddled himself into a smaller space. “I have an eidetic

memory. Why? It was you, wasn’t it? You did something to me

or to my genes? Was I one of your first test subjects?”

“You look cold.” The man leaned forward and tugged the

coat more snugly against Mulder’s body while Mulder cringed

away. “Yes. And no. Each of us has the necessary DNA. We

had discovered a way to activate it, we thought. When you

were very young you received certain treatments, but then

all we could do was watch you grow. Imagine my surprise

when I discovered that you developed a genius-level

intellect. But then, you started with good genes.”

“Was the color blindness a side effect?”

“It almost kept you out of the FBI, you know. I had to

call in a few favors to get you in. That sort of disability

is usually weeded out at the application stage.”

“You got me into the FBI?” Mulder’s voice was flat. He’d

been recruited in college, allegedly because of his

extraordinary abilities at profiling. He’d known that this

was an unusual background, but this…

“If not for me you’d be an English professor somewhere.

Normally, profile are drawn from experienced agents or

law enforcement. But you wanted it so much, and I wanted

you here, under my eye and influence. And you’ve added your

own outlook to the work. When you seemed to be burning out

in the IS, I arranged, with Agent Foley’s help, for you

to be steered into the X-files. They’ve been an excellent

training ground for you; you’ve had an opportunity to learn

to look behind the facades. And it’s helped you learn to

survive. Those will be valuable skills in the times to

come.”

Mulder just blinked, trying to process it all. Then he

took a deep, painful breath. “You’re saying that you

created me.”

“Figuratively and literally.”

“You…” Mulder just looked at the man, unable to say

anything more. Each word was sweetly logical, yet the

structure was horribly wrong. “If…if what you say is

true, what does that make me?”

The man gave Mulder a proud smile. “Everything you are,

Fox, I created in you. You are my son and my heir.”

October 14, 2000

3 a.m.

Outside

“Anything?” Skinner handed Scully a cup of coffee. She

shook her head and sipped it gingerly, while Skinner held

an umbrella overhead. The promised rain had turned into a

downpour.

“The rain is a problem. The rainwater is being funneled

into the already unstable foundations. They’re afraid that

the water is undermining the building. They haven’t heard

any noises or sounds of life.” She drew a deep breath. “But

they’re not giving up yet. You?”

Skinner sighed. “They don’t know. It might have been a gas

leak or it might have been a bomb. Nobody’s called to take

responsibility for the blast yet. No apparent motive if it

was a bomb.”

Scully just frowned and held Mulder’s coat more closely.

Skinner eyed her calmly. “You still think the target was

Mulder?”

“Why not? They’ve tried to discredit him before. Why not

just kill him and get him out of the way? He’s only been a

thorn in their side for the past seven years.” Scully shook

her head, absently stroking the grey fabric.

“Just because of Mulder’s history, don’t automatically

assume that he was the target. This thing could have been

accidental, just a gas leak,” Skinner argued.

Scully shook her head. “Since when does random ever hit

Fox Mulder?” She bit her lip and stared out into the mist.

“He’s only there because of me…” she muttered. She pulled

the tatters of Mulder’s coat around her shoulders and held

it tightly against her, trying to catch his scent in the

cloth.

“What? What did you say?”

She looked up and gave Skinner a bitter smile. “We had an

argument before he stomped off to drown his sorrows at

Casey’s. If I hadn’t picked at him, we’d be eating dinner

at Tonio’s. Today was his 39th birthday.”

“*Is* his 39th birthday, and don’t forget that, Agent,”

Skinner said firmly. “You two have bickered since the day

you met, but I’ve never seen a better partnership. Nothing

that has happened here is your fault.”

“I wish I could believe that.”

October 14, 2000

3 a.m.

INSIDE

“Fox…”

“Mulder. I hate that name and you know it!” Mulder tried

to shift position. Damn, he hurt. Can’t let the old man

see, though. He didn’t know what nauseated him more, the

smoking man he was used to or this new, solicitous smoking

man. Don’t let him see weakness; he’ll play you. Oh how

he’ll play you…

“Mulder, then. Do you hate me so much? Hard as it may be

for you to believe, I’ve always watched over your progress.

I’ve been proud of your accomplishments. And you’re more

like me than you’ll admit.”

“I’m nothing like you!”

“Oh? Consider. You’re nearing forty, you’re unmarried and

spend your life following a secretive quest that only a few

believe in. You are committed to your search for the truth,

whatever that is. Don’t you ever feel that you’re on the

outside, looking in on others lives?” The man’s voice

lowered.

“Is that the way you feel?” Mulder asked skeptically. He

was surprised by the honest tone in the other man’s voice.

“I gave up the things that other men have. Love, family,

children to leave a heritage to. That was a heavy price.

You’re following in my footsteps.”

Mulder responded angrily. “How can you say…my personal

life is none of your damned business!” He jerked and was

surprised that he seemed able to move a bit. He wriggled

again experimentally. “These bricks…I…I can move

them a bit, maybe dig myself out a little…” He felt like

his leg was about to explode but it was worth anything to

get away, get free…be able to move away from this

horrible man he was trapped with.

“Let me take a look.” The flashlight went on and Mulder

could see the man carefully removing bricks. “It doesn’t

look all that stable. Are you sure you want to try digging

out? You could bring the wall down.”

“I don’t want to die here, covered with bricks. Either

help me or get the hell away….”

The man sighed and began to help after Mulder gasped and

began to struggle at heaving the bricks away with his good

hand. “This isn’t a good idea, but I’ll help you if it will

keep you from injuring yourself more.” Mulder just glared

at him and kept working at the bricks.

The man finally sat back on his haunches and studied

Mulder and the rubble. “I don’t think it’s safe to take

away any more debris, or the rest of the wall could come

down. The debris is all that’s supporting it.”

“So you say,” Mulder said blandly.

The man took a deep breath and surveyed Mulder and the

rubble again. “I know that I’ve asked you to trust me

before…”

“And betrayed me,” Mulder broke in.

“And betrayed that trust. But in this place and at this

time, what possible motive would I have for lying to you? I

don’t think it’s safe to remove any more rubble and I don’t

want to see you die, son.”

Mulder stopped and eyed this terrible old man. What was it

that Scully had said after her botched attempt to get that

CD with a universal cure on it? She’d believed him, thought

that somewhere deep inside there was a real human being,

longing for something he could never have. Mulder eyed the

old man and shivered. He couldn’t think. The nausea was

back and he was sweating like a pig…felt so ill and he

hurt. He hurt. He had a deep suspicion that they were both

going to die here.

The man moved forward, tucking the coat around Mulder more

securely. Too tired to resist, the agent let him.

“You don’t look very well. I’ll get you some more water,”

the man moved toward the back of the space where the cup

still sat collecting water drips.

“You should drink some,” Mulder said weakly. “I don’t know

how long we’ve been here, but it’s been a while.”

“I don’t need it as much as you do. Go ahead,” the man

cocked his head to one side and gave him a crooked smile.

“Or do you deny me my right to be heroic?”

Mulder said nothing but took the water. His right arm had

been freed when they removed the rubble and he could almost

sit. Still his leg hurt; couldn’t move it and the less said

about his left arm the better.

“I have a question, though,” the man said, taking a seat

in front of Mulder. “I’m going to turn the light off, save

the battery.” He snapped it off and Mulder heard the rustle

in the darkness as the man sat down.

“What’s your question?” Mulder asked.

“With all you’ve seen, why don’t you support my solution?

Doesn’t it make more logical sense to fight the aliens

through subtlety? What can you hope to gain by crying out

in the wilderness?”

The man seemed reasonable, like the father in Father Knows

Best. But there lay the danger, he reminded himself.

Everything this man said seemed reasonable and sweet and

admirable. Mulder remembered that strange dream he’d had in

the hospital, the life he’d lived and almost died. He

remembered Scully’s face, when he’d woken up at last. He’d

seen her crying, the tears dripping off her face. That was

true and real and reasonable, not what this man was saying

to him.

Mulder answered slowly, “My soul. I gain my soul.”

“Isn’t that a selfish attitude? There are over 5 billion

people out there that you have the ability to save. Surely

that’s worth a little flexibility on your part. And I’m not

the evil monster you’ve painted me.”

The man shook his head. “You make yourself a target, boy.

The Japanese have a saying for it, the nail that sticks out

gets hammered down. What do you think life has been doing

to you all this time? Not all of it was my influence.”

“A lot of it was.”

Mulder heard the frustration in the man’s voice. “Yes, yes

it was. If you couldn’t defend yourself, what earthly hope

would you have of staying alive in the new order of things?

You must become adept at survival in all milieus, physical

and political, because you’ll be their first target once

they land.” Mulder heard the rustle as the man fished for a

cigarette, then barely stopped himself from lighting up.

“You hate it, don’t you? Not being able to smoke those

damned things?” Mulder chuckled. “I got smart and quit.”

“You like a sign of weakness, then. The poor old man,

master of everything except nicotine.” The old man took in

a deep breath. “Life…masters us all in the end. We

survive as we can, with the crutches we find necessary.”

The man rustled a bit.

“I don’t need a crutch.” Mulder shifted again, his leg was

flaring. He suddenly knew that the old man heard the pain

in his voice. The old bastard knew it all.

“Oh, but you do. What do you do when Agent Scully is away?

When she was taken? When she was dying?”

“You keep coming back to her. She isn’t your business.

Your business or whatever it is, is with me.” Mulder

struggled to sit up and face this man but felt first a jolt

from his leg, then his ribs and arm kicked in. Damn it. He

felt so helpless, forced to do nothing but listen to what

this man had clearly been aching to say for a long time.

Scully, where are you? Get me out of here! Scully! Damn the

pain. He tried to move away from the man’s poisonous voice.

“Always the white knight, defending her. Of course, she’d

do the same for you. Yes, yes, leave her alone. Very well,

I’ll stop discussing her before you hurt yourself. Stop

moving, you’re shifting the…

October 14, 2000

6 a.m.

OUTSIDE

“Hey! It’s shifting! Watch out!!”

Skinner and Scully abruptly moved away from the building.

A corner of the building, still mostly intact, had begun to

collapse inward. Two rescue workers leapt off the rubble

and landed hard on the ground. The would-be rescuers

watched helplessly as the brickwork caved in, raising a

pile of dust in the damp morning air.

Scully stilled and watched the building settle on itself,

then her eyes followed the men. The older man stopped and

yelled at the younger one.

“Well, that tears it. Damn it, Jameson, I told you not to

move that beam! What agency did you say sent you?”

A blond man in his twenties shrugged. “I’m from the Red

Cross. Hey, I’m sorry Joe, it just gave way underneath me.

I think the rainwater had undermined it.”

“Well, let’s go back and see what damage was caused.” The

two men went back to the building, leaving Skinner and

Scully shivering behind. Scully eyed the young man.

“Sir, you don’t think he collapsed that section on

purpose…”

“Agent Scully, you’re starting at shadows. The building is

unstable and part of it collapsed. End of story. And

besides, even if this was a planned hit on Mulder, why

would a professional assassin hang around the scene of his

crime?”

“To make sure he was successful,” she said evenly,

watching the two men climb back into the wreckage. “This

just doesn’t feel right somehow.” She began to move towards

the younger man.

“Excuse me, I’m Agent Dana Scully,” she said, flashing her

badge. “Can you tell me how it’s going?”

“Hello, ma’am,” said the older man. “Well, it’s been

better. The building is slowly collapsing. The rain is

infiltrating what’s left of the masonry and causing it to

settle.”

“I see,” Scully eyed the building again. “Do you see any

chance for survivors?”

“We haven’t found any yet, but most of the bodies so far

were at the front of the building near the blast. There’s

always a chance that somebody at the back of the building

made it.”

“But we haven’t heard any noises or movement either,” the

younger man broke it. “We haven’t found any evidence of

survivors.”

“You plan to keep searching, though?” Scully asked.

“Oh yes, we aren’t going to stop any time soon.”

Scully watched closely as the two men resumed their

search. They split up and the blond returned to the newly

collapsed area. He seemed to be listening very hard for

sound. As she watched, he slipped into an opening in the

rubble.

She quietly prayed that this time the bodies they removed

would be alive.

October 14, 2000

8 a.m.

INSIDE

Mulder heard the man coughing and retching.

“Hey…CGB! You all right?” Mulder called into the

darkness. “Hey!”

“What…a caring voice?” Mulder heard the sound of

vomiting not far away, then the raspy voice was back. “I

got hit…in the gut. It hurts. A lot.”

“Where’s the flashlight?” Mulder kept his voice calm. “Do

you still have it?”

“It’s…near you…somewhere.”

Mulder ran his right hand over the gravelly surface for

several minutes before he found the light. He flicked it on

gratefully.

The space had collapsed by half, leaving only a pocket big

enough for the two of them. He sniffed. The air had seemed

fresh before, now it was stuffier. Spender was lying on

his side next to Mulder, a pile of bricks covering his

abdomen. Mulder tried to move and found that, with

difficulty, he could slide away from the debris. He

painfully pulled himself over to the other man, wincing as

his leg and arm jolted him.

“That last slide moved most of the bricks off me,” he

panted.

“And… on to me,” the man gave a dry chuckle. “Talk about

fate, or karma. I can’t argue with it.”

Mulder choked out a laugh and joined the man in a coughing

fit.

“We make quite a pair, don’t we?” Mulder wheezed.

“That we do,” the man responded and tried to clutch his

abdomen.

“Wait, let me help get the bricks off you,” Mulder said

and inched carefully forward. He lay on his stomach and

began removing the bricks one by one, until the man was

uncovered. It hurt but he could tell that his rib wasn’t

broken after all. Oh joy. One less broken bone for Scully

to autopsy.

“I don’t see any blood. Any injuries you have are internal

ones,” Mulder ran the flashlight over the man’s body.

“Here, you need this more than I do right now,” Mulder

dragged the coat across Spender’s torso. “Besides, I never

liked the smell of tobacco.”

Spender nodded. “So, now that you’ve thought about it, are

you going to help me with my little assassination problem?”

“You think that bomb was them?”

“Oh yes. Who else is so good at overkill?”

“Well, they tried. Maybe they believe it worked.”

The man shook his head. “No. They’ll have somebody posted

to make sure that the work was complete. If I can catch

sight of the assassin, I’ll know who sent him. That’s the

trick, you know, knowing who your enemy is. All else is

strategy.”

“I’ve known who my enemy is for years, for all the good

it’s done me,” Mulder muttered.

“Oh, have you?” Mulder could hear the smile in the man’s

voice. “Look again.”

Mulder was beginning to doze off when he heard a scraping

noise, like somebody digging.

“Hey! Here! We’re here! Help! Help!” he called and trained

the flashlight onto a corner of the wall. He saw the

rubble slip away into a blank hole.

“Hey! They found us, we’re saved!” he called in glee.

A blond head in a helmet poked itself though the opening,

then a young, slender man shinnied through the hole and

grinned.

“Am I glad to see you!” Mulder yelled. “Thank God you got

here…hey…wait a minute…” The young man ignored Mulder

and fixed his gaze on the old man and raised a pistol with

silencer.

Spender nodded solemnly. “I thought you might be the one

they sent. The explosion was a bit much, don’t you think?”

The blond man raised his gun and pointed it at Spender.

“No, I think it was appropriate, given your stature in the

consortium. A sort of a Viking burial.” He cocked the gun.

“When they autopsy the body, they’ll find the bullet,”

Mulder broke in calmly. “They’ll know he didn’t die in the

building collapse.”

The gunman shrugged. “They’ll know what we tell them. They

always do. And I was instructed to make it final, my choice

as to method. Right now, the gun works for me.”

The old man lay motionless and watched the gunman move in

closer, aiming the weapon between his eyes.

“See you in Hell,” the young man said, just before the

shot rang out and blood spattered throughout the space.

Mulder put the service weapon down and lay there

trembling. He usually wasn’t that accurate firing one-

handed but the man had been close. He suddenly felt very

very ill. Mulder studied his bloodied hand and tried to

wipe the blood spattered across his face with a shaking

hand. He drew a breath. “Old man, you still alive?”

The man slowly opened eyes in a blood-sodden face and

smiled, “I’m fine, son. They’ll be here soon and get us out

of here.”

“What about your assassins?”

“He was one of the best. He came from the direction I

expected; a difference of opinion between myself and Mr.

Strughold. Undoubtedly, he and I will need to discuss our

conflicting strategies for the future.

“I thought all you rats were united in your goals.”

The man smiled. “In our goals, yes. But not in our

methods. He has always supported a quieter, less active

organization where I am more proactive. He’s looking to

diminish my authority in the new consortium, I think. Well,

if the assassin had backup, you still have your weapon.”

Mulder stared at him, wondering when he’d become the man’s

bodyguard, when the first rescuer arrived. He clutched his

weapon in a sweaty hand until he heard Scully’s voice and

saw that the EMT wasn’t armed. Then he sagged back in

relief.

October 14, 2000

8:45 a.m.

OUTSIDE

“What was that noise?” Scully shouted, then began running

toward the building. “I heard a gunshot!” The noise had

come from the section of building that Jameson had gone

into. Come to think of it, he’d been in there over an hour

now.

Scully and Skinner climbed to the tiny entrance the man

had used and heard voices.

“I hear voices,” Scully said and began clawing at the

debris. “Hang on! Hold on and we’ll get you out of there!”

She felt Skinner move in beside her as he, too, began to

move rubble away.

She heard more faint voices from inside but was soon

shouldered aside by other rescue workers with heavy shovels.

She waited in a frenzy of impatience outside the hole

until word came through. There were two live victims and

one dead. By gunshot.

The stretcher through the opening was a bloody and very

battered CGB Spender.

“You! You were caught in this?” she gasped as he was

carried past her.

He smiled at her benignly. “Oh yes. You might even say it

was my fault. I really think that you ought to appreciate

Mulder more. I certainly do.”

“What do you mean…” Scully heard the next stretcher

being hauled out. Mulder, carefully cradling his left arm

in his right blinked up at the sky. She could see his

service weapon wedged between his knees on the stretcher.

“Hey, Mulder…” she moved over to him. “How ya doin’?”

Mulder gave her a dusty grin. “Not so bad. I’m alive. You

should see the other guy.” She grinned back and took his

good hand.

“Mulder, I’m sorry for all those things I said. You’ve

made a life to be proud of, you do good work and help

people. I’m sorry.” She bit her lip. “I guess I have a lot

of funny ideas about commitment, but when push comes to

shove I’m committed to our friendship. Forgive me?”

He squeezed back. “Scully, you’ve always been there when I

needed you. I know I can trust that. I always will.” He

paused. “Scully…I…”

“What, Mulder?”

“Nothing. Nothing you need to know.” Mulder watched her as

she walked next to his stretcher. He’d been about to tell

her what Spender had disclosed. Then he thought better of

it. What would she think about him if she knew it all? If

she knew, knew for sure that Spender hadn’t only

contributed genes to him but had engineered his entire

life. What could she think? And when would Cancerman tell

her all this?

She followed him down to the ambulance, then glanced back

at the last stretcher. The body of the blond man, Jameson,

was being removed. “Was that a gunshot, Mulder? Did you

shoot him?” she asked wonderingly.

Mulder looked deep in her eyes. “Yeah, why did I shoot my

rescuer?” He sighed. “He was about to murder the smoking

man. I couldn’t let him do it… Why couldn’t I let him

just do it?”

October 15, 2000

Fairfax Mercy Hospital

3 p.m.

Scully sat by her partner and watched him.

Mulder lay in the hospital bed and didn’t say much. His

right leg was in a cast, as was his left arm. He hadn’t

complained much about pain, but then that was Mulder.

Broken leg and broken arm, shock and concussion. He’d whine

with a sliver but was silent when seriously ill.

Finally, Scully couldn’t take the silence.

“You aren’t sleeping. Do you need some pain pills?”

“No.”

“Mulder, what’s wrong? What did he say to you? The smoking

man?”

Mulder gave her a long look. “You don’t want to know.” He

looked away toward the window. What would she think of him

if she knew what he was descended from? He could barely

stand it himself. How much of his own life could he take

credit for and how much was mere puppetry by that smoking

bastard?

She reached out and took his right hand in hers. “Try me.”

Mulder took a deep breath and fixed his eyes back on the

ceiling. “Scully, can a good thing ever be produced by

terrible evil? I mean, if the devil had a child, wouldn’t

that child inherit all his tendencies?”

“I don’t understand,” she faltered.

Mulder looked at her with a haunted expression, then took

a deep breath and spoke. “He told me that he created me.

He…he put me into the FBI. He sent me to the X-files.

He…he says…says…” Mulder’s voice went flat and he

closed his eyes.

“Says what?”

“Remember that weird hallucination I told you about? The

one I had in the hospital? Some of it might be true. He

says he’s my father.” Mulder turned his head and stared

deep into her blue eyes.

He saw her jerk and look down. She licked her lips,

clearly disturbed by the revelation. “You said you thought

it might be a possibility before, when you were questioning

your mother about her relationship to him. Spender says a

lot of things, only a few of them true.”

He squeezed her hand hard. “Scully, if he really is…if

he put me where I am and made me his tool, what am I then?

Who am I? Am I like him, somehow? How free were any of my

choices, really?”

“You aren’t his tool, Mulder. You are the person you

always were. You’re Fox Mulder and you do a lot of good in

the world.” She watched his face and knew that he was

unconvinced. “Mulder, you know that the last time I saw him

I saw something human in him. He didn’t start out as a bad

man. He made bad choices and created himself.”

Mulder barked a laugh. “He was right about something…the

choices he made. On the surface, they were all the right

ones. He gave up family, a life of his own to save the

world from the alien colonists. By doing that he has

destroyed thousands of lives. He, Bill Mulder, lots of

good, intelligent men made these same decisions and created

evil.”

“Mulder…”

“How do I know that my decisions are any better, Scully? I

try to find the truth and I’m convinced that I’m doing the

right thing. And isn’t that the same thing he’s been doing

all these years? What gives me the right to pursue my

quests at the expense of others? What about those whose

lives are ruined when the secrets are brought to light?

Don’t I have the same potential for creating evil

as…as…him?” He couldn’t call that man his father, even

though he was beginning to become convinced that the man

hadn’t been lying.

“Your decisions have never been based on a desire for

power or personal gain, Mulder. They’ve been good ones,”

Scully said calmly, although Mulder thought he could detect

a slightly worried frown. “And while the truth might be

painful at first, it’s still the truth.”

He thought back to all the years as Bill Mulder’s son, his

pride when he graduated the FBI Academy, the citations he’d

earned as an agent and wondered how much of it had been

real. “Sometimes there’s too much truth,” he said softly.

“Mulder, your decisions have been sound and I trust your

judgment. And you,” Scully was kneeling next to the bed,

her hands clasped around his good one. “You aren’t Spender,

no matter whose genes you carry.”

“Really?” Her answer was suddenly the most important thing

in the world.

“Yes, Mulder. Trust me on this one,” she said firmly.

October 17, 2000

Fairfax Mercy Hospital

6 p.m.

Scully had gone home for the day, leaving Mulder to his

bland dinner. He wanted a cheeseburger. He got a broiled

chicken breast with watery mashed potatoes. Oh well,

hospital food was as bad as airline food and…hey, what

was this? Tucked under his napkin he found a small folded

piece of paper. He opened it and read.

“Mulder, your life is in danger. Guard yourself. CGBS”

He stared at it, not knowing what to make of it. Spender,

wanting to protect him? Why? What was going on? He picked

up the hospital phone and called Scully.

She arrived thirty minutes later, out of breath and

slightly damp. Mulder smiled ruefully. “I’m sorry I

interrupted the bubble bath, Scully. I just don’t know what

to make of this.” He handed her the note.

She took it, frowning in concentration. “It looks like his

writing,” she looked up at Mulder’s puzzled expression and

flushed. “He signed the hotel register at that resort he

took me to. Did he say anything while you were trapped to

indicate that your life might be endangered?”

Mulder shook his head. “No, in fact he was very anxious

for me to act as his bodyguard. His life was the one in

danger, not mine.”

Scully eyed him up and down, taking in the casts. “Well,

you can’t defend yourself as it stands. It’s just as well

you’re being released tomorrow anyway. You’ll come to my

place as planned and I’ll take care of you *and* watch your

back.”

“Wash my back? Is that a promise, Scully?” Mulder gave her

his patented leer.

She grinned back. “You haven’t seen a bed bath until

you’ve had one of mine.” She frowned again. “I just wish I

knew what all this was about.”

October 20, 2000

Dana Scully’s Apartment

10 a.m.

“Okay Mulder, here’s the television remote. I’m going to

take the trash out but I’ll be right back. Will you be

okay?” Scully nodded and hefted the garbage bag.

Mulder, propped in Scully’s barcalounger grinned. “I have

a television remote and my service weapon within easy

reach. I’ll be fine.” He watched her close and lock the

door behind her. The past several days had been very

peaceful. Mulder had to admit that he was enjoying the

attention, not to mention the unlimited television time. He

stretched in the chair. That note had probably been a hoax,

an attempt by the smoker to put him off balance. That’s all

it was, a fake. Well, he was glad that it had given him an

excuse to move in with Scully for the duration. They had

both been on edge the first day or so but it was becoming

clear that nothing was going to happen. Mulder yawned and

picked up the remote.

As Scully stepped outside the door she felt herself

grabbed and lifted off her feet, a broad hand clasped

across her mouth. She tried to free a hand, to grab for the

gun at her waist, he was stronger than she was. Although

she struggled, she soon found herself tied and gagged in

the bushes beside her townhouse.

She didn’t recognize the man, who had made no attempt at

disguise. He was nondescript, brown hair, brown eyes,

medium height. But he wasn’t anyone she recognized as one

of Cancerman’s goons.

To her surprise, the man didn’t go into the townhouse.

Instead he went back to his post beside the back door. He

seemed to be waiting for something. She began to struggle

with the plastic ties he’d bound her with.

She heard a car pull up to the door and saw two men get

out, a tall thin man who looked like he was

armed….and….she squinted…CGB Spender. Her eyes

narrowed. Spender moved slowly, almost but not quite

needing the other man for support.

Spender’s companion used a lock pick to open the front

door. So much for the expensive locks, she sighed to

herself. Her own attacker just watched the men enter the

townhouse. What did they want? Mulder…. She struggled

even harder against the bonds.

Inside the townhouse Mulder was starting to worry about

Scully. He’d put the television remote down and picked up

his gun. For the first time his various disabilities began

to seriously worry him.

“Scully!” he called. “Scully! Are you all right?” He heard

nothing, then a rattle in the front door. It swung open and

CGB Spender walked in, followed by another man with a drawn

gun. Spender didn’t look good. He was pale and moved

hesitantly, but Mulder had no doubt about the man’s

dangerousness.

That was okay though, Mulder considered, since he had his

own weapon trained on the two. “Where’s Scully? And what

the Hell are you doing here?” Spender walked carefully

toward Mulder’s chair.

“Stop right there and tell me where Scully is.” Mulder

said calmly, aiming at Spender’s chest. Spender carefully

put a hand against the back of Mulder’s chair and leaned

against it, propping himself up.

“We don’t have her. I have no idea where she is. Jeremy,

why don’t you take a look out back for her while I speak

with Agent Mulder?”

“No Jeremy, don’t do that or I’ll shoot your boss,” Mulder

said steadily. “Stay where I can keep my eye on you. Now

what is this all about you Goddamned bastard? I saved your

miserable life. Is this how you repay me…*Dad*?”

The old man carefully pulled a pack of cigarettes from his

pocket and lit one up. “I’m trying to show my gratitude. I

sent you the warning note. You should know that I left my

own hospital bed against doctor’s orders to warn you. Your

life is in danger, you can expect an assassin to try for

you. Soon.”

“Why? I won’t stop them from killing you,” Mulder said.

The man gave him a twisted smile as he puffed. “I’m aware

of that but there are other…reasons…that they want you

terminated. I was tipped off and decided to warn you.

Jeremy is going to stay and ensure your safety.”

“You mean to tell me that he isn’t your bodyguard? He’s

mine?” Mulder demanded incredulously.

“Yes, he is. Agent Scully is very talented but she has to

sleep some time. And I’d just as soon you knew about your

protection so you don’t try taking any pot shots at him.”

Spender motioned at Jeremy, who moved toward the back

door. Mulder, bemused, didn’t try to stop him. He kept his

attention focused on the truly dangerous man, Spender.

“I’ve asked you this before; what do you want from me?”

Mulder asked evenly.

Spender pulled up a chair and gingerly sat down. “I

suppose I could say that I want you to understand. I want

you to know what choices I made and why I made them.”

Spender shifted uncomfortably. “I want you to know that the

things I did were heroic acts, done for the good of all.”

Mulder snorted. “Suddenly my good opinion is important to

you?”

Spender shook his head. “No, but your understanding is.”

They both heard a loud noise from outside and jerked as

the back door crashed open. Two men were struggling:

Mulder’s ‘bodyguard’ and Scully’s abductor. Before they

could react, the brown-haired man angled his gun against

the other man’s body and pulled the trigger. While Jeremy’s

body slumped to the floor, Mulder raised his service weapon.

“Drop it. Drop it *now*!” he barked at the man. The

assassin smiled and aimed the gun at Mulder. The smoking

man slowly stood up.

“You drop yours. Besides, you know who I’m really here for.”

Mulder kept the weapon steady. Here it was, then. Mexican

standoff. But the target was CGB Spender, an evil man who

deserved execution a dozen times over for his crimes.

Mulder could simply lower the weapon, save his own life.

His glance flickered over to CGB who sat there calmly with

a set expression, smoking his cigarette.

Yes, the old man was ready to die. He’d lived according to

his principles, warped as they were, for years. He’d die by

them. Or for them. Mulder was suddenly struck with the

similarity of their characters. Oh, it hurt but it was also

the truth, this evil old man would die for his beliefs just

as Mulder would. Spender would compromise nothing to

achieve his personal vision; and how many people had Mulder

pissed off in a lifetime of demanding that the truth be

known? He sighed and watched Spender out of the corner of

his eye.

“No. Lower your weapon,” Mulder said.

The gunman looked steadily at Mulder, then moved and

quickly knocked the gun from his hand. He scooped it up and

tucked it into his waistband, shaking his head. “You should

have cooperated. You’d have died easier.” He raised his

weapon and aimed it at Mulder.

“Old man, I was told that you were to watch this before I

let you go. G0 stand against the wall.” Spender carefully

moved as directed.

Mulder tried to smile. “Hey man, this can’t be much of a

challenge for you, huh? Kinda like shooting fish in a

barrel. I mean, I got a cast on my arm and my leg so

where’s the fun in it? And why me, anyway?”

The gunman was solemn. “These were my instructions, to

kill you and make the old man watch. Then let him go.”

Mulder gulped as the man took aim again, then saw Spender

moving quietly, quietly toward the gunman. This

was…unreal. Spender was trying to save him? Mulder looked

down the nose of the weapon, watching the man’s finger

squeeze on the trigger waiting for the inevitable. Spender

rushed the gunman, knocking him over with the weight of his

body. Soon Spender was lying on top of the man, holding a

small pistol under the assassin’s chin.

“Where’d you get the weapon?” Mulder asked, leaning over

the side of the barcalounger to see.

“Ankle holster,” Spender said. “All right, you, stand up.”

He climbed to his feet, motioning the gunman upright.

The gunman stood, towering over Spender. Spender smiled,

aimed the pistol and shot him between the eyes.

Mulder tried to scramble out of the chair and prevent this

but found himself sprawled over the floor instead. While

Mulder reeled in pain, Spender stepped over the body and

carefully helped Mulder back into the chair.

“Well?” Mulder asked, gasping.

“Well what?” the old man replied.

“Aren’t you going to shoot me now? I’m a witness. You just

murdered a man.”

Spender smiled gently and pocketed his weapon. “No. I

prevented another murder. Yours.”

“This doesn’t buy me,” Mulder stated. “You set this up.”

“Oh no, the threat was real. He was going to kill you and

leave me alive.” Spender holstered his weapon.

“But why? Why kill me and make you witness it? They wanted

to assassinate you!” The light began to dawn and Mulder

went on. “I see. I represent your plans, your cherished

legacy, don’t I? Kill me and they kill your dream.”

Spender smiled gently. “Do you think that plans are all I

would lose? I think that Agent Scully is probably outside.

I’ll check on her.”

October 20, 2000

Dana Scully’s Apartment

11:30 a.m.

OUTSIDE

Dana Scully struggled frantically against the plastic

ties. Goddamn it, this guy was good. She couldn’t scream

and she could barely move. She’d just heard a second

gunshot from the house and knew it didn’t bode well.

Mulder. Damn. They hadn’t killed him before, now they were

going to make sure of it and she’d been caught in the first

ten minutes. She felt like a Christmas turkey, trussed up

and left.

“My, my, Agent Scully. You do get yourself into trouble,”

a familiar voice drawled from above and she smelled

cigarette smoke. Scully rolled over onto her back and

glared silently up at CGB Spender.

Unfortunately for him, the gag was what he removed first.

“Goddamn you! What did you do to him?” To her fury, the

man was now smiling at her fondly.

“Agent Scully, Agent Mulder is quite well and in the

house. Now if you will allow me to help you, I’m here to

untie you. Will you cooperate?”

Scully nodded and he began work on the plastic ties. “What

happened?” she asked.

“An attempt on Mulder’s life, as I expected. My man didn’t

survive. Mulder did. There…” The man moved away as Scully

quickly got up and ran for the house. After she disappeared

through the back door he quietly made his exit.

Scully’s eyes widened when she entered the living room.

Two dead bodies lay on a floor splattered with blood. A

frightened Mulder held his weapon on her until he saw who

it was.

He lowered the gun with a sigh and leaned back into the

chair, eyes closing. “Scully. Thank God you’re alive.”

Scully picked her way over to Mulder and laid a hand on

his forehead. “What happened? Did you shoot any of them?”

Mulder shook his head. “No chance to. The gunman who got

you,” he pointed. “killed the other man. Then Cancerman

killed the gunman. In cold blood.”

Scully nodded. “Because he was sent to assassinate

Cancerman?”

Mulder frowned. “No. CGB Spender shot him to save me. The

assassin said he was sent to kill me, with CGB Spender as a

witness. I…don’t understand. I don’t want to understand.”

He looked up at Scully with haunted eyes. “If I understood

and accepted what happened here today, I think I might go

mad.”

October 25, 2000

J. Edgar Hoover Bldg Basement

11 a.m.

“Mulder, the interoffice mail is here,” Scully remarked as

she put a pile of envelopes onto his desk. “This one’s

addressed to you. Looks like a card.”

Mulder looked up from the file he was reading. It had been

a difficult week for him. He’d gone so stir crazy that

Skinner had finally been persuaded to allow Mulder back

early for desk work.

Mulder picked up the red envelope and slit it open, then

read the card inside. He pursed his lips in a silent

whistle.

“What is it? What does it say?” Scully demanded, moving

closer.

Mulder handed it to her. It read:

“My dear Agent Mulder, please let me express my wishes for

your speedy recovery after our little accident and also

thank you for the service you performed in saving my life.

I understand that we may not always agree, yet I am still

gratified that when things were truly difficult I could

count on your help. Regarding the visitors to Agent

Scully’s apartment, do not be concerned about any future

visitations. I have reached my own detente with the parties

who wished my enforced retirement and they no longer seek

my death or yours. Needless to say, I have never sought

harm to you and, for the reasons I gave you before, will

continue to follow your progress with great interest.”

The card wasn’t signed.

THE END

Author’s final note: CGB Spender is one of my favorite

characters and I’ve tried to give my take on why he does

what he does. Source material is derived from such episodes

as “Demons,” “Musings of a CSM” and others. I think CSM is

really the flip side of Mulder. The two men have the same

strengths: persistence, intelligence, courage, vision. But

they also have the same weaknesses: obsession, arrogance

and isolation. They could very well be father and son. God

help them.

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