Dark Reflections–Part 2


By Sally Bahnsen and Dawn

INFO: Written for I Made This Productions Virtual Season 8




SPOILERS: Mild through Je Souhaite; Continues from Dark Reflections Part 1

DISCLAIMERS: The usual. They aren’t ours, never will be,

but we can pretend, can’t we?

AUTHOR’S NOTES: At the end

FEEDBACK: Treasured, adored, and practically worshiped

SUMMARY: Mulder and Scully investigate a disturbingly

familiar case in West Virginia and discover a horrifying


Previously on I Made This Productions Virtual

Season 8…

At the invitation of Sheriff Jonas Sullivan, Mulder and

Scully travel to Gauley Bridge, West Virginia. Tim Spencer,

an old friend of Mulder’s and an agent in the Roanoke

Bureau, has recommended Sullivan call in the X-Files

division to investigate the disappearance of a little girl.

Six-year-old Rachel Marcussen vanished while in the woods

with her older brother Jacob, who claims she was abducted

by aliens. As the investigation proceeds, Scully worries

that her partner is identifying too closely with Jacob, a

child who in many ways resembles a young Fox Mulder. In

reality, however, Mulder has gradually come to believe that

Jacob is responsible for his sister’s disappearance. Though

Scully remains unconvinced, she agrees to help Mulder

persuade Beth and Sam Marcussen to have their son evaluated

by a psychiatrist. Despite Mulder’s best efforts, however,

Beth denies his request. Back at their motel, Mulder

abruptly falls violently ill, losing consciousness.

Frantic, Scully dials 911…


New River Lodge

Gauley Bridge, West Virginia

3:51 p.m.

The room presses in on her, too small and cluttered with

cheap furniture. Oprah drones on about alcohol levels and

dead teenagers, scattered applause greeting a particularly

witty remark. The air conditioner thumps and groans

heroically, though each breath she pulls into her lungs

feels heavy with moisture and smells faintly of his

shampoo. Help is on the way, she tells herself — a mantra.

She barks her shins on a spindly chair and navigates around

a small table, the laminated top chipped and peeling, to

fling open the door. Shaking fingers need three tries to

unfasten the chain lock.

Whimpering, low and strangled, pulls her back to the bed,

heart pounding in eyes and ears as well as chest. The

polyester comforter, emblazoned with gaudy yellow roses,

feels scratchy against her thighs as she drops down, one

hand reaching without conscious thought for clammy skin.

“Mulder. Mulder!”

“H…hurts, hurts, m…make…stop.”

Words garbled, unrecognizable perhaps, to anyone but her.

Restless movements, leaning into her touch one minute,

jerking away the next. Arms flailing suddenly, eyes wide

open but unseeing.

“No! Nonononono. G…get…off. S…snakes…snakes.


“Shhhh. Easy, you’re all right. There are no snakes; do

you hear me, Mulder? There are *no* snakes.”

Hair sifting through her trembling fingers, thick, soft,

damp. Dodge and capture an arm, eyes squinting against the

spill of light through an open doorway, ears attune to the

wail of sirens and the squeal of tires on asphalt.


Long limbs turn rigid beneath her palms, then jerk and

spasm, out of control. Seizure.

“Ohgodohgodohgod.” A chant. A prayer.

Hurried footsteps, clatter of wheels, barked commands.

Lips automatically form words in a voice high and tight

with swallowed panic.

“Thirty-nine-year-old male, vomiting, abdominal cramps.

He’s been seizing for just under a minute. Prior to the

seizure he exhibited extreme lassitude and impaired mental


Scientific words. Objective words. Don’t think about how

pale and still he looks, now limp on the thin mattress.

Don’t flinch as the needle pierces the sensitive skin on

the back of one long-fingered hand. Don’t contemplate

phrases like “BP’s skyrocketing, 180 over 100,” and “He’s

completely unresponsive,” and DON’T look at tense, grim


“We’re taking him to Montgomery General Hospital, ETA ten


Fingers lock onto the uniformed arm in a bruising grip.

“I’m coming with you.”



Montgomery General Hospital

6:02 p.m.

“Dr. Scully?”

“How is he?”

The words, spoken at the same moment, clashed and

scrambled in midair. Suzanne Kimball, the ER doctor who had

taken over Mulder’s treatment and relegated Scully to the

waiting room with an iron hand, smiled.

“We got him in time — just. It was pretty touch and go

there for a while. Once we got his bloodwork and realized

we were dealin’ with an overdose, we administered activated

charcoal and performed a gastric lavage. BP is still high

but greatly improved. It was almost 200 over 120 by the

time he got here; we’re just plain lucky he didn’t stroke

out. We’ll keep him on nitroglycerin as a vasodilator ’til

his pressure gets back to normal, and I want him on

Dilantin for a bit to avoid any lingering seizures. Other

than that…”

“You said overdose?” Scully interrupted, brow furrowed.

“Overdose of what?”

“Ergotamine. Near as I can tell from the serum levels, he

must’ve ingested five or six tabs, and they were the

sublingual kind.”

Scully’s lips parted, and it took her a moment to find her

voice. “Ergotamine? The headache drug?”

Kimball lifted an eyebrow. “I take it you didn’t know your

partner suffers from migraines?”

Scully bit her lip, her mind working furiously. “No. No, I


“The puzzlin’ thing is why he took as many as he did.

Therapeutically, you don’t want to exceed more than three

in a twenty-four hour period. Plus, he apparently

swallowed the pills, instead of lettin’ them dissolve under

his tongue. Tell you the truth, Dr. Scully — if he weren’t

who he is, I’d be wonderin’ if he OD’d on purpose.”

Scully forced herself to smile. “I can assure you that

Agent Mulder had no intention of overdosing, Dr. Kimball.

Can I see him?”

Kimball cast a brief look over her shoulder. “They were

cleanin’ him up from the lavage when I came out here. He’s

relatively stable, so I see no need for packin’ him off to

the ICU. We’ll put him in a regular room and keep close

tabs on his vitals overnight.” Her green eyes twinkled.

“But somethin’ tells me you’d rather not wait ’til he’s

settled in.”

Scully resisted the urge to cross her arms, and attempted

to keep her answering smile relaxed. “I am a doctor. Seeing

my partner a little rough around the edges isn’t going to

throw me.” She huffed softly. “Unfortunately, it’s a sight

with which I’m all too familiar.”

Kimball tipped her head toward the trauma room doors. “Go

on. You can escort him upstairs.”

“Thank you, Dr. Kimball. For everything.”

Scully felt the doctor’s eyes following her as she walked

down the wide hallway. She concentrated on keeping her

steps slow and measured, her arms swinging loosely at her

sides. She’d spied the assessing gleam in Dr. Kimball’s

gaze and knew she and Mulder would likely be fodder for

many future bull sessions in the doctor’s lounge. Her

professional mask always slipped when Mulder’s life was

endangered — a weakness even before they’d begun to

deepen their relationship. No sense adding any more

credence to the staff’s inevitable conjecture.

An older nurse with iron gray hair and a pleasant,

motherly face was tying a fresh gown around Mulder’s neck.

She smiled as she tucked a blanket around his legs.

“He’s doin’ much better. Blood pressure keeps droppin’ and

he hasn’t had a seizure for over 30 minutes.”

Scully tore her gaze from Mulder’s pale face. “Has he

regained consciousness?”

The nurse, whose nametag read ‘Doris,’ gathered up a

soiled sheet containing assorted medical detritus. “Not

exactly. Been driftin’ in and out the last five minutes or

so, but he’s not really lucid.” She shrugged. “Keeps

mumblin’ somethin’ about a skull. Might have a headache

from the high blood pressure.”

Scully pursed her lips together to hide a grin. “Scully,”

she said, letting her eyes find him and moving to the side

of the gurney. “He’s saying my name.”

Doris squinted at her a moment, then shook her head. “You

northerners sure pick interestin’ names for your kids. I’m

gonna check to see if we can take him up to his room.”

Scully barely heard her leave, absorbed by the feel of

Mulder’s limp fingers in her own. She scrutinized each of

the monitors surrounding him, reassured by the various

beeps and clicks. Something deep inside of her that had

been tightly coiled began slowly to unwind, and she leaned

one hip onto the bed to relieve abruptly weak knees.

“You have got to stop doing this to me, Mulder. My heart

can’t take it.”

She was reflecting on the double meaning of her own words

when her partner sucked in a deep breath and his fingers

twitched against her palm.

“Mulder? You awake?”

He sighed and swallowed thickly, turning his face toward

her like a flower seeking the sun. Dark eyelashes fluttered

and finally slid open.

“Scull…” His eyes slipped shut, but he wrestled them open

again, struggling to focus on her face.

“Welcome back. Thought for a while there I’d lost you.”

She’d planned a light, teasing tone, not the rough,

faltering one that caught in her throat.

Mulder licked dry lips and grimaced. “What died…in my


Scully laughed through the tears that flooded her eyes.

“Long story, partner. Tell you all about it after you get

some sleep.”

Mulder frowned, but his eyes were already down to slits.

“Feel strange…fuzzy. Throat hurts.”

She stroked her fingers across his forehead, then through

his hair, knowing from past experience that the action

would put him to sleep.

“Shhh. Just rest now. You’ll feel better when you wake up.”

Another, longer sigh and his lips curved ever so slightly.

“Scully. Don’t…leave…me.”

Scully leaned over and pressed her cool lips to his warm

dry ones without bothering to check for observers. “Never,

Mulder. Never.”

Montgomery General Hospital

7:37 a.m.

Squeaky wheels clattering down the hallway, voices raised

in good-natured jibing, the squelch of rubber soles on

polished linoleum, and the steady beep, beep from the heart

monitor — routine hospital bustle blending into white

noise, urging Scully’s exhausted body to remain cocooned in

sleep. Sounds now so familiar, they no longer registered in

her mind.

A low groan brought her to her senses as quickly as if

someone had doused her in ice water. Her head shot up from

its resting place buried in the soft cushion of the chair.

She covered the distance to Mulder’s bed in three quick

steps, casting an appraising glance at the assorted medical

equipment surrounding her partner. Checking, rechecking,

making sure.

The soft rustle of legs moving against sheets, testing the

boundaries of the bed. A tremor and a twitch of long

fingers partly obscured by Scully’s small hand as her thumb

swept back and forth across his palm. More mumbling,

eyelids fluttering. A long breath sucked in through pale

lips and Mulder’s eyes snapped open, only to drift to half-


“Hey, sleepyhead. It’s about time you woke up.”


“How do you feel?”

“Like someone’s been…belly dancing…on my belly.” A small

cough broke free and he winced, eyes slamming shut.

“I’m not surprised, Mulder. You gave me quite a scare

yesterday.” Scully worked to keep her voice calm, matter of


“What…happened to me?” Mulder managed no more than a

gravelly whisper.

Scully worried her lip, eyebrows drawn together as she

smoothed the blue blanket draped across his chest. “You…

you succumbed to an overdose of Ergomar.”

“What?” Mulder turned his head, struggling to focus on her

face. “What the hell…is that?”

“Ergomar — the brand name for the drug Ergatomine — is a

drug commonly prescribed for migraine headaches. It’s

placed under the tongue and allowed to dissolve, like a

nitroglycerin tab. When your blood work-up came back last

night, it showed serum levels of five or six times the

recommended dosage.”

“Migraines? I don’t…” Mulder lifted his head, then moaned.

He pressed the hand not hooked to an I.V. to his brow,

shading his eyes and massaging his temples with thumb and

forefinger. “I think someone better tell the FDA those

pills don’t work. My head is killing me.”

Scully’s features relaxed into a brief smile before

tightening. “Mulder, this is hardly a joking matter. We…”

The words caught, lodged somewhere between her mouth and

her heart. “*I* nearly lost you.”

Mulder seemed to really *look* at her for the first time,

his forehead creasing. Scully’s eyes cut away to stare out

the window, one hand self-consciously straightening her

rumpled blouse and tousled hair. She knew what he was

seeing — dark circles under her eyes and lines of fatigue

around her mouth, skin too pale and psyche exposed and

fragile. She hated feeling this way, almost as much as she

hated him witnessing it.

Woozy as he was, Mulder apparently sensed her discomfort.

He tugged her hand up to his lips, pressing a kiss to her

knuckles. “Sorry,” he murmured, intense green eyes

capturing her own. He sighed. “How, Scully? I’m not on any

medication. I stopped taking…ibuprofen for my ribs…

nearly a week ago.”

“I don’t know, Mulder. It doesn’t make any sense. What do

you remember after we left the Marcussens’?”

He licked dry lips, squinting a bit as he searched his

memory. “I…back at the hotel, I remember being frustrated,

angry.” He threw his partner an apologetic look. “Then, I

started feeling…strange. I don’t know, tired, I guess…and

nauseous. I remember stumbling into the bathroom…throwing

up my toenails. After that…it’s pretty much a blur.”

“And you didn’t take ANY medication? Did you have anything

to eat or drink?” Scully recognized that she’d begun to

sound like she was interrogating him, tried to ease off.

She felt as if she was grasping at straws, and she didn’t

like it.

“Nothing, Scully. I had lunch with you, then coffee at the

Marcussens’…” His voice trailed off and his eyes turned

vague and out of focus.

“Mulder?” Scully’s spoke his name sharply, concerned he

might be losing consciousness.

“The coffee, Scully. It must have been in the coffee.”

Scully’s jaw dropped and for a long moment she couldn’t

find her voice. “The *coffee*? Mulder, I drank the coffee

too, and I’m fine.” She spread her arms out as if to say

“look at me.”

“Scully, how fast would that drug have hit?”

She inhaled deeply, then blew a long breath out her nose,

obviously struggling against irritation. “Considering the

levels in your bloodstream I’d say peak of action would

occur about an hour and a half after ingestion.”

Mulder scrubbed his eyes with shaky fingers. “Lunch would

be…too long. I’d have been sick…when we talked to Beth.

It’s the coffee, Scully. Has to be.”

Scully was frowning, already shaking her head in denial,

when she abruptly froze.

“Scully? What is it?”

She stared at him as if unable to believe her own words.

“Sugar. You were the only one of us to use sugar in your

coffee. Beth Marcussen knew that. And Mulder, caffeine

enhances the absorption of ergatomine.”

Mulder clenched his teeth. “Not Beth. Jacob.”

Scully went very still. “*Jacob*? Do you realize what

you’re saying, Mulder? You’re suggesting that an 11-

year-old child tried to poison you.”

“It’s not the first time we’ve seen such a thing –

remember the Eves? He *knows*, Scully. He…he knows I think

he’s lying, and that I suspect he’s responsible for

Rachel’s disappearance. It all makes sense.”

“Makes sense?” Scully’s voice was high, incredulous. “How

can it make sense? The Eves were genetically manipulated,

prone to insanity. Jacob is a normal little boy!”

She couldn’t believe it. *Wouldn’t* believe it. But images

scrolled relentlessly through her mind.

*Jacob sitting at the table in his room, big, brown eyes

shiny with tears — then coolly asking his mother for a


*Kathy Fergus proudly explaining how Jacob would conduct

his own research on the Internet.*

*Jacob at that same table, meticulously crushing five or

six little pills, then mixing them into the sugar bowl when

his mother turned her back.*

*Mulder doubled up in agony; disoriented one moment,

comatose the next.*

*Oh God, it can’t be. He’s just a child.*

“He’s a little boy…with big problems, Scully.”

She pressed the back of one hand to her lips. “There must

be another explanation.”

“Just…just hear me out. I didn’t tell you this before…but…

when I found those magazines in Jacob’s room, I was sure I

heard someone in the hallway. And I think he was

eavesdropping when we asked Beth about the time when Rachel

was lost in the woods. If he realized I was onto him…if he

felt threatened, desperate…”

Scully stared bleakly at him. “You’re certain of this,

aren’t you?”

“Scully, nothing about his story checks out. No heat

damage to the treeline. No power outage. No other reports

of strange lights in the sky. And have you asked yourself

why a purportedly timid little girl, afraid of her own

shadow, would chase a spaceship into the woods at night?”

Mulder’s words began to slur, his eyes glassy. “I’m telling

you, Scully, it’s him. It’s Jacob.”

He fidgeted, pushing at the blanket. Scully took in the

obvious signs of exhaustion that he valiantly tried to


“Shhh.” She stilled his restless fingers with one hand and

placed the other on his brow. “You need to rest, Mulder.

Your body took a beating last night.”

“No…no, Scully. We have to find Rachel. We don’t know

she’s dead, she could be trapped somewhere…injured. Every

day that passes…makes it less likely she’ll be found


I can’t just lay here…do nothing.” His eyes were a

treacherous contradiction to his words, persistently

sliding shut.

Scully traced her fingers across the furrowed skin of his

forehead, brushing them down along the shadowed outline of

his jaw. “Yes, you will rest. Your body needs time to


In spite of himself, Mulder slumped bonelessly into the

pillows, her words enveloping him like a feather quilt.

Though his eyes slid shut, he doggedly continued to fight

sleep. “Luke…want to talk to Luke. He…he knows

something. Should have seen…look on his face…I

mentioned Jacob. Talk to him, Scully. He…he knows


“It’s all right, Mulder.” She continued to caress his cheek.

“Something…something else. Beth…she said…can’t

think…I know she said… Why can’t I think straight?”

“It’s the Dilantin, Mulder. Don’t fight it, you need to

sleep. I’ll take care of everything, okay? I’m going to go

back to the motel for a shower, and then I’ll go talk to


Scully leaned over, her kisses following the path of her

fingers before lingering on his lips. “I’ll be back soon.”

“Mmm…’kay. Talk…Luke.”

Scully adjusted the blanket and checked the monitors,

granting herself one last look at his face, smoothed by

slumber. A yawn struggled to break free but she fought

back, rolling tight shoulders and kneading the base of her


“Wonder what you’d say if you knew how much I’d like to

crawl into that bed with you, Mulder?” she muttered, lips

curving in a wry grin. She shook her head, chuffing a soft

laugh as she headed for the door. “Never mind. I already


Miller Residence

9:06 a.m.

Scully turned off the ignition and sighed, letting her

head drop onto the seatback with a soft thump. She was

currently suffering from what she privately called “PMS” —

post Mulder syndrome. PMS was a condition that occurred

immediately after one of her partner’s near death

experiences. The rush of adrenaline tapped out, eyes

bloodshot and gritty from sleep deprivation, mind numbed

with overwhelming relief. Raleigh, North Carolina; Dead

Horse, Alaska; a makeshift O.R. hidden in the bowels of the

DoD… Gunshot wounds, alien retroviruses, experimental

brain surgery — not to mention snakes and mutant tobacco

beetles. Too many hours spent in cheap plastic chairs,

drinking horrible coffee and praying to a God whose

existence she sometimes doubted. Mulder had more lives than

a cat, but luck inevitably ran out.

Was it any wonder she occasionally dreamed about stopping

the car?

Children’s voices drifted through her open window. Scully

blinked, abruptly aware that she’d been staring sightlessly

at a baseball game being played in a wide cul de sac at the

end of the street. Saturday morning, and it looked as if

most of the neighborhood kids had turned out, split evenly

between the two teams. Scully spotted Jacob immediately,

standing beside a makeshift home plate, a bat cocked over

his right shoulder. The pitcher, a towheaded boy in a

ripped Sammy Sosa jersey, cranked his arm in a wide circle

before firing a perfect toss. Jacob’s swing, though in good

form, came a little too late.

“Strike three! You’re out, Jacob!”

Several outfielders performed a gleeful jig and headed in.

Even from a distance, Scully could see Jacob’s face go

blank and very still. He pulled the bat back to his

shoulder and crouched forward.

“That was way outta the strike zone. Go again.”

The dancers froze, and the pitcher’s blond head jerked up

in obvious surprise. His fingers tightened around the

baseball, and he slowly shook his head.

“You was out, fair and square, Jacob Marcussen.” The boy

was trying for outrage, but only managed to sound anxious.

Jacob shook his head slowly. “An’ I say you missed it by a

mile, Luke. Pitch it again.”

Luke turned, gaze roaming from child to child, searching

for a show of support. What he found, however, were

shuffling feet and evasive eyes. Swinging back around to

face Jacob, he squared his shoulders and tipped his chin up


“It was good. An’ you’re out.”

Jacob pinned him with a long, intent stare, then dropped

his bat to the asphalt with a clatter. He sauntered slowly

over until he was nose to nose with Luke, who reflexively

backed up a step.

“I’d think real hard about that, Luke. Or else maybe…” He

leaned in close, and his voice sank to a level too low for

Scully to make out the words.

The effect on Luke was electrical. He lurched backward,

his feet tangling together until he nearly fell. Catching

himself, he spun on his heel and took off between the

houses at a run. Scully glimpsed a look of smug triumph on

Jacob’s face before he jogged back to home plate and

scooped up the bat.

“Who’s pitchin’? Guess Luke doesn’t want to play anymore.”

Scully shook off her stunned immobility and slipped out of

the car, striding rapidly around the side of the house

where she’d seen Luke disappear. The other children’s

voices faded, and she could hear the snapping of twigs, as

if Luke had headed into the woods.

“Luke? Luke, wait!” she called, breaking into a trot.

By the time she reached the backyard, Luke was nowhere in

sight. She slid to a halt, panting a little as she surveyed

the wall of trees and foliage.

“He’s goin’ to his hideout. Nobody knows where it is.”

The soft drawl at her elbow startled a gasp from Scully.

She looked down at a little girl of no more than six, her

curly blonde hair drawn into pigtails and tied with pink


“Hello.” Scully dropped to a crouch so that she was at eye

level with the child. “My name is Dana. I work for the

FBI.” She held out her badge.

“I’m Jessica, but folks call me Jess,” the little girl

replied, studying her cautiously. “Are you looking for

Rachel too, like that boy FBI agent?”

Scully squashed the urge to smile, nodding instead.

“That’s right. That’s my partner, Agent Mulder.”

Jess screwed up her face in puzzlement. “Why was you

callin’ for Luke? He done somethin’ bad?”

“No, not at all. I just wanted to ask him a few questions.

Do you think he’ll come home soon?”

Jess shook her head. “Don’t think so. Not after…” She

faltered, eyes darting nervously away from Scully.

“Sometimes he’s gone for hours.”

“Jess?” Scully tried to keep her tone relaxed, her face

open and friendly. “Can I ask you a few questions?”

The little girl looked at her solemnly for a moment, then

shrugged. Taking it as permission, Scully carefully stepped

into the minefield, mentally holding her breath.

“Agent Mulder told me that you and Rachel are best

friends; is that right?” Scully rewarded the nod with a

smile. “What about Luke and Jacob? Are they good friends?”

Rachel’s eyes widened to the size of blue saucers, and

Scully could see her debate the merits of fight versus

flight. She patiently waited, enduring the little girl’s

suspicious scrutiny, and was finally rewarded.

“No. Jacob don’t have friends.”

Not betraying her feelings of excitement and revulsion was

hard. Scully bobbed her head thoughtfully. “Why do you

think Jacob doesn’t have any friends? He was playing

baseball with everyone just now.”

Jess’s gaze skipped nervously around, as if checking for

observers, before she leaned in closer to Scully. “We let

him play, ’cause we’re too scared not to. You don’t wanna

get Jacob mad at ya.”

Scully pretended to consider this, looking puzzled. “Why?

What happens when Jacob gets mad at you?”

Jess wrapped her arms tightly around her small body. “Bad


Scully licked her lips. “Jess, I’m going to ask you a very

important question. But first, I’m going to promise you

that whatever you tell me will stay between you, Agent

Mulder, and me. Okay?”


“Do you remember when Luke fell off his bike and couldn’t

be in the school play?” Jess stared, then nodded. “What

really happened, Jess? Was it just an accident?”

“Jacob wanted Luke’s part real bad,” Jess said, her voice

whisper-soft. “He told Luke to quit, but Luke wouldn’t do

it. Jacob got real, real mad and he told Luke he better

quit the play or he’d make Luke sorry.”

Jess paused, eyes flitting about the yard once again.

“Go on,” Scully urged gently. “You’re doing fine, Jess.”

“Luke likes to go bikin’ down Jimson’s Gap — that’s a

dirt road that comes down the mountain across town. One

day, a little while after Jacob said those things, Luke was

ridin’ down the hill and the front wheel of his bike just

come clean off. He flipped right over the handlebars —

hurt his head and broke his leg real bad. The doctor had to

operate, and he was in the hospital a long time.” Jess

snuffled, swiping at teary eyes with the back of her hand.

“That must have been scary,” Scully said gently, giving

the little girl’s arm a sympathetic squeeze. “For Luke, and

for you.”

“Jacob done it!” Jess blurted, her face flushed with anger

and tears. “He messed with Luke’s bike so the wheel would

fall off! He hurt my brother on purpose so he could be in

the play ‘stead of Luke!”

Scully kept her hand on Jessica’s arm. “Sweetheart, I

understand that Jacob threatened Luke. But how can you be

sure he tampered with Luke’s bike?”

Jessica’s face looked pinched and old beyond her years.

“Jacob came over to visit Luke when he got home from the

hospital. He gave him an envelope and told him not to let

Mamma or Daddy see it if he knew what was good for him.

There was a picture inside — a drawin’ of Jacob flyin’ off

his bike and landin’ on his head. And there was a screw.”

Scully couldn’t stop the grimace, but she reassembled her

poker face as quickly as possible. “A screw…from Luke’s


Jess nodded gravely. “Jacob don’t have friends, Dana. But

he sure don’t have enemies, either.”

Scully swallowed hard. “Do you think Luke would talk to me

about the accident? Maybe tell me the whole story?”

The little girl shook her head vehemently. “No ma’am. Luke

made me swear never to tell anyone; he’d be real mad if he

knew I talked to you.”

“Jess, you’ve been very helpful. But I have to ask you

just one more question, even though it’s a tough one. Do

you think Jacob had anything to do with Rachel’s


Jess flinched, her reply almost inaudible. “If he set his

mind to it, I think Jacob could make anyone disappear.”

She wriggled out of Scully’s grasp and ran.

Montgomery General Hospital

10:32 a.m.

Jackson Arnette, the doctor who had assumed responsibility

for Mulder’s care once he’d been shipped up to the second

floor, was leaning against the nurses’ station when Scully

stepped off the elevator. She altered her trajectory,

aiming for the physician instead of her partner’s room. The

tap of her heels caught Arnette’s attention, and he quickly

scribbled an instruction on the chart in his hands, before

setting it aside and offering her a smile.

“Well hello, Dr. Scully. Stoppin’ by to check up on that

partner of yours?”

“Agent Mulder doesn’t ‘do’ hospitals very well,” Scully

said, her own lips curving. “I’ve found it’s in the best

interest of all concerned if I keep a close eye on him.”

Arnette was easily as tall as Mulder, with the same, rangy

build. He wore his dark hair long, so that it brushed the

collar of his white dress shirt, and his deep blue eyes

sparkled with warmth and good humor. All in all, a very

nice package, Scully admitted, trying hard not to blush

under his disconcertingly intense gaze, and feeling vaguely

disloyal for even entertaining the thought.

*Face it, Dana, you’re not dead*

Funny how the little voice in her head always sounded like


Arnette grinned. “I don’t think he’s been awake long

enough to be much trouble. According to Cassie — that’s his

nurse — he woke up just long enough to eat a piece of toast

and then fell right back to sleep. He was still out cold

when I checked on him a few minutes ago.”

“You said you’d check his bloodwork again this morning.

Did you get the results?”

The doctor folded his arms and leaned back against the

counter. “Everything looks good, real good. Serum levels of

the ergotamine are so low they’re barely detectable, and

his BP’s back to normal. I’ve started to ease him off the

Dilantin, and if all goes well, I’ll release him first

thing tomorrow mornin’.”

“That’s wonderful news. Thank you for everything, Dr.

Arnette.” Scully felt a slightly goofy grin spread across

her face, discrediting her cool, professional response.

Evidently Arnette felt it, too. Something behind his eyes

shifted, and his gaze, though still warm, held a hint of

disappointment. “Just doin’ my job. You’d best warn your

partner about the dangers of exceedin’ recommended dosage

of a prescription, though. He’s just plain lucky he’s not

pushin’ up daisies.”

*Way to rain on my parade* Scully thought ruefully.

“Believe me, Dr. Arnette,” she said aloud, turning back

toward Mulder’s room. “Agent Mulder is painfully aware of

the danger.”

She pushed the door open just in time to catch Mulder with

one bare foot on the linoleum and a wide-eyed, guilty

expression on his face.

“Hey, Scully. You look a lot better; that shower must have

agreed with you.” Though his diction was clear, his voice

remained rough and raspy.

Scully crossed her arms and pinned him with a steely

glare. “Nice try, Mulder, but I’m still going to say it.”


“What in the hell are you doing out of bed?”

Apparently deciding on a “best defense is a strong

offense” approach, Mulder thrust out his bottom lip and

narrowed his eyes. “Nature calls, Scully. I was just headed

to the little patient’s room.”

She huffed in exasperation and stalked over to the bed.

“Mulder, you’re still weak and likely to be lightheaded

from the drugs. You shouldn’t be attempting that without


Mulder waggled his eyebrows, giving her his best

lascivious look. “Ooh, Scully. Is that an offer?”

Scully raised an eyebrow, her gaze deliberately wandering

up and down his form. “You’re in no shape to handle what

I’ve got to offer, monster boy.”

“You know how I love it when you talk dirty.” Mulder slid

off the mattress onto both feet, swaying precariously.

Scully’s hand shot out reflexively to steady him, but

after a moment he shrugged it off and shuffled slowly

toward the bathroom. A poorly stifled snicker, erupting

into a snort, caused him to glance over his shoulder. The

hand pressed to Scully’s lips couldn’t hide the mirth in

her eyes.

“Nice view.”

Muttering under his breath, Mulder reached around to pull

the hospital gown together before proceeding. He

disappeared into the bathroom, but left the door ajar.

“Did Luke talk to you?”

Scully sank into the bedside chair, smothering a yawn with

the back of her hand. Though she desperately needed a

caffeine fix, she’d been unable to bring herself to consume

a cup of coffee — normally a crucial component of her

morning routine.

“No. But his little sister did.”


Mulder’s path back to the bed zigzagged a bit erratically,

and he didn’t bother to suppress a deep sigh as he settled

back into the pillows. He let his head loll to the right so

that he could see her face.

“Tell me everything, Scully.”

She did. She described the baseball game, Luke’s abrupt

flight, and Jessica’s reluctant acquiescence to discussing

Jacob. Mulder listened raptly, only interrupting once or

twice to ask a question. When Scully finally finished

speaking, he continued to study her, tugging his lip

between thumb and index finger.

“You believe now…don’t you?” His eyes held neither triumph

nor rebuke.

“I don’t want to, Mulder…” Her voice trailed off, and she

gave a slight shake of her head before meeting his gaze.

“But, God help me, I do.”

“I’m sorry, Scully.”

Her sleepless night bubbled to the surface, and Scully

couldn’t quite keep the snappish tone from her voice. “Why

are you sorry? You were right all along.” She shoved a lock

of hair angrily behind her ear. “I just don’t understand,

Mulder. What turns a child into a monster? If he’d been

abused, mistreated, maybe I could make some sense of all

this. But Jacob is from a good home with two loving

parents. I see nothing in his background to…”

Mulder bolted upright, only to grimace and cradle his

head. He absently pushed Scully’s restraining hand off his

shoulder, motioning for her to sit down.

“Give me a minute, give me a minute,” he muttered, lifting

his head to stare vacantly at the open door. “That’s it!

That’s what I was trying to remember. Yesterday afternoon,

when we were talking to Beth, she made a remark… ‘No


to think history would repeat itself’ — that’s what she

said.” Mulder made a face. “I wanted to ask her what she

meant by that, but she insisted on getting us coffee.”

Scully frowned. “What do you *think* she meant?”

He sucked his lower lip into his mouth, leaning back to

stare pensively at a crack in the ceiling. “Bear with me

for a minute, all right, Scully? I started forming a theory

back when I was at Oxford, and what I saw during my time in

the VCU seemed to support it. True sociopaths — which is

what most serial killers are, and what I believe Jacob to

be — lack the ability to distinguish right from wrong.

They operate solely in their own best interests; they’re

completely egocentric. Any methods employed to satisfy

their own needs and desires are therefore acceptable, even


“Like making your little sister disappear so that you can

have a puppy,” Scully murmured.

“A puppy, your parents’ undivided love and attention,

control of the television remote…”

Scully made a small sound of distress in the back of her

throat, and he sent her an apologetic look before


“Profiling serial killers, crawling into their heads, I

became intrigued by the very question you just articulated

— why does one abused child turn into a monster, and

another, an upstanding member of his community? And what

about the ones from good homes, like the boys I told you

about? What happened to leave them…broken beyond repair?”

“You said you had a theory.”

Mulder flashed her an impudent grin. “Seven years, Scully.

You should know by now, I always have a theory.”

His banter drove back the darkness surrounding her heart.

Scully arched an eyebrow and pursed her lips. “Sorry,

partner, but you’ll have to make do without the slideshow.”

He pouted briefly before his eyes turned hazy with

concentration. “As I researched the criminals I profiled,

dug into their backgrounds, a pattern began to emerge. In

every case, somewhere in the suspect’s family tree there

were other instances of sociopathic behavior. For the less

serious offenses — armed robbery, rape, assault — the

trait would show up on one side of the family, either through

the mother or the father. But in the truly horrific criminals —

the serial murderers, mutilators, torturers — the trait

expressed itself on both sides.”

Scully stared at him, her mind working furiously to

process his words. “Mulder, are you suggesting that

sociopathy is a genotype? That a child can inherit the

compulsion to kill the same way he inherits his father’s

dark hair or his mother’s dimples?”


Scully blew out a long gust of air and shook her head.

“You never cease to amaze me.”

“Is that your way of saying I’m certifiable, or that you

think I’m on to something?”

“I have to choose one or the other?” She chuckled at his

wounded expression, then sobered. “Actually, from a

genetics standpoint, I suppose it makes sense. If

sociopathy was linked to a recessive gene — like blond

hair or blue eyes — then it could conceivably be carried

but not expressed — or expressed to a lesser degree. Only

the contribution of a gene from each parent would result in

the complete manifestation of the phenotype, of the


“You’re validating my theory? Scully, I just got very

turned on.” Mulder’s voice dropped and he leered at her


“Don’t get too excited, Ace. A theory is all it is, and an

unsubstantiated one at that. I take it that you think

Beth’s comment about history repeating itself means there

are some proverbial skeletons in the family closet?”

“I think without concrete evidence it’s going to be nearly

impossible to convince anyone that Jacob Marcussen could be

a killer. Maybe unearthing a few skeletons will give us the

ammunition necessary to convince Beth and Sam to allow a

psychiatrist to evaluate their son.”

Scully slowly shook her head. “I really don’t think Beth


“I don’t either. But as the esteemed Sheriff Sullivan so

eloquently put it, this is a small town, Scully. Everyone

knows everyone else’s business — probably for generations.

And we should be able to track down newspaper articles and

police reports to give us what we’re looking for.”

“Don’t even think about it, Mulder. Less than eighteen

hours ago, you were at death’s door. You are not leaving

this hospital before Dr. Arnette releases you in the


“I’m *fine*, Scully. There’s no reason I can’t…”

“Wrong. The reason is that I will shoot you, and you know

I don’t miss.” She softened at his obvious frustration.

“I’ll track down Sheriff Sullivan to see if he’s got a

story to tell. Hopefully he can also point me to a decent

library where I can search old newspapers. You should be

grateful to be spared that ordeal, Mulder; you know those

microfilm readers make you nauseous.”

Mulder opened his mouth to argue, then got a crafty gleam

in his eye. “I’ll be a good little patient, Scully. IF you

leave me your laptop.”

Scully’s eyes narrowed. “I don’t know. You’re supposed to

be resting.”

“I won’t leave this bed! I can log on and conduct my own

research without setting foot outside this hospital room.”

He tried to make his voice coaxing, but somehow it just

sounded desperate.

Scully heaved the sigh of a martyr. “Fine. It’s in the

car; I’ll bring it up. But I’m warning you, Mulder…”

She watched him exchange the pleading look for wide-

eyed innocence, holding up his right hand with just the

first two fingers extended. “I promise, Scully. Scout’s


“You were an Indian Guide, not a Boy Scout, remember?” she

said dryly, standing up.

“Yeah. So?”

“Mulder, if being partnered with you has taught me one

thing, it’s to never leave a loophole. You’ll just use it

to hang yourself.”

The expression on his face entertained her all the way

down to the car.



Gauley Bridge Sheriff’s Office

12:52 p.m.

“How is Agent Mulder?” Sheriff Sullivan leaned back in

his chair, chewing on the end of a pencil, eyebrows

creeping together like two furry caterpillars as he

expressed his concern for the FBI agent.

“He’s feeling much better, thank you, Sheriff. If he

continues improving at this rate the doctor expects to

release him from the hospital tomorrow.”

“My cousin’s wife suffers from migraines. Terrible thing,

I’ve seen her almost weepin’ with the pain. I can

understand how a person might accidentally take too many of

those pills in a moment of desperation.” Sullivan shook his

head sympathetically.

Scully’s teeth clamped onto her bottom lip and she counted

silently to fight off the growing anger bubbling up inside

her. She couldn’t quell the need to jump to Mulder’s

defense and explain in no uncertain terms that he was not

responsible for his current predicament. She tamped down

her irritation and opted instead for a less emotional


“Agent Mulder doesn’t suffer from migraines, and he didn’t

take an overdose of Ergomar, accidentally or otherwise.

Someone gave it to him without his knowledge. He’s lucky…”

“Whoa, whoa, hang on there, Agent Scully! Just what are

you implying?” Sheriff Sullivan brought his body forward

and leaned his arms on the desk, the abused pencil returned

none too gently to its former resting place — an old,

chipped coffee cup crammed with an assortment of pens and

pencils, all bearing similar battle scars from time spent

jammed between Sullivan’s teeth.

“I’m not implying anything; I am stating a fact. Agent

Mulder was poisoned yesterday afternoon. Deliberately.

Whoever did it had every intention of killing him.”

“Now, who the hell would want to do that?” The sheriff

blustered, practically spitting the words at Scully.

“We’re still investigating. Agent Mulder’s symptoms came

on not long after we were at the Marcussens’, interviewing


“I’m trustin’ that what I’m hearin’ here has nothing to do

with you accusing Beth Marcussen of poisonin’ Agent Mulder.

Like I told you and your partner when you first came here,

the Marcussens are fine, upstanding people. I’d stake my

career on the fact that they’ve played no part in Rachel’s

disappearance. Those poor folks…”

“Sheriff Sullivan, I’m not accusing Beth of hurting Agent

Mulder. I’m simply telling you that we were at her home

before he became ill. Which brings me to the point of my

visit here…”

“Well, all right, just as long as you understand that I

won’t be listenin’ to anyone bad-mouthing the Marcussens.”

He swiped another pencil from the cup and shoved it between

his teeth, clamping down viciously.

Hmm. Scully did a quick mental backtrack. She was

beginning to wonder if Sullivan was the right person to

provide the kind of information she sought. The man was

certainly defensive as far as Beth and Sam were concerned.

How far could she push him before he flatly refused to

talk? She abruptly decided to go for broke. What the heck —

between them, she and Mulder had managed to antagonize most

of the local law enforcement from coast to coast. One more

time wouldn’t make much difference, and right now Rachel

Marcussen was more important than an overly sensitive


“I’m not here to ‘bad-mouth’ anyone. I’m here, just like

you, to find a little girl. Now as I was saying, yesterday

Agent Mulder and I went to speak with Beth, hoping to

convince her to let us have Jacob evaluated by a

psychologist. The Bureau has one on staff who specializes

in pediatric trauma.”


“And why would you be wanting to do that?” The pencil

left his mouth and now substituted for a drumstick, tapping

an erratic beat on the desktop.

“Sheriff Sullivan, Jacob obviously didn’t see a spaceship

the other night. He’s compensating for his own fear

by inventing a story about aliens abducting his sister. It’s

a coping mechanism, but if he could talk to a professional

about his experience, he might open up and remember

what really happened.”

Scully knew her explanation contained only half the

truth, padding its razor-sharp corners. Fortunately,

it satisfied Sullivan.

“I see.” Tap, tap, tap. “Well, yeah, you’ve got a point,

Agent Scully. I take it Beth didn’t agree, though?”

“She was not entirely receptive to the idea. The idea of

Jacob seeing a psychiatrist seemed to upset her, and she

said something that left both Agent Mulder and me a little

puzzled. Her exact words were, ‘no reason to think history

would repeat itself.’ What do you suppose she met by that?”

Scully sat back in her chair, watching Sullivan closely as

the words sank in.

The pencil drum solo abruptly ceased.

The sheriff sucked in his bottom lip and gave it a workout

with his teeth. Scully wondered idly if he’d forgotten the

pencil was on the desk and not in his mouth.

“Sheriff?” she prompted.

More tapping.

“I heard you, Agent Scully. I’m just decidin’ whether I

should allow this conversation to go any further. I get

the distinct impression that you’re fishin’ for something

that’s going to implicate Beth in what’s happened to

Rachel.” His eyes narrowed, bushy brows all but obscuring

the shrewd glint.

This was too much. Exhausted, emotions rubbed raw by

Mulder’s brush with death, deeply troubled by evidence that

indicated Rachel Marcussen might have been murdered by her

own brother — it all came crashing down around her.

“Sheriff Sullivan, I am not the enemy here. Agent Mulder

and I came to Gauley Bridge at *your* invitation. We

promised to help you find out what happened to Rachel

Marcussen, and Agent Mulder nearly died last night while

trying to do so. That little girl is still missing, and

you and I both know that every tick of the clock decreases

her chances for survival. Now, if you are more concerned

about Sam and Beth’s reputations than you are about their

daughter’s life, I suggest that you handle this case any

way you see fit. I’ll arrange a flight back to D.C. for

Agent Mulder and myself as soon as he is released from the

hospital. You can reassure the Marcussens that their good

name is still intact while you’re explaining why Rachel

hasn’t been found.” Scully gathered her things and stood,

fighting to hang onto the shreds of her self-control.

The pencil slipped from Sullivan’s fingers, rolled across

the desk and landed on the floor.

*Thank God* Scully thought.

“Agent Scully.” The words seemed to fumble around in his

mouth before he could bring himself to say them. “You’re

right; I’ve been acting like an ass. I guess I’m a bit

territorial when it comes to Gauley Bridge. I *am* the law

in this town, and I take my job seriously. I told you

before, in a small town, everyone knows everyone else’s

business. Good and bad. I was just tryin’ to protect Sam,

Beth, and Jacob from any more pain. Guess I didn’t go

about it the right way. Please accept my apology.”

Scully closed her eyes, dropping her head until her chin

rested on her chest. God, she was so tired. But her

intention had never been to leave, just to force the

Sheriff into some positive action.

“I’m sorry too. It’s been a long couple of days.” She

offered Sullivan a small smile. “Now, if you don’t mind,

I’d appreciate any insight you may have into what exactly

Beth meant.” Scully resumed her seat.

“I’m not sure how much help I can be. What little I know

is mostly hearsay. Somethin’ happened a long time ago in

Beth’s family. She doesn’t like to talk about it, and I’ve

never been one to pry. What’s past is past; no need to keep

reliving it. We all got family members we’d rather not

claim as one of our own. No sense thinkin’ one bad apple

is gonna spoil the whole barrel.”

Scully bit back the urge to recite Mulder’s recessive gene

theory, preferring instead to hold her tongue and let

Sheriff Sullivan continue.

“What I do know, is that it has something to do with

Beth’s grandmother. Way I heard it, she murdered a member

of her own family, and they locked her away in some

psychiatric institution. I believe she remained there until

she died a few years back.” He shrugged, sliding his hand

along his jawline, searching his mind for more information.

“I believe most of the investigation took place in

Charleston. If you want details, I can give you the name of

a buddy of mine. He’s the station clerk at the Charleston

PD. Just mention my name, and I’m sure he’ll be willin’ to

help you out, point you in the right direction.”

Sullivan pulled a piece of paper from under the coffee cup

holding the masticated pencils, selected a pen, and

scribbled down a name. He reached across and handed it to


“Ask for Amos Page.”

Scully took the paper and ran her eyes over it before

folding and slipping it into her pocket.

“Thank you. I appreciate your feelings in this matter,

Sheriff. Please believe me when I say that our only

intentions are to do whatever is necessary to bring Rachel

home.” She held out her hand.

“You’re welcome, Agent Scully. I just don’t want to see

this end badly.” He shook Scully’s hand, then stooped to

pick up the fallen pencil, tossing it on his desk.

“Neither do we.”

Outside Sullivan’s office, Scully took a moment to stretch

tight muscles. Turning her face toward the warm sunshine,

she tipped her head from side to side, working the kinks

from her neck, sighing at a particularly loud and

satisfying crack.

Coffee. She could really use a cup of coffee. Her need

for caffeine outweighed her previous reluctance, and now

she found herself searching for a diner so she could grab a

cup before she hit the road.

Twenty minutes and one cup of coffee later, Scully’s car

was winding along highway 60 towards Charleston. She

balanced her cell phone against the steering wheel with one

hand while she punched in the hospital number with the

other. As she waited for someone to pick up, she wondered

if Mulder had found anything worthwhile on the Internet.

Montgomery General Hospital

1:36 p.m.

The high pitched trilling snapped him awake, blinking and

disoriented. Mulder ground the heel of one hand into sleep-

gritty eyes, fumbling for the phone with the other.


A brief silence, then Scully’s voice, low and amused. “I

woke you up.”

Mulder squirmed to a more upright position, noting that

someone had shutdown the laptop and reconnected the phone

line. He forced heavy eyes wide open, hating the thick,

sludgy feeling to his thoughts.

“What makes you say that?”

The overt affection in her reply warmed him, even as her

words irritated him. “Well, you only answer the phone by

saying ‘hello’ if you’re half asleep.” Another pause for

effect. “And there’s the fact that more than ten seconds

have passed without you asking if I’ve learned anything


“The nurse slipped me a Mickey after lunch,” he whined,

running his tongue around the inside of his mouth with a

grimace. “Thought you said Arnette was taking me off that


“I said he was tapering off the Dilantin, Mulder, not

eliminating it altogether. You are supposed to be resting,

after all.”

“So, did you find out anything significant?”



“Well, after a little…persuasion, Sheriff Sullivan

admitted to hearing about some kind of incident involving

Beth’s grandmother. The family lived in a suburb of

Charleston at the time — this was nearly seventy-five years


“Persuasion, huh, Scully? Bet ol’ Jonas was putty in those

little hands.” He couldn’t resist teasing her, wishing she

were present so that he could watch her roll her eyes.

“Are you finished?” she asked dryly.

“Yes, ma’am. What kind of incident?”

“Sullivan was reluctant to say, other than the fact that a

death was involved. Evidently Beth has tried to keep the

whole thing very quiet, refuses to talk about it. There are

plenty of rumors, of course, but Sullivan has never

bothered to substantiate any of them. ‘What’s past is

past,’ is the way he put it. He was less than pleased with

the entire line of questioning.”

Mulder coiled the phone cord around his little finger,

trying to jolt sluggish thought processes into motion.

“You’re onto something, Scully. I think you should…”

“I’m in the car, Mulder, headed down Highway 60, about

twenty minutes out of Charleston.”

She couldn’t see the grin, so he made his voice low and

smoky. “I’ve always been partial to June weddings, babe,

how ’bout you?”

Scully snorted. “Is that supposed to cover the fact that

you’ve come up empty, Ace?”

“Scully, you wound me. As you pointed out, less than

twenty-four hours ago I was at death’s door, clinging to

life by my…”

“Nothing, hmm?”

“Call me as soon as you know anything, Scully.”

“I will.”

Mulder replaced the receiver in its cradle, then stared

reproachfully at the laptop’s dark screen. He’d tried

digging for information on Sam Marcussen’s family history

for nearly two hours before succumbing to fatigue and the

effects of the Dilantin. Though he’d done little more than

spin his wheels, he had hopes that, armed with whatever

Scully found out in Charleston, they might be able to talk

Beth and Sam into allowing a psychiatric evaluation of

Jacob. Though he had little doubt what the results would

be, he feared that for Rachel it would all be too little,

too late. Missing nearly four days — odds were slim that

the little girl would be found alive.

Mulder had picked up the modem cord and was propped

on one elbow, reaching for the jack, when the phone rang

again. Scooping it up, he flopped back onto his pillow.

“Mulder,” he sighed. Scully’s words echoed in his head,

and he smirked at the ceiling.

“Hey, Wonderboy. What in the hell happened to you?” Tim

Spencer chirped.

“Long story, Spence, and highly implausible,” Mulder

replied, lips quirking. “How’d you know I was here?”

“I know your MO, Mulder. Whenever you hit town for a case,

it’s best to scope out the nearest medical institution.”

Tim chuffed a little at his own joke.

“Very funny. Your concern is touching.”

“Okay, seriously — are you all right? When I talked to

your partner, she said something about poisoning.” The lilt

left Spencer’s voice, replaced by honest concern.

“I’m fine; the doctor says he’ll spring me first thing

tomorrow morning. You talked to Scully?”

“Yeah, she gave me her cell phone number when I talked to

her the other night. I caught her leaving the sheriff’s

office. You two must be making headway on the case if

someone tried to kill you. Do you know who did it?”

Mulder hesitated, gnawing on his lip. When the silence

stretched long between them, Spencer cleared his throat.


Mulder pulled in a deep breath of air. “Spence, this is

just between us for now, all right? Until Scully and I can

nail a few things down, we’re keeping our suspicions quiet.

This one could really blow up in someone’s face — probably



Mulder glanced uneasily at his open door, dropping his

voice. “I am 99 percent certain that Jacob Marcussen is

responsible for his sister’s disappearance and my



This time the silence stretched out on Spencer’s end of

the line, punctuated at last by a long, low whistle. “You

never go the easy route, do ya, Wonderboy? Guess I can

understand why you aren’t broadcastin’ that particular

theory.” He paused, then added. “This isn’t D.C., Mulder.

No one’s going to accept that little boy hurt his sister

without concrete proof.”

“Believe me, I know,” Mulder said gloomily. “I need to

talk the parents into having him evaluated. Scully and I

are looking for indications of psychological instability in

either side of the family. She’s checking out a lead in


“You know…” Spencer let the words trail off. When he

resumed speaking, his voice was slow, and his manner

distracted. “Ever since this case came up, something about

the name has been buggin’ me. Like I’d heard it somewhere

before, though I can’t put my finger on where that would


“The name? You mean Marcussen?”

“Yeah. My granddad was a great one for tellin’ us stories

about famous criminals — Dillinger, Capone, Manson… Drove

my mother nuts; she complained all he did was give us fuel

for nightmares. To tell you the truth, though, I think

that’s how I wound up in this crazy job.”

“You think maybe that’s where you heard the name

Marcussen?” Mulder couldn’t keep a touch of eagerness from

his voice.

“Not sure. Could be, though. How about I do a little

diggin’ around here and get back to you?” The amusement

abruptly returned to Spence’s voice. “Guess for once I

won’t have to track you down, huh, Wonderboy?”

“Funny. I can see your sense of humor, such as it is,

hasn’t changed. I’ll be right here.”

“Back in a few.”

Mulder hung up the phone, absently fiddling with the modem

cable before dropping it back onto the tray table. He

thought about Jacob Marcussen, in many ways the mirror

image of a young Fox Mulder. Was it really just genetics

that distinguished between hunter and hunted?

Mulder possessed the ability — he refused to think of it

as a gift — to profile killers. A simple term for something

far more complex and confusing. His final dark days with

VICAP had blurred into a continuous nightmare, slipping in

and out of the heads of some of the most repugnant and

inhuman monsters. No respite, because the more he caught,

the more they sent his way. It got so that he couldn’t

shake the filth from one before polluting himself with

another. And through it all, he’d seen the distaste on the

faces of his fellow agents, heard the cruel whispers.

Impossible to immerse yourself so completely in the mind

of a killer.

Impossible unless you shared the same tendencies.

Mulder closed his eyes, telling himself that Jacob

Marcussen was a cold-blooded murderer. That right now he

had no place in society and probably never would.

And he tried hard not to see Beth Marcussen’s devastated


Charleston Police Department

2:56 p.m.

Scully liked him immediately. He could have been anywhere

from fifty to sixty years old. She supposed his hair might

once have been brown, like Mulder’s, but now there was only

a vague suggestion of the previous color poking out between

silvery strands. His eyes crinkled when he smiled, and she

found herself thinking that what she liked most about this

man was his friendly, open face.

Skin tanned and weathered by too much time spent in the

sun, accentuated blue eyes that shone brightly from beneath

heavy gray brows. Amos Page reminded Scully of Paul

Newman, the rugged good looks of youth only improved by

age. She tried to imagine Mulder in his fifties, or even

his sixties, his smooth, boyish face lined, and gray

dusting his temples. Her heart constricted as she realized

just how much she wanted to share Mulder’s old age —

naturally and in due time, not hastened by tainted water.

Scully gave herself a mental shake and stifled the little

chuckle of amusement that threatened to escape.

“Well, hello there, young lady. I’m guessin’ you must be

Agent Scully.”

Scully’s eyebrows communicated her surprise, and her hand

rested lightly on the badge still tucked inside her pocket.

“Don’t be startled; news travels fasts in these parts.

The carrier pigeon arrived not ten minutes ago.” Amos

erupted into a hearty guffaw of laughter. “I’m only

kidding! Jonas called ahead and told me to expect you.”

Yes, she liked this man. His good humor was contagious,

and before Scully could stop herself, a smile had taken

over her own features.

“Amos Page?” Scully offered him her hand instead of her


“One and the same.” His meaty paw engulfed her much

smaller digits and pumped her arm enthusiastically, while

with the other, he swung open the partition gate and

motioned her in.

“Welcome to my humble abode. Come right in and make

yourself comfortable.” Amos scooped a pile of folders and

papers from a chair, dumped them on the floor, and pulled

it in front of his desk. “Have a seat.” He returned to

his own chair on the other side of the desk.

“Can I get you anything? Coffee? A soda? Water? Just say

the word.” Page picked up a pencil and started to twirl it

around his fingers.

*If he starts chewing or tapping that thing, I won’t be

held responsible for my actions.*

“Nothing for me, thanks. I do have a few questions I’d

like to ask you. My partner and I are investigating…”

“The disappearance of the Marcussen child. Yes, yes, I

know. Well, let’s face it, you’d have to be living under a

rock not to’ve heard about it. We’ve been doin’ a bit of

investigatin’ ourselves — mainly helping out your boys in

the Roanake office. But from what Jonas tells me, you’re

here for some family history. What exactly do you want to


“There was an incident some years back that involved Beth

Marcussen’s grandmother. Sheriff Sullivan was a little

sketchy on the details, but said you might be able to fill

in the blanks. The original investigation was carried out

in Charleston; is that correct?” Scully pulled out her

notebook and started patting her pockets.

“Here, use my pencil,” Amos offered, handing over the one

he’d been fiddling with.

“Thanks.” Scully couldn’t help giving the implement a

quick inspection for teeth marks. She felt a little silly

at the brief feeling of relief that washed over her — the

pencil was smooth and even.

“Now ’bout that case involvin’ Beth’s grandmother. I do

remember it well. I wasn’t born when it happened, but I

heard plenty about it as I was growing up. Why, my own

daddy was part of the investigatin’ team.” His eyes turned

wistful as he sifted through his memories.

“Any information you can provide would be very helpful to

us,” Scully prompted.

“Oh, I don’t mind helpin’ you folks out. I’m just tryin’

to sort fact from gossip. I’m sure you know how these

things get blown all out of proportion over time. My daddy

didn’t like to talk about it too much, but he did tell me

the whole story once, when I was about 12 or 13. All sorts

of rumors were flyin’ around, and he wanted to set me

straight. From what I can remember, it happened some time

around the early 1940’s. Katherine Jensen. That gal was

the talk of the town her whole life.”

“What do you mean?” Scully asked, jotting the name and

date in her note book.

“She was really quite brilliant. I don’t know that they

had such things as IQ tests back then, but I’d guess she

would’ve rated in the genius category.” Amos shook his

head. “Sometimes it doesn’t pay to be too smart,” he added.

“Katherine graduated from high school at the age of

15 and was packed off to the university. Back then,

the University of Charleston was located out at

Barboursville — wasn’t till around 1942 that it moved to

the city, where it is today. It used to be run by the

Methodists, and I believe that was the only reason her

folks allowed her to go. Anyway, she was studyin’ to become

a pharmaceutical chemist, and one of the youngest students

ever accepted into a university in these parts. I believe

that record still holds. By the time she was 18, she

was back in Charleston, apprenticed to the local

pharmacist. ‘Course, as you know…”

“Katherine Jensen, Beth’s grandmother, was a licensed

pharmacist?” Could history really be repeating itself? The

parallels between Jacob and his great grandmother were


“You got it. But she didn’t keep workin’ for long. This

area is mostly mining country, and back then it was a

thrivin’ industry. Katherine met a young man who worked in

the mines. The story has it that they fell head over heels

in love. Katherine quit her job at the drug store, much to

her family’s dismay, and married him. They moved to a

little cottage just outside of the city. From what my

daddy told me, they lived a fairly quiet life, and if my

memory serves me right, I think they had five kids. Just

your average American family: hard workin’, morally

upstandin’ people. Then one night — clear outta the blue

— Katherine just up and killed the whole damn lot. Her

husband and all the kids…well, all but one, anyway. You

know, it still sends a shiver down my spine. To think

someone who appeared so ‘normal’ could just up and do a God-

awful thing like that…” His voice trailed off.

*Yes* Scully thought. *Someone so normal, so ostensibly

innocent. Like a young housewife and mother.*

*Or an 11-year-old boy.*

“You said she killed the whole family except for one

child. Obviously Beth’s mother must have survived.”

Amos Page jumped, plucked back from the horrors of a 60-

year-old massacre.

“Yes, you’re right, of course. We wouldn’t have Beth if

everyone had died.” He managed a small smile. “Beth’s

mother, Janie, was just an infant. Apparently, she was

found just barely clingin’ to life the next morning,

covered in her own vomit. As disgusting as it sounds, it’s

the very thing that saved her life. Katherine poisoned the

family, added somethin’ to the evening meal, and left them

to die in their sleep. Janie was the only one to vomit it

up. Back then, it was hailed as a miracle. And honestly,

Agent Scully, who’s to say it wasn’t?”

Scully wondered if miracles ran in the Marcussen family

too. For Rachel’s sake, she hoped so.

“Who found the victims?” she asked.

“Now, this is where it gets really creepy.” Amos stated,

his eyes glazing over as his thoughts once again turned


“More creepy than a mother killing her husband and kids?”

Scully was still trying to wrap her mind around Page’s


“The next morning Katherine had a visit from one of her

neighbors. She invited the woman in for a cup of tea, just

like always. They sat and chatted for a while, until the

neighbor asked after the children. Do you know what

Katherine told her? ‘Oh, I don’t have children anymore.

I’m tired of bein’ a mother, and I’ve decided to go back to

workin’ at the drug store.’ Of course, the woman thought

Katherine was havin’ a little fun at her expense. After a

bit, though, when she didn’t change her tune and the kids

still didn’t show up, the neighbor got real worried. She

waited until Katherine left the room to bring her some more

tea and went snoopin’. You can imagine her horror when she

found all those little ones so still and cold in their beds.

Fortunately for Janie, she had the presence of mind to check

for a pulse. When she realized the baby was still alive, she

took her straight to the hospital. You want to know the

darndest thing?”

“There’s more?” Scully asked, wondering just how much

worse this could possibly get.

“When the police arrived, Katherine was still in the

house, goin’ about her chores just as she would on any

given day. She greeted the police — my daddy being one of

them — and invited them in for a glass of lemonade. She had

absolutely no remorse, no sense that what she’d done was

wrong. So far as she was concerned, she’d done what was

necessary to pursue her career.”

“What happened to her?”

“The courts put her away in an asylum, never to be

released. She’s been dead some fifteen years now, I think.”

Scully’s thoughts skipped to Jacob. *’Can I have a puppy

if Rachel doesn’t come back?’* She let her eyes slip shut

for a moment as the truth about the boy finally hit home.

Nausea welled up in her throat, and she swallowed thickly

to keep it down.

“Mr. Page, do you keep files dating back to that time?

Would you have documentation on that case?”

“Sure do. It’s filed away down in the basement. It might

take me a few minutes to find it, but if you can wait I’ll

be glad to go take a look.”

“I’d appreciate that. I’d like to make some copies, too,

if I may?” Scully handed back the pencil and slipped her

notebook into a pocket.

“Not a problem, Agent Scully. The copier is downstairs,

too. I’ll fire that up for you while I’m at it.”

Amos Page was as good as his word. Within fifteen

minutes, he was back upstairs and handing over copies of

the police reports.

“It’s been a real pleasure meetin’ you, Agent Scully. I

hope I’ve been of some help.”

“Thank you, Mr. Page. You’ve been a great deal of help.”

Scully tucked the envelope containing the documents under

her arm and reached for her cell phone. She knew she

should be elated that she’d made so much headway in the

case. But the thought of convincing Beth that her son could

be a murderer brought her no joy. How should they break

the news? Sometimes she really hated her job.

Montgomery General Hospital

3:13 p.m.

This time when the phone rang, he found he’d actually

drooled on the pillow. Cursing softly under his breath,

Mulder nearly upended a cup of water when he snatched up

the receiver.


“Don’t know if it’s going to help, but Sam Marcussen has a

real interesting branch on the ol’ family tree.”

Mulder ran a hand over his face. “Tell me.”

“Joseph Robert Marcussen — let’s see, that would be Sam’s

great-grandfather — was in the bank-robbing business. Got

away with it nearly a dozen times before gettin’ in the way

of a bullet and dying at the ripe old age of 32.”

“You found a file on him?”

“Well, let’s just say he was on the ‘most wanted’ list

carried by the local law enforcement in a three state

radius. Quite the celebrity.”

Mulder sighed. “I appreciate the info, Spence, but armed

robbery isn’t quite what I was expecting.”

Spence clucked his tongue. “So hard to please. Would it up

the ante if I told you that part of what made him so famous

was the trail of bodies he left in his wake?”


“Yep. Seems our pal Joe had a nasty habit of eliminating

any and all possible witnesses. Even if they happened to be

women or small children. The guy had no compunction about

pullin’ the trigger.”

Mulder felt his heartrate double, the last vestiges of

sleep evaporating. “Can you copy that information and fax

it to the sheriff’s office?”

“Easier done than said.”

“I take back at least 50percent of the things I’ve said

about you over the years, Spencer.”

“You always were generous to a fault, Wonderboy,” Spence

said dryly. “Listen, I’ve got to run. Make sure you don’t

leave town before introducin’ me to that pretty partner of


Mulder’s eyebrows crawled up his forehead. “I know I’ve

mentioned Scully plenty of times over the years, Spencer,

but I’m certain I’ve pleaded the fifth on her looks. How do

you know she’s pretty?”

Spencer chuckled. “Got a sixth sense about these things,

Mulder. I could hear it in her voice — and yours. Catch you


So Beth Marcussen wasn’t the only one with a shadow

darkening her past, Mulder mused. Tim’s description of the

infamous Joseph Marcussen certainly indicated the kind of

pathology exhibited by Jacob — extreme egocentricity and a

total disregard for others. Now if Scully could only

substantiate a similar occurrence with Beth’s grandmother,

perhaps they could convince the couple to consider their

suspicions. They were dabbling in the purely theoretical,

of course, not hard, irrefutable fact. But then, the object

wasn’t to prove Jacob’s involvement, only to open the


Mulder grunted in annoyance, shifting restlessly.

Meanwhile a little girl was out there somewhere, waiting to

be found. He only hoped she would be alive.

Three soft taps of knuckles on wood startled him out of

his brooding. Mulder looked up into the face of a stranger,

hovering uncertainly in the doorway. He looked to be in his

early to mid fifties, a few rebellious streaks of brown in

mostly gray hair. He wore the white coat of a physician

with a stethoscope casually slung around his neck.

“Agent Mulder?”


“Forgive me for the intrusion. You don’t know me, but I’ve

had the pleasure of meetin’ your lovely partner, Agent

Scully. My name’s Blake, Dr. Donald Blake.”

*Scully, you’ve got ’em falling at your feet* Mulder

thought with amusement as he motioned Blake into the room.

“Of course! Come in, Dr. Blake. What can I do for you?”

Blake stepped through the doorway, but didn’t venture past

the foot of the bed. “Oh nothing, Agent Mulder, nothing at

all. I was here makin’ my rounds when I heard about what

happened to you. Just thought I’d stop by and see that you

were doin’ all right.”

“I’m feeling much better, thanks,” Mulder replied.

“According to Dr. Arnette, I’ll be released in the


“Good, good, I’m glad to hear it,” Blake beamed. With some

amusement, Mulder realized the man reminded him of Marcus

Welby. “Jack Arnette is a fine doctor; you’re in good

hands.” He squinted, stabbing a finger at Mulder. “You’d

best watch your consumption of Ergomar in the future, young

man. It’s a powerful drug, and not to be taken casually, as

I’ve warned Beth many times. I know the pain of a migraine

can drive you near out of your head, but…”

“Beth? You mean Beth Marcussen?” Mulder heard the sharp

edge to his words, took a steadying breath.

“Yes. Guess you wouldn’t know that she suffers from the

same affliction. Used to be, her headaches would get so bad

she couldn’t function. The Ergomar has been a godsend for

the poor woman.”

He wasn’t surprised, really, but to hear his suspicions

confirmed so casually was…jarring. His face must have

revealed his discomfiture, because Blake frowned and began

moving toward the door.

“I can see you’re tired, I won’t overstay my welcome.” He

hesitated, eyes moving uncertainly over Mulder’s face.

“Agent Mulder, forgive me for askin’, but have you made any

progress toward finding little Rachel? Agent Scully

mentioned that y’all specialize in this kind of case, so I

was hoping…”

Mulder dusted off his special agent persona and slipped it

on. “I understand your concern, Dr. Blake, but I’m not

at liberty to discuss an ongoing investigation.”

“Of course, of course,” Blake said hurriedly, but his face


“I can tell you that we’re doing everything humanly

possible to find Rachel and bring her home safely.”

Blake nodded, his reply cut short by the ringing of

Mulder’s phone. Settling for a parting wave, he hastened

out of the room as Mulder reached yet again for the


“Hotel California.” He could feel her eyebrow arch.

“The Eagles, Mulder?”

“‘You can check out anytime you like, but you can never

leave.’ Now tell me that doesn’t describe this place.”

“You sound a lot perkier than you did a couple hours ago,

Mulder. Anything you’d like to share?”

Halfway through a look of righteous indignation, Mulder

remembered he lacked an audience. “*Perky*? Scully, I do

not do ‘perky.’ If what you sense, however, is an aura of

satisfaction, it’s because I’m finally making some headway

around here. How about you?”

“Uh-uh. You first, Ace. I’m all ears.”

Mulder cradled the phone between his shoulder and his ear,

reaching for the water pitcher. As he recounted his phone

conversations with Tim and Dr. Blake’s visit, he poured

himself a glass of water to soothe the burning of his still

tender throat. By the time he’d finished bringing her up to

speed, his voice had deteriorated to a hoarse rasp, and he

gulped down the cool liquid gratefully.

“I guess that settles it.” Scully’s tone was strangely

flat and lifeless. “It would be easy enough for a

resourceful kid like Jacob to figure out how many of his

mother’s pills would be sufficient to cause an overdose.

Beth would be unlikely to notice a few extra were missing.”

“You all right, Scully? You sound a little strange.”

“I’m fine, Mulder.” She heard his impatient grunt, and

managed a feeble laugh. “All right, maybe ‘fine’ is

stretching it a bit. The truth is, I’m tired, and this case

disturbs me on a number of levels that I’d rather not

explore. I just want to find that little girl and go home.”

Mulder resisted the urge to pull the phone from his ear

and stare at it. Scully admitting she was feeling

vulnerable? While half of him rejoiced, the other wanted to

demand, “Who are you, and what have you done with my


“Sounds like you opened your own can of worms this

afternoon,” he said quietly. “What did you learn about

Beth’s grandmother?”

“She didn’t kill *a* family member, Mulder; she murdered

her entire family.” Scully proceeded to relate the entire

story, a barely perceptible tremor creeping into her voice

when she told of the neighbor finding Beth’s mother,

covered in her own vomit and more dead than alive. “It’s a

miracle she survived, Mulder. No wonder Beth became so

upset when we suggested Jacob see a psychiatrist.”

“I wonder if Beth used to visit her grandmother in the

asylum,” Mulder mused. “In any case, she’s obviously

terrified of her grandmother’s legacy. Of history repeating


“And it has.” A sough of breath, and he could hear her

mentally squaring her shoulders. “I’ve made copies of the

relevant documents, Mulder, and I’m getting ready to leave

here. We can decide how to proceed when I get there. If

you’re good, I might even smuggle in some dinner.”

He could hear the effort she put into the weak joke and

tried to respond appropriately.

“Scully, I’m *always* good.”

She snorted. “See you in about an hour.”

His hands performed the task of hanging up the phone and

pouring another cup of water, but his thoughts were a

million miles away. Even armed with the knowledge that a

history of sociopathic behavior existed in the Marcussen

family tree, Beth was going to be difficult to convince.

And once convinced, it would still take time for a

psychiatrist to thoroughly evaluate Jacob.

Rachel had now been missing for nearly four days.

Time was a luxury they didn’t possess.

Jacob was the key to finding Rachel, and Jacob was the one

they needed to confront. *He* needed to confront.

Mulder lay on his back, staring sightlessly at the ceiling.

Jacob was vulnerable. He’d realized Mulder was on to him,

been scared enough to try poisoning him. Now he’d

be twice as frightened. If he could get Jacob alone, push

the right buttons, he might just cave under the pressure

and come clean about Rachel’s whereabouts.

If he could get Jacob alone. No Sam. No Beth. No Scully.

Jacob saw Scully as a weak link, easy to manipulate with

little boy charm and crocodile tears. If Mulder were to

have a viable chance at getting Jacob to confess, he’d have

to do it without his partner. Which left him with one

course of action.

Ditch Scully.

Boy, was she going to be pissed.

Mulder executed the technique he’d used in any number of

Scully-ditches. He grit his teeth, resolutely forced

Scully’s face from his mind, and grabbed the phone.

“I need the number for the closest cab company to

Montgomery General Hospital…”



Marcussen Residence

5:07 p.m.

He met Beth coming out the front door. Head turned so that

she was gazing back into the house, she nearly bowled him

over. A small slip of paper and her keys tumbled onto the

front porch with a dissonant jingle, and her eyes flew open.

“Agent Mulder! I’m so sorry; are you all right?” She

touched his arm in an expression of concern, looking him up

and down for damage.

Actually, he’d been feeling rather lightheaded ever since

leaving the hospital, but he pasted on a reassuring smile.

“I’m fine; are you okay?”

“Except for a terminal case of clumsiness! I was just

headed out to the store — got halfway through cookin’

supper and realized that all the onions are moldy. Did you

need to talk to me? And where’s Agent Scully?” Beth gushed


“Agent Scully had to drive into Charleston. And I actually

stopped by to speak to Jacob, if that’s all right.”

Despite Mulder’s deliberately casual tone, Beth tensed,

and her eyes turned from open and friendly to apprehensive

and suspicious.

“May I ask why?”

Mulder twitched one shoulder in a brief shrug and slipped

his hands casually into his pockets. Scully had brought him

a clean suit in anticipation of his release the following

morning, little knowing she’d wind up aiding and abetting

his escape from the hospital.

“Just wanted to see how he’s doing. Shoot the breeze.”

Beth shuffled her feet, glancing at her watch. “I really

need to get that onion,” she said doubtfully. “Sam’s due

home at six, and the casserole needs to bake for thirty


“You go right ahead. I’ll just keep Jacob company until

you get back.” Mulder leaned against the door, trying hard

to appear non-threatening.

“Weeell, I guess that would be all right. I’ll only be

gone about twenty minutes.” She smiled tentatively.

“Jacob’s back in his bedroom, playin’ on the computer. You

can head right on back; you know the way.”

“I’ll do that. And please don’t rush; we’ll be fine.”

Mulder waited until Beth had climbed into her car and

pulled out of the driveway before walking quietly through

the living room and down the hallway to Jacob’s door. He

paused, listening to the innocuous sound of rapid clicks

and electronic laser bolts punctuated by soft grunts and

muttered expletives. Ordinary, everyday sounds made by

ordinary, everyday kids. Except this kid was just as far

from “ordinary” and “everyday” as you could possibly get.

Steeling himself for what lay ahead, Mulder knocked softly

on the door.

“Come in!”

At first he couldn’t see Jacob, who was hunched behind the

computer monitor, so he circled around the desk. The boy

didn’t bother looking up, his eyes glued to the screen, and

his thumb furiously stabbing buttons on the joystick.

“I thought you said you were goin’ to the store, Mama.”

“Hey, Jacob. What game are you playing?”

Jacob’s head snapped around and every muscle in his body

tensed. His lips parted, and his eyes looked ready to jump

out of their sockets.

“Wha…What are you doing here?”

Mulder strolled over and sat on the bed. “Just stopped by

to see how you were getting along. You seem awfully

surprised to see me, Jacob. How come?”

Jacob’s eyes narrowed and darted away from Mulder’s,

returning to the computer screen. “Just wasn’t expectin’

you, that’s all.”

“Well, to tell you the truth, I’m lucky to be here. After

I talked to your mom yesterday, I got really sick. So sick

that I nearly died. I spent all of last night in the


Jacob’s fist tightened around the joystick, and he jerked

it viciously from side to side, but his voice lacked

emotion. “Really? That’s too bad, Agent Mulder.”

“The puzzling part, though, is that when the doctor tested

my blood, he found an extremely high concentration of a

drug called Ergomar. People take it for migraine headaches,

but if you take too much it can stop your heart. The thing

is, I don’t get migraine headaches, and until yesterday I’d

never heard of that drug.”

Jacob didn’t respond, but his tongue crept out of his

mouth to swipe nervously over his lips. Mulder leaned

forward, his elbows braced on his knees. He pitched his

voice low and silky.

“Your mom gets migraine headaches, doesn’t she? In fact,

Dr. Blake told me she takes Ergomar for them. Quite a

coincidence — don’t you think? If we checked your mom’s

bottle of pills right now, what do you bet we’d find five

or six missing?”

Jacob went very still. After a long silence, he looked at

Mulder. “My mama would never hurt anyone.”

Mulder held his gaze and slowly shook his head. “Not your

mother, Jacob. You. *You* took the pills from your mother’s

medicine cabinet. *You* ground them up, and when she turned

her back, *you* put them in the sugar she gave me to put in

my coffee.”

Jacob shook his head so hard it seemed likely to fly off

his neck. “I don’t…No! Why would I do something like that?


“Jacob, it’s over. Why don’t you save us both a lot of

aggravation and tell me where Rachel is. You and I both

know she wasn’t abducted by aliens.”

“I…we saw lights, a big ship. Rachel…”

“Rachel would be too frightened to chase a spaceship into

the woods. You invented your entire story from the

abduction experiences of other people. You saw me find

those magazines, realized I was onto you, so you panicked

and tried to poison me. But it didn’t work, Jacob. None of

it worked, and it’s time to own up to what you’ve done.”

Jacob shuddered and his eyes flooded with tears. “You

don’t understand; it’s not like that! I didn’t mean to hurt

her, just scare her a little. I was just mad, that’s all.”

Mulder’s stomach lurched and he barely concealed his

turbulent reaction to the boy’s words. “You were angry

because you wanted a puppy. But your parents said you

couldn’t have one, that Rachel’s allergies would make her


“She always spoils everything! It started the very day

Mama brought her home from the hospital. Everybody makin’

such a big fuss over her, talkin’ about how cute she was.

She didn’t look so cute to me, all red-faced and squallin’

like a stuck pig.”

“What happened, Jacob. Where is she?”

Jacob shivered harder, and began crying in earnest. “I

only meant to lose her in the woods, that’s all. How was I

supposed to know she’d trip and fall down into that ravine?”

Mulder ran his hand over his jaw. “She fell and hurt

herself? How badly?”

Jacob shook his head, hiccuping. “I don’t know, I don’t

know. She wasn’t movin’ at all, and she wouldn’t answer me.

I just knew I was gonna be in so much trouble if Mama and

Daddy found out.”

“So you left her. And you made up the story about the

flying saucer and the bright light.” Mulder blinked back a

wave of dizziness. He slipped off his suitcoat and loosened

his tie.

“I’m sorry! Are you gonna tell on me?” Jacob eyes were

huge in his face, his tone pleading.

“I need you to take me to where Rachel fell. Will you do


Jacob hesitated, then nodded, swiping his nose with his

sleeve. Mulder rose and tilted his head toward the door.

“Come on, Jacob. Show me.”

Dusk was falling, the shadows long and deep. Jacob led the

way out the back door, across the yard, and into the trees.

He repeatedly glanced over his shoulder as he stepped over

gnarled tree roots and ducked under low hanging branches.

Mulder followed doggedly, his heart pounding with an odd

mixture of anticipation and dread.

“How did you get her out here in the first place?” he asked.

“Told her I discovered Luke’s hideout and I’d show her

where it was,” Jacob answered, voice catching.

“How come none of the rescue teams found her?” Mulder

panted, blotting a trickle of sweat from his forehead.

Jacob’s shoulders pulled taut. “I dunno. The ravine where

she fell was pretty deep. It was hard to see her, and she

wasn’t movin’.”

Five minutes into the woods Jacob veered off the trail,

scrambling over a large, rotting log. Mulder imitated his

movements, his dress shoes slipping and sliding on the

slick, mossy surface. He swatted at a cloud of gnats that

rose and buzzed around his head, struggling to keep up with

the fleet-footed Jacob.

“Jacob, slow down!”

“It’s just up ahead; she fell right over here,” Jacob

called, swinging his arm in a beckoning motion. “Hurry up!

You can cut through those bushes.”

Mulder tripped on a rock, regained his balance, and broke

into a trot as he neared the boy, who was now pointing down

a steep hill. The thought that Jacob seemed overeager,

nearly enthusiastic, flickered through Mulder’s mind just

as the ground vanished from beneath his feet. His stomach

plummeted, and he instinctively flung out both arms as the

world spun sickeningly.

His forearms smacked something solid with enough force to

wrench a scream from his lips, and his fingers scrabbled at

the dirt. The impact halted his downward plunge, but his

feet dangled helplessly over thin air. He attempted to

wriggle onto solid ground, but merely succeeded in causing

the dirt to shift so that he slid backward several feet,

barely clinging to the lip of a very deep pit. Mulder

pressed his forehead into the earth, sucking in great,

sobbing gulps of air.

The snapping and popping of twigs prompted him to lift his

head, and he found himself staring at a pair of size four

sneakers. Gingerly tilting his head further, he looked up

into Jacob’s indifferent face.

“You wondered what happened to Rachel, didn’t you, Agent

Mulder? Well, now you know.”

Montgomery General Hospital

5:09 p.m.

When she’d first entered the FBI as a very young, very

green agent, her encounters with violent death had sickened

Scully. Whether a grisly casefile discussed during a

training course, or a battered and barely recognizable body

to autopsy, she’d had to struggle against her own dismay

and revulsion in order to get the job done.

Then came the X-Files, toughening her until she could

dispassionately and clinically view a crime scene that left

seasoned veterans pale and shaking. Through it all,

however, Scully maintained a basic outrage when it came to

murder. She found it very difficult to understand how one

person could be driven to take the life of another.

Until now.

“And just exactly how long has Agent Mulder been missing?”

The nurse, Cassie — a very young blonde who was even

shorter than Scully — cringed under the weight of the

agent’s disapproving glare. “I couldn’t say exactly, Dr.

Scully. I went in to check on him about twenty minutes ago,

just to see if he’d fallen asleep again and left that

computer of his on.” Cassie recovered enough of her nerve

to send Scully a look of mild disapproval. “You know, the

hospital frowns on patients usin’ their phone lines for

hookin’ into the Internet. I tried to tell Agent Mulder

that, but he just went and did it anyway.”

“Welcome to my world,” Scully muttered. “So, you checked

on him twenty minutes ago, and he wasn’t there?”

“No ma’am. His gown was just layin’ on the bathroom floor,

and Agent Mulder was nowhere to be found. Honestly, Dr.

Scully, I’ve never had a patient just up and run out on me

like this. It’s real upsettin’.”

Scully patted her arm before shoving open the door to

Mulder’s empty room. “Don’t take it personally, Cassie.

Agent Mulder’s ditches are completely indiscriminate.”

Cursing under her breath, she crossed to the small closet

where she’d hung Mulder’s clean suit. The empty hanger was

not unexpected — the piece of paper propped up on the shelf

only mildly so. Snatching it up, she stalked over to the

window where she could read it by the waning sunlight.


I know how angry you must be, but don’t reach for your gun

yet. Contrary to what you’re probably thinking, I’ve

considered this very carefully. I’m pretty sure I can

convince Jacob to confess, but only if I talk to him alone.

He’d have a difficult time seeing you as the enemy, Scully,

and you have the same problem. I know how hard you’ve

struggled with your feelings on this case. Please

understand that if I’m going to get Jacob to talk, I can’t

afford for him to sense any hesitation or ambivalence. I

know better than to ask you to wait for my call, so I guess

I’ll see you at the Marcussens’. With any luck, by the time

you get there, it will all be over.


Scully crumpled the note into a ball and headed for the

door with it wrapped in her fist. Cassie stepped forward to

ask a question when she emerged from the room. One look at

Scully’s face, however, and she scrambled quickly out of

the way.

She reached the Marcussen house just as Beth pulled into

the driveway. By the time Scully crossed the lawn, Beth had

pulled a small, plastic grocery bag from the car and turned

to face her with a slightly puzzled smile.

“Hello, Agent Scully. Did you have a pleasant trip to


Scully arched an eyebrow. “It was beneficial. How did you

know I’d gone to Charleston?”

“Agent Mulder mentioned it. I didn’t expect to see you


“Agent Mulder is here now?” Scully followed her to the

front door, relieving Beth of the sack while the woman

fumbled for the correct key and slid it into the lock.

Beth bobbed her head. “He wanted to talk to Jacob. Said

he’d keep him company while I ran to the store. Hang on.”

She grabbed the bag from Scully and bustled off to the

kitchen, returning empty handed a moment later.

Scully followed her down the hallway to Jacob’s room,

trying to keep a lid on anger that threatened to bubble

over. No matter how furious she was with her partner, it

was imperative to remain professional in front of Beth and

Jacob. Later, back at the hotel, she’d let him have it.

“Jacob? I…” Beth trailed off, turning in a slow circle to

scan the empty room. “Jacob?”

Scully walked over to the bed and picked up her partner’s

discarded suitcoat. “Well, they must be around somewhere.

Mulder wouldn’t leave without his jacket.”

“Jacob? Jacob Samuel Marcussen, where are you?” Beth

called, heading back into the hall.

Several minutes later, after searching the house from end

to end, they stood in the middle of the kitchen, Scully’s

face tense with suppressed worry, Beth’s blank with


“Where could they have gotten to?” she asked Scully.

Frantic rapping on the back door absolved Scully of the

need to reply. Frowning, Beth pulled it open.

“Jacob, where…oh, Jess! What on earth is the matter, hon?

You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

Jess burst past Beth to seize Scully’s hand. “Agent

Scully, you gotta come quick!”

Taken by surprise, the little girl managed to tug Scully

several steps toward the door before she regained her wits

enough to dig in her heels. She leaned over to better see

Jessica’s frightened face.

“You have to tell me what’s wrong, sweetheart. Where are

you taking me?”

Jess’ eyes flicked over to Beth’s face and then back to

Scully. “Please! I just need you to come.”

Sensing the source of the little girl’s discomfort, Scully

nodded to Beth. “Let me see what this is all about, Beth.

I’ll be right back.”

Jess pulled her out the door and down the back steps

toward the forest. When they reached the trees, Scully

slowed her steps.

“Jess, you have to tell me where we’re going.”

“I was in the woods, lookin’ for Luke, when I saw Jacob

and your friend. I wanted to see what Jacob was up to, so I

followed them for a spell. Luke’s teachin’ me how to become

a secret agent,” she explained proudly.

“Go on,” Scully said, but allowed the little girl to lead

her into the woods.

“After a while they left the path, and I couldn’t see ’em

no more. I didn’t follow ’cause I knew Mama’d be real mad

if she found out. We aren’t supposed to leave the trail —

even though Luke does it all the time.” Her face screwed up

into a pout. “Anyway, I started to walk home, figurin’ they

weren’t comin’ back. And then I heard it.”

Jess broke into a trot, and Scully hastened to catch up to

her. “What, Jess? What did you hear?” The prickling feeling

that scampered up and down her spine warned she wasn’t

going to like the answer.

Jess slowed just enough to look Scully in the eye, her

small face pale. “I heard a scream, Agent Scully. And I

think it was your friend.”

Somewhere in the woods

5:43 p.m.

“Jacob, don’t do this. You’re not…going to get away…with


Mulder’s ribs protested the fresh abuse, and the muscles

in his shoulders and arms trembled with exhaustion. He’d

located a small ledge for his right foot, but the left

still dangled freely.

Jacob squatted down just beyond Mulder’s reach. “You

probably know there’s a lot of minin’ in this area, Agent

Mulder. But did you know there’s also a lot of old

abandoned shafts that no one knows about? Some of ’em go

real deep. You fall down one of them, and no one’s gonna

find you.”

“Agent Scully…will come looking. Knows…I’m here,” Mulder


“You *were* here,” Jacob replied calmly. “And then you


“Won’t…believe you.”

Jacob shrugged. “I think they will. After all, everyone in

this town knows me, Agent Mulder.” His lips stretched into

something that resembled a grin. “And I’m just a little


“I…didn’t fall… for that act.”

Jacob’s brows knit together. “I know. And you’ve really

messed things up.” He stood and stared down at Mulder for a

long time, then swiftly lifted his foot and ground the heel

of his sneaker into Mulder’s left hand.

Bright shards of pain sparked through Mulder’s fingers,

and he screamed. He reflexively loosened his grip, slipping

further over the edge and losing his precious foothold.

Several nails peeled back as he clutched at the ground, but

he was able to grasp a protruding rock and once again stop

his fall. He’d screamed Scully’s name twice in sheer terror

before remembering the futility of the gesture.

“Jacob, don’t…don’t do this. You…don’t have to…ahhh!”

The right hand this time, but Mulder had seen it coming

and somehow managed to keep his hand locked around the

rock. He grit his teeth and squeezed his eyes tightly shut,

tears trickling from the corners. Disjointed images

flickered through his head, like a movie on fast forward.

*”Caddyshack” playing and Scully on his couch, her face

relaxed and serene. “Well, I’m fairly happy, Mulder, and

that’s something.”*

*Jessica Miller’s wide dark eyes. “You gonna bring Rachel

back home, mister?”*

*Jacob’s head bent over a model, his words cold and

indifferent. “You can try all you want, Agent Mulder. But I

don’t think they’re gonna bring her back.”*

*Beth’s fluttering hands and pleading gaze. “Jacob’s gonna

be just fine; no cause to think history would repeat

itself. None at all.”*

*Scully, rumpled and exhausted, her voice quivering with

emotion. “I nearly lost you last night…”*

*Sorry, Scully.*

“NO!” he screamed as Jacob lowered his foot over the

fingers yet again.

“STOP! Don’t do it, Jacob! Move away from him right now.”

Scully’s voice, harsh and commanding, brooked no refusal.

Jacob jerked in surprise, then slowly did as he’d been

instructed, backing up several feet and watching her

warily. Mulder heard the snapping of twigs as she

approached, but kept his face pressed to the earth, every

ounce of his remaining strength channeled into hanging on.

“Sit down against that tree and don’t move. Jess, run back

to the house and tell Beth to call the sheriff.” Scully

barked the orders as she knelt to grasp Mulder by both arms.

“Call…rescue squad,” Mulder grunted as he wriggled forward

with his partner’s assistance. “Think I found…Rachel.”

Seconds later he was lying on his belly in the dirt and

dead leaves, gulping in air and dizzy with relief. His

fingers throbbed, the muscles in his shoulders clenched in

painful spasms, and his ribs ached, but solid ground had

never felt so sweet.

“You feeling okay?” Scully’s fingers drifted through his

hair, but her eyes remained locked on Jacob.

Mulder hauled himself to his knees, groaning. “Yeah.

Stupid, but okay.”

Scully’s eyebrow did its dance, and she pursed her lips.

“I’ll refrain from commenting, Mulder. For now, anyway.”

Mulder dropped his head into his hands and moaned softly.

“What about me?” Jacob asked, voice quavering. “What’s

going to happen to me?”

“We’re going to make sure you get some help, Jacob.”

Mulder’s head snapped up at the hard edge in Scully’s

words. Her face was grim but composed. “And that you can’t

hurt anyone ever again.”



The Root Cellar Bar

24 hours later

“So when he finally woke up — or should I say, regained

consciousness,” Tim smirked at Mulder, who had buried his

face in both hands, “you could see the imprint of the

bathroom tiles all over the left side of his face. It took

practically the whole afternoon for ’em to fade.”

Scully giggled merrily, a sound so rare that Mulder didn’t

really mind that it had happened at his expense. He pinned

Tim with a long-suffering glare.

“Are you finished yet? Or do you intend to further impugn

my credibility?”

Spencer propped muscular arms on the table and grinned.

“Way I hear it, WonderBoy, there just isn’t that much

credibility to impugn.”

“Ha, ha,” Mulder growled over Scully’s snickering. “You’re

a real barrel of laughs tonight, Spence. They ought to hire

you for live entertainment; you beat the heck out of the


Scully sipped her Coke in a poor attempt to hide a grin.

“So Tim… Why do you call Mulder, WonderBoy?”

“Because he knows how much I hate it,” Mulder muttered.

Tim’s grin softened to something less like teasing and

more like affection. “I met him over ten years ago, in the

summer of ’89. Everyone was talkin’ about Fox Mulder, the

best profiler the Bureau had ever seen, a rising star. He

was tactless, opinionated, and arrogant as hell. I hated

him on sight.” He chuckled softly, and Mulder joined him.

“That’s an understatement! We were partnered for several

of those asinine exercises at a team-building seminar —

through no choice of our own.” Mulder shook his head

ruefully. “It’s amazing we didn’t wind up killing each

other before the day was through.”

“He was so cocky and sure of himself, I started callin’

him ‘WonderBoy’ — and not in a complimentary way, as I’m

sure you can imagine,” Tim continued. “After nearly comin’

to blows, we finally started to talk to each other. By the

end of that seminar, we’d become friends, and I’d come to

see that Mulder’s reputation as the Bureau’s Great White

Hope wasn’t all just smoke and mirrors.”

Mulder shifted and leaned back in the booth, his

expression distant and pained. “That was a long time ago,”

he said.

Tim looked at him shrewdly. “Not so long, Mulder. You

haven’t lost your touch. You solved this case and brought

that little girl home, just like I knew you would.”

One long finger, the skin marked with bruises, traced the

rim of his glass. “By the time we got her out of that

shaft, Rachel was more dead than alive. She’d fractured her

leg in three places, and between the severity of the breaks

and the delay in treatment, the doctors are afraid she may

never walk normally again. Add to that the fact that Jacob

has been committed to a psychiatric facility for what

promises to be a very long time, and I don’t think Beth and

Sam Marcussen have a lot to thank me for.”

A small hand wrapped around the glass and tugged it away

from his finger, forcing him to look up. Scully’s intense

blue eyes drilled relentlessly into his.

“Mulder, Jacob had concealed the opening to that shaft so

well, none of the search parties found it. The very fact

that Rachel is still alive is a miracle. That sufficient

run-off from precipitation had collected so she had water

to drink, that her body was able to fight off infection for

as long as it did, that she didn’t succumb to overwhelming

loneliness and fear — she held on, Mulder. She held on in

hopes that someone would find her. And we did.”

Mulder didn’t answer, but one corner of his mouth lifted

in a crooked smile.

Tim shook his head. “Same ol’ WonderBoy. Always have been

your own worst enemy — especially on the basketball court.”

Mulder gaped in outrage. “It’s either been too long since

we’ve played, Spencer, or your memory has deteriorated

along with your talent. Even on my worst day I could…”

“I think those drugs must still be percolatin’ your brain,

WonderBoy; you’re delusional. I…”

Scully just rolled her eyes.

Wildwood Institute of Mental Health

Six months later

“I really, really never meant to hurt my sister, Dr.

Shelton. Back then I guess I just didn’t know how to deal

with my anger and frustration, and I lost control.” Jacob

broke off studying the geometric pattern in the carpet to

look his psychiatrist in the eye. “I understand now, that

what I did was very wrong. And since I’ve been here at

Wildwood, I’ve learned to express anger in more acceptable

ways. I just hope that someday Rachel can forgive me.”

Dr. Shelton leaned back in his leather chair with his

fingers steepled beneath his chin. “I’m very glad to hear

that, Jacob. You have made incredible strides since you’ve

been here. The nurses and therapists all give you glowing

reports. I’m very proud of you.”

Jacob smiled, ducking his head shyly. “Thank you, Dr.

Shelton. Comin’ from you, that means a lot.”

“You can run along to dinner now; I’m sure your group will

be waiting for you. I’ll see you on Tuesday, same time.”

“Sure thing! Tonight’s pizza — wouldn’t want to be late

for that!”

Dr. Shelton waited for Jacob to pull the door shut behind

him, then reached for the small tape recorder on the corner

of his desk.

“Jacob Marcussen continues to make incredible progress in

both individual and group therapy. As evidenced in this

session, he has clearly begun to understand the impact of

his actions, and his own culpability. If he continues to

improve at the present rate, I have hopes that he will be

spending this Christmas at home, with his family. While

reintegration will provide its own set of difficulties, I’m


The doctor continued to drone on, but Jacob pulled his ear

from the door and smiled. He’d heard everything he needed

to hear.


AUTHOR’S NOTES: Well, we made it! Sally and I would like

to express what a joy it’s been to be a part of I Made This

Productions Virtual Season. It’s an honor and a privilege

to work with this group of talented people! Thanks go to

Vickie, Karen, and my hubby Ron, for their most excellent

beta; Suzanne, for being our resident advisor on all things

medical; and the Crystalship gang, for support and advice.

We hope you’ve enjoyed reading this story as much as we

enjoyed writing it!

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